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I Think Alot About Everything

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    Meaning Of Life

    So much here on EP, so many books and articles on Google. There is no time for everything, so the moment I sit and relax, I think. And think . . . Even while doing menial chores , life's stories go through my mind. The ONE ADMINISTRATOR surely chat with me then.
    ryksteman ryksteman 56-60, M 1 Response Nov 25, 2010

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    I Am Lestrange

    so uh hi I might as well introduce myself I guess since this is my first story I choose this name because I guess I just think about everything and that includes strange things which i am moast drawn to hence "strange"and I really like foreign cultures and I think...
    lestrange lestrange 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 21, 2008

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    Theory of Manipulateing People

    okay so today these people were talking about "manipulative skills" its actualy supposed to be for physical education but then there was this person who had no idea what they were talking about but they said it had to do with  being able to control people!The...
    lestrange lestrange 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 6, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    why is it that I find out more stuff about me and I just want to end it? It's like I'm the one always wrong. I'm just done with everything. and I find this out during therapy and I...
    brknsilence79 brknsilence79 31-35, F 7 hrs ago

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    On Saturday I spent the day with a girl who actually likes me, a girl who actually made me feel happy for the first time in years... Saturday night was also the closest I've ever...
    trashleigh trashleigh 18-21, M 11 hrs ago

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    I've been thinking about committing suicide a lot lately, and was reading a lot of your stories. I just want to tell you all that you matter, that it is always better to keep on...
    Cyhyreath Cyhyreath 22-25, F 2 Responses 21 hrs ago

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    Could this little punk #ss have killed anyone better? These may have been some of the best people in the South. And I love the south, I've made no secret of that. How did the...
    trent74 trent74 41-45, M 21 hrs ago

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    My parents are taking their "princess" to visit our relatives. They miss her soooooo much.. Bla bla bla.. I think about doing it tonight. I'm so hurt and I just can't do this...
    Rourou19 Rourou19 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    After my actual attempt and failure at doing so, I do not think about it nearly as often as I once had. I also think to myself in the back of my mind that perhaps suicide isn't...
    LadyGallivanter LadyGallivanter 41-45, F 5 Responses 1 day ago

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    A lot, now the very thought helps me sleep. When you think about death it's easier to forgive. For instance "I'm going to die one day, the ones whom hurt me will also die one day...
    Nual Nual 22-25, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    still thinking about things and just wanting to disappear. just wish life wasn't so complicated. i wish I was perfect. I'm hating myself so much. my thoughts aren't well right now...
    brknsilence79 brknsilence79 31-35, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Its horrible but now the only thing I can be turned on by anymore is situations similar to my rape and sexual abuse I was raped by a much older white man when i was 8 and kind of...
    ebonytabicat ebonytabicat 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I'm not afraid of death, I just think about it on a daily basis, like, "I wonder what it would be like if I were dead" It doesn't mean I want to kill myself I stopped thinking...
    SxuccessfuI SxuccessfuI 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    So all i think about are my mistakes and now im paying for them with my blood. i cant stop. and its bad. i use glass.i cant get rid of the glass either. please help me if you can...
    Sadiemay523 Sadiemay523 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    So I am 30. I am female. And I have been thinking about joining the Australian Defense Force since I was 20. I'm thinking I will join the reserves just to see if I can do it...
    AnnieLouisez AnnieLouisez 26-30, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Working on my behavior has been a great journey: I overcame thinking about people and situations who don't exist because If I'm not around not them they shouldn't be thought of...
    Brandnewhim2015 Brandnewhim2015 26-30, M 6 days ago

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    my wife is the only woman I have every had sex with. sometimes I wish I had more sexual experiences. Most times I keep thinking about going on one of those sex sites and just go...
    Aaronns Aaronns 36-40, M 5 Responses a week ago

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    This guy drives me nuts! He is younger than I am and we chat on FB and also on xbox. I swear it would only be about sex, I would love to meet him soon but every single day I think...
    LadyValeska LadyValeska 41-45, F Jun 21

