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I Think I Am Going Insane

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    There'S Two Of Me

    I think I have a split personality. I've heard it from my family members, mostly from my dad. They say im really sweet and loving one minute and out of no where I flip out and become someone they don't know. I get mean, negative and evil. I dont do drugs but i drink Alcohol...
    Xo143xo Xo143xo 26-30 2 Responses Jun 2, 2013

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    I want to kill and i want to die.

    Human are just insects who are spread of this planet.I am the exterminator who will elimate as many as I can.
    SamTraveler16 SamTraveler16 16-17, M Dec 10, 2013

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    A Terribly Unsettled Mind

    Of recent my wife and I moved to LA. I am an actor by trade so my move was immanent. We have been in our place for roughly five months and economically we are experiencing nothing unusual or unexpected (though I am not auditioning as I expected to be busier), except the...
    outdoorcustom outdoorcustom 41-45 Mar 18, 2011

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    Should I Be Getting Worried?

    I've often heard that insane people are almost never aware of being insane. Now, some people might agree with that and some might not. However, I'm used to questioning everything, ALL THE TIME. I have been, for most of my life. So...I have regularly questioned my own personality...
    DeannaJo DeannaJo 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 23, 2013

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    everyone seems familiar

    I had the strangest experience yesterday where I was in a busy public place and I felt like I recognised all of the people I properly looked at, like I got that feeling of familiarity then after looking away I realised I couldn't place where they where from, then realised i did...
    hmmmdot hmmmdot 16-17, F Dec 1, 2013

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    Woke up this morning

    and started coughing up blood. I was so cold and in so much pain. Dude this sucks
    AllLoveXOXO AllLoveXOXO 18-21, M Jan 13

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    I Think I'M Psychotic

    I think I am psychotic, or at least working my way up there. Let me try to explain. I started to notice something like mood swings a couple of years ago. They progressed over the following year into something like multiple personality disorder. I would be me, and then there was...
    EmilyExorcism EmilyExorcism 13-15, F 4 Responses Mar 3, 2013

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    Do I Think I'm Insane? Am I Insane? Isit a Dellusion? Is It Normal Adolescent Behavior?

    Let's wind the clocks back 8-10 years for worst experiences. I remember violent people my mom was involved with. Drunks, drug abusers, crooks, criminals. Her ex boyfriend micheal [ Who treated me like his son and very nice too me]. I think he may have a part to play into the...
    PandorasBoomBox PandorasBoomBox 18-21 11 Responses Aug 12, 2009

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    Insane-not

    At a point, I thought I was going insane and in fact, I'm alright ... not insane yet.  Moods / dreams plays a big part of it
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr 36-40, F Sep 10, 2011

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    Not There Then There

    It started a few days ago it started with about at 12 am I was watching tv then I looked to my door and I saw this.....mist/shadow thingy and it suddenly disappeared as it allmost like glided into a wall and it wasn't there for more that a second and all that happened and it...
    HalfbornLycan HalfbornLycan 13-15, M 3 Responses Jun 9, 2013

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    I suffer from envy, depression,

    bad memories and maybe mild insanity. Should I see a doctor about this because I feel like this insanity will destroy me even more.
    Miserablechildhood Miserablechildhood 13-15, M Jun 27

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    I'm on the edge of insanity

    and I'm scared I'll kill someone if I do
    TechLash TechLash 22-25, M Apr 13

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    I'm losing my ******* mind.

