I Think I Am Going Insane

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    chadrick45 chadrick45
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Sep 30, 2014

    I am tormented, I am crushed,

    I do not know what to do. I am confused, I am lost, I totally got no clue. I know I love you. Yeah, that is true. But when will you start loving me too?
    heartless0000 heartless0000
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Feb 27

    I'm still thinking about how to do this.

    Nothing seems right, I stopped all work today as everything made me cry and want to die, there is not one moment going past without asking myself how the hell can I do it now? Knife into the gut (knives are not very long nor deadly in my kitchen- they need sharpening. Pills...
    BlueSkysAreCold BlueSkysAreCold
    26-30, F
    Mar 27, 2015

    Everyday, it seems like the pain is getting

    worse. I cannot handle it anymore. I feel so helpless.. And hopeless. I dont know what to do.
    Spencer024 Spencer024
    22-25, F
    5 Responses Apr 14, 2015

    Terror Call

    I've been so busy since the day i got my uncle's terror call. It was a sunny Monday morning, and I haven't slept yet. I just rose from the computer seat and am about to sleep when my parents handed the phone to me. I was called to assist at a video coverage in Manila. They said...
    prodigarl prodigarl
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 20, 2012

    I have voices tugging

    and struggling, but there's good voices, that protect or fight the bad, but there seems to be more of the bad voices then the good, only a month ago, I heard nothing in my head but myself, this was important because I've never heard myself, there's been so many voices to shut me...
    epicdjzach epicdjzach
    13-15, M
    1 Response Feb 6, 2015

    Is Something Wrong With Me?

    I was a pretty normal woman until recently...I started to get these random out of the blue violent thoughts. I've thought about killing people and it's scaring me. Maybe I've watched to many horror movies last week or read one too many Creepypasta's. I'm not sure...Am I going...
    iamcool12346 iamcool12346
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Apr 12, 2013

    Dementophobia- It's the fear of going mad.

    I definitely have that...But the fear of going mad is what is driving me mad...I think about it constantly and cant get it off my mind...Just a while ago,I was staring at my self in the mirror, for no particular reason, and all of a sudden i felt like i wasn't in my body anymore...
    Insiana Insiana
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 9, 2014

    Ok...you probably noticed all of my posts

    yet are about "i think i am going insane". The idea of that drives me even more insane...I am a hypochondriac (big time) and i think i am driving my own self mad...I am a sceptical person, but perhaps sometimes i get too sceptical...Like i start thinking about being sceptical...
    Insiana Insiana
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 13, 2014

    I'm still in love with this girl

    after 5-6 years :(. I've actually gone insane enough to almost commit suicide to get over her :(
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Aug 11, 2015

    I'm not even going to fight it anymore.

    Trying to be normal, it's not going to happen. Nothing about my life is normal, so why should I keep fighting it? Just let it all out and whatever happens happens in my opinion.
    kxCobra kxCobra
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 4, 2014

    I don't know what's happening,

    but something has changed. I have trouble understanding anything and I feel very confused. It's hard to say when it started to change, but it has gone to the point where I feel extremely insane. I have these extreme shifts of emotion, like I can go from feeling normal to hulking...
    fcksociety fcksociety
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jan 4, 2014

    i thnk i need to see a doctor.

    .i slap myself n hit my chest evrytme my husband hurts me with words..i cry so hard n laugh n cry..
    nothimanymore nothimanymore
    26-30, F
    Mar 28, 2015

    I guess Im out of my mind.

    Im screaming. Dont care what people will think. And my phone screen just cracked. I BLAME GOD FOR ALL MY MISFORTUNES.
    Spencer024 Spencer024
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Apr 12, 2015

    I am genuinely becoming concerned about my

    mental health for various reasons. This is absolutely humiliating. The things I do are absolutely humiliating.
    Dreambrother Dreambrother
    18-21, F
    3 Responses May 25, 2014

    Well this is just a question about what happend

    to me probably a year ago, so i was about to go to bed, brushed my teeth, put on my PJ's and stepped into bed, as i layed down for about 3 minutes i suddenly heard a creepy whisper saying "Welcome" In my language, Dutch. "Welkom", i suddenly shot up looking around in my room...
    SirTigger SirTigger
    13-15, M
    1 Response Feb 26, 2015

    Something is really wrong about me lately.

