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I Think I Will Be Alone Forever

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    There are certain times in your life,

    when, if you're single, you think that's the way it will always be. I'm currently in one of those times. My friends are all married, getting married, having children or have children. I'm what feels like the last one. I suppose there are a number of reasons why I feel this way...
    brokenpetal brokenpetal 26-30, F 3 Responses Feb 24, 2014

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    ForgetToBreathe ForgetToBreathe 22-25, M May 19

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    No one has liked me for

    who I am. I am always who they want me to be not who I really am. I've been myself around two people recently I liked both of them, one is now dating one of my friends and the other I'm just friends with and ik it'll never be anything more than that.
    gamerdog210 gamerdog210 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 11

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    Alone Forever =/

    I want to love..but i think i will be alone forever.I realize that coz i dont know..i push others away..many times.I m afraid what will happen next.Its the first time i write about this but i feel that i ll stay alone..After my prince,i thought i loved someone which i still feel...
    annasangels annasangels 18-21, F 9 Responses Apr 9, 2009

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    I don't even know how to meet people.

    I'm too afraid to talk to people in real life and almost everyone I meet online just wants sex. I feel like I have no chance of meeting anyone ever again. I'm about to have a baby, so I'm pretty much destined to be alone. My child will always the most important person in my...
    x0UnionJack0x x0UnionJack0x 22-25, F 4 Responses May 31, 2014

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    Forever in my vocabulary doesn't exist I won't

    be together whether somebody forever and I want be lonely forever!
    kaiovinicius kaiovinicius 13-15, M 2 Responses Sep 3, 2014

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    I can't handle this loneliness

    for much longer. I pretend I know where I am going in life just to fool my friends and family. I know that no one really cares, but I still try. I realized no one will ever love me bc every time I care about someone they completely ignore my feelings. I am 17 and I know that I...
    foreveralone25 foreveralone25 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 28, 2014

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    I am super young and you prob think I don't

    know anything about life but I have come to terms with my heart that I will never ever find love. Ppl will try to cheer me up by saying "you will find someone" and such but plz. Just don't. I won't believe your lies.
    foreveralone25 foreveralone25 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 3, 2014

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    By choice, I would like it

    that way :D Either way, I'll be fine whether with someone or alone.
    Blackfish510 Blackfish510 22-25 Jul 3, 2014

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    I don't know. A friend told me

    that I push people who likes me. I think I'll never know what's love...
    supernerd22 supernerd22 16-17, M 2 Responses Apr 17

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    I ain't charismatic nor funny,

    so I think I can't have a long lasting relationship.
    HeterosexualTransexual HeterosexualTransexual 18-21, T 2 Responses Mar 8

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    oneepicboss oneepicboss 16-17, M May 25, 2014

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    I don't get it. Really.

    ..I don't. Why...don't I have more people in my life? I'm sweet, kind, funny and thoughtful. I'm a really good person. Why do I feel so alone and lost in the world?
    MerelyMe9 MerelyMe9 36-40, F 1 Response 22 hrs ago

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    Ever feel like your world around someone was

    built on nothing but a fantasy? Tonight I watched as forty years of dreams shattered, powdered and imploded. I watched as the pyramids and charmonix collapsed into dust, favourite pieces of music soured and became the skreeching of fingernails on a thousand chalkboards, and...
    tastyfrzz tastyfrzz 46-50 1 Response Feb 21

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    I don't understand some boys these days.

