I Think Life Is Trying to Break Me

Anytime I think I'm beginning to figure things out, life pulls the rug out from under me.  Everytime.

I truly cannot imagine how i could have had worse luck in life. I'm sure its fate, out there to get me... I'm fat, ugly and unloveable, i go to a school where everyone hates me and excludes me and spreads rumours about me..... Im...

and it's winning. I really don't know what to do about my life.

17years of abuse, never been wanted, still not wanted, no friends, family wish me dead, homeless, no permanent address, constantly moving around, never settling, self harming till the point it almost kills me, 11 suicide attempts...

Life is always trying to break me..It hasn't won not yet..but it's oh so close.. Here's a list of all the things that have happend to me in the past 3years. My sister died in a horrible car crash in front of me. My mother and father...

Life's trying to break me,I'm sure it is,The shit it's dealt,Last seventeen months,Quakes and all,Close calls,Escapes,Was there alone,The big one hit,I think,Foreseeing it,made it worse,Knew it was coming,No one would listen,That fatal...

I'm in my second year now and i struggled all last year with acute depression. I have never ever felt bullied in my entire life, and the start of this year for some reason, the friends i live with have started to avoid me and not ask me...

Is the purpose of life to subject us all to as much pain as possible so that we may find out what kind of person we are? Is it to remind us to be grateful of the good things even if they are few and far between? Sometimes I feel like...

But every time I manage to somehow mend myself. If people could see my soul they would see that it has become nothing more than tiny shattered pieces. These pieces are slowly being put back into place. Every time I get rebroken I...

*stands up, raises fist and yells at 'life'*
Oh, no! You're not doing that to me. Well, you obviously are because you already have, but... Still not fair! Yes, I know he is ill. Not physically but mentally. And yes, I know he can not...

Life, with all due respect...I accept the challenge.

For I shall not lie among the broken but stand on these, my own two feet, my nose to the wind, this day and every tomorrow that is gifted me.

I KNOW IN THIS LIFE I WILL BE TESTED UNTIL MY DEATH... THAT'S WHAT THIS LIFE IS, A TEST AND THE OUTCOME DETERMINES WHERE U WILL END UP ULTIMATELY, AND FOR THOSE WHO DON'T BELIEVE THEN IF I WILL IT SO WITH MY MIND THAT IS STILL HOW IT...

i didnt have what i needed to be happy in the first place, but now im feel like im losing what keeps me sane and what holds me together. the people that hold me together are all moving on...moving away or just going down different paths...