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I Think I Have Wasted a Too Much Time In My Life

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    Geez. I did it again.

    Responding to something that I thought had meaning, but upon further investigation I think it probably went over their lil' head. Oh well, it's no wonder then. Can't really empathize with something I know will be a repetitious thing of actions.
    jeresey jeresey 56-60, F 2 Responses Mar 16

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    Hi

    there is a lot of things i should have done and didnt. age is not on my side now im 53 years old.
    christinebrooks christinebrooks 51-55 3 Responses Jan 24, 2009

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    Years Gone By

    I feel like the first twenty years of my adult life have been wasted because I do not have the things I wanted to do done. A courses of voices will argue that as a Mother time was not wasted but spent differently, but that is their opinion not mine. I made good effort based on...
    LadyGypsy LadyGypsy 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 27, 2013

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    Another Birthday Coming

      Next Thursday I will be 55. I am a recovering alcoholic (15mths). Divorced after 20 years of marriage I live alone in a drug/alcohol free studio apartment. I feel very lonely, my family live thousands of miles away. I was born in the U.K. and still miss it. I moved...
    MontanaJohn MontanaJohn 51-55 3 Responses Jan 3, 2009

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    Liberal Arts With No Double Major

    I've not ever been professionally successful for longer than 1 year at a stretch my entire life. I fell for the liberal arts track (foreign language) late in life in the mid 90's but was mistakenly not advised to get a double major (marketing, or something concrete) to go with...
    ryanmont ryanmont 51-55, M Jun 30, 2013

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    I learned for most of my life I been waiting to

    find someone that accepts me for who I'm and able to do things with. I realized I been wasting my time waiting and waiting. I realized I can't depend on people to do things I want to do. So I made changes and decided to do things on my own. I can truly enjoy doing things on my...
    ChillyWilly82 ChillyWilly82 31-35, M 1 Response Feb 13

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    Weight And Time Management

    As far as the fat thing;; i look at my teens ..middle school and high school when most were LIVING, i was stuck under my mom..never been to a basketball game, football, never been to ANYTHING. I feel like between me being fat and her smothering me...life passed me by. So wrongly...
    lostprophet lostprophet 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 7, 2010

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    It's Getting Louder

    That buzzing of discontent like bees swarming around the memory of a wilted flower. The boom of the clock hand as it marches another day into a long line of memories. The click of worry replacing anticipation of tomorrow. I need some new sounds.
    geetar39 geetar39 46-50, M 25 Responses Sep 6, 2010

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    Help! I've Fallen And I Can't Get Up...really!

    I too have wasted way too much time in my life, but I just can't seem to pull myself away from this free fall to nowhere. It's an inner struggle that has brought me to my knees. I know I am wasting precious time, but something in me is not allowing me to break free. Sounds like a...
    gerrynchappster gerrynchappster 36-40 6 Responses Sep 7, 2010

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    Journeys That Havent Even Started

    I am 25 and yet i feel like ive wasted all these years. In short Im afraid of getting out of that general box that I am so use too. When i meet people my age i feel like i really have done nothing compared to them. I love traveling every time i plan a trip somewhere i decide to...
    Asilrel Asilrel 21-25, F Nov 13, 2007

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    Related Experiences

    I kind of hate that i just wasted time on just nothing. It's nothing since i don't feel happy 'bout it.
    erikp08 erikp08 18-21, M 1 day ago

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    This bugs me about myself. I wish I would be more productive at home.
    theGreatGrigsby theGreatGrigsby 36-40, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I've always loved to look up at the night sky, I love seeing the moon, and the stars illuminate the world around me. i don't love them for their beauty but for reminding me of how...
    Krysk Krysk 13-15, M 1 Response Mar 24

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    Too many unsolicited dramas come my way. Please, I've already too much of my own to deal with, don't force your hate towards me, It's only ******* me off. I need a break, just a...
    SinisterSmile SinisterSmile 22-25 Mar 30

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    My "study" time is basically all wasted on the Internet- I'm supposed to spend 30-40 hours a week doing independent study but I'm lucky if I do 3-4; I end up watching YouTube clips...
    mblo2984 mblo2984 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 24

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    Reading news feeds and comment like ****. 😭 i didnt realize i wasted a day.
    patooooots patooooots 18-21, F Mar 24

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    I care to much about what people think about me. I'm constantly paranoid that everybody secretly dislikes me.
    sammylynn333 sammylynn333 16-17, F Mar 27

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    Songs, movies and tv shows are the cause of this ****. All this constant repetition (key word) bombarding their damn minds all the time... I just got lazy so I'm not going to...
    liquescent liquescent 18-21 1 Response Apr 9

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    This seemed to sum up my feelings. Letting go would be a blessing, but holding tight is so much easier.
    MommaBella MommaBella 31-35, F Mar 27

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    When I develop feelings for guys I start caring way to much . I always want to be with them or talk to them. Luckily I'm picky with the guys I choose so I don't do that with...
    sammylynn333 sammylynn333 16-17, F Mar 27

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    I'm alone most of the time don't have too many friends... I spend a lot of my days in bed or campus, I don't talk a lot and I'm very shy around people, I have this habit of...
    LadyMayah LadyMayah 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 25

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    Here it is...another Saturday that I will spend in my office! Yes, I am thankful to have a job, and one that I enjoy...but I am missing having my Saturdays and sometime Sundays...
    MyCrazyLife63 MyCrazyLife63 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    I do LOL. I have made many great internet friends here though :-)
    cityfolk cityfolk 13-15, F Mar 22

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    As if that is ever a bad thing. Then again I don't know where I would be without my computer.
    Monstermaster13 Monstermaster13 22-25, M Mar 20

