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I Think Life Is Trying to Break Me

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 267 People

    Is It?

    i didnt have what i needed to be happy in the first place, but now im feel like im losing what keeps me sane and what holds me together. the people that hold me together are all moving on...moving away or just going down different paths in thier own lifes, im happy for them but i...
    username13 username13 22-25, M 2 Responses Feb 17, 2009

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    Haa ... Sometimes I can't

    even stop thinking about this ! I feel like this earth doesn't want to have me anymore ! It's true that the life I have is really amazing comparing to some other people,,, But for me ,,, it feels like a 4 walls prison from which I can't escape ! My heart, it keeps on breaking...
    GamELF GamELF 16-17, F Sep 26, 2014

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    Yes It Is..

    Life is always trying to break me..It hasn't won not yet..but it's oh so close.. Here's a list of all the things that have happend to me in the past 3years. My sister died in a horrible car crash in front of me. My mother and father died in a crash soon after that. I was raped by...
    FeelingLikeACloud FeelingLikeACloud 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 13, 2011

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    BUT It Won't Succeed

    I KNOW IN THIS LIFE I WILL BE TESTED UNTIL MY DEATH... THAT'S WHAT THIS LIFE IS, A TEST AND THE OUTCOME DETERMINES WHERE U WILL END UP ULTIMATELY, AND FOR THOSE WHO DON'T BELIEVE THEN IF I WILL IT SO WITH MY MIND THAT IS STILL HOW IT WILL BE, BUT I AM A BELIEVER AND I WILL BE IN...
    fukkboii fukkboii 36-40, F 3 Responses Aug 12, 2009

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    Life's Trying To Break Me

    Life's trying to break me,I'm sure it is,The **** it's dealt,Last seventeen months,Quakes and all,Close calls,Escapes,Was there alone,The big one hit,I think,Foreseeing it,made it worse,Knew it was coming,No one would listen,That fatal day,The cries,I heard,I'll never forget,With...
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 2, 2012

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    Yeah, It's Trying To Break Me

    and it's winning. I really don't know what to do about my life.
    UndergroundMan UndergroundMan 31-35, M 1 Response Oct 9, 2011

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    Everytime.

     Anytime I think I'm beginning to figure things out, life pulls the rug out from under me.  Everytime.
    yeahyeahyeahs yeahyeahyeahs 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 13, 2009

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    I Accept!

    Life, with all due respect...I accept the challenge. For I shall not lie among the broken but stand on these, my own two feet, my nose to the wind, this day and every tomorrow that is gifted me.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Feb 20, 2011

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    Oh, Definitely.

    I truly cannot imagine how i could have had worse luck in life. I'm sure its fate, out there to get me... I'm fat, ugly and unloveable, i go to a school where everyone hates me and excludes me and spreads rumours about me..... Im bulimic, which means everytime a piece of...
    Liptongal Liptongal 16-17, F 1 Response May 29, 2012

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    Bullied At Uni...

    I'm in my second year now and i struggled all last year with acute depression. I have never ever felt bullied in my entire life, and the start of this year for some reason, the friends i live with have started to avoid me and not ask me to join them in social activities, and a...
    minnie92 minnie92 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 1, 2012

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    Not Fair!

    *stands up, raises fist and yells at 'life'* Oh, no! You're not doing that to me. Well, you obviously are because you already have, but... Still not fair! Yes, I know he is ill. Not physically but mentally. And yes, I know he can not love me because he doesn't know what it means...
    JojaRodenaLente JojaRodenaLente 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 16, 2009

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    I feel like I am shut off emotianally.

    My father has stage 4 brain cancer. The tumor has greatly affected his speech and the drugs are having its side effects. He also is at a greater risk of heart attack and stroke because of a poorly placed filter that was supposed to keep his blod clots from his legs away from the...
    daviddaviddavud daviddaviddavud 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 8, 2014

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    Too Late

    17years of abuse, never been wanted, still not wanted, no friends, family wish me dead, homeless, no permanent address, constantly moving around, never settling, self harming till the point it almost kills me, 11 suicide attempts, failing college, bullied, mental health problems...
    S33menow S33menow 16-17, F 3 Responses Oct 5, 2011

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    Death never killed anyone that I know of - but I think life is trying to kill me, ever since I was born.
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    I feel like ****, absolute ****. I have no idea what I going to do with my life. I'm not even sure what I am currently doing with it now. I've been lying to people, people who...
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    My big sister sometimes just wakes up and jumps into my bed and cries and bawls for an hour at the least and there's absolutely no reason for it. It's a tragic sight to see her cry...
    hellerpeople hellerpeople 18-21, F 22 hrs ago

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    I'm currently going to school for pharmacy tech in the hopes of landing a professional job that pays well and is reliable. Plus I currently deliver pharmaceuticals to nursing homes...
    Terrain12 Terrain12 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 4

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    In the mood for some self reflection tonight. Just hit a milestone a few months back (The Big 60). As much as age shouldn't haunt our lives, 60 reminds me that I have a lot fewer...
    Dave002 Dave002 56-60, M Jan 17

