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I Think I'm Losing Me

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    If Only Time Stops

    If only time stops if only God love me if only God stops time for me so i dont have to be there tomorrow when hell begins for me if only I can go If only I can do whatever i wanted I would go So i dont have to wish for the time stop So i will stop this myself
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jan 4, 2011

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    I Don't Know Who "me" Is

    I feel like I'm changing somehow. I can't really explain it. It feels like I'm 14 all over again. Ever since I left high school, life has just been a jumble to me. My friends have mostly gone to university in different cities, I have to pay my own bills, I have to decide what I...
    TheRealJade TheRealJade 18-21, F Nov 13, 2011

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    I Slipped Tonight...and It Woke Me Up

    Today is the Jewish day of atonement, or "Yom Kippur." My experience tonight was so strange and painful, I just need someone to pat me on the shoulder and say that it'll be okay. I have been struggling with marijuana dependence (yes, it exists) for over a year now. I basically...
    starryeyed1989 starryeyed1989 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 18, 2010

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    Mind Tilt: Is There A Tougher New Force In The World Or Is It Me?

    Hi everyone,I joined the Experience Project tonight for the first time.  I have had some psychic ability since before I can remember, but am only beginning to understand it.  Lately, I have felt a strong force in the world...it's tough and it does not feel good.  It shows up...
    ssuchic ssuchic 26-30, F Oct 16, 2011

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    The Story Of The Girl Who Used To Be.

    This is my story. I fell in love with a guy who seemed wonderful. He used to think the world of me. He loved me. And then he met someone else. He is the only person who has seen everything, and he didn’t like what he saw. He was put off when he got to know me. I used to think...
    solonelyimlost solonelyimlost 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 7, 2012

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    Damn

    i don't know why, but i just feel like i don't know who i am anymore. if i was ever anybody at all?.... it's upsetting to say, but that's how i feel. i'm just lost in the fog, and can't work my way through...
    countingshadows07 countingshadows07 18-21, F 6 Responses Jul 7, 2010

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    My Path..

    I think I am losing myself... I feel as all I breathe lately is death. It's like I've never been myself or someone I can care about myself. I am so lost in this world and the only path I seem to see is one that is dark and there is no light and possibly there is no end to the...
    FolsomOrchid FolsomOrchid 26-30, F Dec 25, 2010

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    I Think I'm Losing Me...if I Ever Had Me In The First Place...

    I think I'm losing me...I battle depression...quite serious bouts of it through recently diagnosed bipolar disorder....and the friends I once had, the social life, the jobs, the sports teams and my conscientious reputation has been destroyed beyond repair it would seem. I cannot...
    NeverTooSure NeverTooSure 18-21, F 2 Responses May 8, 2011

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    One Step Away From Vanishing

    I don't know where to begin, my life has gone from being near perfect to a total mess but I can't share it with anyone so i'm wearing this mask so I don't have to hide like I do in real life. I had a happy childhood, good memories, fond memories now I don't even know if I ever...
    lemonboi lemonboi 26-30, M Jun 17, 2013

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    I'm Lost...

    Its a fact that I'm unhappy but its also a fact that I keep a blank face to hide my pain. I try to get help yet I find myself beating myself back down. My thoughts race through my mind. I can't think straight. I don't know why I'm like this but I feel that without any help my...
    suicial64 suicial64 18-21, M Oct 13, 2013

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    I'm 17, i'm a Capricorn,

    i love cookie dough ice cream and i have no idea who i am anymore. My whole life i've been trying to be the person that my mom and stepdad want me to be. Because of that i never really fit in well at school, bouncing around from group to group. Now that i'm going to a new...
    ThinOrDieTryingxox ThinOrDieTryingxox 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 12, 2014

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    At Times

    I used to be able to tell you exactly who I am, that person deep inside. I can still answer somewhat but feel that slowly these years are taking bits of me away. The stress of life and struggles of family, the career and juggling it all together. I am absolutely exhausted at...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 15 Responses Jun 11, 2010

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    Lost

    I do not know where I am going. Do not follow me, I am lost. Do not look to me for your happiness. I have none of my own. I have absolutly nothing to give. my smile will not make you smile, it is worn and faded away...
    hartleybroken hartleybroken 22-25, F 6 Responses Jul 6, 2010

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    It Starts Out So Innocently...

    I have lost who I am in the pursuit of who I want to be. I am now seeking a general definition of who I am that is more all encompassing than the personalities that I have refined for work church family etc. It is not all bad to choose who you want to be even if you loose who you...
    badbob32123 badbob32123 46-50, M 1 Response Jan 8, 2011

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    If I Can Still Think Right

    I can't see what I'm doing any more, these days there is just nothing to fight for. Now that I lost my way, don't even bother listening to what I say. These words weren't in my mind back then, when things made sense and I was still ten. I had a place and a reason to be, but now I...
    Ilikeclouds Ilikeclouds 13-15, F Jul 31, 2011

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    Lost

    how often do you think about yourself think back to a time when the only thing you have to worry about where you getting the money for the weekend a time when you where somebody diffierent lately I have thought about who I am and how much I have changed I am not the same in any...
    TheDevilsOwn TheDevilsOwn 22-25, M 8 Responses Mar 7, 2011

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    Lunacy, As A Way Of Life

