I Think God Hates Me

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    Hmmm I think god hates me.

    ...he hasn't done anything that would get me to want him...I have been abandoned, cheated on and just hurt....
    deleted deleted
    4 Responses Apr 8, 2015

    Under the wide and dark disturbed sky Dig the

    grave and let me rot sad did live and glad did i die and I laid me down with a chill Here is the verse to grave for me here is where O longed to be Home is the rejected home from his hell and the hunted home from his wounds
    calyp calyp
    66-70, M
    Jan 9, 2016

    GOD hates religion. He loves worship.

    GOD is love. I've had many spiritual experiences, I've been through hardships and at first I used to blame GOD and say why are these things happening to me? I used to curse his name but, I realized earth is the closest thing to hell GODS believers will go through. When we go to...
    sashakimi4 sashakimi4
    18-21, F
    Jul 26, 2014

    He Gave Me An Unfair Life

    I was cursed from the start. My mother didn't want to look at me for a month after I was born, and throughout the years I always tried and tried and tried to be a nice young girl. No one recognized me though and always took me for granted and looked at me like a demon. I always...
    Deir Deir
    13-15, F
    8 Responses Nov 10, 2012

    A Perpetual Struggle

    I don't know what I've done wrong. My life has been mostly losses and abuses. I fight though, and I LOVE. There is not hate in my life, no fear, no betrayal, I'm loyal, working, generous. I try to be the best of me, but I feel cursed. or maybe, just God doesn't exist?
    deleted deleted
    1 Response May 18, 2012

    Ever since the age of 7 I have been bullied.

    Why? For my skin color. It was so traumatizing I became a shy person. I couldn't be social or talk in public. Because of this vulnerability, more bullies came and attacked me. Being spit on, pushed, asked if you are a terrorist, shoving food down your throat, everyday till I was...
    themagicexperience themagicexperience
    1 Response Mar 11, 2014

    It's Nothing Big, Just An Accumulation Of Little Things

    When you were little did you ever play 'piggy-in-the-middle?' You know the game where two people (usually taller) stand on opposite sides and throw a ball over your head which you are supposed to leap up and catch so you can throw the ball? That's how I feel about God right now...
    dicavill dicavill
    Jun 26, 2012

    My Painful Life

    Hi,my name is Rahman.in my life i really had no real friends.they often betrayed me and ignored.always on exams i worked so hard but never get the result what i worth.its not that important.some days ago my brother get sick.it was chicken pox.i have never had chicken pox so i...
    Rahman7 Rahman7
    Feb 19, 2013
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 3, 2015

    God Loves Me Yes I Know But He Says This Is Not Your Home

    i started off not being meant to be in this world.I was born with the umbilical chord around my neck cutting off my oxygen.I should have known then something wasnt right. I checked awhile ago into how many times id been in the emergency room this year and last year alone.I think...
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Sep 26, 2013

    I don't think God hates me,

    I know he hates me.I'm going through so much right now and the problems I'm having are getting worse and not any better.I lost my job,my car,and my friends.I'm all alone,I get harassed by the police for no reason at all.I don't do drugs or anything but I get followed by police...
    Unluckygirlz Unluckygirlz
    36-40, F
    7 Responses Jan 16, 2014

    I don't wanna say about it

    but yes it is true because it feels like it
    GirlyCasey123 GirlyCasey123
    22-25, F
    Jul 26, 2015
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow
    18-21, F
    May 2, 2015


    LiLJunie LiLJunie
    16-17, F
    5 Responses Jan 29, 2015

    Why I Think God Hates Me

    i typed this in cas its a strong feeling i have had for a long time.....i have been a christain and been hurt and judged and prayed and prayed but i have never had a prayer anserwd..althoght i have seen other people get there prayers answered and i want to know why ...i came to...
    lele02 lele02
    8 Responses Sep 25, 2010

    I can't tell if he hates me

    or not but to be very honest I don't understand his ways. I'm a muslim and I started to pray the 5 prayers and I'm seeing wonderful things but still im extremely unhappy and disgusted because my religion is everything to me. I might be a munafiq(which is a very disgusting word...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Mar 16, 2015

    Honestly, I think Mr.

