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I Think I'm Losing Me

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    The Story Of The Girl Who Used To Be.

    This is my story. I fell in love with a guy who seemed wonderful. He used to think the world of me. He loved me. And then he met someone else. He is the only person who has seen everything, and he didn’t like what he saw. He was put off when he got to know me. I used to think...
    solonelyimlost solonelyimlost 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 7, 2012

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    Lunacy, As A Way Of Life

    I am not hysterical...I am not "upset".  But.....I think I AM losing myself.  I have no idea who I even am, anymore, or what I want.  It's such a long, complicated story, and I barely know where to begin.  I have LOTS of questions, but no answers for myself.  I'm feeling...
    lonesurvivor lonesurvivor 51-55, F 1 Response Sep 25, 2011

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    One Step Away From Vanishing

    I don't know where to begin, my life has gone from being near perfect to a total mess but I can't share it with anyone so i'm wearing this mask so I don't have to hide like I do in real life. I had a happy childhood, good memories, fond memories now I don't even know if I ever...
    lemonboi lemonboi 26-30, M Jun 17, 2013

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    I'm Lost...

    Its a fact that I'm unhappy but its also a fact that I keep a blank face to hide my pain. I try to get help yet I find myself beating myself back down. My thoughts race through my mind. I can't think straight. I don't know why I'm like this but I feel that without any help my...
    suicial64 suicial64 18-21, M Oct 13, 2013

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    It Starts Out So Innocently...

    I have lost who I am in the pursuit of who I want to be. I am now seeking a general definition of who I am that is more all encompassing than the personalities that I have refined for work church family etc. It is not all bad to choose who you want to be even if you loose who you...
    badbob32123 badbob32123 46-50, M 1 Response Jan 8, 2011

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    Lost

    how often do you think about yourself think back to a time when the only thing you have to worry about where you getting the money for the weekend a time when you where somebody diffierent lately I have thought about who I am and how much I have changed I am not the same in any...
    TheDevilsOwn TheDevilsOwn 22-25, M 8 Responses Mar 7, 2011

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    Mind Tilt: Is There A Tougher New Force In The World Or Is It Me?

    Hi everyone,I joined the Experience Project tonight for the first time.  I have had some psychic ability since before I can remember, but am only beginning to understand it.  Lately, I have felt a strong force in the world...it's tough and it does not feel good.  It shows up...
    ssuchic ssuchic 26-30, F Oct 16, 2011

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    Damn

    i don't know why, but i just feel like i don't know who i am anymore. if i was ever anybody at all?.... it's upsetting to say, but that's how i feel. i'm just lost in the fog, and can't work my way through...
    countingshadows07 countingshadows07 18-21, F 6 Responses Jul 7, 2010

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    I Don't Know What To Do

    I lie because I don't know the right thing to say. I know it's wrong but I've survived so long because of it. I don't know how to find truth in my words anymore. It's to the point that I can't trust my own feelings. Everyday that goes bye seems to take away one more thing I can...
    Flipmanflop Flipmanflop 18-21 1 Response Dec 22, 2012

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    Losing Every Little Part Of Me!

    god isnt making any of it better my son is terrible i dont get sleep im wait for him to wake up right now so that i can feed him and maybe finally try to get to sleep i can never leave the house i feel weak im lost i want another type of love i need someone else to help im alone...
    Feb 16, 2013

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    My Path..

    I think I am losing myself... I feel as all I breathe lately is death. It's like I've never been myself or someone I can care about myself. I am so lost in this world and the only path I seem to see is one that is dark and there is no light and possibly there is no end to the...
    FolsomOrchid FolsomOrchid 26-30, F Dec 25, 2010

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    I Slipped Tonight...and It Woke Me Up

    Today is the Jewish day of atonement, or "Yom Kippur." My experience tonight was so strange and painful, I just need someone to pat me on the shoulder and say that it'll be okay. I have been struggling with marijuana dependence (yes, it exists) for over a year now. I basically...
    starryeyed1989 starryeyed1989 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 18, 2010

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    I'm 17, i'm a Capricorn,

    i love cookie dough ice cream and i have no idea who i am anymore. My whole life i've been trying to be the person that my mom and stepdad want me to be. Because of that i never really fit in well at school, bouncing around from group to group. Now that i'm going to a new...
    ThinOrDieTryingxox ThinOrDieTryingxox 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 12, 2014

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    If Only Time Stops

    If only time stops if only God love me if only God stops time for me so i dont have to be there tomorrow when hell begins for me if only I can go If only I can do whatever i wanted I would go So i dont have to wish for the time stop So i will stop this myself
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jan 4, 2011

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    I Don't Know Who "me" Is

    I feel like I'm changing somehow. I can't really explain it. It feels like I'm 14 all over again. Ever since I left high school, life has just been a jumble to me. My friends have mostly gone to university in different cities, I have to pay my own bills, I have to decide what I...
    TheRealJade TheRealJade 18-21, F Nov 13, 2011

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    I Think I'm Losing Me...if I Ever Had Me In The First Place...

