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I Think My Life Is Ruined

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    21 Soon And Never Celebrated My Birthday...nobody By My Side

    So I hv and hv had a really pathetic life which has caused me my sanity. While growing up my parents never bothered for me ... never got me a cake to cut... nvr gt me a gift... they never let me go dancing and even as a kid I never had frnds.... I ws fat and would be awake most...
    reyana reyana 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 5, 2012

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    Wrong Person Wrong Place Wrong Time

    I was born in the wrong dimension. amidst the suffering and struggle to grow in this stifling condition i was eventually gang-stalked and harassed for being lost and different. research shows this is an institutional condition that just naturally happens within every generation...
    dcwilliamito dcwilliamito 31-35, M Jun 24, 2013

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    love19872012 love19872012 26-30, F Apr 4

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    I had everything. A great job.

    A wonderful partner. A beautiful daughter. A wonderful house that i built with my own two hands. . I swapped it all for a needle. Fast forward 7 years and more second chances than anyone deserves and im sitting here looking at holes in my arm again. My daughter deserves so...
    kegmule kegmule 41-45, M 1 Response Mar 31

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    I Loved Someone But I'll Never Be With Them

    I met an older boy who is 15 going on 16 soon. However, I am just 13 and I am 3-4 years younger than him. He had a wild crush on me as I had on him. The only trouble was my parents. They kept disagreeing with me and saying no! I tried to persuade them but there is no point trying...
    PennyLou2000 PennyLou2000 13-15 Mar 11, 2012

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    Living In A Twilight Zone

    I'm a 22 year old Asian male about to turn 23. I am currently a med school student. I was betrayed and left for dead by my "so called" alma mater. Now, I currently have an illness that's too hard to explain. I've been trying to get help but the psychologists don't understand my...
    lonewolf234 lonewolf234 22-25, M Sep 12, 2013

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    Living On A Thin Thread

    I posted before about how I ruined my life. I'm 23 years old but I am derailed by a serious psychological illness. I seem to be exhibiting 'signs' of paranoid psychosis. In my mind, I feel like I can die/killed off at any moment and I can't concentrate. But my family don't...
    lonewolf234 lonewolf234 22-25, M 2 Responses Nov 27, 2013

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    It Took One Year To Erase The Work Of 27.

    I didn't have a happy childhood, suffered through my fair share of depression and hospitalizations for it. After high school, I worked hard to get my life back on track. Suicide attempts derailed me from whatever future I'd been speeding toward, but I studied hard and got into a...
    y0ungv3 y0ungv3 26-30, F 3 Responses Jan 18, 2012

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    I keep on asking myself what is the point of

    carrying on living this hell of a life. I have no support i have no hope no dreams its all lost just falling into continious downward spiral. It is ******* easy to tell someone like me to go and do something about it trust me it's not as easy as it may seem words mean nothing...
    Westillalive Westillalive 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 2

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    What's Logical?

    I'm an 15 years old boy lived in a country named Indonesia(maybe you know bali?). When I'm young i'm just your ordinary happy little guy.Have a lot of friends, playing together, do any thing together like brothers and sisters.its so simple you meet, you play, think its fun, be...
    nofriend00 nofriend00 13-15, M 3 Responses Aug 8, 2012

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    No Way Out

    I'm a 23 year old Chinese American. I'm a first year med student. I am not doing so well academically and I'm on academic probation. I have been struggling with a psychiatric condition since I got here and it's just getting worse and worse. The only help I can get here is a...
    lonewolf234 lonewolf234 22-25, M 3 Responses Oct 29, 2013

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    How I Completely Ruined My Life...

    I was a promising high school student i got high marks on my grades, was a programmer, writer and a bit of a philosopher. But i unknowningly made mistakes afterward that would forever alter my life for the worst. It wasnt because i did drugs, got in with a gang, got into trouble...
    Darkslayeryuu Darkslayeryuu 22-25 2 Responses Dec 7, 2012

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    I made so many mistakes ,

    i don't know where to start. My life is screwed! Big time!
    DutchGreenEyez DutchGreenEyez 66-70, F 2 Responses Mar 29

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    Some Cycles Can't Be Broken.....

