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I Think There Is Something Wrong With Me

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    I think serial killers

    or psychopaths are attractive. Even when they say people are merely instruments, materials to them. When people like that or who has a resemblance to those characteristics calls me a worthless trash I find it so appealing. I'm like wow I love this, maybe I'm a masochist? I...
    GrumpyMe GrumpyMe 22-25, F 3 Responses Apr 6

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    I Can't Feel Anything Emotionally

    It has been years since i have actually felt something emotional from another human my laughs are forced, i smile out of courtesy and have not felt warmth in a while from anyone I feel as though nothing is genuine anymore and just out of pleasantries. I want to feel real love but...
    kai2 kai2 22-25, M 1 Response Oct 3, 2013

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    I Just Realized It

    My moods shift way to fast. Like every half hour I'm cycling through emotions. This can't be normal.
    AscendedOne AscendedOne 26-30, F 3 Responses Dec 28, 2008

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    I Don'T Know Why!

    the problem with me is that no matter how much i try, i can't trust anyone. i love my family and my life. i have great people around me but i don't trust people outside of my family even my friends sometimes. i get tired of relationships. i am moody. i try not to be but i can't...
    sidslot16 sidslot16 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 25, 2013

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    Um...

    No, I KNOW there issomething wrong with me. more than one thing, too
    AngelaDark AngelaDark 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 7, 2007

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    Sudden Loss Of Taste And Smell.

    So when I was eating and drinking earlier today things were fine... and then I started having dinner and it tasted weird. I put in the right ingredients... but it still tasted odd. So I drank some of the coffee I made and it tasted... bland. I looked up the symptoms I was feeling...
    lntel lntel 22-25 1 Response May 20, 2013

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    It'S Gotten Pretty Bad

    There are times when my heart begins to beat hard enough for my whole body to look like its pulsing. The good thing is that it doesn't hurt me in anyway. The thing that hurt is the times when out of nowhere it becomes painful to breath like something is stabbing into my chest...
    KuraiLight KuraiLight 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 5, 2013

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    Help

    Hi, my name is Tiarra. I guess maybe I am just going through a sad period at the moment but I just feel like this is an important question to ask. First let me explain the situation. I am an African American, 19 year old. Not the black black but between a normal black girl and a...
    tiarra396 tiarra396 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 9, 2012

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    Something Is Going On With Me?

    Ok this all started a couple of months ago the first thing that started happening to me was that when i would talk to someone i would say the same thing as they would, like 5 times a day.A month or so after that i would think about something then the person i was talking to would...
    DreamerOfTheDark DreamerOfTheDark 13-15 2 Responses May 8, 2012

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    Oh Definetely

     i don't know what it is though. but it stops me from understanding people. and them from me. I think I'm broken D: I cant stand myself at times. I react weirdly to situations and people point it out all the time. I cant help my initial reaction. I hate seeing people in...
    kittycat101303 kittycat101303 18-21, F Dec 17, 2009

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    Everyday Of My Life

    I feel like something is wrong with me. Why can everyone else in the world find someone to be happy with and I can't? Why can everyone else be happy and I can't? I've been trying for so long to find something that makes me happy and nothing can.. I just want someone out there...
    GibsonR23 GibsonR23 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 14, 2010

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    I Think So.

    I think there must be many things wrong with me.  first i want to apologize to all my great Ep friends who have to listen to me =/ I am tired of these mood swings i get. I feel good then devastated. I can be up for days and sleep just as long. I walk past mirror 1 and smile...
    Tacit Tacit 22-25, F 4 Responses Aug 17, 2008

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    Something That Others Pick Up On Without Knowing Consciously

    The thought that there is something wrong with me has been in the back of my mind since i was very young. As a child I was bullied relentlessly in elementary school and middle school. No one would talk to  me besides one or two friends, and everyone would laugh at me, call...
    Phasmid Phasmid 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 23, 2010

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    As Time Goes On

    Well I don't know how to start stufflike this without running the words of the page so I'll just get stuck-in I suppose. A lot has changed since the last time I have posted on EP, I have gotten a couple of years older and perhaps wiser, I am getting a little obseesed with sex...
    JMunJump JMunJump 18-21, M Oct 4, 2011

