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I Think I'm Losing Me

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    One Step Away From Vanishing

    I don't know where to begin, my life has gone from being near perfect to a total mess but I can't share it with anyone so i'm wearing this mask so I don't have to hide like I do in real life. I had a happy childhood, good memories, fond memories now I don't even know if I ever...
    lemonboi lemonboi 26-30, M Jun 17, 2013

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    I Think I'm Losing Me...if I Ever Had Me In The First Place...

    I think I'm losing me...I battle depression...quite serious bouts of it through recently diagnosed bipolar disorder....and the friends I once had, the social life, the jobs, the sports teams and my conscientious reputation has been destroyed beyond repair it would seem. I cannot...
    NeverTooSure NeverTooSure 18-21, F 2 Responses May 8, 2011

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    At Times

    I used to be able to tell you exactly who I am, that person deep inside. I can still answer somewhat but feel that slowly these years are taking bits of me away. The stress of life and struggles of family, the career and juggling it all together. I am absolutely exhausted at...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 15 Responses Jun 11, 2010

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    If I Can Still Think Right

    I can't see what I'm doing any more, these days there is just nothing to fight for. Now that I lost my way, don't even bother listening to what I say. These words weren't in my mind back then, when things made sense and I was still ten. I had a place and a reason to be, but now I...
    Ilikeclouds Ilikeclouds 13-15, F Jul 31, 2011

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    It Starts Out So Innocently...

    I have lost who I am in the pursuit of who I want to be. I am now seeking a general definition of who I am that is more all encompassing than the personalities that I have refined for work church family etc. It is not all bad to choose who you want to be even if you loose who you...
    badbob32123 badbob32123 46-50, M 1 Response Jan 8, 2011

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    Lunacy, As A Way Of Life

    I am not hysterical...I am not "upset".  But.....I think I AM losing myself.  I have no idea who I even am, anymore, or what I want.  It's such a long, complicated story, and I barely know where to begin.  I have LOTS of questions, but no answers for myself.  I'm feeling...
    lonesurvivor lonesurvivor 51-55, F 1 Response Sep 25, 2011

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    Lost

    I do not know where I am going. Do not follow me, I am lost. Do not look to me for your happiness. I have none of my own. I have absolutly nothing to give. my smile will not make you smile, it is worn and faded away...
    hartleybroken hartleybroken 22-25, F 6 Responses Jul 6, 2010

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    I Don't Know What To Do

    I lie because I don't know the right thing to say. I know it's wrong but I've survived so long because of it. I don't know how to find truth in my words anymore. It's to the point that I can't trust my own feelings. Everyday that goes bye seems to take away one more thing I can...
    Flipmanflop Flipmanflop 18-21 1 Response Dec 22, 2012

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    My Path..

    I think I am losing myself... I feel as all I breathe lately is death. It's like I've never been myself or someone I can care about myself. I am so lost in this world and the only path I seem to see is one that is dark and there is no light and possibly there is no end to the...
    FolsomOrchid FolsomOrchid 26-30, F Dec 25, 2010

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    Damn

    i don't know why, but i just feel like i don't know who i am anymore. if i was ever anybody at all?.... it's upsetting to say, but that's how i feel. i'm just lost in the fog, and can't work my way through...
    countingshadows07 countingshadows07 18-21, F 6 Responses Jul 7, 2010

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    If Only Time Stops

    If only time stops if only God love me if only God stops time for me so i dont have to be there tomorrow when hell begins for me if only I can go If only I can do whatever i wanted I would go So i dont have to wish for the time stop So i will stop this myself
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jan 4, 2011

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    Losing Every Little Part Of Me!

    god isnt making any of it better my son is terrible i dont get sleep im wait for him to wake up right now so that i can feed him and maybe finally try to get to sleep i can never leave the house i feel weak im lost i want another type of love i need someone else to help im alone...
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    I Slipped Tonight...and It Woke Me Up

    Today is the Jewish day of atonement, or "Yom Kippur." My experience tonight was so strange and painful, I just need someone to pat me on the shoulder and say that it'll be okay. I have been struggling with marijuana dependence (yes, it exists) for over a year now. I basically...
    starryeyed1989 starryeyed1989 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 18, 2010

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    I Don't Know Who "me" Is

    I feel like I'm changing somehow. I can't really explain it. It feels like I'm 14 all over again. Ever since I left high school, life has just been a jumble to me. My friends have mostly gone to university in different cities, I have to pay my own bills, I have to decide what I...
    TheRealJade TheRealJade 18-21, F Nov 13, 2011

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    The Story Of The Girl Who Used To Be.

    This is my story. I fell in love with a guy who seemed wonderful. He used to think the world of me. He loved me. And then he met someone else. He is the only person who has seen everything, and he didn’t like what he saw. He was put off when he got to know me. I used to think...
    solonelyimlost solonelyimlost 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 7, 2012

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    I'm Lost...

    Its a fact that I'm unhappy but its also a fact that I keep a blank face to hide my pain. I try to get help yet I find myself beating myself back down. My thoughts race through my mind. I can't think straight. I don't know why I'm like this but I feel that without any help my...
    suicial64 suicial64 18-21, M Oct 13, 2013

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    Lost

    how often do you think about yourself think back to a time when the only thing you have to worry about where you getting the money for the weekend a time when you where somebody diffierent lately I have thought about who I am and how much I have changed I am not the same in any...
    TheDevilsOwn TheDevilsOwn 22-25, M 8 Responses Mar 7, 2011

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    Mind Tilt: Is There A Tougher New Force In The World Or Is It Me?

