Post
Experience Project iOS Android Apps | Download EP for your Mobile Device

I Think My Life Is Ruined

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 101 People

    21 Soon And Never Celebrated My Birthday...nobody By My Side

    So I hv and hv had a really pathetic life which has caused me my sanity. While growing up my parents never bothered for me ... never got me a cake to cut... nvr gt me a gift... they never let me go dancing and even as a kid I never had frnds.... I ws fat and would be awake most...
    reyana reyana 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 5, 2012

    Your Response

    Cancel
    love19872012 love19872012 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 4

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Okay so I'm an 18 years old guy,

    3 years ago my dad put me in a school that I didn't want it's about business I hated my life 3 years bcz of that school and and because there was only 2 students in my class and cz. I was working for 3 years and give the money I get for my dad to pay the bills and now I'm going...
    mhmdysf mhmdysf 18-21, M Aug 30

    Your Response

    Cancel

    How I Completely Ruined My Life...

    I was a promising high school student i got high marks on my grades, was a programmer, writer and a bit of a philosopher. But i unknowningly made mistakes afterward that would forever alter my life for the worst. It wasnt because i did drugs, got in with a gang, got into trouble...
    Darkslayeryuu Darkslayeryuu 22-25 2 Responses Dec 7, 2012

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I made so many mistakes ,

    i don't know where to start. My life is screwed! Big time!
    DutchGreenEyez DutchGreenEyez 66-70, F 2 Responses Mar 29

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Wrong Person Wrong Place Wrong Time

    I was born in the wrong dimension. amidst the suffering and struggle to grow in this stifling condition i was eventually gang-stalked and harassed for being lost and different. research shows this is an institutional condition that just naturally happens within every generation...
    dcwilliamito dcwilliamito 31-35, M Jun 24, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    My life has fallen apart.

    One night 4 weeks ago I sensed something life changing was about to happen. Some ****** up things were going on and I was already mentally and physically on edge. The next day I was forced to quit my job. My best friend abandoned me the same night.
    allybubbles allybubbles 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 27

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Some Cycles Can't Be Broken.....

    I come from a lifetime of failure. Everyone in my family has failed to succeed at anything productive--- except fail. It seems like everyone is really content with their downfalls, however I am not. It drives me crazy that I can't get out of this habit of bad decision making and...
    neasy88 neasy88 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 16, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Living On A Thin Thread

    I posted before about how I ruined my life. I'm 23 years old but I am derailed by a serious psychological illness. I seem to be exhibiting 'signs' of paranoid psychosis. In my mind, I feel like I can die/killed off at any moment and I can't concentrate. But my family don't...
    lonewolf234 lonewolf234 22-25, M 3 Responses Nov 27, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I Didn't Mean It

    Not only did I destroy mine I feel like I destroyed one of my closest friends. All my friends assumed I was having a relationship with a teacher who I'm good friends with. I know it's wrong, but I couldn't convince them any other way and the rumors are spreading around them...
    deadmusicianwalking deadmusicianwalking 16-17 1 Response Aug 23, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I had everything. A great job.

    A wonderful partner. A beautiful daughter. A wonderful house that i built with my own two hands. . I swapped it all for a needle. Fast forward 7 years and more second chances than anyone deserves and im sitting here looking at holes in my arm again. My daughter deserves so...
    kegmule kegmule 41-45, M 1 Response Mar 31

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Living In A Twilight Zone

    I'm a 22 year old Asian male about to turn 23. I am currently a med school student. I was betrayed and left for dead by my "so called" alma mater. Now, I currently have an illness that's too hard to explain. I've been trying to get help but the psychologists don't understand my...
    lonewolf234 lonewolf234 22-25, M Sep 12, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I am-was a taekwondo athlete.

    i was sparing with my senior when i torn my ligament. the doctor suggest me to do physiotherapy, and i did, but he said he can't guarantee whether or not i can do taekwondo again. All of my life, everything i know was and always taekwondo. my dream, my motivation, my best...
    roseinsurvival roseinsurvival 13-15 3 Responses Apr 27

