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I Think I Will Be Alone Forever

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    Forever?

    I really believe that I am cursed. That I will be alone. I will grow old and bitter. I don't want to feel like there is nobody out there. But I can't deny the feeling.
    quietandcalm quietandcalm 36-40, M 4 Responses Sep 29, 2012

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    I've loved and I've lost .

    .. Wonder if I'll be able to find somebody for me
    ChrisMackin ChrisMackin 16-17, M Apr 5

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    I feel as if there's a one in a million chance

    to find the person who's perfect for me.
    KarinaLin KarinaLin 18-21, F 6 Responses May 15

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    I don't understand some boys these days.

    They'll say they love you blablabla and then the next day they're hitting on another girl. Or sometimes they just wanna take advantage of you. Well not all guys but mostly. IDK I'm too young for everything but I'm not blind.. And I wish there's still MEN who would treat girls...
    xJesuslivesx xJesuslivesx 13-15, F 3 Responses May 14

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    There are certain times in your life,

    when, if you're single, you think that's the way it will always be. I'm currently in one of those times. My friends are all married, getting married, having children or have children. I'm what feels like the last one. I suppose there are a number of reasons why I feel this way...
    brokenpetal brokenpetal 26-30, F 3 Responses Feb 24

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    A Time And A Season

    For everything there is a season and a time for every matter. Peace of mind cannot come from weeping and wailing. On the contrary, this will lead to more suffering and greater pain. The man who cannot leave his sorrow behind him only travels further into pain and travels alone.
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Nov 27, 2011

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    I mess up with my bf I love him

    so much and I want to far idk if he will forgive me I'm so sorry for him he means everything to me and I keep messing up I would do anything to make him happy but I upset him pritty bad I'm just a mess up
    SCARFACEkyle SCARFACEkyle 16-17, M 2 Responses May 27

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    A Prince Who Would Never Come

    It all started when I became a teenager. The skies were blue, roses were red and everything was beautiful. Never had I seen any rejection in my life. My parents had always told me that it is not the looks but the personality that matters!Like a hopeless romantic, I believed that...
    sangitangi sangitangi 18-21 3 Responses May 13, 2012

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    Mmm Alone Forever???

    Do you ever think that you're desyined to be alone forever? Because you ****** up everything so bad so you feel like why would anything go right for you now? These is not a sympathy story, just how i've felt over the last yeat, i chose a lot of **** guys and i made a lot of...
    GeeGeesWorld GeeGeesWorld 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 16, 2013

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    01sparkly 01sparkly 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    I just get so down sometimes,

    it's so hard when everyone else has someone and you don't. No one knows how to help you to feel better, and nothing does help. Just frustrating.
    Peterbarlow91 Peterbarlow91 22-25, M May 14

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    I'm 17 gay I don't think I'm attractive I think

    I'll be alone forever I can never find a guy who will accept me and my fet and likes gaming and some of the old rock and metal and just old music I really don't know what to do anymore there's never nice guys I just want to feel needed feel wanted have someone that will accept...
    SCARFACEkyle SCARFACEkyle 16-17, M 3 Responses May 19

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    On Christmas Eve

    I realised something important this evening. This has been a day of reflection and deep consideration of the truths I hold close. I have genuinely felt a shift in my own personality and I've expressed it elsewhere in other stories.  But this post is about a profound...
    womaninbliss womaninbliss 51-55, F 13 Responses Dec 24, 2012

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    Idk sometimes I feel like I might never find

    the right girl.. I thought I did but I guess I was wrong, hmmm idk
    Dmoney559 Dmoney559 22-25, M May 15

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    Batman

    For as long as I can remember I've always been the only one looking out for me and I was always ok with that because I didn't know any better. And now that i'm older I think that it was for the best, because I know that anything I would have gotten from my parents would have...
    lilmskitty3 lilmskitty3 16-17, F Feb 16, 2012

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    I don't understand boys.

    Don't tAlk to me because I act different hit girls accept new what the hell
    Joey3009 Joey3009 13-15, M 1 Response May 14

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    Alone Forever =/

    I want to love..but i think i will be alone forever.I realize that coz i dont know..i push others away..many times.I m afraid what will happen next.Its the first time i write about this but i feel that i ll stay alone..After my prince,i thought i loved someone which i still feel...
    annasangels annasangels 18-21, F 9 Responses Apr 9, 2009

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    Oh ..................

