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I Think Thats It Is Luck Of The Draw

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    50 Way I Have Been Told I Am Not Good Enough.

    1) I am to you young. 2) I am to old (yep got this at 21) 3) I am black 4) I am not black enough (yep this was said to me) 5) I show lack of emotion (changed) 6) I show to much emotion (sigh) 7) I am not smart enough 8) I am funny but they can't take me seriously 9) I am fat 10...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 16, 2013

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    Everyone Is Avoiding Me...

    Not even sure what I did.... People leave when I say hi. I get weird stand offish stuff when I say Hi.........I get WTF looks ... Ugh...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M Jun 1, 2013

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    I Am Actively Trying.

    It's getting harder and harder to keep from going back to sad depressed gonna end it me and whoa is it tough. Not sure if I can keep this up.
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M Aug 21, 2011

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    How Broken Is My Heart

    I don't have a fancy cell phone to show myself being sad. I don't have a good cam to catch myself crying. I don't have the mental ability to explain my self in full detail and I don't have the time to keep feel this in every aspect of my life. I don't have someone in my life to...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 2 Responses Aug 15, 2013

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    All I Hear Is Lies

    You're are great. You're awesome. I would totally date you. You're so sweet. I need you in my life. Lies. People say these things to control me. To keep me in there bubble. But it's all a lie isn't it .
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 6, 2013

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    No One Gets It Really Do They

    I don’t I have never had real friends. Just them. They were my real friends and family. No one else. everyone else is just a liar. No one cares.. No one would care if I died. Or even cry. It’s so funny we get sad over a person you met 30 seconds ago me I tell how I feel...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M Jun 9, 2013

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    GRIN AND BARE IT

    I am trying to be happy. I am trying to take all the negative and just smile. But I see everything getting worse and I am having a hard time breathing. I'm scared and I think I am going to have to really end soon because finding reasons to keep going is more painful than...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 5, 2013

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    As Of Today This Is My Vow

    With all that is new and old . with all that is past and present I am no longer straying from my plans. I have had a suicide plan since I was 18 I never went through with it in hopes that things would get better even now I still I walk though the same lines of hell I have been in...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 2 Responses Sep 6, 2013

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    This Is The Worst Month Of My Life And My Life Is Pretty Bad

    On Saturday I had a my bosses basically tell me that they hate me and the only reason the keep me around is because I do good work. Well hate is a strong word they say i'm very anti social and way to submissive which is a short list of what they said. I was so mad and looking...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 3 Responses Oct 4, 2011

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    I Think That Its Luck Of The Draw

    So once again I feel ignored. Rejected and just plain not wanted. I made these friends but in at the same time I feel like the way my old friend treat me. They talk to each other and they play around and I'll say it they hit on each other and once more I feel left out.I'm so...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 17, 2011

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    I Think Tonight I Will Put Effort Into Dieing

    I guess I always chicken out but I am so tired and in so much pain. I will try again . I think death will make things better because life is breaking me.
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M Aug 23, 2013

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    Only When I Sleep

    Only when I sleep does the pain of the world wash away. Only when I sleep does it all vanish. Only when I sleep does my mind go quiet . Only when I sleep does my heart feel at ease. Only when I am sleeping do I feel any peace Only when I am sleeping do I feel free I am so tired...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 2 Responses Dec 26, 2012

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    I Keep Having A Nightmare Of My Death

    in this dream I see I am looking up at a mural of myself. My hands are our forwards as if I am telling myself to come home. I see words on the right side I see pain , suffering, death. On the left side I see sadness, alone, hopeless over my head I see worthless, useless, alone...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M Aug 18, 2013

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    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 10, 2013

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    The Question. Sorry To Long To Ask

    Is it ok to hate someone? A year and a half ago I met a guy and yes a guy. we talked and we flirted it was cool. 1st time someone flirted with me. So I asked him out about 3 weeks after that ... a week later I introduced him to a friend... 2 weeks later they tell me they are in...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 8 Responses Feb 2, 2013

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    I drew the spine from steam powered giraffe earlier and I also draw a lot of birds, cats, foxes, etc.
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    They will try to teach you to think your way out of feelings, they will try to argue rationally about feelings They will tell you that you make yourself worse by thinking...
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    I've been searching for a female tickler on LI for a very long time now with either little or no luck. All I want is a female who lives close to me (or fairly close to me) who is...
    Rachissahope Rachissahope 18-21, F 2 hrs ago

