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I Think Im Crazy

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    Has roleplaying went to far :/ Okay, So I keep pretending to be this guy... let call him jake for five maybe six years... because i fell for a girl who didnt love me. we eneded up breaking up, and now i'm with a girl, lets say her name is anna, i know that everything is ffake...
    Fadedface Fadedface 18-21, M Sep 15, 2013

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    All my rational thoughts are telling me one

    thing, my heart another, and it all sounds like a jumble of words. None of it makes sense, but the parts I do understand are the facts of life I don't want to accept. Everything I've dreamt of, hoped for, can't be. I don't know what's wrong with me but these conflicting thoughts...
    misternobrain misternobrain 22-25, M Jan 10, 2014

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    I'm the weirdest person I know

    and am kinda shunned by most. .-.
    hunghero hunghero 16-17, M Feb 7, 2014

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    I'm good at blending in

    but there's times when that shield of mines crack and you can see the twisted beast that lies beneath it. I get attached quickly and hurt like **** when they don't want anything to do with me. I have self control issues and the list goes on. I need help.
    Guitartist Guitartist 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 23, 2014

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    Whats Wrong With Me?

    -+ ever since i was little i was a bit weid and never really clicked with most people.and as i got older i kind of learned to pretend to be normal and i have quite a few quite close friends but i find it hard to share anything with anyone even close family but thats not what...
    Elusivegypsy Elusivegypsy 18-21, F Jan 2, 2012

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    From Depression To Obsession

    i was doing ok , had a job and felt ok . met a weird girl with ocd after a couple of months or so she rutted someone i know and did my head in with other things. first i got depressed then furious . ive been on strong doses of mirtazapine for 8 weeks or so but im still as mad as...
    pipisawhore pipisawhore 36-40, M 1 Response Oct 31, 2009

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    I wrecked my bike then got hit by a car.

    Then I complained that I wrecked my bike
    AlphaStigma77 AlphaStigma77 13-15, M 14 hrs ago

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    I Cant Control Some Things I Never Thought I Will Do

    I dont know why, I feel that sometimes I cant control me as before, Im very antisocial and I like it, but I dont know why Im strarting to become social, and I also feel weird doing that, I dont want to become a sociable person, I also start to be more impulsive and a little more...
    mccintosh mccintosh 18-21, M Jun 24, 2012

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    I was high the other day

    and I started thinking about life, and I pretty much convinced myself that nothing is actually real and I can't get it out of my head. Like the life were living doesn't actually mean anything, it's just something someone came up with when they were bored in another universe and...
    KissableWhale KissableWhale 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 4, 2014

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    I'm just that

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    babylovestar15 babylovestar15 18-21, F Mar 25

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    I don't know what I am.

    But I know I'm not normal. I have always had temper problems it's something that I guess runs in my family. In the past couple years this anger though has changed. It posses me now. It takes psychotic fights in my personality to keep my sanity and to keep me from doing serious...
    Jfrob96 Jfrob96 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 29, 2014

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    Kingdarkroom Kingdarkroom 26-30, M Nov 8, 2014

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    sometimes i think im crazy cause i see things

    so differently than everyone else.
    Differentisgood Differentisgood 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 5, 2014

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    Like i said a whole 7 secs ago in the other

    one I dont "think" I AM End of story
    pyscobastard pyscobastard 18-21, M Dec 7, 2013

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    Am I Crazy Or Just Crazy For Him...too Much

    I'm young and for the last 2 years i have been in love with this guy, this is our 3rd time dating, the other two times he basically gave up on me, this time we started going strong... now i think we're allmost over.... but i CANT be without him, i feel like if he...
    Deafening19Sounds Deafening19Sounds 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 3, 2010

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    Crazy Person

    I dont think im crazy most of the time I no im crazy, I must be or I wouldnt do the things I do, iv come to terms with the fact that im crazy or not right, I dont wish to be this way I just am,I believe that I am in part to blame for the way I am,iv started saying to my doctors...
    myselfxox myselfxox 31-35, F 3 Responses Oct 17, 2009

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    The medication I am on makes me think this everyday I don't know what people would think of me. My parents would be devastated and the rest of my family. For the few friend I do...
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    yeah i really dont think i m cute idk what people see in me lol , i think they are crazy :P
    Dreck007 Dreck007 18-21, M 17 hrs ago

