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I Think I'm Losing Me

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    Lunacy, As A Way Of Life

    I am not hysterical...I am not "upset".  But.....I think I AM losing myself.  I have no idea who I even am, anymore, or what I want.  It's such a long, complicated story, and I barely know where to begin.  I have LOTS of questions, but no answers for myself.  I'm feeling...
    lonesurvivor lonesurvivor 51-55, F 1 Response Sep 25, 2011

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    Losing Every Little Part Of Me!

    god isnt making any of it better my son is terrible i dont get sleep im wait for him to wake up right now so that i can feed him and maybe finally try to get to sleep i can never leave the house i feel weak im lost i want another type of love i need someone else to help im alone...
    Feb 16, 2013

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    At Times

    I used to be able to tell you exactly who I am, that person deep inside. I can still answer somewhat but feel that slowly these years are taking bits of me away. The stress of life and struggles of family, the career and juggling it all together. I am absolutely exhausted at...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 15 Responses Jun 11, 2010

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    Lost

    I do not know where I am going. Do not follow me, I am lost. Do not look to me for your happiness. I have none of my own. I have absolutly nothing to give. my smile will not make you smile, it is worn and faded away...
    hartleybroken hartleybroken 22-25, F 6 Responses Jul 6, 2010

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    Mind Tilt: Is There A Tougher New Force In The World Or Is It Me?

    Hi everyone,I joined the Experience Project tonight for the first time.  I have had some psychic ability since before I can remember, but am only beginning to understand it.  Lately, I have felt a strong force in the world...it's tough and it does not feel good.  It shows up...
    ssuchic ssuchic 26-30, F Oct 16, 2011

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    If Only Time Stops

    If only time stops if only God love me if only God stops time for me so i dont have to be there tomorrow when hell begins for me if only I can go If only I can do whatever i wanted I would go So i dont have to wish for the time stop So i will stop this myself
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jan 4, 2011

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    If I Can Still Think Right

    I can't see what I'm doing any more, these days there is just nothing to fight for. Now that I lost my way, don't even bother listening to what I say. These words weren't in my mind back then, when things made sense and I was still ten. I had a place and a reason to be, but now I...
    Ilikeclouds Ilikeclouds 13-15, F Jul 31, 2011

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    It Starts Out So Innocently...

    I have lost who I am in the pursuit of who I want to be. I am now seeking a general definition of who I am that is more all encompassing than the personalities that I have refined for work church family etc. It is not all bad to choose who you want to be even if you loose who you...
    badbob32123 badbob32123 46-50, M 1 Response Jan 8, 2011

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    I'm 17, i'm a Capricorn,

    i love cookie dough ice cream and i have no idea who i am anymore. My whole life i've been trying to be the person that my mom and stepdad want me to be. Because of that i never really fit in well at school, bouncing around from group to group. Now that i'm going to a new...
    ThinOrDieTryingxox ThinOrDieTryingxox 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 12

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    I Slipped Tonight...and It Woke Me Up

    Today is the Jewish day of atonement, or "Yom Kippur." My experience tonight was so strange and painful, I just need someone to pat me on the shoulder and say that it'll be okay. I have been struggling with marijuana dependence (yes, it exists) for over a year now. I basically...
    starryeyed1989 starryeyed1989 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 18, 2010

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    My Path..

    I think I am losing myself... I feel as all I breathe lately is death. It's like I've never been myself or someone I can care about myself. I am so lost in this world and the only path I seem to see is one that is dark and there is no light and possibly there is no end to the...
    FolsomOrchid FolsomOrchid 26-30, F Dec 25, 2010

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    One Step Away From Vanishing

    I don't know where to begin, my life has gone from being near perfect to a total mess but I can't share it with anyone so i'm wearing this mask so I don't have to hide like I do in real life. I had a happy childhood, good memories, fond memories now I don't even know if I ever...
    lemonboi lemonboi 26-30, M Jun 17, 2013

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    The Story Of The Girl Who Used To Be.

    This is my story. I fell in love with a guy who seemed wonderful. He used to think the world of me. He loved me. And then he met someone else. He is the only person who has seen everything, and he didn’t like what he saw. He was put off when he got to know me. I used to think...
    solonelyimlost solonelyimlost 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 7, 2012

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    I Don't Know Who "me" Is

    I feel like I'm changing somehow. I can't really explain it. It feels like I'm 14 all over again. Ever since I left high school, life has just been a jumble to me. My friends have mostly gone to university in different cities, I have to pay my own bills, I have to decide what I...
    TheRealJade TheRealJade 18-21, F Nov 13, 2011

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    Damn

    i don't know why, but i just feel like i don't know who i am anymore. if i was ever anybody at all?.... it's upsetting to say, but that's how i feel. i'm just lost in the fog, and can't work my way through...
    countingshadows07 countingshadows07 18-21, F 6 Responses Jul 7, 2010

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    I Think I'm Losing Me...if I Ever Had Me In The First Place...

    I think I'm losing me...I battle depression...quite serious bouts of it through recently diagnosed bipolar disorder....and the friends I once had, the social life, the jobs, the sports teams and my conscientious reputation has been destroyed beyond repair it would seem. I cannot...
    NeverTooSure NeverTooSure 18-21, F 2 Responses May 8, 2011

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    I Don't Know What To Do

    I lie because I don't know the right thing to say. I know it's wrong but I've survived so long because of it. I don't know how to find truth in my words anymore. It's to the point that I can't trust my own feelings. Everyday that goes bye seems to take away one more thing I can...
    Flipmanflop Flipmanflop 18-21 1 Response Dec 22, 2012

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    Lost

    how often do you think about yourself think back to a time when the only thing you have to worry about where you getting the money for the weekend a time when you where somebody diffierent lately I have thought about who I am and how much I have changed I am not the same in any...
    TheDevilsOwn TheDevilsOwn 22-25, M 8 Responses Mar 7, 2011

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    I'm Lost...

