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I Think Im Crazy

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    I'm good at blending in

    but there's times when that shield of mines crack and you can see the twisted beast that lies beneath it. I get attached quickly and hurt like **** when they don't want anything to do with me. I have self control issues and the list goes on. I need help.
    Guitartist Guitartist 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 23, 2014

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    I'm just that

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    babylovestar15 babylovestar15 18-21, F Mar 25, 2015

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    All my rational thoughts are telling me one

    thing, my heart another, and it all sounds like a jumble of words. None of it makes sense, but the parts I do understand are the facts of life I don't want to accept. Everything I've dreamt of, hoped for, can't be. I don't know what's wrong with me but these conflicting thoughts...
    misternobrain misternobrain 26-30, M Jan 10, 2014

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    Like i said a whole 7 secs ago in the other

    one I dont "think" I AM End of story
    pyscobastard pyscobastard 18-21, M Dec 7, 2013

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    ....Help

    Has roleplaying went to far :/ Okay, So I keep pretending to be this guy... let call him jake for five maybe six years... because i fell for a girl who didnt love me. we eneded up breaking up, and now i'm with a girl, lets say her name is anna, i know that everything is ffake...
    Fadedface Fadedface 18-21, M Sep 15, 2013

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    I was high the other day

    and I started thinking about life, and I pretty much convinced myself that nothing is actually real and I can't get it out of my head. Like the life were living doesn't actually mean anything, it's just something someone came up with when they were bored in another universe and...
    KissableWhale KissableWhale 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 4, 2014

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    Billypuffnstuff Billypuffnstuff 46-50, M 3 Responses Aug 6, 2015

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    I'm the weirdest person I know

    and am kinda shunned by most. .-.
    hunghero hunghero 16-17, M Feb 7, 2014

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    sometimes i think im crazy cause i see things

    so differently than everyone else.
    Differentisgood Differentisgood 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 5, 2014

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    I Cant Control Some Things I Never Thought I Will Do

    I dont know why, I feel that sometimes I cant control me as before, Im very antisocial and I like it, but I dont know why Im strarting to become social, and I also feel weird doing that, I dont want to become a sociable person, I also start to be more impulsive and a little more...
    mccintosh mccintosh 18-21, M Jun 24, 2012

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    I don't know what I am.

    But I know I'm not normal. I have always had temper problems it's something that I guess runs in my family. In the past couple years this anger though has changed. It posses me now. It takes psychotic fights in my personality to keep my sanity and to keep me from doing serious...
    Jfrob96 Jfrob96 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 29, 2014

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    Am I Crazy Or Just Crazy For Him...too Much

    I'm young and for the last 2 years i have been in love with this guy, this is our 3rd time dating, the other two times he basically gave up on me, this time we started going strong... now i think we're allmost over.... but i CANT be without him, i feel like if he...
    Deafening19Sounds Deafening19Sounds 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 3, 2010

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    Whats Wrong With Me?

    -+ ever since i was little i was a bit weid and never really clicked with most people.and as i got older i kind of learned to pretend to be normal and i have quite a few quite close friends but i find it hard to share anything with anyone even close family but thats not what...
    Elusivegypsy Elusivegypsy 18-21, F Jan 2, 2012

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    Kingdarkroom Kingdarkroom 26-30, M Nov 8, 2014

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    Crazy Person

    I dont think im crazy most of the time I no im crazy, I must be or I wouldnt do the things I do, iv come to terms with the fact that im crazy or not right, I dont wish to be this way I just am,I believe that I am in part to blame for the way I am,iv started saying to my doctors...
    myselfxox myselfxox 31-35, F 2 Responses Oct 17, 2009

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    I wrecked my bike then got hit by a car.

    Then I complained that I wrecked my bike
    MrSilvertheNeko MrSilvertheNeko 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 3, 2015

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    Friday..... My second favourite F word lol

    😜Have a great weekend everyone 😉
    Billypuffnstuff Billypuffnstuff 46-50, M 1 Response Oct 16, 2015

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    From Depression To Obsession

    i was doing ok , had a job and felt ok . met a weird girl with ocd after a couple of months or so she rutted someone i know and did my head in with other things. first i got depressed then furious . ive been on strong doses of mirtazapine for 8 weeks or so but im still as mad as...
    pipisawhore pipisawhore 36-40, M 1 Response Oct 31, 2009

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