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I Think Life Is Trying to Break Me

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    Is It?

    i didnt have what i needed to be happy in the first place, but now im feel like im losing what keeps me sane and what holds me together. the people that hold me together are all moving on...moving away or just going down different paths in thier own lifes, im happy for them but i...
    username13 username13 22-25, M 2 Responses Feb 17, 2009

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    Yes It Is..

    Life is always trying to break me..It hasn't won not yet..but it's oh so close.. Here's a list of all the things that have happend to me in the past 3years. My sister died in a horrible car crash in front of me. My mother and father died in a crash soon after that. I was raped by...
    FeelingLikeACloud FeelingLikeACloud 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 13, 2011

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    I feel like I am shut off emotianally.

    My father has stage 4 brain cancer. The tumor has greatly affected his speech and the drugs are having its side effects. He also is at a greater risk of heart attack and stroke because of a poorly placed filter that was supposed to keep his blod clots from his legs away from the...
    daviddaviddavud daviddaviddavud 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 8

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    Everytime.

     Anytime I think I'm beginning to figure things out, life pulls the rug out from under me.  Everytime.
    yeahyeahyeahs yeahyeahyeahs 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 13, 2009

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    Too Late

    17years of abuse, never been wanted, still not wanted, no friends, family wish me dead, homeless, no permanent address, constantly moving around, never settling, self harming till the point it almost kills me, 11 suicide attempts, failing college, bullied, mental health problems...
    S33menow S33menow 16-17, F 3 Responses Oct 5, 2011

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    Bullied At Uni...

    I'm in my second year now and i struggled all last year with acute depression. I have never ever felt bullied in my entire life, and the start of this year for some reason, the friends i live with have started to avoid me and not ask me to join them in social activities, and a...
    minnie92 minnie92 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 1, 2012

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    Not Fair!

    *stands up, raises fist and yells at 'life'* Oh, no! You're not doing that to me. Well, you obviously are because you already have, but... Still not fair! Yes, I know he is ill. Not physically but mentally. And yes, I know he can not love me because he doesn't know what it means...
    JojaRodenaLente JojaRodenaLente 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 16, 2009

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    BUT It Won't Succeed

    I KNOW IN THIS LIFE I WILL BE TESTED UNTIL MY DEATH... THAT'S WHAT THIS LIFE IS, A TEST AND THE OUTCOME DETERMINES WHERE U WILL END UP ULTIMATELY, AND FOR THOSE WHO DON'T BELIEVE THEN IF I WILL IT SO WITH MY MIND THAT IS STILL HOW IT WILL BE, BUT I AM A BELIEVER AND I WILL BE IN...
    fukkboii fukkboii 36-40, F 3 Responses Aug 12, 2009

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    Yeah, It's Trying To Break Me

    and it's winning. I really don't know what to do about my life.
    UndergroundMan UndergroundMan 31-35, M 1 Response Oct 9, 2011

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    I don't know what it wants from me

    but its been testing me for a long long time now.Where do I start?My childhood ..screwed up..wasn't allowed to act like a child , lots of expectations..college days..was often misunderstood ..just cuz I was respectful ,people would think that I was shy n quiet type and my...
    Asadstory2tell Asadstory2tell 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 8

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    Oh, Definitely.

    I truly cannot imagine how i could have had worse luck in life. I'm sure its fate, out there to get me... I'm fat, ugly and unloveable, i go to a school where everyone hates me and excludes me and spreads rumours about me..... Im bulimic, which means everytime a piece of...
    Liptongal Liptongal 16-17, F 1 Response May 29, 2012

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    I Accept!

    Life, with all due respect...I accept the challenge. For I shall not lie among the broken but stand on these, my own two feet, my nose to the wind, this day and every tomorrow that is gifted me.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Feb 20, 2011

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    So I Suspect

    But every time I manage to somehow mend myself. If people could see my soul they would see that it has become nothing more than tiny shattered pieces. These pieces are slowly being put back into place. Every time I get rebroken I begin to rebuild, I could not do this without...
    missymonkery missymonkery 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 11, 2009

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    Life's Trying To Break Me

    Life's trying to break me,I'm sure it is,The **** it's dealt,Last seventeen months,Quakes and all,Close calls,Escapes,Was there alone,The big one hit,I think,Foreseeing it,made it worse,Knew it was coming,No one would listen,That fatal day,The cries,I heard,I'll never forget,With...
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 2, 2012

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    It's Monday here but i have a day off today haha. I woke up this morning and suddenly felt so great. I danced to this song while taking shower (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v...
    JohnsonDavidson JohnsonDavidson 18-21, M Jul 13

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    Honestly, not every aspect of life sucks. I like the food, the music, and sleeping. But everything else just seems to make the world darker. Not only is our world dying slowly...
    ToBeAnOtaku101 ToBeAnOtaku101 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 3

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    Well another wonderful day , in a wonderful life:) Breaking free from the chasils that smother our individual self expression . Life is good
    heavenlyflower123 heavenlyflower123 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 11

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    The reason life and or time move faster every day, each day or year is a smaller percentage of the life you've lived. At 10, a year's 10% of the life you've lived, at 20 a year's...
    DawnR59 DawnR59 51-55, T Jul 13

