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I Think Im Dying From a Broken Heart

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    And if, for some strange reason I manage to

    survive, I will wish until the end of my days that I hadn't. I want you with me so badly that it's tearing me up. What scares me is that I know a way to make it all go away...
    TensGirl TensGirl 41-45, F 3 Responses Nov 14, 2014

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    To Hurt To Live

    Me and my fiance broke up after 7 years. We have a daughter together 3 years old I mmiss them both so much. Its been over a year an life is just not the same. This has devastated my life. I still love her so much I didn't want this. They are my life I haven't been able to pick up...
    woundswontheal woundswontheal 36-40 4 Responses Jun 22, 2012

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    Lost in a drunken stupor.

    Liquid that numbed the broken and healed the sick. Asphyxiated by the sound of empty. Breathing in the walls of nevermore. What walls are silenced by hollowed out eyes that sees nothing but what joy of a trebling hand ignited. Cheers to this fallen house To this false delusion...
    Xingouttheos Xingouttheos 16-17, F Jan 20

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    I Cant Marry Her..

      I love some one but i will not be able to merry her because she is frm other religion ,her perants are not agreed to our relationship now the girl which i loved the most has dumped me for some other guy who is more smart and sucessfull in his life then mei cant live without...
    alexgeek9 alexgeek9 26-30, M Sep 29, 2012

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    I Got Dumped and I Never Knew It Hurt So Much.

    Me and my girlfriend dated for 6 months... We broke up a couple times for no more than 2 days.... We planned to get married... She dumped me... And i can't except it... She is being serious.... I'm in so much pain... She is truly the only one for me.... I'm sick now but when Im...
    Amzsweet167 Amzsweet167 13-15, F Oct 1, 2009

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    My heart is feeling broken

    because I'm so angry, so unforgiving and I can't let things go... I knew it was only a matter of time before it began taking over... I want to live in love, I used to be able to shut off all my feelings of resentment before, I could look at anybody and love them unconditionally...
    iamFrightened iamFrightened 18-21, M Apr 7

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    Some Days-venting

    Some days the pain, fear, despair, and self-hatred become unbearable. My stomach is in knots, my head hurts, can't eat, can't sleep, can't even get involved in my life. My brother yells at me, "this is what SHE wants, you can't let her win." He's vengeful and he never really...
    BozoBuckets BozoBuckets 51-55, M 1 Response Dec 17, 2012

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    I've been betrayed lied

    and cheated on so many countless times that my own stress hormones are attacking my heart and now my heart is skipping a beat too much depressing stories and too many cuts.
    LGKolor LGKolor 18-21, M Aug 1, 2014

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    I'm Not Living I'm Just Killing Time

    Hello, im 25year old girl. well 9 months ago the love of my life and i broke up, i wasnt sure about my feelings in that moment. We never stop talking and hanging out, but 4 months ago i realized that he started to date other girl. He said she is not his girlfriend but other...
    pagio pagio 22-25, F 4 Responses Apr 10, 2012

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    He Is Gone But My Love Remains

    I cannot stop crying, I hold his pillow and still smell the scent of him. Two weeks has passed and i think maybe am worst today than before. He took my heart with him, and my reason to live, he was my world my everything. I never knew how much I loved him until he left. I wonder...
    mommaceitta mommaceitta 51-55, F 4 Responses Apr 15, 2013

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    Feels Like Im Drowning...

    Feels like im dying real slow Like its eating at me, Taking it's time to destroy me. Feels so lonely Like a dark cold room, Taking it's time to keep me.
    Tman456789 Tman456789 16-17, M 2 Responses Nov 17, 2013

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    I'm in a mess, I'm trying to cover up pain from

    too many things, I've been thr 3 years of torture and now I've nothing. I've lost my friends, my boyfriend and my sons respect and behaves totally different towards me , I've spent a massive inheritance and I'm ashamed. I feel like I'm waiting for someone to show me it was real...
    kgarrett37 kgarrett37 36-40, F 2 Responses Jan 26, 2014

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    Its Been Over A Yr Since I Left True Love........

    Were do i start? I feel messed up, confused, sad, an the list goes on! I was a single mom trying to make my family work on an off until i could take no more. I left the father of my children an eventually met a man who really loved an adored me an my kids! Seemed like i had met...
    paisly paisly 26-30, F Oct 15, 2012

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    I was texting with some guy about month.

    He was helping me and I was falling in love at him and forgeting about some problems and some other guy. Now he told me that he have a girlfriend and I now need to pretend that he is just a friend.
    staystrongandlive staystrongandlive 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 19, 2014

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    Long Distance Relationship

    I started a new long distance relationship more than one year ago, I thougth this time I would meet him, cause he is not disable and have a job, again I cant go to visit him (Visa problem), the first time he told me he would come here to see me, ... he didnt come cause he heart...
    skyline1973 skyline1973 36-40 Apr 18, 2012

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    Living this thing called life.

