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I Think My Life Is Ruined

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    love19872012 love19872012 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 4

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    Some Cycles Can't Be Broken.....

    I come from a lifetime of failure. Everyone in my family has failed to succeed at anything productive--- except fail. It seems like everyone is really content with their downfalls, however I am not. It drives me crazy that I can't get out of this habit of bad decision making and...
    neasy88 neasy88 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 16, 2013

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    I am-was a taekwondo athlete.

    i was sparing with my senior when i torn my ligament. the doctor suggest me to do physiotherapy, and i did, but he said he can't guarantee whether or not i can do taekwondo again. All of my life, everything i know was and always taekwondo. my dream, my motivation, my best...
    roseinsurvival roseinsurvival 13-15 3 Responses Apr 27

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    Wrong Person Wrong Place Wrong Time

    I was born in the wrong dimension. amidst the suffering and struggle to grow in this stifling condition i was eventually gang-stalked and harassed for being lost and different. research shows this is an institutional condition that just naturally happens within every generation...
    dcwilliamito dcwilliamito 31-35, M Jun 24, 2013

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    I Loved Someone But I'll Never Be With Them

    I met an older boy who is 15 going on 16 soon. However, I am just 13 and I am 3-4 years younger than him. He had a wild crush on me as I had on him. The only trouble was my parents. They kept disagreeing with me and saying no! I tried to persuade them but there is no point trying...
    PennyLou2000 PennyLou2000 13-15 Mar 11, 2012

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    My life has fallen apart.

    One night 4 weeks ago I sensed something life changing was about to happen. Some ****** up things were going on and I was already mentally and physically on edge. The next day I was forced to quit my job. My best friend abandoned me the same night.
    allybubbles allybubbles 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 27

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    My evil stepmom ruined my life

    since I was eight. She ensured I wasn't allowed to have friends or money. I was made to sit at home and study all day and never allowed to go anywhere. My Dad simply complied. Strange thing is it was all done behind my back, she never had to say a word out in the open. I grew...
    cooloften cooloften 31-35, M 1 Response Jul 26

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    21 Soon And Never Celebrated My Birthday...nobody By My Side

    So I hv and hv had a really pathetic life which has caused me my sanity. While growing up my parents never bothered for me ... never got me a cake to cut... nvr gt me a gift... they never let me go dancing and even as a kid I never had frnds.... I ws fat and would be awake most...
    reyana reyana 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 5, 2012

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    It Took One Year To Erase The Work Of 27.

    I didn't have a happy childhood, suffered through my fair share of depression and hospitalizations for it. After high school, I worked hard to get my life back on track. Suicide attempts derailed me from whatever future I'd been speeding toward, but I studied hard and got into a...
    y0ungv3 y0ungv3 26-30, F 3 Responses Jan 18, 2012

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    Okay so I'm an 18 years old guy,

    3 years ago my dad put me in a school that I didn't want it's about business I hated my life 3 years bcz of that school and and because there was only 2 students in my class and cz. I was working for 3 years and give the money I get for my dad to pay the bills and now I'm going...
    mhmdysf mhmdysf 16-17, M Aug 30

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    How I Completely Ruined My Life...

    I was a promising high school student i got high marks on my grades, was a programmer, writer and a bit of a philosopher. But i unknowningly made mistakes afterward that would forever alter my life for the worst. It wasnt because i did drugs, got in with a gang, got into trouble...
    Darkslayeryuu Darkslayeryuu 22-25 2 Responses Dec 7, 2012

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    I had everything. A great job.

    A wonderful partner. A beautiful daughter. A wonderful house that i built with my own two hands. . I swapped it all for a needle. Fast forward 7 years and more second chances than anyone deserves and im sitting here looking at holes in my arm again. My daughter deserves so...
    kegmule kegmule 41-45, M 1 Response Mar 31

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    Autism controlled me into doing disgusting

    things that keep coming back to me Hong Kong ****** up my personality I was smacked with wooden spoons Family is spread out too much I want to restart life Please help me!
    Miserablechildhood Miserablechildhood 13-15, M Jun 26

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    Living In A Twilight Zone

    I'm a 22 year old Asian male about to turn 23. I am currently a med school student. I was betrayed and left for dead by my "so called" alma mater. Now, I currently have an illness that's too hard to explain. I've been trying to get help but the psychologists don't understand my...
    lonewolf234 lonewolf234 22-25, M Sep 12, 2013

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    No Way Out

    I'm a 23 year old Chinese American. I'm a first year med student. I am not doing so well academically and I'm on academic probation. I have been struggling with a psychiatric condition since I got here and it's just getting worse and worse. The only help I can get here is a...
    lonewolf234 lonewolf234 22-25, M 3 Responses Oct 29, 2013

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    What's Logical?

