I Think Thats It Is Luck Of The Draw

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    Only When I Sleep

    Only when I sleep does the pain of the world wash away. Only when I sleep does it all vanish. Only when I sleep does my mind go quiet . Only when I sleep does my heart feel at ease. Only when I am sleeping do I feel any peace Only when I am sleeping do I feel free I am so tired...
    NsprDash NsprDash
    26-30, M
    Dec 26, 2012

    50 Way I Have Been Told I Am Not Good Enough.

    1) I am to you young. 2) I am to old (yep got this at 21) 3) I am black 4) I am not black enough (yep this was said to me) 5) I show lack of emotion (changed) 6) I show to much emotion (sigh) 7) I am not smart enough 8) I am funny but they can't take me seriously 9) I am fat 10...
    NsprDash NsprDash
    26-30, M
    1 Response Mar 16, 2013

    How Broken Is My Heart

    I don't have a fancy cell phone to show myself being sad. I don't have a good cam to catch myself crying. I don't have the mental ability to explain my self in full detail and I don't have the time to keep feel this in every aspect of my life. I don't have someone in my life to...
    NsprDash NsprDash
    26-30, M
    1 Response Aug 15, 2013

    No One Gets It Really Do They

    I don’t I have never had real friends. Just them. They were my real friends and family. No one else. everyone else is just a liar. No one cares.. No one would care if I died. Or even cry. It’s so funny we get sad over a person you met 30 seconds ago me I tell how I feel...
    NsprDash NsprDash
    26-30, M
    Jun 9, 2013

    As Of Today This Is My Vow

    With all that is new and old . with all that is past and present I am no longer straying from my plans. I have had a suicide plan since I was 18 I never went through with it in hopes that things would get better even now I still I walk though the same lines of hell I have been in...
    NsprDash NsprDash
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Sep 6, 2013

    I Think That Its Luck Of The Draw

    So once again I feel ignored. Rejected and just plain not wanted. I made these friends but in at the same time I feel like the way my old friend treat me. They talk to each other and they play around and I'll say it they hit on each other and once more I feel left out.I'm so...
    NsprDash NsprDash
    26-30, M
    1 Response Aug 17, 2011

    All I Hear Is Lies

    You're are great. You're awesome. I would totally date you. You're so sweet. I need you in my life. Lies. People say these things to control me. To keep me in there bubble. But it's all a lie isn't it .
    NsprDash NsprDash
    26-30, M
    1 Response Jan 6, 2013

    I Keep Having A Nightmare Of My Death

    in this dream I see I am looking up at a mural of myself. My hands are our forwards as if I am telling myself to come home. I see words on the right side I see pain , suffering, death. On the left side I see sadness, alone, hopeless over my head I see worthless, useless, alone...
    NsprDash NsprDash
    26-30, M
    Aug 18, 2013
    NsprDash NsprDash
    26-30, M
    1 Response Apr 10, 2013

    I Am Actively Trying.

    It's getting harder and harder to keep from going back to sad depressed gonna end it me and whoa is it tough. Not sure if I can keep this up.
    NsprDash NsprDash
    26-30, M
    Aug 21, 2011

    This Is The Worst Month Of My Life And My Life Is Pretty Bad

    On Saturday I had a my bosses basically tell me that they hate me and the only reason the keep me around is because I do good work. Well hate is a strong word they say i'm very anti social and way to submissive which is a short list of what they said. I was so mad and looking...
    NsprDash NsprDash
    26-30, M
    3 Responses Oct 4, 2011

    I Think Tonight I Will Put Effort Into Dieing

    I guess I always chicken out but I am so tired and in so much pain. I will try again . I think death will make things better because life is breaking me.
    NsprDash NsprDash
    26-30, M
    Aug 23, 2013

    The Question. Sorry To Long To Ask

    Is it ok to hate someone? A year and a half ago I met a guy and yes a guy. we talked and we flirted it was cool. 1st time someone flirted with me. So I asked him out about 3 weeks after that ... a week later I introduced him to a friend... 2 weeks later they tell me they are in...
    NsprDash NsprDash
    26-30, M
    6 Responses Feb 2, 2013

    Everyone Is Avoiding Me...

