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I Think I Was Raped

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    When I was 13 (18 now) I was living in an

    abusive home, was in a deep depression, and partied to drown out the world I was living in. I ended up throwing a party with my friend (let's call him John) to try to get back with my ex. When the party started, I started drinking. 1/3 of a bottle of Kentucky Deluxe and an empty...
    PaigeTurner96 PaigeTurner96 18-21 1 day ago

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    Lately I have been having very vivid nightmares

    and severe panic attacks. These started last year when my health teacher told us about peoples ability to repress painful memories. I think it was either a man in my family, one of my moms ex boyfriends or one of my old babysitters. My mom had me when she was in her early 20's...
    lydia9997 lydia9997 16-17, F Mar 15

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    Not A Victim

    I'm looking for an unbiased opinion. Earlier this summer I was out drinking with a couple of my friends. I blacked out and don't remember much of that night or the next morning. I was told later that I left with a guy I didn't know, and my body was telling me that I had had sex...
    ChristinaEee ChristinaEee 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 18, 2013

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    The Journey.

    After writing my first post, it got me thinking about how i ended up in that situation in the first place.. was it my fault i chose to hang around with that sort of peer group, or was i just so desperate for friendship and attention? After falling in love with Glen; a guy from...
    NJMH NJMH 18-21, F Oct 16, 2013

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    Confusion

    I don't know what really happened. Everything was normal and fine. I recently broke up with my boyfriend and a lot of things were crashing down on me, I lost so many friends because of rumors and lies these two girls made up. I lost a lot of things and Kevin, was the only person...
    garod1733 garod1733 22-25, F Sep 7, 2013

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    8 Years Ago...

    I was 19 at the time and a huge party girl. I was a freshman and lived on campus at a University in Mid Michigan. I had started drinking before we even left for the party, so I was probably already 6 shots deep, could have been more, I don't remember really. I do remember that...
    JaneyS JaneyS 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 28, 2012

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    Lost My Magic

    It was just this past Monday on April 8th. I was hanging out with my friend josh. It had just been his 21st birthday so he had a lot of bottles left over from his party. So we went to this beach parking lot and started drinking. I didn't think much about the situation, I mean...
    hokulani22 hokulani22 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 11, 2013

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    She Raped Me And Is Now Pregnant

    A few months ago an ex girlfriend and I crossed paths at a local gas station. We are cordial to each other, things just didn't work while we were together. I moved on and have been married for a few years. Because we were good friends we went out for a bite and had a couple of...
    auniqueaddressis auniqueaddressis 31-35, M Aug 20, 2013

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    Why Did This happen

    OK so I'm going to try and make this short I wan a little kid when my father went to jail I was probably at least 7 or 8 and my mom had a new boyfriend who lived with us I had two more sisters and a little brother and we all lived in an apartment with my grandmother at the time...
    why6 why6 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 28, 2013

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    That Night

    I woke up in the morning with a big headache. I look around and see Im on the floor. Naked. With dry, white crusty stuff all over me. I slowly get up and walk over to the bathroom. I look at the sink and see a video camera. I open it and press play. I see me sitting on the couch...
    yeahbuddy676 yeahbuddy676 16-17, F May 21, 2012

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    When I was 18 and I believe still in highschool,

    I went to visit my cousin at her new apartment. She and her boyfriend allowed me to drink and I smoked a blunt with them that I did not know was laced with something other than marijuana (crack or cocaine, I believe). There was another young man there. I remember at one point...
    r3volution r3volution 26-30, F Mar 10

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    I used to have casual sex with this guy about a

    year ago. We were friends as well so I would come over to do hw or just to talk as well. One night I came over and I slept over and he kept trying to have sex with me. I kept saying no and pushing him away but he would hold me down. I remember fighting then just giving up...
    livefree493 livefree493 18-21, F Mar 3

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    All in all, my first three secrets lead up to

    how I feel now... What I think I know now. I still go back and forth with if what happened was my fault or that no, I didn't deserve it and it wasn't my fault. Either way, what happened happened... And it wasn't right. And it's left me... Overwhelmed with this sadness. I want to...
    littlelostsoul12 littlelostsoul12 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 3

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    This is new for me, since i've never told

    anyone about this experience. When i was 15, me and my friend snuck out to go to this guys house who lived in the neighborhood down the road. I was very young and had never drank before, but when i got there they had a bottle of vodka. These boys were about a year older than me...
    unsureandcurious unsureandcurious 18-21 Apr 24

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    Bullied12 Bullied12 13-15, F 13 Responses Aug 5

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    Exactly. I was raped twice in my life and the first time I was to young to understand what was going on. I let him do what he wanted because I didn't know what was actually...
    Cassadilla1822 Cassadilla1822 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I can't forget the night I was raped! I try to tell myself that it's not still happening but that's just a lie! I can no longer sleep because all I can see is him! When I do sleep...
    skysplits skysplits 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 13

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    I was raped just over a year ago now and I've had pelvic pain ever since it's really painful but I'm too scared to tell anyone what should I do?:(
    ICanBeStrong ICanBeStrong 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 18

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    I was 16 at the time last day of high school like you do you go to the park with your mates and have a drink. That day my world came crashing down it was 4pm and a lad who I new...
    Kirst1309 Kirst1309 26-30 Aug 12

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    My relationship with my father stalled because of my mothers constant adultery, with his friends! I hardly saw him at all between ages eight and when I moved in with him at...
    Lecuyer90 Lecuyer90 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 20