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    I've been searching for a female tickler on LI for a very long time now with either little or no luck. All I want is a female who lives close to me (or fairly close to me) who is...
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    A significantly less physically demanding, but outrageously scenic alternative to nowadays’s hike is always to heli-hike on Franz Josef Glacier itself. Just after remaining...
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    i dont even know where to begin with this one. shes five years older then me. we have gone through points in our relationship where we get along and then we dont, at all. we took...
    LiveloveJ LiveloveJ 26-30, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Everyone seems to say "wow! Your good at drawing" i get scared when people see my art work. Why? Im fearful girl when it comes to my art talent.. I was judged by my art years ago...
    SkilletFan01 SkilletFan01 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 4

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    I both love it and hate it-- It's a bittersweet poison to me. Drawing gives me life, but it makes me feel incoherent. Useless. I get so frustrated when I can't get anything right...
    CultKittyX CultKittyX 22-25 a week ago

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    I like to draw people. humans interest me. I think you learn about yourself when you draw someone else. people are beautiful.
    fjb7777 fjb7777 36-40, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    sooo ive been getting alot of haters saying tht i steal pics off of google nd ****....ok sooo what i do is yes i find pics of of instagram and google and we heart it and tumblr AND...
    foreverANDnever14 foreverANDnever14 13-15, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I draw portraits. Lots and lots of them. I learned drawing them all by myself without asking help from my dad who I was suprised to know that he knew how to draw too. But it's...
    acitythatneverwakesup acitythatneverwakesup 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 4

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    I don't just think it, I know I am ugly. I've been told pretty much half my life that I'm ugly and I'm this and that and well, this is me trying to come to terms with the whole...
    havingabadweek havingabadweek 18-21 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I have GOT to get this out... I cant keep it bottled in any longer. I may only be rambling to myself here, but I dont care, at least it will be out of my system. ( I'm going to...
    ashuriiNikooru ashuriiNikooru 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 26

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    I have nothing! I used to think that. But you are so lucky. You have a roof over your head, food in your stommach, a education, you have everything you need to get past a bad phase...
    guitarsongwriter guitarsongwriter 13-15, F a week ago

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    When I was younger, I drew all the time. I even went to a special art school. But I don't draw so much anymore. The thing is, I love to draw but I don't want to show my work to...
    AlmaGabriella AlmaGabriella 16-17, F Sep 29

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    My younger brother is the know-it-all in my family. Once, he started arguing with me to the point of yelling about whether I colored a drawing of mine in. I mean seriously, why...
    DrowningInRed DrowningInRed 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 2

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    Hey check out my art album and let me know what you think! Hoping to eventually be able to draw some really realistic portraits
    hockeygurl16 hockeygurl16 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 11

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    I love to draw it helps me when I'm stressed I like to draw my emotions on to a blank piece of paper I also like to draw anything buetiful that I see
    sleepingwithsirens21 sleepingwithsirens21 16-17, F 4 days ago

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    I love to draw and paint it helps me express who I am and what it is I feel and see. I never think about what I do when I an working on my art I just let the energy flow
    ymoren21 ymoren21 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    I've been finding myself drawing a lot more than usual recently. Not that this is unusual. I've been drawing my entire life. But lately, I've been doing whole pages of drawing...
    Geishacowgirl Geishacowgirl 18-21, T 1 day ago

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    I draw on my self these are what I draw
    jeniffer200 jeniffer200 13-15, F 3 Responses Sep 24

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    I need something drawn for me. Please message me. Must be good at drawing birds! Thanks!
    Cwins165 Cwins165 13-15, M 1 Response Sep 26

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    I want to get started again.. Its been roughly 4 months since i havent drawn (Thank you art class for burning me out) what should i draw first?
    TheKingWizard TheKingWizard 18-21, M 4 Responses Oct 2

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    I love to draw but I lack the motivation now but I do get urges to draw sometimes I've been told I'm not that bad if you wanna take a look at some just ask if you wanna give an...
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    I love drawing, I have a special book for all my drawings. It's a great pass time and something I can express myself into.
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    cheating is not okay. it hurts the other person. if you love them then you shouldnt cheat. there is no reason for it. even if you got drunk and had sex. thats no reason you should...
    picofire picofire 22-25, M Oct 4

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    Basic Drawing assignment...dump everything in my bag and draw it as well as bag..hope you like it
    genesis99 genesis99 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 7

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    *smile .. this is my sketch. one day.. I would go back to drawing class... drawing and painting can lift up your spirit.. and bring you to a happy journey. It is an activity that...
    SwanLake78 SwanLake78 36-40, F 8 Responses Oct 9

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    If only people could see what I write and draw...if they did they probably wouldn't want to talk to me much. I write about some deep stuff. Especially in my diary. I feel like...
    BlondeGirlBunny BlondeGirlBunny 16-17, F Oct 12

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