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I Think I Am Depressed

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    I Think I'm Depressed And/or Developing An Eating Disorder

    I'm seventeen years old and I'll be a senior in high school in the fall, and over the past three years I have grown extremely insecure for various reasons. I have a small, tight-knit group of friends who I've been close to since middle school and a boyfriend of almost one year...
    hermionexgranger hermionexgranger 16-17, F Jul 7, 2011

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    Can't Believe This

    I cannot ******* believe what i just found. Well if you read my other story on here, it gives you a little bit of insight on what i have to deal with on a daily basis. well normally the drugs my family does is just smoking roxies (pills that they out on tin foil and smoke). in my...
    IfTheyUnderstood IfTheyUnderstood 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 21, 2013

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    Dears, Depression I just want you to know

    you've lost. You have had the what should have been the best years of my life. You stole that once joyous smile off my face. The happiness and love in my eyes isn't even slightly noticeable. I hate you. But worst of all I hated me. The suicidal thoughts,feeling worthless...
    BrilliantBabee BrilliantBabee 22-25, F Sep 11

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    My Family

    My Family hates me and i can see it.My dad never calls us he ****** off to aussie.My mum never backs me up if i get into a huge fight with my brother, she always start screaming at me.My brother is a total dickhead and always telling me what to do.I have no friends because i can...
    xxxunbrokenxxx xxxunbrokenxxx 16-17, F Feb 11, 2011

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    I Dont Know How Much Longer I Can Stand This

    I come from a family that does a lot of drugs. Mymom and dad used heroine untill my dad committed suicide when I was 9. My,mom went theough drug court and stopped heroine but my brother and sister and mom all do xanax, roxies and I just caught my mom and brother doig cocaine...
    IfTheyUnderstood IfTheyUnderstood 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 5, 2013

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    I Think I Am Battling With Depression

    I'm 55 years old and was never depressed before.  This is how it started.  My life unraveled on Feb. 13, 2008 when my husband of 29 years died suddenly of a heart attack.  Just two weeks before I lost my job with the government public housing after converting...
    GGPeters GGPeters 51-55, F Nov 15, 2009

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    Feeling Down

    for a while ive been feeling really down, like constant sadness coz of some stuff i looked at signs of depression on some websites and was kind of surprised coz a lot of them sound so much like me right now. i kept waiting just thinking it might go away after a while but no...
    gottabesome1 gottabesome1 16-17 3 Responses Aug 3, 2009

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    I Think I'm Getting Worse...

    Hi everyone - well I'm a fifteen year old girl, nearly 16, and I honestly believe that I might be depressed. It actually started when I was eleven and still in primary school; I had just gotten my first F ever. My parents were more than disappointed; my mom told me she didn't...
    megamjfan megamjfan 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 4, 2013

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    I cant remember the last time I felt happy

    about anything at all, whenever I meet people, even my friends I just have to pretend to be ok. My mum knows I have a problem and that I need to talk to someone, but who is it gonna be and above all, what do we even talk about?
    yuricky yuricky 26-30 1 Response Mar 23

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    chilipeppasforever chilipeppasforever 18-21, F Sep 10

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    I don't what to do. I am not sure

    if it is the case, I just feel immensely unhappy all the time, I just want to be happy, find something worthwhile :(
    anom33 anom33 16-17, F Feb 3

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    I dont really know if I really am depressed,

    but it seems like I cant ever stay happy for a long period of time. My emotions constantly fluctuate from sadness to happiness. There are days when I just simply feel "ok". I do have anxiety but I dont get as anxious as I used to, because I have been working on that. I know I...
    TyThe90sKid TyThe90sKid 22-25, F Nov 1

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    Ayahuasca Cures Depression

    I recovered from 20 years of depression taking Ayahuasca.Google it. A cure for depression has been around for thousands of years.Don't waste anymore time with psychiatrists and pharmaceuticals.Contact me or read my story here:http://www.experienceproject (DOT) com/stories/Did...
    AlexLight101 AlexLight101 22-25, M Mar 21, 2013

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    Umm I Think Im Depressed Again...

    After dealing with depression and anxiety for over 2 years i was just beginning to see the light at the end of the tunnel but my parents moved to a completely different state, I have no friends, dropped out of school, can't find a job to save my life and i don't know wtf is wrong...
    ToxicBrownies ToxicBrownies 18-21, M Jun 3, 2012

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    I Don't Know What To Do.

    I go in and out of this stupid depression thing and I hate it. Whenever I get upset (which is often) I don't know what to do to make myself feel any better. I don't feel like talking to anyone, I don't feel like going anywhere; hell, I don't even wanna get out of bed. Sometimes I...
    anonymousabomination anonymousabomination 18-21, F Dec 29, 2012

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    I Don't Really Know.......................

      Feeling down from time to time is a normal part of life. But when emptiness and despair take hold and won't go away, it may be depression. More than just the temporary "blues," the lows of depression make it tough to function and enjoy life like you...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 5, 2009

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    Who doesnt? Aight? Lost my parents at an early

    age. Didnt grow up with siblings. I am blessed coz my relatives have been so nice to me. I try to be positive about life. But there are times when i overthink or worry to much. I am scared i dunno why. Maybe bcoz i am alone even i have my relatives. They wont be always around...
    Manhater013 Manhater013 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 9

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    Feel Down With No One to Talk to

    Life is full of ups and downs and I am in a down right now. I have a few friends, whom I hang out with but I seem to have lost my best friend over the past few month. we just seemed to have differ lifes and have grown up- school, work, and children got in the way. The only best...
    Tekman84 Tekman84 26-30, M 3 Responses Sep 8, 2009

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    I am not sure if i am depressed

    or not.but I don't from the past week,I am feeling like I could never be happy again..its got nothing to do with my life circumstances, which are better than usual by the way..but I just don't know what's wrong with me..I am pushing people away for no reason..I don't feel like...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 28

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    Out of sight, out of mind.