    I think I'm losing me...I battle depression...quite serious bouts of it through recently diagnosed bipolar disorder....and the friends I once had, the social life, the jobs, the sports teams and my conscientious reputation has been destroyed beyond repair it would seem. I cannot...
    NeverTooSure NeverTooSure 18-21, F 2 Responses May 8, 2011

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    Lost

    I do not know where I am going. Do not follow me, I am lost. Do not look to me for your happiness. I have none of my own. I have absolutly nothing to give. my smile will not make you smile, it is worn and faded away...
    hartleybroken hartleybroken 22-25, F 6 Responses Jul 6, 2010

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    At Times

    I used to be able to tell you exactly who I am, that person deep inside. I can still answer somewhat but feel that slowly these years are taking bits of me away. The stress of life and struggles of family, the career and juggling it all together. I am absolutely exhausted at...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 15 Responses Jun 11, 2010

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    If I Can Still Think Right

    I can't see what I'm doing any more, these days there is just nothing to fight for. Now that I lost my way, don't even bother listening to what I say. These words weren't in my mind back then, when things made sense and I was still ten. I had a place and a reason to be, but now I...
    Ilikeclouds Ilikeclouds 13-15, F Jul 31, 2011

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    So this guy and I we have been seeing each of ther for a while and we were friends at first. I met him in May in college during a volunteer event and I have a HUGE crush on him. He...
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    I am in love with a guy who is wearing eyeglasses, likes classical music, loves chess, loves reading books and is a good poet writing romantic poems. I am so In love with you. You...
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    Why do ex boyfriends come back after a month of silence? Our breakup ended badly but semi-mutual (complicated). After a month or so of no contact with each other, he sent me a...
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    Quite honestly, I believe I'm a terrible person. I'm selfish and can be quite mean and controlling. I hate being this way, but whenever I try to change, I fail. I could tell you...
    tornadose tornadose 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    I'm probably not, and this is probably just me over reacting because i tend to do that. But I've noticed things about me, that I've been paying actual attention to lately. But i...
    catchingyourclouds catchingyourclouds 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    So one of my best friends came over, and we stayed up really late watching movies. Later on, we ended up laying in my bed and I had my vibrator and I ran it across her pelvis and...
    poodlepuncher poodlepuncher 18-21, F 5 Responses 4 days ago

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    Ever had that weird look from people close, you know that look, to say this girl is crazy look... And then laugh. Yep i know that look tooo
    NoUsernameInserted NoUsernameInserted 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    Yup, I'm crazy. That's why I jokingly refer to my depression meds as "crazy pills". Mind you, lots of my friends are crazy too :P
    MrsRusty MrsRusty 31-35, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Love is Stupid!! I keep Falling in Love with Him, even though He Hates me
    MacKiiY MacKiiY 16-17, M 5 days ago

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    I am completely head over heels for him, but he's getting a little boring. Take me to the times when we had fun...
    SeeksSerendipity SeeksSerendipity 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    I have really bad BDD and I check my face in the mirror every couple of minutes. I keep a mirror by my bed at all times. I recently had a rhinoplasty and I've been obsessing about...
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    Sometimes I can't discern wether I'm being the crazy one or am I just setting my boundaries. People are something really hard to get along with... misunderstandings just happen...
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    Today I got my exam results and I cried so hard because in my 12 years school journey I've never failed , and I've always been one of the first in my class This year, the year...
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    I think I'm bipolar, i can go on for weeks being on top of the world. I'm so happy, my mind is racing with new ideas, I can't sleep for days and I keep cleaning. But then I crash...
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    I love my boyfriend more than anything in this whole universe, but I feel like he payed more attention to me when I was suicidal and at my worst, and now as i'm recovering he...
    vetikke vetikke 16-17, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I'm learning something with my colleague A, so boring... Sometimes you really need learning how to used the Excel... For example: VBA CODE !!!
    ZoeWT ZoeWT 22-25, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    During my early teens I was bi and since the age of 16, I've been gay. I'm now 38 and have started having sexual feelings for girls again. I haven't done anything about it yet...
    jaimeedl jaimeedl 36-40, M 1 Response Jul 25

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    Don't we all want to think this?! Who wants to think they are just boring? Even if it is in our own mind everybody should think they are interesting.
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