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I Think Im Crazy

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    I don't know what I am.

    But I know I'm not normal. I have always had temper problems it's something that I guess runs in my family. In the past couple years this anger though has changed. It posses me now. It takes psychotic fights in my personality to keep my sanity and to keep me from doing serious...
    Jfrob96 Jfrob96 18-21, M Jul 29

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    Am I Crazy Or Just Crazy For Him...too Much

    I'm young and for the last 2 years i have been in love with this guy, this is our 3rd time dating, the other two times he basically gave up on me, this time we started going strong... now i think we're allmost over.... but i CANT be without him, i feel like if he...
    Deafening19Sounds Deafening19Sounds 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 3, 2010

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    I Cant Control Some Things I Never Thought I Will Do

    I dont know why, I feel that sometimes I cant control me as before, Im very antisocial and I like it, but I dont know why Im strarting to become social, and I also feel weird doing that, I dont want to become a sociable person, I also start to be more impulsive and a little more...
    mccintosh mccintosh 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 24, 2012

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    I was high the other day

    and I started thinking about life, and I pretty much convinced myself that nothing is actually real and I can't get it out of my head. Like the life were living doesn't actually mean anything, it's just something someone came up with when they were bored in another universe and...
    NonexistantSoul NonexistantSoul 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 4

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    Kingdarkroom Kingdarkroom 26-30, M Nov 8

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    I'm good at blending in

    but there's times when that shield of mines crack and you can see the twisted beast that lies beneath it. I get attached quickly and hurt like **** when they don't want anything to do with me. I have self control issues and the list goes on. I need help.
    Guitartist Guitartist 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 23

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    Like i said a whole 7 secs ago in the other

    one I dont "think" I AM End of story
    pyscobastard pyscobastard 18-21, M Dec 7, 2013

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    I feel like I look normal

    and I maintain a decent exterior, but if you could sit in my brain and see my thoughts, you would be terrified.
    heatherrrbee heatherrrbee 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 10

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    Crazy Person

    I dont think im crazy most of the time I no im crazy, I must be or I wouldnt do the things I do, iv come to terms with the fact that im crazy or not right, I dont wish to be this way I just am,I believe that I am in part to blame for the way I am,iv started saying to my doctors...
    monicaxox monicaxox 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 17, 2009

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    I'm the weirdest person I know

    and am kinda shunned by most. .-.
    hunghero hunghero 16-17, M Feb 7

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    Whats Wrong With Me?

    -+ ever since i was little i was a bit weid and never really clicked with most people.and as i got older i kind of learned to pretend to be normal and i have quite a few quite close friends but i find it hard to share anything with anyone even close family but thats not what...
    Elusivegypsy Elusivegypsy 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 2, 2012

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    sometimes i think im crazy cause i see things

    so differently than everyone else.
    Differentisgood Differentisgood 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 5

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    All my rational thoughts are telling me one

    thing, my heart another, and it all sounds like a jumble of words. None of it makes sense, but the parts I do understand are the facts of life I don't want to accept. Everything I've dreamt of, hoped for, can't be. I don't know what's wrong with me but these conflicting thoughts...
    misternobrain misternobrain 22-25, M Jan 10

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    ....Help

    Has roleplaying went to far :/ Okay, So I keep pretending to be this guy... let call him jake for five maybe six years... because i fell for a girl who didnt love me. we eneded up breaking up, and now i'm with a girl, lets say her name is anna, i know that everything is ffake...
    Fadedface Fadedface 16-17, M Sep 15, 2013

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    From Depression To Obsession

    i was doing ok , had a job and felt ok . met a weird girl with ocd after a couple of months or so she rutted someone i know and did my head in with other things. first i got depressed then furious . ive been on strong doses of mirtazapine for 8 weeks or so but im still as mad as...
    pipisawhore pipisawhore 36-40, M 1 Response Oct 31, 2009

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    crazy people dont know there crazy, i know im crazy so therefore im not crazy, isnt that crazy??
    gramafey gramafey 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    Rambllngs of the night- need to come back to this but I just wanted to get my thoughts out there for the day. If you have any comments feel free to share! Thanks :) I think What...
    bluemoon2121 bluemoon2121 18-21, F 1 hr ago

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    I would do almost anything I mean literally almost anything the guy I like told me to...if he's right next to me. That's how crazy I get when in love with someone or is infatuated...
    SwanNual SwanNual 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 6

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    This sounds really stupid and crazy. I can't stop thinking about this girl I only dated for 3 weeks. Everything went well at the beginning then things kind of just fell off. She...
    Waxonwaxoff84 Waxonwaxoff84 26-30, M 6 days ago

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    I was reminiscing about the terrible years after my partners father passed away and his mother became even more horrible and I thought I would share some of my experiences. It...
    freeatlast83 freeatlast83 31-35, F Nov 4

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    I feel a little bit better today. My love Ahmad doesn't care about me and I realized that I'm wasting so much time thinking about him which make me sad for nothing in return.  I...
    unknown159231 unknown159231 18-21, F Nov 2

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    My professor is in love with me. He keep sending me that he never felt like he is feeling for me. He told me everything about his good and bad about his past and told me about his...
    unknown159231 unknown159231 18-21, F Nov 14

