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I Think I Was Raped

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    Why Did This happen

    OK so I'm going to try and make this short I wan a little kid when my father went to jail I was probably at least 7 or 8 and my mom had a new boyfriend who lived with us I had two more sisters and a little brother and we all lived in an apartment with my grandmother at the time...
    why6 why6 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 28, 2013

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    That Night

    I woke up in the morning with a big headache. I look around and see Im on the floor. Naked. With dry, white crusty stuff all over me. I slowly get up and walk over to the bathroom. I look at the sink and see a video camera. I open it and press play. I see me sitting on the couch...
    yeahbuddy676 yeahbuddy676 16-17, F May 21, 2012

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    She Raped Me And Is Now Pregnant

    A few months ago an ex girlfriend and I crossed paths at a local gas station. We are cordial to each other, things just didn't work while we were together. I moved on and have been married for a few years. Because we were good friends we went out for a bite and had a couple of...
    auniqueaddressis auniqueaddressis 31-35, M Aug 20, 2013

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    Not A Victim

    I'm looking for an unbiased opinion. Earlier this summer I was out drinking with a couple of my friends. I blacked out and don't remember much of that night or the next morning. I was told later that I left with a guy I didn't know, and my body was telling me that I had had sex...
    ChristinaEee ChristinaEee 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 18, 2013

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    When I was 18 and I believe still in highschool,

    I went to visit my cousin at her new apartment. She and her boyfriend allowed me to drink and I smoked a blunt with them that I did not know was laced with something other than marijuana (crack or cocaine, I believe). There was another young man there. I remember at one point...
    r3volution r3volution 26-30, F Mar 10

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    Lost My Magic

    It was just this past Monday on April 8th. I was hanging out with my friend josh. It had just been his 21st birthday so he had a lot of bottles left over from his party. So we went to this beach parking lot and started drinking. I didn't think much about the situation, I mean...
    hokulani22 hokulani22 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 11, 2013

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    Lately I have been having very vivid nightmares

    and severe panic attacks. These started last year when my health teacher told us about peoples ability to repress painful memories. I think it was either a man in my family, one of my moms ex boyfriends or one of my old babysitters. My mom had me when she was in her early 20's...
    lydia9997 lydia9997 16-17, F Mar 15

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    Confusion

    I don't know what really happened. Everything was normal and fine. I recently broke up with my boyfriend and a lot of things were crashing down on me, I lost so many friends because of rumors and lies these two girls made up. I lost a lot of things and Kevin, was the only person...
    garod1733 garod1733 22-25, F Sep 7, 2013

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    I used to have casual sex with this guy about a

    year ago. We were friends as well so I would come over to do hw or just to talk as well. One night I came over and I slept over and he kept trying to have sex with me. I kept saying no and pushing him away but he would hold me down. I remember fighting then just giving up...
    livefree493 livefree493 18-21, F Mar 3

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    All in all, my first three secrets lead up to

    how I feel now... What I think I know now. I still go back and forth with if what happened was my fault or that no, I didn't deserve it and it wasn't my fault. Either way, what happened happened... And it wasn't right. And it's left me... Overwhelmed with this sadness. I want to...
    littlelostsoul12 littlelostsoul12 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 3

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    The Journey.

    After writing my first post, it got me thinking about how i ended up in that situation in the first place.. was it my fault i chose to hang around with that sort of peer group, or was i just so desperate for friendship and attention? After falling in love with Glen; a guy from...
    NJMH NJMH 18-21, F Oct 16, 2013

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    This is new for me, since i've never told

    anyone about this experience. When i was 15, me and my friend snuck out to go to this guys house who lived in the neighborhood down the road. I was very young and had never drank before, but when i got there they had a bottle of vodka. These boys were about a year older than me...
    unsureandcurious unsureandcurious 18-21 Apr 24

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    8 Years Ago...

    I was 19 at the time and a huge party girl. I was a freshman and lived on campus at a University in Mid Michigan. I had started drinking before we even left for the party, so I was probably already 6 shots deep, could have been more, I don't remember really. I do remember that...
    JaneyS JaneyS 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 28, 2012

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    I was raped. I've reported it. I haven't heard anything in what seems like weeks. I wish I could kill him. He DESERVES it. He doesn't deserve jail or prison. He deserves a bullet...
    Riku3323 Riku3323 18-21, F 4 Responses Jul 11

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    I was raped from when I was 3 to 13 I don't know how to have healthy relationships with people or food because I never lived without sex in my life and my family don't know and I...
    icesee813 icesee813 16-17, F 4 days ago

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    Okay so I've been on here a while and I think I finally feel comfortable sharing my story. I lived with my uncle most of my life, from age 6 to age 17. I never felt comfortable...
    anonymous2396 anonymous2396 18-21, M 4 Responses Jul 10

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    I am currently 14, When I was about four I lost my mom in a vicious custody battle. I lived with my dad and did not see my mom at all. I met my grandparents a while before i lost...
    RayneZ RayneZ 13-15, F 5 Responses Jul 11

