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I Think I Was Raped

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    Why Did This happen - OK so I'm going to try and make this short I wan a little kid when my father went to jail I was probably at least 7 or 8 and my mom had a new boyfriend who...
    why6 why6 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 28, 2013

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    Not A Victim - I'm looking for an unbiased opinion. Earlier this summer I was out drinking with a couple of my friends. I blacked out and don't remember much of that night or the...
    ChristinaEee ChristinaEee 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 18, 2013

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    All in all, my first three secrets lead up to how I feel now... What I think I know now. I still go back and forth with if what happened was my fault or that no, I didn't deserve...
    littlelostsoul12 littlelostsoul12 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 3

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    When I was 18 and I believe still in highschool, I went to visit my cousin at her new apartment. She and her boyfriend allowed me to drink and I smoked a blunt with them that I did...
    r3volution r3volution 26-30, F Mar 10

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    Confusion - I don't know what really happened. Everything was normal and fine. I recently broke up with my boyfriend and a lot of things were crashing down on me, I lost so many...
    garod1733 garod1733 22-25, F Sep 7, 2013

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    Lately I have been having very vivid nightmares and severe panic attacks. These started last year when my health teacher told us about peoples ability to repress painful memories...
    lydia9997 lydia9997 16-17, F Mar 15

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    That Night - I woke up in the morning with a big headache. I look around and see Im on the floor. Naked. With dry, white crusty stuff all over me. I slowly get up and walk over to...
    yeahbuddy676 yeahbuddy676 16-17, F May 21, 2012

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    The Journey. - After writing my first post, it got me thinking about how i ended up in that situation in the first place.. was it my fault i chose to hang around with that sort of...
    NJMH NJMH 18-21, F Oct 16, 2013

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    She Raped Me And Is Now Pregnant - A few months ago an ex girlfriend and I crossed paths at a local gas station. We are cordial to each other, things just didn't work while we were...
    auniqueaddressis auniqueaddressis 31-35, M Aug 20, 2013

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    I used to have casual sex with this guy about a year ago. We were friends as well so I would come over to do hw or just to talk as well. One night I came over and I slept over and...
    livefree493 livefree493 18-21, F Mar 3

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    8 Years Ago... - I was 19 at the time and a huge party girl. I was a freshman and lived on campus at a University in Mid Michigan. I had started drinking before we even left for...
    JaneyS JaneyS 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 28, 2012

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    Lost My Magic - It was just this past Monday on April 8th. I was hanging out with my friend josh. It had just been his 21st birthday so he had a lot of bottles left over from his...
    hokulani22 hokulani22 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 11, 2013

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    When I was 18 years old, I was raped. I have never really spoken of it before. One night, after the bar, completely intoxicated, me and my friend met a couple of English men. We...
    mitted mitted 18-21, F 6 Responses Mar 22

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    I was raped by a friend of the family 3 years ago...he was giving me a ride home but instead he drove to a field away from the road and started raping me...he then ****** me and...
    RedHeadBeauty123 RedHeadBeauty123 16-17, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    i was raped recently and i still havent told anyone except the nurse at the hospital in hopes i would report but i couldnt. ive been going throught ptsd and im scared ill never be...
    miamine miamine 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 25

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    I never share this but i was raped awhile ago but i'm really scared all the time but i hide it and i have nightmares bout it. I need someone who went through what i have
    unlovedone9 unlovedone9 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 26

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    I was raped three years ago by a good friend. I can't help but feel scared of men. I don't know what to do.
    scoutharper scoutharper 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    My first boyfriend raped me. And it's been almost 2 years since it happened and I tell everyone I'm okay. And for the longest time I had myself fooled too. A few months ago, it...
    fobaholic627 fobaholic627 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    This all happened about 5 years ago. It was like 12:00am and I was sleeping. I woke up because I could hear my big brother walking to my bedroom. I pretended I was asleep so he...
    Ella09098 Ella09098 22-25, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    It happened again.. I can't believe it. I seem to be a magnet for these people. Do I look like a sl*t or wh*re or something? It seems like it sometimes.. It happened two weeks ago...
    livelaughlove2904 livelaughlove2904 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 20

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    I was sexually assaulted by a family member. It put a huge impact on my life. I can't forgive them and I feel like I'm the one to blame.
    raykay1998 raykay1998 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 19

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    Lately, I find myself in that place again. I can feel it. I can hear them. I just picture myself begging her to wake up. Crying her name. And she doesn't move. I begged her for...
    mitted mitted 18-21, F 8 Responses Mar 24

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    Has anyone had a boyfriend, friend or spouse that does things that may cause triggering? How did you handle talking to them about it? As people can probably tell my other stories I...
    funsnowgal funsnowgal 22-25, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I married a rape victim and wasn't told about it for almost 10 years. Trying to be supportive but still reeling from comprehending how much it has affected me.
    durachoks durachoks 31-35, M 1 day ago

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    Best player I ever saw was George Brett. Best player of all time Babe Ruth.
    johnny048 johnny048 46-50, M 5 days ago

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    I can't sleep in my room tonight too scared
    dunwitdis dunwitdis 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 22

