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I Think There Is Something Wrong With Me

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    A Clear Plastic Box

    I feel like crap. That's is a fairly good way to put it. It's hard to explain what it is like to be me, because I am sure it would be hard for anyone to try and see what it is like to be someone else. But I guess I could try... It's like being in a clear plastic box. Everyone...
    Whalegirl Whalegirl 13-15, F Aug 29, 2012

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    I have a side to me that I dont like,

    something that's been with me for a while and not gonna lie, I'm kinda scared of it and hate it at the same time, I just wish for it to go away
    NathanJD NathanJD 16-17, M 4 Responses Nov 9

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    I think?!! I KNOW that there is something wrong

    with me, but hey! What can I really do about it?!!
    Asia06 Asia06 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 29

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    I Just Breakdown

    Whenever I get lost or if my usual path home or to to someplace is changed I panic. What happens when I break down is I usually cry, scream, yell horrible things, honk the horn, speed, lots of negative self talk and worry. Two days ago I went to the mall I went out the wrong exit...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Oct 8, 2012

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    I'm Just An Absolute Mess...

    Theres definetly been something wrong with me for the past several months and i'm not sure how much longer i can take it.  I'm 20 years old but i have the worst fear imaginable of growing old.  Thats pretty much all I ever think about.  I go around looking...
    BeautifulDisaster2012 BeautifulDisaster2012 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 5, 2010

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    Something Horribly Wrong

    I think I've just had enough, and am not exactly sure how to explode.
    explainit2me explainit2me 22-25, F Aug 30, 2010

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    I Just Realized It

    My moods shift way to fast. Like every half hour I'm cycling through emotions. This can't be normal.
    AscendedOne AscendedOne 26-30, F 3 Responses Dec 28, 2008

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    As Time Goes On

    Well I don't know how to start stufflike this without running the words of the page so I'll just get stuck-in I suppose. A lot has changed since the last time I have posted on EP, I have gotten a couple of years older and perhaps wiser, I am getting a little obseesed with sex...
    JMunJump JMunJump 18-21, M Oct 4, 2011

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    It'S Gotten Pretty Bad

    There are times when my heart begins to beat hard enough for my whole body to look like its pulsing. The good thing is that it doesn't hurt me in anyway. The thing that hurt is the times when out of nowhere it becomes painful to breath like something is stabbing into my chest...
    KuraiLight KuraiLight 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 5, 2013

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    I Can't Feel Anything Emotionally

    It has been years since i have actually felt something emotional from another human my laughs are forced, i smile out of courtesy and have not felt warmth in a while from anyone I feel as though nothing is genuine anymore and just out of pleasantries. I want to feel real love but...
    kai2 kai2 22-25, M 1 Response Oct 3, 2013

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    Me...?

    People seem to dislike me wherever I go. At school, or just generally. I try so hard to fit in, I wear makeup. Act like everyone else. What's wrong with me?
    notjustastupidkid notjustastupidkid 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 12, 2013

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    My ex broke up with me last Monday.

    ..I slept with someone everyday since. There were a few times I slept with two guys in one day. So 13 people in 10 days. I knows that's not healthy but I don't know how to stop myself.
    delilahcruz delilahcruz 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Sudden Loss Of Taste And Smell.

    So when I was eating and drinking earlier today things were fine... and then I started having dinner and it tasted weird. I put in the right ingredients... but it still tasted odd. So I drank some of the coffee I made and it tasted... bland. I looked up the symptoms I was feeling...
    lntel lntel 22-25 1 Response May 20, 2013

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    Lately I've been feeling like my friends don't

    want me around anymore. My best friend for ten years was studying in the same city, however I quit and moved back to my parents house to start looking for a new university. He and I only live twenty minutes apart now, but still I never hear from him anymore. He's always hanging...
    Feringer Feringer 18-21 1 Response Nov 29

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    I Don'T Know What'S Wrong With Me

    There is something wrong with me. I don't know what it is or if I can even be fixed. I think too much and the things I think about I doubt people with nothing wrong with them think about. I constantly play through my thoughts what ifs but not just any what ifs I think of terrible...
    yourfaceisyourface yourfaceisyourface 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 10, 2013

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    There Must Be

    Feeling like this cannot be normal. I'm so depressed all the time. And it would seem for no reason. But I have been thinking real hard about it, and I think I've realised that I need excitement or I'm depressed. I was talking to my mother about it, and she said my father was the...
    Melody08 Melody08 18-21, F 19 Responses Apr 25, 2008

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    Hard To Explain

     I feel like my thoughts and moods are running in circles all the time. I am happy and confident on second, and the next i am so upset and have the lowest self esteem and suicidal. and then i get sad. and then i get hyper and happy again. hyper isn't always good, i tend to...
    rainbowclouds rainbowclouds 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 25, 2009

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    Um...

