I Think I May Have Dissociative Identity Disorder

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 120 People

    Seeking Advice And Support, Non Judgement Style.

    I don't even know where to begin. I'm a shy 21 year old girl, woman. I'm curvy, tall. I have always been further developed then girls my age. I'm pretty (or at least that's what I've been told) You can call me, K. I have pretty blue eyes and freckles. I have been in 3 serious...
    Lost1scared1girl Lost1scared1girl
    22-25, F
    Apr 10, 2013

    I Don't Really Know.

    I'm not sure I even have this disorder, but occasionally I would talk to myself and uptake different personalities. I would talk to myself to make up for what was never there, and it soon became a habit. Eventually, these imaginary friends became personalities, they became who I...
    BlueSong BlueSong
    13-15
    Aug 20, 2011

    Six Degrees Of Inner Turbulence.

    I will mention before any further reading, that these have taken almost eight years to really decipher even a partial "biography" on them. Through the one friend I have that's been in the medical field for awhile, he's been the one to help me draw out this information. Generally...
    Daigon Daigon
    26-30, M
    Nov 6, 2012

    I'm just a woman who's always been intrigued

    and interested in DID and talking and maybe even helping them. Anyone want to chat? Please message me if you are.
    Psawyer1 Psawyer1
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jun 28, 2015

    I'm pretty sure I either have dissociative

    identity disorder or other specified dissociative disorder, and if it's neither of those then some kind of psychosis because I definitely have other people I'm sharing my mind and body with. Up until recent I thought maybe they were just vivid imaginary friends because I felt...
    needlesca needlesca
    22-25, M
    1 Response Mar 26

    For a few years my cousin has told me

    that she thinks I may have DID, she said that she thinks this because she noticed that I struggle to remember things and I do things without noticing. Since then I have begun to notice other personalities, and because of this I thought of leaving them notes to remember things...
    FrozenNoodleCat FrozenNoodleCat
    16-17, T
    2 Responses Jun 16, 2014

    My name is Kaylyn. For the past year

    and a half or so I have been struggling with what seems to be DID or maybe some type of schizophrenia. I have been struggling with panic attacks, insomnia, severe depression, suicidal thoughts and actions, and as of the past few months, I've begun to hear voices.. it's almost...
    imtypicallykaylyn imtypicallykaylyn
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 7, 2014

    Very Confused &Amp; Looking For Answers

    Hi, my name is Pat. I have been diagnosed with GAD, OCD, NOS Depression, with traits of BPD and DID. I'm not sure whether or not I'm tricking myself though. I've done too much reading, and my brain is almost wired to jump to conclusions about something I read online given the...
    taprickg taprickg
    18-21, M
    May 12, 2013

    They Are Me, And I Them, But Even I Have Troubles That Are In Need Of Aid.

    I'm far from unintelligant, and call it self-diagnosis of persons highly intelligent wanting to know what's going on, but my condition has gone undiagnosed due to finances and lack of any health care plan. This...explanation will be long, but if I'm to seek any aid at all, I am...
    Daigon Daigon
    26-30, M
    1 Response Nov 5, 2012

    I lose time. Two years of my life are gone.

    I barely remember it. My parents say I was acting crazy disappearing for days. I vaguely remember any of it and I wasn't on illegal drugs. I was at the time on anti depressants and anti psychotics because I told the shrink that I felt really out of it. The anti psychotics didn't...
    NotApplicable NotApplicable
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Aug 4, 2014

    I really don't want to know what my mind is

    repressing, hiding from me. It's hidden for a reason. I don't want to feel anymore pain. Is anyone else here feel like this? I don't know if I have DID but my shrink says I have some dissociative disorder.
    NotApplicable NotApplicable
    22-25, F
    Aug 5, 2014

    Did Is Very Similar To My "symptoms" But Not Exact

    i know nobody can diagnose me or anything, but i'm trying to figure out what's going on with me. if anybody can help me out with this or tell me if there's some other disorder that better fits me that i could look into, it'd be much appreciated. from reading some stuff about DID...
    spidersmalls spidersmalls
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Sep 23, 2012

    Well, starting off as I saw around.

    It started when I was a kid, I didn't have an abusive family, but I was diagnosed with ADHD, and the medicine worked, so I assume that it was an accurate diagnosis. But my dad left my family and my mom was at work all the time. When I was alone at the house for hours at a time I...
    Ozoi Ozoi
    18-21, M
    1 Response Mar 4, 2014

    I was diagnosed with DDNOS.

