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    I Think I Have Children Disintegrative Disorder

                            I just researched last night about the symptoms of CDD and I think it suits me almost perfectly. I am abnormally quiet, doesn't enjoy being with other people in school, or any social - related activities, like group projects or...
    sookyung sookyung 13-15, F Jul 15, 2011

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