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I Think I Was Raped

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    When I was 13 (18 now) I was living in an

    abusive home, was in a deep depression, and partied to drown out the world I was living in. I ended up throwing a party with my friend (let's call him John) to try to get back with my ex. When the party started, I started drinking. 1/3 of a bottle of Kentucky Deluxe and an empty...
    PaigeTurner96 PaigeTurner96 18-21 Aug 27

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    8 Years Ago...

    I was 19 at the time and a huge party girl. I was a freshman and lived on campus at a University in Mid Michigan. I had started drinking before we even left for the party, so I was probably already 6 shots deep, could have been more, I don't remember really. I do remember that...
    JaneyS JaneyS 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 28, 2012

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    This is new for me, since i've never told

    anyone about this experience. When i was 15, me and my friend snuck out to go to this guys house who lived in the neighborhood down the road. I was very young and had never drank before, but when i got there they had a bottle of vodka. These boys were about a year older than me...
    unsureandcurious unsureandcurious 18-21 Apr 24

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    Lost My Magic

    It was just this past Monday on April 8th. I was hanging out with my friend josh. It had just been his 21st birthday so he had a lot of bottles left over from his party. So we went to this beach parking lot and started drinking. I didn't think much about the situation, I mean...
    hokulani22 hokulani22 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 11, 2013

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    Confusion

    I don't know what really happened. Everything was normal and fine. I recently broke up with my boyfriend and a lot of things were crashing down on me, I lost so many friends because of rumors and lies these two girls made up. I lost a lot of things and Kevin, was the only person...
    garod1733 garod1733 22-25, F Sep 7, 2013

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    Not A Victim

    I'm looking for an unbiased opinion. Earlier this summer I was out drinking with a couple of my friends. I blacked out and don't remember much of that night or the next morning. I was told later that I left with a guy I didn't know, and my body was telling me that I had had sex...
    ChristinaEee ChristinaEee 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 18, 2013

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    All in all, my first three secrets lead up to

    how I feel now... What I think I know now. I still go back and forth with if what happened was my fault or that no, I didn't deserve it and it wasn't my fault. Either way, what happened happened... And it wasn't right. And it's left me... Overwhelmed with this sadness. I want to...
    littlelostsoul12 littlelostsoul12 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 3

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    I used to have casual sex with this guy about a

    year ago. We were friends as well so I would come over to do hw or just to talk as well. One night I came over and I slept over and he kept trying to have sex with me. I kept saying no and pushing him away but he would hold me down. I remember fighting then just giving up...
    livefree493 livefree493 18-21, F Mar 3

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    The Journey.

    After writing my first post, it got me thinking about how i ended up in that situation in the first place.. was it my fault i chose to hang around with that sort of peer group, or was i just so desperate for friendship and attention? After falling in love with Glen; a guy from...
    NJMH NJMH 18-21, F Oct 16, 2013

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    When I was 18 and I believe still in highschool,

    I went to visit my cousin at her new apartment. She and her boyfriend allowed me to drink and I smoked a blunt with them that I did not know was laced with something other than marijuana (crack or cocaine, I believe). There was another young man there. I remember at one point...
    r3volution r3volution 26-30, F Mar 10

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    Why Did This happen

    OK so I'm going to try and make this short I wan a little kid when my father went to jail I was probably at least 7 or 8 and my mom had a new boyfriend who lived with us I had two more sisters and a little brother and we all lived in an apartment with my grandmother at the time...
    why6 why6 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 28, 2013

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    She Raped Me And Is Now Pregnant

    A few months ago an ex girlfriend and I crossed paths at a local gas station. We are cordial to each other, things just didn't work while we were together. I moved on and have been married for a few years. Because we were good friends we went out for a bite and had a couple of...
    auniqueaddressis auniqueaddressis 31-35, M Aug 20, 2013

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    Lately I have been having very vivid nightmares

    and severe panic attacks. These started last year when my health teacher told us about peoples ability to repress painful memories. I think it was either a man in my family, one of my moms ex boyfriends or one of my old babysitters. My mom had me when she was in her early 20's...
    lydia9997 lydia9997 16-17, F Mar 15

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    That Night

    I woke up in the morning with a big headache. I look around and see Im on the floor. Naked. With dry, white crusty stuff all over me. I slowly get up and walk over to the bathroom. I look at the sink and see a video camera. I open it and press play. I see me sitting on the couch...
    yeahbuddy676 yeahbuddy676 16-17, F May 21, 2012

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    Related Experiences

    Exactly. I was raped twice in my life and the first time I was to young to understand what was going on. I let him do what he wanted because I didn't know what was actually...
    Cassadilla1822 Cassadilla1822 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 24

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    When I was 10 years old I was raped by my friends dad. Repeatedly for 3 months. I would spend the night over her house almost every weekend , so her mom set up a room for me in...
    woahhitsgabby18 woahhitsgabby18 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 3

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    I was raped just over a year ago now and I've had pelvic pain ever since it's really painful but I'm too scared to tell anyone what should I do?:(
    ICanBeStrong ICanBeStrong 16-17, F 4 Responses Aug 18

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    My relationship with my father stalled because of my mothers constant adultery, with his friends! I hardly saw him at all between ages eight and when I moved in with him at...
    Lecuyer90 Lecuyer90 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 20

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    I was 13 and was walking home with my "boyfriend" we stopped by his house and he asked me to come in. He lead me to his bedroom and said he had to get something. 2 boys walked in...
    bluepanda111 bluepanda111 13-15, F 4 Responses Aug 24

