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I Think Thats It Is Luck Of The Draw

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    50 Way I Have Been Told I Am Not Good Enough.

    1) I am to you young. 2) I am to old (yep got this at 21) 3) I am black 4) I am not black enough (yep this was said to me) 5) I show lack of emotion (changed) 6) I show to much emotion (sigh) 7) I am not smart enough 8) I am funny but they can't take me seriously 9) I am fat 10...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 16, 2013

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    How Broken Is My Heart

    I don't have a fancy cell phone to show myself being sad. I don't have a good cam to catch myself crying. I don't have the mental ability to explain my self in full detail and I don't have the time to keep feel this in every aspect of my life. I don't have someone in my life to...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 2 Responses Aug 15, 2013

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    As Of Today This Is My Vow

    With all that is new and old . with all that is past and present I am no longer straying from my plans. I have had a suicide plan since I was 18 I never went through with it in hopes that things would get better even now I still I walk though the same lines of hell I have been in...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 2 Responses Sep 6, 2013

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    No One Gets It Really Do They

    I don’t I have never had real friends. Just them. They were my real friends and family. No one else. everyone else is just a liar. No one cares.. No one would care if I died. Or even cry. It’s so funny we get sad over a person you met 30 seconds ago me I tell how I feel...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M Jun 9, 2013

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    I Keep Having A Nightmare Of My Death

    in this dream I see I am looking up at a mural of myself. My hands are our forwards as if I am telling myself to come home. I see words on the right side I see pain , suffering, death. On the left side I see sadness, alone, hopeless over my head I see worthless, useless, alone...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M Aug 18, 2013

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    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 10, 2013

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    This Is The Worst Month Of My Life And My Life Is Pretty Bad

    On Saturday I had a my bosses basically tell me that they hate me and the only reason the keep me around is because I do good work. Well hate is a strong word they say i'm very anti social and way to submissive which is a short list of what they said. I was so mad and looking...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 3 Responses Oct 4, 2011

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    I Think Tonight I Will Put Effort Into Dieing

    I guess I always chicken out but I am so tired and in so much pain. I will try again . I think death will make things better because life is breaking me.
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M Aug 23, 2013

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    Everyone Is Avoiding Me...

    Not even sure what I did.... People leave when I say hi. I get weird stand offish stuff when I say Hi.........I get WTF looks ... Ugh...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M Jun 1, 2013

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    I Am Actively Trying.

    It's getting harder and harder to keep from going back to sad depressed gonna end it me and whoa is it tough. Not sure if I can keep this up.
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M Aug 21, 2011

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    Only When I Sleep

    Only when I sleep does the pain of the world wash away. Only when I sleep does it all vanish. Only when I sleep does my mind go quiet . Only when I sleep does my heart feel at ease. Only when I am sleeping do I feel any peace Only when I am sleeping do I feel free I am so tired...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 2 Responses Dec 26, 2012

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    I Think That Its Luck Of The Draw

    So once again I feel ignored. Rejected and just plain not wanted. I made these friends but in at the same time I feel like the way my old friend treat me. They talk to each other and they play around and I'll say it they hit on each other and once more I feel left out.I'm so...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 17, 2011

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    The Question. Sorry To Long To Ask

    Is it ok to hate someone? A year and a half ago I met a guy and yes a guy. we talked and we flirted it was cool. 1st time someone flirted with me. So I asked him out about 3 weeks after that ... a week later I introduced him to a friend... 2 weeks later they tell me they are in...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 8 Responses Feb 2, 2013

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    All I Hear Is Lies

    You're are great. You're awesome. I would totally date you. You're so sweet. I need you in my life. Lies. People say these things to control me. To keep me in there bubble. But it's all a lie isn't it .
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 6, 2013

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    GRIN AND BARE IT

    I am trying to be happy. I am trying to take all the negative and just smile. But I see everything getting worse and I am having a hard time breathing. I'm scared and I think I am going to have to really end soon because finding reasons to keep going is more painful than...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 5, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    Which one im better at ?? Anime char. Or realistic drawing ? Ah one more ,what do you think about my drawing ? Leave me some tips/critics too id love to know :))
    Unstableteen Unstableteen 13-15, F Dec 11

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    Every so often I stop and think how lucky I am to have met some really cool, unique and truly amazing people.  This is for several of them.  If you read through this list...
    pineychick pineychick 31-35, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Well... I really am sad today. It's not that big of a surprise. I really think I screwed life up pretty astoundingly. I wish I was dumber, but instead I'm kinda bright, but have...
    milehighHeartbreak milehighHeartbreak 31-35, M 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    Christmas in my house No tree, no decoration, no present. No family bounding, Nothing. Some people are lucky
    kimmye17 kimmye17 18-21, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    It took me forever to find an appropriate title for this new post.. But I see a lot of teens getting pregnant. I've eve seen teens get pregnant just to be on 'Teen Mom' or '16...
    xxblasianxx xxblasianxx 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 14

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    Im done with this chapter in my life , a new life calls for a new view and a new perspective and so thats what i shall have. i know in order to officially move on i must have to...
    LunarDream LunarDream 16-17, M 6 Responses Nov 25

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    I draw characters all the time. Create elaborate back story's, design their styles and draw them over and over. Or just draw random faces with nothing too them. Some Like OCs if...
    queenjellyfish queenjellyfish 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 10

