I Think I Have Wasted a Too Much Time In My Life

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    Help! I've Fallen And I Can't Get Up...really!

    I too have wasted way too much time in my life, but I just can't seem to pull myself away from this free fall to nowhere. It's an inner struggle that has brought me to my knees. I know I am wasting precious time, but something in me is not allowing me to break free. Sounds like a...
    gerrynchappster gerrynchappster
    36-40
    6 Responses Sep 7, 2010

    Liberal Arts With No Double Major

    I've not ever been professionally successful for longer than 1 year at a stretch my entire life. I fell for the liberal arts track (foreign language) late in life in the mid 90's but was mistakenly not advised to get a double major (marketing, or something concrete) to go with...
    ryanmont ryanmont
    51-55, M
    Jun 30, 2013

    Journeys That Havent Even Started

    I am 25 and yet i feel like ive wasted all these years. In short Im afraid of getting out of that general box that I am so use too. When i meet people my age i feel like i really have done nothing compared to them. I love traveling every time i plan a trip somewhere i decide to...
    Asilrel Asilrel
    22-25, F
    Nov 13, 2007

    Another Birthday Coming

      Next Thursday I will be 55. I am a recovering alcoholic (15mths). Divorced after 20 years of marriage I live alone in a drug/alcohol free studio apartment. I feel very lonely, my family live thousands of miles away. I was born in the U.K. and still miss it. I moved...
    MontanaJohn MontanaJohn
    51-55
    3 Responses Jan 3, 2009

    Hi

    there is a lot of things i should have done and didnt. age is not on my side now im 53 years old.
    christinebrooks christinebrooks
    51-55
    3 Responses Jan 24, 2009

    Geez. I did it again.

    Responding to something that I thought had meaning, but upon further investigation I think it probably went over their lil' head. Oh well, it's no wonder then. Can't really empathize with something I know will be a repetitious thing of actions.
    jeresey jeresey
    56-60, F
    1 Response Mar 16, 2014

    Worrying

    I think I have wasted too much time, Worrying about life, Things you can’t change , What might happen, I think it’s time, Stop the worrying, Start living again, I’ve been down too long, Need a change, I want to be happy, Live life to the full, When it’s done, Know I...
    cndrewdrvr8 cndrewdrvr8
    46-50, M
    Sep 2, 2011

    Weight And Time Management

    As far as the fat thing;; i look at my teens ..middle school and high school when most were LIVING, i was stuck under my mom..never been to a basketball game, football, never been to ANYTHING. I feel like between me being fat and her smothering me...life passed me by. So wrongly...
    lostprophet lostprophet
    22-25, F
    1 Response Sep 7, 2010
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jul 2, 2015

