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I Think My Life Is Ruined

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    How I Completely Ruined My Life...

    I was a promising high school student i got high marks on my grades, was a programmer, writer and a bit of a philosopher. But i unknowningly made mistakes afterward that would forever alter my life for the worst. It wasnt because i did drugs, got in with a gang, got into trouble...
    Darkslayeryuu Darkslayeryuu 22-25 4 Responses Dec 7, 2012

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    No Way Out

    I'm a 23 year old Chinese American. I'm a first year med student. I am not doing so well academically and I'm on academic probation. I have been struggling with a psychiatric condition since I got here and it's just getting worse and worse. The only help I can get here is a...
    lonewolf234 lonewolf234 22-25, M 4 Responses Oct 29, 2013

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    I am-was a taekwondo athlete.

    i was sparing with my senior when i torn my ligament. the doctor suggest me to do physiotherapy, and i did, but he said he can't guarantee whether or not i can do taekwondo again. All of my life, everything i know was and always taekwondo. my dream, my motivation, my best...
    roseinsurvival roseinsurvival 13-15 3 Responses Apr 27, 2014

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    I used to live in China(which is "supposed" to

    be the country of pressure), back then, I had friends, my parents are busy for work but i love them, i never pissed them off(like never ever!). But now when I'm here at canada(which is supposed to be the country of freedom), my parents are mean to me, i almost have no friends...
    JackyEC JackyEC 13-15, M 2 Responses Dec 24, 2014

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    I made so many mistakes ,

    i don't know where to start. My life is screwed! Big time!
    DutchGreenEyez DutchGreenEyez 66-70, F 3 Responses Mar 29, 2014

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    Living In A Twilight Zone

    I'm a 22 year old Asian male about to turn 23. I am currently a med school student. I was betrayed and left for dead by my "so called" alma mater. Now, I currently have an illness that's too hard to explain. I've been trying to get help but the psychologists don't understand my...
    lonewolf234 lonewolf234 22-25, M Sep 12, 2013

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    What's Logical?

    I'm an 15 years old boy lived in a country named Indonesia(maybe you know bali?). When I'm young i'm just your ordinary happy little guy.Have a lot of friends, playing together, do any thing together like brothers and sisters.its so simple you meet, you play, think its fun, be...
    nofriend00 nofriend00 13-15, M 4 Responses Aug 8, 2012

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    I Loved Someone But I'll Never Be With Them

    I met an older boy who is 15 going on 16 soon. However, I am just 13 and I am 3-4 years younger than him. He had a wild crush on me as I had on him. The only trouble was my parents. They kept disagreeing with me and saying no! I tried to persuade them but there is no point trying...
    PennyLou2000 PennyLou2000 13-15 Mar 11, 2012

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    Some Cycles Can't Be Broken.....

    I come from a lifetime of failure. Everyone in my family has failed to succeed at anything productive--- except fail. It seems like everyone is really content with their downfalls, however I am not. It drives me crazy that I can't get out of this habit of bad decision making and...
    neasy88 neasy88 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 16, 2013

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    My evil stepmom ruined my life

    since I was eight. She ensured I wasn't allowed to have friends or money. I was made to sit at home and study all day and never allowed to go anywhere. My Dad simply complied. Strange thing is it was all done behind my back, she never had to say a word out in the open. I grew...
    cooloften cooloften 31-35, M 1 Response Jul 26, 2014

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    21 Soon And Never Celebrated My Birthday...nobody By My Side

    So I hv and hv had a really pathetic life which has caused me my sanity. While growing up my parents never bothered for me ... never got me a cake to cut... nvr gt me a gift... they never let me go dancing and even as a kid I never had frnds.... I ws fat and would be awake most...
    reyana reyana 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 5, 2012

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    It Took One Year To Erase The Work Of 27.

    I didn't have a happy childhood, suffered through my fair share of depression and hospitalizations for it. After high school, I worked hard to get my life back on track. Suicide attempts derailed me from whatever future I'd been speeding toward, but I studied hard and got into a...
    y0ungv3 y0ungv3 26-30, F 3 Responses Jan 18, 2012

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    I keep on asking myself what is the point of

    carrying on living this hell of a life. I have no support i have no hope no dreams its all lost just falling into continious downward spiral. It is ******* easy to tell someone like me to go and do something about it trust me it's not as easy as it may seem words mean nothing...
    Westillalive Westillalive 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 2, 2014

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    Wrong Person Wrong Place Wrong Time

    I was born in the wrong dimension. amidst the suffering and struggle to grow in this stifling condition i was eventually gang-stalked and harassed for being lost and different. research shows this is an institutional condition that just naturally happens within every generation...
    dcwilliamito dcwilliamito 31-35, M Jun 24, 2013

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    Living On A Thin Thread

    I posted before about how I ruined my life. I'm 23 years old but I am derailed by a serious psychological illness. I seem to be exhibiting 'signs' of paranoid psychosis. In my mind, I feel like I can die/killed off at any moment and I can't concentrate. But my family don't...
    lonewolf234 lonewolf234 22-25, M 3 Responses Nov 27, 2013

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    Okay so I'm an 18 years old guy,

    3 years ago my dad put me in a school that I didn't want it's about business I hated my life 3 years bcz of that school and and because there was only 2 students in my class and cz. I was working for 3 years and give the money I get for my dad to pay the bills and now I'm going...
    mhmdysf mhmdysf 18-21, M Aug 30, 2014

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    My life has fallen apart.

    One night 4 weeks ago I sensed something life changing was about to happen. Some ****** up things were going on and I was already mentally and physically on edge. The next day I was forced to quit my job. My best friend abandoned me the same night.
    allybubbles allybubbles 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 27, 2014

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    I had everything. A great job.

    A wonderful partner. A beautiful daughter. A wonderful house that i built with my own two hands. . I swapped it all for a needle. Fast forward 7 years and more second chances than anyone deserves and im sitting here looking at holes in my arm again. My daughter deserves so...
    kegmule kegmule 41-45, M 2 Responses Mar 31, 2014

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    love19872012 love19872012 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 4, 2014

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    I Didn't Mean It

    Not only did I destroy mine I feel like I destroyed one of my closest friends. All my friends assumed I was having a relationship with a teacher who I'm good friends with. I know it's wrong, but I couldn't convince them any other way and the rumors are spreading around them...
    deadmusicianwalking deadmusicianwalking 16-17 1 Response Aug 23, 2013

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    Feeling bland everyday is the same **** , people come and go . I go to work and i come home , and its all so bleak so bland , i dont enjoy anything nor dread anything , I cannot...
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    Think where I dream of being. That giant house on the side of the mountain by the stream with a view of the cities skyline with my millions in stocks and bonds. Where I want to be...
    HeyIThappens HeyIThappens 18-21 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Do you ever realised that everything happens for a reason? that in the "end" everything comes toguether and makes sense. And everything can seem bad at the moment but later you...
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    My life was ruined. My hole past and maybe future crumbled to small bits of bitterness. Mistakes. Misery. Pain. And sorrow. I was nothing more to the world but a mere morsel part...
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    I can't remember exactly how old I was during this time, but I was in my second year of kindergarten. My mom met this man. I don't know how old he was at the time, he was black...
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    every day I feel like committing suicide. my life has been ruined long ago.
    Ang012685 Ang012685 26-30, F 3 Responses Apr 7

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    He is my world. i can't forget him, i can't get over him. i miss him and yet he makes me feel like absolute ****. By saying one thing he will never remember and he didn't care...
    Damagedpuppy Damagedpuppy 18-21, F Apr 7

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