I Think Loneliness Is Painful

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 2,896 People

    Ugh. I hate it! Each day it gets worse.

    My friends have started to stop messaging me, at the end of the day my "friends" hug each other except me, I feel like no one cares anymore
    TheKittehWarrior TheKittehWarrior
    26-30, F
    Aug 20, 2015

    All i can see is darkness.

    There is complete nothingness. I feel like people can see through me as though I am a walking spirit. I don't matter. Nothing matters and so why feel anything? I am too tired to feel. And so the days just blend together into one never ending shade of gray. I punch thing...
    CannibalizeTheMerciful CannibalizeTheMerciful
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Mar 26, 2014

    I feel. so much pain

    and loneliness
    emmadarko emmadarko
    22-25, F
    1 Response Dec 24, 2015

    I'm not sure I can take much more of him

    ignoring me....well...ignoring isn't really the word for it...either way I can't message him...I'd hate to be attention seeking...so now I'm stuck waiting, as always, for him to notice how much pushing me away is hurting me...maybe he won't...maybe I'm overreacting and making a...
    Inara24 Inara24
    16-17, F
    1 Response Feb 15, 2015

    Understanding Loneliness

    Loneliness does not come from having no people about one,but from being unable to communicate the things that seem important to oneself,or from holding certain views which others find inadmissible. If a man knows more than others he becomes lonely. But loneliness is not...
    berangere berangere
    66-70, F
    2 Responses Mar 4, 2013

    I know I chose to be alone.

    I isolate,myself in the dark to avoid getting hurt by monstrous people. But being alone also hurts me to the core so either way, I'm dead inside.
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Jun 26, 2015

    When you realize nobody loves you

    or cares about you. It hurts. Trying to love myself and God. Happy Holidays
    LoneWolf37 LoneWolf37
    Dec 1, 2015

    Loneliness is a feeling

    that strikes when you are missunderstood and there is no one to share good or bad...even tho sometimes you are surrounded by people. I think that's the worst kind of loneliness you can feel. I would say you have yourself,and that's a lot but sometimes not even yourself seems to...
    4biandu 4biandu
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jul 10, 2014

    Loneliness Is Painful

    46-50, F
    1 Response Nov 15, 2012

    I'm really starting to feel it again,

    so I need to just keep my mind occupied before this feeling overwhelms me.
    ErraticSarcastic ErraticSarcastic
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Dec 8, 2015

    Really need someone to talk to,

    feeling sad 😔😞
    gisel607 gisel607
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jul 15, 2014

    loneliness, it's a unfamiliar word

    for some but a regular guest in my house. was there as a child and comes for longer periods as I get older. it's weird really. the older I get the harder I find it is to get him to leave, he's somewhat become my only best friend. I have had maybe more than the "acceptable" level...
    deleted deleted
    Dec 5, 2015

    The worst kind of loneliness is having people

    around you but still feeling lost, different, a burden.... Alone...
    gabscaussigh gabscaussigh
    22-25, F
    2 Responses May 5, 2014

    "Bring Me To Life" How can you see into my

    eyes like open doors? Leading you down into my core where I've become so numb Without a soul my spirit's sleeping somewhere cold Until you find it there and lead it back home (Wake me up) Wake me up inside (I can't wake up) Wake me up inside (Save me) Call my name and save me...
    Susana1985 Susana1985
    31-35, F
    Jul 10, 2014

    as long as you can write i will read

    and give you hope I am here as friend to listen
    ppplaypen52 ppplaypen52
    46-50, F
    1 Response Feb 5, 2015

    I Feel It

    I believe i can literally feel my heart ache from loneliness sometimes. It's getting harder and harder to believe that I'm not going to die alone.
    deleted deleted
    5 Responses Nov 6, 2010

    It's physically painful to be

    so lonely it actually hurts and the worst loneliness is the loneliness with a significant other... Luckily I have friends and family but some moments are excruciating.
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Sep 3, 2015

    A smile doesn't mean there's no Broken heart

    Loneliness Sadness And pain There's so many scares which are invisibles do easy to hide ! The hardest part is to face them :(
    feelinggodforsaken feelinggodforsaken
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Oct 29, 2015

    The strokes have isolated me from the very few

    people who are very important to me.. The physical and emotional turmoil it has caused alongside the on going effects, has left me totally depressed and forever tearful,. I try and divert the brain which now is not as easy as it once was. I am in pain that I can't explain...
    Insanefizz08 Insanefizz08
    41-45, F
    1 Response Feb 4, 2015

    You Bet It Is

    Never underestimate the physical, emotional  and mental pain of loneliness.It kills people.The elderly give up  slowly but surely. They've  lost their partners,sit in homes, wait for a visitor till that hope has  gone to the wayside as well.I have a soft spot in my heart for...
    wiseowl wiseowl
    61-65, F
    16 Responses Dec 14, 2011

    All consuming There's this emptiness inside

    me, a void. Usually it's hidden. Sometimes though, it becomes too much. It's always there. This loneliness. Even in a room full of people I am completely alone. There are very few people with which I don't feel this. Those people though are seldom around. I get the feeling that...
    DariusMajicou DariusMajicou
    31-35, M
    2 Responses Nov 14, 2015

    I feel lovely most of the time.

    I'm married but my husband is depressed too. He's unemployed since october last year. He sleeps all day long. I can't do my things seeing him in that situation. It had been a long time since I think I don't love him anymore. But I feel so sad seeing him that way and I feel so...
    Saddestwoman Saddestwoman
    41-45, F
    1 Response Feb 8, 2016
    mysoulachesforyou mysoulachesforyou
    31-35, F
    Mar 1, 2015

    That Empty....Hollow Feeling...

