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I Think There Is Something Wrong With Me

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    There Must Be

    Feeling like this cannot be normal. I'm so depressed all the time. And it would seem for no reason. But I have been thinking real hard about it, and I think I've realised that I need excitement or I'm depressed. I was talking to my mother about it, and she said my father was the...
    Melody08 Melody08 18-21, F 19 Responses Apr 25, 2008

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    Sudden Loss Of Taste And Smell.

    So when I was eating and drinking earlier today things were fine... and then I started having dinner and it tasted weird. I put in the right ingredients... but it still tasted odd. So I drank some of the coffee I made and it tasted... bland. I looked up the symptoms I was feeling...
    lntel lntel 22-25 1 Response May 20, 2013

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    Something Is Going On With Me?

    Ok this all started a couple of months ago the first thing that started happening to me was that when i would talk to someone i would say the same thing as they would, like 5 times a day.A month or so after that i would think about something then the person i was talking to would...
    DreamerOfTheDark DreamerOfTheDark 13-15 2 Responses May 8, 2012

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    As Time Goes On

    Well I don't know how to start stufflike this without running the words of the page so I'll just get stuck-in I suppose. A lot has changed since the last time I have posted on EP, I have gotten a couple of years older and perhaps wiser, I am getting a little obseesed with sex...
    JMunJump JMunJump 18-21, M Oct 4, 2011

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    I Don'T Know Why!

    the problem with me is that no matter how much i try, i can't trust anyone. i love my family and my life. i have great people around me but i don't trust people outside of my family even my friends sometimes. i get tired of relationships. i am moody. i try not to be but i can't...
    sidslot16 sidslot16 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 25, 2013

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    I Am Constantly Pushed Out

    I feel like there is something wrong with me, that nice guys don't like me... I feel like I am less of a person than most other people. I often feel like I do not fit in. I know I am lied about behind my back. I think what has happened to me is not normal.
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 2, 2011

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    Oh Definetely

     i don't know what it is though. but it stops me from understanding people. and them from me. I think I'm broken D: I cant stand myself at times. I react weirdly to situations and people point it out all the time. I cant help my initial reaction. I hate seeing people in...
    kittycat101303 kittycat101303 18-21, F Dec 17, 2009

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    Something That Others Pick Up On Without Knowing Consciously

    The thought that there is something wrong with me has been in the back of my mind since i was very young. As a child I was bullied relentlessly in elementary school and middle school. No one would talk to  me besides one or two friends, and everyone would laugh at me, call...
    Phasmid Phasmid 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 23, 2010

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    I've been noticing lately

    that everyone seems to have a pull In my life. Except for me. I can't seem to think for myself. I am easily manipulated. I let someone talk me into sex, which resulted in pregnancy. Then I let my family talk me into abortion, which is the biggest mistake I've made. I let people...
    reneeo11314 reneeo11314 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 4

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    I Just Breakdown

    Whenever I get lost or if my usual path home or to to someplace is changed I panic. What happens when I break down is I usually cry, scream, yell horrible things, honk the horn, speed, lots of negative self talk and worry. Two days ago I went to the mall I went out the wrong exit...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Oct 8, 2012

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    Hard To Explain

     I feel like my thoughts and moods are running in circles all the time. I am happy and confident on second, and the next i am so upset and have the lowest self esteem and suicidal. and then i get sad. and then i get hyper and happy again. hyper isn't always good, i tend to...
    rainbowclouds rainbowclouds 18-21, F Oct 25, 2009

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    Something Is Just Not Right R

    ok something might be wrong with me and i'm not sure if i should say anything about it.you see my 'problem' is that i love fat girls (and i mean really really fat). its something that i am obsesing about and i don't know if i should tell anyone about it. now i'm 15 and before...
    JMunJump JMunJump 18-21, M 1 Response May 21, 2011

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    I have a side to me that I dont like,

    something that's been with me for a while and not gonna lie, I'm kinda scared of it and hate it at the same time, I just wish for it to go away
    NathanJD NathanJD 16-17, M 5 Responses Nov 9

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    A Clear Plastic Box

    I feel like crap. That's is a fairly good way to put it. It's hard to explain what it is like to be me, because I am sure it would be hard for anyone to try and see what it is like to be someone else. But I guess I could try... It's like being in a clear plastic box. Everyone...
    Whalegirl Whalegirl 13-15, F Aug 29, 2012

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    I Don'T Know What'S Wrong With Me

    There is something wrong with me. I don't know what it is or if I can even be fixed. I think too much and the things I think about I doubt people with nothing wrong with them think about. I constantly play through my thoughts what ifs but not just any what ifs I think of terrible...
    yourfaceisyourface yourfaceisyourface 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 10, 2013

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    I Think So.

