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I Think I'm Cracking Up

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 30 People

    Teetering On the Edge of Madness...

    That's how I sometimes feel. Like I could lose my grip on the tightly wound spring that is my sanity, and would then lie in a sobbing heap on the floor. Does anyone else feel that way?
    JackGrey JackGrey 51-55, F 6 Responses Sep 10, 2007

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    Why Do I Keep On Making the Same Old Mistakes

    I consider myself a nice guy, i have a great sense of humour, have lots of friends and a curiosity about life. So why do I always find myself feeling sad, anxious and pessemistic about the future! I have three lovely kids aged between 6 and 13 who I adore, a home and a...
    adders adders 41-45, M 2 Responses Sep 29, 2009

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    How Much Is Too Much, (close To Madness).

    Hello everyone,I wonder sometimes how much it would take before you crack up, like the people you see in one flew over the cuckoos nest, mental, crazy.Is it hereditory, is it inside you anyway, or can life crack you up?I think im close to insanity.I need help.I wont start at the...
    glazedlook glazedlook 31-35 1 Response Feb 27, 2012

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    All Boils Down To One Thing.

    I think I'm cracking up because, although I know I'm no genius, there are way too many ******* stupid people, walking around like regular people. Some of the bullshit that stupid say and do leave me to question why we're looking for "intelligent life" "out THERE". Well, we haven...
    SeriousGoofball SeriousGoofball 26-30, M Nov 9, 2012

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