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I Think I'm Crazy

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    I Don'T Understand Myself

    I'm not even sure where to begin. Looking back on my life, I was always different than everyone else. I've never had a real friend... I thought I had, but lately I've been having new thoughts that confuse me. Like how I hadn't experienced actual empathy until very recently...
    eagleprincess22 eagleprincess22 22-25, F May 27, 2013

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    I Think I Might V=be Masd

    i see **** all the time and her my owwn voice telling mwe **** it realling anoying itrs like u should kill that person or you shoulfd do that ar thid irs soo hard to ciontrol it i ve treied to ecoe irt by drugs and thats dident work i cant tell my councelers im scared they will...
    liplicki liplicki 18-21 1 Response Oct 24, 2009

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    I know I'm crazy lol!

    People who think they're normal though are the real psychos...
    roselani2005 roselani2005 26-30, F 4 Responses Sep 18

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    Is It Real

    lately i have been extremely fixated on spirituality. Before this fixation i had no belief in religion whatsoever, and all of the sudden every religion speaks to me in the same way. They all say the exact same thing. But then i start to think that it might be a delusion, and...
    canyoufeel canyoufeel 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 18, 2013

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    Three Guys

    I was just now trying to fall to sleep. Trying, I never went to sleep... so I was thinking, trying to drift into sleep. As usual, I have my sleeping mask on, because... I have had issues with seeing and hearing things when I see the things when I wake or is trying to sleep. I...
    Barlong Barlong 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 4, 2013

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    And It's Freaking Me Out!!

    It's been a week and a day since my mother was shot, and my father was put in jail. I'm still here in the hospital with her praying to God to help heal her for she has gotten worse since the wound from the shot got some sort infection on Thursday. That was the day I started...
    InmemoryofLifelessStar InmemoryofLifelessStar 18-21, F 5 Responses May 2, 2011

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    I'm Afraid Of My Mind And Afraid To Get Help

    I want help. But i don't know how to get it and I'm scared. I don't know what's wrong with me. And I really want to know. I'm pretty sure I'm annorexic. I very rarely eat and I always feel fat. And I know I have insomnia. I sleep about 1 or 2 hours a...
    Doodlen Doodlen 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 6, 2009

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    VousEtesBelleCM VousEtesBelleCM 18-21, F Sep 18

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    My Strange Mind....

    NOTE: The following will seem strange and is most likely not properly explained. I have also never touched drugs of any kind and am physically healthy... Ok, so I'm an 18 year old girl and I have recently started to think that I might have some sort of mental disorder. The...
    hil0o0o0 hil0o0o0 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 19, 2012

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    Gone Mad

    everyday I see things and hear them. They haunt my dreams and I'm not sure where reality starts and stops. I'm scared of people and have no social life. The only time I'm sane is when I listen to music or read. I wonder I I'll ever stop see ing things in the day I just hear them...
    MadHatter101 MadHatter101 13-15, M Aug 10, 2011

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    I think I have absolutely gone crazy.

    I can't control my thoughts anymore and I don't feel like I have control over myself. I tell everyone I'm fine, and I'm good at faking being happy 24/7, but when I step back and look at my life, I'm not happy. I don't know if I'm proud of my choices, or of myself in general. I...
    bbskeens497 bbskeens497 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 22

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    Am I, Really???

    there are times through out my life that i find it hard to control myself......and those are the times that i think i'm crazy.....like i don't have enough grey matter in my frontal lobe....it's scary sometimes....but then i think that if i really was crazy then i wouldn't think...
    PMCLaura13 PMCLaura13 16-18, F 4 Responses Mar 1, 2008

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    I'm Probably Going Literally Insane

    I'm an obsessed loner, and I feel like I'm going literally insane. That first sentence pretty much tells you everything. I don't have real friends, and my family don't understand me. I have had a huge obsessive crush on my married former English teacher. And the feeling I have...
    missingpuzzle missingpuzzle 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 18, 2012

