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I Think I'm Losing Me

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    Lunacy, As A Way Of Life

    I am not hysterical...I am not "upset".  But.....I think I AM losing myself.  I have no idea who I even am, anymore, or what I want.  It's such a long, complicated story, and I barely know where to begin.  I have LOTS of questions, but no answers for myself.  I'm feeling...
    lonesurvivor lonesurvivor 51-55, F 1 Response Sep 25, 2011

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    Mind Tilt: Is There A Tougher New Force In The World Or Is It Me?

    Hi everyone,I joined the Experience Project tonight for the first time.  I have had some psychic ability since before I can remember, but am only beginning to understand it.  Lately, I have felt a strong force in the world...it's tough and it does not feel good.  It shows up...
    ssuchic ssuchic 26-30, F Oct 16, 2011

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    It Starts Out So Innocently...

    I have lost who I am in the pursuit of who I want to be. I am now seeking a general definition of who I am that is more all encompassing than the personalities that I have refined for work church family etc. It is not all bad to choose who you want to be even if you loose who you...
    badbob32123 badbob32123 46-50, M 1 Response Jan 8, 2011

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    I'm 17, i'm a Capricorn,

    i love cookie dough ice cream and i have no idea who i am anymore. My whole life i've been trying to be the person that my mom and stepdad want me to be. Because of that i never really fit in well at school, bouncing around from group to group. Now that i'm going to a new...
    ThinOrDieTryingxox ThinOrDieTryingxox 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 12, 2014

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    Lost

    I do not know where I am going. Do not follow me, I am lost. Do not look to me for your happiness. I have none of my own. I have absolutly nothing to give. my smile will not make you smile, it is worn and faded away...
    hartleybroken hartleybroken 22-25, F 6 Responses Jul 6, 2010

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    My Path..

    I think I am losing myself... I feel as all I breathe lately is death. It's like I've never been myself or someone I can care about myself. I am so lost in this world and the only path I seem to see is one that is dark and there is no light and possibly there is no end to the...
    FolsomOrchid FolsomOrchid 26-30, F Dec 25, 2010

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    If I Can Still Think Right

    I can't see what I'm doing any more, these days there is just nothing to fight for. Now that I lost my way, don't even bother listening to what I say. These words weren't in my mind back then, when things made sense and I was still ten. I had a place and a reason to be, but now I...
    Ilikeclouds Ilikeclouds 13-15, F Jul 31, 2011

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    If Only Time Stops

    If only time stops if only God love me if only God stops time for me so i dont have to be there tomorrow when hell begins for me if only I can go If only I can do whatever i wanted I would go So i dont have to wish for the time stop So i will stop this myself
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jan 4, 2011

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    Damn

    i don't know why, but i just feel like i don't know who i am anymore. if i was ever anybody at all?.... it's upsetting to say, but that's how i feel. i'm just lost in the fog, and can't work my way through...
    countingshadows07 countingshadows07 18-21, F 6 Responses Jul 7, 2010

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    I Don't Know Who "me" Is

    I feel like I'm changing somehow. I can't really explain it. It feels like I'm 14 all over again. Ever since I left high school, life has just been a jumble to me. My friends have mostly gone to university in different cities, I have to pay my own bills, I have to decide what I...
    TheRealJade TheRealJade 18-21, F Nov 13, 2011

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    I'm Lost...

    Its a fact that I'm unhappy but its also a fact that I keep a blank face to hide my pain. I try to get help yet I find myself beating myself back down. My thoughts race through my mind. I can't think straight. I don't know why I'm like this but I feel that without any help my...
    suicial64 suicial64 18-21, M Oct 13, 2013

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    I Think I'm Losing Me...if I Ever Had Me In The First Place...

    I think I'm losing me...I battle depression...quite serious bouts of it through recently diagnosed bipolar disorder....and the friends I once had, the social life, the jobs, the sports teams and my conscientious reputation has been destroyed beyond repair it would seem. I cannot...
    NeverTooSure NeverTooSure 18-21, F 2 Responses May 8, 2011

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    I Don't Know What To Do

    I lie because I don't know the right thing to say. I know it's wrong but I've survived so long because of it. I don't know how to find truth in my words anymore. It's to the point that I can't trust my own feelings. Everyday that goes bye seems to take away one more thing I can...
    Flipmanflop Flipmanflop 18-21 1 Response Dec 22, 2012

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    At Times

    I used to be able to tell you exactly who I am, that person deep inside. I can still answer somewhat but feel that slowly these years are taking bits of me away. The stress of life and struggles of family, the career and juggling it all together. I am absolutely exhausted at...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 15 Responses Jun 11, 2010

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    One Step Away From Vanishing

    I don't know where to begin, my life has gone from being near perfect to a total mess but I can't share it with anyone so i'm wearing this mask so I don't have to hide like I do in real life. I had a happy childhood, good memories, fond memories now I don't even know if I ever...
    lemonboi lemonboi 26-30, M Jun 17, 2013

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    I Slipped Tonight...and It Woke Me Up

    Today is the Jewish day of atonement, or "Yom Kippur." My experience tonight was so strange and painful, I just need someone to pat me on the shoulder and say that it'll be okay. I have been struggling with marijuana dependence (yes, it exists) for over a year now. I basically...
    starryeyed1989 starryeyed1989 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 18, 2010

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    The Story Of The Girl Who Used To Be.

