I Think Life Would Be Better For Everyone If I Wasn't Here

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    Where Do the Unwanted Go?

    Most of the time I feel as though no one could possibly want to speak to me. They must be doing it out of obligation. I am not completely blind, and I can see.. that no one could possibly want anything to do with me.  
    KindaSilly KindaSilly
    41-45, F
    10 Responses Jun 11, 2009

    I Don't Even Know Why I Am Here

    I don't actually have any friends outside the internet, I am very depressing to be around, I can't talk to people very well, and I have no potential to become anything. I feel that my very existence causes more harm, and little to no good. I can't even imagine myself ever having...
    KnightOfJustice KnightOfJustice
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Oct 2, 2012

    Sometimes I Still Feel This Way

    I wrote this back in March 2012....sometimes I feel like this A walk at night down the wet road.......a cool breeze against my face........I look up at the cloudness sky and see millions of stars. I keep walking....contiplating how this will end.......right now the pain is...
    shakenama shakenama
    41-45, M
    1 Response Oct 17, 2013

    I Know It Would

    I'm a burden to everyone I know, and it really would be easier on everyone if I just didn't exist.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Nov 27, 2010

    No Good

    Ive battled with anxiety and depression problems my whole life. It wasnt until my late teens that i began to realise this was the case. On the outside i appear to be confident and clever and pretty but inside i am nervouse, highly sensitive and have no confidence in myself at all...
    Notthegreatest1 Notthegreatest1
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Mar 25, 2013

    I Don't Feel This Way Often Anymore But...

    I used to- always. I wanted to suggest a song but you have to join the group to do so. Is ok. Guess I do still have the feeling sometimes. It's worth joining the group to share the song. I hope someone finds it touching. It made me cry the first time I heard it. It Don't Matter...
    bdmthrfkr bdmthrfkr
    36-40, F
    Nov 19, 2011

    A Stranger

    "Playground school bell rings again... Rain clouds come to play again... Has no one told you she's not breathing?" I walk among strangers,I breathe among strangers,they smile at me,I smile back at them.They come and try to talk to me...how can I tell them I don't want to talk,to...
    AStrangerInBlack AStrangerInBlack
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 13, 2012

    all I do I take. my parents would probably be a

    lot happier if I was never born.
    TheCroissant TheCroissant
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Mar 22, 2016

    I'm a Burden

      I am basically a burden... I hold people back and get in the way... I have mental illness issues and have self-destructive tendencies which mean I can rarely be left alone.  I hold people back, by boyfriend especially... We live together and he does SO MUCH for me...
    shadowlight shadowlight
    22-25, F
    8 Responses Aug 8, 2009
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