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I Think Life Is Trying to Break Me

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    Oh, Definitely.

    I truly cannot imagine how i could have had worse luck in life. I'm sure its fate, out there to get me... I'm fat, ugly and unloveable, i go to a school where everyone hates me and excludes me and spreads rumours about me..... Im bulimic, which means everytime a piece of...
    Liptongal Liptongal 16-17, F 1 Response May 29, 2012

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    Life's Trying To Break Me

    Life's trying to break me,I'm sure it is,The **** it's dealt,Last seventeen months,Quakes and all,Close calls,Escapes,Was there alone,The big one hit,I think,Foreseeing it,made it worse,Knew it was coming,No one would listen,That fatal day,The cries,I heard,I'll never forget,With...
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 2, 2012

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    Yes It Is..

    Life is always trying to break me..It hasn't won not yet..but it's oh so close.. Here's a list of all the things that have happend to me in the past 3years. My sister died in a horrible car crash in front of me. My mother and father died in a crash soon after that. I was raped by...
    FeelingLikeACloud FeelingLikeACloud 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 13, 2011

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    Too Late

    17years of abuse, never been wanted, still not wanted, no friends, family wish me dead, homeless, no permanent address, constantly moving around, never settling, self harming till the point it almost kills me, 11 suicide attempts, failing college, bullied, mental health problems...
    S33menow S33menow 16-17, F 3 Responses Oct 5, 2011

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    I Accept!

    Life, with all due respect...I accept the challenge. For I shall not lie among the broken but stand on these, my own two feet, my nose to the wind, this day and every tomorrow that is gifted me.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Feb 20, 2011

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    I feel like I am shut off emotianally.

    My father has stage 4 brain cancer. The tumor has greatly affected his speech and the drugs are having its side effects. He also is at a greater risk of heart attack and stroke because of a poorly placed filter that was supposed to keep his blod clots from his legs away from the...
    daviddaviddavud daviddaviddavud 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 8, 2014

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    Everytime.

     Anytime I think I'm beginning to figure things out, life pulls the rug out from under me.  Everytime.
    yeahyeahyeahs yeahyeahyeahs 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 13, 2009

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    Bullied At Uni...

    I'm in my second year now and i struggled all last year with acute depression. I have never ever felt bullied in my entire life, and the start of this year for some reason, the friends i live with have started to avoid me and not ask me to join them in social activities, and a...
    minnie92 minnie92 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 1, 2012

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    Haa ... Sometimes I can't

    even stop thinking about this ! I feel like this earth doesn't want to have me anymore ! It's true that the life I have is really amazing comparing to some other people,,, But for me ,,, it feels like a 4 walls prison from which I can't escape ! My heart, it keeps on breaking...
    GamELF GamELF 18-21, F Sep 26, 2014

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    Is It?

    i didnt have what i needed to be happy in the first place, but now im feel like im losing what keeps me sane and what holds me together. the people that hold me together are all moving on...moving away or just going down different paths in thier own lifes, im happy for them but i...
    username13 username13 26-30, M 2 Responses Feb 17, 2009

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    Yeah, It's Trying To Break Me

    and it's winning. I really don't know what to do about my life.
    UndergroundMan UndergroundMan 36-40, M 1 Response Oct 9, 2011

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    Not Fair!

    *stands up, raises fist and yells at 'life'* Oh, no! You're not doing that to me. Well, you obviously are because you already have, but... Still not fair! Yes, I know he is ill. Not physically but mentally. And yes, I know he can not love me because he doesn't know what it means...
    JojaRodenaLente JojaRodenaLente 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 16, 2009

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    The life she lives. She has been at that point that she doesn’t know what to do, But yet she came up with this crazy idea to live in a jungle. She was always worried about her...
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    I do try to understand why but I go by and this quote is a true as can be "things happen for a reason". Makes me feel so much better that what ever life throws at me it happened to...
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    LOOKING IN THE MIRROR https://youtu.be/W4ga_M5Zdn4 Hi Lorenzo it me, I’m your reflection you know I decided to step on by, See? I need to talk to you, It’s between us, Yeah...
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    I'm not missing my old life, but I am missing my friend that moved away. The one I used to have girls nights with. We could walk around at night for hours, just talking and joking...
    serenewinds serenewinds 31-35, F 9 hrs ago

