I Think Im Dying From a Broken Heart

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 357 People

    I don't deserve a life of **** just

    because of 1 man who is coward and irresponsible.
    Aaaashton Aaaashton
    22-25, F
    1 Response Sep 15, 2015

    nobodys ever treated me like this,

    ,, pushed me around on my own property as my parents watch on. I knew if you were hear you woulnt have let this **** happen..you held way more respect for me then this guy..idk what his problem is..i don't care anymore about him, I have nothing for him.he told me he was...
    MyraTomPhil MyraTomPhil
    26-30, F
    Sep 7, 2015

    Lost in a drunken stupor.

    Liquid that numbed the broken and healed the sick. Asphyxiated by the sound of empty. Breathing in the walls of nevermore. What walls are silenced by hollowed out eyes that sees nothing but what joy of a trebling hand ignited. Cheers to this fallen house To this false delusion...
    Iamvindicated Iamvindicated
    18-21, F
    Jan 20, 2015

    Long Distance ... Broken Heart

    I met a man, in the internet, he told me since the first time that he is disabled but I didnt care, I acepted him in my life, we shared so many hours together (web cam/ 6 hours a day), we are far away from each other, I feel sad because the relationship never would be "real", we...
    skyline1973 skyline1973
    36-40
    4 Responses Aug 30, 2010

    Everyday I feel like my heart

    or chest will blow up from all the pain that's being weighed down on me. I feel like I would just get a heart failure for being deeply depressed after a breakup; it's been almost three years now. I already moved on but I will never forget the things I prayed for to Jesus Christ...
    XxCuTiE14xX XxCuTiE14xX
    16-17, F
    1 Response Sep 3, 2015

    To Hurt To Live

    Me and my fiance broke up after 7 years. We have a daughter together 3 years old I mmiss them both so much. Its been over a year an life is just not the same. This has devastated my life. I still love her so much I didn't want this. They are my life I haven't been able to pick up...
    woundswontheal woundswontheal
    36-40
    4 Responses Jun 22, 2012

    Is This It?

    This might be a bit of a rant, sorry.   Almost four years ago, I met the most important person in my life. I have walked through fire with him, gave it my all. Yes, a few mess ups here and there, we have gone through hell. But I fell in love. And I am certain that...
    foreversoldier foreversoldier
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Mar 25, 2010

    There are numerous older men in the world

    who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to find women for dating and companionship. The spokesperson reports that many older men have started finding perfect companions through their...
    amelcc11 amelcc11
    26-30, F
    Aug 3, 2015

    Living this thing called life.

    ....Damn so much heartache and pain in this world. So many tears I've cried sometimes violence . No love in my life no real unconditional true love from any live being. people either want to dominated, use , hurt or abuse. So many trials and tribulations I'm waiting for true pure...
    missy5414 missy5414
    36-40, F
    1 Response Nov 20, 2014

    My little doggie died four weeks ago today.

    Every week on this day I'm very very sad 🐩 I wish more than anything that I could touch her,sing to her,tease her,say her name or for just one more moment PLEASE...see my little girl.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    8 Responses Nov 7, 2015

    if one could die of a broken heart i would be

    dead 4 times over. I wish i had died the first time because it just gets worse
    TheWanderingWarrior TheWanderingWarrior
    26-30, M
    1 Response Jan 13, 2015

    its literally destroying me.... physically as well

    i worked it out to be 6 months since my "reason for existing" left me. i have had other girlfriends come and go since then but im still so depressed all the time about her. i know people have broken up after longer but 3 years of such a great relationship in which i...
    formerwhinger formerwhinger
    18-21, M
    7 Responses Nov 11, 2009

    I've been betrayed lied

    and cheated on so many countless times that my own stress hormones are attacking my heart and now my heart is skipping a beat too much depressing stories and too many cuts.
    LGKolor LGKolor
    18-21, M
    Aug 1, 2014

    ...

    I think I will live to spite him though. Hmmm if you asked me the other day if I would make it I would have said hell no but so much in my life has changed in the last three days and now I just want to get through each and every day to the next so again I think I will live to...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm
    41-45, F
    1 Response Sep 10, 2009

    He Is Gone But My Love Remains

    I cannot stop crying, I hold his pillow and still smell the scent of him. Two weeks has passed and i think maybe am worst today than before. He took my heart with him, and my reason to live, he was my world my everything. I never knew how much I loved him until he left. I wonder...
    mommaceitta mommaceitta
    51-55, F
    4 Responses Apr 15, 2013

    I Have Survived Narccissim

    it has been almost 5 years since I met Dante. And it has been a year in July that I left him, and that was the HARDEST thing I ever did. When we first met he seemed....so perfect....loving and patient and understanding. He used to brag to me that he had a tounge that could cut...
    jsweat2369 jsweat2369
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 16, 2011
    wassup305 wassup305
    16-17, F
    1 Response Apr 26, 2015

    I am madly in love with someone

    but their heart belongs to someone else... It does hurt to find the one person i feel is the love of my life and for them to be in love with someone else..I been to the point where i believe there isn't someone for everyone.
    EternityF EternityF
    26-30, F
    1 Response Aug 3, 2015

    Feels Like Im Drowning...

