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I Think Thats It Is Luck Of The Draw

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    No One Gets It Really Do They

    I don’t I have never had real friends. Just them. They were my real friends and family. No one else. everyone else is just a liar. No one cares.. No one would care if I died. Or even cry. It’s so funny we get sad over a person you met 30 seconds ago me I tell how I feel...
    NsprDash NsprDash 26-30, M Jun 9, 2013

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    As Of Today This Is My Vow

    With all that is new and old . with all that is past and present I am no longer straying from my plans. I have had a suicide plan since I was 18 I never went through with it in hopes that things would get better even now I still I walk though the same lines of hell I have been in...
    NsprDash NsprDash 26-30, M 2 Responses Sep 6, 2013

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    Only When I Sleep

    Only when I sleep does the pain of the world wash away. Only when I sleep does it all vanish. Only when I sleep does my mind go quiet . Only when I sleep does my heart feel at ease. Only when I am sleeping do I feel any peace Only when I am sleeping do I feel free I am so tired...
    NsprDash NsprDash 26-30, M 1 Response Dec 26, 2012

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    50 Way I Have Been Told I Am Not Good Enough.

    1) I am to you young. 2) I am to old (yep got this at 21) 3) I am black 4) I am not black enough (yep this was said to me) 5) I show lack of emotion (changed) 6) I show to much emotion (sigh) 7) I am not smart enough 8) I am funny but they can't take me seriously 9) I am fat 10...
    NsprDash NsprDash 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 16, 2013

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    GRIN AND BARE IT

    I am trying to be happy. I am trying to take all the negative and just smile. But I see everything getting worse and I am having a hard time breathing. I'm scared and I think I am going to have to really end soon because finding reasons to keep going is more painful than...
    NsprDash NsprDash 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 5, 2013

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    Everyone Is Avoiding Me...

    Not even sure what I did.... People leave when I say hi. I get weird stand offish stuff when I say Hi.........I get WTF looks ... Ugh...
    NsprDash NsprDash 26-30, M Jun 1, 2013

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    I Think That Its Luck Of The Draw

    So once again I feel ignored. Rejected and just plain not wanted. I made these friends but in at the same time I feel like the way my old friend treat me. They talk to each other and they play around and I'll say it they hit on each other and once more I feel left out.I'm so...
    NsprDash NsprDash 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 17, 2011

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    I Am Actively Trying.

    It's getting harder and harder to keep from going back to sad depressed gonna end it me and whoa is it tough. Not sure if I can keep this up.
    NsprDash NsprDash 26-30, M Aug 21, 2011

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    This Is The Worst Month Of My Life And My Life Is Pretty Bad

    On Saturday I had a my bosses basically tell me that they hate me and the only reason the keep me around is because I do good work. Well hate is a strong word they say i'm very anti social and way to submissive which is a short list of what they said. I was so mad and looking...
    NsprDash NsprDash 26-30, M 3 Responses Oct 4, 2011

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    How Broken Is My Heart

    I don't have a fancy cell phone to show myself being sad. I don't have a good cam to catch myself crying. I don't have the mental ability to explain my self in full detail and I don't have the time to keep feel this in every aspect of my life. I don't have someone in my life to...
    NsprDash NsprDash 26-30, M 2 Responses Aug 15, 2013

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    I Keep Having A Nightmare Of My Death

    in this dream I see I am looking up at a mural of myself. My hands are our forwards as if I am telling myself to come home. I see words on the right side I see pain , suffering, death. On the left side I see sadness, alone, hopeless over my head I see worthless, useless, alone...
    NsprDash NsprDash 26-30, M Aug 18, 2013

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    NsprDash NsprDash 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 10, 2013

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    All I Hear Is Lies

    You're are great. You're awesome. I would totally date you. You're so sweet. I need you in my life. Lies. People say these things to control me. To keep me in there bubble. But it's all a lie isn't it .
    NsprDash NsprDash 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 6, 2013

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    I Think Tonight I Will Put Effort Into Dieing

    I guess I always chicken out but I am so tired and in so much pain. I will try again . I think death will make things better because life is breaking me.
    NsprDash NsprDash 26-30, M Aug 23, 2013

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    The Question. Sorry To Long To Ask

    Is it ok to hate someone? A year and a half ago I met a guy and yes a guy. we talked and we flirted it was cool. 1st time someone flirted with me. So I asked him out about 3 weeks after that ... a week later I introduced him to a friend... 2 weeks later they tell me they are in...
    NsprDash NsprDash 26-30, M 6 Responses Feb 2, 2013

