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I Think My Life Is Ruined

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 125 People

    I Didn't Mean It

    Not only did I destroy mine I feel like I destroyed one of my closest friends. All my friends assumed I was having a relationship with a teacher who I'm good friends with. I know it's wrong, but I couldn't convince them any other way and the rumors are spreading around them...
    deadmusicianwalking deadmusicianwalking 16-17 1 Response Aug 23, 2013

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    What's Logical?

    I'm an 15 years old boy lived in a country named Indonesia(maybe you know bali?). When I'm young i'm just your ordinary happy little guy.Have a lot of friends, playing together, do any thing together like brothers and sisters.its so simple you meet, you play, think its fun, be...
    nofriend00 nofriend00 13-15, M 4 Responses Aug 8, 2012

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    I had everything. A great job.

    A wonderful partner. A beautiful daughter. A wonderful house that i built with my own two hands. . I swapped it all for a needle. Fast forward 7 years and more second chances than anyone deserves and im sitting here looking at holes in my arm again. My daughter deserves so...
    kegmule kegmule 41-45, M 2 Responses Mar 31, 2014

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    I am-was a taekwondo athlete.

    i was sparing with my senior when i torn my ligament. the doctor suggest me to do physiotherapy, and i did, but he said he can't guarantee whether or not i can do taekwondo again. All of my life, everything i know was and always taekwondo. my dream, my motivation, my best...
    roseinsurvival roseinsurvival 13-15 3 Responses Apr 27, 2014

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    My evil stepmom ruined my life

    since I was eight. She ensured I wasn't allowed to have friends or money. I was made to sit at home and study all day and never allowed to go anywhere. My Dad simply complied. Strange thing is it was all done behind my back, she never had to say a word out in the open. I grew...
    cooloften cooloften 31-35, M 1 Response Jul 26, 2014

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    Some Cycles Can't Be Broken.....

    I come from a lifetime of failure. Everyone in my family has failed to succeed at anything productive--- except fail. It seems like everyone is really content with their downfalls, however I am not. It drives me crazy that I can't get out of this habit of bad decision making and...
    neasy88 neasy88 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 16, 2013

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    Living In A Twilight Zone

    I'm a 22 year old Asian male about to turn 23. I am currently a med school student. I was betrayed and left for dead by my "so called" alma mater. Now, I currently have an illness that's too hard to explain. I've been trying to get help but the psychologists don't understand my...
    lonewolf234 lonewolf234 22-25, M Sep 12, 2013

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    It Took One Year To Erase The Work Of 27.

    I didn't have a happy childhood, suffered through my fair share of depression and hospitalizations for it. After high school, I worked hard to get my life back on track. Suicide attempts derailed me from whatever future I'd been speeding toward, but I studied hard and got into a...
    y0ungv3 y0ungv3 26-30, F 3 Responses Jan 18, 2012

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    I used to live in China(which is "supposed" to

    be the country of pressure), back then, I had friends, my parents are busy for work but i love them, i never pissed them off(like never ever!). But now when I'm here at canada(which is supposed to be the country of freedom), my parents are mean to me, i almost have no friends...
    JackyEC JackyEC 13-15, M 2 Responses Dec 24, 2014

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    Living On A Thin Thread

    I posted before about how I ruined my life. I'm 23 years old but I am derailed by a serious psychological illness. I seem to be exhibiting 'signs' of paranoid psychosis. In my mind, I feel like I can die/killed off at any moment and I can't concentrate. But my family don't...
    lonewolf234 lonewolf234 22-25, M 3 Responses Nov 27, 2013

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    I made so many mistakes ,

    i don't know where to start. My life is screwed! Big time!
    DutchGreenEyez DutchGreenEyez 66-70, F 5 Responses Mar 29, 2014

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    No Way Out

    I'm a 23 year old Chinese American. I'm a first year med student. I am not doing so well academically and I'm on academic probation. I have been struggling with a psychiatric condition since I got here and it's just getting worse and worse. The only help I can get here is a...
    lonewolf234 lonewolf234 22-25, M 4 Responses Oct 29, 2013

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    Okay so I'm an 18 years old guy,

    3 years ago my dad put me in a school that I didn't want it's about business I hated my life 3 years bcz of that school and and because there was only 2 students in my class and cz. I was working for 3 years and give the money I get for my dad to pay the bills and now I'm going...
    mhmdysf mhmdysf 18-21, M Aug 30, 2014

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    My life has fallen apart.

    One night 4 weeks ago I sensed something life changing was about to happen. Some ****** up things were going on and I was already mentally and physically on edge. The next day I was forced to quit my job. My best friend abandoned me the same night.
    allybubbles allybubbles 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 27, 2014

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    love19872012 love19872012 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 4, 2014

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    I keep on asking myself what is the point of

    carrying on living this hell of a life. I have no support i have no hope no dreams its all lost just falling into continious downward spiral. It is ******* easy to tell someone like me to go and do something about it trust me it's not as easy as it may seem words mean nothing...
    Westillalive Westillalive 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 2, 2014

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    21 Soon And Never Celebrated My Birthday...nobody By My Side

    So I hv and hv had a really pathetic life which has caused me my sanity. While growing up my parents never bothered for me ... never got me a cake to cut... nvr gt me a gift... they never let me go dancing and even as a kid I never had frnds.... I ws fat and would be awake most...
    reyana reyana 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 5, 2012

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    How I Completely Ruined My Life...