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    I'm trying so hard to impress my family,but they never ever care about me.I am 25 years old and I'm from a rich family.But I am not a whiny brat and I work really hard.I have to...
    foreveryoung321 foreveryoung321 22-25, F 4 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    my fiance and boyfriend of 4.5 years has an unbelievably aggressive, controlling, adusive, manipulative mother who constantly tries to play the victim role. despite the fact that...
    overCrazyPpl overCrazyPpl 31-35, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    To make life feel like an adventure I have to travel and meet lots of new people. That way it would feel like I'm living the adventure that I always think about!
    lilykitten1998 lilykitten1998 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    If you aren't uncomfortable, you aren't growing. End of story.
    emmye emmye 46-50, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Returning home after living abrout for 30 years. feels wonderful.
    Zelaleme Zelaleme 51-55, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Hey guys! I cannot believe it. I have this "addiction" to life jacket for many years now, but haven't heard about this website before. I like wearing tight strapped life jackets...
    schwimmweste schwimmweste 22-25, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I just wonder of all the things we do , what is that which is worth struggling for. What makes life meaningful. If I think about life at the end if something that makes proud and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    Life is too short to wake up with regrets. Believe everything happens for a reason. If you get a second chance, grab it with both hands. If it changes your life, let it. No one...
    Q2013 Q2013 46-50, F a week ago

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    Here's the story of our relationship Helpful facts - When we met I was 17, she was 25. I am now 18 and she is 26. She also has a 4 year old daughter. We met on Xbox on June 28...
    EnergyUS EnergyUS 22-25, M 1 Response a week ago

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    At this point in life things have taken an interesting twist. Right now i feel numb. I'm 23 and already been married and divorced. The whole dating thing has been a fall. I'm shut...
    laquitabonita laquitabonita 22-25, F a week ago

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    I always knew that, and every time I think about it, my blood boils. I just end up ignoring those kind of thoughts because always thinking negatively about everything can affect...
    eleaaaanor eleaaaanor 16-17, F a week ago

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    life sucks ! the whole world is wrong!! it's just wrong. I lost faith in humanity
    ree99 ree99 16-17, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Why do so many people need help?! Life is not that complicated. You get up, you go to work, eat three meals, you take one good **** and you go back to bed. What’s the...
    ValhallaAwaits ValhallaAwaits 22-25, M Feb 5

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    Today is another day I have to go grocery shopping with my stranger for a Mother. I believe that she fills up with pride and joy when she takes me grocery shopping because she...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F Feb 4

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    This morning, my wallet was found outside of my bag, near my bag, when I left it inside of my bag overnight and hadn't taken it out. My stranger for a Mother spoke to me about...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F Feb 4

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    Most of life has been getting to know who I am in all this confusion in the world. In and out of hospitals and jails. Riding the roller coasters of deadly Russian roulette, of use...
    embarae5 embarae5 56-60 Feb 2

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    Q2013 Q2013 46-50, F Feb 1

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    "I think too much" is an understatement. Each day, my mind is a whirlwind of activity and I can't turn it off, ever. I can't remember the last time I had a full night of sleep...
    SacrificeMe SacrificeMe 41-45, F 4 Responses Jan 31

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    been kinda struggling with depression and self-esteem especially since being promoted. just been so drained and I lost myself and what makes me happy. idk what to do anymore
    hexKrona hexKrona 18-21, M Jan 30

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    I like to think everything happens for a reason, good or bad. We may not know why at the time but in the end things work out the way their supposed to. Great people have **** luck...
    chloe217 chloe217 26-30, F Jan 29

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    I wrote a post about temptation. It got some men defensive and they felt compelled to say repeatedly that they'd never be tempted to cheat. First of all, my post was not indicating...
    Walkalone9000 Walkalone9000 51-55, F 4 Responses Jan 29

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    You know what's crazy even if everyone got everything they wanted/desired (money,fame,looks w.e) We still would find something to complain or dislike.... notetoself...
    Bronzeroses Bronzeroses 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 27

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    It's like an addiction for me. Pushing my limits, and trying many new things. I try a new sport every year (this time it's going to be diving or kendo), and really like adventuring...
    GentleReader GentleReader 13-15, M 1 Response Jan 27

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