I Think I Have An Eating Disorder

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    I'm really not sure what to say.

    It started really slowly. On days that I had somewhere to go and I was wearing something form fitting, I wouldn't eat until I got home into my pyjamas for fear of bloating and ruining my figure for the day. I've always been thin, complimented, and I just love eating more than...
    SophiaMadelineRose SophiaMadelineRose
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jun 29, 2014

    I'M More Than A Little Conflicted...

    In the past 5 months I went from 150lbs to 110lbs. But I didn't do it the conventional way.. Over that time period I've developed anorexia nervosa and bulimia. And my boyfriend thought I'd stopped months ago, but recently he's found out. He told me to stop losing weight at 125lbs...
    ShantelSunshine ShantelSunshine
    18-21, F
    Sep 28, 2013

    i just made myself throw up

    for the first time because i ate a cookie i told myself i wouldn't. Ive gained at least 3 kilos this summer and i feel so fat and disgusting i need to loose at least those 3 and then another 5 before i can feel mildly good about myself.
    iniar iniar
    18-21, F
    Aug 21, 2015

    I'm hungry but if I eat I feel guilty.

    I haven't eaten today and my stomach feels like it's on fire.
    21almamae21 21almamae21
    18-21, F
    Dec 16, 2015

    I've been through a lot of the feels recently.

    My girlfriend just started therapy and I would never have the balls to ask for help * hence why I'm here* however, long story short, I'm depressed. I'm happy with my life but I'm depressed and my depression and anxiety makes my stomach churn this time around. *I've struggled...
    21almamae21 21almamae21
    18-21, F
    Dec 5, 2015

    Well the fear of food is back.

    I have been struggling with weight my whole life due to a medical condition I was over 250 pounds at one point but had lost over a hundred pounds and was feeling pretty good about myself. there's been a lot of times where I was starving myself eating 500 calories a day or less...
    fractalpterodactyl fractalpterodactyl
    26-30, F
    May 11, 2015

    But Who Knows

    I'm a very picky eater, I don't like most foods. I'm 5'4"-5'5" and I will weigh anywhere between 105-115lbs. I eat barely one meal a day but I don't starve myself or throw up. I'm just never hungry.
    BlenderDear BlenderDear
    22-25, F
    Oct 27, 2013

    I'm not sure if I actually do have one,

    but anyway, here it goes. A month ago, I was OBSESSED with piano and I skipped my meals to play it. I've done it for a while, and now I refuse to eat lunch and breakfast. I get mad if I do eat, and I recently started to eat sweets at night (1AM) out of stress and stuff. I'm...
    Annoinoi Annoinoi
    16-17, F
    Mar 16, 2016

    .. I'm so used to saying

    that "something is wrong with my stomach, I just can't hold food down".. For years that I think I actually believed it. Realizing recently that I don't have the same eating habits as everyone else I know. Everyone is always joking about how "light" my stomach is.. Yet I find...
    YupThatsMee YupThatsMee
    26-30, F
    Jul 31, 2014

    I just ate a ton and I need to puke

    but I can't because my mother is right here. ineedtopukeineedtopukeineedtopukeineedtopukeineedtopukeineedtopukeineedtopukeineedtopukeineedtopukeineedtopukeineedtopukeineedtopukeineedtopukeineedtopukeineedtopukeineedtopukeineedtopukeineedtopuke
    WhereThereIsHope WhereThereIsHope
    18-21, F
    Mar 30, 2015

    So for the past couple of years,

    (2011-now) i would go to school and just push through without eating, and by my last year in school I wasn't eating everyday, I could go the day without eating and now I only usually eat twice a day, and my mum is starting to get worried. When I was younger, I was a chubby...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Sep 2, 2014

    Hey everyone, I wasn't really sure

    who to turn to so I decided to post here. I turned 18 in january. Since last september, I have lost about 25 pounds. Right now I am 5'7 and 138 lbs. I have been working out and eating better. Then it got to the point where I was stuck for a few weeks and wasn't dropping any more...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Mar 30, 2016

    it's not like I'm purposely skipping meals

    or anything...I just don't eat... I'm just never hungry...but when I do eat I get sick like I throw up or get bad diarrhea. but it's definitely not normal for me to be eating so little, like today I ate a small little bowl of mac & cheese and that's all I ate.. technically...
    Myra3323 Myra3323
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Dec 19, 2013