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    I am addicted to all social media. I find myself checking it even when I'm in the middle if important things. I need to stop!!
    hopefull2014 hopefull2014 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 24

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    What's your fetlife name? I'm regalnubiance
    coldchiln coldchiln 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 1

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    So yesterday kinda got me thinking about something i always felt but never actually thought too much about. I realized that no matter how many people I find around, no matter what...
    anonymouslyherenow anonymouslyherenow 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 4

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    I feel.. Drained. I feel like a can't cope anymore and I'm just shutting everyone out. I have no friends anymore, because my old bestfriend just used me.. And my other friend...
    ImChelsea ImChelsea 16-17, F 4 Responses Apr 10

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    Since im only working one part time job at the moment and only have three weeks left in this semester of college I honestly have entirely too much free time and I really dread it
    ryanw93 ryanw93 18-21, M 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    I've been thinking about my ex today, I had this dream and as usual it gets me thinking! I hate thinking about him, I feel like my thoughts are wasted on him! He was so gentle...
    Shortie82 Shortie82 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 31

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    I was never a party animal as i was younger i was smoking and barely drinking..i went to study and i had some crazy friends and we were full of energy and life, it couldn't go...
    insomniadreamer insomniadreamer 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 19

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    Three months ago I almost killed myself. Life became too much for me to handle. I took 20 Doxepin (a sleep/anxiety pill) and pleaded that God finally take me home and apologized to...
    Somejoygirl Somejoygirl 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 28

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    I think I do live in my head and online too much :) ep has done alot for me and now it's time to go and enjoy life thanks to everyone I met on ep now I am logging off and investing...
    Tricke1983 Tricke1983 31-35, F Apr 5

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    I think too much about everything happening in my life...my past ,present and future and sometimes it's negative .It becomes too difficult sometimes to take actions but still...
    sneha9951 sneha9951 16-17, F 4 Responses Mar 19

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    And I think my profile and stories are starting to get the bipolar look. Well I just write what I think and feel at the moment. Like right now, the Q&A section has been talking...
    kixisback kixisback 22-25 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    Actually, I know they can. One person has had too much power over my life for 10 years. Only the Lord knows how much better my life would be. I know for a fact, I would probably be...
    rathernotsay12 rathernotsay12 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    I think far too much, way too much for my own good. What do they mean when they say that? What is that look for? Is Isaac okay today? I wonder what my sisters and brother are up to...
    DeJeKlu DeJeKlu 18-21, F Mar 29

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    I feel like I have lost myself. Among friends, family and parties. I am no longer what I once was an I'm okay with change of course, but I have truly lost myself. I used to be what...
    jxxxo jxxxo 18-21, F Apr 1

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    I like to think deep sometimes. Like is there life after death? Are we alone in the universe? Is there a god? What is the meaning of life? What is life? I also worry. I know the...
    moose73630 moose73630 16-17, M 4 Responses Mar 25

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    I think too much, and sometimes, the only way to shut off my damn brain is to cut. Or mutilate, or jab, or rip, or shred. Sometimes, I'll even hurt myself in my sleep. I'll wake up...
    DarkWanderer16 DarkWanderer16 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    Sometimes I feel very positive and optimistic; I am spurred forward to focus on the dreams I still believe can come true. I view myself with a different set of eyes, and see as...
    ProgressNotPerfection ProgressNotPerfection 41-45, M 5 Responses Apr 7

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    I cry too much but I'm not weak. Things in life are too overwhelming that I can't help but let my emotions soar so I can try and move with my life.
    Flowerangel9 Flowerangel9 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 21

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    "Too much" being my bf. and how I haven't seen him in like almost 2 weeks. How I miss him, his hugs and kisses, his sexy voice, his cute smile, or amazingly beautiful eyes. Just...
    Blissfulkissofdeath Blissfulkissofdeath 13-15, F Mar 30

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    I think this is something a lot of people do. We expect too much from ourselves and need to please everyone. Even strangers I see on the subway, I care what they think of me. I...
    nyc441010 nyc441010 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    WAY too much. I figure everything out in small batches. It all comes together so well, but by the time I go to write them down I've forgotten it all. I know what I want to write by...
    MrTimothyMcNeil MrTimothyMcNeil 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 3

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    "He's not gonna come after you. He's going to find a girl that "appreciates" him. If you act all damaged, he's going to find a "normal" girl. If you move away from him, he isn't...
    bexk bexk 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    My mind works overtime... I've tried resting, meditating, working out and even long hot baths but I just can't seem to zone out. I'm in a new relationship but find it hard to...
    cancerian19 cancerian19 26-30, F 5 Responses Apr 9

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    Good LORD I have heard "you think too much" a lot lately. Too many times. I should probably take this under consideration. For all of my faults; the overthinking and insecurity...
    MommaBella MommaBella 31-35, F 6 days ago

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    I was depressed all the time a mother of toe and one on the way I felt lost I had a home And husband a car a boat a family.. No reason I know now to be depressed I lost my 7 month...
    laceykight laceykight 26-30, F 5 days ago

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    I was depressed all the time a mother of toe and one on the way I felt lost I had a home And husband a car a boat a family.. No reason I know now to be depressed I lost my 7 month...
    laceykight laceykight 26-30, F 5 days ago

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    I honestly think that making love in the morning is a good start of the day. I just want to share this experience. Whenever my ex boyfriend and I get a chance to make love in the...
    chocofrappe249 chocofrappe249 22-25 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    It bothers me that I tend to think too much. Even if it's not really significant or anything, but i still keep on thinking about it until i get really bothered. -.-
    erikp08 erikp08 18-21, M