    No, I KNOW there issomething wrong with me. more than one thing, too
    AngelaDark AngelaDark 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 7, 2007

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    I can't meet any expectations?

    I feel like everybody moves a step ahead of me and no matter how hard I try I almost never catch up, and this kind of feeling makes me question if this is really what I wanted in my life, the other problem is, that I don't know anything about my future and goals.. I have none...
    silviamj5 silviamj5 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 29

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    Something Is Going On With Me?

    Ok this all started a couple of months ago the first thing that started happening to me was that when i would talk to someone i would say the same thing as they would, like 5 times a day.A month or so after that i would think about something then the person i was talking to would...
    DreamerOfTheDark DreamerOfTheDark 13-15 2 Responses May 8, 2012

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    I Think So.

    I think there must be many things wrong with me.  first i want to apologize to all my great Ep friends who have to listen to me =/ I am tired of these mood swings i get. I feel good then devastated. I can be up for days and sleep just as long. I walk past mirror 1 and smile...
    Tacit Tacit 22-25, F 4 Responses Aug 17, 2008

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    I know there is... but I like it.

    .. even when I feel like I won't make it... I feel wonderful when I do I'm not there yet but I pray I will be...
    heysmellthis heysmellthis 26-30, M 2 Responses Dec 12

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    It's Me Isn't It

    I dunno I mean, I'm just weird. I always feel like I have to jump through all these hoops for people to please everyone and then I feel fake for doing that like I'm trying to buy people's affections. Then I start to question whether I even have a real personality or I'm just fake...
    iamjustherek iamjustherek 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 2, 2013

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    I think serial killers

    or psychopaths are attractive. Even when they say people are merely instruments, materials to them. When people like that or who has a resemblance to those characteristics calls me a worthless trash I find it so appealing. I'm like wow I love this, maybe I'm a masochist? I...
    GrumpyMe GrumpyMe 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 6

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    I have my good days and my bad days.

    . Lately it feels like more bad than good. My boyfriend wants to have a talk tonight. Either we both drastically change or it won't work.. I'm thinking about if I even want it to work things out with him. I love him with all my heart I just don't trust him. I don't know if I'll...
    LovelyLonley LovelyLonley 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 29

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    Oh Definetely

     i don't know what it is though. but it stops me from understanding people. and them from me. I think I'm broken D: I cant stand myself at times. I react weirdly to situations and people point it out all the time. I cant help my initial reaction. I hate seeing people in...
    kittycat101303 kittycat101303 18-21, F Dec 17, 2009

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    Okay so does anyone feel like they have

    something wrong with them but in the end nothing is wrong?? For a while now like ever since I got a phone I thought I had all these disorders & stuff wrong with me but my mother or doctor has never said anything?
    laceysdisorders laceysdisorders 13-15, F 3 Responses May 9

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    I Am Constantly Pushed Out

    I feel like there is something wrong with me, that nice guys don't like me... I feel like I am less of a person than most other people. I often feel like I do not fit in. I know I am lied about behind my back. I think what has happened to me is not normal.
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 2, 2011

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    I think there is something wrong with me

    that makes it impossible for men to love me. I've never had a real relationship, I've just had men who use me for sex and discard me when I get attached. It seems like they enjoy making me feel worthless. The one thing all these men have in common is me, so the problem isn't...
    AutumnCarielle AutumnCarielle 22-25, F Dec 7

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    Everyday Of My Life

    I feel like something is wrong with me. Why can everyone else in the world find someone to be happy with and I can't? Why can everyone else be happy and I can't? I've been trying for so long to find something that makes me happy and nothing can.. I just want someone out there...
    GibsonR23 GibsonR23 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 14, 2010

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    I Don'T Know Why!

    the problem with me is that no matter how much i try, i can't trust anyone. i love my family and my life. i have great people around me but i don't trust people outside of my family even my friends sometimes. i get tired of relationships. i am moody. i try not to be but i can't...
    sidslot16 sidslot16 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 25, 2013

