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I Think I Am Afraid of Being Alone

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    I depend on love because of all those who haven't showed me any. I can last a few days without it but afterwards i miss them and go crazy. Some say i'm clingy but i dont think so. Some even take advantage of my need. I do my best to leave those who i know aren't good for me...
    desertedangel desertedangel 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 21, 2009

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    It's great living by yourself without someone else; not having to share a bathroom, leaving doors open, listening/hearing the music you want, leaving things wherever/whenever...
    asert12345678 asert12345678 31-35, M 10 hrs ago

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    I've been in my room for three days. not meeting anyone my dad saying I might be crazy if go on doing this. but please, give me some time. Its a hard life phase for me now. I just...
    jalanyanglurus jalanyanglurus 22-25, F 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    I enjoy cooking just for me and watching a good movie alone. I hate when I'm in the same room with someone and feel completely alone, this only seems to happen when I'm in some...
    berntoblack berntoblack 46-50, F 16 hrs ago

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    i like to stay in bed a few hours more and go to bed earlier so i can dream and imagine, a life that i want. a life thats impossible
    baeleaves baeleaves 13-15, M 1 Response 20 hrs ago

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    Some people just don't understand, they take it personally when i tell them, i just like being alone most of the time.
    RandomExistence RandomExistence 16-17, M 21 hrs ago

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    Besides of being tired of being alone for eons at this hometown, what else can I do to be not alone? How great I hope to get a peer to talk about my business, share life, discuss...
    ExileMyself ExileMyself 26-30, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Being alone isn't technically lonely, but when you have no choice BUT to be alone it definitely feels odd and lonely. I feel as if school is the only get away I have. Even my home...
    anon0109 anon0109 22-25, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    It's so...peaceful. It's the way I rejuvenate and cope with myself. I focus on my own energy and body in order to better understand what I'm thinking and going through. It's a way...
    Jthecat Jthecat 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    i usually don't like have alone time and being stuck in my head but i love sitting by my window drinking coffee and listen to music
    xlauren15 xlauren15 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    I feel so ******* lonely right now. Just wanna cry my brains out... But I can't.
    FittingUsername FittingUsername 22-25, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    So with no man in the house for the next two weeks I'm going to assume this is going to remain pristinely clean! Have fun camping son! The fridge will not miss you, the washing...
    DeliciouslyFoolish DeliciouslyFoolish 46-50, F 7 Responses 2 days ago

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    like i've always identified as female and I like being a girl...but some days I want to try it out, y'know? some days i want to wear boy clothing and try out male pronouns but most...
    AriesRain AriesRain 16-17, F 2 days ago

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    My dad died of cancer the day I turned 16 after about two weeks in a coma. It was really fast – less than two months between diagnosis and death. He died in the house. (we had a...
    InvinsibleViper InvinsibleViper 22-25, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    About five years ago I lived downtown in a major city in the US. I’ve always been a night person, so I would often find myself bored after my roommate, who was decidedly not a...
    InvinsibleViper InvinsibleViper 22-25, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I'm supposed to be the one in my family who never complains of causes trouble and I feel constantly overlooked because of it.Im tired of being the one with no friends who always...
    ST1997 ST1997 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Granted enjoy my isolation, but it does get very lonely
    Averageguy41011 Averageguy41011 41-45, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I'm with a guy who I do love, though I'm not sure I love him the way I should after 3 years. We never have sex, he shows me next to no affection and I resent him for it. I've tried...
    BeautifulBorderlineJunkie BeautifulBorderlineJunkie 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    samisamir samisamir 56-60, M 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I've been diagnosed with depression for several months now and I can't shake the feeling that I have nobody but my parents but even some people know that you don't tell or want to...
    AnonymousTeen493 AnonymousTeen493 13-15, M 6 days ago

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    Ive never really felt lonely, until now. For some reason. I usually enjoy being by myself because its less stressful, but lately Ive been doing things all day long, and havent...
    moretotheeyes moretotheeyes 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    for the first time in years i spent the day alone! it was nice to be able to do what i wanted not what my brothers wanted i listened to music most of the day and enjoyed myself so...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 days ago

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    The dawn breaks on another dayTo get up and live in this dismayThere is no one that really caresNo one with whom I have to share.Its just another day in the lifeTo scurry around in...
    Dreampoet Dreampoet 41-45, M 5 Responses 6 days ago

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    it gnaws at you. nothing is good enough but i can hide behind a wall of feigned contentment. sometimes lonely is our own fault. we dont accept the hand held out to us. many...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer 46-50, M 6 days ago

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    I don't like being alone. I LOVE being alone. Just by yourself, music playing, no distractions, inhaling the fresh summer air... When I'm alone I'm alive
    QuiteReal QuiteReal 18-21, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    I like being alone I can do anything I need to do at anytime I have friends most are girls just friends no more we like this it is better for both of Us I do not have no male...
    Rockywest69 Rockywest69 36-40, M Jul 20

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    I really lit into my husband yesterday for getting himself locked up in the first place and leaving me out here alone. I think I have a right to be angry and he should understand.I...
    GingerJensen34 GingerJensen34 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 17

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    Sometimes, I feel that I am destined to be alone... Whenever, I feel close to someone... Bad things happen way out of my control. Good friends are leaving and it sucks to be left...
    maleficent08 maleficent08 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 17

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    So...am on holiday at the moment. And I am staying with family friends for a little bit. They are fun and we go out, do all sorts of things and I am enjoying myself. But the...
    CuriousGuy833 CuriousGuy833 22-25, M Jul 17

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    I have met some very awesome people in cyber world. We have wonderful conversations. They are so supportive and kind and gentle and just the right fun. But when the the phone is...
    baprel26 baprel26 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 16

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    The naughty spot is so much fun when shared with your partner in crime. Two people secluded to a corner with nothing to do. Imaginations run wild. Idle hands make for...
    FairytaleDreams FairytaleDreams 46-50, F Jul 16

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    I have left a 14 year marriage that should've never happened in the 1st place. He wasn't appreciative of a warm loving & caring, ride or die woman. I had his best interest always...
    debbiebobbitt debbiebobbitt 51-55 Jul 15

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    I live in a tiny house and my backyard is basically just the woods. I've spent hours getting lost in the woods. I've found some creepy stuff there before but mostly it's just...
    svthor svthor 18-21, M 3 Responses Jul 15

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    Now, usually I'm a really optimistic person but today I found that I couldn't really get out of this funk. It was like everybody was off doing something and here I am, unable to...
    QuietlyLurking16 QuietlyLurking16 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 14

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    I’d been living alone for less than a week. I got some Chinese take-out and was eating in front of the TV. I finished my meal and cracked open the fortune cookie. It read “You...
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    And yet here I am, bright early morning ready to spend the morning, afternoon, and evening by myself. Ready for a glass of wine already.
    IntoxicatedFairy IntoxicatedFairy 18-21, F Jul 10

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    Last night I spent the night in a ward, after being taken to the A&E. The A&E is not something new for me, but that's a different story. I have a liver transplant (also another...
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    My favourite time of the day is being in bed at night alone. Either drawing or just on my phone, entertaining myself. Everybody is asleep and nobody speaks to me. I love my alone...
    Miriamjen Miriamjen 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 9

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