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I Think Thats It Is Luck Of The Draw

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    GRIN AND BARE IT

    I am trying to be happy. I am trying to take all the negative and just smile. But I see everything getting worse and I am having a hard time breathing. I'm scared and I think I am going to have to really end soon because finding reasons to keep going is more painful than...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 5, 2013

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    All I Hear Is Lies

    You're are great. You're awesome. I would totally date you. You're so sweet. I need you in my life. Lies. People say these things to control me. To keep me in there bubble. But it's all a lie isn't it .
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 6, 2013

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    50 Way I Have Been Told I Am Not Good Enough.

    1) I am to you young. 2) I am to old (yep got this at 21) 3) I am black 4) I am not black enough (yep this was said to me) 5) I show lack of emotion (changed) 6) I show to much emotion (sigh) 7) I am not smart enough 8) I am funny but they can't take me seriously 9) I am fat 10...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 16, 2013

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    How Broken Is My Heart

    I don't have a fancy cell phone to show myself being sad. I don't have a good cam to catch myself crying. I don't have the mental ability to explain my self in full detail and I don't have the time to keep feel this in every aspect of my life. I don't have someone in my life to...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 2 Responses Aug 15, 2013

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    Only When I Sleep

    Only when I sleep does the pain of the world wash away. Only when I sleep does it all vanish. Only when I sleep does my mind go quiet . Only when I sleep does my heart feel at ease. Only when I am sleeping do I feel any peace Only when I am sleeping do I feel free I am so tired...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 2 Responses Dec 26, 2012

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    I Am Actively Trying.

    It's getting harder and harder to keep from going back to sad depressed gonna end it me and whoa is it tough. Not sure if I can keep this up.
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M Aug 21, 2011

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    I Think Tonight I Will Put Effort Into Dieing

    I guess I always chicken out but I am so tired and in so much pain. I will try again . I think death will make things better because life is breaking me.
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M Aug 23, 2013

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    No One Gets It Really Do They

    I don’t I have never had real friends. Just them. They were my real friends and family. No one else. everyone else is just a liar. No one cares.. No one would care if I died. Or even cry. It’s so funny we get sad over a person you met 30 seconds ago me I tell how I feel...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M Jun 9, 2013

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    I Think That Its Luck Of The Draw

    So once again I feel ignored. Rejected and just plain not wanted. I made these friends but in at the same time I feel like the way my old friend treat me. They talk to each other and they play around and I'll say it they hit on each other and once more I feel left out.I'm so...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 17, 2011

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    This Is The Worst Month Of My Life And My Life Is Pretty Bad

    On Saturday I had a my bosses basically tell me that they hate me and the only reason the keep me around is because I do good work. Well hate is a strong word they say i'm very anti social and way to submissive which is a short list of what they said. I was so mad and looking...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 3 Responses Oct 4, 2011

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    I Keep Having A Nightmare Of My Death

    in this dream I see I am looking up at a mural of myself. My hands are our forwards as if I am telling myself to come home. I see words on the right side I see pain , suffering, death. On the left side I see sadness, alone, hopeless over my head I see worthless, useless, alone...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M Aug 18, 2013

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    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 10, 2013

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    The Question. Sorry To Long To Ask

    Is it ok to hate someone? A year and a half ago I met a guy and yes a guy. we talked and we flirted it was cool. 1st time someone flirted with me. So I asked him out about 3 weeks after that ... a week later I introduced him to a friend... 2 weeks later they tell me they are in...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 8 Responses Feb 2, 2013

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    As Of Today This Is My Vow

    With all that is new and old . with all that is past and present I am no longer straying from my plans. I have had a suicide plan since I was 18 I never went through with it in hopes that things would get better even now I still I walk though the same lines of hell I have been in...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 2 Responses Sep 6, 2013

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    Everyone Is Avoiding Me...