    I come from a lifetime of failure. Everyone in my family has failed to succeed at anything productive--- except fail. It seems like everyone is really content with their downfalls, however I am not. It drives me crazy that I can't get out of this habit of bad decision making and...
    neasy88 neasy88 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 16, 2013

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    I Didn't Mean It

    Not only did I destroy mine I feel like I destroyed one of my closest friends. All my friends assumed I was having a relationship with a teacher who I'm good friends with. I know it's wrong, but I couldn't convince them any other way and the rumors are spreading around them...
    deadmusicianwalking deadmusicianwalking 16-17 1 Response Aug 23, 2013

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    I think life is too short to worry about all of the things that scare you. I think you should be spontaneous and adventurous so that when you look back on your past twenty years...
    maleyhiller maleyhiller 16-17, F Mar 26

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    You know, it's really unfortunate. Last year around this time I got my hands on psychedelics for the first time. It began with shrooms, and I instantly became addicted to the cool...
    xxtheecalamity xxtheecalamity 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 2

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    Life is a illusion, it gives you a taste of every possible emotion and feeling that exists. It's an illusion because you may never feel tomorrow what you feel today. It's changing...
    Norajean1109 Norajean1109 18-21, F Apr 3

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    "Stop being a prisoner of your past, become an architect of your future." This quote always hits home to me. For a long time, I would sit scrutinising things in my past, not...
    Bellastasia Bellastasia 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 14

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    Life is cruel sometimes but you have to push through- you'll be all right :) People have bullied me and hurt me before- and it still greatly impacts my self-esteem today. But you...
    calmingmelody calmingmelody 13-15, F Mar 27

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    I wish I can rewind to my Freshman year in high school, so I would of taken school more seriously and maybe now in my life would have a degree and a career. But life does not work...
    believe201427 believe201427 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 12

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    Life is what you make it ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
    Jahhh Jahhh 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    Stop being sad, anxious, and frustrated. Moving on and creating new life. Losing weight and passing the important test.
    fitwealth fitwealth 22-25, F Apr 1

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    I Don't share stories so people Will feel bad for me, i post my stories to try to help You guys out. When i was 8years old my parents were divorced. When i was in 5th & 6th grade i...
    staystrongplease staystrongplease 13-15, F Apr 5

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    Life is like a CAMERA! FOCUS on what's important! CAPTURE the good times! DEVELOP from the negatives And if things don't work out TAKE ANOTHER SHOT !!!!!!!!📷
    Sandyshaw13 Sandyshaw13 36-40, F 2 Responses Apr 8

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    It's amazing how good you can feel when you meet someone new. The possibility of what could be and then you get close. You share your secrets and you think that person is going to...
    123purplerain 123purplerain 16-17, F Apr 7

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    Just thinking of what we SHOULD be doing with the time we are given or if we just decide and that's the beauty of it all. Should we always be doing something or is it okay to not...
    ForeverInTheMoment ForeverInTheMoment 16-17, M Apr 14

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    Washing my car and my neighbor keeps looking he thinks I don't see him lol
    Heatherbooboo Heatherbooboo 22-25, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    I want to mend it but I know I'll never have a chance to. You only realize what you have when it's gone.
    xcandyx xcandyx 18-21, F Mar 27

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    “He who becomes the slave of habit, who follows the same routes every day, who never changes pace, who does not risk and change the color of his clothes, who does not speak and...
    primnproper primnproper 46-50, F 5 Responses Apr 12

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    I just wish I could rewind that night
    ssingularrggirll ssingularrggirll 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 12

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    So many differences. I wouldn't be overweight, would've had more friends, wouldn't be transferring schools, wouldn't of fell down a flight of stairs, wouldn't of got a concussion...
    snowflakekeri snowflakekeri 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 12

