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I Think I Suffer From Cyclothymia

A milder case of bipolar. http://www.cyclothymiacollective.com, http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cyclothymia 21 People

    Sad, Mad, And A Little Bit Of Crazy

    I am a teenage girl looking for advice. I live with only my mother who doesn't believe in mental disorders. About a year and a half ago my mother suddenly out of the blue decided to move us 1000 miles away from home. Over the first year I started to lightly develop some bizarre...
    Beautyisinme Beautyisinme 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 29, 2013

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    Lots Faster Than Bi-polar

    I go up and down a lot faster than the typical definition of bi-polar... My doctor has not diagnosed this, I dont think there is a questionaire that fits....Red Wine has helped me with less side effects than meds.
    MISTRESSROXY MISTRESSROXY 36-40, F 3 Responses Mar 25, 2009

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    Im Not Sure If My Symptoms Match...

    Okay im not looking to be diagnosed on here but merely for some advice. I have know there to be something wrong with me and my mood swings. My new therapist has said exactly the words that I have cyclical mood changes where my moods go up and down, up and down, even by the...
    bubblegum84 bubblegum84 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 22, 2010

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    I haven't been properly diagnosed

    but it lots of research on the internet and in books about symptoms and I have pretty much all of them. I tried talking to my parents but they said I am fine and just dismissed it. My friends don't know anything about it, no one at school I can go to. I've been sad, upset...
    BlueMoon797 BlueMoon797 13-15, F 2 Responses May 14

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    You may mess up, but you are not a mess up. You may make a mistake, but you are not a mistake. You may screw up, but you are not a screw up. You may fail, but you...
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    Wow I didn't realize this many people experience it. I used to think I was haunted or something before I knew what it was. I'd always feel like this evil presence was standing over...
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    Growing up in my household, my parents always argued and my dad was really horrible so I would always make an escape in daydreaming. As I grew up, I dated celebrities and other...
    lovelyann lovelyann 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 3

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    I can't get over him. I can't stop thinking about him. I wish I could just forget the past year. Forget him. Forget it all. Erase everything from my memory. Stop feeling...
    Miranda240 Miranda240 26-30, F Dec 9

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    "Suffering"? No, not really. Clinically depressed, but never feel it. It doesn't make sense. These stupid humans do know what the **** they are talking about.
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