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    Odd

    I don't have ODD, the title is odd like 'that's odd'. I've had multiple nervous break downs, slight panic attacks, I'm really really messed up and that's just the tip of the iceberg, no thats like 'The radar picked up an iceberg but it's 23 miles away'. Yea that's closer to the...
    GavS GavS 18-21, M Feb 26, 2012

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    Invented Reality

    I realized today that I made up a lot of things that I later thought to be real. That really sums it up. It is destroying my life.
    TheCreators TheCreators 26-30 3 Responses Jan 25, 2013

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    Can't Control My Thoughts

    The little things affect me all the time. Even when people say they're telling the truth, I can't believe them. I feel like I'm being lied to by people when they say that I can trust them fully. And what's weird is that I know their right, but I have this thought in the back of...
    tmhernan tmhernan 18-21 2 Responses Apr 25, 2012

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    I Don'T Know

    I make mental and physical lists of those that wrong me. I also am fascinated with gore. When I get mad, I bottle it up until I explode and I feel like I have to hit something. I also enjoy pain to a certain extent. The girl I like turned me down and I can't get her out of my...
    cwazyasian cwazyasian 18-21 1 Response Mar 11, 2013

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    Sometimes...

    Sometimes I feel... crazy. But not in the fun way, in the mental way. Sometimes I'll be sitting in my room and I'll hear voices, but I can't exactly figure out what they're saying. I have a really bad temper that I can't really control, and sometimes I feel that I'll never be...
    Selo696 Selo696 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 17, 2008

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    I Think We All Are At Times .

     i just tend to show mine more often ...  i can be your best friend or your worst enemy .. and i react really fast w/o thinking and that really gets me in trouble .  but we all have our days and we all have our moments i think and there is nothing wrong with that...
    starstruck2xtrme starstruck2xtrme 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 30, 2007

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    Crazy But Like It

    I think I am really ****** up in some ways. I don't know if what I know is real or not, but I decided it does not matter if it makes me a better person in some ways. If my self loathing makes me protect animals in need and save animals from certain death, even people... then...
    Barlong Barlong 22-25, F Mar 29, 2013

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    I Think I'm Crazy!

    I often feel as though I'm just...not normal. I feel as though my morals are irregular, and that my actions are questionable. When it comes right down to it, I think I might just be crazy; And I think I like it.   So according to most of my friends, peers, and close...
    thehiddenpaw thehiddenpaw 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 29, 2009

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    I Am The Only One I Know That Thinks Like Me

    I literally think I am crazy. I am the only person that I know that can be thinking about a millions things at once and not get any where. Like at this moment in time I am trying to concentrate on writing this post but I am thinking about like four other topics I want to write...
    lexxilynn lexxilynn 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 31, 2013

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    Creative Writing Class. Thank You Mr. Collins

    I love to write but for the last year I have struggled to come up with anything. I've felt the sadness that use to write but this apathy and struggle has drained my mind of words... Here is a poem by Robert Phillips - panic bird. I thank my 10th grade creative writing teacher for...
    DanaesRose DanaesRose 18-21, F Jan 26, 2013

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    I'm So Angry... All The Time.

    I'm a 20 year old female and I've been nothing but angry since I was 17. I'm just angry at everything and everyone and I know that this is not normal. I don't like being angry and I dont like not understanding why I am so angry all of the time. From an early age, I discovered I...
    LeenaShade LeenaShade 18-21 1 Response Aug 14, 2012

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    I really don't know

    I don't hear voices or anything, but I feel twitchy and twitchy and twitchy and twitchy. I have started to enjoy mentally and slightly physically harming others. and get headaches and cramps if I'm not hurting someone for a couple of days. One time, one of my classmates sat in my...
    BPLP123 BPLP123 13-15 Jun 21, 2011

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    Idk Why But I Am

    ok just so you know i am 13 and a boy but back to the point there is this one house on my street that has a long driveway with forests on both sides but the weird thing is as i walked by it a chill went up my spine and i looked in it and saw a goblin from the video game oblivion...
    tyroo9 tyroo9 13-15, M 1 Response Nov 24, 2010

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    Inner Thoughts.

