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I Think I'm Losing Me

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    I Don't Know Who "me" Is

    I feel like I'm changing somehow. I can't really explain it. It feels like I'm 14 all over again. Ever since I left high school, life has just been a jumble to me. My friends have mostly gone to university in different cities, I have to pay my own bills, I have to decide what I...
    TheRealJade TheRealJade 18-21, F Nov 13, 2011

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    It Starts Out So Innocently...

    I have lost who I am in the pursuit of who I want to be. I am now seeking a general definition of who I am that is more all encompassing than the personalities that I have refined for work church family etc. It is not all bad to choose who you want to be even if you loose who you...
    badbob32123 badbob32123 46-50, M 1 Response Jan 8, 2011

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    One Step Away From Vanishing

    I don't know where to begin, my life has gone from being near perfect to a total mess but I can't share it with anyone so i'm wearing this mask so I don't have to hide like I do in real life. I had a happy childhood, good memories, fond memories now I don't even know if I ever...
    lemonboi lemonboi 26-30, M Jun 17, 2013

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    Mind Tilt: Is There A Tougher New Force In The World Or Is It Me?

    Hi everyone,I joined the Experience Project tonight for the first time.  I have had some psychic ability since before I can remember, but am only beginning to understand it.  Lately, I have felt a strong force in the world...it's tough and it does not feel good.  It shows up...
    ssuchic ssuchic 26-30, F Oct 16, 2011

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    Lunacy, As A Way Of Life

    I am not hysterical...I am not "upset".  But.....I think I AM losing myself.  I have no idea who I even am, anymore, or what I want.  It's such a long, complicated story, and I barely know where to begin.  I have LOTS of questions, but no answers for myself.  I'm feeling...
    lonesurvivor lonesurvivor 51-55, F 1 Response Sep 25, 2011

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    Losing Every Little Part Of Me!

    god isnt making any of it better my son is terrible i dont get sleep im wait for him to wake up right now so that i can feed him and maybe finally try to get to sleep i can never leave the house i feel weak im lost i want another type of love i need someone else to help im alone...
    Feb 16, 2013

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    My Path..

    I think I am losing myself... I feel as all I breathe lately is death. It's like I've never been myself or someone I can care about myself. I am so lost in this world and the only path I seem to see is one that is dark and there is no light and possibly there is no end to the...
    FolsomOrchid FolsomOrchid 26-30, F Dec 25, 2010

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    The Story Of The Girl Who Used To Be.

    This is my story. I fell in love with a guy who seemed wonderful. He used to think the world of me. He loved me. And then he met someone else. He is the only person who has seen everything, and he didn’t like what he saw. He was put off when he got to know me. I used to think...
    solonelyimlost solonelyimlost 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 7, 2012

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    Lost

    how often do you think about yourself think back to a time when the only thing you have to worry about where you getting the money for the weekend a time when you where somebody diffierent lately I have thought about who I am and how much I have changed I am not the same in any...
    TheDevilsOwn TheDevilsOwn 22-25, M 8 Responses Mar 7, 2011

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    Lost

    I do not know where I am going. Do not follow me, I am lost. Do not look to me for your happiness. I have none of my own. I have absolutly nothing to give. my smile will not make you smile, it is worn and faded away...
    hartleybroken hartleybroken 22-25, F 6 Responses Jul 6, 2010

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    I'm 17, i'm a Capricorn,

    i love cookie dough ice cream and i have no idea who i am anymore. My whole life i've been trying to be the person that my mom and stepdad want me to be. Because of that i never really fit in well at school, bouncing around from group to group. Now that i'm going to a new...
    ThinOrDieTryingxox ThinOrDieTryingxox 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 12

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    Damn

    i don't know why, but i just feel like i don't know who i am anymore. if i was ever anybody at all?.... it's upsetting to say, but that's how i feel. i'm just lost in the fog, and can't work my way through...
    countingshadows07 countingshadows07 18-21, F 6 Responses Jul 7, 2010

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    I Think I'm Losing Me...if I Ever Had Me In The First Place...

    I think I'm losing me...I battle depression...quite serious bouts of it through recently diagnosed bipolar disorder....and the friends I once had, the social life, the jobs, the sports teams and my conscientious reputation has been destroyed beyond repair it would seem. I cannot...
    NeverTooSure NeverTooSure 18-21, F 2 Responses May 8, 2011

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    I Don't Know What To Do

    I lie because I don't know the right thing to say. I know it's wrong but I've survived so long because of it. I don't know how to find truth in my words anymore. It's to the point that I can't trust my own feelings. Everyday that goes bye seems to take away one more thing I can...
    Flipmanflop Flipmanflop 18-21 1 Response Dec 22, 2012

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    At Times

    I used to be able to tell you exactly who I am, that person deep inside. I can still answer somewhat but feel that slowly these years are taking bits of me away. The stress of life and struggles of family, the career and juggling it all together. I am absolutely exhausted at...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 15 Responses Jun 11, 2010

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    I Slipped Tonight...and It Woke Me Up

    Today is the Jewish day of atonement, or "Yom Kippur." My experience tonight was so strange and painful, I just need someone to pat me on the shoulder and say that it'll be okay. I have been struggling with marijuana dependence (yes, it exists) for over a year now. I basically...
    starryeyed1989 starryeyed1989 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 18, 2010

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    If Only Time Stops

    If only time stops if only God love me if only God stops time for me so i dont have to be there tomorrow when hell begins for me if only I can go If only I can do whatever i wanted I would go So i dont have to wish for the time stop So i will stop this myself
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jan 4, 2011

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    I'm Lost...