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    It's like eating a Pizza... You enjoy the first few bites as they're always the best, the deeper you get you realise it's getting shorter and you take your last few bites and wish...
    AnonymousTony AnonymousTony 18-21, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Life is soo dame short to be happy, to be free, to be anything..!! Learn how to live free... When you think u r free u will be supper happy, N when u r happy No one can put u down...
    PoHser PoHser 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 2

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    β€œWhen we least expect it, life sets us a challenge to test our courage and willingness to change; at such a moment, there is no point in pretending that nothing has happened or...
    Luvmylexus Luvmylexus 41-45, F 3 Responses Jul 11

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    It feels like I was just a little sixth grader in middle school, but now I'm a junior in high school. Everyone has changed so much. You don't really know who to call your friend...
    halieghnicole halieghnicole 16-17, F Jul 13

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    Hate my ******* life hope I get shot life is not fair
    sugarpills sugarpills 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    i can pay heavily if one could invent such button,so many things i can correct,so many people i can gave them a lesson ,so many people i will kick out of my life forever...oh..
    happyhuman1 happyhuman1 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 25

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    I wish this every single day of life! I have so many regrets 😫 wish this button existed so much
    nikkijamieson nikkijamieson 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 25

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    I agree. I just find it hard to deal with because I'm not used to being ignored. Especially when it's someone that I interacted with daily. To watch them volunteeringly walk out of...
    ceexa ceexa 18-21, F a week ago

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    Life Is Better with out Friends. They Can Not Hurt Me, When They Are Not There as I Need When I Hurt When I Bleed. They Can Not Hurt Me By Being Disappointed With... My Letting...
    imgreywlf imgreywlf 56-60, M 3 days ago

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    The human condition is full of ups and downs. No one, even the luckiest, is ever always happy. Bad things happen to us all. What determines our ultimate satisfaction with our life...
    Adaydreambeliever Adaydreambeliever 46-50, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I think it's messed up how teens feel alone or depressed and have anxiety or panic attacks in their rooms with out their parents knowing while their watching t.v. or something and...
    MorbidRainbow MorbidRainbow 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 14

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    I only think this is true because I feel as if I can't trust anyone..
    Answeringyou35 Answeringyou35 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    I can sooooo relate!!!!! Have you ever shopped at joytoyshop.com? Best prices, assortment and free shipping over $69!
    Gildy Gildy 46-50, M 5 days ago

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    Yess. So that I could change all the time I wasted for stupid and useless things. :o
    hisangelicbaby hisangelicbaby 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 25

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    Cuz sometimes the good times just passed in a blink of an eye
    LilyGlass LilyGlass 13-15, F Jun 25

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    Yes! Rewind to last spring!!
    carebear1019 carebear1019 31-35, F Jun 25

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    Its up. Its down and sometimes you are just coasting. Its important to remember that the next thing is right around the corner. Keep hoping! Keep standing! Keep believing!
    RosieRose63 RosieRose63 46-50, F 1 Response Jun 28

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    Today is another beautiful day. Not only do I have my health but I have a beautiful collection of friends, family and pets to share it with. It's a wonderful world.
    heavenlyflower123 heavenlyflower123 36-40, F Jul 10

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    Yeah...they dont wanna see you? Alright,moving on.You are way more worthy than waiting for some idi*t to notice. Honey was not made for pig's mouth. Be honey ;)
    4biandu 4biandu 26-30, F Jul 13

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    Crewsaver BSI Looking to get one of these, do they do them with a crotch strap? Also what do they feel like on? Thanks
    rik01uk rik01uk 26-30, M Jul 17

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    14,000 are having sex right now. 25,000 are kissing. 50,000 are hugging. And you...well you're reading this experience. Trust me I'm now happy about if either ;)
    foreignindulgence foreignindulgence 18-21, F a week ago

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    Yup. Like does everything need to happen right now? Like why can't I have normally parents and not be in between everything. It puts a lot if stress on me. πŸ˜’πŸ˜”
    Everystormends Everystormends 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    The death toll in Gaza arised to 386 person 70% civilians 20% kids and my dad is fighting with my mum because she parked her car in the sun. Seriously?? People have a lot of...
    PiecingMeBackTogether PiecingMeBackTogether 18-21 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Life is such an odd concept to attempt to comprehend. Every person has their own thoughts and way of thinking. Meaning we are all naturally selfish, we are all naturally greedy, we...
    myownmind myownmind 16-17, M Jun 29

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    Spent the first half of my life trying to fit in with trends or music or other kid stuff like that. But then one day you wake up and say..."NO! I WILL NOT FOLLOW TRENDS AND PRETEND...
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M 1 Response Jul 12

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    It's all about Life perspective!It's all about believing, control and power!If you believe that life can get better than you take control to make it better and therefore have the...
    MilweePetite MilweePetite 18-21, F Jul 6

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    Before i start i'd like to point out that i am only 16... Soo.... My first year at the university will start in 2 month.. I don't have any kinds of trauma like 90% of people here...
    Sahin1021 Sahin1021 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 10

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    Some people think life is a joke they hurt people , they do stupid things ruin there lives . god only gave us one life! Make it count !
    Junebug33 Junebug33 22-25, M a week ago

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    i think life is boring fullstop
    wildthoughts33 wildthoughts33 13-15 1 Response Jul 9

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    Well, it is easy to feel this way, because "they" keep telling your to just run faster, run harder, run with more of your "passion", and it will all be okay. They tell you not to...
    Taurusedi Taurusedi 31-35, M 7 hrs ago

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