    I'm an 15 years old boy lived in a country named Indonesia(maybe you know bali?). When I'm young i'm just your ordinary happy little guy.Have a lot of friends, playing together, do any thing together like brothers and sisters.its so simple you meet, you play, think its fun, be...
    nofriend00 nofriend00 13-15, M 4 Responses Aug 8, 2012

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    I keep on asking myself what is the point of

    carrying on living this hell of a life. I have no support i have no hope no dreams its all lost just falling into continious downward spiral. It is ******* easy to tell someone like me to go and do something about it trust me it's not as easy as it may seem words mean nothing...
    Westillalive Westillalive 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 2

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    I made so many mistakes ,

    i don't know where to start. My life is screwed! Big time!
    DutchGreenEyez DutchGreenEyez 66-70, F 2 Responses Mar 29

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    I Didn't Mean It

    Not only did I destroy mine I feel like I destroyed one of my closest friends. All my friends assumed I was having a relationship with a teacher who I'm good friends with. I know it's wrong, but I couldn't convince them any other way and the rumors are spreading around them...
    deadmusicianwalking deadmusicianwalking 16-17 1 Response Aug 23, 2013

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    Living On A Thin Thread

    I posted before about how I ruined my life. I'm 23 years old but I am derailed by a serious psychological illness. I seem to be exhibiting 'signs' of paranoid psychosis. In my mind, I feel like I can die/killed off at any moment and I can't concentrate. But my family don't...
    lonewolf234 lonewolf234 22-25, M 3 Responses Nov 27, 2013

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    Think about life itself, not about your everyday life and that kind of stuff, think literally about existence, conciousness, like what is this? Is the universe a tiny part of...
    artur1197 artur1197 22-25, M 2 Responses Sep 26

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    I have this tendency to create and look for trouble. Looking back on my life, I feel like I have nothing that inspirational to share. I mean, I lived too normally. I eat three...
    dustyoldclock dustyoldclock 18-21, F Sep 28

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    Why do I think that? I don't know. Life is so complex that I wouldn't say it's only life. Life is a bunch of lives in the sack of death, in which all things in Earth fall down...
    Peace1000 Peace1000 16-17, F Sep 30

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    Haa ... Sometimes I can't even stop thinking about this ! I feel like this earth doesn't want to have me anymore ! It's true that the life I have is really amazing comparing to...
    GamELF GamELF 16-17, F Sep 26

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    I'm one of those people where LIFE happens. I'll be 23 this year and still love with my parents. Before people make judgement here is my story. I did one year of college & after...
    DaCreativeChild DaCreativeChild 22-25, F Oct 14

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    I effin hate that i procrastinate all the time, thinking that i can do everything i want by tomorrow.. But what if tomorrow never comes? What if we never get another chance back to...
    Listening2us Listening2us 26-30, F Oct 5

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    Life is not short, life is all you have. From the time you're born till you die, that is all the time you get. Don't waste it on stupid **** like caring what irrelevant people say...
    Katiepoohmm Katiepoohmm 18-21, F a week ago

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    Life is too short to waste any amount of time on wondering what other people think about you. In the first place, if they had better things going on in their lives, they wouldn't...
    expressomarkie expressomarkie 46-50, M 3 days ago

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    i had a huge crush on the lifeguard at the pool i practiced at. I would do laps every chance i got to practice for swimming. I love to compete and swimming was my favorite sport...
    shortsguy27 shortsguy27 26-30, M Oct 12