    Your Response

    Cancel

    My evil stepmom ruined my life

    since I was eight. She ensured I wasn't allowed to have friends or money. I was made to sit at home and study all day and never allowed to go anywhere. My Dad simply complied. Strange thing is it was all done behind my back, she never had to say a word out in the open. I grew...
    cooloften cooloften 31-35, M 1 Response Jul 26

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Autism controlled me into doing disgusting

    things that keep coming back to me Hong Kong ****** up my personality I was smacked with wooden spoons Family is spread out too much I want to restart life Please help me!
    Miserablechildhood Miserablechildhood 13-15, M Jun 26

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I Loved Someone But I'll Never Be With Them

    I met an older boy who is 15 going on 16 soon. However, I am just 13 and I am 3-4 years younger than him. He had a wild crush on me as I had on him. The only trouble was my parents. They kept disagreeing with me and saying no! I tried to persuade them but there is no point trying...
    PennyLou2000 PennyLou2000 13-15 Mar 11, 2012

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I keep on asking myself what is the point of

    carrying on living this hell of a life. I have no support i have no hope no dreams its all lost just falling into continious downward spiral. It is ******* easy to tell someone like me to go and do something about it trust me it's not as easy as it may seem words mean nothing...
    Westillalive Westillalive 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 2

    Your Response

    Cancel

    No Way Out

    I'm a 23 year old Chinese American. I'm a first year med student. I am not doing so well academically and I'm on academic probation. I have been struggling with a psychiatric condition since I got here and it's just getting worse and worse. The only help I can get here is a...
    lonewolf234 lonewolf234 22-25, M 4 Responses Oct 29, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    It Took One Year To Erase The Work Of 27.

    I didn't have a happy childhood, suffered through my fair share of depression and hospitalizations for it. After high school, I worked hard to get my life back on track. Suicide attempts derailed me from whatever future I'd been speeding toward, but I studied hard and got into a...
    y0ungv3 y0ungv3 26-30, F 3 Responses Jan 18, 2012

    Your Response

    Cancel

    What's Logical?

    I'm an 15 years old boy lived in a country named Indonesia(maybe you know bali?). When I'm young i'm just your ordinary happy little guy.Have a lot of friends, playing together, do any thing together like brothers and sisters.its so simple you meet, you play, think its fun, be...
    nofriend00 nofriend00 13-15, M 4 Responses Aug 8, 2012

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Related Experiences

    Life is so very very strange. Even for someone like me who is science minded and can make sense of everything. Don't get me wrong. I have actually made sense of life, lol, but it's...
    colorstone colorstone 31-35, M Nov 11

    Your Response

    Cancel
    i think ive decided that in general im bad at life, im losing. im not saying im suicidal or anything. but im just saying that in most standards im not having a very succesful life
    ablonddude ablonddude 16-17, M 1 Response 3 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Life needs a rewind button because sometimes we just need to redo a mistake or if something in our life just needs to be redone
    wabbey wabbey 13-15 Nov 2

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Tonight the Northern lights are stretched across the sky as far as the eye can see and it's the little things like this that make me appreciate this beautiful life we live!!!
    Anngeleyes Anngeleyes 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 21

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Riding the ups and downs can be exciting, scary, exhausting... It seems that the older I get, the rougher the ride. My wisdom from my experiences leads me to act more controlled...
    scootter01 scootter01 31-35, M Nov 1

    Your Response

    Cancel
    It would be a bit of a bother for everyone else who didn't want to rewind, though, wouldn't it? *about to beat a really hard level in a game* *some asshat in Canada rewinds life...
    TheRose202 TheRose202 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 3