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    I am only crazy when a ***** is threating me πŸ˜… so u know i gotta show out for the broad πŸ˜ͺ .. This isnt my normal chracter tbh sorry in advance HOE πŸ˜†πŸ˜˜πŸ˜˜
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    So we've been having an unbearable heatwave all this week right up until yesterday. I looked back at yesterday's weather forecast and found out that we had some massive...
    xPrincessxPerfectxHairx xPrincessxPerfectxHairx 13-15, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    Did you ever just get up and tell yourself "today I am going just let go and do something crazy ?" Generally I am all thoughts and less action...I suppose I even surprised myself...
    MzPhoenix MzPhoenix 31-35, F 12 Responses 1 day ago

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    I just got back from a service trip, and I think it completely changed my view on many things. I live in a wealthy town, and I hate to say it, but I was pretty materialistic even...
    sullygirl611 sullygirl611 18-21, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    Does anyone else stay awake all night and have extra crazy vivid dreams when it's a full moon? I think I'll need to shave my knuckles in the morning.
    1HelluvaMessGma 1HelluvaMessGma 61-65, F 6 Responses 1 day ago

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    I used to think that I had social anxiety because I thought to myself everyone thinks I'm weird. Then I just realized I just have a really accurate intuition about others...
    honestlyanonymouslyme honestlyanonymouslyme 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    i probably am. it all started a few years ago. a fire had burned down my house and the only thing that had survived it was a doll i made. naturally i took it with me to my new...
    selselsky selselsky 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    but he can drive me crazy sometimes and also bring out the best in me and make me smile and laugh
    shericka1992 shericka1992 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    We helped each other. The wealthy hate that. Yet they help each other. So why is it crazy. Oh. Right. We are helping each other survive them.
    Converted Converted 46-50, M 4 days ago

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    I posted on here a few weeks ago about my previously-ceramics-teacher-turned-friend and I'm seeing him in just under two weeks at his art opening that he invited me to and told me...
    k0930 k0930 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    *Very, Very Long Post* A few days ago, I was talking with my Mom and sister about marriage and relationships. It was actually a very sad conversation because the relationships...
    MyEpochStory MyEpochStory 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I have a hard time of finding a middle ground. Either i care too much or not enough.. I can't stop thinking about things that most of the time i shouldn't even be worried about.. I...
    EternityF EternityF 26-30, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    My younger step-brother has a room next to mine and I can always hear him through the wall playing his xbox, and when thats not on I can hear him snore. Dang he can snore loud...
    dancingamy dancingamy 16-17, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    Especially when you know me better lol, or if I'm really tired....πŸ˜†πŸ˜‚πŸ˜Žor people think I'm crazy in a bad way just because I'm different, but I don't care anymore, I'm not...
    windstolen911 windstolen911 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    I can be crazy if you want me too πŸ”ͺ
    SheAlone SheAlone 22-25, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Heres to the crazy ones. The misfits. The rebels. The troublemakers. The round pegs in the square holes. The ones who see things differently. Theyre not fond of rules. And they...
    LeahLovee LeahLovee 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I'm insanely in love with my boyfriend to the point of me being "crazy" lol. He's in the military and I'm 2,000 miles away so it kind of justifies it. We talked about get promise...
    ddg96 ddg96 18-21, F Jun 25

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    I hear many voices yelling inside my head. It's so loud that it's hard to think and read and sleep and basically get through my daily life. Sometimes I run through conversations in...
    daydreamcat daydreamcat 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 24

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    One of the things I ponder on too much is that like isn't it crazy that there is a possibility of of us actually being crazy. Like we think we have a family and a nice house and we...
    Unicornwhisperer03 Unicornwhisperer03 13-15, F 4 Responses Jun 24

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    In previous posts I've mentioned deleting my Facebook. I only go on to access my old photos. The less I log in the happier I am. Makes me think of the crazy stuff people post and...
    XxLionHeartxX XxLionHeartxX 18-21 2 Responses Jun 23

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    I was only five or six. I slept with my closet open. I would always sleep through the night. But one night I just woke up. No reason. Almost as if I was supposed to wake up then. I...
    ICanDoMyOwnThing ICanDoMyOwnThing 13-15, T 2 Responses Jun 21

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