    Its a fact that I'm unhappy but its also a fact that I keep a blank face to hide my pain. I try to get help yet I find myself beating myself back down. My thoughts race through my mind. I can't think straight. I don't know why I'm like this but I feel that without any help my...
    suicial64 suicial64 18-21, M Oct 13, 2013

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    If I Can Still Think Right

    I can't see what I'm doing any more, these days there is just nothing to fight for. Now that I lost my way, don't even bother listening to what I say. These words weren't in my mind back then, when things made sense and I was still ten. I had a place and a reason to be, but now I...
    Ilikeclouds Ilikeclouds 13-15, F Jul 31, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    You might not know this but this is actually my 3rd account here in EP. I first joined this website around March of last year, it was fun but when I got to know the other users...
    HeavenlyFire HeavenlyFire 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 22

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    I don't think I'm better than anyone. I'm just me.
    kkmds kkmds 31-35, F Sep 4

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    We grew up with each other but he's 5 years older than me. Over the past few years we've grown closer. A few weeks ago we were playing truth or dare. He dared me to kiss him, he...
    Aquamarine221 Aquamarine221 18-21, F Sep 3

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    My friend and her family once asked me if I'm normal or human. Only because I'm really fast.For others it takes them 30 mins to get to school, but for me it only takes less than 20...
    anonymous1765 anonymous1765 16-17, M Sep 7

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    i dont know ... all my life i have been alone ... i like being on my own ... crowds and people make me uncomfortable .. its not because i'm shy or i dont know how to stand up for...
    curiousmoi curiousmoi 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 15

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    Whenever I'm not smiling people always think I'm sad or mad when in reality in just chilling and the nicest person you will ever meet. I don't see why I would walk around smiling...
    Kmillr Kmillr 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    I don't even care that much about looks but any opinion never really hurt that bad....I'm not trying to higher my esteem or get a bunch I attention or post because I think I'm ugly...
    Zalbaar Zalbaar 13-15, M 1 day ago

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    I don't think I'm ever going to get to the point of where I can stare myself in the mirror and like what I see. The longer I stand there the more reasons come up for me to hate...
    MississippiChick18 MississippiChick18 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 6

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    So I think I'm bi. I used to be really into the girl when I was younger and we did some stuff together but I haven't done anything with a girl since, although not entirely by...
    blackroses75 blackroses75 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 21

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    I had my tattoos in my back when I was 17 , 9 days before i reach 18 and I love the feelings of pain so got my other tattoos yesterday on my belly and pretty hurts until now BUT I...
    circlingeye circlingeye 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    This is not the way it was supposed to go. I'm Rosalind (21 years old) and I have been with my boyfriend Benvolio (22 years old) for 6 months. Not incredibly long of a...
    ReservedRosalind ReservedRosalind 18-21, F 3 hrs ago

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    I'm just curios what you think :)
    jmontoya50913 jmontoya50913 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 2

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    I'm the girl in the picture.
    itisikaitlyn itisikaitlyn 16-17, F 3 Responses Sep 3

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    Might as well, seems like a lot of people are lol... This is me on pretty much any given night after a long shift at work or a long day at school. No glasses, no contacts, so I'm...
    scrtasnman13 scrtasnman13 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 4

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    Hi i'm just wondering. Some have said no, and some have said yes.
    WhiteGirl702 WhiteGirl702 22-25, F 17 Responses Sep 7

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    Well, this is the first time I'm doing this...and I'm stressed...What do you think? Am I attractive?? 😓😔
    Larten Larten 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 12

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    I know I'm crazy lol! People who think they're normal though are the real psychos...
    roselani2005 roselani2005 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 18

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    I'm pretty right..? I think this picture really Compliments my eyes,
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 23

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    I'm just bored right now :P
    beastlbros beastlbros 13-15, M 5 days ago

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    Seriously! Everybody shines beautifully in their own way, I'm not at all interested in the naysayers of my own awesomeness 😎
    PepperGrrrl6669 PepperGrrrl6669 26-30, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Sure why not let me know if I'm attractive or ugly af lol
    mahreessa mahreessa 13-15, F 22 Responses 2 days ago

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    I'm a girl and I've been thinking about other girls sexually for a while now. It's freaking me out a little, but I definitely think I need to experience something to know for sure...
    adtr241 adtr241 18-21 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I don't even know why i'm doing this, haha just wondering how people see me :)
    BlueBear98 BlueBear98 16-17, M 7 Responses Sep 3

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    This is a lyrics that I wrote for one pf my songs do you like it?:) I Can't relate to it so much myself but it got pretty good anyways:) I'm telling you this is love this is god...
    imissyouk imissyouk 13-15, F Sep 9

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    All I think about is I want to die or I'm going to kill someone if I don't.
    Nixed Nixed 31-35, M Sep 11

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    I am always tired, having problems concentrating. I feel so hopeless, angry, and sad. I dread having to go to school or step out of the house now because I just can't tolerate...
    ajrestless ajrestless 22-25, F Sep 13

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    I'm bi curious and I like to watch
    curiousmom13 curiousmom13 31-35, F 5 Responses Sep 14

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    Again. REALLLLY bored xD ((i'm straight-sorry gurls x3)) But on a scale 1-10 i guess. Idkkkkk Have a fantabulous dayyyyyyy ^_^
    C5PiE C5PiE 13-15, F 8 Responses Sep 15

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    I have been emotionally abused by my older sister and I think she's like this because of my father. My father emotionally abuses me too. It's so difficult. My younger sister was...
    KaiWong KaiWong 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    Because I already know I'm hella sexy! :)
    MrsGigalowJr MrsGigalowJr 26-30, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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