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I Think Im Crazy

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    I'm good at blending in

    but there's times when that shield of mines crack and you can see the twisted beast that lies beneath it. I get attached quickly and hurt like **** when they don't want anything to do with me. I have self control issues and the list goes on. I need help.
    Guitartist Guitartist 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 23, 2014

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    I was high the other day

    and I started thinking about life, and I pretty much convinced myself that nothing is actually real and I can't get it out of my head. Like the life were living doesn't actually mean anything, it's just something someone came up with when they were bored in another universe and...
    NonexistantSoul NonexistantSoul 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 4, 2014

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    I'm the weirdest person I know

    and am kinda shunned by most. .-.
    hunghero hunghero 16-17, M Feb 7, 2014

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    From Depression To Obsession

    i was doing ok , had a job and felt ok . met a weird girl with ocd after a couple of months or so she rutted someone i know and did my head in with other things. first i got depressed then furious . ive been on strong doses of mirtazapine for 8 weeks or so but im still as mad as...
    pipisawhore pipisawhore 36-40, M 1 Response Oct 31, 2009

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    ....Help

    Has roleplaying went to far :/ Okay, So I keep pretending to be this guy... let call him jake for five maybe six years... because i fell for a girl who didnt love me. we eneded up breaking up, and now i'm with a girl, lets say her name is anna, i know that everything is ffake...
    Fadedface Fadedface 16-17, M Sep 15, 2013

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    Like i said a whole 7 secs ago in the other

    one I dont "think" I AM End of story
    pyscobastard pyscobastard 18-21, M Dec 7, 2013

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    Crazy Person

    I dont think im crazy most of the time I no im crazy, I must be or I wouldnt do the things I do, iv come to terms with the fact that im crazy or not right, I dont wish to be this way I just am,I believe that I am in part to blame for the way I am,iv started saying to my doctors...
    myselfxox myselfxox 31-35, F 2 Responses Oct 17, 2009

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    Kingdarkroom Kingdarkroom 26-30, M Nov 8, 2014

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    All my rational thoughts are telling me one

    thing, my heart another, and it all sounds like a jumble of words. None of it makes sense, but the parts I do understand are the facts of life I don't want to accept. Everything I've dreamt of, hoped for, can't be. I don't know what's wrong with me but these conflicting thoughts...
    misternobrain misternobrain 22-25, M Jan 10, 2014

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    I Cant Control Some Things I Never Thought I Will Do

    I dont know why, I feel that sometimes I cant control me as before, Im very antisocial and I like it, but I dont know why Im strarting to become social, and I also feel weird doing that, I dont want to become a sociable person, I also start to be more impulsive and a little more...
    mccintosh mccintosh 18-21, M Jun 24, 2012

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    sometimes i think im crazy cause i see things

    so differently than everyone else.
    Differentisgood Differentisgood 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 5, 2014

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    Whats Wrong With Me?

    -+ ever since i was little i was a bit weid and never really clicked with most people.and as i got older i kind of learned to pretend to be normal and i have quite a few quite close friends but i find it hard to share anything with anyone even close family but thats not what...
    Elusivegypsy Elusivegypsy 18-21, F Jan 2, 2012

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    Am I Crazy Or Just Crazy For Him...too Much

    I'm young and for the last 2 years i have been in love with this guy, this is our 3rd time dating, the other two times he basically gave up on me, this time we started going strong... now i think we're allmost over.... but i CANT be without him, i feel like if he...
    Deafening19Sounds Deafening19Sounds 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 3, 2010

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    I don't know what I am.

    But I know I'm not normal. I have always had temper problems it's something that I guess runs in my family. In the past couple years this anger though has changed. It posses me now. It takes psychotic fights in my personality to keep my sanity and to keep me from doing serious...
    Jfrob96 Jfrob96 18-21, M Jul 29, 2014

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    "Crazy"Kat DahliaIs it crazy that I want you to stayWhen I tell you to leave,When I tell you go?Is it crazy that I say your own nameMore times a dayThan I say my own?Tell me, baby...
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    Have you ever brushed your teeth and then sipped orange juice? That's the sort of taste that being in a BPD relationship leaves you with. An intense sting that leaves your throat...
    TalaSnow TalaSnow 22-25, F Jan 21

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    I guess you are wondering "crazy in what concept?".........surely NOT in a $exual concept!!!!!!! so why am I considered crazy? the answer is three reasons. 1-My personal choices...
    JustCallMeDude JustCallMeDude 18-21, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I think being sane is a crazy response to a sane world
    NewBeginnings5 NewBeginnings5 22-25 Jan 17

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    I sometimes wonder if I am crazy. Not that I am particularly opposed to the idea. But I certainly do not seem to think like others do. But what really is crazy? Isn't it relative...
    figaromary figaromary 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 6

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    I heard the jangling of chimes and the heavy glass door swung open. The cold wind followed behind me as I walked inside, almost like it wanted to accompany me into the room. I was...
    BlueMetalChick BlueMetalChick 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 20

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    I have never fit into any group of people; Popular, Secular, or Obscure. I honestly believe that none can hold a friendship or love interest with me. I like to think that i'm fine...
    DisGuyOvahEere DisGuyOvahEere 18-21, M 3 days ago