    Feels like im dying real slow Like its eating at me, Taking it's time to destroy me. Feels so lonely Like a dark cold room, Taking it's time to keep me.
    Tman456789 Tman456789
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Nov 17, 2013

    A Poem To Release My Soul

    Your words yes i know what they mean they burn my soul just like gasoline to a house named heart burn it at any means far from safe very far apart as i lie in to see the stars wishing is for the broken parts i look to the left and you yell i look to the right and your gone i see...
    criticalco criticalco
    16-17, M
    Feb 13, 2013

    Goodbye world this is

    for real I'm killing myself I can't take this anymore i really can't
    Peedripping Peedripping
    18-21, F
    33 Responses Apr 26, 2015

    when you feel like you'll be dead any moment

    but still force yourself out of bed just to go to work.....
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jun 1, 2015

    Sometimes you just sit

    and wonder if the empty feeling will go away or if you'll ever stop crying or feeling alone, sad and hopeless
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    5 Responses Aug 3, 2015

    I'm Not Living I'm Just Killing Time

    Hello, im 25year old girl. well 9 months ago the love of my life and i broke up, i wasnt sure about my feelings in that moment. We never stop talking and hanging out, but 4 months ago i realized that he started to date other girl. He said she is not his girlfriend but other...
    pagio pagio
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Apr 10, 2012

    Some Days-venting

    Some days the pain, fear, despair, and self-hatred become unbearable. My stomach is in knots, my head hurts, can't eat, can't sleep, can't even get involved in my life. My brother yells at me, "this is what SHE wants, you can't let her win." He's vengeful and he never really...
    BozoBuckets BozoBuckets
    51-55, M
    2 Responses Dec 17, 2012

    And if, for some strange reason I manage to

    survive, I will wish until the end of my days that I hadn't. I want you with me so badly that it's tearing me up. What scares me is that I know a way to make it all go away...
    TensGirl TensGirl
    41-45, F
    1 Response Nov 14, 2014

    Guys, take some time off

    and read this The Fluttering Hearted Flirt - http ://wp.me/p67thY-C May give you a fresh look at your own vision. I write to inspire.
    whatishappening15 whatishappening15
    22-25, F
    Aug 4, 2015

    There are numerous older men in the world

    who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to find women for dating and companionship. The spokesperson reports that many older men have started finding perfect companions through their...
    minacc11 minacc11
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jun 12, 2015

    Broken Heart

    The only guy I swore up and down was the one for me broke my heart. :( Now what?! What comes after this? Im torn apart . I have all these emotions love, hate! augh!!! i SIT HERE and ask myself now what? Where do I go from here? I loved him very much and now he is gone. NOw what...
    lorena1 lorena1
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Jul 24, 2012

    There are numerous older men in the world

    who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to find women for dating and companionship. The spokesperson reports that many older men have started finding perfect companions through their...
    amelcc11 amelcc11
    26-30, F
    Aug 3, 2015

    lol! My boyfriend doesn't

    even love/like me!!! i know im just his rebound but yet i cant let him go. wtf right??!! lol. im so saddddd. people say listen to your institution...& its telling me that hell yeah im a rebound. im so stupid. who would really wanna date a girl like me. lol. ??
    Ebtitel001 Ebtitel001
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Aug 2, 2015

    I used to love a guy.

    .. we were together for a year and 2 weeks... last summer I came out to him as bi... just a few weeks after I came out to my best friend (she's a girl)... since I came out to him... I have felt like I am doomed to a life in misery... however... before I got with him... I started...
    chloebirchall chloebirchall
    13-15, F
    1 Response Aug 3, 2015

    I Got Dumped and I Never Knew It Hurt So Much.

    Me and my girlfriend dated for 6 months... We broke up a couple times for no more than 2 days.... We planned to get married... She dumped me... And i can't except it... She is being serious.... I'm in so much pain... She is truly the only one for me.... I'm sick now but when Im...
    Amzsweet167 Amzsweet167
    13-15, F
    Oct 1, 2009

    You actually can die from a broken heart.

    The chemicals that cause he feeling of depression are poisonous the the heart. In high enough amounts they can cause a heart attack. It's called takotsubo cardiomyopathy. It's named for the appearance of the heart as it occurs. It resembles a Japanese Octopus trap.
    Thespistx Thespistx
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Apr 26, 2015

    What's Wrong With Me?!

    I said that I would die FOR you, not BECAUSE of you. There's a huge difference. Yet, I think I'm the one who needs to learn that lesson.
    BozoBuckets BozoBuckets
    51-55, M
    2 Responses Nov 3, 2012
    Shai15 Shai15
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Oct 13, 2014

    Been seeing someone for yrs now.

