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I Think Thats It Is Luck Of The Draw

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    As Of Today This Is My Vow

    With all that is new and old . with all that is past and present I am no longer straying from my plans. I have had a suicide plan since I was 18 I never went through with it in hopes that things would get better even now I still I walk though the same lines of hell I have been in...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 2 Responses Sep 6, 2013

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    All I Hear Is Lies

    You're are great. You're awesome. I would totally date you. You're so sweet. I need you in my life. Lies. People say these things to control me. To keep me in there bubble. But it's all a lie isn't it .
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 6, 2013

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    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 10, 2013

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    Only When I Sleep

    Only when I sleep does the pain of the world wash away. Only when I sleep does it all vanish. Only when I sleep does my mind go quiet . Only when I sleep does my heart feel at ease. Only when I am sleeping do I feel any peace Only when I am sleeping do I feel free I am so tired...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 2 Responses Dec 26, 2012

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    I Keep Having A Nightmare Of My Death

    in this dream I see I am looking up at a mural of myself. My hands are our forwards as if I am telling myself to come home. I see words on the right side I see pain , suffering, death. On the left side I see sadness, alone, hopeless over my head I see worthless, useless, alone...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M Aug 18, 2013

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    No One Gets It Really Do They

    I don’t I have never had real friends. Just them. They were my real friends and family. No one else. everyone else is just a liar. No one cares.. No one would care if I died. Or even cry. It’s so funny we get sad over a person you met 30 seconds ago me I tell how I feel...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M Jun 9, 2013

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    How Broken Is My Heart

    I don't have a fancy cell phone to show myself being sad. I don't have a good cam to catch myself crying. I don't have the mental ability to explain my self in full detail and I don't have the time to keep feel this in every aspect of my life. I don't have someone in my life to...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 2 Responses Aug 15, 2013

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    I Think That Its Luck Of The Draw

    So once again I feel ignored. Rejected and just plain not wanted. I made these friends but in at the same time I feel like the way my old friend treat me. They talk to each other and they play around and I'll say it they hit on each other and once more I feel left out.I'm so...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 17, 2011

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    Everyone Is Avoiding Me...

    Not even sure what I did.... People leave when I say hi. I get weird stand offish stuff when I say Hi.........I get WTF looks ... Ugh...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M Jun 1, 2013

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    This Is The Worst Month Of My Life And My Life Is Pretty Bad

    On Saturday I had a my bosses basically tell me that they hate me and the only reason the keep me around is because I do good work. Well hate is a strong word they say i'm very anti social and way to submissive which is a short list of what they said. I was so mad and looking...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 3 Responses Oct 4, 2011

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    I Think Tonight I Will Put Effort Into Dieing

    I guess I always chicken out but I am so tired and in so much pain. I will try again . I think death will make things better because life is breaking me.
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M Aug 23, 2013

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    50 Way I Have Been Told I Am Not Good Enough.

    1) I am to you young. 2) I am to old (yep got this at 21) 3) I am black 4) I am not black enough (yep this was said to me) 5) I show lack of emotion (changed) 6) I show to much emotion (sigh) 7) I am not smart enough 8) I am funny but they can't take me seriously 9) I am fat 10...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 16, 2013

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    GRIN AND BARE IT

    I am trying to be happy. I am trying to take all the negative and just smile. But I see everything getting worse and I am having a hard time breathing. I'm scared and I think I am going to have to really end soon because finding reasons to keep going is more painful than...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 5, 2013

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    I Am Actively Trying.

    It's getting harder and harder to keep from going back to sad depressed gonna end it me and whoa is it tough. Not sure if I can keep this up.
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M Aug 21, 2011

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    The Question. Sorry To Long To Ask

    Is it ok to hate someone? A year and a half ago I met a guy and yes a guy. we talked and we flirted it was cool. 1st time someone flirted with me. So I asked him out about 3 weeks after that ... a week later I introduced him to a friend... 2 weeks later they tell me they are in...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 8 Responses Feb 2, 2013

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    59 things that make me happy 1. Waking up and finding there's no chalk mark around me. 2. Dreaming of my lady kissing me when I'm asleep and knowing it's not my pet dog. 3...
    JohnCrighton JohnCrighton 51-55, M 1 Response Feb 13

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    Sometimes when im trying to sleep i hear voices calling my name, i know who the voices are, they are my classmates or people who work at my school, i talk to myself alot and answer...
    TheRealFenix TheRealFenix 13-15, F Feb 7

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    By far there has been no girl that I can particularly relate to who was very fond or interested in me even if I studied in co ED I dont think good looks, money, beauty things...
    FightingTillTheEnd FightingTillTheEnd 31-35, M Feb 17

