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I Think My Life Is Ruined

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    My life has fallen apart.

    One night 4 weeks ago I sensed something life changing was about to happen. Some ****** up things were going on and I was already mentally and physically on edge. The next day I was forced to quit my job. My best friend abandoned me the same night.
    allybubbles allybubbles 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 27

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    I had everything. A great job.

    A wonderful partner. A beautiful daughter. A wonderful house that i built with my own two hands. . I swapped it all for a needle. Fast forward 7 years and more second chances than anyone deserves and im sitting here looking at holes in my arm again. My daughter deserves so...
    kegmule kegmule 41-45, M 1 Response Mar 31

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    How I Completely Ruined My Life...

    I was a promising high school student i got high marks on my grades, was a programmer, writer and a bit of a philosopher. But i unknowningly made mistakes afterward that would forever alter my life for the worst. It wasnt because i did drugs, got in with a gang, got into trouble...
    Darkslayeryuu Darkslayeryuu 22-25 2 Responses Dec 7, 2012

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    My evil stepmom ruined my life

    since I was eight. She ensured I wasn't allowed to have friends or money. I was made to sit at home and study all day and never allowed to go anywhere. My Dad simply complied. Strange thing is it was all done behind my back, she never had to say a word out in the open. I grew...
    cooloften cooloften 31-35, M 2 days ago

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    I am-was a taekwondo athlete.

    i was sparing with my senior when i torn my ligament. the doctor suggest me to do physiotherapy, and i did, but he said he can't guarantee whether or not i can do taekwondo again. All of my life, everything i know was and always taekwondo. my dream, my motivation, my best...
    roseinsurvival roseinsurvival 13-15 3 Responses Apr 27

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    Some Cycles Can't Be Broken.....

    I come from a lifetime of failure. Everyone in my family has failed to succeed at anything productive--- except fail. It seems like everyone is really content with their downfalls, however I am not. It drives me crazy that I can't get out of this habit of bad decision making and...
    neasy88 neasy88 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 16, 2013

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    I keep on asking myself what is the point of

    carrying on living this hell of a life. I have no support i have no hope no dreams its all lost just falling into continious downward spiral. It is ******* easy to tell someone like me to go and do something about it trust me it's not as easy as it may seem words mean nothing...
    Westillalive Westillalive 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 2

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    No Way Out

    I'm a 23 year old Chinese American. I'm a first year med student. I am not doing so well academically and I'm on academic probation. I have been struggling with a psychiatric condition since I got here and it's just getting worse and worse. The only help I can get here is a...
    lonewolf234 lonewolf234 22-25, M 3 Responses Oct 29, 2013

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    love19872012 love19872012 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 4

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    I Didn't Mean It

    Not only did I destroy mine I feel like I destroyed one of my closest friends. All my friends assumed I was having a relationship with a teacher who I'm good friends with. I know it's wrong, but I couldn't convince them any other way and the rumors are spreading around them...
    deadmusicianwalking deadmusicianwalking 16-17 1 Response Aug 23, 2013

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    Living In A Twilight Zone

    I'm a 22 year old Asian male about to turn 23. I am currently a med school student. I was betrayed and left for dead by my "so called" alma mater. Now, I currently have an illness that's too hard to explain. I've been trying to get help but the psychologists don't understand my...
    lonewolf234 lonewolf234 22-25, M Sep 12, 2013

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    Wrong Person Wrong Place Wrong Time

    I was born in the wrong dimension. amidst the suffering and struggle to grow in this stifling condition i was eventually gang-stalked and harassed for being lost and different. research shows this is an institutional condition that just naturally happens within every generation...
    dcwilliamito dcwilliamito 31-35, M Jun 24, 2013

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    It Took One Year To Erase The Work Of 27.

    I didn't have a happy childhood, suffered through my fair share of depression and hospitalizations for it. After high school, I worked hard to get my life back on track. Suicide attempts derailed me from whatever future I'd been speeding toward, but I studied hard and got into a...
    y0ungv3 y0ungv3 26-30, F 3 Responses Jan 18, 2012

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    Autism controlled me into doing disgusting

    things that keep coming back to me Hong Kong ****** up my personality I was smacked with wooden spoons Family is spread out too much I want to restart life Please help me!
    Miserablechildhood Miserablechildhood 13-15, M Jun 26

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    What's Logical?

    I'm an 15 years old boy lived in a country named Indonesia(maybe you know bali?). When I'm young i'm just your ordinary happy little guy.Have a lot of friends, playing together, do any thing together like brothers and sisters.its so simple you meet, you play, think its fun, be...
    nofriend00 nofriend00 13-15, M 4 Responses Aug 8, 2012

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    21 Soon And Never Celebrated My Birthday...nobody By My Side

    So I hv and hv had a really pathetic life which has caused me my sanity. While growing up my parents never bothered for me ... never got me a cake to cut... nvr gt me a gift... they never let me go dancing and even as a kid I never had frnds.... I ws fat and would be awake most...
    reyana reyana 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 5, 2012

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    I made so many mistakes ,

    i don't know where to start. My life is screwed! Big time!
    DutchGreenEyez DutchGreenEyez 66-70, F 2 Responses Mar 29

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    Living On A Thin Thread

    I posted before about how I ruined my life. I'm 23 years old but I am derailed by a serious psychological illness. I seem to be exhibiting 'signs' of paranoid psychosis. In my mind, I feel like I can die/killed off at any moment and I can't concentrate. But my family don't...
    lonewolf234 lonewolf234 22-25, M 2 Responses Nov 27, 2013

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    I Loved Someone But I'll Never Be With Them