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    Exactly well said. I'm a slow thinker. My brain need energy lot to think and response to people due to brain damage of the accident in the past. i don't want to text or typing...
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    Idk.. But Ill tell you My story. I met her once after school, on the bus. I sat down beside her in the lack of other places to sit. And she apparently were the kinda person that...
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    I Love to draw. I draw almost everything, but my favourite subjects are mythical creatures. I have been drawing almost my entire life. Such a pity I can't upload my drawings on EP...
    LeyaLightning LeyaLightning 16-17, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    so you're into rubber boots? ok! haha
    misssuppression misssuppression 41-45, F 4 days ago

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    My Grandmother's Childhood. Corporal punishment has become so controversial. In fact, it is almost to the point of being taboo. I am always hearing about studies that show that...
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    ElyzaTheWeird ElyzaTheWeird 16-17, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    MrBugsyMalone MrBugsyMalone 13-15, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I currently learned how to draw a detailed rose , I really love drawing
    LovelyTeen14 LovelyTeen14 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    i dont claim a huge amount of tallent. i do find it relaxing at times. i usually draw objects or animals but on occasion do portraits. the best part of drawing someones portrait...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer 46-50, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I think my daughter is lucky that her Mom in law and sister in law are supportive towards her.I am not so lucky .
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    CAUSE EFFECT. (Manipulation?)(Wrote this while I doggy sitted for my sisters dog. The dog likes sitting on my lap).When two or more events occur in a way that one event is the...
    LozzyFromRome LozzyFromRome 46-50, M 3 Responses Jan 30

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    I really like to draw houses and landscapes. mostly i am drawing on the computer, but I also draw with my hands
    renee0797 renee0797 18-21, M Jan 28

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    I'm not a painter, but I enjoy drawing. I've been doing it since I was a child, and I'm great at it. I recently started digital drawing. I quickly took up an interest in drawing...
    CNSPRCYTHRY CNSPRCYTHRY 26-30, M 2 Responses Jan 27

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    Been at it for 7 years now . I still love it . drawing from life ....my favourite thing to do . I use water colours reason my use name is the way it is . I draw at home and in...
    Thewatercolourgarden Thewatercolourgarden 22-25, M Jan 27

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    Been at it for 7 years now . I still love it . drawing from life ....my favourite thing to do . I use water colours reason my use name is the way it is . I draw at home and in...
    Thewatercolourgarden Thewatercolourgarden 22-25, M Jan 27

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    Yes I am drawn to it , I'm also drawn to sadness, brokenness, rawness, people at their lowest, that's how I think you find out who a person really is , at those stages.
    beautifullybroken29 beautifullybroken29 26-30, F 9 Responses Jan 27

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    Being in love in just an indescribable feeling that surpasses most everything else. I got lucky enough to be in love with two men and have those two men love me back. anyone who is...
    RowmanTriad RowmanTriad 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 27

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    I have been thinking of getting a dog, finally. i've never had one, which seems stupid. but i concrened about the responsibilty. meaning will i still be a good owner in six months...
    jackfrost09 jackfrost09 46-50, M 5 Responses Jan 27

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    I agree when/if you're lucky enough to meet someone who not only makes you happy but makes you love yourself more by default. I liked my life before my I met my husband but now I...
    SnowWhite87 SnowWhite87 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 26

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    First post here!Well, actually I have ever had an account in this web but I have been off for like 3 years. I missed this site so bad so I came back.Hmm there are many things about...
    anlatifa anlatifa 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 26

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    This was the conversation between my four-year-old sister and my mom in the waiting room at the dentist: "Mom, have I ever been in jail and got out?" "No... Don't you think you'd...
    Indigo27 Indigo27 16-17, F Jan 25

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    I'm trying to be really positive and pump myself up for work right now. Long story short, I'm a waitress and lots of drama has been happening here, there are previous stories...
    wantingtobehappy84 wantingtobehappy84 26-30, F 3 Responses Jan 24

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    I'm back with a half finished drawing on an app on my phone WOO (why did Satan make hands so hard to draw?)
    hydropyro hydropyro 13-15, M 2 Responses Jan 24

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    this is a youtube video of a time lapse drawing i did a while ago of a minion.. hope you enjoy :) and tell me what you think
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