    Out of time to decide. Should I run? Should I hide? For the rest of my life?
    Brookedrumm Brookedrumm 16-17, F Nov 3

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    Well. I'm honestly just quite annoyed. Not because I am depressed or the fact that I am miserable right now but that no one I seek help to will acknowledge how bad I am right now...
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    Have I learnt my lesson? Clearly not, I still want to chase after someone I like that's because I love it that he proves to me that I'm worthless. This is my masochistic trait...as...
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    I am 16 years old and feel as if I let things get to me more than the average person. I feel lonely in the world. I'm constantly in arguments with the adults in my life, and I’m...
    jaygotthejuice jaygotthejuice 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 4

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    I dont think a million pounds, a big house, a good job, a perfect boyfriend, perfect good looks, a perfect group of friends, would make me less depressed. Get it now? Dont ask me...
    Hubbahubba1 Hubbahubba1 18-21 1 Response Oct 27

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    I dont think I'm depressed because I dont match up to what qualifies to be depressed but I dont know how else to describe my deep sadness
    jaygotthejuice jaygotthejuice 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 4

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    I am sick to death of people not taking myself and others with depression seriously! Yes there is always someone out there, worse off. And yes there's people out there literally...
    AFriend2All AFriend2All 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 5

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    I feel empty I feel in a dead end this terrible feeling is already noxious my job options are so short with my degree every time that I apply for any company or position they tell...
    forsa85 forsa85 26-30, M 1 Response Nov 6

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    I feel really depressed all of the sudden. I try to think there must be a reason. I do have a lot of factors. I feel stuck in a bad home situation, one where I can't keep up and it...
    DarkwingGoslyn DarkwingGoslyn 31-35 Oct 28

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    I am 13 years old and I have been feeling extremely depressed since the last four years, when I shifted to a new residence and changed my school. I remember I used to be very...
    nickyra55 nickyra55 13-15 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    I didn't think I would be depressed so soon...especially after I overcame it at the beginning of my college semester. Even thoughts of suicide came to mind for brief seconds...
    bkf2 bkf2 22-25, M 1 day ago

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    I'm depressed and today was one of those days when I just couldn't overcome it. I had a really disturbing dream last night and when I woke up this morning I couldn't get the image...
    LorelaiSky LorelaiSky 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 28

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    I just feel lonely and hollow a lot like there is nothing to live for... I try my best to stay happy around others and it definitely works but it's tiring most of the time. Im...
    fatality500 fatality500 13-15, M 2 Responses Nov 3

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    Do u think there is something wrong with me mentally? Idk if this would help but my mom did drink and smoke when I was like ya not born yet. Also she was depressed so that kinda...
    MyaA13 MyaA13 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 4

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    So i thought i would post on here because i don't have anyone to talk to. So basically i'm 16, i have a lot of problems.. I am deeply depressed, i have bad anxiety/social anxiety...
    FellInReverse FellInReverse 16-17, M 3 Responses Nov 7

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    I recently read an article which was about being in love while suffering with depression. It was accused of glamorizing the disease and making it seem romantic. I completely agree...
    someonelikeyou9 someonelikeyou9 18-21, F Nov 7

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    The more I stay up at night, the more I feel depressed. Can't sleep... I think way too much, and feel like crap. It's so weird... Just before midnight, I was content on doing...
    xluhhv xluhhv 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 12

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    I'm not sure if I'm depressed? I want to sit alone in the dark all the time but I love being. social & hanging out with my friends. is this part of being a teen? I don't think like...
    lilly2136 lilly2136 13-15, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    Rambllngs of the night- need to come back to this but I just wanted to get my thoughts out there for the day. If you have any comments feel free to share! Thanks :) I think What...
    bluemoon2121 bluemoon2121 18-21, F 11 hrs ago

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    I'm SO depressed I feel like life is not worth living I want to die, my depression started when I was 12 and is still here and I am getting so hopeless about my future .... The...
    sadddd96 sadddd96 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 11

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    What do you do when you are depressed but you have no one to talk to.. Because the only person you can talk to doesn't seem to care about you? I can't tell anyone else why I'm...
    kumaroo kumaroo 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 13

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    Extremely depressed. Lonely. No love. No sex. No emotions. Feeling hopeless, sad, depressed, miserable. Just want to die.
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    So I have been depressed again lately they found precancerous cells in my uterus along with that I have been taking care of my cousin who lost his arm in a car accident asking with...
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    If I'm not numb, I'm depressed. If I'm not depressed, I'm numb. That's no way to live but I can't find my way back.
    poojibp poojibp 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    My husband died on Sept.22, 2014 after a three day illness. It was a shock...and I still feel like it couldn't really have happened. I don't really like the title of this group...
    jobee1950 jobee1950 61-65, F 1 Response 2 days ago