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I Think Thats It Is Luck Of The Draw

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    I Think Tonight I Will Put Effort Into Dieing

    I guess I always chicken out but I am so tired and in so much pain. I will try again . I think death will make things better because life is breaking me.
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M Aug 23, 2013

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    I Am Actively Trying.

    It's getting harder and harder to keep from going back to sad depressed gonna end it me and whoa is it tough. Not sure if I can keep this up.
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M Aug 21, 2011

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    GRIN AND BARE IT

    I am trying to be happy. I am trying to take all the negative and just smile. But I see everything getting worse and I am having a hard time breathing. I'm scared and I think I am going to have to really end soon because finding reasons to keep going is more painful than...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 5, 2013

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    Everyone Is Avoiding Me...

    Not even sure what I did.... People leave when I say hi. I get weird stand offish stuff when I say Hi.........I get WTF looks ... Ugh...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M Jun 1, 2013

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    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 10, 2013

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    Only When I Sleep

    Only when I sleep does the pain of the world wash away. Only when I sleep does it all vanish. Only when I sleep does my mind go quiet . Only when I sleep does my heart feel at ease. Only when I am sleeping do I feel any peace Only when I am sleeping do I feel free I am so tired...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 2 Responses Dec 26, 2012

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    50 Way I Have Been Told I Am Not Good Enough.

    1) I am to you young. 2) I am to old (yep got this at 21) 3) I am black 4) I am not black enough (yep this was said to me) 5) I show lack of emotion (changed) 6) I show to much emotion (sigh) 7) I am not smart enough 8) I am funny but they can't take me seriously 9) I am fat 10...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 16, 2013

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    How Broken Is My Heart

    I don't have a fancy cell phone to show myself being sad. I don't have a good cam to catch myself crying. I don't have the mental ability to explain my self in full detail and I don't have the time to keep feel this in every aspect of my life. I don't have someone in my life to...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 3 Responses Aug 15, 2013

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    As Of Today This Is My Vow

    With all that is new and old . with all that is past and present I am no longer straying from my plans. I have had a suicide plan since I was 18 I never went through with it in hopes that things would get better even now I still I walk though the same lines of hell I have been in...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 1 Response Sep 6, 2013

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    All I Hear Is Lies

    You're are great. You're awesome. I would totally date you. You're so sweet. I need you in my life. Lies. People say these things to control me. To keep me in there bubble. But it's all a lie isn't it .
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 6, 2013

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    I Think That Its Luck Of The Draw

    So once again I feel ignored. Rejected and just plain not wanted. I made these friends but in at the same time I feel like the way my old friend treat me. They talk to each other and they play around and I'll say it they hit on each other and once more I feel left out.I'm so...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 17, 2011

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    The Question. Sorry To Long To Ask

    Is it ok to hate someone? A year and a half ago I met a guy and yes a guy. we talked and we flirted it was cool. 1st time someone flirted with me. So I asked him out about 3 weeks after that ... a week later I introduced him to a friend... 2 weeks later they tell me they are in...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 9 Responses Feb 2, 2013

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    No One Gets It Really Do They

    I don’t I have never had real friends. Just them. They were my real friends and family. No one else. everyone else is just a liar. No one cares.. No one would care if I died. Or even cry. It’s so funny we get sad over a person you met 30 seconds ago me I tell how I feel...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 1 Response Jun 9, 2013

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    I Keep Having A Nightmare Of My Death

    in this dream I see I am looking up at a mural of myself. My hands are our forwards as if I am telling myself to come home. I see words on the right side I see pain , suffering, death. On the left side I see sadness, alone, hopeless over my head I see worthless, useless, alone...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M Aug 18, 2013

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    This Is The Worst Month Of My Life And My Life Is Pretty Bad

    On Saturday I had a my bosses basically tell me that they hate me and the only reason the keep me around is because I do good work. Well hate is a strong word they say i'm very anti social and way to submissive which is a short list of what they said. I was so mad and looking...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 3 Responses Oct 4, 2011

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    JoeLeIrishGreek JoeLeIrishGreek 13-15, M 8 hrs ago