    I met an older boy who is 15 going on 16 soon. However, I am just 13 and I am 3-4 years younger than him. He had a wild crush on me as I had on him. The only trouble was my parents. They kept disagreeing with me and saying no! I tried to persuade them but there is no point trying...
    PennyLou2000 PennyLou2000 13-15 Mar 11, 2012

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    Honestly, not every aspect of life sucks. I like the food, the music, and sleeping. But everything else just seems to make the world darker. Not only is our world dying slowly...
    ToBeAnOtaku101 ToBeAnOtaku101 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 3

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    It's Monday here but i have a day off today haha. I woke up this morning and suddenly felt so great. I danced to this song while taking shower (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v...
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    I don't know what it wants from me but its been testing me for a long long time now.Where do I start?My childhood ..screwed up..wasn't allowed to act like a child , lots of...
    Asadstory2tell Asadstory2tell 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 8

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    The reason life and or time move faster every day, each day or year is a smaller percentage of the life you've lived. At 10, a year's 10% of the life you've lived, at 20 a year's...
    DawnR59 DawnR59 51-55, T Jul 13

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    It's like eating a Pizza... You enjoy the first few bites as they're always the best, the deeper you get you realise it's getting shorter and you take your last few bites and wish...
    AnonymousTony AnonymousTony 18-21, M 1 Response a week ago

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    Life is soo dame short to be happy, to be free, to be anything..!! Learn how to live free... When you think u r free u will be supper happy, N when u r happy No one can put u down...
    PoHser PoHser 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 2

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    Well another wonderful day , in a wonderful life:) Breaking free from the chasils that smother our individual self expression . Life is good
    heavenlyflower123 heavenlyflower123 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 11

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    “When we least expect it, life sets us a challenge to test our courage and willingness to change; at such a moment, there is no point in pretending that nothing has happened or...
    Luvmylexus Luvmylexus 41-45, F 4 Responses Jul 11

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    It feels like I was just a little sixth grader in middle school, but now I'm a junior in high school. Everyone has changed so much. You don't really know who to call your friend...
    halieghnicole halieghnicole 16-17, F Jul 13

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    Hate my ******* life hope I get shot life is not fair
    sugarpills sugarpills 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    We are going to die someday. Someday the sun will rise but we will not be here to see it. Someday the moon will be hovering above a dark earth but we will not be here to look up...
    lemongrass09 lemongrass09 46-50, F 1 day ago

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    I feel like I am shut off emotianally. My father has stage 4 brain cancer. The tumor has greatly affected his speech and the drugs are having its side effects. He also is at a...
    daviddaviddavud daviddaviddavud 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 8

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    I think it's messed up how teens feel alone or depressed and have anxiety or panic attacks in their rooms with out their parents knowing while their watching t.v. or something and...
    MorbidRainbow MorbidRainbow 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 14

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    I agree. I just find it hard to deal with because I'm not used to being ignored. Especially when it's someone that I interacted with daily. To watch them volunteeringly walk out of...
    ceexa ceexa 18-21, F Jul 18

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    Life Is Better with out Friends. They Can Not Hurt Me, When They Are Not There as I Need When I Hurt When I Bleed. They Can Not Hurt Me By Being Disappointed With... My Letting...
    imgreywlf imgreywlf 56-60, M a week ago

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    I only think this is true because I feel as if I can't trust anyone..
    Answeringyou35 Answeringyou35 18-21, F a week ago

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    The human condition is full of ups and downs. No one, even the luckiest, is ever always happy. Bad things happen to us all. What determines our ultimate satisfaction with our life...
    Adaydreambeliever Adaydreambeliever 46-50, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I am tired of my life. Really the problem is with me only. I am too bad for everyone. I have lied and suffered so much. But still people cant get past my past. I am changed, a...
    Weareunited Weareunited 18-21, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I was so happy before the first time I fell in love.
    paigerita paigerita 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 3

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     do you agree
    michigan11 michigan11 22-25, M 1 day ago

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    Today is another beautiful day. Not only do I have my health but I have a beautiful collection of friends, family and pets to share it with. It's a wonderful world.
    heavenlyflower123 heavenlyflower123 36-40, F Jul 10

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    Yeah...they dont wanna see you? Alright,moving on.You are way more worthy than waiting for some idi*t to notice. Honey was not made for pig's mouth. Be honey ;)
    4biandu 4biandu 26-30, F Jul 13

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    Crewsaver BSI Looking to get one of these, do they do them with a crotch strap? Also what do they feel like on? Thanks
    rik01uk rik01uk 26-30, M Jul 17

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    14,000 are having sex right now. 25,000 are kissing. 50,000 are hugging. And you...well you're reading this experience. Trust me I'm now happy about if either ;)
    foreignindulgence foreignindulgence 18-21, F Jul 18

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    Yup. Like does everything need to happen right now? Like why can't I have normally parents and not be in between everything. It puts a lot if stress on me. 😒😔
    Everystormends Everystormends 13-15, F Jul 18

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    The death toll in Gaza arised to 386 person 70% civilians 20% kids and my dad is fighting with my mum because she parked her car in the sun. Seriously?? People have a lot of...
    PiecingMeBackTogether PiecingMeBackTogether 18-21 1 Response Jul 20

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    It's all about Life perspective!It's all about believing, control and power!If you believe that life can get better than you take control to make it better and therefore have the...
    MilweePetite MilweePetite 18-21, F Jul 6

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    Before i start i'd like to point out that i am only 16... Soo.... My first year at the university will start in 2 month.. I don't have any kinds of trauma like 90% of people here...
    Sahin1021 Sahin1021 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 10

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    Some people think life is a joke they hurt people , they do stupid things ruin there lives . god only gave us one life! Make it count !
    Junebug33 Junebug33 22-25, M Jul 17

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    i think life is boring fullstop
    wildthoughts33 wildthoughts33 13-15 1 Response Jul 9

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