And yes I think The Lord hates me.
I feel like you have to be in a certain 'club' to be 'wanted' by him to fulfil something.
Finished school, went to bible courses...did this did...
I always tell people "... Yeah but that person hates me." In a joking manner but sometimes I truly believe it.
Well maybe not everyone HATES me but i definitely feel like most people won't miss me when I'm gone. Generally feel like I'm jay in the way.
Is it possible to hate God but love Jesus? Apparently Jesus is God but Jesus is so different from him. Jesus is a human in heaven. ( I don't understand it very much)
How can it be...
if he was real he would have burned me to death years ago