    I think there must be many things wrong with me.  first i want to apologize to all my great Ep friends who have to listen to me =/ I am tired of these mood swings i get. I feel good then devastated. I can be up for days and sleep just as long. I walk past mirror 1 and smile...
    Tacit Tacit 22-25, F 4 Responses Aug 17, 2008

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    Me...?

    People seem to dislike me wherever I go. At school, or just generally. I try so hard to fit in, I wear makeup. Act like everyone else. What's wrong with me?
    notjustastupidkid notjustastupidkid 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 12, 2013

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    It'S Gotten Pretty Bad

    There are times when my heart begins to beat hard enough for my whole body to look like its pulsing. The good thing is that it doesn't hurt me in anyway. The thing that hurt is the times when out of nowhere it becomes painful to breath like something is stabbing into my chest...
    KuraiLight KuraiLight 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 5, 2013

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    I think serial killers

    or psychopaths are attractive. Even when they say people are merely instruments, materials to them. When people like that or who has a resemblance to those characteristics calls me a worthless trash I find it so appealing. I'm like wow I love this, maybe I'm a masochist? I...
    GrumpyMe GrumpyMe 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 6

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    I'm Just An Absolute Mess...

    Theres definetly been something wrong with me for the past several months and i'm not sure how much longer i can take it.  I'm 20 years old but i have the worst fear imaginable of growing old.  Thats pretty much all I ever think about.  I go around looking...
    BeautifulDisaster2012 BeautifulDisaster2012 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 5, 2010

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    Something Horribly Wrong

    I think I've just had enough, and am not exactly sure how to explode.
    explainit2me explainit2me 22-25, F Aug 30, 2010

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    Okay so does anyone feel like they have

    something wrong with them but in the end nothing is wrong?? For a while now like ever since I got a phone I thought I had all these disorders & stuff wrong with me but my mother or doctor has never said anything?
    laceysdisorders laceysdisorders 13-15, F 3 Responses May 9

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    It's Me Isn't It

    I dunno I mean, I'm just weird. I always feel like I have to jump through all these hoops for people to please everyone and then I feel fake for doing that like I'm trying to buy people's affections. Then I start to question whether I even have a real personality or I'm just fake...
    iamjustherek iamjustherek 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 2, 2013

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    Um...

    No, I KNOW there issomething wrong with me. more than one thing, too
    AngelaDark AngelaDark 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 7, 2007

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    Help

    Hi, my name is Tiarra. I guess maybe I am just going through a sad period at the moment but I just feel like this is an important question to ask. First let me explain the situation. I am an African American, 19 year old. Not the black black but between a normal black girl and a...
    tiarra396 tiarra396 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 9, 2012

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    Everyday Of My Life

    I feel like something is wrong with me. Why can everyone else in the world find someone to be happy with and I can't? Why can everyone else be happy and I can't? I've been trying for so long to find something that makes me happy and nothing can.. I just want someone out there...
    GibsonR23 GibsonR23 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 14, 2010

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    I Can't Feel Anything Emotionally

    It has been years since i have actually felt something emotional from another human my laughs are forced, i smile out of courtesy and have not felt warmth in a while from anyone I feel as though nothing is genuine anymore and just out of pleasantries. I want to feel real love but...
    kai2 kai2 22-25, M 1 Response Oct 3, 2013

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    I Just Realized It

    My moods shift way to fast. Like every half hour I'm cycling through emotions. This can't be normal.
    AscendedOne AscendedOne 26-30, F 3 Responses Dec 28, 2008