    ..My brain just stops thinking sometimes and it's almost as if i can't concentrate...Example:It's been about a week now that i before i got into my room i'd turn on the lights and then i walked in...2 seconds later i'd walk out to "turn on" the lights, even though i have already...
    Insiana Insiana
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 13, 2014

    I don't know what happened.

    ..one second, I'm asking my band teacher a question about the music, the next second I'm in the hallway trying to figure out what the hell just happened...according to everybody, I snapped and was near screaming at the teacher...I remember absolutely nothing except being sent out...
    Nixismachina Nixismachina
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Feb 23

    Insane-not

    At a point, I thought I was going insane and in fact, I'm alright ... not insane yet.  Moods / dreams plays a big part of it
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr
    36-40, F
    Sep 10, 2011

    cause I am doing the samething over

    and over again. Time for a career changr.
    lynberry1978 lynberry1978
    36-40, F
    Apr 12, 2015

    Last message "just forget me ,

    you will find better..., just forget everything...and move on !!" My BF left me without giving me any reason 😞.....!! It was almost 2yrs that we were in relationship . Everything was going well , each day my love for him was getting stronger. since I met him I just felt I...
    Lesia69 Lesia69
    26-30, F
    1 Response Aug 12, 2015

    Little By Little

    This has happened before, but I've always been able to stop it or snap out of it before things got too weird. I have whole hours, sometimes days that I believe I am pregnant and that everyone knows this and it's fine. That I've got to be taking care of myself and plan. It's...
    Heathery Heathery
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Apr 27, 2009

    I am sitting with 10 people,

    everyone talking, laughing. reminiscing times and trips. and I am.sitting on corner, lost. my mind thousands miles away, thinking about a guy. I used to be the loudest of the lot, laughing the loudest, shouting to be heard. and now I just listen and not speak. this makes me...
    bujji14 bujji14
    22-25, F
    Sep 11, 2015
    Juuuuuulia Juuuuuulia
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 9, 2014

    Seriously. I need help.

    I can't even deal with this.
    MrsKAura MrsKAura
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 30, 2014

    Ok so... my friend and I have certain gifts.

    Ever since i was young, I had the ability to see things more clearly than others could. I was already able to control the forces of nature at that age. But as i gotten older they seemed to have became stronger and I told my friend. He said I am the "chosen one" and that I have...
    BeforeTheEnd BeforeTheEnd
    13-15, F
    3 Responses Dec 21, 2014

    Every ducking time I get a gf I actually like

    some **** happens to where they move, die, or say I'm too good for them what kind of shut is that?!
    AlexanderOfScarlet AlexanderOfScarlet
    16-17, M
    1 Response May 11, 2015

    Guess this describes my situation.

    I'm somehow totally wasted. Mentally and Physically. I can't stop analyzing and over-thinking every situation of my life. It doesnt even sound that bad, but if you're basically analyze peoples behavior and your own the whole time it's driving you crazy. And now imagine a person...
    Wejlo Wejlo
    18-21, M
    1 Response Oct 14, 2014

    I am currently going through withdrawal

    symptoms from prescription steroids (they were necessary and given by a doctor, I'm not some drug addict), my boyfriend is texting me because he is trying to find any way not to resort to cutting again, and we just took in a friends tiny dog to babysit. I love the dog dearly...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Oct 5, 2015

    So many things to do

    and think about as to putting up with ****** people every ******* day.
    caiseyi caiseyi
    22-25, F
    Apr 13, 2015

    I am not good enough.

    ..not cool enough...I'm not pretty... I'm not perfect...and why always Bad things happens with me only ?? ...I never want to hurt anyone ...but the one whom I love he hurt me so much , left me like I am just worthless 😞. May be I'm not worthy of being love . Why I can't be...
    Lesia69 Lesia69
    26-30, F
    1 Response Aug 16, 2015

    Im getting worse everyday.

