i dont know.
i know i dont want to live.
but im not going to do anything. does that count?
living is hurting a lot right now.
but then it goes away for a bit. and i know it will go away quickly. but its still hurting.
like now, im not hysterical. im not in a state...
I know my judgment is clouded these days.I know suicide is not the answer but it pops up in my mind more often these days.I know suicide is an easy way out of life's problems but it doesn't sound as bad as it used to to me.
I don't believe that I will follow through with any of...