    Related Experiences

    i am travelling in a public transport right now..a night journey from Jaipur to Delhi, its a sleeper semi-Delux bus.. sleeper seat just opp. to me is occupied by a couple and the...
    MysteriousLion MysteriousLion
    22-25, M
    Apr 21
    i am travelling in a public transport right now..a night journey from Jaipur to Delhi, its a sleeper semi-Delux bus.. sleeper seat just opp. to me is occupied by a couple and the...
    MysteriousLion MysteriousLion
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Apr 21
    Well goodbye experience project! I've enjoyed my time so much on this site despite all the pervs which were annoying however majority of the people here are very kind! If...
    emma785 emma785
    18-21, F
    Apr 21
    Thinking too much can save people from troubles! Ah ha ha! Here is the experience I wanna share. I have this bad habit of thinking for hours at night. So yesterday at 2AM I was...
    EarlPhantomhive EarlPhantomhive
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 21
    sometimes we find our soulmates but you both are not ready to be together and it takes time. I believe I met you in a past life.... another world maybe. how can someone make me...
    gonegirl23 gonegirl23
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 20
    How do I stop lying? I lie all the time to my parents and I want to know how to stop. I'm making his life miserable. He has to worry about financial problems and relationships...
    Rainbowsauce Rainbowsauce
    26-30, F
    Apr 20
    https://fetlife.com/groups/140718
    sugarbabysub sugarbabysub
    31-35, F
    Apr 20
    EP rocks I met the most amazing man on here I had an injured soul and he made me whole again by words only not many men can do that he was very kind and patient with me guided me...
    Triplets111 Triplets111
    56-60, F
    1 Response Apr 20
    I think I have a problem... You see it's kind of hard for me to explain but let me try. Maybe it's a severe case of split personality disorder, who knows. But one particular issue...
    EscapingUrLies EscapingUrLies
    31-35, F
    1 Response Apr 19
    tbh i don't, im 18 prolly older then you i got 2 gfs a truck and already accepted to 3 collages. so keep talkin ****. i can bench 315 lbs 14 reps while your girl licks my sweaty...
    jasonBK1 jasonBK1
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Apr 18
    In life I like to know what's happening so I can be prepared. I don't like living in my head wondering. Yes it is hard to Move forward or to accept or to deal with the truth...
    Blueberrybliss Blueberrybliss
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Apr 18
    This will be my last post... I always think about how crazy our human story is, how backwards and primitive it is for us to be living within a monetary system despite technology...
    ebolarama ebolarama
    26-30, M
    1 Response Apr 18
    I know I've said this before but it bears repeating (and it's somewhere in the Bible) the sins of the father affect the offspring and their offspring until the end of time. (haha...
    EternalServant EternalServant
    31-35, M
    1 Response Apr 18
    How to Know When It’s Time to Give Up By Cloris Kylie Stock You might be experiencing a situation that isn’t working and wondering whether you should persevere a little...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer
    46-50, M
    1 Response Apr 17
    I'm always thinking something different than other people, it makes me think I'm off or slow and I don't want to be
    2016bigman 2016bigman
    22-25, M
    1 Response Apr 17
    Today, I was told I'm not normal, but what is normal? What the majority does? I guess so. Thanks though, it's nothing I haven't been told before but still cuts like a knife. It's...
    EternalServant EternalServant
    31-35, M
    4 Responses Apr 16
    What is the meaning of life?? Like really, why are we even here or created. You know now that I think of it, is life really THAT important. I mean what does it matter if someone...
    mengstrom5721 mengstrom5721
    13-15, F
    4 Responses Apr 16
    Facebook. I closed my Facebook a few weeks ago, deleted everything and everyone but it's about the 30th time over the years, the problem is my family and friends are on there and I...
    Nomad39 Nomad39
    36-40, M
    5 Responses Apr 16
    Have anyone here been to one of those illegal clubs where sex and women is a trade? something like wife exchange or sort of stuffs? I had only heard of these kind of stuffs but...
    swtlve swtlve
    22-25
    Apr 16
    There are struggles in life that can become emotional strongholds ? things that hold you hostage and keep you from wholeheartedly serving and trusting God and experiencing the...
    yayepisoverimsad yayepisoverimsad
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 15
    Well I'm thinking how am I a cyber bully.When I do not talk to people here.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 14
    I Google too much. Lately I've been Googling firemen rescuing cats because you get the most adorable pictures like this. <3
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 14
    Wait Be patient They're just busy Their life isn't in their phone Right? They couldn't just be ignoring you You're important to them Right? Suddenly a text Isn't just a text So...
    Smileydork Smileydork
    16-17, F
    Apr 13
    Ah ****. Dammit. ****. Ok that is all.
