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I Think No One Will Ever Know You Completely

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 158 People

    Im a Closed Book (with a Few Open Pages)

    no one will ever fully know me, i cant imagine that happening. I would have to put myself in a position of trust and compromise myself to get to that point. I dont think it will ever happen. 
    thehippy thehippy 41-45, F 2 Responses Mar 31, 2009

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    Bipolar?

    I have been diagnosed as bipolar since I was 15 (I am 23 now). I have never felt that anyone truly understands me, even myself. I never know when I wake up, how I'll feel when I go to sleep that same night. I understand the feeling of not being completely known.
    justforpenpals8185 justforpenpals8185 22-25, F 1 Response May 5, 2009

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    A Virtual Impossibility If You Ask Me

    The human brain is something like a 1000 times more intricate than even the most complex of computer programs; that being said, how can one ever hope to completely know the deepest, darkest recesses of another person's mind?  there are days when i confound and confuse...
    trixi trixi 41-45, F Jan 1, 2008

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    No Complaints

    When I was a kid I thought that loneliness was a normal condition.  It was a natural state, something that belonged to mankind.  I was just not adapted to it.  I couldn't get used to it.  It caused a lot of pain.   Slowly I started to realize that others...
    moreandless moreandless 56-60, M 1 Response Feb 10, 2010

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    How Could They?

    (if you're experiencing deja vu, it's because it's a slightly changed version of a story i wrote for another group) sometimes i feel so desperately isolated by my experiences and my emotions and my way of understanding things. like i just want to stand in the street and scream...
    journeyfulloflaughter journeyfulloflaughter 26-30, F Dec 31, 2007

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    Even When I Try

    Even when I try to let someone in that far...even when I tell them everything about me, light and dark, fair and not, good and bad...  even once I flay myself open and leave absolutely nothing to the imagination any more... Even then they still get it wrong. And why do...
    dyin2live dyin2live 31-35, F 2 Responses Aug 10, 2008

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    True

    You got that right. One completely knows me...  
    mother1983 mother1983 31-35, F Apr 7, 2009

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    I Agree But Is That Really Important?

    I agree, "no one will ever know you completely". But really I think to say it like that just sounds too pessimistic. I mean, I don't think the ability to have absolutely everything about you is really the point to life ever. Besides, we all seem to like our secrets. I...
    anadude anadude 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 1, 2009

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    I Am An Open Book And Ep Has Taken Me Down The Rabbit Hole

    460+ stories nad I'm still not done. There is more depth, I Have oceans to drown you. The oceans are SHALLOW compared to me.
    ManifestoOfThePhoenix ManifestoOfThePhoenix 26-30, M May 28, 2012

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    Not Really

    Especailly here where all you get are words. You can tell a lot about someone by how they write...that is if they are not making stuff up. But online you will never know the person behind the screen. Never know their little quirks and the little things that make them happy or...
    weather1965 weather1965 41-45, M Aug 17, 2008

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    We Constantly Reinvent Ourselves...

    the constant need to be accepted and to matter to someone often creates some changes in a person's life.  while these changes may not be done openly or with intentions to do so, over time,  you realize and find them out about yourself.   the same thing happens...
    mica62 mica62 46-50, F 2 Responses Jan 1, 2008

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    It Really Doesn't Matter

    Unless someone followed you around your whole life, they could never come close to knowing you, and even then they wouldn't know what you were thinking. It is a good thing though, because we all constantly re-invent ourselves, you forget the bad things, remember the good things...
    mikemcneil mikemcneil 51-55, M 2 Responses Jan 1, 2008

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    I Wish....

    I am constantly looking for the person I can truly trust. But even then, I don't know if I would ever trust them fully..I have a lot of skeletons in my closet, and I don't trust anyone at all to my secrets..I wish, wish wish!! I had someoe I...
    freedomlovingypsy freedomlovingypsy 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 29, 2009

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    Bec It's Only You Who Will Ever Really Know Yourself

    and sometimes, not even.. lol! :p.. i guess, it's really just like that. you'll know yourself better than anyone else does, and ever will. so it's really you who should understand, love & accept yourself more than anyone else. and all u can do is wish 4 someone who'll love...
    mistyeyedlass mistyeyedlass 18-21, F 2 Responses May 5, 2009

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    No Way

    you can get very close to a person of course, and know them very well, but I don't belive anyone will ever know you 100% and you will never know anyone else that 100% either. And sometimes you even do things to surprise yourself! Do you think it's possible that you will never...
    juniper juniper 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 31, 2007

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    I can't address you, because in my last account you found me that way. You have no idea how much longing I have, this sadness that I feel when I think of everything I once had...
    MissAutumn MissAutumn 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 13

