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I Think There Is Something Wrong With Me

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    Something That Others Pick Up On Without Knowing Consciously

    The thought that there is something wrong with me has been in the back of my mind since i was very young. As a child I was bullied relentlessly in elementary school and middle school. No one would talk to  me besides one or two friends, and everyone would laugh at me, call...
    Phasmid Phasmid 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 23, 2010

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    I'm Just An Absolute Mess...

    Theres definetly been something wrong with me for the past several months and i'm not sure how much longer i can take it.  I'm 20 years old but i have the worst fear imaginable of growing old.  Thats pretty much all I ever think about.  I go around looking...
    BeautifulDisaster2012 BeautifulDisaster2012 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 5, 2010

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    Okay so does anyone feel like they have

    something wrong with them but in the end nothing is wrong?? For a while now like ever since I got a phone I thought I had all these disorders & stuff wrong with me but my mother or doctor has never said anything?
    laceysdisorders laceysdisorders 13-15, F 3 Responses May 9

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    I Just Breakdown

    Whenever I get lost or if my usual path home or to to someplace is changed I panic. What happens when I break down is I usually cry, scream, yell horrible things, honk the horn, speed, lots of negative self talk and worry. Two days ago I went to the mall I went out the wrong exit...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Oct 8, 2012

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    A Clear Plastic Box

    I feel like crap. That's is a fairly good way to put it. It's hard to explain what it is like to be me, because I am sure it would be hard for anyone to try and see what it is like to be someone else. But I guess I could try... It's like being in a clear plastic box. Everyone...
    Whalegirl Whalegirl 13-15, F Aug 29, 2012

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    It'S Gotten Pretty Bad

    There are times when my heart begins to beat hard enough for my whole body to look like its pulsing. The good thing is that it doesn't hurt me in anyway. The thing that hurt is the times when out of nowhere it becomes painful to breath like something is stabbing into my chest...
    KuraiLight KuraiLight 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 5, 2013

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    Something Horribly Wrong

    I think I've just had enough, and am not exactly sure how to explode.
    explainit2me explainit2me 22-25, F Aug 30, 2010

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    Um...

    No, I KNOW there issomething wrong with me. more than one thing, too
    AngelaDark AngelaDark 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 7, 2007

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    Everyday Of My Life

    I feel like something is wrong with me. Why can everyone else in the world find someone to be happy with and I can't? Why can everyone else be happy and I can't? I've been trying for so long to find something that makes me happy and nothing can.. I just want someone out there...
    GibsonR23 GibsonR23 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 14, 2010

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    I Don'T Know Why!

    the problem with me is that no matter how much i try, i can't trust anyone. i love my family and my life. i have great people around me but i don't trust people outside of my family even my friends sometimes. i get tired of relationships. i am moody. i try not to be but i can't...
    sidslot16 sidslot16 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 25, 2013

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    Sudden Loss Of Taste And Smell.

    So when I was eating and drinking earlier today things were fine... and then I started having dinner and it tasted weird. I put in the right ingredients... but it still tasted odd. So I drank some of the coffee I made and it tasted... bland. I looked up the symptoms I was feeling...
    lntel lntel 18-21 1 Response May 20, 2013

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    Me...?

    People seem to dislike me wherever I go. At school, or just generally. I try so hard to fit in, I wear makeup. Act like everyone else. What's wrong with me?
    notjustastupidkid notjustastupidkid 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 12, 2013

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    I think serial killers

    or psychopaths are attractive. Even when they say people are merely instruments, materials to them. When people like that or who has a resemblance to those characteristics calls me a worthless trash I find it so appealing. I'm like wow I love this, maybe I'm a masochist? I...
    GrumpyMe GrumpyMe 22-25, F 3 Responses Apr 6

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    I Am Constantly Pushed Out

    I feel like there is something wrong with me, that nice guys don't like me... I feel like I am less of a person than most other people. I often feel like I do not fit in. I know I am lied about behind my back. I think what has happened to me is not normal.
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 2, 2011

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    It's Me Isn't It

    I dunno I mean, I'm just weird. I always feel like I have to jump through all these hoops for people to please everyone and then I feel fake for doing that like I'm trying to buy people's affections. Then I start to question whether I even have a real personality or I'm just fake...
    iamjustherek iamjustherek 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 2, 2013

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    As Time Goes On

    Well I don't know how to start stufflike this without running the words of the page so I'll just get stuck-in I suppose. A lot has changed since the last time I have posted on EP, I have gotten a couple of years older and perhaps wiser, I am getting a little obseesed with sex...
    JMunJump JMunJump 18-21, M Oct 4, 2011

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    Hard To Explain

     I feel like my thoughts and moods are running in circles all the time. I am happy and confident on second, and the next i am so upset and have the lowest self esteem and suicidal. and then i get sad. and then i get hyper and happy again. hyper isn't always good, i tend to...
    rainbowclouds rainbowclouds 18-21, F Oct 25, 2009

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    Something Is Just Not Right R

    ok something might be wrong with me and i'm not sure if i should say anything about it.you see my 'problem' is that i love fat girls (and i mean really really fat). its something that i am obsesing about and i don't know if i should tell anyone about it. now i'm 15 and before...
    JMunJump JMunJump 18-21, M 1 Response May 21, 2011

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    Something Is Going On With Me?