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    I was 13 and was walking home with my "boyfriend" we stopped by his house and he asked me to come in. He lead me to his bedroom and said he had to get something. 2 boys walked in...
    bluepanda111 bluepanda111 13-15, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    I'm a guy so it been hard dealing with being a victim of rape. I'm also straight which makes it a million times worse in my head to deal with. Only my parents and my therapist know...
    andrew20142014 andrew20142014 22-25, M 3 Responses Aug 12

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    My sister and I used to share a room together when we were younger. At the time, I was 7 and she was 11. We were always close in a way but it changed when my parents decided for us...
    fairytailmage fairytailmage 18-21 4 Responses Aug 5

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    His name was Andrew, and he was 19 yrs old.. He was my best friend. I could tell him almost anything! But I never knew he'd do something like that after I told him everything. I...
    CalderReed CalderReed 13-15, M 3 Responses a week ago

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    I was 16, he had just turned 17. He was my best friend, and it was his birthday. He invited me over to hang out with a couple of our friends. Sadly, he lied, and it was only me and...
    Shekinarose Shekinarose 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 17

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    It all started late one night when I was safe in my bed. My father had been out drinking all night at the pub and when he got home mum had locked him out of their bedroom so he...
    beckles007 beckles007 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 20

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    My boyfriend he'd do this to me daily. He'd hold me down, choke me and force himself inside for hours and hours.... He loved it when I was busting with a full bladder and I was...
    enjoyholdingmypee enjoyholdingmypee 18-21, F 5 Responses 22 hrs ago

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    "If you were really that upset about your rape you wouldn't dress and act the way you do. I tried to tell you this kid was just using you for sex why would you sleep with him after...
    VolleyBallPrincess14 VolleyBallPrincess14 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    My dad. He is sick just like i am. I didn't know i couldn't trust him though. I still have to live with it everyday, and i still have to live with him. I'm Schizophrenic and by law...
    AngeliqueMulumba AngeliqueMulumba 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 9

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    My dad. He is sick just like i am. I didn't know i couldn't trust him though. I still have to live with it everyday, and i still have to live with him. I'm Schizophrenic and by law...
    RoseyyRosalitaa RoseyyRosalitaa 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 16

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    I haven't been able to talk to anyone about it but ive tried. I've tried telling my best friend but every time i try i let things get to me and i cant. I just got the courage to...
    rhianon22 rhianon22 16-17, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    i duno im sure to write this here, but ive not written this down before and hardly ever told anyone. when i was 15 i was walking home from gymnastics and went across an open area...
    lamaragymnast lamaragymnast 22-25, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    Hi my name is Aria and I would like to share my story with you. My therapist suggested it and she said it might make me feel better so I'm trying it... So I was walking home from...
    staystrong111 staystrong111 13-15, F 8 Responses Jul 29

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    Hi. Okay so this happend a few months after i was raped. I was walking home from school and a car pulled up to me. I reconigzed him, a guy named Brad. He was a senior at my school...
    Kylieblazinit Kylieblazinit 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 3

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    I was walking home from school when a group of guys I recognized as high schoolers from my school, pulled me into a alley. They said that If I screamed they would cut me. I was led...
    ElleBell27 ElleBell27 13-15, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    I just told one of my closest friends, about what happened to me.. I told him I was raped, and the first reaction I got was "Okei, just be honest, did you want it? It's okei...
    Rapedandbetrayed Rapedandbetrayed 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 12

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    On Sexual Abuse I will go, with the reason I am composing this letter, this is I'm sending this missive, because my daughter who is 8, was sexually assaulted, By my 22 year old...
    IrmaH IrmaH 36-40 1 Response a week ago

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    This was five days ago. I told one of my "best friends" I've known for a long time not to take advantage of me while drinking (I'm a struggling alcoholic) since I won't be myself...
    Lucile199 Lucile199 18-21, F 3 Responses 19 hrs ago

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    I was raped again a few weeks ago and the guy is finally in jail. The flash backs are killing me. The insomnia is terrible. End thoughts to kill myself are running rapidly through...
    Rayven1997 Rayven1997 16-17, F 6 Responses Aug 2

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    I'm a boy and I was raped and abuse from 11-16 years old age by my uncle .. Now I'm 18 and I'm afraid to see a male . I tried to kill myself several time ..I hate myself and I...
    wounnikki wounnikki 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 18

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    This memory makes me laugh now, and is a great conversation starter (sarcasm), but it definitely wasn't funny back then. It was towards the end of the school year in 8th grade and...
    Jules255 Jules255 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 13

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    Well, I think I like this boy and Im not really sure if he likes me back. We have been texting each other maybe for almost a month when school started. The things that he says...
    ConfusedGirl2000 ConfusedGirl2000 13-15, F 2 hrs ago

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    There's these woods behind my house we moved in when I was going into 6th grade, my old neighbors had moved into the same neighborhood a year before us, I would go over there and...
    JezebelWhitman JezebelWhitman 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 30

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    So I finally got up the strength to post the rest of the story. The men started cutting my clothes off piece by piece. They said that if I moved they would stab me multiple times...
    staystrong111 staystrong111 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 30

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    The stars are what I've always looked at and went always provided me a feeling like I belong to this planet, though the people around me talk about a god creating everything I...
    Autumnflowers Autumnflowers 18-21, F 3 hrs ago

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    I was 12 years old. It was dark outside, cold, in the middle of December. I watched cartoons in my living room every morning before school. My parents had left already for worn; it...
    Amiramae Amiramae 22-25, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I was gang raped by 7 African men when I was 15 and they were at least double my age it went on for 3 days and in every hole I passed out I don't know how meny times from the pain...
    Afraidalone Afraidalone 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    I was gang raped by 7 African guys that where at least double my age it went on for 3 days
    Afraidalone Afraidalone 26-30, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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