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    Re-appearing: I got a bit spooked off recently and left EP. I'm back, and looking forward to reconnecting with people here. I just own one vest right now (an airliner) but I'm...
    MissFortnight MissFortnight 36-40, T 1 Response a week ago

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    We have to get periods (some experience cramps) We have to give child birth Abortions are not allowed in some places and if a man rapes a woman she can get pregnant Men dont have...
    vikquinn6 vikquinn6 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    OK, so i said i needed help because i didn't know what i should do if the game froze and i hadn't saved in awhile. i thought, hey, maybe it wont be so bad. i restarted the wii and...
    deadicequeen deadicequeen 18-21, F 16 hrs ago

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    You've probably all seen me. Or at least read my posts. I want to write this, it'll be like one of those sappy #day32 things. These are my thoughts, pulled out and strung together...
    shadowgem shadowgem 13-15, F Apr 12

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    I don't think of death as scary. I'm more upset at the fact that it might hurt. Although, whether pain is the case or not, I still think that death is a natural part of life that...
    Juls4 Juls4 16-17, F 3 hrs ago

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    My husband and I are like oil and vinegar. He is very disrespectful. He accuses me of cheating and not just cheating but cheating with his friends his family women and strangers...
    missunderstood84 missunderstood84 26-30, F 5 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    I met Ben in December 2012 and we both instantly liked each other, things I think went way to fast and we jumped into a relationship to quick. A lot of my friends and family died...
    meme2183 meme2183 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 28

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    Like bourne supemacy... Even when i sleep, thinking is continued in the form of dreams. I don't remember any night slept without dreams, even half an sleep. Seriously i want...
    esteem29 esteem29 26-30, M 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    I recently joined this community in hopes to get many things off my chest, and hopefully get some positivity from anyone who’s willing to listen. My name is Zach and I’m 19...
    Zach001 Zach001 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 6

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    I'm about to graduate from university in two months, and I don't know what to do with my life. My mom is encouraging me to start looking for a job now, and my dad is insisting...
    GorgeousHz GorgeousHz 18-21, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    19 Reasons Why I Hate You: 1. You always talk but never listen. It's always about you. You don't care about anything I tell you. When I talk, you either interrupt, roll your eyes...
    tarara0414 tarara0414 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 27

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    I'm only 30 but I feel like I'm 70. I feel like I'm at the end of the line. I was a workaholic. My first job was right after school. When I was in college, I tend to work during...
    hopefulunderdog hopefulunderdog 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 1

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    I'm 23 and I've been married 10 months to the man I've been dating since I was 15. We've been together for 7 years. What makes this situation so hard is that there is nothing...
    Gingerness7 Gingerness7 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 11

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    i used 2 have the world in my hands. a bff who would hook me up w/guys and mutual friends w/that bff who i don't talk 2 anymore cuz me and my x bff have brocken up. her mom found...
    casssss casssss 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 29

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    They said live life to the fullest not to the foolish. Hello experience project listeners and readers. This is BRATNER once again. In life there are some happenings that must be...
    BRATNER BRATNER 22-25 Apr 13

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    Another friends has been lost again. We were not incredibly close, but the hurt i am feeling is immense. Everyone handles things differently. I remember when my boyfriend died, and...
    theMETAmonologue theMETAmonologue 18-21, F 4 hrs ago

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    I have no friends anymore I hate my life i don't want to live I'm just sick of everything in this world. I had a girl accuse me of raping her which I can honestly say I did not do...
    Cooper2926 Cooper2926 22-25, M 3 Responses Mar 29

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    I was with someone and I showed my heart and I think I've ruined it. I'm sad.
    INeedMore INeedMore 31-35, F Apr 11

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    Being positive in life helps a lot. Seeing the light at the end of the tunnel is a good point. Can we smile through our downs in life? If we can, then good for us and those around...
    bigfeat bigfeat 26-30, M 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    I'm still young and probably haven't made the best choices with relationships, but my past really ruined me. I'm so used to being put down and left behind. My last boyfriend always...
    megtayl0rr megtayl0rr 16-17, F 6 Responses Apr 6