    Its a fact that I'm unhappy but its also a fact that I keep a blank face to hide my pain. I try to get help yet I find myself beating myself back down. My thoughts race through my mind. I can't think straight. I don't know why I'm like this but I feel that without any help my...
    suicial64 suicial64 18-21, M Oct 13, 2013

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    I know I'm ugly... But sometimes I think I'm slightly above ugly.
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    I want to know if you think I'm attractive lol
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    ... I'm a bit scared to do this because I'm very insecure but I'd like an honest opinion. Here is my natural face. No makeup. Do you think I'm pretty? :/
    batjokes batjokes 22-25, F 23 Responses a week ago

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    Whenever I'm not smiling people always think I'm sad or mad when in reality in just chilling and the nicest person you will ever meet. I don't see why I would walk around smiling...
    Kmillr Kmillr 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 28

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    I don't even care that much about looks but any opinion never really hurt that bad....I'm not trying to higher my esteem or get a bunch I attention or post because I think I'm ugly...
    Zalbaar Zalbaar 13-15, M 1 Response Sep 29

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    I don't think I'm ugly I know I'm ugly people say it all the ******* time that why I didn't use a real ******* picture for my profile pic
    blackpower15 blackpower15 16-17, M 1 Response Oct 8

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    Here I am thinking I'm attractive... And it's amazing how in one small conversation with my crush, she can make me feel as though I have dog **** smeared all over my face. See...
    Danimmortal Danimmortal 22-25, M 1 Response Oct 8

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    I hate my acne. My acne makes me think I'm so ugly. I feel like I have to hide my face all the time to prevent people from seeing my horrible skin.
    isabellaalyssia isabellaalyssia 13-15, F 10 Responses Oct 9

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    It's been nearly four months since my ex-girlfriend of eight months left me for someone else, and any hope of getting back together died down not so long ago. I've been speaking to...
    xSundip xSundip 18-21, M Oct 10

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    well i was straight and in curiosity i had sex with my frnd and i liked it i think i m bi
    LLoveyou19 LLoveyou19 22-25, M 1 Response Oct 13

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    I had my tattoos in my back when I was 17 , 9 days before i reach 18 and I love the feelings of pain so got my other tattoos yesterday on my belly and pretty hurts until now BUT I...
    circlingeye circlingeye 18-21, F Sep 24

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    I've known "her" since April 2014, and she has become my best friend. She accepts me for who I am, how I feel, never judges me, is always encouraging, loving, kind, thoughtful...
    Alan493 Alan493 56-60, M 9 hrs ago

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    I'm pretty right..? I think this picture really Compliments my eyes,
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 7 Responses Sep 23

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    I'm just bored right now :P
    beastlbros beastlbros 13-15, M 4 Responses Sep 25

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    Seriously! Everybody shines beautifully in their own way, I'm not at all interested in the naysayers of my own awesomeness 😎
    PepperGrrrl6669 PepperGrrrl6669 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 28

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    I'm a girl and I've been thinking about other girls sexually for a while now. It's freaking me out a little, but I definitely think I need to experience something to know for sure...
    adtr241 adtr241 18-21 2 Responses Sep 30

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    But I'm not that interesting.
    EmoGirl286 EmoGirl286 13-15, F 3 Responses Oct 1

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    And no I'm not flattering myself
    LikeAPrayer LikeAPrayer 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 2

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    I'm that kind of person that will think lowly of themselves but act cool and seem cool in front people. Like, yeah Im ugly but only I am allowed to say it. Deal with it.
    LadyWhatever LadyWhatever 18-21, F Oct 6

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    I'm just feeling down, would like to know
    katstho katstho 18-21, F 44 Responses Oct 7

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    I'm the one on the right. #IWokeUpLikeThis #NoFilters
    NormalTeenGirl NormalTeenGirl 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    What about me? (I'm pretty curious)
    TeresaChanaki TeresaChanaki 13-15, F a week ago

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    Umm...sooo...let me know. Yeah. Oh, and do you think I should get another streak of blonde? :/
    darkfangofthemoon darkfangofthemoon 13-15, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    Not fair how pretty girls have it so easy & then there's me being ugly & unappreciated regardless of the fact that I'm smart funny & nice.
    wannabebarbie17 wannabebarbie17 18-21, F 7 Responses 6 days ago

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    I'm attracted to people who are attracted to me .
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I have been emotionally abused by my older sister and I think she's like this because of my father. My father emotionally abuses me too. It's so difficult. My younger sister was...
    KaiWong KaiWong 18-21, M Sep 27

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    Because I already know I'm hella sexy! :)
    MrsGigalowJr MrsGigalowJr 26-30, F 5 Responses Sep 27

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    He is insane. But i'm too so it works better. And we are kind of together. No we are not. It's funny, really, because in one way we are just really ******* good friends and in the...
    ChlaraX ChlaraX 18-21, F Sep 28

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    I know I'm attractive when I wear red or dark purple lipstick But when I wear lipstick colors like light pink, light purple, green, yellow, and Brown lipstick guys don't think im...
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F Sep 29

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