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I Think Thats It Is Luck Of The Draw

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    This Is The Worst Month Of My Life And My Life Is Pretty Bad

    On Saturday I had a my bosses basically tell me that they hate me and the only reason the keep me around is because I do good work. Well hate is a strong word they say i'm very anti social and way to submissive which is a short list of what they said. I was so mad and looking...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 3 Responses Oct 4, 2011

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    I Keep Having A Nightmare Of My Death

    in this dream I see I am looking up at a mural of myself. My hands are our forwards as if I am telling myself to come home. I see words on the right side I see pain , suffering, death. On the left side I see sadness, alone, hopeless over my head I see worthless, useless, alone...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M Aug 18, 2013

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    GRIN AND BARE IT

    I am trying to be happy. I am trying to take all the negative and just smile. But I see everything getting worse and I am having a hard time breathing. I'm scared and I think I am going to have to really end soon because finding reasons to keep going is more painful than...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 5, 2013

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    No One Gets It Really Do They

    I don’t I have never had real friends. Just them. They were my real friends and family. No one else. everyone else is just a liar. No one cares.. No one would care if I died. Or even cry. It’s so funny we get sad over a person you met 30 seconds ago me I tell how I feel...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M Jun 9, 2013

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    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 10, 2013

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    The Question. Sorry To Long To Ask

    Is it ok to hate someone? A year and a half ago I met a guy and yes a guy. we talked and we flirted it was cool. 1st time someone flirted with me. So I asked him out about 3 weeks after that ... a week later I introduced him to a friend... 2 weeks later they tell me they are in...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 9 Responses Feb 2, 2013

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    I Am Actively Trying.

    It's getting harder and harder to keep from going back to sad depressed gonna end it me and whoa is it tough. Not sure if I can keep this up.
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M Aug 21, 2011

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    I Think That Its Luck Of The Draw

    So once again I feel ignored. Rejected and just plain not wanted. I made these friends but in at the same time I feel like the way my old friend treat me. They talk to each other and they play around and I'll say it they hit on each other and once more I feel left out.I'm so...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 17, 2011

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    As Of Today This Is My Vow

    With all that is new and old . with all that is past and present I am no longer straying from my plans. I have had a suicide plan since I was 18 I never went through with it in hopes that things would get better even now I still I walk though the same lines of hell I have been in...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 2 Responses Sep 6, 2013

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    I Think Tonight I Will Put Effort Into Dieing

    I guess I always chicken out but I am so tired and in so much pain. I will try again . I think death will make things better because life is breaking me.
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M Aug 23, 2013

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    Everyone Is Avoiding Me...

    Not even sure what I did.... People leave when I say hi. I get weird stand offish stuff when I say Hi.........I get WTF looks ... Ugh...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M Jun 1, 2013

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    Only When I Sleep

    Only when I sleep does the pain of the world wash away. Only when I sleep does it all vanish. Only when I sleep does my mind go quiet . Only when I sleep does my heart feel at ease. Only when I am sleeping do I feel any peace Only when I am sleeping do I feel free I am so tired...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 2 Responses Dec 26, 2012

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    All I Hear Is Lies

    You're are great. You're awesome. I would totally date you. You're so sweet. I need you in my life. Lies. People say these things to control me. To keep me in there bubble. But it's all a lie isn't it .
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 6, 2013

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    How Broken Is My Heart

    I don't have a fancy cell phone to show myself being sad. I don't have a good cam to catch myself crying. I don't have the mental ability to explain my self in full detail and I don't have the time to keep feel this in every aspect of my life. I don't have someone in my life to...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 3 Responses Aug 15, 2013

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    50 Way I Have Been Told I Am Not Good Enough.

    1) I am to you young. 2) I am to old (yep got this at 21) 3) I am black 4) I am not black enough (yep this was said to me) 5) I show lack of emotion (changed) 6) I show to much emotion (sigh) 7) I am not smart enough 8) I am funny but they can't take me seriously 9) I am fat 10...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 16, 2013

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    Who is in the mood for drawing or painting?
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    It was early spring this year when my wife asked me "Would you mind if I did not wear bikinis on our holiday this year".She then explained that her reason for wanting to not wear a...
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    I love to draw but I get so frustrated. I have an idea in my head and when I draw it, it looks bad. I've improved a lot and I'm still practicing. Hands are the worst to draw for me...
    WhatTheFrenchToast WhatTheFrenchToast 18-21, M 5 Responses Aug 4

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    Another 5sos drawing bc I like drawing males more when I'm doing realistic drawings and I really enjoy surprising this guy Josh with 5sos pictures and drawings. I'll colour...
    kittenasylum kittenasylum 16-17, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I definitely find modern life difficult to cope with - the rat race mentality is just not really something that I can relate to even though I'm obviously living in it every day. I...
    VintagePearls VintagePearls 31-35, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Okay so in my last experience i almost went into a complete rant about my luck with relationships.. or guys in general. So decided to post my rant and get it off my chest before i...
    FiftyLyricsInAMiracle FiftyLyricsInAMiracle 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    im currently drawing a ear with 2 industrial piercings in it. i love drawing ears and eyes i can draw them all day and i will never get tired of it
    ihaveaname99 ihaveaname99 13-15, F Aug 8