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    I've been noticing lately

    that everyone seems to have a pull In my life. Except for me. I can't seem to think for myself. I am easily manipulated. I let someone talk me into sex, which resulted in pregnancy. Then I let my family talk me into abortion, which is the biggest mistake I've made. I let people...
    reneeo11314 reneeo11314 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 4

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    Something That Others Pick Up On Without Knowing Consciously

    The thought that there is something wrong with me has been in the back of my mind since i was very young. As a child I was bullied relentlessly in elementary school and middle school. No one would talk to  me besides one or two friends, and everyone would laugh at me, call...
    Phasmid Phasmid 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 23, 2010

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    Help

    Hi, my name is Tiarra. I guess maybe I am just going through a sad period at the moment but I just feel like this is an important question to ask. First let me explain the situation. I am an African American, 19 year old. Not the black black but between a normal black girl and a...
    tiarra396 tiarra396 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 9, 2012

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    Something Is Just Not Right R

    ok something might be wrong with me and i'm not sure if i should say anything about it.you see my 'problem' is that i love fat girls (and i mean really really fat). its something that i am obsesing about and i don't know if i should tell anyone about it. now i'm 15 and before...
    JMunJump JMunJump 18-21, M 1 Response May 21, 2011

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    not really that serious but.

    ... I think something is wrong with me because I'm in a Good Relationship kinda rocky right now but anyways I think there's something wrong with me because 1. I've been accusing him of stuff a lot lately & 2. for some reason I'm not feeling the love anymore like he's really in...
    dessmart1 dessmart1 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 28

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    Yeah, there's definitely something wrong with

    me. And I know what it is. It's the fact that I run. I've always been a runner. My dad would make my brother and I do wind sprints in the Fall since I was a little kid. I love running, and I'm good at it, literally and metaphorically. My problem is that I run away from my...
    DrowningInRed DrowningInRed 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 29

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    School's become a happy place because of him. I find myself more up-beat and fun to be around just knowing he thinks about me. I feel like I'm in love but I know it's not that...
    Hfms99 Hfms99 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 1

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    I'm only 16.. 3 years ago I cut myself and I have been doing it on and off since then. I don't understand what's wrong with me. I'd be out with my friends, enjoying my time. Then...
    Aly262 Aly262 16-17 1 Response Dec 1

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    I'm not really emotional but I think cheating is wrong period. In my relationships, I make it very clear that if I find that the other person is cheating, he's a fool and will...
    VicAshley01 VicAshley01 26-30, F 4 Responses Dec 16

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    Ok so, Im having a great time with friends, and then i catch a glimpse of myself in a shop window or something and i remember that i am me. I don't feel ugly, fat or anything i...
    ilikesurfingandheavymetal ilikesurfingandheavymetal 16-17, F 5 days ago

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    Hey why let the boys have all the fun. What's wrong with a woman being proud of and enjoy her s-xuality?
    Ownedforaprice Ownedforaprice 22-25, F 7 Responses Dec 3

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    I saw an article today that was about a man at a Detroit Lions game. He saw the lady in front of him texting someone named "Jason". The lady was pregnant and there with a man. The...
    Daniilion Daniilion 31-35, F 3 Responses Dec 6

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    From April to may I saw less and less of him due to him working 6/7days he needed to do to the work as he was a sub contractor they call when they need him and he needed the cash n...
    lilygeorge12 lilygeorge12 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    I have been cheated on twice by the same guy and that is what triggered my depression. Something inside me just snapped and i did something i am not proud of.
    Ashlynthepanda Ashlynthepanda 13-15, F 5 Responses Dec 8

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    About two years ago I had this math teacher. I honestly hate math and I'm not that good at it. She wasn't the best at explaining things so I went for extra help everyday. Through...
    IntrovertedKat IntrovertedKat 16-17, F 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    I'm still trying so hard to believe that I'm worth something. It hurts that my husband cheated on me. Feel very alone in my pain.
    Cyndie67 Cyndie67 46-50, F 9 Responses 5 days ago

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    any relationship I have I get cheated on. I give chances and forgive and give them my all but they cheat. currently I'm married and we have a daughter. we live on a resort and my...
    newstart1315 newstart1315 22-25, F 5 Responses Dec 16

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    The men and women in/out of our military deserve so much more than what they are getting. I don't believe the amount of veterans that are out on the streets having to rely on...
    ES1497 ES1497 18-21 1 Response Dec 4

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    TODAY WAS THE DAY! As some of you may know, today was the day my teacher crush texted me to meet him in his classroom after school. Alone. He also told me not to make him wait any...
    Hfms99 Hfms99 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 5