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I Think Thats It Is Luck Of The Draw

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    50 Way I Have Been Told I Am Not Good Enough.

    1) I am to you young. 2) I am to old (yep got this at 21) 3) I am black 4) I am not black enough (yep this was said to me) 5) I show lack of emotion (changed) 6) I show to much emotion (sigh) 7) I am not smart enough 8) I am funny but they can't take me seriously 9) I am fat 10...
    NsprDash NsprDash 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 16, 2013

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    I Think Tonight I Will Put Effort Into Dieing

    I guess I always chicken out but I am so tired and in so much pain. I will try again . I think death will make things better because life is breaking me.
    NsprDash NsprDash 26-30, M Aug 23, 2013

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    GRIN AND BARE IT

    I am trying to be happy. I am trying to take all the negative and just smile. But I see everything getting worse and I am having a hard time breathing. I'm scared and I think I am going to have to really end soon because finding reasons to keep going is more painful than...
    NsprDash NsprDash 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 5, 2013

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    The Question. Sorry To Long To Ask

    Is it ok to hate someone? A year and a half ago I met a guy and yes a guy. we talked and we flirted it was cool. 1st time someone flirted with me. So I asked him out about 3 weeks after that ... a week later I introduced him to a friend... 2 weeks later they tell me they are in...
    NsprDash NsprDash 26-30, M 6 Responses Feb 2, 2013

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    I Think That Its Luck Of The Draw

    So once again I feel ignored. Rejected and just plain not wanted. I made these friends but in at the same time I feel like the way my old friend treat me. They talk to each other and they play around and I'll say it they hit on each other and once more I feel left out.I'm so...
    NsprDash NsprDash 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 17, 2011

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    As Of Today This Is My Vow

    With all that is new and old . with all that is past and present I am no longer straying from my plans. I have had a suicide plan since I was 18 I never went through with it in hopes that things would get better even now I still I walk though the same lines of hell I have been in...
    NsprDash NsprDash 26-30, M 2 Responses Sep 6, 2013

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    Everyone Is Avoiding Me...

    Not even sure what I did.... People leave when I say hi. I get weird stand offish stuff when I say Hi.........I get WTF looks ... Ugh...
    NsprDash NsprDash 26-30, M Jun 1, 2013

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    No One Gets It Really Do They

    I don’t I have never had real friends. Just them. They were my real friends and family. No one else. everyone else is just a liar. No one cares.. No one would care if I died. Or even cry. It’s so funny we get sad over a person you met 30 seconds ago me I tell how I feel...
    NsprDash NsprDash 26-30, M Jun 9, 2013

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    This Is The Worst Month Of My Life And My Life Is Pretty Bad

    On Saturday I had a my bosses basically tell me that they hate me and the only reason the keep me around is because I do good work. Well hate is a strong word they say i'm very anti social and way to submissive which is a short list of what they said. I was so mad and looking...
    NsprDash NsprDash 26-30, M 3 Responses Oct 4, 2011

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    All I Hear Is Lies

    You're are great. You're awesome. I would totally date you. You're so sweet. I need you in my life. Lies. People say these things to control me. To keep me in there bubble. But it's all a lie isn't it .
    NsprDash NsprDash 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 6, 2013

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    Only When I Sleep

    Only when I sleep does the pain of the world wash away. Only when I sleep does it all vanish. Only when I sleep does my mind go quiet . Only when I sleep does my heart feel at ease. Only when I am sleeping do I feel any peace Only when I am sleeping do I feel free I am so tired...
    NsprDash NsprDash 26-30, M 2 Responses Dec 26, 2012

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    I Keep Having A Nightmare Of My Death

    in this dream I see I am looking up at a mural of myself. My hands are our forwards as if I am telling myself to come home. I see words on the right side I see pain , suffering, death. On the left side I see sadness, alone, hopeless over my head I see worthless, useless, alone...
    NsprDash NsprDash 26-30, M Aug 18, 2013

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    I Am Actively Trying.

    It's getting harder and harder to keep from going back to sad depressed gonna end it me and whoa is it tough. Not sure if I can keep this up.
    NsprDash NsprDash 26-30, M Aug 21, 2011

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    How Broken Is My Heart

    I don't have a fancy cell phone to show myself being sad. I don't have a good cam to catch myself crying. I don't have the mental ability to explain my self in full detail and I don't have the time to keep feel this in every aspect of my life. I don't have someone in my life to...
    NsprDash NsprDash 26-30, M 2 Responses Aug 15, 2013

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    NsprDash NsprDash 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 10, 2013

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    I wonder if you are thinking of me, If you ever think of me, or if you only think of me when we are talking. You are always on my mind. I think about you ALL the time. I talk about...
    BroknGirl89 BroknGirl89 26-30, F 1 hr ago

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    There is so much we can do for those who are suicidal, and for those who are in need, and want their life to be over. There is so much we can do, if we just take the time to help...
    BroknGirl89 BroknGirl89 26-30, F 1 hr ago

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    drawing some yandere because I recently watched my favourite YouTuber play it
    XxautychanxX XxautychanxX 13-15, F 3 hrs ago