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    You were my first kiss. You were my first love. We would meet in a park after work and we would talk for hours, interrupted by kisses. We would laugh and I always thought that I...
    BethKristin BethKristin 36-40, F Mar 29

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    Just because I am the one that left doesn't mean I miss you any less. I miss you so much but I know staying would have just ruined the image of the you I use to know. I don't want...
    HeForgotMe HeForgotMe 26-30 5 Responses Apr 7

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    Sugar you - oh honey A song for good times (#connorfranta) Don't think about the negative, think of all the happy memories you had as a child or our time together, when I remember...
    LonleyMsLane LonleyMsLane 16-17, F 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    Every single day I miss you. Even if I don't say it that doesn't mean I don't :P Same goes for "I love you" I really really do Emily and I always will. Even if I don't say it even...
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 29

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    Not even 12 hour later..., I miss you already. All of a sudden every love song reminded me of you. You're such a gentleman. Such a sweetheart. I'm truly blessed to have you in...
    EyeDontGiveAHoot EyeDontGiveAHoot 36-40, F 4 Responses Mar 29

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    I'm sitting here drinking beer listening to oldies ...my heart is hurting soo bad! I had promised myself I wouldn't let no man hurt me the first time you broke me.. and now 12...
    justhere25 justhere25 26-30, F Mar 27

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    As long as I get to be around you and talk to you, the rest it doesn't matter what you do to me.
    msb2015 msb2015 26-30, M Mar 29

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    I really hope I don't,but recently the feeling is back... My feelings for you grow again. I start to hope to see you all the time again... You've rejected me in a gentle way,and I...
    ellen183 ellen183 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    Been two years since my dad passed away. I carry him in my heart everyday! R.I.P. JDD
    Srfrchickie Srfrchickie 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 31

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    Still miss him... How come I don't get any closure?
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Apr 13

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    Sometimes it's not always for the better. A man who used to be my childhood best friend changed my life drastically. I've got a mile long list of things that make me panicky now...
    KittyCunt KittyCunt 18-21, F 5 Responses Apr 1

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    I think one person could change your life depending on the person and the knowledge they carry along with the admiration you have for them or what key part they carry in your life
    caiseyi caiseyi 22-25, F Apr 13

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    I’ll never know (by breadcrumbscu) I’ll never know what I’d do, Without the kind of friends like you. I’ll never know how to love, Until it is given from above. I...
    breadcrumbscu breadcrumbscu 56-60, M 5 hrs ago

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    I don't know. A friend told me that I push people who likes me. I think I'll never know what's love...
    supernerd22 supernerd22 16-17, M 2 Responses Apr 17

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    You changed everything, showed me things I needed that I wasn't getting from my ex emotionally. I will always love you with every bit of my heart and I can't wait to be your wife
    orsoliz orsoliz 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 14

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    Hey ole Friend, thanks for callin' It's good to know somebody cares Yeah she's gone, but I don't feel like talkin' It might be just too much to bear To hear somebody say it stops...
    dfries63 dfries63 46-50, M Apr 15

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    It's been 3 years since we've even spoken a word, and 10 years since I first met him. I still think of him everyday and wish he was still here with me. I can't wait till this...
    Sarahlw1 Sarahlw1 26-30, F 3 Responses Mar 28

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    After watching how ugly and nasty divorce can be I don't think I'll ever get married.. It sucks all around and it's mostly unfair to the kids.
    sancjo88 sancjo88 26-30, M 2 Responses Apr 1

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    You may never know it but you saved me. I was heavily bullied in school and my parents were in the middle of separation. I got home with bruises, torn socks and failing grades...
    filledspaces filledspaces 26-30, F Apr 12

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    All .....thanks!!!!! YOU CAN SUCK HIS **** WE KNOW YOUR ONE OF HIS HOES Thanks Joe
    baseMENTFILMSIN55 baseMENTFILMSIN55 51-55 Mar 31

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    I know you loved him, a long time ago Even now in my arms, you still want him I know But darling this time, your memories die When you hold me tonight, don't close your eyes Don't...
    atomblu atomblu 51-55, M 2 Responses Apr 7

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    Title says it all. I will answer whatever you ask.
    thatwhichsees thatwhichsees 26-30, M 2 Responses Mar 30

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    I am awake and will answer anything you ask me. Sexual questions are also a plus!
    txvoice23 txvoice23 36-40, M 1 Response Apr 12

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    I will answer anything you ask. Sexual questions are good too.
    txvoice23 txvoice23 36-40, M Apr 16

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    I don't message you to just ask you about the weather. I want to get to know you and figure out what the things you like are and what your dreams for the future are.
    GreenEyess GreenEyess 16-17, F Apr 2

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    I definitely believe that one person can change your whole life. This can happen on many levels, whether it be romantically, you're career path, or just the way you are the world.
    mattywheels25 mattywheels25 26-30, M 2 Responses