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I Think Ive Got Ptsd

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 29 People

    I Wonder If This Is Typical Of Ptsd...

    This is just one instance of my fear, anxiety, paranoia, etc. surfacing. I know PTSD isn't something that can be diagnosed over the internet, but I was just wondering if anybody out there can relate to this.I hate that I get so irrationally paranoid. Just now, I was...
    rachynymph rachynymph 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 8, 2010

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    Is This Ptsd?

    i have heard about ptsd for so long but i never thought it would be a problem for me. i went to iraq twice and  only one thing happened to me there.  i witness a women a her baby being stoned to death.  that happened in 2007 and lately i have been having nightmares...
    tabbikat tabbikat 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 23, 2010

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    Info On Ptsd

     PTSD veries different from person to person. My PTSD is the unwanted memories sometimes it comes very strong and clear especially during the night. It bothers me so much I have problems going to sleep. With me it's the smells and certain noise. Also the DREAMS. I have been...
    suzieq009 suzieq009 41-45 1 Response Dec 11, 2008

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    Can Someone Help?

    I think I've got PTSD, but I'm not sure if I'm too young.  I'm fourteen years old, but I fit the whole description of someone with this disorder.  Could someone tell me if there is an age range for such a thing? I had some very intense events happen to...
    ilovepandas102 ilovepandas102 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 21, 2009

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    Racism Isn't Cool

    It started in ninth grade, I went to a Catholic highschool, there were white supremisits there, skinheads, possably kkk. I am an Anishinaabe kwe. My Nokomis was a residential school survivor. I was adopted out, so I never knew her, but I know that she carried alot of...
    Jaky Jaky 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 11, 2008

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    My Ptsd

     I haven't been writing here but I have been very busy and not well. My asthma seems to be getting worse even when I go out side I feel that I have to stop and take deep breath. I've been having frequent asthma and the cough. Well my PST is the same I see my therapists on...
    suzieq009 suzieq009 41-45 Jan 4, 2009

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    Can you have PTSD from Emotional abuse?

    I also have memory gaps from since i was little. My mom was emotionally abusing me all these years and still to this day i cant stand anyone yelling or shouting (even if its not to me) i panic and i feel like im drowning. This is not all the times but there are nights that i...
    sarofan sarofan 22-25, F Jan 6, 2014

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    I have mild PTSD. I show a lot of the symptoms

    but not too intensely. But sometimes, something happens, it's like a switch gets flipped and I panic. I'm overcome by anxiety and fear. I can't have anyone behind me, I need to everyone in the room so no one sneaks up on me. If someone touches me, I flail at them ready to...
    missalkali missalkali 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 15, 2014

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    I just get the dreadful feeling that everyone hates me, I feel like they all are ignoring me or if they listen to me it's just them taking pity on me. I don't know why I feel this...
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    So I'm starting to think I have schizophrenia. My sister recently told me that she thinks I have it and I just thought it was a joke (not trying to offend anyone I was just in...
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    crackster crackster 36-40, M 2 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    I haven't tried to end my life in a while and i don't plan on it.that being said i don't think i can give up on suicide entirely when youve been in the hospital as many times as i...
    Passionfruit3 Passionfruit3 22-25, F 10 hrs ago

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    I think of him often.... We no longer have any type of communication, I mean he is there though, on my FB friends list, but that is it.... I find myself constantly thinking of him...
    lorena1 lorena1 26-30, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I moved around a lot as a kid, but I was mostly happy. I don't know what happened. I lost about 6 months of memory, and after it, I became a much more unhappy person. Bad things...
    RosiesRevenge RosiesRevenge 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    Sometimes you're glad when you get blocked!
    outofcontrol7 outofcontrol7 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I wish I didn't, I love him deeply, but the thrill is just not there anymore .... I think about it constantly. I wish he understood how much more I need from him, how much more I...
    septemberiscoming septemberiscoming 26-30, F 5 Responses 1 day ago

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    I get sad then I start thinking about the past and I start looking online for content to help me answer unresolved issues the next thing you know I've watched and read about so...
    innocentsoul innocentsoul 18-21 2 days ago

