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I Think There Is Something Wrong With Me

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    There Must Be

    Feeling like this cannot be normal. I'm so depressed all the time. And it would seem for no reason. But I have been thinking real hard about it, and I think I've realised that I need excitement or I'm depressed. I was talking to my mother about it, and she said my father was the...
    Melody08 Melody08 18-21, F 19 Responses Apr 25, 2008

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    I think serial killers

    or psychopaths are attractive. Even when they say people are merely instruments, materials to them. When people like that or who has a resemblance to those characteristics calls me a worthless trash I find it so appealing. I'm like wow I love this, maybe I'm a masochist? I...
    GrumpyMe GrumpyMe 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 6, 2014

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    I think I have a disorder

    but I can't find the courage to tell my parents & go to a psychologe.
    xForgottenOne xForgottenOne 18-21, F Feb 11

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    I was sexual assaulted by my ex.

    And even after 2 months, I have nightmares of him raping me. It happened in such a grey area that he wouldn't be charged. I work in the same office as him and am to the point of suicide. I have already checked myself into a mental institution once and don't want to do it again...
    LoyaltillIbreak LoyaltillIbreak 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    I think?!! I KNOW that there is something wrong

    with me, but hey! What can I really do about it?!!
    Asia06 Asia06 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 29, 2014

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    Something Is Going On With Me?

    Ok this all started a couple of months ago the first thing that started happening to me was that when i would talk to someone i would say the same thing as they would, like 5 times a day.A month or so after that i would think about something then the person i was talking to would...
    DreamerOfTheDark DreamerOfTheDark 13-15 2 Responses May 8, 2012

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    I Just Breakdown

    Whenever I get lost or if my usual path home or to to someplace is changed I panic. What happens when I break down is I usually cry, scream, yell horrible things, honk the horn, speed, lots of negative self talk and worry. Two days ago I went to the mall I went out the wrong exit...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Oct 8, 2012

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    Everyday Of My Life

    I feel like something is wrong with me. Why can everyone else in the world find someone to be happy with and I can't? Why can everyone else be happy and I can't? I've been trying for so long to find something that makes me happy and nothing can.. I just want someone out there...
    GibsonR23 GibsonR23 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 14, 2010

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    Yeah, there's definitely something wrong with

    me. And I know what it is. It's the fact that I run. I've always been a runner. My dad would make my brother and I do wind sprints in the Fall since I was a little kid. I love running, and I'm good at it, literally and metaphorically. My problem is that I run away from my...
    DrowningInRed DrowningInRed 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 29, 2014

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    A Clear Plastic Box

    I feel like crap. That's is a fairly good way to put it. It's hard to explain what it is like to be me, because I am sure it would be hard for anyone to try and see what it is like to be someone else. But I guess I could try... It's like being in a clear plastic box. Everyone...
    Whalegirl Whalegirl 13-15, F Aug 29, 2012

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    I Think So.

    I think there must be many things wrong with me.  first i want to apologize to all my great Ep friends who have to listen to me =/ I am tired of these mood swings i get. I feel good then devastated. I can be up for days and sleep just as long. I walk past mirror 1 and smile...
    Tacit Tacit 22-25, F 4 Responses Aug 17, 2008

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    I just looked at my texts.

    And apparently I sent a text but I don't remember sending it. I don't think it was me. Especially because I recognized the number and I know that phone isn't capable of receiving texts. Is there someone in my phone? There has been before. Or am I paranoid? Are the drugs just...
    AshleyWCSloth AshleyWCSloth 16-17, F 4 Responses Mar 15

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    Okay so does anyone feel like they have

    something wrong with them but in the end nothing is wrong?? For a while now like ever since I got a phone I thought I had all these disorders & stuff wrong with me but my mother or doctor has never said anything?
    laceysdisorders laceysdisorders 13-15, F 3 Responses May 9, 2014

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    I Just Realized It

    My moods shift way to fast. Like every half hour I'm cycling through emotions. This can't be normal.
    AscendedOne AscendedOne 26-30, F 3 Responses Dec 28, 2008

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    I have my good days and my bad days.

    . Lately it feels like more bad than good. My boyfriend wants to have a talk tonight. Either we both drastically change or it won't work.. I'm thinking about if I even want it to work things out with him. I love him with all my heart I just don't trust him. I don't know if I'll...
    LovelyLonley LovelyLonley 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 29, 2014

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    I Can't Feel Anything Emotionally

    It has been years since i have actually felt something emotional from another human my laughs are forced, i smile out of courtesy and have not felt warmth in a while from anyone I feel as though nothing is genuine anymore and just out of pleasantries. I want to feel real love but...
    kai2 kai2 22-25, M 1 Response Oct 3, 2013

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    Ive been on this smokers binge

    since the the beginning of January and it's honestly the only way I can function. If I'm not high I think too much and tend to have break downs A LOT and I don't know why. I feel like I have to smoke everyday to keep myself calm otherwise I'll freak out :///
    spicegirlsfan808 spicegirlsfan808 18-21, F Feb 11

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    So I'm a sucker for sweet words

    and get tempted in only to be used. Cuz that's all I'm good for...
    BlueEyedFaye BlueEyedFaye 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 3

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    Um...

    No, I KNOW there issomething wrong with me. more than one thing, too
    AngelaDark AngelaDark 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 7, 2007

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    Lately I've been feeling like my friends don't

    want me around anymore. My best friend for ten years was studying in the same city, however I quit and moved back to my parents house to start looking for a new university. He and I only live twenty minutes apart now, but still I never hear from him anymore. He's always hanging...
    Feringer Feringer 18-21 1 Response Nov 29, 2014

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    I love sex a lot I've been told

    that there is something wrong with me because I love having sex is there something wrong with me
    bigfrank917 bigfrank917 31-35, M 1 Response Dec 30, 2014

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    The irony of it all is

    that in any kind of social, ethical and any other view, I am doing really well. Mentally I know I am SUPPOSED to be alright, yet I cannot let go of this weight pressuring me every second of the day, telling me I am not good enough, rushing me to reach a level of perfection that...
    DestinyWriter DestinyWriter 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 11

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    I wish I had a friend.