    I have been having problems with my eating

    habits. I'm not overweight- well I'm not the skinniest person alive, but I'm not obese etheir. I like to think I'm at a 'okay' weight for my height and age. I've just been obsessing over food a lot lately. I skip breakfeast and occasionally dinner. I count calories like crazy...
    Ctcds Ctcds
    16-17, F
    Sep 9, 2015

    Trapped

    I think I have a serious problem, but the thing is, I don't want it to stop, until I lose enough weight. I cry every time I eat something, I can't explain it, it just happens. I joined a soccer team just so I could get extra exersize, I hate soccer. I've had thoughts about...
    searchingforsupport searchingforsupport
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 14, 2012

    I've always struggled with my body image.

    My mom began using MyFitnessPal to track her calories. At the same time my dad started dieting for his body building competition. So, I picked up on there habits. I began not eating my lunch at school, not eating after school and only consuming around 1300 calories. Also going...
    lms2001 lms2001
    31-35, F
    May 21, 2015

    Alone, Afraid, And Losing Weight.

    I've always been a quiet person, but after i lost the only person in my whole life who knew me and cared for me, i lost it. I've always been pretty skinny but for the past two years i've been binging and trying to lose weight becase i think i'm fat. Now i am under 100 pounds and...
    Physcobant Physcobant
    18-21
    3 Responses Sep 1, 2010

    I'm not sure if its an eating disorder

    or not but this is what happens: 90% of the time I'm not hungry and i rarely eat not because I'm punishing myself but I just don't feel like eating. Whenever I do eat I only eat snacks and junk food sometimes a good meal.If I get very upset I will refuse any food at all.
    LilahWolf LilahWolf
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 5, 2015

    I wake up in the morning,

    and I don't eat anything. Yeah, my stomach growls but I've gotten used to it. I feel guilty every time I eat and I've even tried to make myself throw up. But the worst part is, no one even knows I'm so upset.
    NotUrAverageGlowstick NotUrAverageGlowstick
    13-15, F
    Mar 9, 2015

    I Don't Think I Have An Eating Disorder, But Other People Think I Do

    I'm 5'6" and I weigh 102 lbs. I do not starve myself or throw up after meals. Though I do overly obsess about my body image. I feel very fat, because when I sit down my stomach bunches up and wrinkles a little. I often diet. I take diet pills sometimes. I will for days just rely...
    ElysPerception ElysPerception
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Oct 16, 2013

    Well I was overweight

    for many years I was over 250 pounds but over the last 2 years I've lost over 100 pounds. I've been doing good about dieting and exercising and eating right but for a while I was just not eating at all and would pretty much starve myself. I would eat maybe a thousand calories a...
    fractalpterodactyl fractalpterodactyl
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Feb 28, 2014

    I seem to restrict what I eat,

    only eating at the right times socially and often not eating anything all day until 7pm. I can then often overeat and lose control. EDNOS (Eating Disorder Not Otherwise Specified) has been mooted. Or non-purging bulimia. How do I even begin to address this?
    Matineeidle79 Matineeidle79
    36-40, F
    Feb 2, 2015

    I was called to the counselors office last

    Monday and she said someone came to her and said I was having trouble with anorexia. Um, first I'm not anorexic and second people should mind their own business. The. I got called to the nurses office Friday and she talked to me about it. Ughh.. Why can't ppl just leave me alone...
    Butterflyyana Butterflyyana
    18-21, F
    Mar 21, 2015

    I don't know, honestly.

    Everyone thinks I have an eating disorder. I'm not sure. Honestly....I don't really know what anorexia is...*sigh*. I just know that medically.....I'm underweight. I'm 5.3ft tall and I weigh about 77lbs. However, standing in front of a mirror....all I can see is fat. My thighs...
    Josephineong Josephineong
    16-17, F
    1 Response Mar 20, 2014
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