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I Think Thats It Is Luck Of The Draw

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    All I Hear Is Lies

    You're are great. You're awesome. I would totally date you. You're so sweet. I need you in my life. Lies. People say these things to control me. To keep me in there bubble. But it's all a lie isn't it .
    NsprDash NsprDash 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 6, 2013

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    I Am Actively Trying.

    It's getting harder and harder to keep from going back to sad depressed gonna end it me and whoa is it tough. Not sure if I can keep this up.
    NsprDash NsprDash 26-30, M Aug 21, 2011

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    Everyone Is Avoiding Me...

    Not even sure what I did.... People leave when I say hi. I get weird stand offish stuff when I say Hi.........I get WTF looks ... Ugh...
    NsprDash NsprDash 26-30, M Jun 1, 2013

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    The Question. Sorry To Long To Ask

    Is it ok to hate someone? A year and a half ago I met a guy and yes a guy. we talked and we flirted it was cool. 1st time someone flirted with me. So I asked him out about 3 weeks after that ... a week later I introduced him to a friend... 2 weeks later they tell me they are in...
    NsprDash NsprDash 26-30, M 6 Responses Feb 2, 2013

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    This Is The Worst Month Of My Life And My Life Is Pretty Bad

    On Saturday I had a my bosses basically tell me that they hate me and the only reason the keep me around is because I do good work. Well hate is a strong word they say i'm very anti social and way to submissive which is a short list of what they said. I was so mad and looking...
    NsprDash NsprDash 26-30, M 3 Responses Oct 4, 2011

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    Only When I Sleep

    Only when I sleep does the pain of the world wash away. Only when I sleep does it all vanish. Only when I sleep does my mind go quiet . Only when I sleep does my heart feel at ease. Only when I am sleeping do I feel any peace Only when I am sleeping do I feel free I am so tired...
    NsprDash NsprDash 26-30, M 2 Responses Dec 26, 2012

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    NsprDash NsprDash 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 10, 2013

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    I Keep Having A Nightmare Of My Death

    in this dream I see I am looking up at a mural of myself. My hands are our forwards as if I am telling myself to come home. I see words on the right side I see pain , suffering, death. On the left side I see sadness, alone, hopeless over my head I see worthless, useless, alone...
    NsprDash NsprDash 26-30, M Aug 18, 2013

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    As Of Today This Is My Vow

    With all that is new and old . with all that is past and present I am no longer straying from my plans. I have had a suicide plan since I was 18 I never went through with it in hopes that things would get better even now I still I walk though the same lines of hell I have been in...
    NsprDash NsprDash 26-30, M 2 Responses Sep 6, 2013

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    No One Gets It Really Do They

    I don’t I have never had real friends. Just them. They were my real friends and family. No one else. everyone else is just a liar. No one cares.. No one would care if I died. Or even cry. It’s so funny we get sad over a person you met 30 seconds ago me I tell how I feel...
    NsprDash NsprDash 26-30, M Jun 9, 2013

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    50 Way I Have Been Told I Am Not Good Enough.

    1) I am to you young. 2) I am to old (yep got this at 21) 3) I am black 4) I am not black enough (yep this was said to me) 5) I show lack of emotion (changed) 6) I show to much emotion (sigh) 7) I am not smart enough 8) I am funny but they can't take me seriously 9) I am fat 10...
    NsprDash NsprDash 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 16, 2013

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    I Think That Its Luck Of The Draw

    So once again I feel ignored. Rejected and just plain not wanted. I made these friends but in at the same time I feel like the way my old friend treat me. They talk to each other and they play around and I'll say it they hit on each other and once more I feel left out.I'm so...
    NsprDash NsprDash 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 17, 2011

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    I Think Tonight I Will Put Effort Into Dieing

    I guess I always chicken out but I am so tired and in so much pain. I will try again . I think death will make things better because life is breaking me.
    NsprDash NsprDash 26-30, M Aug 23, 2013

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    How Broken Is My Heart

    I don't have a fancy cell phone to show myself being sad. I don't have a good cam to catch myself crying. I don't have the mental ability to explain my self in full detail and I don't have the time to keep feel this in every aspect of my life. I don't have someone in my life to...
    NsprDash NsprDash 26-30, M 2 Responses Aug 15, 2013

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    GRIN AND BARE IT

    I am trying to be happy. I am trying to take all the negative and just smile. But I see everything getting worse and I am having a hard time breathing. I'm scared and I think I am going to have to really end soon because finding reasons to keep going is more painful than...
    NsprDash NsprDash 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 5, 2013

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    Hi I would like to vent a bit.I was going to put I have husband who thinks he knows everything.But also my in laws think they know everything too.It bothers me a lot.Here is...
    Fruitypunch15 Fruitypunch15 31-35 2 hrs ago