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    HisLove2010 HisLove2010 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 12

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    I don't think it's wrong, I KNOW it's wrong. If you want to cheat, leave your current partner. Because it hurts a lot when we catch you loving another person. And it would hurt you...
    PumpkinPieXOXO PumpkinPieXOXO 22-25, F 14 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    I really honestly think cheating is wrong. I've seen twice what it has done to the other person. First time my dad cheated on my mom when I was about 10 years old. My mom was...
    missmaybeundercover missmaybeundercover 16-17, F 4 Responses Nov 12

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    I know why I don't like who I am because everyday I can hear the ones I love telling me what's wrong with me telling me how wrong I am from my parents to friends to lovers so...
    boxgirl1987 boxgirl1987 26-30, F 5 days ago

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    I wish I could understand my mind can't focus long on these thought cause I'll get depressed perhaps that's y it shifts so much to prevent me from falling into the well I can't...
    boxgirl1987 boxgirl1987 26-30, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Everything in my life is going wrong yet I'm calm and so relaxed :/ I don't know what's wrong with me. How can I be like this? I used to be so ****** tense about each and every...
    lostnsad lostnsad 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 31

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    (Im 13 ) Im always so tired and i cry everyday and have suicidal thoughts i also cut myself 3 times a week it feels as if my heart has been ripped out of my chest and i just want...
    Fallenangel220 Fallenangel220 13-15, F 5 Responses Nov 19

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    there's something I have to say to this, yes cheating is wrong, if you never ment to get into the relationship you have in the first place, instead of being with the one you really...
    Triss89 Triss89 26-30, M 3 Responses Oct 29

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    Cheating is wrong there's no need to be someone if your going to them dirty nobody deserves that you wouldn't want anybody to do it to you so why & go that to them it's not right
    imherpervert imherpervert 26-30, M Oct 31

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    Cheating is wrong, no matter how you slice it. Cheaters are some of the worst people out there.
    themaskhero themaskhero 18-21, M 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    I'm thinking about leaving my program and starting something new. I have an idea of what my mom might say but life is short, and I want to do something that goes towards what I...
    TheAnonymousINFx TheAnonymousINFx 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 10

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    Cheating is so wrong. A bit of honesty goes a long way. I'd rather be told I'm not the right person and have them leave rather than staying and cheating
    mattywheels25 mattywheels25 26-30, M 1 Response Nov 1

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    Yup, it's ******* wrong and stupid. I wish all the cheaters would suffer 5xs because they have no idea how damaging it can be and how cheating can break a person in so many levels...
    faithdm92 faithdm92 22-25, F 6 Responses Nov 3

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    I'm just scrolling along the timeline & I see the craziest ****, perves, crazys, animals. Thought i could go on here & everything could replace twitter but boy was I wrong..
    Msxxv Msxxv 16-17, F 3 Responses Nov 13

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    Clearly it needs something better, my niece was right, we needa do something about it, this calls for new ideas!
    ZADoubleMesser ZADoubleMesser 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 14

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    This is for the people who is bullying there self (example)-I am a loser,ugly,fat,short,I will never have a date. Some where in the world I promise u there will be that perfect...
    cecebeauty101 cecebeauty101 13-15, F Nov 10

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    Cheating is one of the most selfish things a person can do. Anyone who wants to argue that is kidding themselves. Think about it. It's not solving your problems. It's not...
    rochanlon rochanlon 26-30, F 10 Responses Nov 17

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    I'm dealing with ptsd after my husband had an affair for an entire year only to find out AFTER we moved away together to start over.
    momaratzi momaratzi 31-35, F 4 Responses Nov 1

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    First time I fell in love (well what I thought was love) was when I was 16 to a Irish boy he was 19 he drove and was what you'd call a bad boy, we went out for 6 months and I...
    dell01 dell01 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 5

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    At the time we were friends and now we are not. She slept with this guy she meet at the bar the first time they met. At the time she didn't know he was married. Then they slept...
    Deuz Deuz 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 6

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    I left him I left him to become what I am now Alone I blamed depression A deep sadness Disbelonging I thought I could get better I was wrong I know this would break his heart...