I Think I Am Going to Be An Alcholic

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    Every time my moms not looking I take a swig

    or two... It numbs the pain. I miss when it was hidden in my brothers drawer in our room. An escape route. One I have taken often. I want the burn in my throat and I hate myself for it.
    LoverOfAllSouls LoverOfAllSouls
    18-21, F
    Aug 22, 2014

    I use to drink everyday just to make myself

    feel better. I would take a few shoots of whatever I could find and be on my way. Before school. Before is go running. To stop myself from having panic attack or hyperventilating. I would drink to fall asleep, to go and face my family just to eat. Honestly I want some now. And...
    LoverOfAllSouls LoverOfAllSouls
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 9, 2014

    When people ask me my age I always say it's

    been a long 24 years so far. I've experienced so many life struggles and only in recent years come to terms with some. Living with an abusive alcoholic parent shaped every bit of me positively by encouraging my career path and negatively by stealing my childhood and self Worth...
    AspireToBeFree AspireToBeFree
    26-30, F
    Jan 24, 2015

    Almost An Alky.

    I like to drink. A lot. Not just every once in a while at a party with some friends. I like drinking by myself to get drunk. Things seem nice when I'm drunk. No thoughts about the past, no thoughts about the future. Just that moment I'm in. I'm not an angry drunk, and I'm not a...
    magickalveneer magickalveneer
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jan 13, 2008
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