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I Think My Life Is Ruined

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    21 Soon And Never Celebrated My Birthday...nobody By My Side

    So I hv and hv had a really pathetic life which has caused me my sanity. While growing up my parents never bothered for me ... never got me a cake to cut... nvr gt me a gift... they never let me go dancing and even as a kid I never had frnds.... I ws fat and would be awake most...
    reyana reyana 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 5, 2012

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    I am-was a taekwondo athlete.

    i was sparing with my senior when i torn my ligament. the doctor suggest me to do physiotherapy, and i did, but he said he can't guarantee whether or not i can do taekwondo again. All of my life, everything i know was and always taekwondo. my dream, my motivation, my best...
    roseinsurvival roseinsurvival 13-15 3 Responses Apr 27, 2014

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    How I Completely Ruined My Life...

    I was a promising high school student i got high marks on my grades, was a programmer, writer and a bit of a philosopher. But i unknowningly made mistakes afterward that would forever alter my life for the worst. It wasnt because i did drugs, got in with a gang, got into trouble...
    Darkslayeryuu Darkslayeryuu 22-25 3 Responses Dec 7, 2012

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    I had everything. A great job.

    A wonderful partner. A beautiful daughter. A wonderful house that i built with my own two hands. . I swapped it all for a needle. Fast forward 7 years and more second chances than anyone deserves and im sitting here looking at holes in my arm again. My daughter deserves so...
    kegmule kegmule 41-45, M 1 Response Mar 31, 2014

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    No Way Out

    I'm a 23 year old Chinese American. I'm a first year med student. I am not doing so well academically and I'm on academic probation. I have been struggling with a psychiatric condition since I got here and it's just getting worse and worse. The only help I can get here is a...
    lonewolf234 lonewolf234 22-25, M 4 Responses Oct 29, 2013

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    What's Logical?

    I'm an 15 years old boy lived in a country named Indonesia(maybe you know bali?). When I'm young i'm just your ordinary happy little guy.Have a lot of friends, playing together, do any thing together like brothers and sisters.its so simple you meet, you play, think its fun, be...
    nofriend00 nofriend00 13-15, M 4 Responses Aug 8, 2012

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    I used to live in China(which is "supposed" to

    be the country of pressure), back then, I had friends, my parents are busy for work but i love them, i never pissed them off(like never ever!). But now when I'm here at canada(which is supposed to be the country of freedom), my parents are mean to me, i almost have no friends...
    JackyEC JackyEC 13-15, M 1 Response Dec 24, 2014

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    Living On A Thin Thread

    I posted before about how I ruined my life. I'm 23 years old but I am derailed by a serious psychological illness. I seem to be exhibiting 'signs' of paranoid psychosis. In my mind, I feel like I can die/killed off at any moment and I can't concentrate. But my family don't...
    lonewolf234 lonewolf234 22-25, M 3 Responses Nov 27, 2013

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    Wrong Person Wrong Place Wrong Time

    I was born in the wrong dimension. amidst the suffering and struggle to grow in this stifling condition i was eventually gang-stalked and harassed for being lost and different. research shows this is an institutional condition that just naturally happens within every generation...
    dcwilliamito dcwilliamito 31-35, M Jun 24, 2013

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    Living In A Twilight Zone

    I'm a 22 year old Asian male about to turn 23. I am currently a med school student. I was betrayed and left for dead by my "so called" alma mater. Now, I currently have an illness that's too hard to explain. I've been trying to get help but the psychologists don't understand my...
    lonewolf234 lonewolf234 22-25, M Sep 12, 2013

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    My life has fallen apart.

    One night 4 weeks ago I sensed something life changing was about to happen. Some ****** up things were going on and I was already mentally and physically on edge. The next day I was forced to quit my job. My best friend abandoned me the same night.
    allybubbles allybubbles 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 27, 2014

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    My evil stepmom ruined my life

    since I was eight. She ensured I wasn't allowed to have friends or money. I was made to sit at home and study all day and never allowed to go anywhere. My Dad simply complied. Strange thing is it was all done behind my back, she never had to say a word out in the open. I grew...
    cooloften cooloften 31-35, M 1 Response Jul 26, 2014

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    love19872012 love19872012 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 4, 2014

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    I Loved Someone But I'll Never Be With Them

    I met an older boy who is 15 going on 16 soon. However, I am just 13 and I am 3-4 years younger than him. He had a wild crush on me as I had on him. The only trouble was my parents. They kept disagreeing with me and saying no! I tried to persuade them but there is no point trying...
    PennyLou2000 PennyLou2000 13-15 Mar 11, 2012

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    It Took One Year To Erase The Work Of 27.

    I didn't have a happy childhood, suffered through my fair share of depression and hospitalizations for it. After high school, I worked hard to get my life back on track. Suicide attempts derailed me from whatever future I'd been speeding toward, but I studied hard and got into a...
    y0ungv3 y0ungv3 26-30, F 3 Responses Jan 18, 2012

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    I Didn't Mean It

    Not only did I destroy mine I feel like I destroyed one of my closest friends. All my friends assumed I was having a relationship with a teacher who I'm good friends with. I know it's wrong, but I couldn't convince them any other way and the rumors are spreading around them...
    deadmusicianwalking deadmusicianwalking 16-17 1 Response Aug 23, 2013

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    I made so many mistakes ,

    i don't know where to start. My life is screwed! Big time!
    DutchGreenEyez DutchGreenEyez 66-70, F 2 Responses Mar 29, 2014

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    Okay so I'm an 18 years old guy,

    3 years ago my dad put me in a school that I didn't want it's about business I hated my life 3 years bcz of that school and and because there was only 2 students in my class and cz. I was working for 3 years and give the money I get for my dad to pay the bills and now I'm going...
    mhmdysf mhmdysf 18-21, M Aug 30, 2014

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    Some Cycles Can't Be Broken.....

