I Think There Is Something Wrong With Me

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    sighselly sighselly
    13-15, F
    3 Responses Feb 11, 2015

    That random sadness is coming back again.

    I would much rather have sleep paralysis than this. I don't know what causes the sadness, but it was at its worst the last time I had it. I will try to fight it, but that's easier said than done. It isn't just something I can just suppress in an instant.
    moose73630 moose73630
    18-21, M
    1 Response Oct 22, 2015

    I can't meet any expectations?

    I feel like everybody moves a step ahead of me and no matter how hard I try I almost never catch up, and this kind of feeling makes me question if this is really what I wanted in my life, the other problem is, that I don't know anything about my future and goals.. I have none...
    silviamj5 silviamj5
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 29, 2014

    Okay the problem is I get sleep

    but for some reason when I wake up I never fully rested like I didn't sleep at all. I feel like I'm never truly sleeping
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Aug 24, 2015

    There Must Be

    Feeling like this cannot be normal. I'm so depressed all the time. And it would seem for no reason. But I have been thinking real hard about it, and I think I've realised that I need excitement or I'm depressed. I was talking to my mother about it, and she said my father was the...
    Melody08 Melody08
    18-21, F
    19 Responses Apr 25, 2008

    Something Is Going On With Me?

    Ok this all started a couple of months ago the first thing that started happening to me was that when i would talk to someone i would say the same thing as they would, like 5 times a day.A month or so after that i would think about something then the person i was talking to would...
    DreamerOfTheDark DreamerOfTheDark
    13-15
    2 Responses May 8, 2012

    I think there is someone watching me at all

    times. I catch glimpses of him when I'm alone. I think maybe it's a ghost and I'm afraid of what it may want.
    lilpoetbear lilpoetbear
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Apr 15

    I was sexual assaulted by my ex.

    And even after 2 months, I have nightmares of him raping me. It happened in such a grey area that he wouldn't be charged. I work in the same office as him and am to the point of suicide. I have already checked myself into a mental institution once and don't want to do it again...
    LoyaltillIbreak LoyaltillIbreak
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Dec 30, 2014

    There must be....I seem to bore people to the

    point of them literally having nothing to say. All evening. My natural response is to be indifferent too. It didn't achieve anything. We're both bored of each other. Clearly. Natural silences are fine, comfortable, I like natural silences. I can't deal with someone who doesn...
    oddpodd oddpodd
    22-25, F
    1 Response Feb 26

    I'm 20 but i dont act like it.

    I lay in bed all day when i should be working at my moms business. I know what should be done but i dont do it. whats wrong with me.
    embracetheheat embracetheheat
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 21
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Oct 18, 2015

    i know there is something wrong with me i have

    nightmares since i can remember and they are mostly about monsters and murders
    darkangel1996 darkangel1996
    18-21, F
    Apr 29, 2015

    I Think So.

    I think there must be many things wrong with me.  first i want to apologize to all my great Ep friends who have to listen to me =/ I am tired of these mood swings i get. I feel good then devastated. I can be up for days and sleep just as long. I walk past mirror 1 and smile...
    Tacit Tacit
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Aug 17, 2008
    fauxlady fauxlady
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Feb 11, 2015

    Yeah, there's definitely something wrong with

    me. And I know what it is. It's the fact that I run. I've always been a runner. My dad would make my brother and I do wind sprints in the Fall since I was a little kid. I love running, and I'm good at it, literally and metaphorically. My problem is that I run away from my...
    DrowningInRed DrowningInRed
    13-15
    2 Responses Nov 29, 2014

    I think there is something wrong with me mainly

    because I don't really have any friends. I've had a boyfriend. And basically I'm really bad a talking to people.
    Juliette20 Juliette20
    18-21, F
    2 Responses May 16, 2015

    until I learned how to accept all my flaws

    and Imperfections.. I actually read cbt theraphy. that works. haha.
    yayepisoverimsad yayepisoverimsad
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 15

    Indeed. I'm constantly worried about something,

    I always feel uncomfortable talking with strangers, I'm constantly assuming everyone is thinking something negative about me, I forget things even though it just occurred, yet remember things that happened a some time ago (thinking it just happened), I hear something totally...
    WritingDesk11 WritingDesk11
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Apr 14

    Lately I've been feeling like my friends don't

    want me around anymore. My best friend for ten years was studying in the same city, however I quit and moved back to my parents house to start looking for a new university. He and I only live twenty minutes apart now, but still I never hear from him anymore. He's always hanging...
    Feringer Feringer
    18-21
    Nov 29, 2014

    I heard people talking about me today

    and I actually stopped to appreciate the fact that they referred to me as "she" even though I look more like an "it". Am I the only person who has these thoughts?
    Indigo27 Indigo27
    16-17, F
    1 Response Feb 11

    I think I have a disorder

    but I can't find the courage to tell my parents & go to a psychologe.
    xForgottenOne xForgottenOne
    18-21, F
    Feb 11, 2015

    I think serial killers

    or psychopaths are attractive. Even when they say people are merely instruments, materials to them. When people like that or who has a resemblance to those characteristics calls me a worthless trash I find it so appealing. I'm like wow I love this, maybe I'm a masochist? I...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Apr 6, 2014

    There is a guy in my school

    that wrote my every single day until 7 days ago and he told me " I like you and I think you understand it" I was so happy about this because finally was happening something good in my life. Today I wrote him to find out why he didn't write me more and I put my heart in that...
    Happiness0 Happiness0
    16-17, F
    Jul 30, 2015

    I have my good days and my bad days.