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    I Just Breakdown

    Whenever I get lost or if my usual path home or to to someplace is changed I panic. What happens when I break down is I usually cry, scream, yell horrible things, honk the horn, speed, lots of negative self talk and worry. Two days ago I went to the mall I went out the wrong exit...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Oct 8, 2012

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    It's Me Isn't It

    I dunno I mean, I'm just weird. I always feel like I have to jump through all these hoops for people to please everyone and then I feel fake for doing that like I'm trying to buy people's affections. Then I start to question whether I even have a real personality or I'm just fake...
    iamjustherek iamjustherek 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 2, 2013

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    A Clear Plastic Box

    I feel like crap. That's is a fairly good way to put it. It's hard to explain what it is like to be me, because I am sure it would be hard for anyone to try and see what it is like to be someone else. But I guess I could try... It's like being in a clear plastic box. Everyone...
    Whalegirl Whalegirl 13-15, F Aug 29, 2012

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    Something Is Just Not Right R

    ok something might be wrong with me and i'm not sure if i should say anything about it.you see my 'problem' is that i love fat girls (and i mean really really fat). its something that i am obsesing about and i don't know if i should tell anyone about it. now i'm 15 and before...
    JMunJump JMunJump 18-21, M 1 Response May 21, 2011

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    Me...?

    People seem to dislike me wherever I go. At school, or just generally. I try so hard to fit in, I wear makeup. Act like everyone else. What's wrong with me?
    notjustastupidkid notjustastupidkid 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 12, 2013

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    I Don'T Know What'S Wrong With Me

    There is something wrong with me. I don't know what it is or if I can even be fixed. I think too much and the things I think about I doubt people with nothing wrong with them think about. I constantly play through my thoughts what ifs but not just any what ifs I think of terrible...
    yourfaceisyourface yourfaceisyourface 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 10, 2013

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    I Am Constantly Pushed Out

    I feel like there is something wrong with me, that nice guys don't like me... I feel like I am less of a person than most other people. I often feel like I do not fit in. I know I am lied about behind my back. I think what has happened to me is not normal.
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 2, 2011

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    There Must Be

    Feeling like this cannot be normal. I'm so depressed all the time. And it would seem for no reason. But I have been thinking real hard about it, and I think I've realised that I need excitement or I'm depressed. I was talking to my mother about it, and she said my father was the...
    Melody08 Melody08 18-21, F 19 Responses Apr 25, 2008

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    Okay so does anyone feel like they have

    something wrong with them but in the end nothing is wrong?? For a while now like ever since I got a phone I thought I had all these disorders & stuff wrong with me but my mother or doctor has never said anything?
    laceysdisorders laceysdisorders 13-15, F 3 Responses May 9

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    Something Horribly Wrong

    I think I've just had enough, and am not exactly sure how to explode.
    explainit2me explainit2me 22-25, F Aug 30, 2010

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    I'm Just An Absolute Mess...

    Theres definetly been something wrong with me for the past several months and i'm not sure how much longer i can take it.  I'm 20 years old but i have the worst fear imaginable of growing old.  Thats pretty much all I ever think about.  I go around looking...
    BeautifulDisaster2012 BeautifulDisaster2012 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 5, 2010

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    Hard To Explain

     I feel like my thoughts and moods are running in circles all the time. I am happy and confident on second, and the next i am so upset and have the lowest self esteem and suicidal. and then i get sad. and then i get hyper and happy again. hyper isn't always good, i tend to...
    rainbowclouds rainbowclouds 18-21, F Oct 25, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    So basically my friend like Guy and then he used her and that stuff. But a couple of days ago he started speaking to me and now I always speak to him and today she found out and...
    Krystal666 Krystal666 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 23

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    I have chronic headaches, and this weird numbing sensation in my teeth. I've been to the doctor and dentist, and there's some hope. They're sending me to a neurologist. Rn it just...
    ChiMasta ChiMasta 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 7

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    So, my boyfriend is pissed off at me and he won't properly explain why cos it's late and he said he'll explain tomorrow but i feel like crap about it
    Lilys3 Lilys3 18-21, F Sep 28