    Too sad to function. I hate everything and i always find it hard to be happy.
    Spencer024 Spencer024
    22-25, F
    Apr 16, 2015

    Screaming

    There is a dark corner of my mind where I keep a certain part of myself locked away.  Think of it as a padded cell.  I rarely approach this corner; the smell is awful. Sometimes, though, I am compelled by a perverse curiosity to stand just outside the reinforced steel...
    eviesdad eviesdad
    46-50, M
    2 Responses Apr 9, 2008

    I Have Psychopathic Tendencies

    It's terrifying, but I do. I have most of the symptoms and it scares me to death sometimes... Every time I talk to someone, I imagine in great detail of how I would kill/hurt them. They get rather graphic. I don't know what to do
    Echoshadows13 Echoshadows13
    22-25, F
    7 Responses Oct 13, 2013

    "I'm sick and tired of all those words…voices

    in my head…I think I have become another suffering of my soul" everything fall to pieces...sweet, little disaster, dark, dark...nothingness...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 23, 2015

    What's wrong with me today?

    I was sick already this morning, felt mentally not right and was physically feeling off. Felt better after chat with an old friend over coffee about random things like what kind of sport shoes to get etc. Then dinner to cheer up a friend- which turned into trying to cheer me up...
    BlueSkysAreCold BlueSkysAreCold
    26-30, F
    Mar 26, 2015

    I Think I'M Psychotic

    I think I am psychotic, or at least working my way up there. Let me try to explain. I started to notice something like mood swings a couple of years ago. They progressed over the following year into something like multiple personality disorder. I would be me, and then there was...
    EmilyExorcism EmilyExorcism
    13-15, F
    5 Responses Mar 3, 2013

    When the person you trust

    and idolize tells you you're stupid and insane, it breaks your heart, sometimes it really drives you insane.
    Alekz2816 Alekz2816
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Dec 31, 2015

    I keep seeing dead bodies in my head of the

    people I see around me, and I'm killing some of them,
    epicdjzach epicdjzach
    13-15, M
    Feb 6, 2015

    Please Read.

    I don't know the age limit on this but I'm 14. I've been losing time. A few hours ago I was in the kitchen with my brother and we were doing dishes and then the next thing I remember was jumping, like being scared. It was the middle of the night I was circling the table with...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Oct 22, 2013

    Hell bound- she's on the brink

    if destruction. It was all it took for her to go completely numb. The monster said everyone would be happier with her out of the picture. They called her names, told her that no one likes her. She forces herself to go to work and every step that she takes getting into the...
    danielle18 danielle18
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jan 15, 2014

    Naaahhhh

    I already went there, and came back, and went again, and came back again.I've stopped worrying about it. The bus leaves on the hour every hour and there is a bus coming back almost as often.Maybe one day, I will not remember where to catch the bus back, and when that happens, I...
    Serenitree Serenitree
    70+, F
    Oct 16, 2012

    Do I Think I'm Insane? Am I Insane? Isit a Dellusion? Is It Normal Adolescent Behavior?

    Let's wind the clocks back 8-10 years for worst experiences. I remember violent people my mom was involved with. Drunks, drug abusers, crooks, criminals. Her ex boyfriend micheal [ Who treated me like his son and very nice too me]. I think he may have a part to play into the...
    PandorasBoomBox PandorasBoomBox
    18-21
    12 Responses Aug 12, 2009

    I'm scared. Sometimes I have "kinda sorta

    flashbacks." What I mean is I don't actually see the abuse happening all over again, but I feel like it. Sometimes, if triggered, or occasionally fairly out of the blue, I just feel as scared as I was when it was happening. Like, to the point where it takes effort to NOT dive...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Sep 29, 2014
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Feb 18, 2015

    MISTRESS INSANITY IS COMING FOR ME!

    I can feel she just got off the bus! she's come for me, mistress insanity is the overlady of insanity, she is the origin of insanity, she created insanity, she controls insanity, she uses her own insanity to enslave others, she transfers some of her own insanity into your mind...
    IFeelSoLonely101 IFeelSoLonely101
    22-25, M
    Jan 8

    Not The Person I Think I Am

    (English isn't my native language, so bare in mind for mistakes) I'm having a hard time explaining exactly what i think is wrong with me, imagine if you wake up someday and you forgot 95% of the "happy" moments in your life. A life where you look happy, but really aint. I got...
    Virex Virex
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Jan 18, 2013

    Sometimes I wonder whether I need to see a

    doctor already. I feel like I am falling into an abyss the entire time. I can't deal with my problems on my own. Nobody understand me and I have nobody to talk to. And I am so lonely and desperately need comfort. I don't know what I did wrong. All I did was loving and caring for...
    AmberDD AmberDD
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Mar 27, 2015
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