    .. I want someone to talk to who I can call all hours of the night. why am I incapable of making friends
    lilpoetbear lilpoetbear 26-30, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I have a side to me that I dont like,

    something that's been with me for a while and not gonna lie, I'm kinda scared of it and hate it at the same time, I just wish for it to go away
    NathanJD NathanJD 16-17, M 5 Responses Nov 9, 2014

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    Now all of a sudden i have gained a ton of

    weight. I have gained 35 pounds in a month and i am going to the doctor tomorrow my belly is big and round and now i have huge boobs
    Prettygirl30 Prettygirl30 18-21, F 5 Responses Feb 10

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    Hard To Explain

     I feel like my thoughts and moods are running in circles all the time. I am happy and confident on second, and the next i am so upset and have the lowest self esteem and suicidal. and then i get sad. and then i get hyper and happy again. hyper isn't always good, i tend to...
    rainbowclouds rainbowclouds 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 25, 2009

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    I'm Just An Absolute Mess...

    Theres definetly been something wrong with me for the past several months and i'm not sure how much longer i can take it.  I'm 20 years old but i have the worst fear imaginable of growing old.  Thats pretty much all I ever think about.  I go around looking...
    BeautifulDisaster2012 BeautifulDisaster2012 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 5, 2010

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    fauxlady fauxlady 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 11

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    I Am Constantly Pushed Out

    I feel like there is something wrong with me, that nice guys don't like me... I feel like I am less of a person than most other people. I often feel like I do not fit in. I know I am lied about behind my back. I think what has happened to me is not normal.
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 2, 2011

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    Sudden Loss Of Taste And Smell.

    So when I was eating and drinking earlier today things were fine... and then I started having dinner and it tasted weird. I put in the right ingredients... but it still tasted odd. So I drank some of the coffee I made and it tasted... bland. I looked up the symptoms I was feeling...
    lntel lntel 22-25 1 Response May 20, 2013

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    I think I might be schizophrenic.

    I don't experience visual hallucinations (that I know of), but often when I hear running water (such as a bath or shower) I also hear voices. Is is just my brain making sense of the sounds, or am I really hallucinating? I don't know.
    ftmFreddy ftmFreddy 18-21, T 3 Responses Feb 11

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    Something That Others Pick Up On Without Knowing Consciously

    The thought that there is something wrong with me has been in the back of my mind since i was very young. As a child I was bullied relentlessly in elementary school and middle school. No one would talk to  me besides one or two friends, and everyone would laugh at me, call...
    Phasmid Phasmid 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 23, 2010

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    I've been noticing lately

    that everyone seems to have a pull In my life. Except for me. I can't seem to think for myself. I am easily manipulated. I let someone talk me into sex, which resulted in pregnancy. Then I let my family talk me into abortion, which is the biggest mistake I've made. I let people...
    reneeo11314 reneeo11314 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 4, 2014

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    I tell my mom how I feel all the time.

    She says I'm fine. I never truly feel happy just this great mediocre feeling of okay. It is safe to say that most of the time I feel a little sad. I would like to know why I feel like this because for the most part I live a great life so why do I feel this way.
    Deuz Deuz 22-25, M Dec 30, 2014

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    I know there is... but I like it.

    .. even when I feel like I won't make it... I feel wonderful when I do I'm not there yet but I pray I will be...
    heysmellthis heysmellthis 26-30, M 1 Response Dec 12, 2014

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    Recently I've been getting these really random

    waves of sadness taking over and I start acting out. It's making everything so much harder, I just want to cry and sleep when they come but I just have to continue on until I get home.
    flamingfangirl flamingfangirl 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 11

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    Ellytheoutcast Ellytheoutcast 13-15, F 5 Responses Feb 11

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    I think there is something wrong with me

    that makes it impossible for men to love me. I've never had a real relationship, I've just had men who use me for sex and discard me when I get attached. It seems like they enjoy making me feel worthless. The one thing all these men have in common is me, so the problem isn't...
    AutumnCarielle AutumnCarielle 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 7, 2014

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    Something Horribly Wrong

    I think I've just had enough, and am not exactly sure how to explode.
    explainit2me explainit2me 26-30, F Aug 30, 2010

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    TheGirlYouNeverKnew TheGirlYouNeverKnew 18-21, F Jan 17

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    I can't meet any expectations?

    I feel like everybody moves a step ahead of me and no matter how hard I try I almost never catch up, and this kind of feeling makes me question if this is really what I wanted in my life, the other problem is, that I don't know anything about my future and goals.. I have none...
    silviamj5 silviamj5 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 29, 2014

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    Why do people 15 years older

    than me hit on me? :(
    Eadwyn22nd Eadwyn22nd 16-17, M 5 Responses Jan 12

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    Me...?

    People seem to dislike me wherever I go. At school, or just generally. I try so hard to fit in, I wear makeup. Act like everyone else. What's wrong with me?
    notjustastupidkid notjustastupidkid 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 12, 2013

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    I think cheating is wrong iv been cheated on many of times and my ex bf did it to me the other day, the worse thing is it was my best friend well she was its horrible cheating...
    justanotherhumanbeeing justanotherhumanbeeing 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 1

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    Those nights when you're laying in bed, heart pounding, tears in your eyes, mind racing, not being able to breathe. Those are the absolute worst nights, especially when you feel so...
    lizygurl lizygurl 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 2

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