    But broke my heart extremely hard. Made me lost all I had.
    softly75 softly75
    36-40, F
    1 Response Apr 2, 2014

    Long Distance Relationship

    I started a new long distance relationship more than one year ago, I thougth this time I would meet him, cause he is not disable and have a job, again I cant go to visit him (Visa problem), the first time he told me he would come here to see me, ... he didnt come cause he heart...
    skyline1973 skyline1973
    36-40
    Apr 18, 2012
    codydobb codydobb
    16-17, F
    Apr 3, 2014

    I was texting with some guy about month.

    He was helping me and I was falling in love at him and forgeting about some problems and some other guy. Now he told me that he have a girlfriend and I now need to pretend that he is just a friend.
    staystrongandlive staystrongandlive
    16-17, F
    1 Response Nov 19, 2014

    My husband has been away

    for these past few days. He told me that there wasn't anyone else in the picture but he needed some space away for a few days. He comes home early in the morning when I'm asleep to get his clothes. He told me on Saturday that he wanted to be single. That broke me into pieces...
    Kira05 Kira05
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Jun 8, 2015

    I'm in a mess, I'm trying to cover up pain from

    too many things, I've been thr 3 years of torture and now I've nothing. I've lost my friends, my boyfriend and my sons respect and behaves totally different towards me , I've spent a massive inheritance and I'm ashamed. I feel like I'm waiting for someone to show me it was real...
    kgarrett37 kgarrett37
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Jan 26, 2014

    Related Experiences

    I'm broken myself. I think loving one another is what will fix us.
    GeekyFatChick GeekyFatChick
    22-25, F
    Apr 21
    I picked this group because I do have something special for people that are broken. Because the fact is if anybody says they've never been broken there a liar. It just takes 5...
    hippie1977 hippie1977
    36-40, M
    Apr 21
    I hope she will love me one day... She's the only girl I ever loved in my whole life... 😔😪
    Freezingfire3223 Freezingfire3223
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 21
    4/22 Earth day. Tomorrow I will be walking alone, along hwy 30 from Huntsville Texas going towards collage station. From there continuing on west towards heaven and home...
    christydiablo christydiablo
    36-40, M
    Apr 21
    I love learning about the experiences of other people and getting to know people who have lived drastically different lives and experiences. It's part of the draw I had to this...
    WhirlwindR WhirlwindR
    22-25, M
    Apr 21
    I don't think it's evil, but I think there are many problems with it. American medicine for example forces foreign doctors to learn medicine again in the U.S and they teach things...
    WhirlwindR WhirlwindR
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Apr 21
    I am told that loving her is cheating on my wife. I will accept that. I love her more than anyone I have ever known. I am married but am cut out of my wife's life for eleven years...
    boldtimer boldtimer
    66-70, M
    Apr 20
    I wanna say i came here to feel you close to my heart.But sometimes i thought that you might have misunderstood me so now i just want to say that i kept all my beats here but some...
    winterfall winterfall
    41-45
    Apr 20
    Last day of EP we can be little bit controversial are we. Who still believe 9/11 was terrorist attack? Or USA dirty politic results of invade Afghanistan for oil and soil? So I...
    pterslown1234567 pterslown1234567
    31-35, M
    Apr 20
    Yes, indeed. My parents divorced when I was six, and no matter what anyone says, the emotional scars will be on a child's heart forever. They may not remember it all, but seeing...
    moondiva moondiva
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Apr 19
    Well; I spent most of my night filling out divorce papers. I can't help but think that if I had only been more of an Ahole I might not be doing this. Right now I need a category...
    tonnee tonnee
    51-55, M
    2 Responses Apr 18
    This will be my last post... I always think about how crazy our human story is, how backwards and primitive it is for us to be living within a monetary system despite technology...
    ebolarama ebolarama
    26-30, M
    1 Response Apr 18
    You won my heart You won my soul I do not know What was your goal You left me here Broken and sad Feeling stupid Miss what I had Wanting you back Wish that I knew How to stop this...
    holygrailofvampires holygrailofvampires
    26-30, F
    Apr 18
    It's all different now, because back in the day there was no how. Where and what are we still doing, ripping each others hearts out while the hate keeps brewing. We're lying now...
    justnormal justnormal
    22-25, F
    Apr 18
    Time goes by, But pain is still here deep in my heart. Someday it rains, another the sun shines bright, But everything looks so grey to me now. I knew that some would win and some...
    livingdeadsoul61 livingdeadsoul61
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 17
    I am having problems with my family and friends an am trying not cry and self harm how about u wassup
    sunzoshi99 sunzoshi99
    13-15, F
    Apr 17
    I'm done being so miserable. Nobody deserves that. Happiness is a choice and I'm choosing it now. You should too. The heck with the people who kick us to the ground and enjoys it...
    soyyoprincesa soyyoprincesa
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Apr 17
    "I know you" I believe, I believe there's love in you Grid locked on the dusty avenues Inside your heart, just afraid to go I am more, I am more than innocent But just take a...
    ToughKitty ToughKitty
    31-35, F
    1 Response Apr 16
More Stories