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I Think My Life Is Ruined

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 128 People

    I Didn't Mean It

    Not only did I destroy mine I feel like I destroyed one of my closest friends. All my friends assumed I was having a relationship with a teacher who I'm good friends with. I know it's wrong, but I couldn't convince them any other way and the rumors are spreading around them...
    deadmusicianwalking deadmusicianwalking 16-17 1 Response Aug 23, 2013

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    I keep on asking myself what is the point of

    carrying on living this hell of a life. I have no support i have no hope no dreams its all lost just falling into continious downward spiral. It is ******* easy to tell someone like me to go and do something about it trust me it's not as easy as it may seem words mean nothing...
    Westillalive Westillalive 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 2, 2014

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    It Took One Year To Erase The Work Of 27.

    I didn't have a happy childhood, suffered through my fair share of depression and hospitalizations for it. After high school, I worked hard to get my life back on track. Suicide attempts derailed me from whatever future I'd been speeding toward, but I studied hard and got into a...
    y0ungv3 y0ungv3 26-30, F 3 Responses Jan 18, 2012

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    love19872012 love19872012 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 4, 2014

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    Living On A Thin Thread

    I posted before about how I ruined my life. I'm 23 years old but I am derailed by a serious psychological illness. I seem to be exhibiting 'signs' of paranoid psychosis. In my mind, I feel like I can die/killed off at any moment and I can't concentrate. But my family don't...
    lonewolf234 lonewolf234 22-25, M 3 Responses Nov 27, 2013

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    I made so many mistakes ,

    i don't know where to start. My life is screwed! Big time!
    DutchGreenEyez DutchGreenEyez 66-70, F 5 Responses Mar 29, 2014

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    Okay so I'm an 18 years old guy,

    3 years ago my dad put me in a school that I didn't want it's about business I hated my life 3 years bcz of that school and and because there was only 2 students in my class and cz. I was working for 3 years and give the money I get for my dad to pay the bills and now I'm going...
    mhmdysf mhmdysf 18-21, M Aug 30, 2014

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    21 Soon And Never Celebrated My Birthday...nobody By My Side

    So I hv and hv had a really pathetic life which has caused me my sanity. While growing up my parents never bothered for me ... never got me a cake to cut... nvr gt me a gift... they never let me go dancing and even as a kid I never had frnds.... I ws fat and would be awake most...
    reyana reyana 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 5, 2012

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    My life has fallen apart.

    One night 4 weeks ago I sensed something life changing was about to happen. Some ****** up things were going on and I was already mentally and physically on edge. The next day I was forced to quit my job. My best friend abandoned me the same night.
    allybubbles allybubbles 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 27, 2014

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    My evil stepmom ruined my life

    since I was eight. She ensured I wasn't allowed to have friends or money. I was made to sit at home and study all day and never allowed to go anywhere. My Dad simply complied. Strange thing is it was all done behind my back, she never had to say a word out in the open. I grew...
    cooloften cooloften 31-35, M 1 Response Jul 26, 2014

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    How I Completely Ruined My Life...

    I was a promising high school student i got high marks on my grades, was a programmer, writer and a bit of a philosopher. But i unknowningly made mistakes afterward that would forever alter my life for the worst. It wasnt because i did drugs, got in with a gang, got into trouble...
    Darkslayeryuu Darkslayeryuu 22-25 4 Responses Dec 7, 2012

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    Living In A Twilight Zone

    I'm a 22 year old Asian male about to turn 23. I am currently a med school student. I was betrayed and left for dead by my "so called" alma mater. Now, I currently have an illness that's too hard to explain. I've been trying to get help but the psychologists don't understand my...
    lonewolf234 lonewolf234 22-25, M Sep 12, 2013

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    What's Logical?

    I'm an 15 years old boy lived in a country named Indonesia(maybe you know bali?). When I'm young i'm just your ordinary happy little guy.Have a lot of friends, playing together, do any thing together like brothers and sisters.its so simple you meet, you play, think its fun, be...
    nofriend00 nofriend00 13-15, M 4 Responses Aug 8, 2012

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    I used to live in China(which is "supposed" to

    be the country of pressure), back then, I had friends, my parents are busy for work but i love them, i never pissed them off(like never ever!). But now when I'm here at canada(which is supposed to be the country of freedom), my parents are mean to me, i almost have no friends...
    JackyEC JackyEC 13-15, M 2 Responses Dec 24, 2014

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    Some Cycles Can't Be Broken.....