    I was a promising high school student i got high marks on my grades, was a programmer, writer and a bit of a philosopher. But i unknowningly made mistakes afterward that would forever alter my life for the worst. It wasnt because i did drugs, got in with a gang, got into trouble...
    Darkslayeryuu Darkslayeryuu 22-25 4 Responses Dec 7, 2012

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    Wrong Person Wrong Place Wrong Time

    I was born in the wrong dimension. amidst the suffering and struggle to grow in this stifling condition i was eventually gang-stalked and harassed for being lost and different. research shows this is an institutional condition that just naturally happens within every generation...
    dcwilliamito dcwilliamito 31-35, M Jun 24, 2013

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    I Loved Someone But I'll Never Be With Them

    I met an older boy who is 15 going on 16 soon. However, I am just 13 and I am 3-4 years younger than him. He had a wild crush on me as I had on him. The only trouble was my parents. They kept disagreeing with me and saying no! I tried to persuade them but there is no point trying...
    PennyLou2000 PennyLou2000 13-15 Mar 11, 2012

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    It's ironic when your afraid of what you really want..It really is.I want connection,closeness,love,emotional intimacy and so many other things but sometimes i fear this things and...
    simpleandpossible simpleandpossible 22-25, F May 9

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    At the end of the night, when all the lights are off, and my mind is at rest, I love to just let my imagination run wild with the happiest thoughts I can think of hoping one day...
    toiletwater toiletwater 16-17, M Apr 29

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    Every night when I go to sleep, I listen to my favourite songs and I close my eyes and start thinking about my life!
    kalamist221 kalamist221 16-17, M 2 Responses Apr 30

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    I want to explore the world and live my life being adventurous. I need to get a degree and save money though.. But I cannot stop thinking about it! It's distracting and taking away...
    dabc12 dabc12 18-21, F 1 Response May 1

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    Life is a sea and we are ships. We conquer the storms, master the tides, face the hurricanes and keep sailing forth to our next horizon. On our ship we are either alone or we have...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 30

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    And I'm enjoying the ride. Good times, bad times you gotta roll with it. People make the adventure worth taking. I have loved and lost, made friends I'll be close to forever and...
    LemonadeGrin LemonadeGrin 41-45, M 3 Responses Apr 30

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    So it's weird. This past month/2 months has been crazy. First I got my car back/ L's back, and I should be really happy. I dropped out of HS to pursue my GED. I've been eating like...
    FreeSpirit02 FreeSpirit02 18-21, F 4 Responses May 7

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    I have done a lot of things that I most definitely shouldn't have and so many things that I wish I would have. I have met a lot of people who have hurt me and some who have helped...
    TiredOfBeingHurt TiredOfBeingHurt 18-21, F 1 Response May 19

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    You can either be a victim of the world or an adventurer in search of treasure. It all depends on how you view your life. ~Paulo Coelho
    silverfox54 silverfox54 61-65, F May 1

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    I met the most wonderful man in my life and I was still martial. I tried to get away❤️just to rub off the filth and be clean and really good for him when he got ready for me...
    shaunahall shaunahall 41-45, F 1 Response May 2

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    Life is too short... Break the rules Forgive quickly Kiss slowly Love truly Laugh uncontrollably And never ever regret anything that once made you smile.
    Daydreaming2 Daydreaming2 41-45, F 6 Responses May 3

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    I'm sick of feeling low. I need to remember life is to short to waste time feeling like this!
    abbie007 abbie007 18-21, F 1 Response May 4

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    Life is one big adventure we all go through our ups and downs, we learn from our mistakes, everything happens for a reason so smile princess everything is just alright.
    hazlewood hazlewood 16-17, F 2 Responses May 4

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    Life is a hell of an adventure! It has everything that any adventure has; ups and downs,adrenaline rushes, feeling tired after a long day, happy memories, sad losses, starry...
    lupos lupos 13-15, F May 7

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    Life totally sucks without a phone charger...
    BrutallyHonest13 BrutallyHonest13 22-25, F May 9

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    Life is what you make it, we have to create our happy places and not fear taking some risks. Fear is False Evidence Appearing Real
    avachat avachat 51-55, M 2 Responses May 12

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    It really is! :) I'm feeling so good right now lol. Sleepy but sooo grateful for how far I've come in my life!! Thank you God!!
    lilabnormal lilabnormal 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    Everyone will die, so what is the real point to life? Sometimes it all feels like a big dream and I get scared and panic. I am afraid to lose everyone and for it all to be over. I...
    ErraticSarcastic ErraticSarcastic 26-30, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    Sometimes I wonder, are we the first failed attempt by god at the human race. I turn on the the TV to find out that some sick freak has murdered some poor woman days before she is...
    theworldiscruel theworldiscruel 18-21, M Apr 28

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    I need to go and experience the world. who wants to go with me?
    griffinjohanson123 griffinjohanson123 13-15, M 3 Responses May 2

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    Spontaneous adventures are my favorite. No plans. No thoughts. Just go.Picture: by me. At Saint Simon's Island, Ga. 
    ashleynichole19 ashleynichole19 18-21, F 1 Response May 5

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    Am not able to revise properly.I feel tired all the time..I can't focus
    Elaina12 Elaina12 18-21, F May 5

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    Everybody should check out the movie Baraka. It's like a spiritual based documentary without commentary. If you've already seen it, smoke a spliff and watch it again.
    PuckDrop PuckDrop 18-21, M May 6

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