    Hi everyone,I joined the Experience Project tonight for the first time.  I have had some psychic ability since before I can remember, but am only beginning to understand it.  Lately, I have felt a strong force in the world...it's tough and it does not feel good.  It shows up...
    ssuchic ssuchic 26-30, F Oct 16, 2011

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    For the past 8 years of my 'life' I have suffered with severe anxiety and depression. They say it's meant to get better, but every day just gets harder. I'm almost starting to feel...
    36chambers86 36chambers86 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 17

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    Who think I'm attractive any girls think I'm attractive or nahhhh
    Chasemanning Chasemanning 13-15, M 1 Response Jul 13

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    Any girls think I'm attractive tho :)
    Chasemanning Chasemanning 13-15, M 1 Response a week ago

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    Lol not to sound shady or conceded but do u think I'm attractive?
    HeyitsJoeeyy HeyitsJoeeyy 13-15, M 5 Responses 4 days ago

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    well after months of thinking i thinking i m BI dont know how to start this new life wit hwhome
    sam94123 sam94123 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 1

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    think I'm kind of into this Persian girl who calls herself lifesimmer here. She's totally hot, smart, gorgeous body and she likes white guys, but I don't think she'll be into me...
    opticaltee opticaltee 46-50, M 2 days ago

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    I think I'm falling in love with him, The boy who hates his name, The kid that makes everyone laugh, The guy who makes me nervous and excited, The man who calms my fears, The...
    vanivoo vanivoo 16-17, F Jul 3

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    I'm pretty sure all the normal kids think I'm a freak. Simply because of my love of PC games and manga, or maybe just a little bit because of the illegible things I mutter when I...
    LoserLibs LoserLibs 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 5

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    I don't bet people think I'm weird, I KNOW people think on weird, Honestly, Sometimes I think I'm weird, But, I laugh at myself so it's okay and besides, you don't needa be normal...
    StayingSaneWithoutYou StayingSaneWithoutYou 13-15, F Jul 11

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    Every time I meet someone new...whether it be someone I'm interested in or just a guy meet, they think I'm married. Even when I tell them I'm not they don't believe me. I don't...
    Beautysedge420 Beautysedge420 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 19

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    I myself don't think I'm weird but hey everyone's a little weird
    Answeringyou35 Answeringyou35 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    As every good story starts; there's this girl. I met here when moved to my current city about 7 months ago. I got to school and made friends by the end of first period. Lunchtime...
    timboslice42 timboslice42 13-15, M 6 days ago

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    Why does this experience have to say "I don't care if you think I'm weird" Why can't it just say "I love fat girls" ?? Why is it assumed that people will think it's weird? Cause...
    raesaddiction raesaddiction 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I don't know what's going on with me . i think I'm having a manic episode or something idk I just am a wreck I don't get this
    idkhby idkhby 13-15, F Jun 30

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    I think I've had it all my life, I didn't like talking to people, I was shy, I was stiff whenever talking to people because I would get so nervous, and I would always stutter or be...
    Zancrispy Zancrispy 26-30, F Jul 1

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    I KNOW people think I'm weird. But I'm not going to apologize for my weirdness. When I was in middle school and elementary school my weirdness was the only thing I had. I know...
    ToBeAnOtaku101 ToBeAnOtaku101 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 5

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    Well, besides working out a lot, I only do that to stay in shape for firefighting and EMS medic work. Some patients are very, and I see a lot of things out here. Not much to me...
    quietfighter quietfighter 18-21, M Jul 15

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    I really want to get married and be a mom one day, but I honestly think I'm too ugly and shouldn't reproduce. I have a big nose and I'm not that attractive and it wouldn't be fair...
    Blue8181 Blue8181 31-35, F 4 Responses Jul 17

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    I mean I think I'm interesting. My boyfriend says in interesting. My friends say I'm interesting I don't know I just feel unoriginal most of the time.
    redlovely redlovely 22-25, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I don't care if anyone thinks I'm conceited or narcissistic, but I don't self loathe. I might hate my life sometimes, but I love myself. Some days, I spend a few minutes just...
    metaphornographic metaphornographic 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    I'm lost. I'm almost 20 now. I read a degree, but not anymore. It was not my cup of tea. I didn't have close friends. All are fake. I don't have anyone to share my feelings. All...
    BRG8 BRG8 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 16

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    When I first became a Christian...I experienced immense peace and joy. A new outlook, a new wisdom..the Bible was my best friend. And not because it was my first time hearing the...
    Passionateintrovert Passionateintrovert 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 3

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    I'm slightly insane in a weird and almost bipolar way... You can think of the image above as my personalities; colourful,eccentric and different.
    theDoomProject theDoomProject 13-15, M 1 Response Jul 20

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    I know this sinking feeling anywhere. It's happening again. I've been depressed most of my teenage years. I have plenty of ups, but there are always downs that follow close behind...
    LettersToTheSky LettersToTheSky 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 2

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    I'm ugly. Very very ugly. 😐
    AnonMily AnonMily 13-15, F Jul 16

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    Please give me your honest opinion. I'm sorry that the picture got cut off.
    Justletmebeally Justletmebeally 13-15, F 9 Responses a week ago

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    I'm pretty but do you think I am?
    juliaek1 juliaek1 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    like my friends and everybody that knows me and likes me thinks I am but I want to know what u think
    ashleysokolik ashleysokolik 13-15, F 6 Responses 2 days ago

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    I don't feel like my psychiatrist understands me. Just because I had one ****** up past relationship that scarred me a fair deal and that I once feared abandonment doesn't mean I...
    JourneeBlue JourneeBlue 18-21, F 5 hrs ago

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    Why not, I'm curious and please be 100% honest! Thz guys 😘😘
    Fashionlover03 Fashionlover03 13-15, F 4 Responses 4 hrs ago

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