    I come from a lifetime of failure. Everyone in my family has failed to succeed at anything productive--- except fail. It seems like everyone is really content with their downfalls, however I am not. It drives me crazy that I can't get out of this habit of bad decision making and...
    neasy88 neasy88 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 16, 2013

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    I keep on asking myself what is the point of

    carrying on living this hell of a life. I have no support i have no hope no dreams its all lost just falling into continious downward spiral. It is ******* easy to tell someone like me to go and do something about it trust me it's not as easy as it may seem words mean nothing...
    Westillalive Westillalive 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 2, 2014

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    You grow up to realise life is not how it was portrayed to you. You don't just make friends who stick with you regardless. YOu dont go to school college and uni and be sorted for...
    surfdas surfdas 22-25, M Jan 14

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    In the mood for some self reflection tonight. Just hit a milestone a few months back (The Big 60). As much as age shouldn't haunt our lives, 60 reminds me that I have a lot fewer...
    Dave002 Dave002 56-60, M Jan 17

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    No matter what is going on in your life today, remember, it is only preparation. People come and go; situations rise and fall; it's all preparation for better things. You must...
    deephuman deephuman 22-25, F Jan 21

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    Life's confusing me deeply. I think I'm at crossroads in my life. I don't know what to do. I wonder how to get myself out of this.
    homayl homayl 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 8

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    I feel like ****, absolute ****. I have no idea what I going to do with my life. I'm not even sure what I am currently doing with it now. I've been lying to people, people who...
    blackenangels blackenangels 13-15 1 Response Jan 12

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    Everything about it from its smallest atoms to it largest natural creations, life is truly beautiful, it can get tough, but humans are tougher. I can honestly say I'm a lover of...
    Exotic1228 Exotic1228 18-21, M Jan 22

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    Every night I thank the universe that I am alive to see another beautiful day. To be blunt, I don't take life very seriously. I used to care a lot about how people saw me, but I've...
    rachh4321 rachh4321 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 2

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    I've learned many things, and a few are: Focus on doing something outside of yourself. Give something of yourself everyday. Be a blessing. Ladies: Don't mind being the only...
    Terrain12 Terrain12 31-35, F 3 Responses Jan 9

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    Don’t complicate life, keep your life simple.... Missing somebody? Call Wanna meet up? Invite Wanna be understood? Explain Have questions? Ask Don’t like...
    NivyaSurani NivyaSurani 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    Life is http://9gag.com/gag/aoZoV43?ref=mobile.s.cp
    yoursorrow yoursorrow 18-21, M Jan 5

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    Any girl wearing a lifeguard uniform is attractive to me
    takeme2plz takeme2plz 18-21, M Jan 11

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    In its 2nd July 1980 cover, Charlie Hebdo magazine makes a stupid joke about terrorism in Spain. That year the terrorist organization ETA killed 91 people in Spain.Life is really...
    Danceofhours Danceofhours 41-45, M 1 Response Jan 14

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    I find it interesting that the government thinks I'm responsible enough to choose the next president of the United States, but I'm not responsible enough to have a beer, buy a pack...
    spiteyourface spiteyourface 16-17, F Jan 15

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    life has its ups and downs... I'm kind of inbetween
    Newgirl00 Newgirl00 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 22

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    It's okay if I'm not the girl of your dreams Or the one you dance with at prom I just wanna be the girl you think of 20 years from now, when your staring at your morning...
    wonderwall12 wonderwall12 16-17, F Jan 23

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    Get out of your confort zone;change your frame of mind. View your comfort zone not as a shelter but a prison. Embrace constructive discomfort. Don't taje the safe, known path...
    Zelaleme Zelaleme 46-50, F a week ago

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    yeah life sometimes sucks ...
    Animus115 Animus115 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    I'm currently going to school for pharmacy tech in the hopes of landing a professional job that pays well and is reliable. Plus I currently deliver pharmaceuticals to nursing homes...
    Terrain12 Terrain12 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 4

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    I hate this. Every day seems like it gets worse and worse.
    Hiiamawhovian Hiiamawhovian 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 4

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    Your having a bad day? Place your hand over your heart. Feel that? It's called purpose. Your alive for a reason. Don't give up..
    RebeccaMontero RebeccaMontero 22-25, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    My big sister sometimes just wakes up and jumps into my bed and cries and bawls for an hour at the least and there's absolutely no reason for it. It's a tragic sight to see her cry...
    hellerpeople hellerpeople 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    It is. It's us that complicate it with our minds.
    DarkLoser DarkLoser 13-15, F 6 Responses 3 days ago

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    Do not fear to be alone. In the end, we suffer no more; no less then we are supposed to. We learn no lesson that teach us nothing. It can be taken or given. The words do not...
    GypsyySoul GypsyySoul 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Do you think life is fair? “One of the mistakes many of us make is that we feel sorry for ourselves, or for others, thinking that life should be fair, or that someday it will be...
    KemiKill KemiKill 36-40, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    31 years old and all I want do do is end it. It'd be better for everyone... this is the strongest feeling I feel at this moment and I'm just tired of hurting everyone. I think life...
    Celebi83 Celebi83 31-35, M 3 Responses Jan 4

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    I'm doing it right now, seems to be the night for it of sorts. Sitting here alone, played round, got funky, screamed til I was done.......went to the supermarket, got hit by a...
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody 31-35, F 2 hrs ago

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    Everyday has been a struggle ever since I found out. I am sinking deeper into a depression and I am all alone in this. Every little thing about my day has left me at the verge of...
    cbnfvr cbnfvr 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 13