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    Just looked through my OLD scrapbook, like...3 years old and found loads of anime drawings and schizz. Anyway, heres one of them. Please tell me what you think :D
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    I love it... I usually draw sad ppl.. I don't know why. They aren't so good but they are good enough for me :) here are 3 of my drawings :)
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    My parents brag about how calm, smart and responsible I am. Talented and caring. It's all a facade. My teachers think I'm a happy- go lucky- girl who is quiet because she's shy. I...
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    I went for a walk with a new friend, and she started talking about a guy who had started talking to her, and asked me if she should give him a shot, and go on a date with him. I...
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    Thursday night went as expected, more or less. I got home, and she was asleep but woke up fairly soon. We talked a bit, I reiterated that I wasn't happy, that we haven't been happy...
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    I give people my drawings a lot. It is because I fear being forgotten. If I die I want that person to know that they meant something to me and that is why I gave them my drawing...
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    I've always drawn. Can't remember when I didn't. I still do. Everyday there is some sort of doodle at least. My full masterpieces are conducted in my bedroom on my large 18"24...
    BleedingOrchids BleedingOrchids 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    Drawing has become part of my identity. I was incredibly shy in school, and didn't like approaching people first. I found that with drawing, people paid attention to me and...
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    Being able to draw is so magical Like I can draw myself making out with a celebrity or even better , I can draw a giraffe sitting on an apple pie. ( ^ω^ ) HEU HEU HEU HEU HEU
    introvertlife introvertlife 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 25

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    I got this far I have lived all these thousands of days . . . I am in no danger I can cope with the pain I have been permitted to say what i feel And to believe what i could...
    dispossessed dispossessed 46-50, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    I wouldn't say it's something I'm entirely passionate about, nor something I'd look into pursuing as a career in the future. It's sort of just a fun pastime. I like drawing because...
    BringMePierceTheSirensAtSix BringMePierceTheSirensAtSix 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 11

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    I like drawing Oh well i donno if i like it really... Its a complicated relationship :P hehe I get frustuated at times I dont draw well and then i decide i will never draw but...
    swordsmith swordsmith 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 15

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    I draw my favorite actress when I can't stop thinking to calm myself everyday, so I drew a lot
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    1. Sleep 2. Animals 3. Pokemon 4. Music 5. My best friends 6. My friends 7. Anime 8. Being weird 9. Singing 10. Dancing 11. Nail polish 12. Shopping 13. Mountain Dew~ 14. Warm...
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    Upon arriving home, a husband was met at the door by his sobbing wife. Tearfully she explained, "It's the druggist. He insulted me terribly this morning on the phone. I had to call...
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    Thats because it is, schools are forcing children to believe this absurdity. Thats probably why theres mass suicides in the world and all other sorts of chaos, a child goes to...
    SilentMoonX SilentMoonX 70+, M 3 Responses Apr 8

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    Hey guys, I have another drawing done, I would love it if you could tell me what you think.
    JoeLeIrishGreek JoeLeIrishGreek 13-15, M 3 Responses Apr 11

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    I have for years. I think today is the most I've ever drawn on myself. I started in first hour on the back of my hand with some simple swirls. Now it goes past my elbow, wrapping...
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    i like drawing.. i think its the only thing im good at..
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    There is a quote in the movie "L4YER C4KE" that says "Meditation is concentrating the front of the mind with a mundane task so the rest of the mind can find peace." While I don't...
    technicstable technicstable 31-35, M 2 days ago

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    This is a drawing of one of my favorite character 'Norman', in Paranorman. But it's traced and I got tons of help from a real artist ;) One of the recent drawings though it's not...
    GrumpyGrouchy GrumpyGrouchy 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 26

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    How can a bank be in debt? Does no one address that? Youre a bank: youve got all the money and stuff. If youre in debt, send someone off to the main computer, tell them to go to...
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    I'm trying hard to understand what you did to me. I know what you have told me, I know what others have told me, what I don't understand is why. why? Why did you take something so...
    BEYMMXIII BEYMMXIII 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 26

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    One of the greatest way to express yourself is through drawing. I don't do it as often as I should, but whenever I do and see the finished product and can't help but gleam with...
    theramengirl theramengirl 18-21, F Apr 2

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    I've never been able to draw, it's not one of my qualities. But when I do end up drawing.. They're really.. Disturbing. (It doesn't even look like a pony) Sigh.
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    I am already good at drawling I just want to get better. Like better so I can draw landscaping.
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    People say you devote the most time to what means the most to you, and that is drawing/doodling.I use to draw only in pencil for a long time and only do sketches but now I like to...
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    I have recently watched Avatar the last airbender which inspired me to draw appa, I have recently discovered that I can draw :) feel like I'm actually good at something now :D
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