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I Think I'm Losing Me

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    The Story Of The Girl Who Used To Be.

    This is my story. I fell in love with a guy who seemed wonderful. He used to think the world of me. He loved me. And then he met someone else. He is the only person who has seen everything, and he didn’t like what he saw. He was put off when he got to know me. I used to think...
    solonelyimlost solonelyimlost 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 7, 2012

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    I Don't Know What To Do

    I lie because I don't know the right thing to say. I know it's wrong but I've survived so long because of it. I don't know how to find truth in my words anymore. It's to the point that I can't trust my own feelings. Everyday that goes bye seems to take away one more thing I can...
    Flipmanflop Flipmanflop 18-21 1 Response Dec 22, 2012

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    At Times

    I used to be able to tell you exactly who I am, that person deep inside. I can still answer somewhat but feel that slowly these years are taking bits of me away. The stress of life and struggles of family, the career and juggling it all together. I am absolutely exhausted at...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 15 Responses Jun 11, 2010

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    It Starts Out So Innocently...

    I have lost who I am in the pursuit of who I want to be. I am now seeking a general definition of who I am that is more all encompassing than the personalities that I have refined for work church family etc. It is not all bad to choose who you want to be even if you loose who you...
    badbob32123 badbob32123 46-50, M 1 Response Jan 8, 2011

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    I Think I'm Losing Me...if I Ever Had Me In The First Place...

    I think I'm losing me...I battle depression...quite serious bouts of it through recently diagnosed bipolar disorder....and the friends I once had, the social life, the jobs, the sports teams and my conscientious reputation has been destroyed beyond repair it would seem. I cannot...
    NeverTooSure NeverTooSure 18-21, F 2 Responses May 8, 2011

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    Lost

    I do not know where I am going. Do not follow me, I am lost. Do not look to me for your happiness. I have none of my own. I have absolutly nothing to give. my smile will not make you smile, it is worn and faded away...
    hartleybroken hartleybroken 22-25, F 6 Responses Jul 6, 2010

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    If Only Time Stops

    If only time stops if only God love me if only God stops time for me so i dont have to be there tomorrow when hell begins for me if only I can go If only I can do whatever i wanted I would go So i dont have to wish for the time stop So i will stop this myself
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jan 4, 2011

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    My Path..

    I think I am losing myself... I feel as all I breathe lately is death. It's like I've never been myself or someone I can care about myself. I am so lost in this world and the only path I seem to see is one that is dark and there is no light and possibly there is no end to the...
    FolsomOrchid FolsomOrchid 26-30, F Dec 25, 2010

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    Losing Every Little Part Of Me!

    god isnt making any of it better my son is terrible i dont get sleep im wait for him to wake up right now so that i can feed him and maybe finally try to get to sleep i can never leave the house i feel weak im lost i want another type of love i need someone else to help im alone...
    Feb 16, 2013

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    Damn

    i don't know why, but i just feel like i don't know who i am anymore. if i was ever anybody at all?.... it's upsetting to say, but that's how i feel. i'm just lost in the fog, and can't work my way through...
    countingshadows07 countingshadows07 18-21, F 6 Responses Jul 7, 2010

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    I'm 17, i'm a Capricorn,

    i love cookie dough ice cream and i have no idea who i am anymore. My whole life i've been trying to be the person that my mom and stepdad want me to be. Because of that i never really fit in well at school, bouncing around from group to group. Now that i'm going to a new...
    ThinOrDieTryingxox ThinOrDieTryingxox 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 12, 2014

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    If I Can Still Think Right

    I can't see what I'm doing any more, these days there is just nothing to fight for. Now that I lost my way, don't even bother listening to what I say. These words weren't in my mind back then, when things made sense and I was still ten. I had a place and a reason to be, but now I...
    Ilikeclouds Ilikeclouds 13-15, F Jul 31, 2011

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    Lost

    how often do you think about yourself think back to a time when the only thing you have to worry about where you getting the money for the weekend a time when you where somebody diffierent lately I have thought about who I am and how much I have changed I am not the same in any...
    TheDevilsOwn TheDevilsOwn 22-25, M 8 Responses Mar 7, 2011

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    I Don't Know Who "me" Is

    I feel like I'm changing somehow. I can't really explain it. It feels like I'm 14 all over again. Ever since I left high school, life has just been a jumble to me. My friends have mostly gone to university in different cities, I have to pay my own bills, I have to decide what I...
    TheRealJade TheRealJade 18-21, F Nov 13, 2011

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    Lunacy, As A Way Of Life

    I am not hysterical...I am not "upset".  But.....I think I AM losing myself.  I have no idea who I even am, anymore, or what I want.  It's such a long, complicated story, and I barely know where to begin.  I have LOTS of questions, but no answers for myself.  I'm feeling...
    lonesurvivor lonesurvivor 56-60, F 1 Response Sep 25, 2011

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    I Slipped Tonight...and It Woke Me Up

    Today is the Jewish day of atonement, or "Yom Kippur." My experience tonight was so strange and painful, I just need someone to pat me on the shoulder and say that it'll be okay. I have been struggling with marijuana dependence (yes, it exists) for over a year now. I basically...
    starryeyed1989 starryeyed1989 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 18, 2010

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    One Step Away From Vanishing

    I don't know where to begin, my life has gone from being near perfect to a total mess but I can't share it with anyone so i'm wearing this mask so I don't have to hide like I do in real life. I had a happy childhood, good memories, fond memories now I don't even know if I ever...
    lemonboi lemonboi 26-30, M Jun 17, 2013

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    I'm Lost...

