I Think I Am Afraid of Being Alone

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    I depend on love because of all those who haven't showed me any. I can last a few days without it but afterwards i miss them and go crazy. Some say i'm clingy but i dont think so. Some even take advantage of my need. I do my best to leave those who i know aren't good for me...
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    3 Responses Jan 21, 2009

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