    They'll say they love you blablabla and then the next day they're hitting on another girl. Or sometimes they just wanna take advantage of you. Well not all guys but mostly. IDK I'm too young for everything but I'm not blind.. And I wish there's still MEN who would treat girls...
    xJesuslivesx xJesuslivesx 13-15, F 3 Responses May 14, 2014

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    I mess up with my bf I love him

    so much and I want to far idk if he will forgive me I'm so sorry for him he means everything to me and I keep messing up I would do anything to make him happy but I upset him pritty bad I'm just a mess up
    SCARFACEkyle SCARFACEkyle 18-21, M 2 Responses May 27, 2014

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    I don't get how people wake up one day

    and all their feelings for someone are gone.
    ImJustANobody ImJustANobody 26-30, M 6 Responses May 28, 2014

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    I ain't charismatic nor funny,

    so I think I can't have a long lasting relationship.
    StupidWiseGuy StupidWiseGuy 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 3, 2014

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    No Prince To Sweep A Princess Away

    I am 27 and just moved away from the area I grew up. I have never been married, or even been proposed to, and have never been pregnant. Ever since I was a teenager, I have been in and out of relationships because guys cannot keep up mentally or financially. I am very diverse in...
    LostLonelyLady LostLonelyLady 26-30 1 Response Jul 13, 2013

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    I Just Want To Be Alone

    My parents died in a plane crash when I was 8. I divorced my first husband for cheating. My second husband and 6 month old daughter were killed in an auto accident 3 months ago. I think it is my fate to go through life without attachment to others.
    MadisonS MadisonS 26-30, F 7 Responses Nov 27, 2011

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    Everyone Always Leaves

    They very rarely mean to leave, but they do, friends are only with us for a limited time before they leave, they come into our lives and we are glad for the company, but before too long, they must go, they die, or find someone or some thing more important, and then they are gone...
    djpanda djpanda 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 2, 2011

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    I am going to be alone forever.

    I woke up with this realization. I am overweight and trying my hardest to lose weight. In my mind I have to lose weight before anyone can love me. I love myself...I just want someone else to love me. I'm 31 and alone. Haven't had a serious relationship....ever. Yeah guys will...
    saranickle83 saranickle83 31-35, F 2 Responses Apr 22

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    A Prince Who Would Never Come

    It all started when I became a teenager. The skies were blue, roses were red and everything was beautiful. Never had I seen any rejection in my life. My parents had always told me that it is not the looks but the personality that matters!Like a hopeless romantic, I believed that...
    sangitangi sangitangi 18-21 3 Responses May 13, 2012

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    andyroy437 andyroy437 31-35, M Jul 15, 2014

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    I need help :/ Honestly I fantasize about

    moving our away from my abusive family cross country to get my Masters then planning on movie to different states to start my career. Realizing I feel like I'll be alone forever, I've been neglected by my own family no one has ever stuck by with my for awhile. Just people come...
    Vaughn37 Vaughn37 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 5

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    Idk sometimes I feel like I might never find

    the right girl.. I thought I did but I guess I was wrong, hmmm idk
    Dmoney559 Dmoney559 26-30, M May 15, 2014

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    So sad to be content with

    and having to accept the fact you'll never have love in your life, just lonliness .
    TheFreeSpirit TheFreeSpirit 18-21, F Sep 19, 2014

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    I'm 22 and I've never had a boyfriend.

    I've been in one friends with benefits situation but that didnt end well because I fell in love with him and he didnt feel the same. basically he just wanted to have sex. I dont know what it feels like to be loved by a man. People keep telling me that I need to love myself first...
    BruisedLoveSickFool BruisedLoveSickFool 22-25, F Feb 18

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    There's plenty of reasons I'll be alone forever.

    And the most hugest reasons are that I am transgender and a psychopath. I met a guy who treated me right but he gave up and I'm insane so that didn't work out well. Too many guys give up on me and the only ones that I can date treat me like a girl. I am a transgender man. Which...
    Jim666Moriarty Jim666Moriarty 16-17, T Nov 10, 2014

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    I just want to have one good

    and functioning relationship. Everyone of the few I've had so far have been broken in some way. Closest I've had I never saw her outside of school and I don't think she even tried to anymore. I'm losing in finding a good relationship
    gamerdog210 gamerdog210 22-25, M Jan 16

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    I'm 17 gay I don't think I'm attractive I think