    Not even sure what I did.... People leave when I say hi. I get weird stand offish stuff when I say Hi.........I get WTF looks ... Ugh...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M Jun 1, 2013

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    I absolutely love it. It's time consuming and can get a bit frustrating when I have a block, but it can be worth it in the end. But really, what I mostly love about it is how it...
    AdolescentBro AdolescentBro 18-21, M 10 hrs ago

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    Upon informing Madalin that she had laundry to put away, she says, "but I want to draw first." Knowing this child like the back of my hand, I'm aware that if she does not do the...
    justNIK justNIK 41-45, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Drawing is the things people never judge me negative they enjoy it. It makes them smile i don't draw that well but to me drawings always been there for me. I can draw what I feel...
    dreamychan dreamychan 13-15, F Feb 28

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    It started as neck pain. I thought I slept wrong. But it got worse. My hand started going numb. Then I started getting searing pain in my shoulder into my arm. MRI showed nothing...
    bettedaviseyes88 bettedaviseyes88 36-40, F 1 Response Mar 2

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    Humans say luck. Luck is something that we use to assign probability. Probability is not knowing. The unknown against the known. Yet, everything is set into play. If you watch a...
    C9Poke C9Poke 16-17, M 1 Response Mar 12

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    I broke my neck and survived It was back in 2007 I was hit by a car and broke my neck and some other parts of my body but my main injury was my neck. I broke my C5 to C7 and my C6...
    gemmydoll gemmydoll 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 4

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    I think I'm still bad at drawing .... Do you think so??
    nabi246 nabi246 16-17, F 4 Responses Mar 10

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    I can't explain why I am drawn to you but I am. there is ora about some people that draw other ora's it rare for me to be so blinding drawn to an ora.. like our souls know each...
    missjdragon20 missjdragon20 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 2

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    I love drawing landscapes Once I'm done I always paint them In.... The hardest part about drawing is drawing a house, eyes, eyebrows and cars or trucks it's also hard painting them...
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 12

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    I haven't posted a drawing in a while, and I recently found this in an old drawing folder, so I thought, "Why not?" This is a drawing from a couple years ago, from when I was...
    DrowningInRed DrowningInRed 13-15, F Mar 19

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    so, I've got this 5 days doodles drawing challenge and suddenly I can't think of anything :( any idea?
    pomelraie pomelraie 18-21, F Mar 2

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    I love drawing anime and manga, and want to ask if people think this is good
    pokemonmaster44 pokemonmaster44 13-15, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Time for the final drawing to be reposted. This one is very special to me. Whenever I'm down, I look at this picture and feel that I too could find love someday. This is the #1...
    BloodFanatic BloodFanatic 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 28

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    I'm bored and want to draw, idk what to draw though. Any requests?
    hallow1331 hallow1331 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 28

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    I don't really draw often, but when I do I'm really good at it. I suppose I should draw more!
    Blue707 Blue707 16-17, M 1 Response Mar 1

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    I love to draw but it seems so hard to find the inspiration to draw. I put my pencil to the paper and I get stuck.
    QuiteDream78 QuiteDream78 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 6

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    Yup i really love to draw specially my OC but i never know what to draw other than her so ... Yaay xD
    otakugamerwolf otakugamerwolf 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 6

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    I found this in my drawing pad i remember drawing it i felt so accomplished xD
    otakugamerwolf otakugamerwolf 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 6

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    I am drawing something little for a dear friend of mine.. Just thought i'd share since i have not been drawing for a long time. :)
    EverythingAndAnything EverythingAndAnything 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 11

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     Let's talk about listening. Active listening. Consider these questions:What is the difference between hearing and listening? What are the different kinds of listening...
    1alwaysdreaming 1alwaysdreaming 18-21, F 42 Responses Mar 1

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    Just broke a mirror and to be honest the bad luck will just blend in and I'll think it's normal.
    Paleandpolluted86 Paleandpolluted86 26-30, F Feb 28

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    I have read up on "election" and asked friends. I understand that the Baptist church I attend believes in John Calvanist's views. That God predestined certain people to Heaven...
    KeraJo75 KeraJo75 36-40 Mar 11

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    People (teenagers) who think they got it bad, or that they're depressed, so they cut or take pills and try to OD. ******* really? You have no idea what life is. Lemme give you a...
    GreenManley GreenManley 18-21, M 4 Responses Mar 11

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    I am lucky because I choose to acknowledge every good thing that happens to me - be it as big as finding my phone 4 hours after losing it or as small as getting the last packet of...
    RH17 RH17 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    So I have a friend who I am sure hates me, he doesn't admit it when I ask him but I can see it in him, this look he gives me. It's like he would rather be doing anything else in...
    Marb3ll Marb3ll 16-17, M 6 days ago

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