I Think I Am Lost In My Life

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    Too Much To Choose From

    I don't even know where to start. Twenty-six years of age, I am and quite the introverted type. My natural abilities range from great personal strength; positive thinking, self-improvement, self-empowerment, and great independence. Creativity; such as writing, deep analytical...
    Ameliorate Ameliorate
    26-30, M
    3 Responses May 26, 2011

    Lost In Life

    well where do i start.........well i am 24 yrs old and almost 3 yrs ago i moved from England to Pittsburgh pa. i got married to my wife Chelsea who i met online and for the past 2 yrs i have had this deep dark feeling of not knowing what i want to do in life and that maybe its...
    jaymz1988 jaymz1988
    22-25, M
    Jul 28, 2012

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