    ....Damn so much heartache and pain in this world. So many tears I've cried sometimes violence . No love in my life no real unconditional true love from any live being. people either want to dominated, use , hurt or abuse. So many trials and tribulations I'm waiting for true pure...
    missy5414 missy5414 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 20, 2014

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    Broken Heart

    The only guy I swore up and down was the one for me broke my heart. :( Now what?! What comes after this? Im torn apart . I have all these emotions love, hate! augh!!! i SIT HERE and ask myself now what? Where do I go from here? I loved him very much and now he is gone. NOw what...
    lorena1 lorena1 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 24, 2012

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    CuddlesNSnuggles CuddlesNSnuggles 13-15, M 1 Response Sep 11, 2014

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    I Have Survived Narccissim

    it has been almost 5 years since I met Dante. And it has been a year in July that I left him, and that was the HARDEST thing I ever did. When we first met he seemed....so perfect....loving and patient and understanding. He used to brag to me that he had a tounge that could cut...
    jsweat2369 jsweat2369 26-30 1 Response Apr 16, 2011

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    What's Wrong With Me?!

    I said that I would die FOR you, not BECAUSE of you. There's a huge difference. Yet, I think I'm the one who needs to learn that lesson.
    BozoBuckets BozoBuckets 51-55, M 2 Responses Nov 3, 2012

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    Been seeing someone for yrs now.

    But broke my heart extremely hard. Made me lost all I had.
    softly75 softly75 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 2, 2014

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    Long Distance ... Broken Heart

    I met a man, in the internet, he told me since the first time that he is disabled but I didnt care, I acepted him in my life, we shared so many hours together (web cam/ 6 hours a day), we are far away from each other, I feel sad because the relationship never would be "real", we...
    skyline1973 skyline1973 36-40 4 Responses Aug 30, 2010

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    Better To Have Loved And Lost?

    Hmmm I dunno.   I love him.  I learned so much about myself becuase of him.  He told me he believed in me.  He told me that chose me.  He built me up.  But unintentionally tore me down.  To not have loved him, would mean to not have learn what I was supposed to.  But...
    loudsilence1 loudsilence1 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 13, 2012

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    I think I will live to spite him though. Hmmm if you asked me the other day if I would make it I would have said hell no but so much in my life has changed in the last three days and now I just want to get through each and every day to the next so again I think I will live to...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 1 Response Sep 10, 2009

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    Broken For The Third And Last Time!

    I am sitting here trying to form a train of thought to give some substance and direction to the story I am trying to tell :- my brain is simply too overloaded to start. My head just turns numb inside and an inability to express myself imposes it self over me. HELP ME!
    Seirian Seirian 46-50, M 2 Responses Oct 12, 2012

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    codydobb codydobb 16-17, F Apr 3, 2014

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    if one could die of a broken heart i would be

    dead 4 times over. I wish i had died the first time because it just gets worse
    TheWickedJester TheWickedJester 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 13

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    its literally destroying me.... physically as well

    i worked it out to be 6 months since my "reason for existing" left me. i have had other girlfriends come and go since then but im still so depressed all the time about her. i know people have broken up after longer but 3 years of such a great relationship in which i...
    formerwhinger formerwhinger 18-21, M 7 Responses Nov 11, 2009

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    Shai15 Shai15 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 13, 2014

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    A Poem To Release My Soul

    Your words yes i know what they mean they burn my soul just like gasoline to a house named heart burn it at any means far from safe very far apart as i lie in to see the stars wishing is for the broken parts i look to the left and you yell i look to the right and your gone i see...
    criticalco criticalco 13-15, M Feb 13, 2013

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    Is This It?

    This might be a bit of a rant, sorry.   Almost four years ago, I met the most important person in my life. I have walked through fire with him, gave it my all. Yes, a few mess ups here and there, we have gone through hell. But I fell in love. And I am certain that...
    foreversoldier foreversoldier 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 25, 2010

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    I know it may seem strange to have a broken heart over a pet. but I do. In the last 4 months someone has gone out of their way to intentionally run over our pets. first my 9...
    javee76 javee76 36-40, F 2 Responses Apr 2

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    i am feeling lost you going to leaving me.. i am just sad feeling broken heart its feel everything doesn't work at all..I love youuuu so muchhh then you leaving mr worthless
    stayme92 stayme92 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 2

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    i don't have a broken heart, i just liked that pic and wanted to share it
    nice80 nice80 31-35, M Apr 4

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    This constant fact that nothing beautiful is meant to last, we all lived it and suffered when a beautiful relationship ends. this is the only certain thing I know which should be...
    wasseem wasseem 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 9

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    the biggest impact. I believe that everyone, sooner or later, has this thing happening in their lives which will change them forever. It’s not comparable. For the one’s who...
    deleleleteddd deleleleteddd 13-15, F Mar 30

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    It's been... more than six weeks. I forget now. It gets easier. I think more of how much of a bastard you were in the end than anything else. You were a total narcissist, you...
    wingeyes wingeyes 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    Recently I met a man. He was cool and we clicked. We became bf and g f. We were so happy we both thought we had things in common. Until I found out that he was with another girl...
    AthingBisidyou AthingBisidyou 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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