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    You grow up to realise life is not how it was portrayed to you. You don't just make friends who stick with you regardless. YOu dont go to school college and uni and be sorted for...
    surfdas surfdas 22-25, M Jan 14

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    No matter what is going on in your life today, remember, it is only preparation. People come and go; situations rise and fall; it's all preparation for better things. You must...
    deephuman deephuman 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    Life's confusing me deeply. I think I'm at crossroads in my life. I don't know what to do. I wonder how to get myself out of this.
    homayl homayl 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 8

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    Everything about it from its smallest atoms to it largest natural creations, life is truly beautiful, it can get tough, but humans are tougher. I can honestly say I'm a lover of...
    Exotic1228 Exotic1228 18-21, M 5 days ago

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    Every night I thank the universe that I am alive to see another beautiful day. To be blunt, I don't take life very seriously. I used to care a lot about how people saw me, but I've...
    rachh4321 rachh4321 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 2

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    I've learned many things, and a few are: Focus on doing something outside of yourself. Give something of yourself everyday. Be a blessing. Ladies: Don't mind being the only...
    Terrain12 Terrain12 31-35, F 3 Responses Jan 9

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    All life does is throw curve balls at you to watch you struggle. It doesn't care if you deserve it or not. It just wants to see you crash and burn, to the point you don't want to...
    Idiedinside Idiedinside 13-15, F Dec 30, 2014

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    Life is http://9gag.com/gag/aoZoV43?ref=mobile.s.cp
    yoursorrow yoursorrow 18-21, M Jan 5

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    Any girl wearing a lifeguard uniform is attractive to me
    takeme2plz takeme2plz 18-21, M Jan 11

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    In its 2nd July 1980 cover, Charlie Hebdo magazine makes a stupid joke about terrorism in Spain. That year the terrorist organization ETA killed 91 people in Spain.Life is really...
    Danceofhours Danceofhours 41-45, M 1 Response Jan 14

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    I find it interesting that the government thinks I'm responsible enough to choose the next president of the United States, but I'm not responsible enough to have a beer, buy a pack...
    spiteyourface spiteyourface 16-17, F Jan 15

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    life has its ups and downs... I'm kind of inbetween
    Newgirl00 Newgirl00 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    It's okay if I'm not the girl of your dreams Or the one you dance with at prom I just wanna be the girl you think of 20 years from now, when your staring at your morning...
    wonderwall12 wonderwall12 16-17, F 5 days ago

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    Get out of your confort zone;change your frame of mind. View your comfort zone not as a shelter but a prison. Embrace constructive discomfort. Don't taje the safe, known path...
    Zelaleme Zelaleme 46-50, F 3 days ago

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    yeah life sometimes sucks ...
    Animus115 Animus115 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    It is. It's us that complicate it with our minds.
    DarkLoser DarkLoser 13-15, F 5 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    I hate this. Every day seems like it gets worse and worse.
    Hiiamawhovian Hiiamawhovian 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 4

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    Your having a bad day? Place your hand over your heart. Feel that? It's called purpose. Your alive for a reason. Don't give up..
    RebeccaMontero RebeccaMontero 22-25, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    Do you think life is fair? “One of the mistakes many of us make is that we feel sorry for ourselves, or for others, thinking that life should be fair, or that someday it will be...
    KemiKill KemiKill 36-40, F 32 mins ago

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    I wanted to be a chemist, studying medicinal chemistry. Yet at the same time I wanted to be a psychologist. But my mother wanted me to become a lawyer. I had entertained the...
    littleowlet littleowlet 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 28, 2014

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    You know who you are beautiful kind caring the sweetest girl in the whole world I hope those beautiful brown eyes are reading this and I will never stop caring even If I spend the...
    greatbritain1707 greatbritain1707 16-17, M Jan 3

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    31 years old and all I want do do is end it. It'd be better for everyone... this is the strongest feeling I feel at this moment and I'm just tired of hurting everyone. I think life...
    Celebi83 Celebi83 31-35, M 3 Responses Jan 4

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    This may seem out of place because of the other storie's i've shared on here but I think this is a worth while one to look at. This may seem strange but if you think about it...
    BushMaster243 BushMaster243 16-17, M 2 hrs ago

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    Food for thought? or was it thought for food?. Either way Ill go with both. Lets see, where to begin or end really. Short said, guess been just depressed most of my life, since a...
    Wintersorrow Wintersorrow 26-30, M 51 mins ago

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    Today was my 17th birthday and just like last year, I did nothing on my bday, I was sad I didn't hangout with anyone and I was home with my family. I got presents and I'm grateful...
    itscarolina27 itscarolina27 16-17, F 2 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    So today i call my brother so i can tell him to come to church with me and then he tells me he wants to kill himself, then i go to my cousins and my partners sister was there her...
    FaithH0peLove FaithH0peLove 18-21, F 3 Responses 4 hrs ago

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