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I Think My Life Is Ruined

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    I am-was a taekwondo athlete.

    i was sparing with my senior when i torn my ligament. the doctor suggest me to do physiotherapy, and i did, but he said he can't guarantee whether or not i can do taekwondo again. All of my life, everything i know was and always taekwondo. my dream, my motivation, my best...
    roseinsurvival roseinsurvival 13-15 3 Responses Apr 27, 2014

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    I made so many mistakes ,

    i don't know where to start. My life is screwed! Big time!
    DutchGreenEyez DutchGreenEyez 66-70, F 5 Responses Mar 29, 2014

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    I keep on asking myself what is the point of

    carrying on living this hell of a life. I have no support i have no hope no dreams its all lost just falling into continious downward spiral. It is ******* easy to tell someone like me to go and do something about it trust me it's not as easy as it may seem words mean nothing...
    Westillalive Westillalive 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 2, 2014

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    Living On A Thin Thread

    I posted before about how I ruined my life. I'm 23 years old but I am derailed by a serious psychological illness. I seem to be exhibiting 'signs' of paranoid psychosis. In my mind, I feel like I can die/killed off at any moment and I can't concentrate. But my family don't...
    lonewolf234 lonewolf234 22-25, M 3 Responses Nov 27, 2013

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    21 Soon And Never Celebrated My Birthday...nobody By My Side

    So I hv and hv had a really pathetic life which has caused me my sanity. While growing up my parents never bothered for me ... never got me a cake to cut... nvr gt me a gift... they never let me go dancing and even as a kid I never had frnds.... I ws fat and would be awake most...
    reyana reyana 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 5, 2012

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    love19872012 love19872012 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 4, 2014

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    No Way Out

    I'm a 23 year old Chinese American. I'm a first year med student. I am not doing so well academically and I'm on academic probation. I have been struggling with a psychiatric condition since I got here and it's just getting worse and worse. The only help I can get here is a...
    lonewolf234 lonewolf234 22-25, M 4 Responses Oct 29, 2013

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    Wrong Person Wrong Place Wrong Time

    I was born in the wrong dimension. amidst the suffering and struggle to grow in this stifling condition i was eventually gang-stalked and harassed for being lost and different. research shows this is an institutional condition that just naturally happens within every generation...
    dcwilliamito dcwilliamito 31-35, M Jun 24, 2013

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    How I Completely Ruined My Life...

    I was a promising high school student i got high marks on my grades, was a programmer, writer and a bit of a philosopher. But i unknowningly made mistakes afterward that would forever alter my life for the worst. It wasnt because i did drugs, got in with a gang, got into trouble...
    Darkslayeryuu Darkslayeryuu 22-25 4 Responses Dec 7, 2012

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    I Didn't Mean It

    Not only did I destroy mine I feel like I destroyed one of my closest friends. All my friends assumed I was having a relationship with a teacher who I'm good friends with. I know it's wrong, but I couldn't convince them any other way and the rumors are spreading around them...
    deadmusicianwalking deadmusicianwalking 16-17 1 Response Aug 23, 2013

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    I Loved Someone But I'll Never Be With Them

    I met an older boy who is 15 going on 16 soon. However, I am just 13 and I am 3-4 years younger than him. He had a wild crush on me as I had on him. The only trouble was my parents. They kept disagreeing with me and saying no! I tried to persuade them but there is no point trying...
    PennyLou2000 PennyLou2000 13-15 Mar 11, 2012

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    My life has fallen apart.

    One night 4 weeks ago I sensed something life changing was about to happen. Some ****** up things were going on and I was already mentally and physically on edge. The next day I was forced to quit my job. My best friend abandoned me the same night.
    allybubbles allybubbles 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 27, 2014

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    It Took One Year To Erase The Work Of 27.

    I didn't have a happy childhood, suffered through my fair share of depression and hospitalizations for it. After high school, I worked hard to get my life back on track. Suicide attempts derailed me from whatever future I'd been speeding toward, but I studied hard and got into a...
    y0ungv3 y0ungv3 26-30, F 3 Responses Jan 18, 2012

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    My evil stepmom ruined my life

    since I was eight. She ensured I wasn't allowed to have friends or money. I was made to sit at home and study all day and never allowed to go anywhere. My Dad simply complied. Strange thing is it was all done behind my back, she never had to say a word out in the open. I grew...
    cooloften cooloften 31-35, M 1 Response Jul 26, 2014

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    Okay so I'm an 18 years old guy,

    3 years ago my dad put me in a school that I didn't want it's about business I hated my life 3 years bcz of that school and and because there was only 2 students in my class and cz. I was working for 3 years and give the money I get for my dad to pay the bills and now I'm going...
    mhmdysf mhmdysf 18-21, M Aug 30, 2014

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    I had everything. A great job.

    A wonderful partner. A beautiful daughter. A wonderful house that i built with my own two hands. . I swapped it all for a needle. Fast forward 7 years and more second chances than anyone deserves and im sitting here looking at holes in my arm again. My daughter deserves so...
    kegmule kegmule 41-45, M 2 Responses Mar 31, 2014

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    Living In A Twilight Zone

    I'm a 22 year old Asian male about to turn 23. I am currently a med school student. I was betrayed and left for dead by my "so called" alma mater. Now, I currently have an illness that's too hard to explain. I've been trying to get help but the psychologists don't understand my...
    lonewolf234 lonewolf234 22-25, M Sep 12, 2013

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    What's Logical?

