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I Think Everything Is a Conspiracy Against Me

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    Flashbacks

    I feel the same I've had flashbacks since school days and I was constantly bullied, I keep going over memories trying to think of the bad things I may have done and I believe people are only ever acting around me and I believe that I have really upset someone I even made up some...
    blackhawkeye blackhawkeye 26-30 May 10, 2011

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    I Feel Everything Is Against Me

    No matter what I do, it seems that everything is going against me. This is the second year and about the same time, that my water pipes have frozen up. Last year, it started with one pipe breaking and then another. I am in hopes that this year, there will be no broken pipes...
    silentviper69 silentviper69 61-65, M 1 Response Dec 4, 2011

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    The World Is Against Me.

    BLEH! I went to college years ago. I had help from outside and got my bills payed. My uncle was helping me out, then he stopped, and I did not hear why. I dropped out of college about 5 years ago. I got a really really cute girlfriend once - the only one I've had. We...
    powerflower77 powerflower77 26-30, M Nov 11, 2012

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    I Think I'm Paranoid

    I know it's rediculous, but I can't help looking for hidden meanings and clues when I deal with people. Maybe I'm being set up? Maybe I'm being tested? Even better - maybe my whole life is a scientific experiment and everybody's in on it and doesn't want to tell me.
    whenn whenn 26-30 4 Responses Sep 26, 2008

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    I manifest connection to all the projective demons possessed in the thoughts being used by my psychic attackers so be it in christ amen, I surrender love and joy and thanks for...
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    Meh. They judged me for being suicidal. They judged me for being a perv. They judged me for being a loner. They judged me for being different for them. They judged me for...
    EmotionlessDude EmotionlessDude 13-15, M 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    I know I'm still only 17. But I've met someone from school 3 weeks ago. We're both in college different programs though. He's in his second year and I'm in my first. He's...
    TheSongPlaysWithin TheSongPlaysWithin 16-17, F 7 hrs ago

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    I don't know, conspiracy theories have me questioning stuff o.O
    laurynnm43 laurynnm43 16-17, F Sep 7

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    What conspiracies do you guys believe to be true? I've been reading and watching videos of the frantic Area 51 caller, seems to be a hoax since a guy called in claiming it was him...
    strawberryletter22 strawberryletter22 18-21, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    I guess ever since I could remember I've hated my mom, always day dreaming about a mom that cared and loved me. I am now 15, and I can't even remember the last time my mother said...
    Jaaye1 Jaaye1 70+ 1 Response Aug 31

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    To think positive way is the best thing what I have ever done :) Its amazing to wake up with smile and feel the energy.. I used to be very pesimistic person and everything was bad...
    trulywords trulywords 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 8

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    When I feel like someone's let me down or I've made a bad choice I tell myself "everything happens for a reason" it makes me feel better.
    MEdwards180598 MEdwards180598 16-17, F 1 hr ago

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    veronica4ever veronica4ever 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 4

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    delvilel delvilel 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 17

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    MNI1982 MNI1982 26-30, F Sep 10

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    I'm against abortion, because I know of a woman who had an abortion in her youth, and she was coerced by her boyfriend and she did it for him, and she had regret it, and then they...
    Luckycharm2014 Luckycharm2014 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 22

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    It annoys me so much when people see age gaps as such an issue like I will be with who ever I want regardless of our difference in age and I also think that interfering parents who...
    DemiendoImaginations DemiendoImaginations 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    im the type of person that wants everything equal and balanced for example you do something malicious to someone i hope something malicious happen to you and i strongly believe in...
    lizmcfee lizmcfee 22-25, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Winter154 Winter154 18-21, F 5 Responses Sep 17

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    It's not okay to force children to believe in things. I'm not religious, mind you, and I'm personally against religion in general. But if my kids want to grow up believing in...
    Darktooth41 Darktooth41 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 7

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    I strongly condemn rape. The women of this society believe that rape is caused by the victims. I just don't understand how people can blame the victim when the real culprit was...
    rebelliousgal rebelliousgal 18-21, F 4 Responses Sep 10

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    I don't know how people can be so ignorant. I really don't get it. If its because of religion, what is the point of calling it a sin? I told my friend who called homosexuality an...
    KateTheStraightedge KateTheStraightedge 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 11

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    I don't really know what to say to this....Yes I am against such a thing. i don't think if you aren't emotionally stable that you should have a child. If you are quick to anger and...
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M Sep 16

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    Never forget that everything Hitler did in Germany was legal. - Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr.
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    edward012 edward012 18-21, M 18 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    Why do I think that? I don't know. Life is so complex that I wouldn't say it's only life. Life is a bunch of lives in the sack of death, in which all things in Earth fall down...
    Peace1000 Peace1000 16-17, F 4 hrs ago

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    smokingweedwithparishilton smokingweedwithparishilton 18-21 2 Responses Sep 11

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    crocotan crocotan 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    Sometimes I can't help but feel conflicted between living in the confines and comforts of society, or saying ****-all and disappearing off the grid - living in solitude, in the...
    drstech drstech 22-25, F 4 Responses Aug 31

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    i was always sad and angry when i was a kid and thought of suicide has been constantly on my mind. the earliest i can remember i can remember was when i was 9 years old. i don't...
    bhabhablacksheep bhabhablacksheep 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 1

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    I'm not feeling good at all I can't sleep I'm In a lot of pain really tired I'm really dizzy and have a headache girly things I wish something could take this pain away :( I think...
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