    ...........
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Apr 5

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    Destined To Be Alone Forever

    In my life, I've met a lot of different people, like everyone I had good times and bad times. Even in the good time I always knew I was going to be alone, no matter how many friends I made I knew somehow or someway I'd always be alone. It's not that im not positive, if anything...
    Sinlaw Sinlaw 18-21, M 1 Response May 4, 2010

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    I don't even know how to meet people.

    I'm too afraid to talk to people in real life and almost everyone I meet online just wants sex. I feel like I have no chance of meeting anyone ever again. I'm about to have a baby, so I'm pretty much destined to be alone. My child will always the most important person in my...
    x0UnionJack0x x0UnionJack0x 22-25, F 3 Responses May 31

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    I Am Not Happy This Way

    I was only left alone recently and the sadness I see in these posts is heart wrenching.
    BMSel BMSel 36-40 Aug 24, 2013

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    Boredom And Sadness

    Today is a Friday night, I should be here complaining that everyone I know is going out at night and I'm here alone.But this is such a mumbo jumbo because I don't have any friends to share something like that., even less someone worthy.I really wanted to get used to it, I wanted...
    Allaloneandpoisoned Allaloneandpoisoned 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 8, 2013

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    Forever Alone?

    These thoughts of being forever alone started this summer. A girl told me she used to like me. I realized that I was completely clueless to when someone likes me. If I can't tell when someone likes me, then I'm never going to find someone interested in being with me. There for I...
    Blacklight20 Blacklight20 18-21, M Nov 20, 2013

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    I Know

    And I've accepted that fact. I will be alone, no one can or should love me. My bed shall be empty of any save for me for as long as my lifes flame flickers. I accept this.... mostly. But there's some stupid part of me, something idiotic inside me that doesn't want to accept facts...
    CaptainJackass CaptainJackass 22-25, M 4 Responses Apr 2, 2013

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    I Just Want To Be Alone

    My parents died in a plane crash when I was 8. I divorced my first husband for cheating. My second husband and 6 month old daughter were killed in an auto accident 3 months ago. I think it is my fate to go through life without attachment to others.
    MadisonS MadisonS 26-30, F 8 Responses Nov 27, 2011

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    I've been living alone

    for 4 months now after me and my wife separated. The past week has been busy and keeping me occupied. But today has been a hard day. I very much miss seeing my girls(13&15) my 13yr old will talk to me but my 15 yr old will not and has not for about a month. I embarrassed her...
    jxsingle67 jxsingle67 46-50, M 1 Response Apr 5

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    Fail.

    Failed relationship after failed relationship, even a divorce thrown in there for flavor. My expectations are too high - I know this. The thing is, my expectations are personality-based. I want someone who won't lie to me. I want someone who will treat me with respect and not...
    vivalafireball vivalafireball 26-30, F 2 Responses May 29, 2012

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    I know you're going to think I'm too young

    for this. I'm about to be 19 and I truly think that I'll be alone forever. In my family, it's the expectation that everyone gets married before or by 30 or otherwise, you get an arranged marriage. Having being born and brought up in the US, there's no way in hell the arranged...
    inanotherlife95 inanotherlife95 18-21, F 1 Response May 25

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    Alone for all eternity.

    Never gonna be loved
    nomad3030 nomad3030 16-17, M May 14

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    Everyone Always Leaves

    They very rarely mean to leave, but they do, friends are only with us for a limited time before they leave, they come into our lives and we are glad for the company, but before too long, they must go, they die, or find someone or some thing more important, and then they are gone...
    djpanda djpanda 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 2, 2011

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    I don't get how people wake up one day

    and all their feelings for someone are gone.
    ImJustANobody ImJustANobody 26-30, M 6 Responses May 28

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    Forever Alone... And Loving It. An Attempt At Affirmation.