    VioletVivid VioletVivid
    26-30
    Apr 13
    I feel like a robot. I do the same thing everyday. I wake, go to tech school and come home. Than on the weekends I work or food shopping. Life is so boring when you're trying to...
    YourSecretAdmire22 YourSecretAdmire22
    22-25, M
    Apr 11
    Mental slavery is the worst form of slavery. It gives you the illusion a freedom. It makes you trust, love and defend your oppressor while making an enemy of those who are trying...
    TotalityOfMe TotalityOfMe
    36-40, M
    Apr 11
    why did I let myself fall for her. it was so stupid and I knew it and now I'm just hurt. I need to give up on love altogether . I think I just might...
    SolGryn SolGryn
    22-25, M
    3 Responses Apr 11
    It's better/safer not to say what you're thinking... Because if I did, I'm sure I'd have no one in my life... I can be a ***** & I am when I need/want to be & today everyone can...
    Baer2113 Baer2113
    31-35, F
    4 Responses Apr 11
    Do you ever have those moments where a thought strikes you, and then before you manage to catch it, it goes away? It happens to me all the time. It could be something trivial, or...
    VioletVivid VioletVivid
    26-30
    2 Responses Apr 11
    I see the signs. When I find someone I enjoy talking to, it's all I want to do. Especially when first getting to know a person. But I guess I also need to see the signs that I'm...
    lovesthenightsky lovesthenightsky
    26-30, F
    Apr 11
    so apparently killer whales have an emotion processing part of their brain that we don't have. thought that was pretty cool
    friedchickenwing friedchickenwing
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Apr 10
    I keep having breakdowns and then I feel so pathetic after. I'm always so confusing.
    Lexiem00n Lexiem00n
    13-15, F
    4 Responses Apr 10
    Couldn't sleep the other night and ended up having to go to work the next day a 12 hour shift. Straight 24+ hours awake most of the time. I feel like sleep deprivation makes you...
    Bonnet9 Bonnet9
    26-30, F
    Apr 9
    I am not a robot I'm a human being I have emotions sometimes
    Ohanablue Ohanablue
    16-17, F
    Apr 9
    I shop way too much. What do I seem to buy the most of? Tank tops and panties to match. I have a small dresser with three drawers in it that are filled with my tanks and their...
    lovesthenightsky lovesthenightsky
    26-30, F
    1 Response Apr 9
    My conscience completely controls me, it's like there's a person living inside me but I'm the person you can see, yet I have no idea who I am
    bethhawkins15 bethhawkins15
    13-15, F
    1 Response Apr 9
    Rules are broken everyday by many different people. When you try to expose this, people hate you. So then wtf is the point of having rules? Not everyone is treated fairly/equally.
    EternalServant EternalServant
    31-35, M
    Apr 9
    I need to let go and loosen up , be in the moment
    vivianescrooge vivianescrooge
    22-25
    1 Response Apr 9
    I am sad about EP going away soon. However... I have so much respect for their reason of doing so. Facebook betrayed their supporters for money. Glad my account with them is...
    nanaanan nanaanan
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 9
    And I'm easily angry and defensive. I have to internalize my guardian and stop using feeling just feel for me.
    vivianescrooge vivianescrooge
    22-25
    1 Response Apr 9
    I should expose my rational thinking more, people tend to think I'm very mushy romantic or positionally defensive. Or I'm too caught up with applying traditional people relating...
    vivianescrooge vivianescrooge
    22-25
    Apr 9
    If con is the opposite of pro, then is Congress the opposite of progress?
    SonofPaddy121 SonofPaddy121
    18-21, M
    Apr 8
    Buying more and more to try to fill that void which only Love can fill.
    EternalServant EternalServant
    31-35, M
    3 Responses Apr 8
    I have too many tabs open in my mind.
    VioletVivid VioletVivid
    26-30
    3 Responses Apr 8
    Many people would be scared if they saw in the mirror, not their faces... but their character.
    TotalityOfMe TotalityOfMe
    36-40, M
    1 Response Apr 7
    Love is giving someone the power to destroy you... but trusting them not to.
    TotalityOfMe TotalityOfMe
    36-40, M
    Apr 7
    Fuc,k the liers who say they love you but they really don't Fuc,k the pretenders who'll make you believe when nothing true Fuc,k the maniacs who'll do everything to score Fuc,k...
    mysticalexis224 mysticalexis224
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Apr 7
    Actually, I wish I had more time to think.
    thisisnotanexit thisisnotanexit
    26-30, F
    Apr 7
    why do I care if others think about me....idk but it feels good to know I was on someone's mind...that i was/am special enough to them at one point
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 6
    There goes everything... All the feelings, All the hope, All gone... But to this I know there is something good coming from it. Something I will have to wait and find out...
    inquisitiveDamen17 inquisitiveDamen17
    16-17, M
    Apr 6
    Whenever a guy talks to me online, I always feel like he has a motive. Like he wants to get me naked and doesn't really care about me
    DiamondAuthority DiamondAuthority
    18-21, F
    6 Responses Apr 6
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