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I Think Everything Is a Conspiracy Against Me

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    I Feel Everything Is Against Me

    No matter what I do, it seems that everything is going against me. This is the second year and about the same time, that my water pipes have frozen up. Last year, it started with one pipe breaking and then another. I am in hopes that this year, there will be no broken pipes...
    silentviper69 silentviper69 61-65, M 1 Response Dec 4, 2011

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    I Think I'm Paranoid

    I know it's rediculous, but I can't help looking for hidden meanings and clues when I deal with people. Maybe I'm being set up? Maybe I'm being tested? Even better - maybe my whole life is a scientific experiment and everybody's in on it and doesn't want to tell me.
    whenn whenn 26-30 5 Responses Sep 26, 2008

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    The World Is Against Me.

    BLEH! I went to college years ago. I had help from outside and got my bills payed. My uncle was helping me out, then he stopped, and I did not hear why. I dropped out of college about 5 years ago. I got a really really cute girlfriend once - the only one I've had. We...
    powerflower77 powerflower77 26-30, M Nov 11, 2012

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    Flashbacks

    I feel the same I've had flashbacks since school days and I was constantly bullied, I keep going over memories trying to think of the bad things I may have done and I believe people are only ever acting around me and I believe that I have really upset someone I even made up some...
    blackhawkeye blackhawkeye 26-30 May 10, 2011

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    I think differently. Too differently. And it is not just one person. I think everything differently than everyone else in this world!!!! No one would ever think the same way as me...
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    I was just debating with a conspiracy theorist here on EP! They did nothing but talk complete nonsense and drivel. So I decided that I had had enough of their drivel so I blocked...
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    I think my husband hates me.....My childhood was REALLY bad. My current husband also had a childhood similar to mine but was not as lucky as me and his life took a different path...
    Lsngthsbttle Lsngthsbttle 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 4

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    Ever met someone overwhelmingly amazing, so vivid and so enthusiastic? Someone who leaves you erratically nostalgic to a point that everyone and everything fades into absolute...
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    People at my school recognize me for always being happy and they think I have the "Perfect Life" but little do they know, that this is all a mask.. and at night the mask comes off...
    miiaa247 miiaa247 13-15, F 2 hrs ago

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    LegendBattles LegendBattles 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 15

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    The entire universe is our home and the tools to take care of it are righteousness and virtuousness or at least striving to our very best to adhere to these principles. I think...
    harmony226 harmony226 26-30, M Jan 11

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    Post 3. For context please visit link posted as a response. Thank you! "I like you..big favour my friend. Do me this solid and I will owe you one, I promise, O.K? First of all...
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    Food for thought? or was it thought for food?. Either way Ill go with both. Lets see, where to begin or end really. Short said, guess been just depressed most of my life, since a...
    Wintersorrow Wintersorrow 26-30, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    stayed up late watched a movie, went to bed... ugh.. tossed and turned for a good 5 minutes and now im wide awake. 12.45 at night right now as I write this.Nothing unusual there...
    everydayisagoodone everydayisagoodone 31-35 Jan 13

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    They have the delusion to talk to you all the time. They will look for you and follow you. Doing this online can't be thought of any differently than doing it in person. To the...
    DarkwingGoslyn DarkwingGoslyn 31-35 Jan 7

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    movietime movietime 31-35 1 Response Jan 11

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    it's been a couple of weeks since I last decided to upload something ,I guess I was just trying to figure out and organize everything that was going on in my life at the momment...
    BushMaster243 BushMaster243 16-17, M Jan 17

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    maybe against would be a strong word, but i dont agree with force arranged marriage. what i feel more painful however is the fact that... for children who love their parents, they...
    butterfliesndut butterfliesndut 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 21

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    Working late at the Aerodynamics Lab /* HowlingLonesome wrote the story and I made the pics. I want to thank HowlingLonesome for supervising my work and helping me making the...
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