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    I just feel like dying right now.. As you all know im a lesbian. There was this boy who kept asking me out at uni. I kept on rejecting him and i finally told him the about my...
    nikkiF90 nikkiF90 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 31

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    I can't sleep or hardly even eat I keep crying myself to sleep the abuse started when I was 14 with guys I went to school with they would hold me down and touch me sometimes they...
    Kitten2514 Kitten2514 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 3

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    I'm ******* done and I can't do it anymore my two neighbors drugged me and raped me and even though I'm a lesbian, the state attorney dropped the case because he told me I must...
    kgorton1 kgorton1 18-21, F 13 Responses Sep 1

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    My brother raped me when i was 15 and idk what to do i love hi but i cant even soeak to him
    Goth66princess Goth66princess 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    It was me and my best friend Isabella the year after we lost our virginities together. We were walking in the woods where "the beast" lives and 2 guys jumped us and raped us.
    AudreySluttyBlondeBitch AudreySluttyBlondeBitch 16-17, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    His name was Andrew, and he was 19 yrs old.. He was my best friend. I could tell him almost anything! But I never knew he'd do something like that after I told him everything. I...
    CalderReed CalderReed 13-15, M 4 Responses Aug 22

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    I was 16. He was 40. I had just entered my Junior year of high school and I was having issues with my father. The normal teenager bullshit of not wanting to deal with my fathers...
    perilousindenvers perilousindenvers 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 30

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    It started when I was 5 years old. My grandpa would always have me go into his room so that he could touch and violate me. He'd pay me money, and give me gifts just so I would...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 31

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    I was 16, he had just turned 17. He was my best friend, and it was his birthday. He invited me over to hang out with a couple of our friends. Sadly, he lied, and it was only me and...
    Shekinarose Shekinarose 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 17

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    It all started late one night when I was safe in my bed. My father had been out drinking all night at the pub and when he got home mum had locked him out of their bedroom so he...
    beckles007 beckles007 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 20

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    "If you were really that upset about your rape you wouldn't dress and act the way you do. I tried to tell you this kid was just using you for sex why would you sleep with him after...
    VolleyBallPrincess14 VolleyBallPrincess14 18-21, F Aug 25

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    my older brother.i was 12 and he was 17
    heypeoplezz heypeoplezz 18-21, F 6 Responses Aug 30

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    .. And I know it isn't my fault, but I constantly feel like it really was. I know they tell you that it's never your fault. But six is too much, and 4 of them were all in one...
    xdka xdka 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    By my (now ex) boyfriend... Everyone found out about it because we live in the same apartments so things spread around to everyone. Well it's now 7 months later, & I was hanging...
    allthegirlsaresinging allthegirlsaresinging 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    I haven't been able to talk to anyone about it but ive tried. I've tried telling my best friend but every time i try i let things get to me and i cant. I just got the courage to...
    rhianon22 rhianon22 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 24

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    I'm destroying myself because I'm ruined and disgusting and dirty
    kgorton1 kgorton1 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 1

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    It's embarrassing, I feel so bad.
    Dyylaanxx Dyylaanxx 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 6

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    When my wife was 10 she was raped by four men in their mid 20's. They brought her to an abandon house and her if she wanted to be in the gang she needed to undress. She did what...
    808danny 808danny 22-25, M 2 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    I have been straight. Raised that way and never questioned it. I school I got drunk at a dorm party. I mean blind couldn't walk back to my room sh*t faced. A "friend" grabbed...
    keith60 keith60 61-65, M 1 day ago

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    i duno im sure to write this here, but ive not written this down before and hardly ever told anyone. when i was 15 i was walking home from gymnastics and went across an open area...
    lamaragymnast lamaragymnast 22-25, F 5 Responses Aug 25

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    I dated this guy for seven months, felt that it was the most passionate,exciting time of my life and then i was raped by him and two of his mates. He also drugged me on four...
    teapotclock teapotclock 46-50 1 Response Sep 6

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    I'm a female studying motor vehicle in college. I was raped in the past and I am still dealing with this. The guys in college all make jokes about rape and I really don't find it...
    HC12345 HC12345 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    On Sexual Abuse I will go, with the reason I am composing this letter, this is I'm sending this missive, because my daughter who is 8, was sexually assaulted, By my 22 year old...
    IrmaH IrmaH 36-40 2 Responses Aug 21

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    I'm a boy and I was raped and abuse from 11-16 years old age by my uncle .. Now I'm 18 and I'm afraid to see a male . I tried to kill myself several time ..I hate myself and I...
    wounnikki wounnikki 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 18

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    This was five days ago. I told one of my "best friends" I've known for a long time not to take advantage of me while drinking (I'm a struggling alcoholic) since I won't be myself...
    Lucile199 Lucile199 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 28

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    I think my teacher has a crush on me.. First I know what your thinking ugh she is just another teenager with hormones. But really hear me out I think he might have a crush on me...
    igotsquestions igotsquestions 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    Now keep in mind that this goes back a few years, to the nine-teen sixties to be exact so a lot of wind has blown through my sails and life has brought me to many places that I...
    mike52ad mike52ad 56-60, M 3 days ago

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    One of the most unattractive qualities in people is being too selfish and self absorbed to understand others or see things from a more objective and realistic perspective. Being so...
    shannonymous shannonymous 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 1

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    I loved being pregnant. I felt sexy. I just wish I knew other people thought so too. What you think. Was I sexy pregnant?
    USAFwifey031213 USAFwifey031213 22-25, F 18 Responses Sep 8

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