    Its a fact that I'm unhappy but its also a fact that I keep a blank face to hide my pain. I try to get help yet I find myself beating myself back down. My thoughts race through my mind. I can't think straight. I don't know why I'm like this but I feel that without any help my...
    suicial64 suicial64 18-21, M Oct 13, 2013

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    Mind Tilt: Is There A Tougher New Force In The World Or Is It Me?

    Hi everyone,I joined the Experience Project tonight for the first time.  I have had some psychic ability since before I can remember, but am only beginning to understand it.  Lately, I have felt a strong force in the world...it's tough and it does not feel good.  It shows up...
    ssuchic ssuchic 26-30, F Oct 16, 2011

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    So there is this guy at my work. I had noticed him checking me out before, but both of us are shy and we had never spoken. Things all changed when I got a cute pixie cut. He...
    kitkat0216 kitkat0216 31-35, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    Except I will say that I don't have the antisocial aspect of it. Granted, when I want alone time then I want alone time but generally I'm very social. Meanwhile I do prefer the...
    CherryBetty CherryBetty 31-35, F 1 day ago

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    I'm thinking about overdosing tonight
    christinelol christinelol 13-15, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    Known her for about 12 years now since elementary school. Had a crush on her previously back in middle school but that translated to a very tight friendship over time. We are spend...
    razorbum razorbum 22-25 1 Response 2 days ago

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    U know I'm done I just can't do it anymore I'm giving up relax I'm not gonna go killing my self or anything that will hurt its just that I don't have hope anymore I have nothing...
    me343434 me343434 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    I'm done playing basketball for awhile! My friend run into my leg and twisted my ankle very badly! I had to yell at him and curse at him for like 5 minutes because that **** hurt...
    Unspokenfree Unspokenfree 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    I've been friends with my best friend for about 6 years. We have a lot in common but we also like different things. We laugh a lot together and have a lot of fun, but lately shes...
    corndogage123 corndogage123 16-17, F 6 days ago

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    I'll start from the beginning. When I was about 3 or 4 my mum met my first step dad. Early on we discovered he was an alcoholic. From then on a lot of days off were spent searching...
    Travellingmagnet Travellingmagnet 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    He was my gym teacher last year. He was 22 and had just gotten out of university. I met him on the first day back to school and I didn't feel anything or think he was attractive at...
    wildestdreamsxx wildestdreamsxx 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    Yes, I'm jealous, why, because she's beautiful and I'm well, me.
    TheWordsOfDeadGirl TheWordsOfDeadGirl 13-15, F Aug 21

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    Soo i'm meeting up with a guy this week, we've met online but never seen each other in real life... Which has triggered all my insecurities. I do post pictures of myself online but...
    ThinkerBeast ThinkerBeast 16-17, F Aug 20

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    i feel pathetic right now. i'm sorry for being a drama queen as of late. i'm just annoying myself.
    amazedbygrace amazedbygrace 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 19

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    Same story. I like being nice if it helps some one or makes them feel better, but sometimes I think some people take advantage of my inability to say no. this has some times...
    CreativeKitty CreativeKitty 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 17

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    They say that time heals all wounds. But some wounds are too deep for time to repair.
    U1049927 U1049927 18-21, M Aug 17

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    I just woke up startled and cried like little children. For the past hour, I've been trying to go to sleep. What would happen is, I'd feel like I'm hardly dozing off, then my...
    Soligem Soligem 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 16

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    i'm a fat girl. anybody want to video chat?
    bluesexgirl bluesexgirl 26-30, F 4 Responses Aug 16

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    It sucks, but it's true. I only realized it recently, but I've been prioritizing my wants and needs over his. I've been making everything about me. I've blamed him for things that...
    kmy66 kmy66 22-25 Aug 16

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    I have never thought I was attractive and I hate my body figure and shape.
    Werewolfborn Werewolfborn 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 15

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    I love to sing, and all of my family and friends day I have an amazing voice. But, when I record myself singing, I hate every second of it... I don't believe I'm a good singer but...
    MyNameIsNotKnown MyNameIsNotKnown 13-15, F 4 Responses Aug 14

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    I'm not much on here anyways. I like the point of having experiences with people but in the end ep hasn't really helped with my depression. Though I met some cool people here I...
    jacithepanda jacithepanda 13-15, F Aug 14

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    It's more like I KNOW I FELL... Like a rock! For once... I feel like I'm making a change... For once, I feel like I'm holding another life in my hands. There's nothing more...
    WytW0lf WytW0lf 22-25, M 2 Responses Aug 14

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    I don't know where the darkness ends and I begin. I'm trapped inside my mind. So many horrifying emotions that render me unable to speak or move, so i just give in and let it...
    U1049927 U1049927 18-21, M Aug 13

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      Be sincere guys !...I can handle the truth !..lol...
    000Camilla 000Camilla 31-35, F 3 Responses Aug 12