    This is my story. I fell in love with a guy who seemed wonderful. He used to think the world of me. He loved me. And then he met someone else. He is the only person who has seen everything, and he didn’t like what he saw. He was put off when he got to know me. I used to think...
    solonelyimlost solonelyimlost 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 7, 2012

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    Lost

    how often do you think about yourself think back to a time when the only thing you have to worry about where you getting the money for the weekend a time when you where somebody diffierent lately I have thought about who I am and how much I have changed I am not the same in any...
    TheDevilsOwn TheDevilsOwn 22-25, M 8 Responses Mar 7, 2011

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    I'd like to think I'm like an onion! Just keep peeling back the layers. To be fair, I have no idea how deep you could get by asking; I would love to find out what makes me tick!
    room10101 room10101 26-30, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I think I'm falling in love or maybe it's that I finally got a chance to learn what this love feeling is like. What is love anyways? There's so many different types of love so how...
    SamiLy SamiLy 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    I'm seriously losing it over here. I really really really want to leave this life, but I'm terrified of breaking my parents' hearts. I just can't do this. Life hurts so much. I don...
    Emilyyyyy Emilyyyyy 18-21 1 Response Apr 5

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    I'm going to try to sleep without drinking tonight. Bull ****. I'm honestly afraid that it is not possible for me to sleep without booze and pills. It's **** but true. It scares...
    xanaxannex xanaxannex 22-25, T Mar 31

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    I can't hold on anymore it hurts too much but I'm afraid if I let go I'll hurt myself and others
    ashleysokolik ashleysokolik 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    This week hit me like a train. I'm so emotional and a little teary eyed. Who can relate?
    twisteduniverse twisteduniverse 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 25

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    It's official, I'm in love with Ken Lee!!! =)
    abcdefghisabelmnopqrst abcdefghisabelmnopqrst 26-30, F 4 Responses Apr 2

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    I have the BC implant. my periods are always outta wack. I got my last one March 19 and it lasted three weeks. but I haven't got my next one yet. we never use the pull out method...
    kuurahh kuurahh 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 4

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    I find that while I'm a pretty unlucky guy in everyday events--there are certain times where things could've went really bad, but everything just works out. I think that's true...
    nish23 nish23 18-21, M Apr 13

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    I've like women, and I think about dating a girl all the time. I had my first crush when I was 14 and I even asked her out though she didn't know that've felt attracted to her. I...
    ithinkimcrazy006 ithinkimcrazy006 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 15

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    I'm usually ok until someone asks me if I am.
    EdibleSplinters EdibleSplinters 22-25, M 3 Responses Mar 26

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    I feel like I'm Invisable in my home but outside of home im not? Why do my family ignore me
    GoldieLocksGrahamCrackers GoldieLocksGrahamCrackers 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 26

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    These last couple of days have been the worst of my life, I found a lump in my underarm, I was worried but enough to go to the doc, but not that much. Cancer goes in my family, but...
    lily449 lily449 18-21, F Mar 27

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    I hate people liking me just because I am good with make up, good on dress i wear or I'm good in my profile pictures.But guys, hello, I see myself not that attractive. I'm freaking...
    kristinef1 kristinef1 18-21, F Mar 31

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    I have dyslalia I believe (doing math problems is impossible for me to fathom) and I have a dose of dyslexia as well I think. I've told people my problems but they never say it's...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 2 Responses Apr 2

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    just selifie. i guess i'm bored. night haha
    Juri0902 Juri0902 31-35, F 4 Responses Apr 3

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    I'm a Trans women that still lives their life as a guy... always been straight only into females.. never checked out guys... but since discovering myself to be trans... if started...
    readypink13 readypink13 26-30, T 2 Responses Apr 10

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    on some days I feel like "I'm awesome you don't like me it's your loss" while on other days I feel like "I'm so lonely. what have I done wrong in life that made me this miserable...
    deleted deleted 26-30 a week ago

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    i study in Russia but never got a real friends the only friend i got he just stays with me just to help him with money....the thing is i know that but i never dare to cut my...
    sincara88 sincara88 22-25, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I'm doubtful. I don't know if I should believe guys or not.
    nikkirellaaah nikkirellaaah 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    last night I read all these posts and I cried for hours. thats hard for me to do. it broke my heart to see showman people ate in somuch pain. I'm not judging cuz I've tried to...
    Ang012685 Ang012685 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 8

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