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I Think I Will Be Alone Forever

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    Everyone Always Leaves

    They very rarely mean to leave, but they do, friends are only with us for a limited time before they leave, they come into our lives and we are glad for the company, but before too long, they must go, they die, or find someone or some thing more important, and then they are gone...
    djpanda djpanda 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 2, 2011

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    I'm 17 gay I don't think I'm attractive I think

    I'll be alone forever I can never find a guy who will accept me and my fet and likes gaming and some of the old rock and metal and just old music I really don't know what to do anymore there's never nice guys I just want to feel needed feel wanted have someone that will accept...
    SCARFACEkyle SCARFACEkyle 18-21, M 1 Response May 19

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    I don't even know how to meet people.

    I'm too afraid to talk to people in real life and almost everyone I meet online just wants sex. I feel like I have no chance of meeting anyone ever again. I'm about to have a baby, so I'm pretty much destined to be alone. My child will always the most important person in my...
    x0UnionJack0x x0UnionJack0x 22-25, F 3 Responses May 31

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    I don't get how people wake up one day

    and all their feelings for someone are gone.
    ImJustANobody ImJustANobody 26-30, M 6 Responses May 28

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    A Time And A Season

    For everything there is a season and a time for every matter. Peace of mind cannot come from weeping and wailing. On the contrary, this will lead to more suffering and greater pain. The man who cannot leave his sorrow behind him only travels further into pain and travels alone.
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Nov 27, 2011

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    I've been living alone

    for 4 months now after me and my wife separated. The past week has been busy and keeping me occupied. But today has been a hard day. I very much miss seeing my girls(13&15) my 13yr old will talk to me but my 15 yr old will not and has not for about a month. I embarrassed her...
    jxsingle67 jxsingle67 46-50, M 2 Responses Apr 5

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    There's plenty of reasons I'll be alone forever.

    And the most hugest reasons are that I am transgender and a psychopath. I met a guy who treated me right but he gave up and I'm insane so that didn't work out well. Too many guys give up on me and the only ones that I can date treat me like a girl. I am a transgender man. Which...
    Jim666Moriarty Jim666Moriarty 16-17, T Nov 10

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    Destined To Be Alone Forever

    In my life, I've met a lot of different people, like everyone I had good times and bad times. Even in the good time I always knew I was going to be alone, no matter how many friends I made I knew somehow or someway I'd always be alone. It's not that im not positive, if anything...
    Sinlaw Sinlaw 18-21, M 1 Response May 4, 2010

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    I don't understand boys.

    Don't tAlk to me because I act different hit girls accept new what the hell
    Joey3009 Joey3009 13-15, M 1 Response May 14

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    Alone Forever =/

    I want to love..but i think i will be alone forever.I realize that coz i dont know..i push others away..many times.I m afraid what will happen next.Its the first time i write about this but i feel that i ll stay alone..After my prince,i thought i loved someone which i still feel...
    annasangels annasangels 18-21, F 9 Responses Apr 9, 2009

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    I am super young and you prob think I don't

    know anything about life but I have come to terms with my heart that I will never ever find love. Ppl will try to cheer me up by saying "you will find someone" and such but plz. Just don't. I won't believe your lies.
    foreveralone25 foreveralone25 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 3

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    Fail.

    Failed relationship after failed relationship, even a divorce thrown in there for flavor. My expectations are too high - I know this. The thing is, my expectations are personality-based. I want someone who won't lie to me. I want someone who will treat me with respect and not...
    vivalafireball vivalafireball 26-30, F 2 Responses May 29, 2012

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    And I am trying to come to terms with

    and accept that fact. I'm 41 and have only had one serious relationship. Aside from that 4+ year span, I've been on maybe a dozen dates in my life. I don't know how to approach women and feel like I give off a negative first impression even through I have many really great...
    duggrr duggrr 41-45, M 1 Response Sep 3

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    Virgo stereotype. I don't think

    that I will literally be alone but probably destined to fall in and out of relationships until the end.
    untamablekitty untamablekitty 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 3

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    I know there are people

    that will disagree with me but it is how I feel. I am 49 years old but never looked my age. I have always looked at least 10 years younger which always caused me to have problems with having women in my life. I have been alone for 12 of the last 17 years and am alone right now...
    NoOneImportantNow NoOneImportantNow 46-50, M 3 Responses Aug 27

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    Oh ..................

    ...........
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Apr 5

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    No Prince To Sweep A Princess Away

    I am 27 and just moved away from the area I grew up. I have never been married, or even been proposed to, and have never been pregnant. Ever since I was a teenager, I have been in and out of relationships because guys cannot keep up mentally or financially. I am very diverse in...
    LostLonelyLady LostLonelyLady 26-30 1 Response Jul 13, 2013

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    On Christmas Eve

    I realised something important this evening. This has been a day of reflection and deep consideration of the truths I hold close. I have genuinely felt a shift in my own personality and I've expressed it elsewhere in other stories.  But this post is about a profound...
    womaninbliss womaninbliss 51-55, F 13 Responses Dec 24, 2012

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    You know your gonna be forever alone

    when your sister has a boyfriend of 6 months that lives in Canada and still got her flowers. I just give up
    Marquie Marquie 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 27

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    Any gay teens looking

    for a bf I'm looking for someone with a **** fet or at least accepts it I have
    SCARFACEkyle SCARFACEkyle 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 24

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    I don't know if I'm ok with it.