    . what's going on?
    icdta icdta 18-21, F Dec 22, 2013

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    Terror Call

    I've been so busy since the day i got my uncle's terror call. It was a sunny Monday morning, and I haven't slept yet. I just rose from the computer seat and am about to sleep when my parents handed the phone to me. I was called to assist at a video coverage in Manila. They said...
    prodigarl prodigarl 18-21, F Oct 20, 2012

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    You Can Get Through

    I recently had an episode with LSD, I had a 'bad trip' as some may call it. It wasn't like what most people hear of, with strange hallucinations everywhere and hearing voices... I didn't get any of that. I just went into a state that I thought I was crazy. That I was losing it. I...
    secretwisdom secretwisdom 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 27, 2011

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    I Have Psychopathic Tendencies

    It's terrifying, but I do. I have most of the symptoms and it scares me to death sometimes... Every time I talk to someone, I imagine in great detail of how I would kill/hurt them. They get rather graphic. I don't know what to do
    Echoshadows13 Echoshadows13 22-25, F 8 Responses Oct 13, 2013

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    Moments Of Insanity, Partial Insanity

    I've had moments where I was pushin towards insanity, and I've had moments of outright insanity. I used to do alot of drugs, and my parents told me that one time I told them there were people in my closet, and asked them if I could sleep in their room because the kids were...
    jaycm610 jaycm610 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 22, 2010

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    I am going crazy haven't cut

    for 10 days but i still just want to die i throw up after i eat everyday now my sister who lives in a whole another province doesn't want to see me this summer i keep having panic attacks and i recently started snorting coke so i guess that means I'm gonna completely **** up my...
    deathanddreams deathanddreams 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 17

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    I Think I Need Help.

    I was involved with this girl for about a year. She was with her boyfriend when I met her and after being friends for several months thye broke up and we hooked up. After dating for a year she left me and when back to him. She played mind games with me telling me that we would...
    jk930 jk930 22-25 3 Responses Oct 23, 2010

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    I am genuinely becoming concerned about my

    mental health for various reasons. This is absolutely humiliating. The things I do are absolutely humiliating.
    Plutonianbabe Plutonianbabe 16-17, F 2 Responses May 25

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    Dementophobia- It's the fear of going mad.

    I definitely have that...But the fear of going mad is what is driving me mad...I think about it constantly and cant get it off my mind...Just a while ago,I was staring at my self in the mirror, for no particular reason, and all of a sudden i felt like i wasn't in my body anymore...
    Insiana Insiana 16-17, F Jul 9

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    I'm going insane and I'm scared

    that when I do I'm gonna try and kill people, this is a reason to try and kill myself first
    TechLash TechLash 22-25, M Apr 9

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    I'm not even going to fight it anymore.

    Trying to be normal, it's not going to happen. Nothing about my life is normal, so why should I keep fighting it? Just let it all out and whatever happens happens in my opinion.
    kxCobra kxCobra 18-21, F Apr 4

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    Is Something Wrong With Me?

    I was a pretty normal woman until recently...I started to get these random out of the blue violent thoughts. I've thought about killing people and it's scaring me. Maybe I've watched to many horror movies last week or read one too many Creepypasta's. I'm not sure...Am I going...
    iamcool12346 iamcool12346 31-35, F 3 Responses Apr 12, 2013

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    Am I Insane?? Tell Me Please....

    Right well I have been writing poems for about a year now, they used to relax and comfort me but recently I can't even look at them. Last night I ripped them all up and threw them in the fire, and believe me there was alot of poems to be ripped. I think I did it because someone...
    mysteryteen mysteryteen 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 22, 2011

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    Hell bound- she's on the brink

    if destruction. It was all it took for her to go completely numb. The monster said everyone would be happier with her out of the picture. They called her names, told her that no one likes her. She forces herself to go to work and every step that she takes getting into the...
    danielle18 danielle18 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 15

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    Not The Person I Think I Am

    (English isn't my native language, so bare in mind for mistakes) I'm having a hard time explaining exactly what i think is wrong with me, imagine if you wake up someday and you forgot 95% of the "happy" moments in your life. A life where you look happy, but really aint. I got...
    Virex Virex 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 18, 2013

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    It Ok For You But Not For Me

    when i was young my parents split up. that happens to tons of kids now a days. i lived with it for a long time and didn't think much of it in the beginning. moving my dad out and the weekend visitations were just something i became accustomed to. until about a year and a half...
    thecrazed thecrazed 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 30, 2011

