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I Think Thats It Is Luck Of The Draw

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    How Broken Is My Heart

    I don't have a fancy cell phone to show myself being sad. I don't have a good cam to catch myself crying. I don't have the mental ability to explain my self in full detail and I don't have the time to keep feel this in every aspect of my life. I don't have someone in my life to...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 2 Responses Aug 15, 2013

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    GRIN AND BARE IT

    I am trying to be happy. I am trying to take all the negative and just smile. But I see everything getting worse and I am having a hard time breathing. I'm scared and I think I am going to have to really end soon because finding reasons to keep going is more painful than...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 5, 2013

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    I Am Actively Trying.

    It's getting harder and harder to keep from going back to sad depressed gonna end it me and whoa is it tough. Not sure if I can keep this up.
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M Aug 21, 2011

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    All I Hear Is Lies

    You're are great. You're awesome. I would totally date you. You're so sweet. I need you in my life. Lies. People say these things to control me. To keep me in there bubble. But it's all a lie isn't it .
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 6, 2013

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    The Question. Sorry To Long To Ask

    Is it ok to hate someone? A year and a half ago I met a guy and yes a guy. we talked and we flirted it was cool. 1st time someone flirted with me. So I asked him out about 3 weeks after that ... a week later I introduced him to a friend... 2 weeks later they tell me they are in...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 8 Responses Feb 2, 2013

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    Everyone Is Avoiding Me...

    Not even sure what I did.... People leave when I say hi. I get weird stand offish stuff when I say Hi.........I get WTF looks ... Ugh...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M Jun 1, 2013

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    As Of Today This Is My Vow

    With all that is new and old . with all that is past and present I am no longer straying from my plans. I have had a suicide plan since I was 18 I never went through with it in hopes that things would get better even now I still I walk though the same lines of hell I have been in...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 2 Responses Sep 6, 2013

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    This Is The Worst Month Of My Life And My Life Is Pretty Bad

    On Saturday I had a my bosses basically tell me that they hate me and the only reason the keep me around is because I do good work. Well hate is a strong word they say i'm very anti social and way to submissive which is a short list of what they said. I was so mad and looking...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 3 Responses Oct 4, 2011

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    I Think That Its Luck Of The Draw

    So once again I feel ignored. Rejected and just plain not wanted. I made these friends but in at the same time I feel like the way my old friend treat me. They talk to each other and they play around and I'll say it they hit on each other and once more I feel left out.I'm so...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 17, 2011

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    Only When I Sleep

    Only when I sleep does the pain of the world wash away. Only when I sleep does it all vanish. Only when I sleep does my mind go quiet . Only when I sleep does my heart feel at ease. Only when I am sleeping do I feel any peace Only when I am sleeping do I feel free I am so tired...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 2 Responses Dec 26, 2012

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    I Think Tonight I Will Put Effort Into Dieing

    I guess I always chicken out but I am so tired and in so much pain. I will try again . I think death will make things better because life is breaking me.
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M Aug 23, 2013

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    50 Way I Have Been Told I Am Not Good Enough.

    1) I am to you young. 2) I am to old (yep got this at 21) 3) I am black 4) I am not black enough (yep this was said to me) 5) I show lack of emotion (changed) 6) I show to much emotion (sigh) 7) I am not smart enough 8) I am funny but they can't take me seriously 9) I am fat 10...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 16, 2013

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    I Keep Having A Nightmare Of My Death

    in this dream I see I am looking up at a mural of myself. My hands are our forwards as if I am telling myself to come home. I see words on the right side I see pain , suffering, death. On the left side I see sadness, alone, hopeless over my head I see worthless, useless, alone...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M Aug 18, 2013

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    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 10, 2013

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    No One Gets It Really Do They

    I don’t I have never had real friends. Just them. They were my real friends and family. No one else. everyone else is just a liar. No one cares.. No one would care if I died. Or even cry. It’s so funny we get sad over a person you met 30 seconds ago me I tell how I feel...
    NsprDash NsprDash 22-25, M Jun 9, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    I love drawing soo much. I wish I was a bit better at it, but I have really improved. I wish art was an easy/promising career 😭
    AgathaM AgathaM 13-15, F 1 hr ago

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    i dont know why the bad luck is always following me i wanna die??????
    imanb99 imanb99 13-15, F 3 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    i think looks are 40% and personality in 60%. the looks draw people in but the personality keeps them interested- thats how i think:)
    Carrrie Carrrie 16-17, F May 8

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    I think I have maladaptive daydream Disorder, i have read a bit about it and i feel like thats what i am going throw. i dint really get it at an really young age. i think I got it...
    Babygirl3799 Babygirl3799 16-17, F 1 Response May 6