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    The fact has become more apparent. If my dad wakes me up unexpectedly I get scared my little dog kicked my shoulder lightly and I woke up all horrified. There's something with loud...
    WhitePetalDaisy WhitePetalDaisy 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Me ex boyfriend and I were hanging out. Kissing here and there like we always did. But this time he slowly worked his way on top of me. He's a wrester and very strong- so no matter...
    AshleaHuff AshleaHuff 13-15, F 3 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    Hi, it's Dakota again. I've already told my story of being raped by my uncle and three strange men last summer, just after I turned 14. One of the men was killed in a bad drug deal...
    mouthdakota mouthdakota 18-21, M 12 Responses Apr 4

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    Hi, it's Dakota again. I've already told my story of being raped by my uncle and three strange men last summer, just after I turned 14. One of the men was killed in a bad drug deal...
    mouthdakota mouthdakota 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 4

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    Hi, it's Dakota again. I've already told my story of being raped by my uncle and three strange men last summer, just after I turned 14. One of the men was killed in a bad drug deal...
    mouthdakota mouthdakota 18-21, M Apr 4

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    Hi, it's Dakota again. I've already told my story of being raped by my uncle and three strange men last summer, just after I turned 14. One of the men was killed in a bad drug deal...
    mouthdakota mouthdakota 18-21, M 10 Responses Apr 4

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    At that age of thirteen I was raped by 'my best friend' or so I thought...I was at a party and just thought I was having harmless fun, he offered my one drink and before you knew...
    CharleighBrazil CharleighBrazil 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 24

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    I was raped by my step dad's friends son and it had a baby and now everyone makes fun of me and calls me name and I have less friends my real dad can't take care of the baby when I...
    breanna321 breanna321 13-15, F 3 Responses Mar 30

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    A year ago last weeked marks the day I was raped. My anxiety has been increasing as the date grows near
    Ellebasor Ellebasor 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 8

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    I was raped when I was 6 and the guy now lives down the street from me. and my bus stop is his driveway
    megggannn megggannn 16-17, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    So this is my first experience on here, over the summer I was raped by my 45 year old cousin. I just turned 16. I think about it every day but I don't want to tell anybody I know...
    CydneyGarrett CydneyGarrett 16-17, F 4 Responses Mar 22

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    My name is Dakota. I'm 14. I'm a victim of sexual abuse. I'm overcoming this trauma one day at a time. I'm learning to trust again. If you want to know my back story, please read...
    mouthdakota mouthdakota 18-21, M 4 Responses Mar 22

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    My name is Dakota. I'm 14. I'm a victim of sexual abuse. I'm overcoming this trauma one day at a time. I'm learning to trust again. If you want to know my back story, please read...
    mouthdakota mouthdakota 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 22

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    My name is Dakota. I'm 14. I'm a victim of sexual abuse. I'm overcoming this trauma one day at a time. I'm learning to trust again. If you want to know my back story, please read...
    mouthdakota mouthdakota 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 22

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    My name is Dakota. I'm 14. I'm a victim of sexual abuse. I'm overcoming this trauma one day at a time. I'm learning to trust again. If you want to know my back story, please read...
    mouthdakota mouthdakota 18-21, M 5 Responses Mar 22

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    My dad was and still is the most important person to me. Hes the only one who really cares about me and what happens to me. My mom wishes she never had me, my brother and sister...
    noone447 noone447 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 17

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    I've been sexually abused by my uncle and my grandfather both different days,thank god I wasnt raped, but there was a lot of fingering and as a little kid it hurt so bad,my uncle...
    Score16 Score16 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    I was sexually abused by my older brother and was raped by my two cousin when I was a little girl from that day till now I wish I wasn't here in this world n I still wonder in...
    ezzyrock ezzyrock 13-15, F 4 Responses Mar 30

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    What I feel comes from a different place than my thoughts . . .. from my body and my heart my feelings evolve and change My mind is not a place of feeling. I dont 'think' my...
    dispossessed dispossessed 46-50, F 2 Responses Apr 5

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    My boyfriend cheated on me last year. Long story short, he slept with her in our flat, in our bed I should say, and I found out the next day when I found him hypo-glycemic. That...
    Jenezebel Jenezebel 22-25, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    It used to happen to me often. The worst I think was when I walked into the room of a colleague to ask a question and then had no idea of why I was there. Not only did I forget the...
    Rusham Rusham 66-70, M 1 Response Mar 19

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    Besides my family and two other people that I have told, this is my first time telling this story. I was very hesitant about posting this story but I feel like by expressing how I...
    Skinnylove29 Skinnylove29 18-21, F Mar 27

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    I feel helpless and weak. I have been raped. I now live in fear. The person who raped me shares a house with me. She was my sister, and I loved her to death, and I thought she felt...
    ZC343454 ZC343454 18-21, M 3 Responses Mar 20

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    First time I met him, I thought he was the sweetest guy ever... we had fun, he treated me with the greatest respect.... Soon after he became telling me what to wear, how to act...
    Samysam Samysam 22-25, F 8 hrs ago

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    I just read a story here on ep about a little girl wanting to have an older man to be his daddys good girl.. i dk if this girl is a real girl and sheh just 13. Im thinking what...
    iloveAdamL iloveAdamL 70+ 1 Response Mar 31

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