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I Think I'm Losing Me

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    Mind Tilt: Is There A Tougher New Force In The World Or Is It Me?

    Hi everyone,I joined the Experience Project tonight for the first time.  I have had some psychic ability since before I can remember, but am only beginning to understand it.  Lately, I have felt a strong force in the world...it's tough and it does not feel good.  It shows up...
    ssuchic ssuchic 26-30, F Oct 16, 2011

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    I Slipped Tonight...and It Woke Me Up

    Today is the Jewish day of atonement, or "Yom Kippur." My experience tonight was so strange and painful, I just need someone to pat me on the shoulder and say that it'll be okay. I have been struggling with marijuana dependence (yes, it exists) for over a year now. I basically...
    starryeyed1989 starryeyed1989 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 18, 2010

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    One Step Away From Vanishing

    I don't know where to begin, my life has gone from being near perfect to a total mess but I can't share it with anyone so i'm wearing this mask so I don't have to hide like I do in real life. I had a happy childhood, good memories, fond memories now I don't even know if I ever...
    lemonboi lemonboi 26-30, M Jun 17, 2013

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    Lunacy, As A Way Of Life

    I am not hysterical...I am not "upset".  But.....I think I AM losing myself.  I have no idea who I even am, anymore, or what I want.  It's such a long, complicated story, and I barely know where to begin.  I have LOTS of questions, but no answers for myself.  I'm feeling...
    lonesurvivor lonesurvivor 51-55, F 1 Response Sep 25, 2011

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    I Think I'm Losing Me...if I Ever Had Me In The First Place...

    I think I'm losing me...I battle depression...quite serious bouts of it through recently diagnosed bipolar disorder....and the friends I once had, the social life, the jobs, the sports teams and my conscientious reputation has been destroyed beyond repair it would seem. I cannot...
    NeverTooSure NeverTooSure 18-21, F 2 Responses May 8, 2011

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    If Only Time Stops

    If only time stops if only God love me if only God stops time for me so i dont have to be there tomorrow when hell begins for me if only I can go If only I can do whatever i wanted I would go So i dont have to wish for the time stop So i will stop this myself
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jan 4, 2011

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    Lost

    how often do you think about yourself think back to a time when the only thing you have to worry about where you getting the money for the weekend a time when you where somebody diffierent lately I have thought about who I am and how much I have changed I am not the same in any...
    TheDevilsOwn TheDevilsOwn 22-25, M 8 Responses Mar 7, 2011

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    I'm Lost...

    Its a fact that I'm unhappy but its also a fact that I keep a blank face to hide my pain. I try to get help yet I find myself beating myself back down. My thoughts race through my mind. I can't think straight. I don't know why I'm like this but I feel that without any help my...
    suicial64 suicial64 18-21, M Oct 13, 2013

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    The Story Of The Girl Who Used To Be.

    This is my story. I fell in love with a guy who seemed wonderful. He used to think the world of me. He loved me. And then he met someone else. He is the only person who has seen everything, and he didn’t like what he saw. He was put off when he got to know me. I used to think...
    solonelyimlost solonelyimlost 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 7, 2012

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    Damn

    i don't know why, but i just feel like i don't know who i am anymore. if i was ever anybody at all?.... it's upsetting to say, but that's how i feel. i'm just lost in the fog, and can't work my way through...
    countingshadows07 countingshadows07 18-21, F 6 Responses Jul 7, 2010

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    At Times

    I used to be able to tell you exactly who I am, that person deep inside. I can still answer somewhat but feel that slowly these years are taking bits of me away. The stress of life and struggles of family, the career and juggling it all together. I am absolutely exhausted at...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 15 Responses Jun 11, 2010

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    Lost

    I do not know where I am going. Do not follow me, I am lost. Do not look to me for your happiness. I have none of my own. I have absolutly nothing to give. my smile will not make you smile, it is worn and faded away...
    hartleybroken hartleybroken 22-25, F 6 Responses Jul 6, 2010

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    I Don't Know Who "me" Is

    I feel like I'm changing somehow. I can't really explain it. It feels like I'm 14 all over again. Ever since I left high school, life has just been a jumble to me. My friends have mostly gone to university in different cities, I have to pay my own bills, I have to decide what I...
    TheRealJade TheRealJade 18-21, F Nov 13, 2011

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    My Path..

    I think I am losing myself... I feel as all I breathe lately is death. It's like I've never been myself or someone I can care about myself. I am so lost in this world and the only path I seem to see is one that is dark and there is no light and possibly there is no end to the...
    FolsomOrchid FolsomOrchid 26-30, F Dec 25, 2010

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    I Don't Know What To Do

    I lie because I don't know the right thing to say. I know it's wrong but I've survived so long because of it. I don't know how to find truth in my words anymore. It's to the point that I can't trust my own feelings. Everyday that goes bye seems to take away one more thing I can...
    Flipmanflop Flipmanflop 18-21 1 Response Dec 22, 2012

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    If I Can Still Think Right

    I can't see what I'm doing any more, these days there is just nothing to fight for. Now that I lost my way, don't even bother listening to what I say. These words weren't in my mind back then, when things made sense and I was still ten. I had a place and a reason to be, but now I...
    Ilikeclouds Ilikeclouds 13-15, F Jul 31, 2011

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    I'm 17, i'm a Capricorn,

    i love cookie dough ice cream and i have no idea who i am anymore. My whole life i've been trying to be the person that my mom and stepdad want me to be. Because of that i never really fit in well at school, bouncing around from group to group. Now that i'm going to a new...
    ThinOrDieTryingxox ThinOrDieTryingxox 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 12

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    It Starts Out So Innocently...