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    Being gay, is probably the hardest thing ever. Not because people are mean, people are actually pretty nice if u know where to look, but, I realized that the only way to have the...
    abercrombie99 abercrombie99 13-15, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    What the heff are we all doing? I dunno. What am I made of? I dunno. How do I breathe and walk and see stuff? I dunno. You dunno. We dunno. Lets chill the f out and do some cool sh...
    brushfirefairytales brushfirefairytales 26-30, F Sep 23

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    After you stop giving a f and just calm down and do everything calmly life's a lot more fun. Just chill out and laugh. Whenever I'm stoned everything is just great.
    Makavelli824 Makavelli824 16-17, M 6 days ago

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    Tonight the Northern lights are stretched across the sky as far as the eye can see and it's the little things like this that make me appreciate this beautiful life we live!!!
    Anngeleyes Anngeleyes 26-30, F 3 Responses 20 hrs ago

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    Like seriously i cant even do anything i want cause of **** i was born with i wish i was a really big 7 footer but im only 5'10 at 175 lbs . my sister is 5'8 moms 5'7 and dads 6'1...
    miz0217 miz0217 18-21, M Oct 12

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    'Tis true. Sometimes that big chocolate covered piece of coconut tries to squeeze it's way into the bunch. Like a real a**hole. F*** you coconut, f*** you.
    SweetKrazyChill SweetKrazyChill 26-30, F 16 hrs ago

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    The mechanic and the surgeon story (Perceptions, the devil is in the detail, the nature of big differences) A heart surgeon took his car to his local garage for a regular service...
    TheShalottLady TheShalottLady 61-65, F Sep 26

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    Today my wife and i separated today is also exactly five years ago from the day we got together, im feeling so lost and confused right now, all happened so quick suppose to be...
    gypsylife2014 gypsylife2014 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 30

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    I'm not planning to commit suicide or any form of self harming, but if I were to die right now, I wouldn't be too bummed about it.
    DetrimentalFallacy DetrimentalFallacy 16-17, M Oct 8

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    Sometimes I feel great about myself but than I fall into that category of depression, but it's not depression. I wonder if it's part of life. I have mood swings. Sometimes I'm very...
    theChickk theChickk 16-17, F Oct 5

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    When I was 11, I met what would be the best friend of my childhood. I grew up in a home which lacked love in any meaningful sense. I found making friends hard, but when I met Sarah...
    EverlyAnn EverlyAnn 31-35, F 16 hrs ago

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    I've been up all night thinking until I found an answer for all of my questions! I think this is just the beginning of my life I should do whatever makes me happy and that won't...
    Lummaa Lummaa 13-15, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    So I have this very cute and sweet boyfriend, Arthur, but after a while of dating him I felt like it wasn't what I wanted in a relationship. He never opens up to me but at the...
    AmyReese13 AmyReese13 16-17, F 40 mins ago

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    So ever since I've joined EP I've seen dozens and dozens of posts about suicide, depression, and about people having lost the will to live. This really made me reflect on my past...
    SiriusJT SiriusJT 18-21, M 2 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    This sounds crazy but I think I was meant to be single, not necessarily alone, but definitely single. It's hard for me to like people & I can't really commit. I don't cheat, I just...
    kaitybobaityxo kaitybobaityxo 16-17, F 2 Responses 16 hrs ago

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    I ruined my marriage because something is wrong with me, I don't know what but I knew my wife was talking to someone and I went through her phone and saw she was telling someone...
    mconti mconti 36-40, M Oct 11

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    Hahahahaha.... I think it's beautiful that I am writing this right now, imagine for one second how many things had needed to happen in order for me to be writing this at this very...
    Miguelthemustang Miguelthemustang 18-21, M 15 hrs ago

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    Self-compassion....? Ya, I have none of it. Thank you eating disorders and anxiety. You really have ruined my life.
    GetYourFreakOn GetYourFreakOn 16-17, F Sep 25

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    Everything I do is wrong. Everything I touch falls apart. Everyone I know is sad because of me. Everyone I know hates me. Everywhere I go something gets ruined. Everywhere I go...
    Darkthoughtsallover Darkthoughtsallover 16-17, F 4 Responses Oct 12

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    I made friends with a guy who was a lot like me, we both bonded over our fear of speaking to other people and standing in the background. I can't say what came over me but I pushed...
    helloimmissworld helloimmissworld 16-17, F 1 Response 4 days ago