    I'm an 15 years old boy lived in a country named Indonesia(maybe you know bali?). When I'm young i'm just your ordinary happy little guy.Have a lot of friends, playing together, do any thing together like brothers and sisters.its so simple you meet, you play, think its fun, be...
    nofriend00 nofriend00 13-15, M 4 Responses Aug 8, 2012

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    Some Cycles Can't Be Broken.....

    I come from a lifetime of failure. Everyone in my family has failed to succeed at anything productive--- except fail. It seems like everyone is really content with their downfalls, however I am not. It drives me crazy that I can't get out of this habit of bad decision making and...
    neasy88 neasy88 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 16, 2013

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    I used to live in China(which is "supposed" to

    be the country of pressure), back then, I had friends, my parents are busy for work but i love them, i never pissed them off(like never ever!). But now when I'm here at canada(which is supposed to be the country of freedom), my parents are mean to me, i almost have no friends...
    JackyEC JackyEC 13-15, M 2 Responses Dec 24, 2014

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    I'm living my life how I want to.. I feel great about who I am today and I have no regrets about it ..
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    This is a recent development for me. For most of my life, I have had passions, interests, and a strong drive to pursue great experiences. However, I feel that, these days, my...
    curiouscallipso curiouscallipso 22-25, F 1 hr ago

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    I know there are many ways to look at the issue...but I think lying and cheating are not the ways to amend a bad relationship...as much as sex is needed, if you really want to fix...
    000Camilla 000Camilla 31-35, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    I don't care what people think of.I be myself all the time.You like me or you don't.Im not trying to be a suck up or *** kisser.I am who I am,deal with it!
    punkglampire punkglampire 22-25, F 3 hrs ago

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    sometimes it seems im thinkin tooo much. i have goal(s) in my life, and i wwant them to happens... some of them, if not all are really big goals... and sometimes when things from...
    typewritter03 typewritter03 18-21, M 3 hrs ago

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    I think of myself as a strong person. But then reality kicks in and when you find yourself crying. It brings you back down to earth with a bang. The truth is I'm still falling...
    VolunteerMouse VolunteerMouse 22-25, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    It was a lovely week off all in all. Four of those days he was off and spent with us. I had been wondering if my feelings for him would change with all the efforts he's been making...
    justNIK justNIK 41-45, F 4 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    G FrSH - Tinie Tempah Sometimes Lyrics I think about you sometimes Girl I can't lie, I think about you sometimes I, I think about you sometimes I hope that's alright, cause I...
    187Lockdown 187Lockdown 31-35, F 5 hrs ago

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    Jenny Was A Friend Of Mine: The Killers I like this song allot right now. I feel like it is about how sometimes people do bad things not on purpose. And it is also based on a real...
    WonderGiirl WonderGiirl 18-21, F 6 hrs ago

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    I can't buy a simple bowl without agonizing over which design to pick for crying out loud, I'm that bad at overthinking. It's hard for me to make a decision about anything and I...
    Leftofcenter4 Leftofcenter4 41-45, F 7 hrs ago

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    I wanna talk about atoms, death, aliens, sex, magic, intellect, the meaning of life, faraway galaxies, music that makes you feel different, memories, the lies you've told, your...
    expressomarkie expressomarkie 46-50, M 2 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    I'm in the need of a new name, What do you think it should be
    CuriousOne34 CuriousOne34 22-25, M 11 hrs ago

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    It's rediculous, life is hard for everyone and takes it's toll, for some more than others but i constantly think if i had been adopted by a loving family what i may have been. The...
    MushroomFaerie148 MushroomFaerie148 26-30, F 11 hrs ago

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    We can be pro-peace instead of anti-war.Pro-life instead of anti-abortion.We can pray for our enemies instead of cursing them .We can be grateful for what we have.We can try to...
    whitesunshine87 whitesunshine87 51-55, F 7 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    i say little but think a ton...
    mewkitty911 mewkitty911 13-15 12 hrs ago

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    I am facing some serious charges. Serious in my eyes because if convicted my life is pretty much over. It's my 2nd DUI. And while under the influence I resisted arrest and got a...
    msari10 msari10 22-25, F 4 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    i love life.. i love "all of you". When i express myself to the world and even the people closest to me they think im weird. im always judged but its okay. i still love all
    winterr winterr 18-21, M 1 day ago

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    My curse is me ,I must agree. I feel this truth inside. I have been dying a little everyday but now i wish everyone to believe that truly am a dead soul.Spare me botheration. I...
    winterfall winterfall 36-40 1 day ago

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    Stop relying on others to feel good about yourself because there are so many haters so many who would like to see you fall. Love yourself and look towards more on internal goals...
    LeahLoveee LeahLoveee 13-15, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    There is so much we can do for those who are suicidal, and for those who are in need, and want their life to be over. There is so much we can do, if we just take the time to help...
    BroknGirl89 BroknGirl89 26-30, F 2 days ago

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    Gaynor says: 'As long as I know how to love, I know I'll stay alive' It is so the exact opposite.
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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