I Think I'm a Bad Friend

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    Basically, I have this friend,

    and she recently moved here from the next town over so like a 10 minute drive. So she's got a bunch of friends from said town. So me and her and her friend, S, went to a dance and we met. And I started to talk to S and I eventually started to really like him. And he liked me too...
    HeyItsMexox HeyItsMexox
    18-21, F
    Feb 20, 2014

    At Times

    I am a bad friend. Why? Because I often isolate and get lost in my own thoughts and dont get to care for my friends. 
    nitid nitid
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Dec 20, 2010

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