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I Think Thats It Is Luck Of The Draw

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    All I Hear Is Lies

    You're are great. You're awesome. I would totally date you. You're so sweet. I need you in my life. Lies. People say these things to control me. To keep me in there bubble. But it's all a lie isn't it .
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 6, 2013

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    GRIN AND BARE IT

    I am trying to be happy. I am trying to take all the negative and just smile. But I see everything getting worse and I am having a hard time breathing. I'm scared and I think I am going to have to really end soon because finding reasons to keep going is more painful than...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 5, 2013

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    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 10, 2013

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    Everyone Is Avoiding Me...

    Not even sure what I did.... People leave when I say hi. I get weird stand offish stuff when I say Hi.........I get WTF looks ... Ugh...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M Jun 1, 2013

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    I Keep Having A Nightmare Of My Death

    in this dream I see I am looking up at a mural of myself. My hands are our forwards as if I am telling myself to come home. I see words on the right side I see pain , suffering, death. On the left side I see sadness, alone, hopeless over my head I see worthless, useless, alone...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M Aug 18, 2013

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    I Think That Its Luck Of The Draw

    So once again I feel ignored. Rejected and just plain not wanted. I made these friends but in at the same time I feel like the way my old friend treat me. They talk to each other and they play around and I'll say it they hit on each other and once more I feel left out.I'm so...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 17, 2011

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    No One Gets It Really Do They

    I don’t I have never had real friends. Just them. They were my real friends and family. No one else. everyone else is just a liar. No one cares.. No one would care if I died. Or even cry. It’s so funny we get sad over a person you met 30 seconds ago me I tell how I feel...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M Jun 9, 2013

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    I Am Actively Trying.

    It's getting harder and harder to keep from going back to sad depressed gonna end it me and whoa is it tough. Not sure if I can keep this up.
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M Aug 21, 2011

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    As Of Today This Is My Vow

    With all that is new and old . with all that is past and present I am no longer straying from my plans. I have had a suicide plan since I was 18 I never went through with it in hopes that things would get better even now I still I walk though the same lines of hell I have been in...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 2 Responses Sep 6, 2013

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    I Think Tonight I Will Put Effort Into Dieing

    I guess I always chicken out but I am so tired and in so much pain. I will try again . I think death will make things better because life is breaking me.
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M Aug 23, 2013

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    50 Way I Have Been Told I Am Not Good Enough.

    1) I am to you young. 2) I am to old (yep got this at 21) 3) I am black 4) I am not black enough (yep this was said to me) 5) I show lack of emotion (changed) 6) I show to much emotion (sigh) 7) I am not smart enough 8) I am funny but they can't take me seriously 9) I am fat 10...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 16, 2013

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    How Broken Is My Heart

    I don't have a fancy cell phone to show myself being sad. I don't have a good cam to catch myself crying. I don't have the mental ability to explain my self in full detail and I don't have the time to keep feel this in every aspect of my life. I don't have someone in my life to...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 2 Responses Aug 15, 2013

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    The Question. Sorry To Long To Ask

    Is it ok to hate someone? A year and a half ago I met a guy and yes a guy. we talked and we flirted it was cool. 1st time someone flirted with me. So I asked him out about 3 weeks after that ... a week later I introduced him to a friend... 2 weeks later they tell me they are in...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 8 Responses Feb 2, 2013

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    This Is The Worst Month Of My Life And My Life Is Pretty Bad

    On Saturday I had a my bosses basically tell me that they hate me and the only reason the keep me around is because I do good work. Well hate is a strong word they say i'm very anti social and way to submissive which is a short list of what they said. I was so mad and looking...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 3 Responses Oct 4, 2011

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    Only When I Sleep

    Only when I sleep does the pain of the world wash away. Only when I sleep does it all vanish. Only when I sleep does my mind go quiet . Only when I sleep does my heart feel at ease. Only when I am sleeping do I feel any peace Only when I am sleeping do I feel free I am so tired...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 2 Responses Dec 26, 2012

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    On most days I looked at our children and the house we made a home and would think how lucky I am to have such a wonderful husband of almost 13 years and such great kids. My life...
    ProudMama1209 ProudMama1209 31-35, F 5 Responses 1 day ago

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    You’re lucky! So don’t take it for granted…You’re alive! There’s so many people right at this minute that are dying wishing they had more time and...
    MilweePetite MilweePetite 18-21, F Jan 14

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    God and me (Nothing but the truth) Every time I find evidence, I end up doubting if its true evidence. But theres always someone telling me its true, I was made this was. I...
    HandyMannyWanny HandyMannyWanny 16-17, M a week ago

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    God and me (Nothing but the truth) Every time I find evidence, I end up doubting if its true evidence. But theres always someone telling me its true, I was made this was. I...
    HandyMannyWanny HandyMannyWanny 16-17, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    Yup, today I learnt that before saying something, I have to think carefully if what I am going to say is what I really mean. Today, I learnt that what I say can not be changed...
    kindahipsta kindahipsta 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I don't draw or write because I want to make a career out of it. My friends and family always supported my stories and drawings. They always pushed me and said, "Become a writer...
    ForeverStarrs ForeverStarrs 18-21, F Jan 1