    I come from a lifetime of failure. Everyone in my family has failed to succeed at anything productive--- except fail. It seems like everyone is really content with their downfalls, however I am not. It drives me crazy that I can't get out of this habit of bad decision making and...
    neasy88 neasy88 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 16, 2013

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    I am-was a taekwondo athlete.

    i was sparing with my senior when i torn my ligament. the doctor suggest me to do physiotherapy, and i did, but he said he can't guarantee whether or not i can do taekwondo again. All of my life, everything i know was and always taekwondo. my dream, my motivation, my best...
    roseinsurvival roseinsurvival 13-15 3 Responses Apr 27, 2014

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    No Way Out

    I'm a 23 year old Chinese American. I'm a first year med student. I am not doing so well academically and I'm on academic probation. I have been struggling with a psychiatric condition since I got here and it's just getting worse and worse. The only help I can get here is a...
    lonewolf234 lonewolf234 22-25, M 4 Responses Oct 29, 2013

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    Wrong Person Wrong Place Wrong Time

    I was born in the wrong dimension. amidst the suffering and struggle to grow in this stifling condition i was eventually gang-stalked and harassed for being lost and different. research shows this is an institutional condition that just naturally happens within every generation...
    dcwilliamito dcwilliamito 31-35, M Jun 24, 2013

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    I Loved Someone But I'll Never Be With Them

    I met an older boy who is 15 going on 16 soon. However, I am just 13 and I am 3-4 years younger than him. He had a wild crush on me as I had on him. The only trouble was my parents. They kept disagreeing with me and saying no! I tried to persuade them but there is no point trying...
    PennyLou2000 PennyLou2000 13-15 Mar 11, 2012

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    Just thinking about people. How they act, think, behave, etc. It's crazy how you never 100% know the honesty or intentions of others. You can believe them with every ounce of your...
    Nae82 Nae82 31-35, F 1 hr ago

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    I have no idea what has come over me tonight. It is 2AM, and I haven't feel this way in a long time. I have been crying for the last hour, I haven't cried in a long time. Actually...
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    For as long as I can remember I have always adored everything about kissing a lady's hand! But no matter how far I cast my mind back to my childhood I still cannot recall the...
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    Faith in humanity. Though I risk being ridiculed I still wantbto comment a video I saw just now of a man up to his bare chest in a frozen lake, and he was punching the ice to break...
    LorenzoITALIA LorenzoITALIA 46-50, M 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    I have a lot of different sides to me. On one hand, I have my creative side. I love interior decorating, and cooking, and arts and crafts. I love singing, and fashion, and writing...
    ERMAHGERD1 ERMAHGERD1 22-25, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    Life is sudden death overtime and the clock is ticking.......
    liquid3580 liquid3580 31-35, M 7 hrs ago

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    There's a girl I talk to, I cant stop thinking about her. I think about her all day and dream about her most nights. When I think about her I get an adrenaline rush, so I have a...
    Alexacutie Alexacutie 18-21, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    Wes Young (part 8) Then it happened. No calls came from him for three weeks. I couldn't get a hold of him. Every idiot i knew told me he was just trying to get the upper hand...
    joyba61 joyba61 51-55, F 10 hrs ago

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    How social media sites like FB and definitely EP, can create a disconnect and cause one to feel a bit jaded. I understand it can be a great place to express and share, but why does...
    Mirages Mirages 41-45, F 11 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    I went into nursing and my soul and spirit broke right about that time. I hated it but persevered thinking things will fall into place and I will learn to love nursing. I always...
    Daria5 Daria5 41-45, F 14 hrs ago

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    well, I guess some, some of us are guilty of this; busy making money that we forget to make a life.
    gwenllian gwenllian 26-30, F 15 hrs ago

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    Whenever you feel like giving up on life, just give it another chance because there is always going to be some type of change in the end. Be happy for what you have because it can...
    aishaaas aishaaas 18-21, F 4 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    I'm not that strong and I think human represents that as I have been broken loads I find it hard to trust people even if I know they wont do anything bad I still find it hard I...
    chloesmae chloesmae 13-15, F 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    & I got a message to all sadistic people.. If you're only happy when I ain't.. Life will get harder and eternity (since I am saved) will be worse for you. :-p
    JeremiahWitte JeremiahWitte 36-40, M 16 hrs ago

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    It seems like nothing I am doing in life is worth anything. I do have 3 beautiful children but I just feel so hopeless like a failure to them. I lost my job because I fell I'll...
    lakisha82 lakisha82 31-35, F 1 Response 18 hrs ago

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    I always speak that i don't care much about anything but what actually is that i am the one who cares a lot. People come into my life and speak out whatever they want.What they...
    akeera18 akeera18 22-25, F 18 hrs ago

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    I read yesterday in one of the main online newspapers of my country that in less that three decades the high percentage of people over sixty years in Europe will put at stake the...
    Cierzo Cierzo 41-45, M 2 Responses 18 hrs ago

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