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I Think Everything Is a Conspiracy Against Me

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    The World Is Against Me.

    BLEH! I went to college years ago. I had help from outside and got my bills payed. My uncle was helping me out, then he stopped, and I did not hear why. I dropped out of college about 5 years ago. I got a really really cute girlfriend once - the only one I've had. We...
    powerflower77 powerflower77 26-30, M Nov 11, 2012

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    I Feel Everything Is Against Me

    No matter what I do, it seems that everything is going against me. This is the second year and about the same time, that my water pipes have frozen up. Last year, it started with one pipe breaking and then another. I am in hopes that this year, there will be no broken pipes...
    silentviper69 silentviper69 61-65, M 1 Response Dec 4, 2011

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    I Think I'm Paranoid

    I know it's rediculous, but I can't help looking for hidden meanings and clues when I deal with people. Maybe I'm being set up? Maybe I'm being tested? Even better - maybe my whole life is a scientific experiment and everybody's in on it and doesn't want to tell me.
    whenn whenn 26-30 4 Responses Sep 26, 2008

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