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    I'm sorry for the people who asks for those drawings >< I'm out of paper lately and I just realised tht my sketchpad is full >< I'm so sorry
    YoseiHime YoseiHime 13-15, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    I love drawing eyes, I think they're so expressive and wonderful!
    Naluu Naluu 16-17 8 hrs ago

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    I am very fast to blame myself, that i must have said something wrong. That i somehow am the cause of something. In a way that is a little selfcentered, tho not in the ordinary...
    mirkwood86 mirkwood86 26-30, M 9 hrs ago

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    I was raised by a professional baseball team pretty much (Padres). I grew up with baseball players and grew up thinking a foul ball is just a flying baseball and nothing worth...
    Padresfan Padresfan 16-17, M 20 hrs ago

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    "Everybody's heard them before, Silly love songs, the world don't need more. Well I disagree, baby, this one's for you, Cause you make my heart sing a song that's brand new. I've...
    TheOpeningViolinist TheOpeningViolinist 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    thinking constantly about someone just makes us more human.it just keeps on saying that even after the pain, we still have our beating heart even if its been torn apart.wishing...
    hope88full hope88full 36-40, F 5 Responses 2 days ago

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    I draw, but I never had... Enjoyed drawing. Not that I can think of, however it is nice to draw whats on my mind. Anthro/furry is the thing, cute scenarios is usually what I love...
    virgoven virgoven 18-21 3 days ago

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    Examining my place in the pandemic of self-sabotage. The charming MzPhoenix posted a question this morning about the tendency of the female to be drawn to the male who will hurt...
    justNIK justNIK 41-45, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I'm finally getting off my lazy bum and making some wind-related art! I've done two sketches so far, itching to do a third later today. But, I need some suggestions for what sorts...
    GryphonChick GryphonChick 18-21, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    I love to draw. I've been drawing since middle school and have been progressively getting better. Though, i have stopped drawing and gave it a break. Hopefully i become what i want...
    reversethetime reversethetime 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    http://content-img.experienceproject.com/1437643338Tbr4uc-i.jpg I couldn't sleep, so I was up for a while drawing Paxton Callow, a cyborg based partially off of Wilhelm from...
    LordNexus78 LordNexus78 13-15, M 4 days ago

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    My sketchbook got ruined recently so I got a new one. Ever since I got the new one I've been drawing none stop.
    kpfoster1985 kpfoster1985 13-15, M 6 days ago

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    I like to draw dark or upsetting picture
    kpfoster1985 kpfoster1985 13-15, M 1 Response a week ago

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    I am very lucky for sure! My boyfriend is the love of my life we share some really great times, yes we have had to tackle some issues but I think we will come out twice as strong...
    SMGrove0312 SMGrove0312 18-21, F a week ago

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    I've been through a lot of pain and heartache, experienced a lot of loses but on the whole I am very lucky. I may not be rich but I have got a Fantastic Family (not all of them...
    AlreadyOwned7379 AlreadyOwned7379 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 19

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    I love drawing, it is so real axing and helps me relieve stress.. Especially when listening to music at the same time.. What do think ?
    KxXw KxXw 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 19

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    Inuyusha drawing hehehehehe
    saraluvdom saraluvdom 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 19

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    Sometimes even starts making me think about Scenarios thats not even true... And makes me get angry about situations that didnt even happen lol but just because i over think i...
    beautifulego beautifulego 16-17 Jul 18

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    It's nothing fancy or great. It's just a hobby I picked up a few years ago. Every time I put pen to paper and draw, the creation is tied to whatever emotion I'm currently feeling...
    imjustaghost imjustaghost 22-25, M 2 Responses Jul 17

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    My first tattoo is going to be "Stay Lucky" for two reasons. 1) it's a song by my favourite band. 2) I don't think I'm Lucky as in I win a lot and stuff but my family support me...
    ril3yx ril3yx 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 17

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    I never really knew that I'd be alive today. Battling major depression is definitely not a walk in the park and there's a lot more to it than "just stop being sad." There was a...
    nikaXo nikaXo 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 17

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    Ughh.. I remember waking up so confused, scared, cold & sweaty at the same time😩...... I feel like that smell would never go away... & his face keeps popping up. I try to get...
    beautifulego beautifulego 16-17 1 Response Jul 17

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    I love drawing naked women. naked bodies.
    dvinemarie dvinemarie 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 15

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    It sucks but I draw what I feel and this is how I feel. Yes, those are Nirvana lyrics in the back if you can see them.
    FleshEatingBacteria FleshEatingBacteria 18-21, M Jul 15

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    I have always had a difficult time with drawing facial people. I have had to work at that.
    BrokenAngel38 BrokenAngel38 36-40, F 3 Responses Jul 15

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    This drawing is in one of my older drawing books, but I still like it. :)
    BrokenAngel38 BrokenAngel38 36-40, F Jul 15

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    I draw this. Do you like it? It took me 2 weeks to finish
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F 4 Responses Jul 15

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