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Seriously life is pointless no point of living if you suck at it or dont enjoy if
    miz0217 miz0217 18-21, M 1 Response 5 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I was reminded sadly last week they life is way to short so not to waste what time we do have....... So I ask would you rather be on your own and ok with that it with someone that...
    crazychick76 crazychick76 36-40, F 3 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    'Tis true. Sometimes that big chocolate covered piece of coconut tries to squeeze it's way into the bunch. Like a real a**hole. F*** you coconut, f*** you.
    SweetKrazyChill SweetKrazyChill 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 22

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Seriously we fight over land that belongs to everyone . Use money to buy food
    miz0217 miz0217 18-21, M 2 Responses Oct 23

    Your Response

    Cancel
    The scariest thing is when a sin/a cruel habit becomes so routine for me that I no longer find it necessary to reflect myself.
    DNightTrain DNightTrain 26-30, M 1 Response Oct 27

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I could warn my mother about the consequences of her actions and choices.
    Profweird Profweird 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 2

    Your Response

    Cancel
    That or a fast forward !!!!
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M 2 Responses Nov 2

    Your Response

    Cancel
    But, only if allowed to hold onto to the acquired knowledge of my future. Otherwise, wouldn't I be destined to watching a re-play of the same old story? No thanks. Lol.
    Loverofpeace Loverofpeace 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 2

    Your Response

    Cancel
    it should, like if you make a mistake you should be able to go back and fix to make it better. but on the other hand you won't learn from anything but you would be able to fix it.
    VictoriaHall VictoriaHall 16-17, F Nov 2

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Either you move on or you move forward. The keyword is MOVE.....
    DNightTrain DNightTrain 26-30, M 2 Responses Nov 8

    Your Response

    Cancel
    You know you don't have your **** together when you're up at 2am, on the verge of crying, and trawling through EP.
    Sideshowray Sideshowray 18-21, M Nov 12

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Everyone's lives sucks in one aspect or another, just have to learn to live with it It sucks being ... A chick once a month Misunderstood A person with masculinity issues Someone...
    SurpriseMeToday SurpriseMeToday 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I have been in treatment for my ptsd/ depression/anxiety. I was blessed enough that my insurance was more then willing to pay for TRANSCRANIAL MAGNETIC STIMULATION. Well day one...
    ptsdlady ptsdlady 26-30, F 2 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Its not because you're nice that good things happen to you.It´s not because you give that you'll have in return.I don't think life is about justice.
    blueblacklight blueblacklight 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 4

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Seriously....I just ruined Easy Mac. IT SAYS EASY IN THE NAME. PSA: You must put water in it before microwaving it
    Alisha32 Alisha32 31-35, F 21 Responses 5 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    On guard... Few years back, I was going through a bad phase. Had to deal with a lot of negativity and manipulative people. There was a lot of stress too. Developed medical...
    Unlearn Unlearn 31-35, M 8 Responses 14 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I really need some help on this and as much as my friends have been a wonderful source of help and support. I think I need some insight form those who are older and wiser than me...
    ErinAnnRobertson ErinAnnRobertson 26-30, F 1 hr ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I want to go back in time and change everything. I've dropped out, I've ****** up my life, I've let depression get me, I've ruined everything. I want to go back and start over, I...
    Darkthoughtsallover Darkthoughtsallover 16-17, F Oct 25

    Your Response

    Cancel
    November 20. Wants and Needs. So many of us have been brainwashed to think that we can't have what we want in life. That is the belief of the martyr. It is born of deprivation and...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F 13 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I think i might have ruined something Ive always wanted in my life because of my actions and my lack of trust. This guy was becoming someone i could lean on for anything and now i...
    Syydnee Syydnee 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I think i might have ruined something Ive always wanted in my life because of my actions and my lack of trust. This guy was becoming someone i could lean on for anything and now i...
    Syydnee Syydnee 18-21, F 3 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Marriage There are two kinds of things in life, basically: logical, and emotional. Emotionally driven things tend to turn out badly, for me anyway. I’ve been in love 7 or more...
    Regrets472 Regrets472 26-30, F Nov 11