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    Only a week left as I embark on a new chapter in my life. I don't even know what i'm feeling anymore. I lost my appetite, my interest in drawing, my energy whenever I drink coffee...
    alltimestrokes alltimestrokes 18-21, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    I am pretty proud of this drawing :) took a while but I got it in the end. I drew it from a tattoo pic I got off the internet
    ThisIsLife13 ThisIsLife13 13-15, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    I have a photograph memory, but can never transfer it to paper or canvas , I have no ability to draw or paint, but I can sculpt a little , this does deeply frustrate me
    wishingwellguy wishingwellguy 36-40, M 2 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    Well, that's the best I could do with this one. Not quite what I was trying for, but luckily dad's not quite so picky. lol
    justNIK justNIK 41-45, F 8 Responses 1 day ago

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    My friends tell me all the time to stop to draw on myself but i can't. Idk why haha i prefer to draw on my skin than draw on paper... Its like a tattoo (even if i don't want to...
    lailalessard lailalessard 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    Hello I wish I could draw! I can write - or at least I think I can. I am writing some transvestite short stories - is there anyone out there who can draw who would give me some...
    brianwilliamstv brianwilliamstv 51-55, M 4 days ago

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    When I chose to subscribe to this site I did it with the understanding that it was for people to share their real emotions and feelings. I was assured also by the message the...
    cambridge14 cambridge14 46-50, M 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    This morning I could not find my socks so my dad let me borrow his. I went to his room. I forgot where his socks were so I starting looking for where they may be. I opened up a...
    TheNeonPanther TheNeonPanther 13-15, T 6 days ago

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    Voyaging into The fantasy Land of My DreamsFor as long as I can think back, I have always liked to draw things and not just things but unreal things, fantastic, magical things not...
    BlueJeanedPrincess BlueJeanedPrincess 56-60, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I was listening to Queen, when I heard Freddie sing the line "does anybody know what we are living for?" The phrase felt odd for a moment. I focused on it, and I realized it was...
    ReadyFreddieDarling ReadyFreddieDarling 26-30 Jun 25

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    4 weeks ago there was a fire in a electrical cupboard in a above floor flat in the building I live in and luckily I was out on a night out with a friend, no one died but everyone...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 25

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    (Pic) lol I put a different one up but forgot the pic >_< anyway yeah I like to draw well not like . Love to draw but I'm still bad at it , what I draw is anime but I am really...
    shaun7654 shaun7654 13-15, M Jun 23

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    I really want all the people who are different races to know how hard it is to be black. You dont know how lucky you are you dont have to go through your life being black. Being...
    ihatebeingblack44 ihatebeingblack44 18-21, F 10 Responses Jun 23

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    You know who the trouble maker is in the family by how they react. "What are you coloring?" we asked my 3-year-old nephew. "A paper," he said, "not my leg..." Turns out he had...
    TheBadgeringWitness TheBadgeringWitness 31-35 1 Response Jun 22

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    I've been drawing comic books/manga for years- it started off as just drawing stick figure comics of me and my friends having adventures, then I started putting more effort into...
    DreamingKate DreamingKate 18-21, F Jun 21

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    I usually draw on myself. I would draw a butterfly or a heart or a semicolon or the date "5-29-15" or AJ or the words "Remember Love"
    PandaGirl28X PandaGirl28X 13-15 Jun 21

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    Deep meaning I draw different than this... I draw better but I'm trying to be diverse with my art... Drew this in pen I draw better with Jell pens
    LeahLovee LeahLovee 13-15, F Jun 20

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    This was for my ex... Never received it, I haven't drawn for a while.... I was so use to drawing my channeling my emotions into my art that i don't do so good just drawing for fun...
    LeahLovee LeahLovee 13-15, F Jun 20

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    So I went and did a meme thing... The one on the left was drawn 1/2/2014 And the one on the right was drawn 6/19/15 Roughly 17 months apart, I improved a lot more than thought I...
    CosplayPotato CosplayPotato 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 20

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    Whenever I feel lonely or sad I'll draw a girl who looks depressed. (What I mainly draw) If I feel happy I mainly doodle. Smiley faces on my school work mainly but yeah.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 19

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    don't know why but I wanna draw a black mareep surrounded buy normal ones. mareep a shiny should be a dark gray
    RavenRena17 RavenRena17 18-21, F Jun 19

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    I've been working on a present for this girl I've been along for, I want to give her this drawing as a sign that I've been thinking about her. She knows about it and knows that I'm...
    Jonaaas Jonaaas 18-21, M Jun 19

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    I love to draw original characters and i bring them to life with character development i just wish i knew how to write good stories.
    fennekin45 fennekin45 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 19

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    Just a drawing what I did 3 years ago I was fascinated by art now I'm kind of stuck and looking for inspiration
    Jellybean88 Jellybean88 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 18

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    Been meaning to get back into drawing again and now that school is done for the term I got the time again. Yes there is a ink smudge and it bothers me greatly, going to redo the...
    dragonrider11 dragonrider11 22-25, M Jun 18

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