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    I had been with my boyfriend for over 6 months. All was good. We had fun together, made the effort to save our money for holidays. We gave each other everything and did everything...
    taya31 taya31 16-17, F 6 Responses Jul 2

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    I grew up in a country setting when I went to beauty school I was 15 on ROP. I made friends with older girls in bad neighborhoods. I got to spend the night at Sherrys home. My dad...
    JMay1994 JMay1994 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 8

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    When I was younger (7) my cousin (9) began molesting me. He would do it every time I went over to my aunt aka his mothers house. My family are pretty close, and so I went there...
    loudd03 loudd03 13-15, F 5 Responses Jul 18

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    i can hardly even think about it without crying. I feel it now. The hot tears running down my face. Ill have to hide it. From my parents. From my friends. From everyone. This is...
    cloakedgarden cloakedgarden 13-15, F 4 Responses Jul 5

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    I've been reading many of these stories and my heart has absolutely broken. Please, please if you are raped or abused I am asking you to please call the police. It's not something...
    mandamooki mandamooki 16-17, F 4 Responses Jul 19

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    Me and my family were camping a few weeks ago. My cousin got drunk and we were laying on the beach and he tried putting his hand down my pants but I told him no and he stopped for...
    haileemattis haileemattis 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    It's all I can think about. Every moment of every day. It happened over 4 years ago. Why can't I move on?! :'(
    ashdavenport ashdavenport 18-21, F 8 Responses Jun 29

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    It was almost 2 years ago. I was a little drunk at a small gathering then two boys came in that we didn't invite. Constantly asked them to leave but they didn't. I was taken into a...
    hdrvhkj hdrvhkj 18-21, F 4 Responses Jul 13

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    I was 15 at the time, my friends and I always tried to sneak alcohol from the local supermarket, I wont say which one for privacy purposes. Anyway, we were organizing a party, it...
    50shadesofstrangle 50shadesofstrangle 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 16

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    I was 12 when my brother first started raping me and he punched me and I was knocked out and he must of drugged me, cause I could feel the pain but not do anything and he was just...
    AAmmyyPPiiee AAmmyyPPiiee 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I only remembered this in the last few months, I got a conviction against my main abuser years ago but in may I remembered my main abuser's brother raping me when I was 3-4 years...
    claireoblast claireoblast 31-35, F Jul 14

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    one of them came back i sat up as he approached and he held his palms out in submission im sorry for what happened he said my mum is a nurse let me help you i live just...
    christinemelody christinemelody 56-60, T 2 Responses Jul 8

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    I really need a boyfriend there for me when I wake up in the middle of the night scared and be there to comfort me so I am not scared anymore
    AAmmyyPPiiee AAmmyyPPiiee 13-15, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I still cry about it sometimes, when Im alone and when I think about it. I feel so stupid. Just stupid. When I was 15, this sick horrible man walked into my life, he was 25 years...
    bteddy bteddy 16-17, F 2 days ago

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    I feel ugly ... I have since I was raped 4 years ago.. And I just don't know how to even fix my mind set... I feel like I'm just useless and worthless ... Yes that's me .. And like...
    XooLilBarbieXoo XooLilBarbieXoo 26-30, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    My dad ties me up and touches me sexually And I was raped at 13 years old
    himynameishikari himynameishikari 16-17, F 6 Responses Jul 14

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    It's like eating a Pizza... You enjoy the first few bites as they're always the best, the deeper you get you realise it's getting shorter and you take your last few bites and wish...
    AnonymousTony AnonymousTony 18-21, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    My dad committed suicide when I was 3yrs old, that was when my life changed. There was 4 children that went down to 2 as my mum said she could not bring up all of us. One sister...
    vampirish vampirish 46-50, F 3 Responses Jul 19

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    Michael91142 Michael91142 70+, M 27 mins ago

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    Im not sure if i will use EP more in the future. I met many nice people, but i also met creepy people. What i mean with being "creepy", i explain that to you. Someone commented on...
    angel8i angel8i 31-35, F 1 hr ago

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    When I was young, around seven or eight I was taking swimming lessons at the local YMCA. The instructor, who was in her mid twenties, was making us do this exercise where you had...
    Soccer127 Soccer127 18-21, M 48 mins ago

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    I don't know what I am. But I know I'm not normal. I have always had temper problems it's something that I guess runs in my family. In the past couple years this anger though has...
    Jfrob96 Jfrob96 18-21, M 42 mins ago

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    Think it's about time I post this :S. Please do not judge me this is veryyyyyyyyy hard for me. I know it's long sorry ha. About 2 years ago when I was 13/14 (underage and a minor...
    lela201465 lela201465 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 7

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    I just wear them because I like to... I don't feel the pressure to be or act like a woman to feel sexy wearing a bikini. I hope more men can agree and we can just move on, because...
    WedgeHeelsRock WedgeHeelsRock 36-40, M 1 hr ago

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    ruizr302 ruizr302 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 29

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