I Think I'm Losing Me

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 541 People

    Lost

    how often do you think about yourself think back to a time when the only thing you have to worry about where you getting the money for the weekend a time when you where somebody diffierent lately I have thought about who I am and how much I have changed I am not the same in any...
    TheDevilsOwn TheDevilsOwn
    22-25, M
    8 Responses Mar 7, 2011

    I'm Lost...

    Its a fact that I'm unhappy but its also a fact that I keep a blank face to hide my pain. I try to get help yet I find myself beating myself back down. My thoughts race through my mind. I can't think straight. I don't know why I'm like this but I feel that without any help my...
    suicial64 suicial64
    22-25, M
    Oct 13, 2013

    One Step Away From Vanishing

    I don't know where to begin, my life has gone from being near perfect to a total mess but I can't share it with anyone so i'm wearing this mask so I don't have to hide like I do in real life. I had a happy childhood, good memories, fond memories now I don't even know if I ever...
    lemonboi lemonboi
    31-35, M
    Jun 17, 2013

    Damn

    i don't know why, but i just feel like i don't know who i am anymore. if i was ever anybody at all?.... it's upsetting to say, but that's how i feel. i'm just lost in the fog, and can't work my way through...
    countingshadows07 countingshadows07
    18-21, F
    6 Responses Jul 7, 2010

    The Story Of The Girl Who Used To Be.

    This is my story. I fell in love with a guy who seemed wonderful. He used to think the world of me. He loved me. And then he met someone else. He is the only person who has seen everything, and he didn’t like what he saw. He was put off when he got to know me. I used to think...
    solonelyimlost solonelyimlost
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Dec 7, 2012

    If I Can Still Think Right

    I can't see what I'm doing any more, these days there is just nothing to fight for. Now that I lost my way, don't even bother listening to what I say. These words weren't in my mind back then, when things made sense and I was still ten. I had a place and a reason to be, but now I...
    Ilikeclouds Ilikeclouds
    13-15, F
    Jul 31, 2011

    Lunacy, As A Way Of Life

    I am not hysterical...I am not "upset".  But.....I think I AM losing myself.  I have no idea who I even am, anymore, or what I want.  It's such a long, complicated story, and I barely know where to begin.  I have LOTS of questions, but no answers for myself.  I'm feeling...
    lonesurvivor lonesurvivor
    56-60, F
    1 Response Sep 25, 2011

    I Think I'm Losing Me...if I Ever Had Me In The First Place...

    I think I'm losing me...I battle depression...quite serious bouts of it through recently diagnosed bipolar disorder....and the friends I once had, the social life, the jobs, the sports teams and my conscientious reputation has been destroyed beyond repair it would seem. I cannot...
    NeverTooSure NeverTooSure
    18-21, F
    2 Responses May 8, 2011

    Losing Every Little Part Of Me!

    god isnt making any of it better my son is terrible i dont get sleep im wait for him to wake up right now so that i can feed him and maybe finally try to get to sleep i can never leave the house i feel weak im lost i want another type of love i need someone else to help im alone...
    Feb 16, 2013

    It Starts Out So Innocently...

    I have lost who I am in the pursuit of who I want to be. I am now seeking a general definition of who I am that is more all encompassing than the personalities that I have refined for work church family etc. It is not all bad to choose who you want to be even if you loose who you...
    badbob32123 badbob32123
    46-50, M
    1 Response Jan 8, 2011

    I Slipped Tonight...and It Woke Me Up

    Today is the Jewish day of atonement, or "Yom Kippur." My experience tonight was so strange and painful, I just need someone to pat me on the shoulder and say that it'll be okay. I have been struggling with marijuana dependence (yes, it exists) for over a year now. I basically...
    starryeyed1989 starryeyed1989
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Sep 18, 2010

    I Don't Know What To Do

    I lie because I don't know the right thing to say. I know it's wrong but I've survived so long because of it. I don't know how to find truth in my words anymore. It's to the point that I can't trust my own feelings. Everyday that goes bye seems to take away one more thing I can...
    Flipmanflop Flipmanflop
    18-21
    1 Response Dec 22, 2012

    Lost

    I do not know where I am going. Do not follow me, I am lost. Do not look to me for your happiness. I have none of my own. I have absolutly nothing to give. my smile will not make you smile, it is worn and faded away...
    hartleybroken hartleybroken
    22-25, F
    6 Responses Jul 6, 2010

    If Only Time Stops

    If only time stops if only God love me if only God stops time for me so i dont have to be there tomorrow when hell begins for me if only I can go If only I can do whatever i wanted I would go So i dont have to wish for the time stop So i will stop this myself
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Jan 4, 2011

    I Don't Know Who "me" Is

    I feel like I'm changing somehow. I can't really explain it. It feels like I'm 14 all over again. Ever since I left high school, life has just been a jumble to me. My friends have mostly gone to university in different cities, I have to pay my own bills, I have to decide what I...
    TheRealJade TheRealJade
    18-21, F
    Nov 13, 2011

    My Path..

    I think I am losing myself... I feel as all I breathe lately is death. It's like I've never been myself or someone I can care about myself. I am so lost in this world and the only path I seem to see is one that is dark and there is no light and possibly there is no end to the...
    FolsomOrchid FolsomOrchid
    26-30, F
    Dec 25, 2010

    I'm 17, i'm a Capricorn,

    i love cookie dough ice cream and i have no idea who i am anymore. My whole life i've been trying to be the person that my mom and stepdad want me to be. Because of that i never really fit in well at school, bouncing around from group to group. Now that i'm going to a new...
    ThinOrDieTryingxox ThinOrDieTryingxox
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 12, 2014

    At Times

    I used to be able to tell you exactly who I am, that person deep inside. I can still answer somewhat but feel that slowly these years are taking bits of me away. The stress of life and struggles of family, the career and juggling it all together. I am absolutely exhausted at...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality
    36-40, F
    15 Responses Jun 11, 2010

    Mind Tilt: Is There A Tougher New Force In The World Or Is It Me?

    Hi everyone,I joined the Experience Project tonight for the first time.  I have had some psychic ability since before I can remember, but am only beginning to understand it.  Lately, I have felt a strong force in the world...it's tough and it does not feel good.  It shows up...
    ssuchic ssuchic
    26-30, F
    Oct 16, 2011

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