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    I love to draw, sketch, doodle...it's just my thing. I can't really describe it but I know that when I do draw I'm not thinking about what I can draw I'm just going with the flow...
    dshined dshined 18-21, M Apr 23

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    I love to Draw it's my favorite thing to do!! I can draw really good............I think just if you want to comment on this post then if I get enough yes or no I will or won't show...
    kRaZeDmODDeR kRaZeDmODDeR 13-15, M May 5

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    I think that I have the talent if drawing. I want to be finally proud of myself This is a drawing I made when I was horrible. At drawing
    PikachuIsPikachu PikachuIsPikachu 18-21, F 2 Responses May 3

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    I love drawing abstract pictures you can make any pattern you want and just express yourself. Same goes for any type of art. Drawing helps clear my mind and help me relax after a...
    Ary0k001 Ary0k001 13-15, F 6 Responses May 2

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    I love drawing and painting, I also take art in school but I prefer doing my own thing. Tell me what you think I'll buy some picture of the stuff I've drawn.
    ItsJustRebecca ItsJustRebecca 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 28

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    I'm practicing drawing in pen. I'm also working on how I draw birds.What do you guys think?
    Petepot Petepot 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    You tube is my spot I love looking at the video tutorials on make up .. When I first started I did it to the letter but it was taking to long .. And how much crap do I need under...
    Prettibrowngirl Prettibrowngirl 70+, F 1 Response May 5

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    I can draw things, and I draw for Phoenix Arts on a daily basis, so if anyone has questions about drawing or comic drawing I am available to answer.
    PhoenixArts PhoenixArts 13-15, M 1 Response a week ago

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    A boring class with idle students is all I need to get my pen and start drawing. I start sketching anybody that catches my eye. Sometimes I draw our teacher too, but it's quite...
    Dayannara Dayannara 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 22

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    I draw manga/anime styled art, ive been drawing since i was a child. Pokemon and people are what i draw the most
    fennekin45 fennekin45 18-21, F 2 Responses May 1

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    I mean, I'm also very lazy, so I don't draw as much as I did....which also wasn't much. But when I do draw, I love every minute of it....unless I have to draw hands and feet...
    Knitemair Knitemair 16-17, M 17 hrs ago

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    I've always thought insects are disgusting in real life and pictures, but for some reason, when I draw them, I think they're kinda cute.
    Finallayer Finallayer 16-17, F 1 Response May 4

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    Be light as in don't be heavy, and be light as in don't be dark. People who are light draw others to them. It is effortless to be around someone with a lightness of demeanor and...
    Zelaleme Zelaleme 46-50, F 2 Responses May 6

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    This drawing has one year and it's a little creased, but strangely i think that's more beautiful like that. 
    Nyoux Nyoux 16-17, F May 12

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    Honestly I think this is the best drawing I've done in pen so far, but I know I can do better
    Petepot Petepot 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Honestly I think this is the best drawing I've done in pen so far, but I know I can do better
    Petepot Petepot 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    My newest drawing! I think it's actually pretty decent.
    HelloLovelyPerson HelloLovelyPerson 18-21, F 1 Response 18 hrs ago

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    I always start to draw when I am sad or when I am just inspired.This is my latest drawing.
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Apr 23

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    It's not good I know, I can't draw humanoid things I'm more used to drawing dragons and creatures..
    Mloomps Mloomps 13-15, M 4 Responses Apr 29

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    When I was visiting my mother last week. She had cleaned out the attic and gave me a drawing I had done when I was 8 or 9 years old. OMG... I didn't know I knew how to draw! I am...
    MorningBreeze MorningBreeze 56-60, F 5 Responses May 10

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    Itz what I do...I find inspiration from everywhere. I'm not like awesome or anything...I just draw in my own way. Itz not to say I draw like a child but not perfect. Ya know?
    roxrockman roxrockman 26-30, F 1 Response May 12

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    So heres a drawing I started in 2011,,,,,,,,,I Always start my drawings, but eventually get lost somewhere along the lines..and if the art work is shelved for a week,,its shelved...
    all2livefor all2livefor 22-25, T 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    As a child i had a severe perfectionist disorder that it used to lead me to all sorts of mental unwellbeing. I was obsessed with keeping my home neat not clean but neat everything...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses May 2

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    In my usual depression I was also considering the massive overpopulation problem. Some estimate a sustainable human population for Earth to be about 2 billion, our population is...
    minatek616 minatek616 22-25, M 1 Response May 4

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