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    Drawing is the things people never judge me negative they enjoy it. It makes them smile i don't draw that well but to me drawings always been there for me. I can draw what I feel...
    dreamychan dreamychan 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    Birth. Breathe. Eat. Sleep. Study. Work. Love. Marriage. Family. Life. Death. Existence. The cycle continues every single day of my life until the day I draw my last...
    leoreo leoreo 18-21, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    It started as neck pain. I thought I slept wrong. But it got worse. My hand started going numb. Then I started getting searing pain in my shoulder into my arm. MRI showed nothing...
    bettedaviseyes88 bettedaviseyes88 36-40, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I have this weird quirk that I only draw when I feel under the weather. I think because I use my emotions as an inspiration to draw. I know my drawings end up dark but at least I...
    grrrey grrrey 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 4

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    What I do when I just need to get things off my mind. Listening to music and drawling helps, but once you stop drawling you realize your just gonna keep on thinking about it. Hope...
    dimplesgirl17 dimplesgirl17 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 15

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    Its not that I like it I just do it. Sometimes I get bored and think drawing on my hand would be fun. I remember in school when I would get told off for drawing on my hands. And...
    LifeOnAThread LifeOnAThread 18-21, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    That's how I draw myself! :D I think I'm gonna go with that drawing for my new profile picture.
    shimy38 shimy38 13-15, F 4 Responses Feb 6

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    I love to draw flowers. I remeber me drawing doodles in 6th grade, drawing flowers. I almost always include flowers in my doodles. And even sometimes in my paintings or drawings...
    ThinkingCat ThinkingCat 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 15

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    Whatcha think? I drew this piece for a good friend of mine. It was a pretty quick sketch, so I hope he'll like it anyway.I don't know why, but drawing brings something alive from...
    RavenTail RavenTail 16-17, F 4 Responses Feb 20

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    As I went through my album for my drawings, I've noticed that there's been many drawings in there that have received a bit of popularity since its post. They may not have enough...
    BloodFanatic BloodFanatic 18-21, M a week ago

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    Okay, today is day #2, and I'll be reposting the 4th most popular drawing in my album for the people of MeToo to enjoy. Here is #4: "Heart Element". This is in fact logo I've made...
    BloodFanatic BloodFanatic 18-21, M a week ago

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    Here's one of my drawings. I think I did pretty okay, but I could've done better. What do you guys think?
    Petepot Petepot 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 4

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    I use to draw a lot but not so much anymore. I never did a lot of free hand drawing. But I can look at any picture and draw it perfectly. I use to do the cover of Disney movies and...
    holehearted79 holehearted79 31-35, F 6 Responses Feb 7

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    lately I draw too much. I stop drawing about 2-3 years ago. then now I do it again. I love draw random stuff and wanna see it ? check my gallery on instagram its @detdetong follow...
    callixtine callixtine 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    I try to draw and i have the materials and books but i need more practice because so far i i have drawn was characters i know already some from video games and some from animes...
    Cheshirecupacat Cheshirecupacat 13-15, F 3 Responses Feb 4

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    I'm finally done with my Elizabeth Murray drawing for my art class. It was extremely important to make it work together, and I feel I've accomplished that. I hope you guys enjoy...
    BloodFanatic BloodFanatic 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 22

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    I haven't drawn anything in months so figured I'd draw something just now it's not something I usually draw but it fitted the time.
    damnitsover damnitsover 16-17, M 1 Response Feb 23

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    I'm done with my brand new drawing. It shows how much I really love blood. I want be covered in blood, constantly flowing as I lick it off my face. I know it's weird, but I don't...
    BloodFanatic BloodFanatic 18-21, M 4 Responses a week ago

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    Okay, time to bring in #2 in the popularity run. This is a drawing that I got stuck on. I want in a creative slump, an I was just putting some weird lines in different places. Next...
    BloodFanatic BloodFanatic 18-21, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I always had a pencil on my hands since I was a baby. I love drawing. I'm 34 years old and I'm still drawing. It's a therapy, you don't have an idea of how much happiness drawing...
    LunaStar89 LunaStar89 31-35, F 2 days ago

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    I can't explain why I am drawn to you but I am. there is ora about some people that draw other ora's it rare for me to be so blinding drawn to an ora.. like our souls know each...
    missjdragon20 missjdragon20 26-30, F 2 days ago

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    1 My best friend 2 Knowing that my friends are safe and well 3 The caress of someone I love 4 Long walks in the country 5 Listening to music 6 The first coffee of the day 7...
    IF64 IF64 51-55, M 1 Response Feb 11

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    this is a recent drawing of my own version of between mufasa and scar(from The Lion King) still gotta outline the lines and colour it in. What do you guys think?:)
    wolflover514 wolflover514 16-17, F 3 Responses Feb 21

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    so, I've got this 5 days doodles drawing challenge and suddenly I can't think of anything :( any idea?
    pomelraie pomelraie 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    I tried my best to draw a car...I can't draw.
    ShawnL15 ShawnL15 18-21, M 3 Responses Feb 10

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