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I Think Thats It Is Luck Of The Draw

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    Everyone Is Avoiding Me...

    Not even sure what I did.... People leave when I say hi. I get weird stand offish stuff when I say Hi.........I get WTF looks ... Ugh...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M Jun 1, 2013

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    I Think That Its Luck Of The Draw

    So once again I feel ignored. Rejected and just plain not wanted. I made these friends but in at the same time I feel like the way my old friend treat me. They talk to each other and they play around and I'll say it they hit on each other and once more I feel left out.I'm so...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 17, 2011

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    I Think Tonight I Will Put Effort Into Dieing

    I guess I always chicken out but I am so tired and in so much pain. I will try again . I think death will make things better because life is breaking me.
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M Aug 23, 2013

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    Only When I Sleep

    Only when I sleep does the pain of the world wash away. Only when I sleep does it all vanish. Only when I sleep does my mind go quiet . Only when I sleep does my heart feel at ease. Only when I am sleeping do I feel any peace Only when I am sleeping do I feel free I am so tired...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 2 Responses Dec 26, 2012

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    As Of Today This Is My Vow

    With all that is new and old . with all that is past and present I am no longer straying from my plans. I have had a suicide plan since I was 18 I never went through with it in hopes that things would get better even now I still I walk though the same lines of hell I have been in...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 2 Responses Sep 6, 2013

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    I Keep Having A Nightmare Of My Death

    in this dream I see I am looking up at a mural of myself. My hands are our forwards as if I am telling myself to come home. I see words on the right side I see pain , suffering, death. On the left side I see sadness, alone, hopeless over my head I see worthless, useless, alone...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M Aug 18, 2013

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    No One Gets It Really Do They

    I don’t I have never had real friends. Just them. They were my real friends and family. No one else. everyone else is just a liar. No one cares.. No one would care if I died. Or even cry. It’s so funny we get sad over a person you met 30 seconds ago me I tell how I feel...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M Jun 9, 2013

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    50 Way I Have Been Told I Am Not Good Enough.

    1) I am to you young. 2) I am to old (yep got this at 21) 3) I am black 4) I am not black enough (yep this was said to me) 5) I show lack of emotion (changed) 6) I show to much emotion (sigh) 7) I am not smart enough 8) I am funny but they can't take me seriously 9) I am fat 10...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 16, 2013

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    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 10, 2013

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    The Question. Sorry To Long To Ask

    Is it ok to hate someone? A year and a half ago I met a guy and yes a guy. we talked and we flirted it was cool. 1st time someone flirted with me. So I asked him out about 3 weeks after that ... a week later I introduced him to a friend... 2 weeks later they tell me they are in...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 8 Responses Feb 2, 2013

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    All I Hear Is Lies

    You're are great. You're awesome. I would totally date you. You're so sweet. I need you in my life. Lies. People say these things to control me. To keep me in there bubble. But it's all a lie isn't it .
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 6, 2013

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    How Broken Is My Heart

    I don't have a fancy cell phone to show myself being sad. I don't have a good cam to catch myself crying. I don't have the mental ability to explain my self in full detail and I don't have the time to keep feel this in every aspect of my life. I don't have someone in my life to...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 3 Responses Aug 15, 2013

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    GRIN AND BARE IT

    I am trying to be happy. I am trying to take all the negative and just smile. But I see everything getting worse and I am having a hard time breathing. I'm scared and I think I am going to have to really end soon because finding reasons to keep going is more painful than...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 5, 2013

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    This Is The Worst Month Of My Life And My Life Is Pretty Bad

    On Saturday I had a my bosses basically tell me that they hate me and the only reason the keep me around is because I do good work. Well hate is a strong word they say i'm very anti social and way to submissive which is a short list of what they said. I was so mad and looking...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 3 Responses Oct 4, 2011

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    I Am Actively Trying.

    It's getting harder and harder to keep from going back to sad depressed gonna end it me and whoa is it tough. Not sure if I can keep this up.
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M Aug 21, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    I am not here just to talk dirty to, so if you think thats all I want on this site, then don't message me. Im not interested in that!
    nata1013 nata1013 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 16

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    I fell from the stairs at school about one story high and knocked myself out 😓 and by the time I woke up (just now) I find my big brother going through my phone (Bruno I'm so...
    johannesc4 johannesc4 13-15, M 7 hrs ago

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    While working at an apartment complex some 20 years ago,I noticed a young man in the laundry room with his pants wayyyy down,sporting his bright red underwear.My first thought was...
    The1960texan The1960texan 51-55, M Sep 5

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    I drew this tree suffocating a rose and I think I can't really draw. I don't think I can because when it come to drawing I don't know what to draw lol. This just popped out of my...
    AcousticLover AcousticLover 16-17, F Aug 29

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    I don't know how I did it but I somehow managed to not write any stories over the summer. It was hard to fight the urge because I'm a bit of writer and when ideas come I just want...
    Dreamer32 Dreamer32 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 2

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    I'm not a good drawer haha.. but i would really like to be. I have an imagination and i think art would be a good way to express it. I'd like to be able to do like manga and stuff...
    surfdas surfdas 22-25, M Aug 28