    I've just always been alone so when I imagine my life in 10 years I see myself alone. I think even if I had a relationship it wouldn't last, I'm so messed up. So I guess it's better to realize and accept that I'll always be alone. :)
    emmacla emmacla 22-25, F Jul 27

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    01sparkly 01sparkly 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    By choice, I would like it

    that way :D Either way, I'll be fine whether with someone or alone.
    Blackfish510 Blackfish510 22-25 Jul 3

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    I Just Want To Be Alone

    My parents died in a plane crash when I was 8. I divorced my first husband for cheating. My second husband and 6 month old daughter were killed in an auto accident 3 months ago. I think it is my fate to go through life without attachment to others.
    MadisonS MadisonS 26-30, F 7 Responses Nov 27, 2011

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    forders forders 13-15, F 5 Responses Sep 13

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    I feel as if there's a one in a million chance

    to find the person who's perfect for me.
    KarinaLin KarinaLin 18-21, F 6 Responses May 15

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    I don't understand some boys these days.

    They'll say they love you blablabla and then the next day they're hitting on another girl. Or sometimes they just wanna take advantage of you. Well not all guys but mostly. IDK I'm too young for everything but I'm not blind.. And I wish there's still MEN who would treat girls...
    xJesuslivesx xJesuslivesx 13-15, F 3 Responses May 14

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    andyroy437 andyroy437 31-35, M Jul 15

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    So sad to be content with

    and having to accept the fact you'll never have love in your life, just lonliness .
    TheFreeSpirit TheFreeSpirit 18-21, F Sep 19

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    I've loved and I've lost .

    .. Wonder if I'll be able to find somebody for me
    ChrisMackin ChrisMackin 18-21, M Apr 5

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    Boredom And Sadness

    Today is a Friday night, I should be here complaining that everyone I know is going out at night and I'm here alone.But this is such a mumbo jumbo because I don't have any friends to share something like that., even less someone worthy.I really wanted to get used to it, I wanted...
    Allaloneandpoisoned Allaloneandpoisoned 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 8, 2013

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    Never As Good As The First Time.

    It's cliché I know but I hope it's not true. It's been over a year and a half and find myself in this dilemma. In my 38 years I had never experienced soulmate love,unconditional love despite having been married previously. And what kills me is the idea that it will never occur...
    Calviv11 Calviv11 36-40, F 3 Responses Nov 7, 2012

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    Is It Going To Get Better?

    IM 29 YRS OLD, IM A SINGLE MOM TO A LITTLE BOY. THE LAST FEW YEARS OF MY LIFE WERE VERU DIFFICULT. i GOT INVOLVED WITH A MAN THAT I WORKED WITH, PERSUED ME VERY HARD. IT TOOK ME A LONG TIME BEOFRE I WENT OUT WITH HIM. WE DATED ON AND OFF FOR 2 YRS. THERE WERE RED FLAGS THAT I...
    d212 d212 26-30, F 3 Responses Mar 17, 2012

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    There are certain times in your life,

    when, if you're single, you think that's the way it will always be. I'm currently in one of those times. My friends are all married, getting married, having children or have children. I'm what feels like the last one. I suppose there are a number of reasons why I feel this way...
    brokenpetal brokenpetal 26-30, F 3 Responses Feb 24

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    I know you're going to think I'm too young

    for this. I'm about to be 19 and I truly think that I'll be alone forever. In my family, it's the expectation that everyone gets married before or by 30 or otherwise, you get an arranged marriage. Having being born and brought up in the US, there's no way in hell the arranged...
    inanotherlife95 inanotherlife95 18-21, F 1 Response May 25

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    A Prince Who Would Never Come

    It all started when I became a teenager. The skies were blue, roses were red and everything was beautiful. Never had I seen any rejection in my life. My parents had always told me that it is not the looks but the personality that matters!Like a hopeless romantic, I believed that...
    sangitangi sangitangi 18-21 3 Responses May 13, 2012

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    I mess up with my bf I love him

    so much and I want to far idk if he will forgive me I'm so sorry for him he means everything to me and I keep messing up I would do anything to make him happy but I upset him pritty bad I'm just a mess up
    SCARFACEkyle SCARFACEkyle 18-21, M 2 Responses May 27

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    I Know

    And I've accepted that fact. I will be alone, no one can or should love me. My bed shall be empty of any save for me for as long as my lifes flame flickers. I accept this.... mostly. But there's some stupid part of me, something idiotic inside me that doesn't want to accept facts...
    CaptainJackass CaptainJackass 22-25, M 4 Responses Apr 2, 2013

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    Alone for all eternity.

    Never gonna be loved
    nomad3030 nomad3030 16-17, M May 14

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    Forever Alone... And Loving It. An Attempt At Affirmation.

    I am sick of feeling defective and abhorrent. I need desperately to embrace my inability to find love or companionship. Here it goes... I am happy alone. I have found joy in solitude and strength from having only myself to depend on. I have only myself to thank for my...
    8alchemist8 8alchemist8 36-40, M Jan 25, 2013

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    I ain't charismatic nor funny,

    so I think I can't have a long lasting relationship.
    StupidWiseGuy StupidWiseGuy 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 3

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    oneepicboss oneepicboss 13-15, M May 25

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    briannarenee briannarenee 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 24

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    Forever in my vocabulary doesn't exist I won't

    be together whether somebody forever and I want be lonely forever!
    kaiovinicius kaiovinicius 13-15, M 1 Response Sep 3

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    Batman

    For as long as I can remember I've always been the only one looking out for me and I was always ok with that because I didn't know any better. And now that i'm older I think that it was for the best, because I know that anything I would have gotten from my parents would have...
    lilmskitty3 lilmskitty3 16-17, F Feb 16, 2012

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    Idk sometimes I feel like I might never find

    the right girl.. I thought I did but I guess I was wrong, hmmm idk
    Dmoney559 Dmoney559 26-30, M May 15

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