I Think About What Could Have Been

The what ifs and could haves will feed on your mind.

Unfortunately this is all too true. I have a place in a dusty back corner of my brain to store them. I admit that a few may escape sometimes and run rampant for a while...feeding and...

I think everybody does this "What if" at one time or another.
In my case, I will sometimes think:
What if I joined the Navy (which at 18 I really did want to badly), then I think you hate taking orders from imbeciles, you have horrible...

I used to really like this one guy. He was my best friend. At a really low point for him, I was the only one around to comfort him. He told me he wanted to kiss me, and I REALLY wanted to kiss him. But I didn't. He had a girlfriend. I...

I think I am finally over her and starting to truly appreciate the beautiful man I am with now. But not going to lie memories from the past come raging back sometimes, and I catch myself wondering what could have been, if things went...

I really shouldn't wonder what if about him.
I regret everything that happened with him now too, I mean I met him offline. Made a huge mistake and slept with him the first night we met. That's probably my biggest regret with it all...

I went on a celebrity cruise a couple of years back. It was absolutely amazing, and I'd never experienced anything like it. On the first night there, the group was throwing a party out on the lido deck. The entire ship was there. I...

Sometimes,I wonder,Think,What could have been,Perhaps,I'll never know.

I think about what could have been nearly every minute....

I think about you almost daily....

I think about what could have happened if I just told you the truth....

I think of what could have happened if I never left town...

I...

You can't change time... But It really makes me sad to think about things that might have happened If you didn't do this, or you did that... Ughh.. It would be so nice If I could go back In time and do a few things differently, because...

When there is someone in your life that you have grown attached to and you spend a lot of time with them, talking every day, and then one day they just start to pull away, it leaves you feeling like all of it had been unreal. The time...

What if.....
You had never walked out the door that night?
What if....
We had stayed home together and snuggled up in bed?
What if....
We had fallen asleep in each other arms?

Instead....
You broke your promise,
You destroyed the trust...

We been really close and good friends for years now. He's my best friend and I can tell him anything. He's been there for me when I was going through a really hard time in my life.

We met in church and I had a major crush on him, but...

I think about what could have been

If I hadn't tried that first cigarette...

If I hadn't quit the swim team...

If I hadn't let her down...

If I hadn't left him...

Maybe I would be happy.

What if I didn’t insist that night?What if I had just let you be?What if you had never told me?What if I had never told you?What if I had hidden my true feelings from you?What if you just pretended nothing was happening?What if we had...

I spent a lot of my life wondering about what if things turned out differently. How would things have been if I was closer to my parents? How would things have been if I wasn't so heavy? What would it be like if I had been able to truly...