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    This has happened to me multiple times now. Today was the first time in about 2 years - they don't happen too regularly thank god. So I think this started when I was a child, or...
    kvdm kvdm 26-30, F 10 hrs ago

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    I feel like my mind has been shattered. All these years of struggling to survive, barely making it. all the beatings, emotionally and physically. All the blows to my body, my mind...
    TheWickedJester TheWickedJester 26-30, M 10 hrs ago

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    No matter what is going on in your life today, remember, it is only preparation. People come and go; situations rise and fall; it's all preparation for better things. You must...
    deephuman deephuman 22-25, F Jan 21

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    One thing I don't understand, is that you're not supposed to call the mentally retarded the mentally retarded anymore. What ARE they supposed to be called? It keeps changing. Us...
    Cetacean Cetacean 36-40, M 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    It scares me that you never truly know what someone is thinking or feeling towards you despite what they say.
    whyusteens whyusteens 13-15, F 4 Responses 1 hr ago

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    I think Ketamine is not good but i do take some though and i also sell it as well just to interested persons..
    alanwoo alanwoo 66-70 24 mins ago

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    I think I'm going Crazy!!!!!! At 1:00 or 2:00 am I hear this melody it go on and on them fades away and come back! It's a creepy melody
    RainbowWolf13 RainbowWolf13 13-15, F 7 Responses Jan 3

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    Im at my ropes end. Im a 29 year old divorced women with a beautiful son and a wonderful boyfriend. I am a hard worker and have been a successful parts manager at a car dealership...
    ChristieSunshine ChristieSunshine 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 18

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    my mom is so ******* mean to me , she is so cold ,I cry and tell her I can't live like this anymore and she either tells me to shut up or yeah right like wtf what kind of mother...
    hayley101 hayley101 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 19

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    Can't believe I actually found this. I just got off the phone with my mom (big fight where she hung up on me), and I typed in "what do you do if you have a crazy mother" and this...
    paisleyapple paisleyapple 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 20

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    "War Out Of Peace"Tristan PrettymanWell there are times when you knowWhen you should stay, when you should goBut you don'tRehearse the lines in your headYou know what needs to be...
    NewBeginnings77 NewBeginnings77 31-35, F 5 days ago

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    My mom is frickin crazy. Sometimes she cries and yells at my dad saying the biggest mistake of her life was marrying him. My dad doesnt have the best job in the world so his salary...
    thesexytortise thesexytortise 22-25, M 3 hrs ago

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    I can't stop thinking...about almost every single thing. Even if they're just random thoughts, I suddenly engulf myself with vivid images of fictional situations. I think it's...
    NA379 NA379 13-15, F 7 Responses 4 days ago

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    A usaly daily text from my crazy ex Katie.. ;-; "I don't wanna be just your friend anymore Alyx:'( You mean so much more to me than a friend. I understand you dont want to date...
    crazyhyperkid crazyhyperkid 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 3

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    Part 5 If you didn't read the others I suggest you do because it might not make sense to you if you start reading from when times start going down hill to when it was all happy...
    BushMaster243 BushMaster243 16-17, M Jan 6

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    I am a 35 year "young" woman, who is divorced six years now. I have been dating a young man who is currently 25 years old. We used to live together, now I live 850 miles away. (job...
    Jenjuz79 Jenjuz79 31-35 Jan 12

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    My family has crazy ideas Like my dad thought me and my sister needed to be Exorcised lol but we didn't ha ha ha Like I said my family has crazy Ideas
    RainbowWolf13 RainbowWolf13 13-15, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    I think I'm am interesting person because lol every since I was a kid I was called crazy. I was even once evaluated to see if I was. sadly I wasn't xD jk but I think to be...
    huntinrifle huntinrifle 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 10

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    My husband and I have been married... It will be 4 years in April. We were a couple for 3 years before that. We have 2 kids together. They will soon be 3 and 5. He had an affair 6...
    ThatConfusedGirl ThatConfusedGirl 22-25, F Jan 10

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    I'm very conflicted, at first I didn't think of him as anyone special. We talked a lot, about everything and he was just a friend to me. He wasn't the type of guy that I liked, up...
    lunazteca lunazteca 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 10

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    You can think I'm crazy well cuase I am you can think I'm weird which I also am you can think whatever you want about me but I'm happier being my own person not trying to be...
    Mal33ha123 Mal33ha123 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 11

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    I woke up this morning,and opened my pantry door to look for an antacid. Instead a whole heap of chocolate fell out at me. As I picked it all up to put away, I looked at it and...
    kinkysexybabe kinkysexybabe 36-40, F 1 Response Jan 19

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    So...I'm lying now on my bed with all the things I need to pack into my suitcase all over my room. I'm stressing out. I hate packing. And in the midst of my stressing-out, I manage...
    littlemisslight littlemisslight 26-30, F Jan 20

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    So. Where to start? mmm ok brief background: In Feb of 2013 I moved to South Korea for one year to teach English. I moved back home in Feb of 2014. I was immediately shocked...
    rayofsunshine33 rayofsunshine33 22-25, F Jan 1

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    Can't stop thinking... Do people think I'm crazy... Funny... Weird??!!!!!?!!!!?!!!!!
    Uriuh1 Uriuh1 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 3

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