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    I was depressed all the time a mother of toe

    and one on the way I felt lost I had a home And husband a car a boat a family.. No reason I know now to be depressed I lost my 7 month old son he died in bed with my husband a freak accident who was blamed he went crazy beat me left me for my cousin he ended up In jail now he is...
    laceykight laceykight 26-30, F Apr 13

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    You're Crazy

    if i ever watch too much tv or netflix(as of recently), i hear voices of the people i was just hearing. not saying any exact lines from whatever they were from, just them, talking. i find myself listening to them more than i think to myself. when i do catch myself listening i...
    Spilled Spilled 22-25, F Sep 26, 2013

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    I'm close to the edge.

    The voices are getting louder and I think it's because of school. I'm not so sure I can keep on like this without stabbing someone. Help
    TechLash TechLash 22-25, M May 7

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    I don't know what's happening,

    but something has changed. I have trouble understanding anything and I feel very confused. It's hard to say when it started to change, but it has gone to the point where I feel extremely insane. I have these extreme shifts of emotion, like I can go from feeling normal to hulking...
    nuttyduck nuttyduck 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 4

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    What's Wrong With Me?

    I need to know if Im going crazy.  I am a 29 year old woman who just got married 6 months ago, to the man I have been with for the last 11 years. Two months after getting married we bought a big dream house. Since then I have been getting strange emotions for no reason all...
    time4help time4help 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 12, 2009

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    I Think I'm Losing My Mind.

     And it's terrifying.
    M0RGUE M0RGUE 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 19, 2008

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    Am I Crazy For Talking To People Who Arent There

    I have been doing this for a while now, but i never thought it was a problem until it got worse. I think it started when i was about 14 and i used to make up conversations that i could have with people. I enjoyed doing it because i could control what the other person said. I am...
    aliceapple aliceapple 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 28, 2012

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    Please Read.

    I don't know the age limit on this but I'm 14. I've been losing time. A few hours ago I was in the kitchen with my brother and we were doing dishes and then the next thing I remember was jumping, like being scared. It was the middle of the night I was circling the table with...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Oct 22, 2013

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    Little By Little

    This has happened before, but I've always been able to stop it or snap out of it before things got too weird. I have whole hours, sometimes days that I believe I am pregnant and that everyone knows this and it's fine. That I've got to be taking care of myself and plan. It's...
    Heathery Heathery 31-35, F 2 Responses Apr 27, 2009

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    Losing My Mind At An Alarming Rate....

    I'm slipping into insanity as I age. I am twenty three, and have already gone completey insane once. The last time it happened, it came with messy by-products such as, the destruction of my career, the loss of my relationship, and the complete abandonment of my friends and family...
    Pewz11 Pewz11 22-25, M 4 Responses Jan 26, 2010

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    Naaahhhh

    I already went there, and came back, and went again, and came back again.I've stopped worrying about it. The bus leaves on the hour every hour and there is a bus coming back almost as often.Maybe one day, I will not remember where to catch the bus back, and when that happens, I...
    Serenitree Serenitree 70+, F Oct 16, 2012

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    What's Wrong With Me?

    THIS IS GOING TO BE LONG...THis is the third year i've been suffering from this. It's like the line b'tween sanity and insanity has been erased. The 1st year was horrible. I couldn't differentiate b'tween sane and insane thoughts at all. All sorts of insane thoughts came to my...
    poorjessie poorjessie 16-17, F May 31, 2013

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    It started when I looked up a few videos of

    creepypastas which I regret it was mainly JEFF smiledog b.e.k grifter SLENDY gods mouths abandon by Disney Russian sleep experiment gateway to the mind etc. a few days after that I've had thoughts of murder and I've pulled a knife on My own sister I'm terrified then I began...
    crane2236 crane2236 13-15, M 2 Responses Dec 1, 2013

