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I Think I Am Afraid of Being Alone

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    I depend on love because of all those who haven't showed me any. I can last a few days without it but afterwards i miss them and go crazy. Some say i'm clingy but i dont think so. Some even take advantage of my need. I do my best to leave those who i know aren't good for me...
    desertedangel desertedangel 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 21, 2009

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    I Don't Like It Even A Little I hate hate hate hate hate hate being alone. Did I mention I don't like always being alone?
    abrokenlittlegirl abrokenlittlegirl 46-50, F 5 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    Omg I thought this was just me!
    ohyeahitsmeee ohyeahitsmeee 31-35, F 1 day ago

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    It's an oxymoron in itself but I always feel this way, that's why internet friends are sort of cool, I'm alone technically, but never lonely
    nicky411 nicky411 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    It's just sad this days, I don't enjoy being alone as I used to;in fact I am terrified of being alone the silence is deafening it forces me to think and thinking I s the last thing...
    zerubabeljohn zerubabeljohn 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    I know it is a part of life because I wouldn't be experiencing it so much, I do not mine being alone and I am not afraid of being alone or living alone any more use to think I had...
    Babeondwy Babeondwy 41-45, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Mostly it just feels like I'm talking to myself anyway. Living life inside my mind is the only existence I've known, sometimes I think about being an animal with fewer brain cells...
    Taynk Taynk 18-21, M 3 days ago

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    Only its not something I am afraid of, but something that I've convinced myself of and gladly accepted. I know that if I die alone it will be my own fault. Why? Because I have no...
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    It's amazing how some girls can drop everything and put a guy that doesn't even want them, before themselves. I don't understand the logic.
    Ashhcue303 Ashhcue303 18-21, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    this really is a perfectly natural thing to worry about. I have trust issues beleiving anybody 100% even my husband the only person I know 100% won't cheat is me. I don't know my...
    loreto789 loreto789 31-35, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Being unattractive just plain sucks. Sure personality contributes but you cant bang a scarecrow can you? Its sort of demeaning in a way,society doesnt like you.You begin to think...
    thementalyst thementalyst 18-21, M 5 days ago

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    Never understood why everyone feels like they HAVE to get married and they HAVE to have kids. I would never want either of those things
    downer12 downer12 16-17, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    been single now for almost 3 years. it was awesome when i first started being single. but now, i find myself very lonely at times. life is meant to be shared, i think. any...
    keepinglifesimple2 keepinglifesimple2 41-45, M 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    One of my biggest fears is being alone. Because when I'm alone I have to listen to what's going on inside me head, that scares me.
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    I enjoy being by myself. Cuz people think I'm weird and I am really weird like I can't talk right or make conversation. I also think in concepts and lesson in my head so I enjoy...
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    Hi I want to tell something that is in my heart
    NishanthRa NishanthRa 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 24

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    Alone is not bad, when it is a choice. When it isn't a choice, it is not necessarily bad, but it is lonely. I find it strange that I am lonely, when in the past, being alone didn...
    comeonletsgo comeonletsgo 61-65, M 3 Responses Aug 24

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    Why do I want to be with M so bad? Is it because I really love her? Or is it just because I want something back that's been lost? Is this sadness even about her, or is about being...
    aaron8686 aaron8686 36-40, M 2 Responses Aug 23

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    I fell in love. This relationship was never going to be longer then the summer. At lest the physical, being in the same place part of it. She's leaving in October. I knew that from...
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    Sometimes I act like I can stand alone but in reality all I really need is a best friend to vent with when im feeling down and out. 😔
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    I feel very detached from the world
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    What people don't realize is when you are quiet, there is just too much for you to say. So many problems, worries, or just normal thoughts. It's hard to put them into words. You...
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    lol sometimes I was like what the hack do I want????? lol....still, I don't know.
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    Between that area where you're not really friends, but then you aren't NOT friends. Its hard to explain to them I want to be left alone for a little while and it seems like it can...
    thelookinglass thelookinglass 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 17

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    Six years waiting for a miracle maybe? or perhaps I am being punished for my sins but haven't I repented yes I changed my mind then lost my mind thanks God .wait I can't blame God...
    magicrabbit magicrabbit 51-55 Aug 17

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    I used to hate hate hate being alone... I was terrified of it actually. But for the last 5 years I have lived by myself and now it feels kinda odd when I have people over. It's...
    ktbare82 ktbare82 31-35, F Aug 16

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    When you like someone...than one day he or she will forget you than it's so painful think..i ever fell.so being alone is better than someone broke your filling's.
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    I am alone... I don't have friends. I've lost my only friend. Now I am alone, nobody understands me, nobody cares about me, nobody gives a damn! I just want a true friend, nothing...
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    A lot of times I hear people complain about how lonely the are. I am not lonely. I like being alone. I like doing things alone. I used to think I needed someone. I don't need...
    Semmasix Semmasix 36-40, F Aug 15

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    & no, I do not want you to offer me your ding-dong!
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    I can honestly say I've never had a best friend. I so desperately want one... I just.. don't know how to go about creating one. I don't know how to make friends in the first...
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    I dont feel loneliness when im alone.because i think im getting used to it. When im alone im more peaceful. Because theres none to deal with. And none to judge me. I understood...
    Natureismagic Natureismagic 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 15

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    Without my thoughts I don't exist, I have many, but but don't talk about. Them.
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    I suck at relationships because I basically just suck at being a person. I'm emotionally unstable. I can be violent. (Not physically). I have substance issues. I don't really like...
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    Next week will be moving into a house with no one but me there most of the time. This will be the first time ever completely by myself....no room mate..
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    Sometimes It's fun to be alon but sometimes I get tired of being alone that I really feel lonely. I cry my heart out after that.
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