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    I find a queer amount of kinship with Shrek, in that it's not me that has a problem with society, but society has a problem with me. I go into public places, and though I'm not a...
    cplank cplank 22-25, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I always think I'm dying. Every symptom I feel I try to diagnose myself and it's always something deadly. I hate this feeling, I don't like it. I've tried everything and I can't...
    endlessdreeamer endlessdreeamer 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    Not trying to knock this place; I don't think there is anyone anywhere that does. Not trying to say I am anything special; one of my ex-partners said to me after about 3 years "I...
    dontcareforlabels dontcareforlabels 41-45, M 1 day ago

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    i had an online fight with my long distant ex boyfriend at may, in which he had gone mad at me and he went offline saying that i destroyed his life and he is going to kill himself...
    oceanend oceanend 18-21 2 Responses Oct 7

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    I don't know what's wrong with me. I'm 16 and in the 12th grade, and I've skipped so many classes that I could have to do another year. But that would honestly be devastating...
    dickdurk dickdurk 16-17, F 3 Responses Oct 10

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    I think that its a good thing that we feel like we are meant todo something more with life,(i just came up with this so if its confusing i apologize in advance) A while ago in...
    zackattack38 zackattack38 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 28

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    From the Middle Ages to the Salem witch trials and much more, witches have been hung, burned, etc. But what was really wrong with them. I'm sure people were scared of being cursed...
    funteenagegurl funteenagegurl 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 21

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    Im not sure where my life's going. Gosh its so frustrating . I'm currently doing my premed and it's hard ,I know I'm capable of doing it but i feel I am not giving my all to it...
    A727 A727 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 1

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    I really don't know what is wrong with me! But like seriously, I have this vertical line on my stomach and between my ribs... I don't exercise at all so... WTF why!?!!? Looks awful...
    maxcollin maxcollin 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    All I want is to actually know what's wrong with me. I want to be diagnosed. I want to know how screwed up I really am. I want to fix things but I don't know where to start.
    InternetKid905 InternetKid905 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I want to know what's wrong with me like when I'm in school and I try to be someone's friend they just say oh no thank you I want to know if I'm ugly or annoying or anything I...
    SydneyJean SydneyJean 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    I don't think there should be a Christmas... I'm fine with going back to the days when it was called Yule...
    ValhallaAwaits ValhallaAwaits 18-21, M Oct 8

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    I feel like that all the time. My life is so boring, I do the same routine every day: Go to school, go home, eat, go on the Internet, read, sleep and repeat.. I feel like I...
    EmmaBirchall EmmaBirchall 13-15, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I am so lucky! my boyfriend prefers that I don't wear makeup because he thinks I am pretty without it. Plus he knows it will just get all over his clothes and hands because he is...
    wiccanwoman1994 wiccanwoman1994 18-21, F 7 Responses Sep 26

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    Being gay is not a crime. People aren't doing anything wrong. Because homosexuality is not something that they can control. There isn't a cure for homosexuality, because these...
    CreoleItalianwoman CreoleItalianwoman 31-35, F 4 Responses Sep 28

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    Dear all, I need your advice. Yesterday something scary happened to me. I was in the theatre where we saw a great play and then there was a meeting with actors and the director and...
    Memonster Memonster 22-25 1 Response Oct 1

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    I know this would sound totally like I'm a hypocrite since I wanted to be more than friends with someone who's already married here. But honestly he's no interested and I've moved...
    Concerto Concerto 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 9

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    Well let me just dive right into it. I think I'm in love with my second cousin. I hate the fact that I'm thinking about him that way. I know it seems weird and gross but I really...
    thetruthneedstobetold thetruthneedstobetold 16-17, F Sep 21

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    I have some form of anxiety I know it is not depression or separation anxiety but I can't find a name for it. It comes as the same form of anxiety but it's constant. What happens...
    GirlInABottle GirlInABottle 13-15, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    If you want to have multiple partners of any gender that is up to you.As long as you are not leading others on+are up front with what you are looking for it is up to you how you...
    geekoftheweek geekoftheweek 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 8

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    I have been with this guy for over a year and a half, he had just moved into town when I meet him... There has been infinity "I love you" expressions, but recently found out that...
    jordyca jordyca 36-40, F 3 Responses 1 day ago