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I Think Im Dying From a Broken Heart

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 211 People

    codydobb codydobb 16-17, F Apr 3, 2014

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    What's Wrong With Me?!

    I said that I would die FOR you, not BECAUSE of you. There's a huge difference. Yet, I think I'm the one who needs to learn that lesson.
    BozoBuckets BozoBuckets 51-55, M 2 Responses Nov 3, 2012

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    Some Days-venting

    Some days the pain, fear, despair, and self-hatred become unbearable. My stomach is in knots, my head hurts, can't eat, can't sleep, can't even get involved in my life. My brother yells at me, "this is what SHE wants, you can't let her win." He's vengeful and he never really...
    BozoBuckets BozoBuckets 51-55, M 1 Response Dec 17, 2012

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    Better To Have Loved And Lost?

    Hmmm I dunno.   I love him.  I learned so much about myself becuase of him.  He told me he believed in me.  He told me that chose me.  He built me up.  But unintentionally tore me down.  To not have loved him, would mean to not have learn what I was supposed to.  But...
    loudsilence1 loudsilence1 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 13, 2012

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    Shai15 Shai15 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 13, 2014

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    I've been betrayed lied

    and cheated on so many countless times that my own stress hormones are attacking my heart and now my heart is skipping a beat too much depressing stories and too many cuts.
    LGKolor LGKolor 18-21, M Aug 1, 2014

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    To Hurt To Live

    Me and my fiance broke up after 7 years. We have a daughter together 3 years old I mmiss them both so much. Its been over a year an life is just not the same. This has devastated my life. I still love her so much I didn't want this. They are my life I haven't been able to pick up...
    woundswontheal woundswontheal 36-40 4 Responses Jun 22, 2012

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    And if, for some strange reason I manage to

    survive, I will wish until the end of my days that I hadn't. I want you with me so badly that it's tearing me up. What scares me is that I know a way to make it all go away...
    TensGirl TensGirl 41-45, F 3 Responses Nov 14, 2014

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    Living this thing called life.

    ....Damn so much heartache and pain in this world. So many tears I've cried sometimes violence . No love in my life no real unconditional true love from any live being. people either want to dominated, use , hurt or abuse. So many trials and tribulations I'm waiting for true pure...
    missy5414 missy5414 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 20, 2014

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    Broken Heart

    The only guy I swore up and down was the one for me broke my heart. :( Now what?! What comes after this? Im torn apart . I have all these emotions love, hate! augh!!! i SIT HERE and ask myself now what? Where do I go from here? I loved him very much and now he is gone. NOw what...
    lorena1 lorena1 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 24, 2012

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    CuddlesNSnuggles CuddlesNSnuggles 13-15, M 1 Response Sep 11, 2014

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    Is This It?

    This might be a bit of a rant, sorry.   Almost four years ago, I met the most important person in my life. I have walked through fire with him, gave it my all. Yes, a few mess ups here and there, we have gone through hell. But I fell in love. And I am certain that...
    foreversoldier foreversoldier 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 25, 2010

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    He Is Gone But My Love Remains

    I cannot stop crying, I hold his pillow and still smell the scent of him. Two weeks has passed and i think maybe am worst today than before. He took my heart with him, and my reason to live, he was my world my everything. I never knew how much I loved him until he left. I wonder...
    mommaceitta mommaceitta 51-55, F 4 Responses Apr 15, 2013

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    Been seeing someone for yrs now.

    But broke my heart extremely hard. Made me lost all I had.
    softly75 softly75 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 2, 2014

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    I was texting with some guy about month.

    He was helping me and I was falling in love at him and forgeting about some problems and some other guy. Now he told me that he have a girlfriend and I now need to pretend that he is just a friend.
    staystrongandlive staystrongandlive 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 19, 2014

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    I'm in a mess, I'm trying to cover up pain from

    too many things, I've been thr 3 years of torture and now I've nothing. I've lost my friends, my boyfriend and my sons respect and behaves totally different towards me , I've spent a massive inheritance and I'm ashamed. I feel like I'm waiting for someone to show me it was real...
    kgarrett37 kgarrett37 36-40, F 2 Responses Jan 26, 2014

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    I Cant Marry Her..