    G has it in for everyone. I better start cramming for this judgement day exam. Don't we go to hell or something if we fail? ;)
    ChaoticEnigma ChaoticEnigma
    36-40, M
    1 Response Jan 15, 2016

    Hmmm Of Course....

    i supposedly was promised things by god and it all turned into ****...i was diagnosed with skitzo effective disorder with bi-polar tendencies, voices torment and laugh at me day and night not to mention the severe depression.Some say they r demons messing with me,but im not sure...
    CryptaLuck CryptaLuck
    22-25, M
    10 Responses Jan 20, 2011

    God Is Nowhere.

    yes, because, if there is any god, why all crimes happens. people think god have an abnormal power.so, he can do stop  all criminals with his power. but, the reality is that he is nowhere present.. its just illusion. don't know why god have made born baby abnormal...i am totaly...
    loveeeeeeeeeeee loveeeeeeeeeeee
    1 Response Apr 16, 2012

    He gave me two parents

    that are narcissists who are Satan possessed. I cannot help but judge them to defend myself. I just cannot live without JESUS i mean it. I need Him . Then anyway i am living ultimate hell nowww with no more Jesus. shut the **** up your nose
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 14, 2015

    He Never Answers My Prayer!

    I try to seek God but no I can't! I even pray for it but no answer at all! I know its much easier to believe that there's no God and live worldly life. But I know that theres God. It feels like we are living final days blah blah blah. I even thought about satan worshipping but i...
    Jaynhey Jaynhey
    5 Responses Sep 24, 2012

    Wrong. I Know God Hates Me

    God doesn't hate you when he gives you nothing. God hates you when he gives you everything and takes it away right in front of you, because he doesn't care. When he gives you the person you've loved for five years and then you realize that they don't love you because they're...
    oliveostrovsky oliveostrovsky
    5 Responses Nov 10, 2012

    Give Up Or Not...

    If I say "I think God Hates me" that'd be too strong a statement. I'm not quite sure if He hates me or not. But He sure doesn't love me. I had a difficult childhood, and life's just gone crazy to crazier ever since... I seem to get quite a lot from life but never what I ask...
    ordinarybird ordinarybird
    11 Responses Nov 15, 2010


    Let's get the awful stuff over so I can whine about minor things shall we. God burned me,killed my mother,made my dad a dickhead,made everyone hate me,made me crazy,and made everyone else perfect and ****** awesome. Now for the minute little bullcrap,when my chair gets caught on...
    YoungGothicWriter YoungGothicWriter
    4 Responses Nov 15, 2013

    Cursed With Fail

    I don't want much, just a house, my own car, a somewhat decent job to pay for everything and a wife who loves me as much as I would love her. But no matter how hard I strive to achieve that dream, I lose everything and fall flat on my face with nothin to show for it except a...
    Solblackguy Solblackguy
    6 Responses Feb 3, 2012

    I Dont Know What I Did...

    Maybe it was the fact that i was born... i think thats why he hates me. I worshiped and praised him as a child while being abused and beaten as a child. even when that teenage boy almost raped me when i was only 8 or 9. i dont know anymore, and honestly, im tired of trying...
    Krie Krie
    5 Responses Nov 24, 2009

    God destroyed my life.

    He made me trust him, then he threw me to the wolves. I stupidly thought going to church would be positive....I was dead wrong. I even got hired to be secretary and was so excited and happy.....then we got a new minister. This man decided he didn't have room in his church for a...
    lucismom lucismom
    46-50, F
    6 Responses Aug 8, 2015

    Remember That One Time God Hated You?

    Well, for God that one time is ALWAYS because he exists outside of time. Think about it: I sure didn't. Let me restart. Big believer, long time listener, but I have come to the conclusion, like a sloppy drunk, that God in fact moderately dislikes me. Now, what have I done...
    namegame namegame
    26-30, M
    5 Responses Nov 3, 2013

    I Think God Hates Me Or Is Punishing Me But I Wish I Knew Why

    limeandvan limeandvan
    22-25, F
    7 Responses Feb 1, 2011

    I've never had what you would call a normal

    life,ya know what our world deems as normal.(Securing a Job/Car/Home/marriage/kids.I was given a curse in the form of a medical condition,that totally dismantled my ability to function normal in the world,from since I was a child,but I do know,that we do feel the need to attain...
    Sahalia Sahalia
    41-45, F
    3 Responses Jun 29, 2015

    So He won't take me to heaven just cause I do

    not forgive some people , how is that ? I wish He does bring me and understand the pain I am going through or He is just so self centered to me. I wish God just let me go into heaven without forgiving people and care for my feelings so that i get a chance to go to heaven . I...
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow
    18-21, F
    3 Responses May 5, 2015

    Why Is God To Blame?

    for all of your problems? Every time something goes wrong, people blame God. I don't understand. God doesn't hate anyone. Rain falls on the just and the unjust. Is it fair? No, but it's life.
    LikeAPrayer LikeAPrayer
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Sep 24, 2013

    i am 31 yr old i am married

    but can not have kids..ive tried and tried and tried and i can not try anymore! I'm exhausted emotionally and physically, and when i say i can't do anymore my husband calls me today to tell me that his insurance is trying to get me kicked off when his insurance pays for all my...
    lifecankissmyass02 lifecankissmyass02
    31-35, F
    1 Response May 28, 2014

