I Think Everything Is a Conspiracy Against Me

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    I Think I'm Paranoid

    I know it's rediculous, but I can't help looking for hidden meanings and clues when I deal with people. Maybe I'm being set up? Maybe I'm being tested? Even better - maybe my whole life is a scientific experiment and everybody's in on it and doesn't want to tell me.
    whenn whenn
    26-30
    6 Responses Sep 26, 2008

    I Feel Everything Is Against Me

    No matter what I do, it seems that everything is going against me. This is the second year and about the same time, that my water pipes have frozen up. Last year, it started with one pipe breaking and then another. I am in hopes that this year, there will be no broken pipes...
    silentviper69 silentviper69
    61-65, M
    1 Response Dec 4, 2011

    Flashbacks

    I feel the same I've had flashbacks since school days and I was constantly bullied, I keep going over memories trying to think of the bad things I may have done and I believe people are only ever acting around me and I believe that I have really upset someone I even made up some...
    blackhawkeye blackhawkeye
    26-30
    May 10, 2011

    The World Is Against Me.

    BLEH! I went to college years ago. I had help from outside and got my bills payed. My uncle was helping me out, then he stopped, and I did not hear why. I dropped out of college about 5 years ago. I got a really really cute girlfriend once - the only one I've had. We...
    powerflower77 powerflower77
    26-30, M
    Nov 11, 2012

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