    Ok this all started a couple of months ago the first thing that started happening to me was that when i would talk to someone i would say the same thing as they would, like 5 times a day.A month or so after that i would think about something then the person i was talking to would...
    DreamerOfTheDark DreamerOfTheDark 13-15 2 Responses May 8, 2012

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    I Don'T Know What'S Wrong With Me

    There is something wrong with me. I don't know what it is or if I can even be fixed. I think too much and the things I think about I doubt people with nothing wrong with them think about. I constantly play through my thoughts what ifs but not just any what ifs I think of terrible...
    yourfaceisyourface yourfaceisyourface 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 10, 2013

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    Oh Definetely

     i don't know what it is though. but it stops me from understanding people. and them from me. I think I'm broken D: I cant stand myself at times. I react weirdly to situations and people point it out all the time. I cant help my initial reaction. I hate seeing people in...
    kittycat101303 kittycat101303 18-21, F Dec 17, 2009

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    There Must Be

    Feeling like this cannot be normal. I'm so depressed all the time. And it would seem for no reason. But I have been thinking real hard about it, and I think I've realised that I need excitement or I'm depressed. I was talking to my mother about it, and she said my father was the...
    Melody08 Melody08 18-21, F 19 Responses Apr 25, 2008

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    Help

    Hi, my name is Tiarra. I guess maybe I am just going through a sad period at the moment but I just feel like this is an important question to ask. First let me explain the situation. I am an African American, 19 year old. Not the black black but between a normal black girl and a...
    tiarra396 tiarra396 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 9, 2012

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    I Just Realized It

    My moods shift way to fast. Like every half hour I'm cycling through emotions. This can't be normal.
    AscendedOne AscendedOne 26-30, F 3 Responses Dec 28, 2008

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    I Can't Feel Anything Emotionally

    It has been years since i have actually felt something emotional from another human my laughs are forced, i smile out of courtesy and have not felt warmth in a while from anyone I feel as though nothing is genuine anymore and just out of pleasantries. I want to feel real love but...
    kai2 kai2 22-25, M 1 Response Oct 3, 2013

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    I Think So.

    I think there must be many things wrong with me.  first i want to apologize to all my great Ep friends who have to listen to me =/ I am tired of these mood swings i get. I feel good then devastated. I can be up for days and sleep just as long. I walk past mirror 1 and smile...
    Tacit Tacit 22-25, F 4 Responses Aug 17, 2008

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    silvercobalt97 silvercobalt97 18-21 Aug 10

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    I don't understand what is wrong with people wanting to share their girls with others to get 'turned on', to have countless affairs (I.e. Cheating), lying,... etc. I don't know why...
    StupidM StupidM 22-25, M 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    Right now I was chatting with someone on ep, and we were greeting, Suddenly she blocked me 0.0, what is wrong with her???????, I said nothing............... Actually I don't care...
    Lordiran Lordiran 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 20

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    So I think I'm in love with this guy. But a lot of people judged us cause he's black and I'm white. But we would always ignore all the comments and **** people would say. It was...
    wolfhaileyyy wolfhaileyyy 13-15, F Aug 10

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    I'm grown now but I still like to watch Disney princess movies and I think there should be a biracial(black and white) princess. It would be nice for biracial girls to see a...
    thelastprincess thelastprincess 31-35, F 4 days ago

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    What's so special about us? Only that we've never been able to run away from each other, for 8 years. We'll never stop loving, we'll never stop hurting, we'll never stop believing...
    catherineeac catherineeac 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    Hey all. The problem I am writing about is very common, I just need your advice. I have a friend, She is really good person, I felt really good when she is around me, we are close...
    missworldever missworldever 16-17 1 Response Aug 5

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    I have never met nor do I think I ever will meet a woman who will love me and be able to see past my disfigurement and disability, its a very lonely life. Which is one of the...
    wheels1972 wheels1972 41-45, M 13 hrs ago

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    As you can see from my earlier experience, I start speaking to one of my ex again, it's making me mad,I swear I ******* love her! It's making me go insane as we speak about her...
    PurePositive PurePositive 18-21, M 21 hrs ago

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    Well, I feel it's stupid to keep on hoping and expecting. It's not gonna happen y'all! let's forget there's ever a happy ever after.
    fuglygirlonthebench fuglygirlonthebench 18-21, F 2 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    I don't even know how to explain it without sounding majorly cliche. He's always there for me no matter what and he knows he can come to me about anything. I can joke around with...
    EmmieBear EmmieBear 16-17, F a week ago

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    vaugustine vaugustine 16-17, F Aug 16

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    Here's the things that people do which "grinds my gears" - People who clip their nails in public or around you - When people are ignorant to those around them e.g talk...
    livelymind livelymind 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 6

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    Am I crazy? I'm not your average teenager. I flip desks. I have anger issues. I punch walls. I pull my hair. I like playing with knives. I'm not afraid of bad news I just hate the...
    GisselleButCallMeGiGi GisselleButCallMeGiGi 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 2

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    Idek why I feel this way... I cry myself to sleep thinking I'm not good enough.,, I'm the problem child.. If my parents knew half the crap I've done.. They'd disown me... I feel...
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    It's stupid, they tell me... But they didn't feel it. It's stupid, to love at young age they tell me... But they didn't feel it. It's stupid, to cry over a ripped heart that holds...
    catherineeac catherineeac 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    There is a woman behind every successful man
    HotMomShaama HotMomShaama 46-50, F 2 Responses Jul 30

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