    ..this is my experience of it and my parts. EMOTIONAL PARTS: Emil: Age-13-17. Male? Skinny (possibly anorexic tendencies). Brown hair, emo style-short. Wears a lot of black clothes, punk/emo, black eyeliner, eyeshadow. Hates glasses. This person seems to have a lot of symptoms...
    TheCynicalOne TheCynicalOne
    22-25, F
    1 Response May 13, 2015

    Not Quite Sure

    Hi there. I'm not really sure if I have this disorder, but I need a place to try and figure things out. I am having a really rough time piecing together my past. I'm not really sure who I am right in this moment. This past month is somewhat of a blur. I go to college out of state...
    callmej callmej
    18-21
    Sep 30, 2012

    Dissociative Identity Disorder - Not Sure If Have It, But Have A Great Chance

    I don't know, how long I have dissociative identity disorder, but I realized it just now. When I was child it didn't matter, because1. I thought everyone thinks like me (I have another personality in me)2. If I told anyone they thought I play.But it's getting worse. I started to...
    blu3d3stroy3r blu3d3stroy3r
    13-15
    4 Responses May 14, 2012

    What I Can Remember

    Much of my life is missing. I suppose I could blame it all on my mother, but I'm tired of blaming. I'm tired of too much in life, but that's another story for another time. Right now what I want, or what I need is help or at least an opinion. I am 18 and living on my own. I am...
    Mindy723 Mindy723
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Dec 11, 2010

    Yay Doctors!

    one of the few people who like to go to the doctors, the only real reason is because our father (someone who in which we trust much more than our mother) suggested we could tell our doctor ANY problems. I insist on taking this opportunity by the throat and using it to my full...
    ThoseInterpreted ThoseInterpreted
    13-15, F
    1 Response Jan 6, 2013

    I Think I Have It Or Im Just Crazy I Dont Know

    hi im 16 years old and im a male. I have been diagnosed with ADD, Bipolar disorder, i have very bad Anxiety and "mild" Schizophrenia... and yeah i know what your thinking... i sound like a complete crazy person but im not! anyways When i was younger i had many imaginary friends...
    AssembledAsOne AssembledAsOne
    18-21
    May 23, 2013

    Im Not Sure But I Think I May Have This Disorder

    Okay it started on the summer right before freshmen year. I was working on ideas for a book and I did a lot of research and found dissociative identity disorder. Well as I started working on the book I had dreams. Dreams that I had other personalities and it really creeped me...
    jpar jpar
    16-17, M
    1 Response Apr 17, 2010

    Jazz Or Rae. Who The Hell Are You?

    Not only do i get random messages from numbers asking for "rae' or "raechel", i lose track of time. And i mean like, chunks of time. I wont know whats going on or how i got where i was at. I do things that i would never do. I find things with "rae" signed on them, random objects...
    monsterwithinme monsterwithinme
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 25, 2012

    I'm So Lost And Scared Right Now.

    Sometimes, random times, I hear yelling, more like scolding, going on in my head. I can't comprehend what the heck they are saying, but it's there. and when it happens, its like i get an adrenaline rush or something, i do stuff faster, i think faster, if im playing video games...
    tauredhiel tauredhiel
    13-15, F
    1 Response Dec 6, 2012

    Been Wondering For Awhile

    I'm not ready to write out a book about my life... just joining this site today and reading through some posts has my head pounding. I've noticed that tends to happen when I start to research DID and abuse... I start to dissociate, I feel like I get this tunnel vision and I'm...
    AngelsWings1976 AngelsWings1976
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Nov 4, 2012

    Unhelpful Evidence

    I always knew i wasn't like other children, mostly because I just acted differently in situations. I also knew I was rather forgetful of nearly everything I do. (I've asked the same person how they were today 4 times in thirty minutes) I honestly never thought anything like this...
    ThoseInterpreted ThoseInterpreted
    13-15, F
    3 Responses Apr 30, 2012

    To Start At The Beginning

    I've lived in much confusion throughout my life, it's quite previlent in my life actually. I believe it'd be better to start at the beginning, if it's so possible. I was born in 1996, which means I'm very young, so young that many call me a liar, a lost teen looking for an...
    ThoseInterpreted ThoseInterpreted
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Nov 5, 2012
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