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I Think of Killing Myself Every Day

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 67 People

    Idk

     When I was young my slow uncle tried to molest me . He locked me int the bathroom until I played with him. I was used to getting yelled at . I thought I'd get in trouble I said nothing. When I was ten she told me , she hates me my mother that is. She goes to work to get...
    pennylanesmith pennylanesmith
    26-30
    Jun 16, 2010

    the oldest trees on earth are the best

    tombstones, life comes full circle
    miimii0069 miimii0069
    31-35, F
    1 Response Sep 4, 2015

    Not no mores. ϵ( 'Θ' )϶ //_o

    ▽・x・▽ (=^ェ^=)(=゚ω゚)ノ
    CaseyLeCuteUn CaseyLeCuteUn
    22-25, M
    Mar 18, 2014

    Garbage

    I joined the military, falling for the recruiting propaganda that I would gain confidence, self esteem, and "brotherhood." The truth is I have never felt more alone and worthless. I have old injuries that cause me constant pain so i am not good at pt and because of it I am...
    Khgtm23 Khgtm23
    22-25
    1 Response Nov 28, 2012

    I Try To Keep It Inside

    Ever since I can remember I've always thought about killing myself as early as 6 or 7 years old I hate my life just absolutely hate it, always have. At 7 I got raped by my brother(he is only a year older then me) but according to my mom I didn't know what I was talking about...
    Erazula Erazula
    22-25, F
    Feb 28, 2013

    Unseen All In Your Face

    Where to start i Look at everyones Blog to get an Idea we Must all Havea Dark Past that will stay in the Back of your Mind Feeding on the Pain or Hate Luckly I got So Much my Past Is a Beast that Walkes. Yea sounds crazy but When i fill i cant take enuff he hands me the Gun...
    GeneUnseen GeneUnseen
    31-35, M
    Jul 13, 2010

    Help

    Well my life is complicated! I have attempted suicide more times than I care to think of! I honestly don't know why I am still here cause I should be dead most days I see myself as a failure because hell I can't even kill myself and that's what I most want is to be free from this...
    Karolboo Karolboo
    26-30, F
    Sep 16, 2012

    That's How You Know I'm Fighting

    It's not even a thought either,it's more like a ... consideration.I should say I consider killing myself every day. It is very hard for me to walk away from that and turn away.See how nice I am to me? I am good to myself even when the rest of the world isn't!!
    WiltingBlossom WiltingBlossom
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 28, 2011

    lost my direction. feel like it is inevitable.

    some weird feeling in my head. just feel like it. know i shouldn't. it all doesn't matter anyway.
    despratethinking despratethinking
    31-35, F
    Aug 18, 2014

    Homicidial/suicidal

    i to am deeply depressed, i have not been able to find any work, any loves, not even a friend and i am homeless, i have had deeply depresive feelings since the age of 14, when my so called father sat me down and told me i was the sole reason his life turned to ****. he then told...
    ClockWorkRed ClockWorkRed
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Jun 7, 2009

    Feels like everyone talk bad about me

    and i cant even tell my family im bi . I hate having to think that my family will hate me like everyone does . Ppl constantly call me bad names all the time and half of them know im bi i cant deal with it anymore k know. Im a guy and guys dont get TOO emotional but. I cant...
    dduon1 dduon1
    22-25, M
    1 Response Mar 18, 2014

    I Cant Have His Baby

    im really in like with this guy. i care about him so much and really want to be with him. we had unproteted sex and i could be pregnant. hes freaking out about it. i honestly dont think i am. he says he wants a kid just not now. he wants to be a good provider and i can respect...
    roulette roulette
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Aug 29, 2008

    It...

    It ******* hurts to be living and I realized a few years ago that life doesn't slow down it just keeps coming full force and hard...I feel like I'm stuck in a ****** up stalemate....my life has been **** thus far and I think about killing myself everyday all day...I've...
    blue4u2009 blue4u2009
    18-21, F
    Oct 21, 2009

    My sons are addicts and it's killing me!

    Can't take life anymore!!
    exbunner exbunner
    46-50, F
    1 Response Mar 12, 2014

    Why Bother?

    This feeling haunts me continually, it is there when I wake up, there throughout the day, there when I go to sleep.  It has been for as long as I can remember.  The pain, the loneliness, it has worsened if anything over the years.  The only time this urge hasn't...
    FranzJosef FranzJosef
    26-30, M
    3 Responses Jul 6, 2007

    I Dont Wanna Die

    i have sucidal thoughts almost everyday since i was 11, and its not some much that i wanna die, i just want the pain to go away. i feel like im suffering everyday, no matter what i do i to relive it im still in pain and death to me seem like the only solution sometimes does any...
    roulette roulette
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Apr 11, 2007

    I Cant Have His Baby

    im really in like with this guy. i care about him so much and really want to be with him. we had unproteted sex and i could be pregnant. hes freaking out about it. i honestly dont think i am. he says he wants a kid just not now. he wants to be a good provider and i can respect...
    roulette roulette
    22-25, F
    1 Response Aug 29, 2008

    I Don't Understand It

    For quite some time now, I've thought about killing myself every day. It's weird, because I don't really have anything to complain about. I've got good friends, I'm finally in a curriculum I love, with great coursemates and teachers, I'm not poor or malnourished, I have a secure...
    eter eter
    18-21
    1 Response Feb 3, 2011
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