I Think I'm Getting Depressed Again

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    I Think Im Depressed For The First Time On 4 Yrs

    Im feeling like im loseing. Im a chef at a college. And I feel like im ******* up my job. And my life at the same time. I feel like I just wanna get in the car and throw my droid away and just pack everything. Up and run away and and just run away. I've been in a realtionship...
    chef8510 chef8510
    Jun 2, 2011

    well... life's getting depressing lately XD

    everything is juts so depressing I don't know what to do anymore, well what I'm doing anymore is letting go. let go of this and let go of that, yet the pain in my heart stays the same. what does it want from me. anymore? my life is messed up yet I'm acting like my life is...
    Silentsuffer Silentsuffer
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Sep 24, 2015

    An Outlet...

    I think I'm getting depressed again and I think I have reactive depression. I should have seen it coming. Memory loss, lack of appetite, sore back, general lack of apathy and inability to see beyond a brick wall. But the thing is I do live in a small town and I know that it's...
    Filepaper Filepaper
    1 Response May 11, 2010

    No. No. No. Not Again.

    Well... Here it goes. A year ago I was pretty depressed because of my mom, and school, and life in general. I went onto medication, and then life was great. My mood started to lift. I felt happy enough to get back off the medication this past June. So I did, and everything was...
    irishme irishme
    18-21, F
    Oct 3, 2011

    Guilty Over My Feelings

    I was 13 when I beat my first bout of depression. It had been going on for 2 years. I would lock myself away and try to die. I would become inconsolable in the middle of class. But I was pulled out. By a boy. It sounds ridiculous at that age, but he understood me and even to this...
    ohlifewhy ohlifewhy
    22-25, F
    2 Responses May 5, 2013

    I slipped up on cutting,

    im half of what i used to be, im confused, i feel so stressed out, i cant tell a lie from something true, those pills are mocking me, i want to end it so bad but iv got a two people on here and just a few in real life i have too live for :/ if i ended it all of the stuff out of...
    YouAreAllPesants YouAreAllPesants
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Apr 20, 2014

    not all questions have answers - something I

    learned from the broken heart of mine
    Silentsuffer Silentsuffer
    16-17, F
    1 Response Oct 5, 2015

    I have had a really tough year.

    I guess I have reason to feel the way I do. I don't know how anyone wouldn't. why do I feel so ashamed at being depressed. I know I don't really need a reason to be depressed, its just in my nature I think to feel sad even when I dont need to be. last summer my grandpa passed...
    wthdoido wthdoido
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Apr 10, 2015

    I feel like I can't make any friends,

    and the ones I made in the past all disappointed me and then walked away.
    mepsvik1 mepsvik1
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 20, 2014

    I was bullied already in pre-school.

    The same bullies continued with the bullying in school, and I got depressed when I was around at 8 years age. When I was 13, I started in a new school. I got many friends, and my life seemed to get in a better shape. Even the depression flew away. When I was 14, I started having...
    idalob idalob
    18-21, F
    Feb 2, 2014

    Ever since I got here,

    from the first day, Ive felt sad. More often than normal. I havent been able to feel genuinely happy. I thought studying abroad would be a good thing, I thought I would have so much fun, meet friends for life and be happy. I knew in the beginning that I was not depressed, just...
    moretotheeyes moretotheeyes
    18-21, F
    Nov 11, 2015

    Artschool Makes No Sense To Me

    i think i am getting depressed again, i was pretty derpressed last year december- januari and also bit less till june. then school was over and i got rid of a lot of stress. now school has begon for three months and i am getting depressed. i cant do this stuff. i am going to...
    phollon2 phollon2
    22-25, M
    1 Response Nov 22, 2012

    I've been depression free

    for a while, and somewhat anxiety free. But my depression is coming back, and I'm relapsing.
    PanicAtTheDiscount PanicAtTheDiscount
    18-21, F
    Jul 2, 2014

    Every time I find somebody I think I can open

    myself to, I end up regretting for sharing too much.
    mepsvik1 mepsvik1
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 20, 2014

    i thought I was getting better.

    I told my parents about my depression and I confessed about cutting myself and self harming. i got put on antidepressants, they took a really long time for them to work but they started to make a difference. I was going good for a while. now im getting depressed again.at least...
    EnjoyTheSilenceX EnjoyTheSilenceX
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Dec 12, 2014

    Depression sometimes feels like this hole

    that you just can't climb out of. Deep and dark. If you have never experienced it then you have no right to judge a depressed person.
    deleted deleted
    Feb 13, 2016

    All i do is cut now. I was clean

    for over 3 months but i feel like its just apart of my daily routine.
    misguidedghosttt misguidedghosttt
    18-21, F
    Apr 21, 2014

    Not Doing Very Well

    I had moderate depression over a year ago. I am still on medication for it. I just dont know if I can stand it anymore. I am feeling it again. I hate these feelings. I need to go to therapy but my therapist is at home and I am at college. I just dont know what to do. Am I...
    ehartenbach ehartenbach
    Oct 15, 2010

    once they get to know me they stop trying,

    make me feel like I don't exist but wt the he.ll it's not the first time
    Silentsuffer Silentsuffer
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jan 28, 2016

    I'm Not A Good Person Anymore

    I guess I just don't think I am. I don't have any respect for my actions, and I don't believe anyone else respects me either. I feel worthless.
    Cheyla Cheyla
    1 Response Oct 23, 2012
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