      I love some one but i will not be able to merry her because she is frm other religion ,her perants are not agreed to our relationship now the girl which i loved the most has dumped me for some other guy who is more smart and sucessfull in his life then mei cant live without...
    alexgeek9 alexgeek9 26-30, M Sep 29, 2012

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    I Got Dumped and I Never Knew It Hurt So Much.

    Me and my girlfriend dated for 6 months... We broke up a couple times for no more than 2 days.... We planned to get married... She dumped me... And i can't except it... She is being serious.... I'm in so much pain... She is truly the only one for me.... I'm sick now but when Im...
    Amzsweet167 Amzsweet167 13-15, F Oct 1, 2009

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    Long Distance ... Broken Heart

    I met a man, in the internet, he told me since the first time that he is disabled but I didnt care, I acepted him in my life, we shared so many hours together (web cam/ 6 hours a day), we are far away from each other, I feel sad because the relationship never would be "real", we...
    skyline1973 skyline1973 36-40 4 Responses Aug 30, 2010

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    Feels Like Im Drowning...

    Feels like im dying real slow Like its eating at me, Taking it's time to destroy me. Feels so lonely Like a dark cold room, Taking it's time to keep me.
    Tman456789 Tman456789 16-17, M 2 Responses Nov 17, 2013

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    Its Been Over A Yr Since I Left True Love........

    Were do i start? I feel messed up, confused, sad, an the list goes on! I was a single mom trying to make my family work on an off until i could take no more. I left the father of my children an eventually met a man who really loved an adored me an my kids! Seemed like i had met...
    paisly paisly 26-30, F Oct 15, 2012

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    I'm Not Living I'm Just Killing Time

    Hello, im 25year old girl. well 9 months ago the love of my life and i broke up, i wasnt sure about my feelings in that moment. We never stop talking and hanging out, but 4 months ago i realized that he started to date other girl. He said she is not his girlfriend but other...
    pagio pagio 22-25, F 4 Responses Apr 10, 2012

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    I think I will live to spite him though. Hmmm if you asked me the other day if I would make it I would have said hell no but so much in my life has changed in the last three days and now I just want to get through each and every day to the next so again I think I will live to...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 1 Response Sep 10, 2009

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    Broken For The Third And Last Time!

    I am sitting here trying to form a train of thought to give some substance and direction to the story I am trying to tell :- my brain is simply too overloaded to start. My head just turns numb inside and an inability to express myself imposes it self over me. HELP ME!
    Seirian Seirian 46-50, M 2 Responses Oct 12, 2012

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    A Poem To Release My Soul

    Your words yes i know what they mean they burn my soul just like gasoline to a house named heart burn it at any means far from safe very far apart as i lie in to see the stars wishing is for the broken parts i look to the left and you yell i look to the right and your gone i see...
    criticalco criticalco 13-15, M Feb 13, 2013

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    I Have Survived Narccissim

    it has been almost 5 years since I met Dante. And it has been a year in July that I left him, and that was the HARDEST thing I ever did. When we first met he seemed....so perfect....loving and patient and understanding. He used to brag to me that he had a tounge that could cut...
    jsweat2369 jsweat2369 26-30 1 Response Apr 16, 2011

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    Lost in a drunken stupor.

    Liquid that numbed the broken and healed the sick. Asphyxiated by the sound of empty. Breathing in the walls of nevermore. What walls are silenced by hollowed out eyes that sees nothing but what joy of a trebling hand ignited. Cheers to this fallen house To this false delusion...
    Xingouttheos Xingouttheos 16-17, F Jan 20

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    its literally destroying me.... physically as well

    i worked it out to be 6 months since my "reason for existing" left me. i have had other girlfriends come and go since then but im still so depressed all the time about her. i know people have broken up after longer but 3 years of such a great relationship in which i...
    formerwhinger formerwhinger 18-21, M 8 Responses Nov 11, 2009

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    Long Distance Relationship

    I started a new long distance relationship more than one year ago, I thougth this time I would meet him, cause he is not disable and have a job, again I cant go to visit him (Visa problem), the first time he told me he would come here to see me, ... he didnt come cause he heart...
    skyline1973 skyline1973 36-40 Apr 18, 2012