    . Lately it feels like more bad than good. My boyfriend wants to have a talk tonight. Either we both drastically change or it won't work.. I'm thinking about if I even want it to work things out with him. I love him with all my heart I just don't trust him. I don't know if I'll...
    LovelyLonley LovelyLonley
    22-25, F
    1 Response Nov 29, 2014

    I don't know what I wrong with me

    but something is definitely wrong here. For the past 5years I have had the worst headaches ever along with head swings and dizziness. I would have to stand still and hold onto something before I can move. sometimes I feel like I have no energy and I'm always stressed out. I have...
    kikimyst kikimyst
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 28, 2015

    After a recent passing of a friend of mine I

    made the decision to give dating another shot. Life is too short to just sit back and wait, I thought. Unfortunately, I am not a very outgoing person. At least not the type that goes to clubs and bars and hit on people and score phone numbers. So, dating sites it was... I made...
    GuiltBear GuiltBear
    31-35, M
    Nov 20, 2015

    I have a side to me that I dont like,

    something that's been with me for a while and not gonna lie, I'm kinda scared of it and hate it at the same time, I just wish for it to go away
    NathanJD NathanJD
    18-21, M
    5 Responses Nov 9, 2014

    Recently I've been getting these really random

    waves of sadness taking over and I start acting out. It's making everything so much harder, I just want to cry and sleep when they come but I just have to continue on until I get home.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Feb 11, 2015

    to all those who are broken I wish to help them

    heal, I might not be a saint but I think I can help, I think I am broken, to fix me I need to help
    Compoundgold Compoundgold
    13-15, M
    Oct 17, 2015

    I think there is something wrong with me

    that makes it impossible for men to love me. I've never had a real relationship, I've just had men who use me for sex and discard me when I get attached. It seems like they enjoy making me feel worthless. The one thing all these men have in common is me, so the problem isn't...
    AutumnCarielle AutumnCarielle
    22-25, F
    1 Response Dec 7, 2014

    I think?!! I KNOW that there is something wrong

    with me, but hey! What can I really do about it?!!
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Nov 29, 2014

    People have been drifting

    and I can't seem to figure out why.
    Goobthenoob Goobthenoob
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 16, 2015

    A Clear Plastic Box

    I feel like crap. That's is a fairly good way to put it. It's hard to explain what it is like to be me, because I am sure it would be hard for anyone to try and see what it is like to be someone else. But I guess I could try... It's like being in a clear plastic box. Everyone...
    Whalegirl Whalegirl
    13-15, F
    Aug 29, 2012

    I Just Breakdown

    Whenever I get lost or if my usual path home or to to someplace is changed I panic. What happens when I break down is I usually cry, scream, yell horrible things, honk the horn, speed, lots of negative self talk and worry. Two days ago I went to the mall I went out the wrong exit...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Oct 8, 2012

    Okay so does anyone feel like they have

    something wrong with them but in the end nothing is wrong?? For a while now like ever since I got a phone I thought I had all these disorders & stuff wrong with me but my mother or doctor has never said anything?
    laceysdisorders laceysdisorders
    16-17, F
    1 Response May 9, 2014
    Amorgan1991 Amorgan1991
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Apr 15
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Oct 17, 2015

    I wish I had a friend.

    .. I want someone to talk to who I can call all hours of the night. why am I incapable of making friends
    lilpoetbear lilpoetbear
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Mar 25, 2015

    Ive been on this smokers binge

    since the the beginning of January and it's honestly the only way I can function. If I'm not high I think too much and tend to have break downs A LOT and I don't know why. I feel like I have to smoke everyday to keep myself calm otherwise I'll freak out :///
    spicegirlsfan808 spicegirlsfan808
    18-21, F
    Feb 11, 2015

    Now all of a sudden i have gained a ton of

    weight. I have gained 35 pounds in a month and i am going to the doctor tomorrow my belly is big and round and now i have huge boobs
    Prettygirl30 Prettygirl30
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Feb 10, 2015

    Why do people 15 years older

    than me hit on me? :(
    Eadwyn22nd Eadwyn22nd
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Jan 12, 2015

    always...ever since i was a teenager.

    i never fit....i still dont. when i find those who like me i hold too tight. i dont love easily but when i do it consumes me. its never a whim....but because i see inside a person...a warmth...a bright soul. when people go it destroys me. i never feel good enough. i see...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer
    46-50, M
    Oct 17, 2015

    I don't seem to fit in.

    ..except with a very select few. On here I am finding I do fit in ...in real life...not so much...
    amisfitlady amisfitlady
    41-45, F
    1 Response Mar 6

    I tell my mom how I feel all the time.

    She says I'm fine. I never truly feel happy just this great mediocre feeling of okay. It is safe to say that most of the time I feel a little sad. I would like to know why I feel like this because for the most part I live a great life so why do I feel this way.
    Deuz Deuz
    22-25, M
    Dec 30, 2014

    So I'm a sucker for sweet words

    and get tempted in only to be used. Cuz that's all I'm good for...
    BlueEyedFaye BlueEyedFaye
    26-30, F
    1 Response Mar 3, 2015
    TheGirlYouNeverKnew TheGirlYouNeverKnew
    18-21, F
    Jan 17, 2015

    The irony of it all is

    that in any kind of social, ethical and any other view, I am doing really well. Mentally I know I am SUPPOSED to be alright, yet I cannot let go of this weight pressuring me every second of the day, telling me I am not good enough, rushing me to reach a level of perfection that...
    DestinyWriter DestinyWriter
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Feb 11, 2015
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