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I Think Hatred Will Eat You Alive

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    Tainted Hate

    My hate is a deep-seeded, inhuman one. I always work to keep it in check, always.  If the container that holds my hate were to overflow or break, people will get hurt.  And I don't like that.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 15, 2012

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    Believe Me

    I know it will from experience. I use to hate so much it was consuming my very being. Everything I thought was full of hate. I admit I still have my moments but I don't hate someone just by seeing how they look. I was picked on a lot as a child and with no one to really talk to I...
    Tara277 Tara277 26-30, F Nov 6, 2012

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