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    I think I like to draw a little considering I'm going to college for illustrations and concept design and I'm basing my entire future career on drawing. I guess you could say I...
    QuilltonX QuilltonX 18-21, M Jan 14

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    I enjoy it as much as the next person and i tend to be pretty good at it. My friends say they think my drawings are cute and all but when im asked to do so i cant draw and it fells...
    Cheshirecupacat Cheshirecupacat 13-15, F Jan 16

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    About the Gods and Time-travelI have had a lot of encounters with Gods (Angels, Demons, Djinns, etc.).  This is my most important message. Please redistribute as much as you...
    Petervdkerk Petervdkerk 36-40, M 2 days ago

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    I used to draw when I was little but then I forgot about it, but when I was little I drew cartoons. I love sketches so I decided I'm going to learn how to draw pencil sketches of...
    Calcetines Calcetines 36-40, M 5 Responses Jan 3

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    Planar Helium Sequence monitors involves the smooth, simply-adjustable and ergonomically-friendly Helium Desk Stand for cozy and controlled consumer encounters. Planar Helium...
    Andrick161y4cv3 Andrick161y4cv3 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 11

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    This is one of my early drawings,I think i must have drawn it about 30 years ago! In pen and ink
    Lynn1967uk Lynn1967uk 46-50, F 5 Responses Jan 13

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    Does anyone have any fave books on oil painting or drawing at all? I've been wondering if there any websites that show classic textbooks on how to draw, how to paint, etc, but...
    atenra11 atenra11 46-50, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I draw to express myself. The reason I like to do pencil drawings the most is because all you need is paper and pencil. You can draw practically anywhere.
    Jerrichoo Jerrichoo 13-15, M 1 Response Jan 1

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    Hello everyone! It's been awhile since I've been on this site, so I would like to get this out of the way: Merry Christmas and Happy New Year! Now that I'm in the new year, I'll...
    patrick199 patrick199 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 6

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    In a few years i will off to college and im exited but my mom wants me to stay home she says its a better place for me to study with out distractions but i want to go and meet new...
    Millerbabe17 Millerbabe17 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 8

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    i used to be totally good at drawing till i had to quit cause i wasn't taking my school lessons serious and now i totally suck at drawing :( now am planning to go for drawing...
    Cubeball Cubeball 16-17, M Jan 15

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    I think my husband hates me.....My childhood was REALLY bad. My current husband also had a childhood similar to mine but was not as lucky as me and his life took a different path...
    Lsngthsbttle Lsngthsbttle 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 4

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    I love drawing./ it's my escape At night time when I close my eyes that is when I see what I should draw .. But usually end up forgetting by the time I get drawing...:/
    Couldhelp Couldhelp 18-21, M Jan 15

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    ''Platypus'' ''Mother and Child'' i drew this morning. since i realized drawing makes me feel alive again and makes me feel better. i sometimes draw something which special to me...
    juryandrews juryandrews 31-35, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    It is quiete funny as .. as some writers write.. I will be happy... "When".. "If".. etc. Then when finally happy, one thinks about not losing the momment. Maybe trying to grip it...
    mirkwood86 mirkwood86 26-30, M 3 days ago

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    Yes...i want to draw faces... I love it really but i want learn more.. How this how that.. In fact i draw some faces but it not good... When i draw problems and worri3s gone.
    RBdazal RBdazal 26-30, F 1 day ago

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    Working on this drawing so what do y'all think of it?
    soccerislife14 soccerislife14 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    I am not the best artist, but I think that drawing is a great escape from the world. I live in my own world of mystical dragons and gothic castles and corridors where shadows glow
    chasetheweirdo8 chasetheweirdo8 13-15, M 2 Responses Jan 3

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    Imagine there is a bank, which credits your account each morning with Rs 86,400, carries over no balance from day to day, allows you to keep no cash balance, and every evening...
    sharat88 sharat88 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 7

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    Some doodles of an old oc I did real quick. I Don't think I'll post anything too serious when it comes to my art because I'm scared of art thievery. I should really draw more...
    plantgoddess plantgoddess 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    One of the drawings I'm currently working on...what do you guys think? Any suggestions? (I know it's kind of weird... oh well hahah)
    wolflover514 wolflover514 16-17, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I just found an old folder where I kept my drawings what you people think? ^^
    pyro7 pyro7 13-15, M 1 day ago

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    Im worried that I have some awful disease thats gonna kill me lol thats what im dwelling on now..it sucks it really does I hate worrying about this type of shitz among all the...
    simpleandpossible simpleandpossible 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    I can draw but i have to look at the person/thing, i can't draw from my imagination , are you the same? Advice?
    aya101 aya101 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 1

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    I've always loved drawing, but for years now I've been putting of my love for art for my school work. Hopefully this year I'll find time to draw more.
    jamsouffle jamsouffle 18-21, F Jan 3

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    I have been drawing a lot upto my 10th standard; but suddenly stopped. I still can draw cartoon (copy them as thet are, mostly), some animal forms and now converging my attention...
    silverbullete silverbullete 18-21, M Jan 7

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