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    I was dating this person. I love them still but things got between us. Now we live 2 hours away from eachother and we're talking about getting back together but I want to get back...
    mvillevamp2013 mvillevamp2013 22-25, F Jun 20

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    I was fine until it hit 16 years since you raped me. everything has changed I can't get it out of my head flashbacks nightmares everything has come back I'm not in contol anymore I...
    rainydays85 rainydays85 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 20

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    I fantasize about my wife falling in love with another man and letting him take my role as the husband. It gives me a euphoric feeling thinking about the other man laying on my...
    Brian944 Brian944 31-35, M 2 Responses Jun 20

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    To be honest I've been thinking about it this entire week. I mean this place is kinda great to find people who are like you but, then there comes the party crashers that lash out...
    rocketguy19 rocketguy19 16-17, M 1 Response Jun 20

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    I'm all ways thinking about sex but finding someone that thinks the same way I do is very hard
    dresscross dresscross 51-55, M Jun 18

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    i Fall back in memory's i remember my history and cry now for 2h I have a knife at at side and think about to do it now someone can help me by do it ?
    jassikitty jassikitty 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 18

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    Its been almost 2 years since it happened and it's still the only thing I constantly think about.. I was 14 and was pulled in a room by my ex boyfriends best friend.. I was a...
    christina6005 christina6005 41-45, F 1 Response Jun 17

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    Okay so once me and my crush were flirting around in college , he would tickle my sides and I would sometimes do it back when he's not been expecting it ,so once i did that and he...
    Littlefoxy Littlefoxy 16-17, F Jun 16

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    It's all I really think about nowadays. It's unhealthy for me but it's almost like a drug. I just can't get enough.
    RustyKingdom RustyKingdom 18-21, M Jun 16

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    Hello, My story is destroying me little by little, I got married in 2009, I was happily married for the three first years, until I discovered how my ex wife started to lose...
    brokenwinggggg brokenwinggggg 26-30, M Jun 16

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    Hello, My story is destroying me little by little, I got married in 2009, I was happily married for the three first years, until I discovered how my ex wife started to lose...
    brokenwinggggg brokenwinggggg 26-30, M Jun 16

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    Everyday I want to die! Everyday I want to just end everything! I always try to do right, I always put my family, friends&loved ones
    xocmaxo xocmaxo 22-25 1 Response Jun 16

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    Everyday I want to die! Everyday I want to just end everything! I always try to do right, I always put my family, friends&loved ones
    xocmaxo xocmaxo 22-25 1 Response Jun 16

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    Everyday I want to die! Everyday I want to just end everything! I always try to do right, I always put my family, friends&loved ones
    xocmaxo xocmaxo 22-25 Jun 16

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    Take This Waltz- this movie really had me thinking about my future relationships and how sometimes people just fall out of love or they just don't feel like their relationship is...
    mehear mehear 18-21, F Jun 16

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    I'm a little weird I think about my future a lot. Like I don't even think about my future boyfriend I think about the man of my life. I want him to be respectful,loyal,and takes...
    lifeisastruggle4ever lifeisastruggle4ever 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 15

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    Which is the case on most days Especially those days where I read through your notes Not addressed to any one person in particular I can leave that up to my imagination as I dress...
    ImagineThat101 ImagineThat101 26-30, F Jun 15

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    It's so surreal.. How does 1 person walk into your life and change everything...
    Catho Catho 18-21, F Jun 15

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    What if the key to happiness is self expression? The problem is that in expressing one's self means being authentic and we neither allow ourselves nor are we allowed by others to...
    Joshua1325 Joshua1325 26-30, M 1 Response Jun 14

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    After being free from ideation for 9 months, I've been thinking about suicide again. I wish I could be free of this.
    cleartext cleartext 41-45, M Jun 14

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    I love thinking about rape, at the age of 11 I started my own brothel, I am now 47 with 18 of my "own" children that I "adopted". Just thinking about my anus getting ripped by a...
    dickballs69 dickballs69 70+, T 3 Responses Jun 14

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    vacuousformula596 vacuousformula596 26-30, T 1 Response Jun 13

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