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    if one could die of a broken heart i would be

    dead 4 times over. I wish i had died the first time because it just gets worse
    TheWickedJester TheWickedJester 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 13

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    bubblegumlollipop bubblegumlollipop 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 13

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    so here I sit cold as duck on new years eve I broke her mind body and soul with my wicked thoughts and horrific actions she drove away broken hearted I dont have the answers for...
    itsjustme3684 itsjustme3684 26-30, M 1 Response Dec 31, 2014

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    I think my past effected me alot.I ws very conservative ,had a proper way of living before all tht but now...I m more reckless,living out of my character nd I wont say I m proper...
    1crazyfreak6 1crazyfreak6 22-25, F 4 Responses Jan 11

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    A wounded heart damage & bruised Love shouldn't feel this way nor should it confused A caring heart was attack by infidelity No song can cure this heart not even a melody The...
    DaCreativeChild DaCreativeChild 22-25, F Jan 5

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    I want to run to you and hold you. I want to jump into your arms and kiss you. I want your smell to envelop me as you whisper in my ear. I want to fall asleep in your arms and wake...
    laurisilva laurisilva 31-35, F 4 Responses Jan 19

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    For all those broken hearts.,.. You don't have to be so mean to yourself.. You dont have to give up your individual life just because someone took a decision for himself.. Be...
    DSireR DSireR 36-40, M 2 Responses Dec 29, 2014

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    Met with a girl I've been crazy for for a long time; and she made it clear she and I are just friends. And I definitely feel broken hearted.
    qeust24 qeust24 22-25, M 3 days ago

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    I thought being in love would be the greatest feeling I can ever have yes it's true and yes it's not true. I feel broken because I just made a decision that would change my whole...
    myleslus myleslus 22-25, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    I just broke up on New Year's day. I had been with him since Oct 9, 2013. He had been my unbelievably very good friend since Feb 2007. He's very intelligent and sensitive...
    UN1V3RS3 UN1V3RS3 31-35, F 3 Responses Jan 2

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    We broke up 5yrs ago. You loved drinking more then us.. Then you come around 3yrs later when I finally moved on.. Tell me you want to be a better daddy to our daughter... So over...
    missjdragon20 missjdragon20 26-30, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    I just thought about this. I remember when my mom's mom died, I was fine until the funeral. No tears, nothing. I was in disbelief..until I saw my broken mom. I walked to her and...
    whyusteens whyusteens 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 17

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    I take everything said to me to heart. Every bad word, every accusation, everything offensive or against my character. I listen to everyone, since I don't want to hurt anyone, it...
    DarkwingGoslyn DarkwingGoslyn 31-35 2 Responses 21 hrs ago

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    I have lost my heart, can you help me find it. It's around here somewhere but I seem to have misplaced it. I can feel a beating in my chest but there is nothing there. Im sure...
    TheWickedJester TheWickedJester 26-30, M 3 Responses Dec 29, 2014

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    It's hard seeing her with other men. I guess I fooled myself into believing that she would be there at the end. Truth is that I knew about him already, but it's still hard for me...
    Xamad Xamad 22-25, M 2 Responses Jan 7

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    Everyone has their own story to tell about heartbreak. My real story about heartbreak started yesterday because this break-up is officially permanent. It hurts to love the wrong...
    endlessl0ve endlessl0ve 22-25, F 7 Responses Jan 19

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    What should I do? Bf had been nagging me to delete photos of my ex. I have none on my fb just I am tagged in a few photos of his. I have removed all the pictures of my ex and most...
    LD02 LD02 22-25, F 8 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    My girlfriend left me 2 months ago. I still feel so broken. I was going to marry her, to raise a child with her. I don't think I will ever love again. A future without her means...
    butterybiscuitface butterybiscuitface 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 10

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    amid the broken rubble of my heart I try and piece it back together bit by bit and part by part but there she is again to tear it asunder the demon of my dreams pulling me under...
    fenrirandimpachi fenrirandimpachi 22-25, M 1 Response Dec 28, 2014

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    Let's talk about love. I love my kids unconditionally. They are both almost thirty now and they are decent, respectful, funny and kind. I love my puppy and my cat. They love...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jan 2

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