    I have lost who I am in the pursuit of who I want to be. I am now seeking a general definition of who I am that is more all encompassing than the personalities that I have refined for work church family etc. It is not all bad to choose who you want to be even if you loose who you...
    badbob32123 badbob32123 46-50, M 1 Response Jan 8, 2011

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    I've had sleep paralysis for years, so I'm used to those kinds of hallucinations, but sometimes I hear someone say my name when I'm fully awake and there's nobody there. i think I...
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    I think I'm attractive. Self confidence all the way. I'd like to live my life happy with what I've been given rather than hate myself for what I don't have. I got boobs and a butt...
    torrest1031 torrest1031 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 25

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    Just a question for all of you here. This group says "I do you think I'm attractive Lol" What is the question??? Because I was just attacked in my experience for saying I...
    torrest1031 torrest1031 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 27

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    It's crazy. I'm crazy. God, I don't even ******* know. I'm with this amazing guy. His feelings for me are impossible to question. He loves me. I know it. He let's me feel it...
    ohmyfvck ohmyfvck 18-21, F Dec 4

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    I have been trying my hardest to hold on to everything and keep it, I tried to give up... but couldn't. I can't say bye, I can't lose everything. I don't want to. Everything that...
    imgivingupnow imgivingupnow 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I've been trying so hard to keep it together but I'm breaking... I'm falling off the edge and I don't know what to do anymore.. Nothing's working and right now I'm at the point...
    painseeker16 painseeker16 18-21, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    Ah why not let me know what you think peeps honestly. Good or bad I'm the one on the left
    Jamiereturns Jamiereturns 22-25, M 4 Responses Dec 2

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    Ok I'm game. What do you think ?
    mattywheels25 mattywheels25 26-30, M 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    I'm really, really scared. I'm pretty sure the feelings are mutual but I always have that voice in my head saying, "you're just being delusional...she doesn't really want you...
    Friendlee Friendlee 26-30, M 1 Response Dec 3

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    Even some of my closest friends didn't think I was a virgin until I had to look them dead in the eyes and say I'm a virgin then they believed me lol maybe cause at times when I...
    brenda4696 brenda4696 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I'm ugly and fat, sometimes I think that my friends are talking about me
    FrankietheCat FrankietheCat 16-17, F 6 days ago

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    I'm sure you cannot say no😍
    SecretsOut14 SecretsOut14 18-21, F 5 Responses Nov 23

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    I desire too much for most guys my age. They are still getting their ideas together. I'm too demanding for them, I think.
    Skjeggstad Skjeggstad 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 25

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    Maybe... But I'm still questioning It..1 thing I'm still young life may get better.. And another how painful is it..
    Jtms Jtms 16-17, M 1 Response Nov 29

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    At my age, I'm beginning to care less. lol. It probably shows too.
    jsk7 jsk7 46-50, F 2 Responses Dec 7

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    I'm not trying to impress anyone
    XodolsWasHere XodolsWasHere 16-17, M 1 Response Dec 7

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    I say 'think' because I'm not sure. Every night before I drift off to sleep I imagine he's cuddling up to me, but when I think about us kissing and 'doing it' my skin starts to...
    Gemz2411 Gemz2411 18-21, F Dec 9

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    I'm just not good enough for anyone :'( Never am and never was :'( I'm going to go overdose now :"'(
    SgtRecker97 SgtRecker97 16-17, M 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I'm still young but I feel like I've never found guys attractive when other girls my age have. It may just be a phase but I'm still confused.
    MW413 MW413 13-15, F Nov 22

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    I'm sitting here a couple nights before my exam and am I studying? No. Procrastinating. Eating, shopping, thinking of things I want to find and try... because I think I probably...
    mymiseo mymiseo 18-21 Nov 23

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    I guess I wasn't at one time cause I'm married to a hot women for 16 year but now I think I let her down cause she looks the same she did when we met and I have gained weight and...
    ohno25 ohno25 41-45, M 1 Response Nov 24

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    I know I post this a lot, but I honestly believe that no matter what anyone says. I can't take it anymore, girls always look at me with total disgust when I'm outside, they always...
    Nix0 Nix0 16-17, M 5 Responses Nov 27

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    I'm tired of this ******* ****! Oh look! A blizzard outside!! Maybe I'll just run off the road over a bridge so it looks like an accident... **** this...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 27

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