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    I swear, I'm a drawing addict or something. My textbooks are all filled with sketches, every single notebook I own is covered in drawings. If you hand me a pen or a pencil for two...
    Pandemonem Pandemonem 13-15, T Aug 30

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    Another 5sos drawing bc I like drawing males more when I'm doing realistic drawings and I really enjoy surprising this guy Josh with 5sos pictures and drawings. I'll colour...
    kittenasylum kittenasylum 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 22

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    I've never thought I was the attractive one. Boys showed me attention, but only because I have a nice butt...beyond that.....not at all. Now I have a boyfriend.....on our first...
    sweetloaf sweetloaf 18-21, F 7 Responses Sep 1

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    I think this experience thread is a little one sided and hypocritical. Firstly, every person has a limit of stress and pain that they can handle, which to them when pushed beyond...
    AnonR AnonR 70+, T 1 Response Sep 1

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    I definitely find modern life difficult to cope with - the rat race mentality is just not really something that I can relate to even though I'm obviously living in it every day. I...
    VintagePearls VintagePearls 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 20

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    Okay so in my last experience i almost went into a complete rant about my luck with relationships.. or guys in general. So decided to post my rant and get it off my chest before i...
    FiftyLyricsInAMiracle FiftyLyricsInAMiracle 13-15, F Aug 25

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    Vanessa Hudgens.Tried drawing her using colored pencils to enhance my skills (I'm not a fan of colors) and this was the result.First time drawing a person using these things, I...
    MyUnspokenFeelings MyUnspokenFeelings 13-15, F 4 Responses Aug 17

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    Trying to draw pitbull from a reference pic not workin so well.........what do u think?
    notready15 notready15 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    Finished drawing pitbull I guess he's ok. Lemme know what yah think like plz if u read this tell me bottom left is almost done right is complete and top left is a reference photo
    notready15 notready15 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    Finished 5sos drawing What do you think?
    kittenasylum kittenasylum 16-17, F 7 Responses Aug 22

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    here is to all the haters that think i trace my drawings!
    foreverANDnever14 foreverANDnever14 13-15, F 6 Responses Aug 24

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    I really do like it on here, I like the people I meet, I like talking to people, I enjoy all of that stuff. But, well, I just have a lot of reasons to leave. For one thing, half...
    sblp2017 sblp2017 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 25

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    Today I was asked what kind of talent I had. I told them that I love to draw, and showed them one of my drawings. They were amazed at how much detail was put into it, showing other...
    DylanHart DylanHart 18-21, M 3 Responses Aug 29

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    I want someone to draw with, talk about drawing, and someone to help inspire, motivate, and aid me in my drawing while i do the same for them, i want someone who would like these...
    OrionWolfe OrionWolfe 13-15, M Sep 4

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    I don't know why most of my characters I draw are either crying, sad or angry. I can't draw something or someone happy! The first thing that comes into my mind is tears, sadness...
    EarlPhantomhive EarlPhantomhive 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 5

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    i love to draw, but i can only draw when i'm sad or depressed, i can't draw when i'm happy. It is normal?
    avyn avyn 22-25, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    This is the full drawing of my profile picture. People say it looks good but I feel like it took too long to draw.
    Darktooth41 Darktooth41 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 17

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    My drawing of my assassin oc lol btw ik i spelt assassin wrong in the drawing i wrote it to see if i spelt it right for her sword tattoo on her forearm xD
    otakugamerwolf otakugamerwolf 13-15, F Aug 20

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    Anyone draws ? I mean I'm not that good but I draw anime/manga style characters :3
    OmegaGod OmegaGod 13-15, F Aug 21

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    When I draw, it's always of emotion. If my drawings look confused or mismatched or even ugly, it's because how I felt reflected onto that piece of paper. I love art and when i...
    VeraRose VeraRose 13-15, F Aug 24

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    I use to draw every now and then but, I lost my skills Into drawing ahahah.
    MadaraU MadaraU 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 24

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    Love to draw calms my nerves. Look at my profile pictures if you want to see some of my drawings.
    NerdyCutie NerdyCutie 13-15, F Aug 29

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    Somehow i ended up drawing a dragon after a failed drawing of a lion
    meggyd14x meggyd14x 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 30

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    So if anyone has a request, and it isn't that hard or don't mind someone like me to draw, dm me the picture you wish me to draw. :)
    Artz4Life Artz4Life 16-17, M 1 Response Sep 1

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    I love drawing although if you ever look at one of my drawings (I never said I was god at it)
    drew725 drew725 13-15, M 1 Response Sep 3

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    "LIFE DRAWING CLASS WITH RHYTHM" Can somebody please explain me why did I have to listen to Carlos Santana entire CD not once, not twice, but 3 times in the same afternoon while I...
    TNTandCHOCOLATE TNTandCHOCOLATE 31-35 Sep 8

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    I love drawing!!!!! I didn't know any activity that could be more fun! And it's not tiring! I just sit and drawwwwwwwwww wheeeeee~~~~~ and when it turns out good and people...
    Kywen97 Kywen97 16-17, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Hey guys! I am doing drawing requests to practice my drawing. I only, and only, do black and white colored. I don't do colors because: 1. I don't have colors to paint it on. 2...
    Artz4Life Artz4Life 16-17, M 1 Response 17 hrs ago