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    I'm Really Scared

    So I've always been a little unusual. Quirky. But I really think I'm losing my mind. And I see it happening but it's like I have no control. I'm watching myself spiral out of control and its wierd. like I'm just an observer in my own life. I've pretty much withdrawn from...
    annathom annathom 26-30, F 9 Responses Jun 4, 2008

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    Sometimes Reality Snaps

    Like a frozen rubber band. Or is that even an apt analogy? It's not like I've ever frozen a rubber band... Sometimes I have... episodes. Fits of insanity. It scares me, but it feels great, too. Like I'm free. Like I've broken down the barriers of my mind and I'm floating. I...
    SomethingHidden SomethingHidden 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 6, 2009

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    Okay so first off, i think i'm insane cause i

    always tend to screw around with sharp objects. I'm very aggressive towards people, sometimes my own voice, in my own mind. Tells me to do things i wouldn't normally do. *Example* Voice: I hate that person.. If he comes any CLOSER, i'll f*cking kill him. ---- I've once thrown a...
    WolfyBluepaw WolfyBluepaw 13-15, M 1 Response Apr 1

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    Insane

    Sometimes i beleive from myself that i passed trought the madness and i survived,now i believe that crazy is crazy and there are not pills for this madness.
    blackweirdcat blackweirdcat 46-50, F Oct 13, 2013

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    I've Finally Decided...

    With all the things that have come to pass in my life, I've come to a peace with myself that I need to share this. Or it's going to remain locked up inside of me, like a poison. I feel really sick inside often. It kind of started when a long time friend of mine left. Even...
    lolabunnytime lolabunnytime 18-21 3 Responses Mar 7, 2010

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    Am I Going Crazy?

    I seriously feel like I am sometimes and when I get that feeling,it scares the hell out of me. I am what some people call a "suicide case". I am not suicidal now but from age 15 to 29 I was very suicidal,even attempted it about 20+ times. I was a cutter too,self mutilation on the...
    C19D72S C19D72S 36-40, F Sep 10, 2011

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    My Decent Into Insanity

    do i think i'm going insane? i believe i am already......but is that such a bad thing? but of course normal people would say so....... it's not a good thing either i suppose. anyway, yea i know i'm not sane, i'm...insane in the membrane(ha! i ******* love that saying, **** yea...
    deathblossom17 deathblossom17 18-21, F 3 Responses May 26, 2010

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    Help

    Actually, I'm not even real. It's the woman who created me who is probably starting to go insane.
    ImNotARealPerson ImNotARealPerson 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 8, 2013

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    My Story Of A Life Of Insanity

      I was born to a family in a christian cult whose beliefs were contrary to logic, reason, society, spirituality, and definition.  Growing up I could never fit in and had behavioral tendencies that were indicative of uncultured ignorant assumptions and prejudices, and was...
    diminutivemegazord diminutivemegazord 31-35 1 Response Jul 4, 2011

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    Please Help Me. I'm About to Go Insane!

    Why did the mental health nurse pop up @ my house unexpectedly JUST to try to tell me to clean my house? & then she just left? I'm 24, & I have a college degree. She gave me NO warning that she was coming over. Plus, all I was doing was reorganizing papers. I was in the...
    otad12 otad12 26-30, F 5 Responses Aug 4, 2008

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    Screaming

    There is a dark corner of my mind where I keep a certain part of myself locked away.  Think of it as a padded cell.  I rarely approach this corner; the smell is awful. Sometimes, though, I am compelled by a perverse curiosity to stand just outside the reinforced steel...
    eviesdad eviesdad 46-50, M 2 Responses Apr 9, 2008

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    Related Experiences

    Im not really one for liking people who are too over helpful, who think that you cant do anything by yourself, who patronise you and make you believe that you cant do those tasks...
    Verix Verix 18-21, M 2 hrs ago

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