    I am not hysterical...I am not "upset".  But.....I think I AM losing myself.  I have no idea who I even am, anymore, or what I want.  It's such a long, complicated story, and I barely know where to begin.  I have LOTS of questions, but no answers for myself.  I'm feeling...
    lonesurvivor lonesurvivor 51-55, F 1 Response Sep 25, 2011

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    I Don't Know What To Do

    I lie because I don't know the right thing to say. I know it's wrong but I've survived so long because of it. I don't know how to find truth in my words anymore. It's to the point that I can't trust my own feelings. Everyday that goes bye seems to take away one more thing I can...
    Flipmanflop Flipmanflop 18-21 1 Response Dec 22, 2012

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    does anyone think I'm cute?
    nefe1983 nefe1983 31-35, F 2 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    Just want to know because I think I'm ugly or that's what everyone says and I think so too. So from 1-10
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    I think I'm am interesting person because lol every since I was a kid I was called crazy. I was even once evaluated to see if I was. sadly I wasn't xD jk but I think to be...
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    I think I'm falling in love. My boyfriend and I have been friends for about year before becoming a couple. Also went on month of dates before we were official. I think he's so...
    Idreamtowaketofindthefate Idreamtowaketofindthefate 18-21, F Jan 13

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    I'm very sure people think I'm weird. I have an odd sense of humor that is often misunderstood. I seem shy and quiet, but I always manage to surprise people with my sarcasm. I'm a...
    ImaginaryAlchemist ImaginaryAlchemist 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    My whole family think I'm strange and weird just because I watch shows like supernatural and doctor who but hey if I like it, it doesn't matter what their opinion is.
    Savone52798 Savone52798 16-17, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I'm holding a handful of death and I'm on the edge of swallowing it. I can't do this anymore. There are so many reasons to stay but not one of them is good enough
    painseeker16 painseeker16 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    Well hello dear readers.. I wanted to share my stories and experience because I think that every experience is worth sharing.. It all started in August when I was hooking up with...
    singingthestoryofmylife singingthestoryofmylife 16-17, F Jan 11

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    I'm not saying tonight, tomorrow, maybe not even this year. I just have a feeling that that is how I'll go. I think about it everyday and how easy it would be to just let go. I don...
    drawtothemax drawtothemax 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 11

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    Rate me girls sorry guys I'm straight 😜
    quietlad quietlad 22-25, M 2 Responses Jan 16

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    Yeah... I'm pretty fly!! ;-)
    Fennerbache Fennerbache 18-21, M 4 Responses Jan 16

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    I'm ugly as **** but oh well...
    lexinwonderland lexinwonderland 13-15, F 11 Responses Jan 17

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    I'm the most interesting person down at the local Train-spotters & Stamp-collectors club . . . . . does that count? ;)
    00afreshstart77UK00 00afreshstart77UK00 51-55, M Jan 19

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    Could be anxiety... i don´t know...i´m always worried about something...even now i´m writing this with Google Translate open...the best reason i can think of for not killing...
    anderlr anderlr 13-15, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    So, I've been really reluctant to post anything here but I'm just taking a leap of faith I guess. Two years ago, I was extremely depressed and was getting suicidal and I wrote a...
    BryannaC BryannaC 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    Which is why from now on I'm keeping everything inside
    Princeofnothing Princeofnothing 18-21, M 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    I know I'm not so I'm not even gonna ask. I just wanna say snaps to all the people who are confident enough to ask this question. You go glen coco
    junglejimlove junglejimlove 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    This post already sounds super pathetic but I'll continue anyway. I mean, I think my appearance is equivalent to a dumpster but it really doesn't bother me that much anymore. I'm...
    Kysandragon Kysandragon 18-21, F Dec 31, 2014

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    I'm such a boring person and its more than obvious because people always stop chatting with me after a couple of days or even hours of chatting :'( I don't have anything...
    missnicething missnicething 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 2

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    If you are a Mature woman 23-30 in particular. I'm a personal trainer and entrepreneur! How do I look to you?
    livemanlive livemanlive 26-30, M Jan 17

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    I think I might be pregant. I'm about 1 and a half weeks late with an ache in my back and feeling tired. I've fallen out with the boy and I know there's no way I could keep it if I...
    minmins07 minmins07 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 19

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    It was fun for a while, but I think I want to try something else. I'll be leaving sometime this week. Bye bye :)
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 20

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    Because "I'm okay" means "There's nothing else I could do. It happened. That's it."
    SweeterThanToblerone SweeterThanToblerone 13-15, F a week ago

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    Well I have my sense of humor, my own opinions, act a little crazy for fun so what? I'm not hurting anybody. It's who I am and if any "hater" is "hurt" over my opinion then he or...
    rocketguy19 rocketguy19 16-17, M 5 days ago

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    Officially not a single person gives a **** about me anymore... I'm jumping from this bridge. I can't take this anymore... Goodbye. :'(
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 9 Responses 4 days ago

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    ^^^^^^^^ Are you boring? Yes you are. Do you annoy me? Yes you do. Do I annoy you? Yes I do... That's because I'm immature... 100% If you don't like it get the **** out of my life...
    XXimdeadinsideXX XXimdeadinsideXX 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    Can some of you please lie to me so I can feel better about myself for just a few hours? I know I'm butt ugly but I'm at the point where some lies would be good enough:(
    1972guy 1972guy 36-40, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I'm most of the times depressed....but i also find myself going from depressed to insane quite quickly
    anderlr anderlr 13-15, M 3 days ago

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