    When you are trapped in the bottom and completely broken, loneliness is the worst poison. The times when you are faced with something no one else can really relate to and all you can do is go home and sit there alone, you start to think that no one really cares. Because no one...
    JustJacob JustJacob
    26-30, M
    4 Responses Jul 16, 2013

    Have you ever loved someone

    who didn't love you back? How about that person faking 2 love you and then out of the blue breaks up with you and leaves you. Guess what though? That's not the worst part!!!!!!! Not only did she pretend to love but.......she tells that she wants to be together with you someday...
    Rhykker Rhykker
    18-21, M
    1 Response Jan 6, 2015

    "…for the first time,

    let the pain penetrate so deep that it will always be in you. For it is when the pain has truly been taken inside, accepted, encouraged, that we realize the message that is wrapped inside of this feeling. It is when we truly learn this message that we are able to release this...
    guywithabrokenheart guywithabrokenheart
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Feb 4, 2015

    loneliness isnt always physical.

    loneliness is the feeling you get when you feel like nobody understands. the feeling you get when you're standing in a crowd of people that love you and you feel so alone and separated. loneliness is a horrible feeling.
    tristinhunt tristinhunt
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 17, 2014

    I have been clearing out my texts

    and messages because I have too many of them. Then I had to be reminded of the people that I thought really cared for me, but I was left alone once again. I wish it was as easy to delete the memories from my brain as it is to wipe them from my inbox.
    ErraticSarcastic ErraticSarcastic
    31-35, F
    1 Response Dec 5, 2015

    Years ago one of my best friends showed me a

    documentary of men who gave up with the idea of having a relationship with an actual woman and was living their own personal lives going to work and school with a life size female doll at home waiting for them. These life size dolls were designed in such a way so these men could...
    niceguycursed niceguycursed
    31-35, M
    3 Responses Aug 22, 2015

    Am I the only person

    that hates being independent. It makes me feel sad and lonely , and I get so upset when my friendships don't laste
    dollkylik dollkylik
    18-21, M
    1 Response Jun 17, 2014

    I'm usually the friend to get pushed off the

    sidewalk, I know I'm definitely the least favorite there. I frequently go on walks, and just leave myself to my thoughts, no one ever texts me and I'm sorta just gone and they don't even know it. It hurts. Sometimes I'll leave for hours on end, and my parents won't even notice...
    ImJustOutOfIt ImJustOutOfIt
    16-17, F
    Aug 8, 2015

    I wish I wasn't here anymore Nobody cares bout

    me Nobody like me Nobody wants me And I'm pretty sure bout this
    pilot2022 pilot2022
    16-17, M
    2 Responses May 3, 2015

    I am alone, but not alone.

    I have friends and a S.O. I don't think he understands me. I did tell him the other day that if he and one of my friends weren't in my life... I wouldn't be doing anything... I have a kid but I'm not throw this on him he's 6. And my friend... I feel as if I bother her too much...
    jet0100 jet0100
    Nov 28, 2015

    His Daughter,For A Little While.

    The following story is about a man who lost his beloved and loving daughter in tragic circumstances,having also lost his wife a few years previously he found himself alone in life.His other daughter living in Canada and not being close to him. He stopped every morning on his way...
    berangere berangere
    66-70, F
    2 Responses Jun 11, 2013

    I am single for the first time in 4 years.

    I don't regret the relationship, I had so many good memories that I wouldn't trade for anything. With this new freedom, I discovered new pain. I am lonely. I reached out to so many irl friends, only to find out some are fake. One hasn't even tried to contact me in months. As of...
    deleted deleted
    Jul 21, 2015

    Just remember when you think your free,

    that crack inside your ******* heart is me. I've reached the speed of pain .
    cartwright66 cartwright66
    51-55, M
    1 Response Feb 14, 2014

    Your shoulder is injured

    but you can't do anything about it and now you are out partying it's starts to kick in (the pain I mean) and you just feel so useless overalls because you can't do anything whilst your friends have a great time (which I'm happy about) also people are probably laughing at me...
    E5RedViper E5RedViper
    18-21, M
    May 9, 2015

    I don't understand why I cannot accept the fact

    that I'm alone. I just cried for what I think would be the 5th time this week. I'm not sure I'll be missed when I'm gone. I don't know how to handle this pain any longer.
    deleted deleted
    4 Responses Mar 29, 2015

    Feeling alone isn't that no one is around you

    like people think that is what being alone is. Being alone is that you feel like no one cares.
    Kayla429 Kayla429
    13-15, F
    1 Response Jul 29, 2015


    The wind has dried my tears, and yet my heart is crying still. My soul is filled with pain and yet I am empty Lord. Memories crowd around me, holding ,touching. Yet I am lonely Lord. The wind has tossed the sands and the footsteps are fading Lord. The wind has dried my tears...
    berangere berangere
    66-70, F
    2 Responses Mar 14, 2013
    pinky221157 pinky221157
    56-60, F
    2 Responses Feb 4, 2015

    Sometimes I wish it Will Just leave me alone,

    being So lonely Is killing me... Gosh!!! This planet Is torture..
    Sunshineh13 Sunshineh13
    26-30, F
    1 Response Oct 15, 2015

    Can someone talk to me I need to talk to people

    who have gone through emotional,physical pain
    pilot2022 pilot2022
    16-17, M
    Apr 19, 2015
    Oliviajs1 Oliviajs1
    16-17, F
    Oct 19, 2015
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Jan 13, 2016
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