    I am sick of feeling defective and abhorrent. I need desperately to embrace my inability to find love or companionship. Here it goes... I am happy alone. I have found joy in solitude and strength from having only myself to depend on. I have only myself to thank for my...
    8alchemist8 8alchemist8 36-40, M Jan 25, 2013

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    Any gay teens looking

    for a bf I'm looking for someone with a **** fet or at least accepts it I have
    SCARFACEkyle SCARFACEkyle 16-17, M 1 Response Apr 24

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    By choice, I would like it

    that way :D Either way, I'll be fine whether with someone or alone.
    Blackfish510 Blackfish510 18-21 Jul 3

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    Will I Be Alone Forever

    I think I've set myself up for failure. My taste in men is very narrow. I am a larger black woman, 48 years old, and I have always found myself attracted only to men outside my race, especially white men.Why is it that my taste developed towards white men? They are the least...
    blaqbbwkween blaqbbwkween 46-50, F Nov 20, 2013

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    No Prince To Sweep A Princess Away

    I am 27 and just moved away from the area I grew up. I have never been married, or even been proposed to, and have never been pregnant. Ever since I was a teenager, I have been in and out of relationships because guys cannot keep up mentally or financially. I am very diverse in...
    LostLonelyLady LostLonelyLady 26-30 Jul 13, 2013

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    I ain't charismatic nor funny,

    so I think I can't have a long lasting relationship.
    InsanelySaneGuy InsanelySaneGuy 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 3

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    I don't know if I'm ok with it.

    I've just always been alone so when I imagine my life in 10 years I see myself alone. I think even if I had a relationship it wouldn't last, I'm so messed up. So I guess it's better to realize and accept that I'll always be alone. :)
    emmacla emmacla 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    Long distance relationships are bad • The

    most caused problem of two pepole breaking up is 'DISTANCE' therefore I will be forever alone as LGBT groups in my area, aren't for teens my age :'(
    Dario912 Dario912 13-15, M 2 Responses Feb 23

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    oneepicboss oneepicboss 13-15, M 2 Responses Mar 9

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    andyroy437 andyroy437 31-35, M Jul 15

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    Is It Going To Get Better?

    IM 29 YRS OLD, IM A SINGLE MOM TO A LITTLE BOY. THE LAST FEW YEARS OF MY LIFE WERE VERU DIFFICULT. i GOT INVOLVED WITH A MAN THAT I WORKED WITH, PERSUED ME VERY HARD. IT TOOK ME A LONG TIME BEOFRE I WENT OUT WITH HIM. WE DATED ON AND OFF FOR 2 YRS. THERE WERE RED FLAGS THAT I...
    d212 d212 26-30, F 3 Responses Mar 17, 2012

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    oneepicboss oneepicboss 13-15, M May 25

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    Assuredly there have been times of joy

    and belonging in my life but there have also been long stretches in my life where I felt uncared about and unloved. Such feelings led to lengthy battles with depression as well. And the perpetual yearning to fill my empty heart; to be known, to be loved; the tears I cried and...
    ProgressNotPerfection ProgressNotPerfection 41-45, M Mar 6

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    I'm starting to accept it.

    I've been hurt so many times that I've become numb. I feel that it's best if I just give up on love.
    Katherinex13 Katherinex13 22-25, F 2 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    It's like I want to be with someone right now.

    But not just anyone. I want to be with Raoul and only Raoul. I want to marry him and just be done with chasing people. I want him to love me the way I love him. I won't force though. I've fallen so hard for him to where I don't even think ill ever be with anyone else. But as...
    Redspikex Redspikex 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 13, 2013

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    Never As Good As The First Time.

    It's cliché I know but I hope it's not true. It's been over a year and a half and find myself in this dilemma. In my 38 years I had never experienced soulmate love,unconditional love despite having been married previously. And what kills me is the idea that it will never occur...
    Calviv11 Calviv11 36-40, F 3 Responses Nov 7, 2012

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    White Crayon In The Box

    I'm a 19 yr old female that hasn't been in a relationship since my freshman yr in high school. That means I haven't had a boyfriend in 6 yrs, I know I shouldn't worry about it because I'm still young but I've seen my friends in relationships, classmates get married, and I can't...
    fitnessJunkiee fitnessJunkiee 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 1, 2013

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    I show off that I'm independent and don't need anyone in my life but to be completely blunt, I don't want to be alone anymore but I feel like there's no one there for me
    sammy1524 sammy1524 16-17, F 3 days ago