Apologies to the Beatles, but I couldn't resist meddling with their lyrics to create this 21st century version of Ticket to Ride for the breakup of an online relationship. :D
Here's the video so you can listen to the music...
guess I just lost my husband,
I don't know where he went,
So I'm gonna drink my money,
I'm not gonna pay his rent (nope),
I got a brand new attitude and
I'm gonna wear it tonight,
I wanna get in trouble,
I wanna start a fight,
Na na na na na na na I wanna start a fight,
like open doorsLeading you down into my coreWhere I've become so numb, without a soulMy spirit's sleeping somewhere coldUntil you find it there and lead it back homeWake me up, wake me up inside I can't wake up,Wake me up inside, save me,Call my name and save me from the dark...
Do I turn and walk away or fight again another day. Sometimes you gotta let go. Trust me it hurts I know. But we can't keep. coming back to this pain. We'll only keep getting hurt again.. No more tears dry your eyes let's just say our last goodbyes.
Goodbye my old love walk away...
and I'm following lightning
And I'll recover if you keep me alive
Don't leave me behind, can you see me, I'm shining
And It's you that I've been waiting to find
I'm holding it all tonight
I'm folding it all tonight
You know that you make it shine
It's you that I've been waiting...
You know I'd fall apart without you
I don't know how you do what you do
'Cause everything that don't make sense about me
Makes sense when I'm with you
Like everything that's green, girl, I need you
But it's more than one and one makes two
Put aside the math and the logic of it...
I am at a 'not such a great' phase in my life with my wife who means the world to me and is my first and forever love .. somewhere down the road I have lost myself and have hurt her in the process and I can't think of a better way to tell her that she means the world to me and I...
and it brought back 100 emotions from the past.
"What'll Keep Me Out Of Heaven"
I know I shouldn't be here tonight
I hardly know this man
It's been a long time since I felt as pretty, as he tells me I am
I've met him at a coffee shop and I've met him in the park
But I've never...
Makes me wanna stay
What they said was real
Makes me wanna steal
Livin' under house
Guess I'm livin', I'm a mouse
All's I gots is time
Got no meaning, just a rhyme
Take time with a wounded hand
'Cause it likes to heal
Take time with a wounded hand...
so you think you can tell Heaven from Hell, blue skies from pain.
Can you tell a green field from a cold steel rail?
A smile from a veil?
Do you think you can tell?
Did they get you to trade your heroes for ghosts?
Hot ashes for trees?
Hot air for a cool breeze?
I even deaded all of my freaks
She convinced me, to stop hanging out on the streets
To stop robbing and stealing, from people like you
Instead I took her out to the Apollo and the Bronx Zoo
Museo del Barrio and the Metropolitan too
Got to the point when I was either with her or...
that i've known
True love is a fairytale
I'm damaged so how would i know
and i'm alone
i'm ashamed and i need for you to know
I didnt say all the things that i wanted to say
and i cant take back what you have taken away
because i feel you, i feel you near me
as I often am and I took a moment to watch the sun rising from behind snow covered mountains, turning the snow pink for a moment. I had my music on shuffle, when this song came on just as the sun turned brighter and the whole mountain was bathed in light. I noticed the lyrics...
.......So, have you ever been lost? I think that I am. It's odd really; how quickly things can change...the difference that one day can make.
Thinking....wondering....deciding what to do next.
"I Need Love"
When I'm alone in my room sometimes I stare at the wall
and in the back of my mind I hear my conscience call
Telling me I need a girl who's as sweet as a dove
for the first time in my life, I see I need love
There I was giggling about the...
but sometimes when a sad song resembles with my situation or my pain...I listen to it while smiling..or u knw...i feel kinda satisfied that I am not the only one having that feeling...the one who wrote the lyrics..or anyone behind the song's work feel it too...Does it happens...
where you're goin',
What is goin' wrong,
I felt you leavin',
Before you'd even gone,
Hold me now,
Or never, ever,
Hold me again,
No more talk,
Could take me from this,
Pain I'm in,
Pain I'm in,
See the moonlight shinin',
On your window pane,
See it leave you,
As faithful as it...
why I keep going back to this song but I find myself looking for it every time I have felt low of late. I guess I will figure out eventually... so this is just a marker for me.
We are dead to rights born and raised
We are thick and thin 'til our last days
A shadow you can't seem to recognize.
I have a thought of you for every, star in the sky
But I'm scared, I'll never cross your mind.
Yeah, I'm scared.
Will our stars ever align?
Will two hearts, beat in time?
These words you should always remember,
To you, my heart I surrender...
I will remember you, will you remember me?Don't let your life pass you by,Weep not for the memoriesRemember the good times that we had?I let them slip away from us when things got bad.How clearly I first saw you smilin' in the sunWant to feel your warmth upon meI want to be the...
damage you did
Now I feel so stupid
All my friends knew
You were playing me for a fool
I used to get drunk as ****
Trying to forget
Wiping my tears
Trying to make the pain disappear
Is It gone?
No, It's still here
Girl I could never trust you
I'm mad cause I really...
there was shadows and death
Got out alive but with scars I can't forget
This kid back in school, subdued and shy
An orphan and a brother and unseen by most eyes
I don't know what it was that made a piece of him die
Took a boy to the forest, slaughtered him with a scythe
that will kinda make the pain go away
Trying to forgive you for abandoning me
Praying but I think I'm still an angel away
Angel away, yeah strange in a way
Maybe that is why I chase strangers away
They got their guns out aiming at me
But I become Neo when they aiming at me
and so confused
Everything's in line
But I am bruised
I need a voice to echo
I need a light to take me home
I kinda need a hero
Is it you?
I never see the forest for the trees
I could really use your melody
Baby I'm a little blind
I think it's time for you to find me
Can you be...
the longest time
He holds the door and holds my hand
But doesn't feel like you.
We laugh at all the people in
The restaurant across from us
He talks a lot but not too much
But doesn't sound like you
It's all because of you that I'm through
turn down the bed
Turn down these voices inside my head
Lay down with me, tell me no lies
Just hold me close, don't patronize, don't patronize me
'Cause I can't make you love me if you don't
You can't make your heart feel something it won't
Here in the dark, in these final...