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    If you build wealth you deserve to enjoy it. Now, this, at first glance, might seem reasonable. But think of the inverse of it 'those who don't build wealth don't deserve to...
    Dulceperez Dulceperez 26-30 Dec 16

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    I really love drawing, sometimes i spend 4 hours a day drawing. Lately i've been busy and don't have as much time to draw but i still try to draw as much as possible! :) And? Do...
    sweetxdreamsx sweetxdreamsx 18-21, F 12 Responses Dec 12

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    A drawing says so much. You can understand feelings through drawings. I love drawing even though i know i'm not good at it. I feel i can express my feelings in my drawings.
    Jaiyy Jaiyy 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 29

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    ive been doing a lot of thinking lately. about every single detail of my life. im so p!ssed at my life. what makes me even more p!ssed is I know that like more than half of the...
    wickedlilangel69 wickedlilangel69 31-35, F 3 Responses Dec 14

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    It's all i do when I'm sad bored happy depending on my mood I get my ideas from pictures on websites and I draw that pic then I draw what I wanna draw in diffent way
    VampireLoveBite VampireLoveBite 18-21, F Nov 29

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    I have wanted to be a life drawing model for years. have posed for a photograph session with a professional photog and have applied at the local art academy, but so far, no calls...
    phph phph 61-65, M 2 Responses Dec 3

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    Hi I can't draw anime let alone draw, so my greatest friend in the whole world has a birthday soon and along with a gift I was wondering if someone could draw him as an anime...
    Onlyhim64 Onlyhim64 16-17, M Dec 5

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    I draw people's pets, I love drawing in pencil and shading to bring the picture to life
    Lynn1967uk Lynn1967uk 46-50, F 2 Responses Dec 9

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    I just finished this drawing. It's looks similar to the last one lol but it's a rose. Lol my neck hurts from leaning over so long. So what do you think? If u hav any criticism or...
    burnout96 burnout96 16-17, F 22 Responses Dec 9

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    Sorry it's been quite some time since I posted my last drawing. My attempt on a new art style. What do you think? I love it truthfully hahaha it's called the 'horse in ancient...
    Kywen97 Kywen97 16-17, F Dec 17

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    I've always wanted to try shaving them off and drawing them instead. But I'm way to scared
    TheHowler4555 TheHowler4555 16-17, F 2 days ago

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    Right now...its midday...*peeks at clock*...ok..its ten past...im done with this mornings paperwork...got loads done...all up to date now. The carpet had been vacuumed...thats...
    expressomarkie expressomarkie 46-50, M 1 Response Nov 28

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    I was really sad like an hour ago so I took my drawing book and I feel like I'm getting better every time ?? Loved the result. Drawing makes me so calm and relieved
    mydailylifeasme mydailylifeasme 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 4

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    Man I love drawing it's so soothing lol. I spent a few hours slowly drawing and shading in this. Im trying to improve at creating depth In stuff lol
    burnout96 burnout96 16-17, F 7 Responses Dec 7

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    Where is the reset button? Or at least the pause button? I'm playing tag with my life's adversities, flirting with disaster, kissing immorality on the lips while I spank tap self...
    ChrisErizo1 ChrisErizo1 31-35, M Dec 8

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    I'm constantly doubting my drawing ability. I just want to be what I consider to be good. I want to draw manga and maybe make my own comics. Any recommendations on how anyone else...
    BGwannabe BGwannabe 18-21, M Dec 10

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    Just finished drawing this little cutie. I draw people's pets, I love it
    Lynn1967uk Lynn1967uk 46-50, F 8 Responses Dec 11

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    I draw anything and everything. I love art. It's beautiful. I must spend at least 5 hours a day drawing and designing
    ThatTattooedGirl ThatTattooedGirl 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 14

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    I draw people's pets for my job. This is Charlie, a lovely Springer Spaniel I've not long drawn
    Lynn1967uk Lynn1967uk 46-50, F Dec 17

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    Anyone conflicted with poor self-esteem in their art? I love to draw but at the same time I hate it ... because I feel its not good enough and envy eats at my heart so much. Any...
    bloodyborgiabastard bloodyborgiabastard 26-30, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I will draw and paint a certain character from Tokyo Ghoul. I love to draw any character from manga from Tokyo Ghoul, Bleach, Naruto, and much more!
    562alex 562alex 18-21, M 5 days ago

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    I love watching YouTube videos of artist painting realistic faces. It's so amazing how they make them look so alive, I wish I could draw and paint like that. I have very minimal...
    Jesuseverlasting Jesuseverlasting 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I joined this website because after getting in my second car accident in the the last two weeks (one resulting in my car being unfixable and the other which just happened an hour...
    kiiiten kiiiten 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 30

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    Particularly people who think a "proper" adoption cost should be $50 at maximum. Wtf? To a drug dealer, or a better-off animal fighting person, that amount is like shopping at...
    DarkFireMoon DarkFireMoon 18-21, F Dec 3

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    So... Today I was walking around to try to clear my head. I have bad depression, and I'm an introvert, and I have been surrounded by loud people non-stop for two weeks. And that...
    oaktheprof oaktheprof 16-17, M Dec 6

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