    I'll be alone forever I can never find a guy who will accept me and my fet and likes gaming and some of the old rock and metal and just old music I really don't know what to do anymore there's never nice guys I just want to feel needed feel wanted have someone that will accept...
    SCARFACEkyle SCARFACEkyle 18-21, M 1 Response May 19, 2014

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    briannarenee briannarenee 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 24, 2014

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    I really hate who am i

    because im weak feeling suicidal Let me die
    Mharsan Mharsan 13-15, M 1 Response Feb 20

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    I know you're going to think I'm too young

    for this. I'm about to be 19 and I truly think that I'll be alone forever. In my family, it's the expectation that everyone gets married before or by 30 or otherwise, you get an arranged marriage. Having being born and brought up in the US, there's no way in hell the arranged...
    inanotherlife95 inanotherlife95 18-21, F 1 Response May 25, 2014

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    I know I will be. it would make me happy to

    actually be with someone. Unfortunately there seems to be an unwritten rule that says I'm not allowed to be happy
    TheWickedJester TheWickedJester 26-30, M Mar 8

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    And I am trying to come to terms with

    and accept that fact. I'm 41 and have only had one serious relationship. Aside from that 4+ year span, I've been on maybe a dozen dates in my life. I don't know how to approach women and feel like I give off a negative first impression even through I have many really great...
    duggrr duggrr 41-45, M Sep 3, 2014

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    I Know

    And I've accepted that fact. I will be alone, no one can or should love me. My bed shall be empty of any save for me for as long as my lifes flame flickers. I accept this.... mostly. But there's some stupid part of me, something idiotic inside me that doesn't want to accept facts...
    CaptainJackass CaptainJackass 22-25, M 2 Responses Apr 2, 2013

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    The greatest fear I have is

    that I will die and be remembered by no one.
    Maxvelocity15 Maxvelocity15 13-15, M May 14

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    So I was on tinder and I just got a Match,

    I checked her profile, absolutely beautiful. I proceeded to message her. Unfortunately she didn't reply. It's alright it didn't bother me one bit. The next day I was talking to my friend and I told him about the girl. I told him how excited I was that I got matched with this...
    tearducts tearducts 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 24

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    On Christmas Eve

    I realised something important this evening. This has been a day of reflection and deep consideration of the truths I hold close. I have genuinely felt a shift in my own personality and I've expressed it elsewhere in other stories.  But this post is about a profound...
    womaninbliss womaninbliss 51-55, F 11 Responses Dec 24, 2012

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    Virgo stereotype. I don't think

    that I will literally be alone but probably destined to fall in and out of relationships until the end.
    untamablekitty untamablekitty 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 3, 2014

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    hellokitty206 hellokitty206 18-21 May 9

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    I feel as if there's a one in a million chance

    to find the person who's perfect for me.
    Karinas2 Karinas2 18-21, F 6 Responses May 15, 2014

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    Never As Good As The First Time.

    It's cliché I know but I hope it's not true. It's been over a year and a half and find myself in this dilemma. In my 38 years I had never experienced soulmate love,unconditional love despite having been married previously. And what kills me is the idea that it will never occur...
    Calviv11 Calviv11 36-40, F 2 Responses Nov 7, 2012

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    Boredom And Sadness

    Today is a Friday night, I should be here complaining that everyone I know is going out at night and I'm here alone.But this is such a mumbo jumbo because I don't have any friends to share something like that., even less someone worthy.I really wanted to get used to it, I wanted...
    Allaloneandpoisoned Allaloneandpoisoned 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 8, 2013

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    Forever Alone... And Loving It. An Attempt At Affirmation.

    I am sick of feeling defective and abhorrent. I need desperately to embrace my inability to find love or companionship. Here it goes... I am happy alone. I have found joy in solitude and strength from having only myself to depend on. I have only myself to thank for my...
    8alchemist8 8alchemist8 36-40, M Jan 25, 2013

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