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    LOL I can't help but laugh reading the tittle,I find it funny for some reason,maybe it's because i tend to find humor in irony's,cynicism and dark things.And this seems somewhat...
    simpleandpossible simpleandpossible 22-25, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    Im a mother now and a wife 2 things I didint think I would ever have. Im not broken but im bent by some of my lifes experiences. I wish I could see the world as I did as a child...
    KMBJuneBaby14 KMBJuneBaby14 26-30, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I was abused in my early childhood and my birth parents were always drunk. And one day my birth father flipped and stabbed my birth mother again and again and somehow she got a gun...
    SJ110 SJ110 13-15, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I'm still in ptsd recovery, even years after the event. A lot of triggers I've been treated for and have moved past, for the most part. The one I can't escape or even work with is...
    omgwut omgwut 41-45, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    So a person contacts me and when I say hi, they block me. That quick.
    dadspank dadspank 36-40, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I don't trust anyone. I've been told by people to not trust even my best friend. I only have two friends. But deep down there's something I feel that's out of place. I feel like no...
    JaineDoh JaineDoh 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    you can't see ptsd. you don't even know you have it sometimes until you have "an episode". i knew i had the classic symptoms but i never thought i could have a blip where i crossed...
    LITVET LITVET 41-45, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I think my friend (who is currently living with me) is mad at me. Another one of our friends from work asked me today if my housemate has anxiety (which she does) as she's seen her...
    hopelessdreamer83 hopelessdreamer83 31-35, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Attn: Dark Cloud You move when I move and hover when I stop At times I've tried to walk, roll, fly away from you But no mattter where I go, how far I fly away you always catch...
    lostthoughtz lostthoughtz 22-25 5 days ago

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    Hi, I am Mike and I served two tours in Iraq. My first deployment was out of Camp Hovey Korea in 2004-05. I was with 2nd ID and we were attached with the 1st Marines in Ramadi Iraq...
    flemin37 flemin37 36-40 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    i faced one of my biggest triggers not long ago. of water, flashbacks and panic attacks came but the more i fought it for control easier it became. the trigger is still there but...
    stormofself stormofself 18-21, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    the crazy thing is I'm hurting and my hearts breaking. my husband came home stressed from work. didn't sleep drank an entire bottle of tequila and started arguing. broke the tv...
    PhoenixGoddess PhoenixGoddess 22-25, F Aug 22

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    When I was almost four years old I saw a dead that's been left on the streets. I was red and swollen and had the had the worst smell you could imagine. Apparently, we had a...
    wallflower01 wallflower01 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 20

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    Im about to lose my job. I care and I don't care. On one hand the people here don't care about anyone but themselves and their goals are not the same as mine. I want to improve...
    coerietheraven coerietheraven 22-25, M Aug 19

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    There's a guy I know who has ptsd has been rude to me by putting up his rude finger up to me and so displaying anti-social in front of people. This started when a store owner told...
    jacker34 jacker34 18-21 Aug 19

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    im losing the strand of hope with myself. ive been thinking too much about the work i applied either i am accepted or not. Thinking about my current work which gave me nothing...
    Eureka85 Eureka85 22-25, F Aug 19

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    I suffer from PTSD. I was raped at gunpoint when I was 24 years old. The triggers associated with my PTSD are ridiculous. PTSD has managed to cause major trust issues and destroy...
    Amyk1979 Amyk1979 36-40, F 4 Responses Aug 19

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    I was bullied relentlessly in the town I grew up in. When I went to college I discovered that I actually could make friends with people and that I wasn't an ugly loser or...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 18

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    Hello. I do not suffer from PTSD but am friends with someone who does and in his case it's actually C'PTSD. I would like to help him and provide him good advice on socializing...
    eternal22talibat eternal22talibat 22-25, F Aug 18

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    Hello. I do not suffer from PTSD but am friends with someone who does and in his case it's actually C'PTSD. I would like to help him and provide him good advice on socializing...
    eternal22talibat eternal22talibat 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 18

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    I feel kind of alone in my experience of PTSD. most of the people I hear about who have it were victims of abuse or crimes. I have PTSD from caring for my mother as a child when...
    kg54933 kg54933 26-30, F 6 Responses Aug 18

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    I've started realizing how affected my life is by my PTSD. I guess when you've had it since u were a young child you get use to it. Honestly the feelings I felt, all the different...
    BeautifullySickkk BeautifullySickkk 31-35, F 4 Responses Aug 18

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    my family and friends says that ive changed a lot not in a good way.i can remember how nice and innocent i was like i cared and helped the people around me but due to some...
    lav1234 lav1234 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 16

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    Hello. I do not suffer from PTSD but am friends with someone who does and in his case it's actually C'PTSD. I would like to help him and provide him good advice on socializing...
    eternal22talibat eternal22talibat 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 16

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