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    I can draw pretty well... Except for trying to draw people! Like I can draw a dog or a car or a ******* piece of fruit and make it beautiful but If it's a person, it's hideous and...
    ciciyoshi ciciyoshi 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 10

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    Vanessa Hudgens.Tried drawing her using colored pencils to enhance my skills (I'm not a fan of colors) and this was the result.First time drawing a person using these things, I...
    MyUnspokenFeelings MyUnspokenFeelings 13-15, F 4 Responses Aug 17

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    I really do like it on here, I like the people I meet, I like talking to people, I enjoy all of that stuff. But, well, I just have a lot of reasons to leave. For one thing, half...
    sblp2017 sblp2017 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    I think what draws me to people with a dark side is that I myself have a dark side that I feel just eats me up. I am still reluctant to discuss it because I feel that by talking...
    ForeverInDarkness22 ForeverInDarkness22 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 29

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    Well my life because I was born and raised in a country said to be "better" than Canada but I dont see how it is I mean Hong Kong has nothing fun in it, people are rude, gross and...
    Miserablechildhood Miserablechildhood 13-15, M Jul 30

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    I'm a nerd ....Why not draw where I think Loki would be placed in Hogwarts hehehe
    DayDreamer81 DayDreamer81 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 13

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    Trying to draw pitbull from a reference pic not workin so well.........what do u think?
    notready15 notready15 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    Finished drawing pitbull I guess he's ok. Lemme know what yah think like plz if u read this tell me bottom left is almost done right is complete and top left is a reference photo
    notready15 notready15 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    Finished 5sos drawing What do you think?
    kittenasylum kittenasylum 16-17, F 7 Responses 5 days ago

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    here is to all the haters that think i trace my drawings!
    foreverANDnever14 foreverANDnever14 13-15, F 5 Responses 3 days ago

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    Oh gosh here it goes.. Do you think I'm attractive? I personally don't think I am. But I'm just curious what you think? Go ahead rip into me lol
    SIRROM88 SIRROM88 18-21, M 3 hrs ago

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    Ive always been attracted to older women, the bustier the better. well my girlfriends mother Is my no means off limits. I always stared at her large chest, (later to find out shes...
    brasnatcher89 brasnatcher89 22-25, M Aug 4

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    I tried drawing in black Biro and it's meant to look kind of freaky but please give any feedback. And if you can, put any ideas of things I could draw. Loosing inspiration
    duck47 duck47 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 5

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    I like to draw, and I would enjoy the ability to draw really good but I'm terrible at it, I tried teaching myself but I only got so far.
    Matchitehew Matchitehew 18-21, M Aug 7

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    I have an artist block and don't I know what to draw. There is this competition and we have to draw something for the elderly of our community. I need ideas. Anyone got any. I am...
    Atraxiella Atraxiella 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 9

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    I love drawing realistic things. I just can't do lips,eyes, nose, hair and fingers... I can only do the body and clothes. I can draw objects to
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 10

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    I'm going on to do an illustration degree in september, and to be quite honest, i'm REALLY nervous about it. Drawing is my life. I've been doing it since I could pick up a...
    Narfypoitzort Narfypoitzort 18-21, F Aug 11

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    I love drawing organs! XD Ah ha ha ha ha especially when it helps me to study! XD Lots of colours please!!! The human body is complex, so why not draw something complex? Of...
    EarlPhantomhive EarlPhantomhive 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 13

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    I got a vine challenge can't draw people but I never back down from drawing challenges so throw one at me
    notready15 notready15 13-15, F Aug 14

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    Yay! Drawing! I don't know how else to say it, it's awesome :) I drew a dragon a while back, I saw it as a digital drawing first then I turned it into pencil.
    Arivano Arivano 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 14

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    I love to draw cartoon characters :) not really an realistic drawer
    Strange143 Strange143 16-17, F Aug 15

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    This is the full drawing of my profile picture. People say it looks good but I feel like it took too long to draw.
    Darktooth41 Darktooth41 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 17

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    this is soo daft cos i know im **** ugly im 5'5 i have short red hair ,clean shaven , have light skin with no freckles have blue eyes im slim been telt i have a " cute button...
    greatbritain1707 greatbritain1707 16-17, M 1 Response Aug 17

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    My drawing of my assassin oc lol btw ik i spelt assassin wrong in the drawing i wrote it to see if i spelt it right for her sword tattoo on her forearm xD
    otakugamerwolf otakugamerwolf 13-15, F a week ago