    The Smell

    God who can do all things great, has greatly curse me with a horrible smell, that will continue to make me single til the day I died.  Seeing how I bathe daily, and have a decent diet, I when to see several doctors, with no cure whatsoever given. So I can tell you if...
    Adonaishalom84 Adonaishalom84
    10 Responses Dec 1, 2010
    chuckzares chuckzares
    31-35, M
    4 Responses Dec 18, 2014

    So to make things short I was sick two thirds

    of my childhood and teen years, could never do what I wanted where I developed this belief. Later got some heart disease that crippled me for another 5 years. Am getting sick very often though all doctors say I have no reason to get sick more often than any other person and it's...
    larsus78 larsus78
    36-40, M
    1 Response Jan 14, 2016

    He stole my mother from me.

    she's the only one I have. no friends no family no siblings. my dad died 4 years ago and last month he killed my mother just 2 years before I graduate college. I could go for hours about my terrible past, but I think that's enough to say it all.
    ksm93 ksm93
    22-25, M
    4 Responses Apr 21, 2015

    God's A Bastard

    "You say God made man in His own image. But what if that included His rage, and His spite, and His indifference, and His cruelty? God created all of us, we are all God's children... but God's a bit of a bastard."
    tinyfliped tinyfliped
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Feb 9, 2012

    Crazy Dream

    Some time ago I had a dream that I still remember quite vividly to this day.  I think it begins with me drifting down a river.  My yellow inflatable donut is out of air and I'm sort of barely staying afloat on top of this deflated thing, as others around me drift...
    Jamie1976 Jamie1976
    31-35, M
    9 Responses May 28, 2009

    Life Is A Curse

    I grew up in a family with an abusive alcoholic father who hated me and a mother who failed to protect me. The kids at school hated me and arranged an accident that broke my face when I was twelve. My spouse left me for a minor. My other one has a 'mid life crisis' at 30 and...
    ladyoferie ladyoferie
    2 Responses Sep 26, 2013

    God really hates me. He only puts people in my

    life, so He can take them away from me. First he took my grandma who was literally the only person in my whole family who actually cared that much for me, he gave her a dreadful cancer in her lungs, and now he is taking away from me the only guy I have ever loved and cared so...
    justlivingitup justlivingitup
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 15, 2015

    my beautiful Jesus might be behind this.

    Hmph ! He made someone come out to get me and pointed out all my fake flaws to disempower me. Well well , I hate Jesus because He hates me ! I am honest 1000% and stop calling me a troll i am not lying . I am just saying what comes from me
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow
    18-21, F
    2 Responses May 11, 2015

    The Worst Story Ever

    Hi my name is fred and i have the worst story. When i just turned 14 i broke my neck fooling around in a swiming pool and became a quadrepelegic for life. When i woke up after the accident i told a lie about what happend so i wouldnt get in trouble with my parents. There ended up...
    TazandSimba TazandSimba
    7 Responses Mar 24, 2012

    Life Sucks!!!

    Years ago God decided I was not Mom material.  "That one there shall not allowed to reproduce" I was much younger and that was okay.  I had never really planed on having children anyway. Years go by and I "watch" other people with their children...
    LabElf LabElf
    46-50, F
    12 Responses Oct 29, 2009

    God Is Laughing At My Problems

    First, Rey Mysterio loses, then I lose the battle with my urge to **********, my older brother just yelled at me, now I'm getting stupid "grow up" answers. WHAT'S GONNA HAPPEN NEXT, JOHAN LIEBERT RAPING ME! DO YOUR WORST, GOD!!! Status update: Now God decided to make...
    Despised Despised
    5 Responses Feb 23, 2010

    God Really Hates Me

    god really hates me too! my life has been like living hell. i dont know what i did wrong i must have first my sisters hate me they talk to me when they want something my told me hates me and any guy ive ever been with hated me to.ive been raped molested beat down by life and my...
    trinese79 trinese79
    8 Responses Feb 9, 2012

    You Think God Hates You Because He Makes You Suffer.

    It's true. But sometimes, we suffer because of people who go against God's teachings and decide to hurt others, not because of God himself. Jesus Christ suffered. He never sinned! So maybe if God makes you suffer it is because he loves you, not because he hates you.
    iloveyouwithallofmyheart iloveyouwithallofmyheart
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Jan 21, 2013

    He Really, Really Does

    And when I say this, I don't mean "Ugh, all my petty problems are getting on my nerves, I'll just blame someone else for them" No. I mean he actually probably does hate me. If I think about the number of things that I've done that go against the bible, and the number of people...
    EloiseBlaze EloiseBlaze
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Oct 21, 2013
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