I Think I Was Created to Be Alone Forever

The more I try to understand my loneliness the more I realize that I'm destined to be in this state. 744 People

    Does anyone feel like they have a difficult

    time connecting with others? I never really "click" with anyone. I dunno? Just wondering.
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Jan 5, 2016

    Human Nature

    I've always been a loner by nature, and the truth is I love being on my own.  But human nature is a tricky thing and I find myself longing for someone to be with every now and then, even if I hate to admit it myself. Being gay doesnt make this easier, with all the homophobia...
    Strictmachine Strictmachine
    22-25, M
    4 Responses Jan 8, 2008

    Simply Alone

    I don’t know why I feel this way. As though I will be alone forever. It seems like there is no other way. If you choose to be with someone, you are giving up all your freedom, all your hopes, dreams and potential. You have to choose to take a chance that is not...
    stormynightsky stormynightsky
    22-25, F
    18 Responses Mar 5, 2009
    tmac7318 tmac7318
    18-21, M
    Oct 28, 2015

    And interesting enough,

    I am beginning to be OK with it.
    notthis78 notthis78
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Nov 18, 2015

    It's weird, I had a dream yesterday I actually

    had a boyfriend. It felt so real. Unfortunately, I woke up. Of course it was a dream, who would want me. A loser. I feel so lonely living with a couple & wishing I could have what they have. I'm 20 & I don't understand why I haven't had at least ONE boyfriend in my whole life...
    IntrovertedHuman IntrovertedHuman
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 31, 2014

    Flaws In Design

    I am single. Some days that is okay. On a good day, I think that I may not have room for someone else in my life. I think of all the things I want to do, because life is boundless. Not only do I have survival to be concerned about, there are so many things I want to try and all...
    lolasinn7 lolasinn7
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Jun 4, 2010

    There are 761 other people in this group

    who know exactly how you feel. So really, you're not alone. Help each other out.
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    1 Response Apr 17, 2016

    Alone, But Not Lonely

    I like my own company. I'm happy when I am alone - it's when I have to interact with people that I start getting annoyed, irritated and generally p!ssed off. I don't have any close friends, although I know many, many people. Friendship is just not worth the effort in my opinion...
    LunarFelis LunarFelis
    26-30, F
    1 Response Feb 16, 2013

    Unworthy- I've never made being in a

    relationship a priority. I spend most of my time alone. even as a kid, I had no problem being by myself. I suppose it's because I was forced to fend for myself most of the time since my parents weren't around very often. my mom was either cheating on my dad or out partying, and...
    addictionbarbie addictionbarbie
    22-25, F
    1 Response Mar 19, 2014

    I feel like I was sent here on earth simply to

    observe and never engage. I don't fit in anywhere with anyone. I've felt this way my entire life. I never have been able to just have fun and live life and be "lost in the moment". My life is cold and empty. I question my existence everyday.
    TheFreeSpirit TheFreeSpirit
    2 Responses Oct 16, 2014
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    Oct 20, 2015

    I honestly don't have anyone in my corner.

    It's been tearing me apart for years now, but right now, I think I'm okay. I'm starting to expect it, and I'm becoming more and more numb. I don't feel sad anymore when people leave. Ultimately, it's unhealthy for me to feel so broken up over every loss and lack of something. I...
    DevilDollie DevilDollie
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jan 4, 2015

    :( I'm forever alone

    and single and no one responds to my texts and I'm ignored :(
    DubstepNoLife DubstepNoLife
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Jun 12, 2015

    Why am i lonely all the time?

    I mean at school everyone, i mean everyone, has at least someone to hang out with. Why cant i at least have one person to hang out with? Ever since high school started, it's like I'm the one in that class who always sits in the corner...and I hate it when the teacher says to...
    Conrad219 Conrad219
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Sep 5, 2014

    I don't fit in anywhere,

    not in the country where I was born and not anywhere else. Why do I have to make the first move to meet someone? why doesn't someone make an effort to get to know me? even when I almost kill myself from the pressure of anxiety to at least introduce myself, they answer simply and...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Apr 4, 2015
    scoobyt scoobyt
    22-25, M
    Nov 19, 2015

    Recently, my best friend been hanging out with

    her other "best friend", and almost never talk/hang out again. Everytime I have a best friend or targeting someone to be my friend, someone is trying to block and steal my friendship. I always want to stay as a best friend for her even if our class separated, but no, my...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Sep 23, 2015

    I Should've Known This From The Start - It Has Been Written Down That I'm Destined To Be Alone Forever.

    Along with my other stories, please do excuse, I am a mistress of grammar failure (I do get clumsy at how to use past and presents). When that's out of the way, let's get to the case...(I do apologize for writing an "essay", seems I have more to say that I thought). I don't know...
    Pygmyink Pygmyink
    31-35, F
    1 Response Nov 1, 2012

    Sometimes I wish I was dead

    and I want it to happen soon...
    heavydutyfoo heavydutyfoo
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Feb 6, 2015

    I'm always alone since childhood.

    ..that child you saw in the corner everyone avoiding your reading his sorrows since I was brought into this world I've accepted the fact that I will be alone I accepted it at such a young age by how much ppl stared at me with disgusted looks as they do now the bullying not only...
    heavydutyfoo heavydutyfoo
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Feb 4, 2015

    I Often Think I Am Destined to Be Alone

    I think there are people who were created to be alone for their whole lives.  I wish I knew the statistics on how many people live and die alone.  I can't help but think with my combination of looks and social anxiety, that God has designed me to be one of those...
    shygirl14 shygirl14
    26-30, F
    23 Responses Sep 28, 2009

    Not So Much Created As Grown Into It.

