I Think My Life Is Mine And I Should Live It The Way I Want

For EPeeps who feel like their lives should be for them to decide. Live the way YOU want! 456 People

    People.. Listen up. Your skin ain't

    paper Don't cut it Your face ain't a mask Don't cover it Your size isn't a book Don't judge it Your life isn't a film Don't end it!
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Oct 12, 2014
    KalstarJunior KalstarJunior
    13-15, M
    Aug 18, 2015

    Why Not?

    F uck living the way the world wants me to live. F uck doing what I'm told. Since when did you have any idea what I want? Since when did you live inside of my head? Since when did you have any understanding of me at all? Oh yeah, that's right, NEVER. I just want to metaphorically...
    fadingvioletdawn fadingvioletdawn
    18-21, F
    Jun 7, 2011

    What Do I Do With My Days?

    What do I do with my days? I spend a lot of time planning half an hour into the future. I think about the most perfect role model for myself, who I want to be, who I invent from parts and ideas of people I do and don’t know. And then I try to be that person. I practice yoga...
    tuesdaymarie tuesdaymarie
    22-25
    Jun 19, 2012

    The Way I Have To

    I am tired of being told that I am ruining my life by becoming who I really am. I am tired of being judged for being different. It's my life and I should be able to live it in what ever manor makes me happy. I don't cause harm to any one, so what's the difference to any one else...
    lyricaldemise lyricaldemise
    36-40, T
    Mar 24, 2013

    ~ My Life As Of Today (05*30*2011)

    ~ I haven't worked since I was 23 yrs old. For numerous reasons, the biggest being social phobia & panic disorder. I have been in therapy since I was 16. My life is a LOT easier now that I've done what I've had to. I know a lot of people think I'm lazy, even family members get...
    WynsHeart WynsHeart
    36-40, F
    2 Responses May 30, 2011

    Always Have And Always Will.

    My life is my own. It was given to me by my mother. And I do what I think is right and what makes me happy. If I make mistakes atleast I can say it was by my own choice. I don't have to regret being led someoone else. Doing things other people wanted me to do. And I welcome...
    Temprence Temprence
    36-40, F
    Feb 4, 2012

    I feel like guys only want sex,

    not love. The truth is that I want it too but not in the way they want it. I am a virgin but I have done everything except sex and I love doing it. I just don't want to get attached to the person but I do and they don't give a **** about it. That is why I think men want sex.
    Bella2911 Bella2911
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 11

    Christmas is near & I will be spending the

    afternoon just me & my kid. I plan on making a great meal for us & watching our favorite cartoons after presents. My ex wanted to stay during the visit thinking my kid won't be comfortable with out her. Give me a freaking break. When it's just me & my kid, it's feels peaceful to...
    irishstone irishstone
    46-50, M
    Dec 24, 2014

    Growing up I realised

    that we live more for others than to live for ourselves, well talking about my case in particular as I am from India where Academics is of utmost priority than anything else, I spent most of my school life trying to get the best of grades so that i make my teachers and family...
    Tushar96 Tushar96
    18-21, M
    1 Response Nov 6, 2014

    I'm Done Trying To Please You

    Everyone in my entire life has been trying to tell 'me' how to live 'my' life and im done with it. I hate when people say that i should do this or i should try to live this way or that way, enough is enough. I'm going to live the way i want to live and whether i strive and become...
    misternobrain misternobrain
    26-30, M
    Aug 6, 2011

    I Love The Title Of This Group...

    i think im coming to the point in my life where im begining to really come into myself, and i find myself becoming more and more expansive in my thinking and theory of what my life will be like. i want so much out of life, and i have come to the realization that i can have and...
    jai300 jai300
    26-30, F
    May 5, 2012

    Life is cruel place lies the young only once,

    do not do something now, the future is really no chance to do it.
    cougarloving cougarloving
    31-35, F
    Dec 24, 2015

    Why Let Others ?

    People always tell me what to do, whom to love, who my friends should be. I hate it because they have their own life why can't just leave me be This my life and I control why should I let others tell me what to do with it ?
    CandyofSadness CandyofSadness
    18-21, F
    Dec 16, 2011

    Most Definitely

    For as long as I can remember, I have always done what I've wanted to do. I can't even count the number of times I was in trouble growing up because I truly just did not care about the consequences to my actions. Even now, I continue to live my life my way. I don't care what...
    25tashat25 25tashat25
    26-30, F
    May 30, 2011

    How To Be A Hero, Touching Your Dreams With Your Pinky Finger And, It’s For The Best That I’m Not Famous.

    When I was around 13 years old, after wanting to be a Paleontologist, and then an Archeologist, and then a Marine Biologist, I wanted to be a Hero. A Police Officer would have sufficed in my imagination, since I imagined a Police Officers’ day-to-day life as being incredibly...
    tuesdaymarie tuesdaymarie
    22-25
    Jun 22, 2012

    Should I live with my dad

    or my mom? I love them both so much an they both treat me really well, but know I have to choose who I want to live with!!!
    depressionsucks69 depressionsucks69
    13-15, M
    1 Response Jun 19, 2015

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