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    It's time I said this but I'm so choked up And I need my sanity I'm scared, believe me You can see me smile If you let me just stick around Well this is bye, bye baby It ended...
    RememberingSunday22 RememberingSunday22 36-40, F 4 days ago

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    Tell me I'm not crazy for thinking I still have a shot at happiness with you.
    TheNateAust TheNateAust 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 29

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    I LIVE TO DREAM! I love my dreams, and recently I have been doing really crazy things in them. So I tell my friend about them, and he literally calls me crazy to the point that it...
    maddy93x maddy93x 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 6

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    Well she's not technically an ex, cuz never officially dated, because I'm straight and she's not. She won't admit it either which made things pretty hard. So I started dating...
    Thu3be1in4 Thu3be1in4 26-30, F Nov 8

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    How could I not be, you are simply amazing.. Very beautiful, very intelligent and a marvelous sense of humor.. And the more I know about you, the more I realize how truly wonderful...
    ReallyBill ReallyBill 36-40, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I've been inside my head a lot lately. The seasons have changed, it is getting darker earlier and earlier. It is the same thing as last year, and yet it seems so long ago... I feel...
    lovelywarpedlemon lovelywarpedlemon 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 30

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    I'm going crazy again. I say again because this isn't something I'm a stranger to. I believe after some time of making the same decisions, same mistakes, differently, that it...
    skicksk skicksk 22-25, M 4 Responses Nov 1

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    if I cant get crazy and funny with u or have deep conversations with u. (i like variety! most of all being crazy is number 1!) then forget it. Goodbye! :P lol
    SadisticPsychoBitch SadisticPsychoBitch 31-35, F 1 Response Oct 27

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    It's something i would always dream about as a child but i never thought it would ever happen but it did i fell in love with the most important guy in my life and the most amazing...
    SophieeChapman SophieeChapman 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 31

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    I wish that I could learn to keep my mouth shut. I have these thoughts in my head but then whenever I say them out loud they sound crazy and weird. Not saying that crazy and weird...
    linkingold linkingold 18-21, F Nov 13

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    I m really going crazy as i m going through mood fluctuation. I wanna do something very very crazy but i dont know what.
    Qandil Qandil 18-21, F 5 Responses Nov 14

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    "you're ******* crazy" I'M NOT CRAZY I JUST WANT TO BASH YOUR HEAD INTO A BRICK WALL AND KISS YOU
    Angelcum Angelcum 18-21, F 10 Responses 5 days ago

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    DAMN ! it was crazy and INSANE ! i can't really say what it is (i know .. so whats" the point of posting like this if i will not mention it? -NONE of ur f*cking business!) anyways...
    Trueexperiences Trueexperiences 18-21, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I really do. We've been together for 5 years and in those 5 years, my love for him has never changed. Except grown. Every moment with him is pure happiness and anything we do is...
    aiahlove aiahlove 18-21, F Oct 30

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    Okay so I'm not exactly sure that I have been but I want your guys opinions on this please. I've had some weird things happen to me through out my life. Since I was very young I...
    rizzy543 rizzy543 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 6

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    Ok so I know this might sound crazy and most people will say I was dreaming (this is a possibility considering it happens when im asleep) but I need to tell someone so I figured id...
    LukePassfield LukePassfield 22-25, M 4 days ago

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    Two out of three of my siblings have been married and divorced. My dad has been married three times and they have all ended in divorce. My mom's mom has had three marriages and two...
    Blackbutterflies99 Blackbutterflies99 13-15, F Nov 7

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    I'm sitting here a couple nights before my exam and am I studying? No. Procrastinating. Eating, shopping, thinking of things I want to find and try... because I think I probably...
    mymiseo mymiseo 18-21 5 hrs ago

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    People thinks I'm crazy about the way I see cheating. For me it starts since that person talk to someone else. They already have you,so,what are they looking for? The already have...
    HappyWife16 HappyWife16 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 24

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    i'm always coming up with crazy inventions and ways to make things easier in life but I lack the drive and financial security to waste money on research and development. I wish...
    trailsonrails trailsonrails 51-55, M 3 Responses Oct 26

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    You may wonder what that means the mystery looming wondering what is going threw this crazy guys head what could he be thinking and yet you still do nothing cause it does not...
    Deathofall Deathofall 26-30, M Oct 28

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    So I have a crush on the Vice President of the school ( no offense but he's not that smart) and he has a girlfriend. To be honest she's kind she's not ugly but not pretty either...
    Ranran123 Ranran123 18-21, F 4 Responses Oct 30

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    I allow my mind to race at times. Majority of the time. It drives me crazy. I stop myself from thinking. I catch myself. I say stop. That's not what's going on.
    iswhatitissometimes iswhatitissometimes 36-40, F 2 Responses Oct 31

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    What is a god? Something that was once a human being who possibly lived with ability’s like we have that are many times misunderstood even by our selves? Or something that saves...
    Autumnflowers Autumnflowers 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 31

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    I am in LOVE with a young man I met through an online networking site for gay men. I met him 2 months ago (roughly) and am falling HEAD OVER HEALS FOR HIM. It's currently 3AM and...
    freeman2222 freeman2222 22-25, M Nov 4

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