    I don't think I was born to be alone, per se. Some of us truly are natural hermits. We have no need nor want for companionship. Our comfort and solace and joy is completely self-contained. That's not me. I quite like (some) humans. But over the years, of perpetually being on...
    TheTardyDodo TheTardyDodo
    31-35, M
    3 Responses Jun 23, 2007

    Born into a large family,

    being the second youngest. Of course I'm the quiet one. The rest of my family is so outgoing. When I was abandoned by my mom when I was 6, I knew I will always be forever alone. My sisters don't want to hang out with me, I grew up with my brothers. After my older brother...
    yumemi yumemi
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Jul 31, 2015

    I have always thought

    that I would be alone forever and that I don't have a soulmate
    GuardianFireWolf GuardianFireWolf
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Jun 13, 2015

    Me Too....

    Sometimes I think the world is real ugly from what I seen but I know its not like that and things always get better I used to go by this line we came in this world alone so we will live this world alone but im starting to realize theres more to it than this narraisitic qoute but...
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 3, 2010

    Life Is Very Long When You're Lonely...

    I See No Evidence To The Contrary... I was born alone and everyone dies alone. All of my blood siblings are dead and my chosen ones are unreachable without a monetary miracle. You can't die with someone, they can't join you in your unique mortality experience, can they? You...
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Nov 2, 2010
    walkawayifyoudontlikeme walkawayifyoudontlikeme
    31-35, F
    1 Response Feb 26, 2016

    but also help the people in need,

    my only passion is helping and caring about the life on earth, and im okay with being alone if i'm making the world a better place. :)
    tmac7318 tmac7318
    18-21, M
    1 Response Aug 16, 2014

    Probably the best for me.

    Relationships don't work for me I see and I'm just not fit to deal with others.. I keep trying and doesn't work.
    EternityF EternityF
    26-30, F
    Feb 26, 2016

    I Was Just Thinking This Tonight

    This group describes so perfectly how I feel most of the time. Generally I can deal with this thought, but sometimes it becomes a bit too much and I get lonely and emotional. I don't do well in friendships, let alone relationships. I seem to expect too much when someone tells me...
    Melody08 Melody08
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Feb 17, 2009

    Considering a week ago a man twice my age told

    me twice he wanted to take me out tonight, and I accepted because, well, no one has offered to take me out before, I still sit here at home alone. I saw him yesterday and the day before and he made no mention of tonight. He has not called either. Perhaps he asked me out when he...
    UglyBetsy UglyBetsy
    36-40, F
    4 Responses Nov 29, 2014

    I suddenly realized that I am having one date

    with a young woman every six months and it entails a lot of physical intimacy. Only problem is it's my dental hygienist.
    tastyfrzz tastyfrzz
    56-60, M
    Apr 17, 2016

    A Lonely Life!!

    i often find it very ironic when it comes to my own way of thinking, cos when im alone, im kinda happy, but very lonely, and crave intimacy and someone to love, and someone to spend the rest of my life with, but when im out and about trying to socialise a little and so on, all i...
    cowshed123 cowshed123
    36-40, M
    3 Responses May 5, 2011

    It you can be comfortable alone,

    you can be comfortable anywhere. We are conditioned into dependence. Learn to live and think for yourselves.
    Cl0ud Cl0ud
    22-25, M
    1 Response May 6, 2014

    Frankly I don't know

    for sure why I was created I just know that being alone seems to be my life story so i will continue that path I have given up completely on relationships that are always dead ends it is much safer and much easier to be alone and I know when I die again I will be alone that is...
    Anonymouse2016 Anonymouse2016
    Feb 26, 2016

    I don't trust anyone.

    I've been told by people to not trust even my best friend. I only have two friends. But deep down there's something I feel that's out of place. I feel like no one can really understands me. I always feel alone. I know that my mom and grandma are the only genuine people I know...
    JaineDoh JaineDoh
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 27, 2015
    o3118152 o3118152
    26-30, M
    Oct 9, 2014

    Testimony Of Jesus | What He Has Done For Me

    Through some circumstances and situations life started falling apart i think from when i was 14, i tried telling my family this problem but i was mocked if i remember correctly, as the years went on the problem intensified, i got bitter, angry and hated everyone and everything, i...
    chafesuka chafesuka
    Jun 19, 2012

    Everyone I get close to rejects me.

    Not once have I been Someone's first choice, and I don't think I ever will be.
    deleted deleted
    Apr 30, 2015

    Can We Really Fight Destiny?

    Personally, I don't think we can. Or at least I can't.As far as I can remember (Year 2), I just stayed at home and did my homework.So did everyone else.Flash forward 8 years.Everyone hangs out. They have parties, friends, the whole package.And I'm stuck at home doing my homework...
    Trogdor7620 Trogdor7620
    Dec 9, 2011

    I can only say I don't think.

    ..I know.It's my job to know and teach, and nothing else, not being happy or having a normal life. I never asked for much, a roof over my head, a meal at least once a day, someone to love...that's too much though, isn't it?Tomorrow will be another day of the same.
    ozms13X ozms13X
    36-40, M
    1 Response Jun 10, 2015

    Myself As An Obstacle

    Relationships haven't worked out for me and as a defense mechanism I developed this thought.  I rationalized all of the problems I have had with this idea that "i was meant to be single forever."  Its a way for me to come to terms that I have not met the right...
    reachin4goals reachin4goals
    31-35, F
    1 Response Aug 2, 2007

    I feel like I'm supposed to be alone.

    I don't get upset or depressed over it, I just don't think I could possibly get along with other members of the human race. At a young age, I was much more mature and... Well... Smarter. Nowadays I'm feeling like I'm supposed to be independent...
    BrickTheWolf BrickTheWolf
    16-17, F
    Apr 1, 2014
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