    I've been feeling quite distant. I can feel myself slipping. The world around me is so beautiful...though the nights stars I once cherished are become less interesting...I remember how it felt to love them. I just remember. I feel as if I constantly live within a dream or dream...
    DanaesRose DanaesRose 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 30, 2013

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    Crazy Is As Crazy Does

    I am 26 and have had more than my fair share of ****...a lot more. To the point where I really have lost all faith and ability to trust in someone. I drive myself crazy with thoughts thinking everyone is lying to me. I had a really really bad t..wo year relationship. Abusive in...
    Kalma31 Kalma31 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 7, 2012

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    I Am Crazy !!!!!

    Ok so everyone is a little odd and have odd things they like so I am not going  to say I'm crazy cause I'm TB or bisexual or a nerd but I can say I'm crazy as I want a bad life. Dos that make any seans at all? I want a bad life to make my life more interesting and I probably...
    kirstkitten kirstkitten 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 24, 2010

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    Poetry Styled Gun Fight

    In a  poetry styled gun fight no one is allowed to have bullets in thier guns because in poetry no one is allowed to die they can only pretend to die you have to honour Shakespeare and Mozart in a poetry styled gun fight you have to walk not run and kissing can kill in a poetry...
    ullahshy ullahshy 22-25, M Aug 15, 2013

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    for the past week i have been dreaming of

    having sex with my math teacher
    flowersindecember flowersindecember 16-17, F Sep 15

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    Invented Reality, Cont.

    It used to be a game I played. Make up hypoethical and fantastical scenarios. Imagine different outcomes, and sometimes make OTHERS believe them. I never believed them. Or maybe I did, but I just now realized for the first time I had been believing something that I made up. How...
    TheCreators TheCreators 26-30 2 Responses Jan 25, 2013

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    A Question That Sometimes Drives Me Hazy...

    am I or are they crazy? - Albert Einstein I have resorted to depicting my story to others who have the same suspicion as me....the thought of being crazy. Most times when I think about it I feel somewhat okay with it. I've lived this way so long, why not a little longer? The...
    DanaesRose DanaesRose 18-21, F Jan 26, 2013

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    In Pain

    im pretty sure i lost my mind physically somewhere in my head. its there but it doesn't want to help me. also i heard just one voice in my head the other day for the first time ever and it relly scared me. I asked myself "please save me", and then i repllied "from what?" and then...
    heidiblans heidiblans 22-25 1 Response Oct 7, 2012

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    All The Women In My Family Are Crazy....

    There is a chance I might be crazy. All the women on my Mom's side of my family are kind of crazy starting with my great-grandmother and her kids it seems to be hereditary. My mother is definitely crazy, she is really illogical and doesn't think about her actions like growing pot...
    AuGolden AuGolden 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 14, 2013

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    What The F***?

    I ate a pot brownie and it made me realize it. I already knew I had problems, because I had an eating disorder and was once hospitalized for attempted suicide (rolls eyes).. but now I'm seeing everything under this new kind of scrutiny. Like I just realized I was brain damaged or...
    mishkabunny mishkabunny 18-21, F 3 Responses May 29, 2011

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    Admit It

    not too many admits that they're crazy ,,,,me I like calling myself crazy, unwell, abnormal, mad. heheSince I'm not real sane......I can call myself crazy....
    friendlycat friendlycat 26-30, F 3 Responses Apr 29, 2011

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    Whats Going On?

    Let me start off by saying that I'm a 19 year old male with a history of depression. Recently life has become really hard and overwhelming in a away that i can hardly describe. Reality seems to spin in circles.. everything is real one moment, but my memory seems so surreal, as...
    canyoufeel canyoufeel 18-21, M 3 Responses Mar 7, 2013

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