    Not even sure what I did.... People leave when I say hi. I get weird stand offish stuff when I say Hi.........I get WTF looks ... Ugh...
    NsprDash NsprDash
    26-30, M
    Jun 1, 2013

    GRIN AND BARE IT

    I am trying to be happy. I am trying to take all the negative and just smile. But I see everything getting worse and I am having a hard time breathing. I'm scared and I think I am going to have to really end soon because finding reasons to keep going is more painful than...
    NsprDash NsprDash
    26-30, M
    1 Response Aug 5, 2013

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    EarlPhantomhive EarlPhantomhive
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    1 Response Apr 21
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    notAloneWithYou notAloneWithYou
    36-40, F
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    56-60, F
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    56-60, F
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    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Apr 19
    Drawing is my favorite hobby.
    Knickster24 Knickster24
    22-25, M
    1 Response Apr 19
    Since ep is closing down soon, let me know what you think of me. I just really want to know xD Well what do you think??
    chocolatewhatsoever chocolatewhatsoever
    16-17, F
    25 Responses Apr 19
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    CalicoWoolfe CalicoWoolfe
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Apr 18
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    BSTisapain BSTisapain
    46-50, F
    4 Responses Apr 18
    Mom always says I'm just like my dad. Until recently I didn't see what she thought was so alike. He's way heavier than me, his skin is white, not brown like mine. Only physical...
    9minute 9minute
    18-21, M
    Apr 18
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    ebolarama ebolarama
    26-30, M
    1 Response Apr 18
    How to Know When It’s Time to Give Up By Cloris Kylie Stock You might be experiencing a situation that isn’t working and wondering whether you should persevere a little...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer
    46-50, M
    1 Response Apr 17
    I REGRET NOTHING. Seriously, though, drawing Mettaton's legs on random characters is strangely amusing. XD
    DrowningInRed DrowningInRed
    13-15
    2 Responses Apr 17
    I am more mature than I seemed. People think I can't do things. Thus, basically I'm still a "baby". I'm a grown up! I can do things on my own and I can do things better than...
    soyyoprincesa soyyoprincesa
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Apr 17
    I have recently found out some shocking FACTS about the dentist office that my fellow females must know.. I went to the dentist office yesterday to get my teeth cleaned. I came...
    XZitertic72 XZitertic72
    16-17, F
    Apr 16
    What is the meaning of life?? Like really, why are we even here or created. You know now that I think of it, is life really THAT important. I mean what does it matter if someone...
    mengstrom5721 mengstrom5721
    13-15, F
    4 Responses Apr 16
    I've been told I have an "old soul" multiple times, if that's true I think I've been recycled too many times and just need to be taken out of circulation. I don't think my soul has...
    kk1874 kk1874
    31-35, F
    Apr 16
    I think there is someone watching me at all times. I catch glimpses of him when I'm alone. I think maybe it's a ghost and I'm afraid of what it may want.
    lilpoetbear lilpoetbear
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Apr 15
    I am amazed by my husband! Lots of times I think about lots of things! But my husband doesn't think he just live the life !!! When I try to make conversation with him he acting...
    daniela222 daniela222
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Apr 15
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    WritingDesk11 WritingDesk11
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Apr 14
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    Shamandora Shamandora
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 14
    Damn it ... Father of the daughter didnt give me time to say goodbye.. I wanted to thank him for having dedicated to my name an experience section in here. I hope he knows how...
    LozzyFromRome LozzyFromRome
    46-50, M
    1 Response Apr 13
    I find myself drawned to the Christian song Flawless by Mercy Me because I am flawless.
    geminigirl54 geminigirl54
    36-40, F
    1 Response Apr 13
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    AsYetNameless AsYetNameless
    13-15, T
    Apr 13
    Yes i am drawn to someone who show me their dark side. Like, they don't hesistate or had second doubts to trust their secrets into you, I feel trusted and overwhelmed to knpw that...
    Amidala06 Amidala06
    18-21, F
    Apr 13
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    stilllearning20 stilllearning20
    22-25, F
    Apr 13
    I have never and I think I couldn't ever be friends with anyone that doesn't have some serious mental illness or has some seriously ****** up view about the world because I don't...
    redhq redhq
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Apr 13
    You need to aim beyond what you are capable of. You must develop a complete disregard for where your abilities end. Try to do things that you're incapable of... If you think you're...
    hazaramujahideen hazaramujahideen
    70+, F
    Apr 12
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    PoeticSchemer PoeticSchemer
    26-30, M
    1 Response Apr 12
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    YourSecretAdmire22 YourSecretAdmire22
    22-25, M
    Apr 11
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    VioletVivid VioletVivid
    26-30
    2 Responses Apr 11
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    quantumike quantumike
    51-55, M
    Apr 11
    Guy's just see my drawings on instagram, hope u like and do follow :P instagram :srey24 fb: Sreyance Dedhia. Guys do watch it. ;)
    Srey24 Srey24
    16-17, M
    Apr 11
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    Jorgeprida Jorgeprida
    13-15
    Apr 10
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    FluttershyLabeouf FluttershyLabeouf
    18-21, M
    Apr 10
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    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 10
    Personally I think I'm ugly, what do you guys think?
    LaurenLatimer55 LaurenLatimer55
    18-21, F
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    22-25, F
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    LozzyFromRome LozzyFromRome
    46-50, M
    3 Responses Apr 9
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    Thesdamos Thesdamos
    16-17, M
    Apr 9
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    vivianescrooge vivianescrooge
    22-25
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