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I Think Too Much

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    I really just wanna be held

    and told life is not as complicated as I make it out to be. If it is how I think, I won't last.
    inadequateIELLE inadequateIELLE 18-21, F 6 Responses Apr 7

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    My dad bought me and rx8,

    idk wether to appreciate it or this is just his way of showing he loves me and still cares about me because i don't think i deserved it or he's just supporting my passion towards cars. The car cost RM100k. RM1 is the same as 1 dollar in the US. So yeah this country is quite...
    xxmarisaxx xxmarisaxx 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 6

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    I feel.. Drained. I feel like a can't cope

    anymore and I'm just shutting everyone out. I have no friends anymore, because my old bestfriend just used me.. And my other friend doesn't ask me to come out anymore because well.. I'm not sure. But her boyfriend and his mate have a problem with me. I don't have a boyfriend...
    ImChelsea ImChelsea 16-17, F 4 Responses Apr 10

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    I always wonder what people think

    when I message them first....though sometimes that's the only way to get them to talk to me. Anyway, I am on this website (it's rather of a gothic nature) and it is a forum site for all sorts of different things. Join groups, though they call them cults, discuss topics, etc...
    BlackRosesTurnBlue BlackRosesTurnBlue 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 11

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    Thinking...

    Pause tick. Pause tock. The sound embraces this unfaltering clock. Ages raging forward with feral unconsciousness. Silence holding a sweet regress. Winding, monochromatic and gnashing. Each moment my madness lashing.
    SilentBluemoon SilentBluemoon 36-40, F 4 Responses Jul 11, 2013

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    I think entirely to much about things I've done

    in the past and every little embarrassing moment and everything i regret doing all the time. Its seriously stressful. I wish i could just let go of so many things.. And just forget. I think myself into being sad a lot and its hard to find anything that actually distracts me for...
    StephsReality StephsReality 18-21, F 13 Responses Feb 12

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    Sometimes Things Still Hurt

    They remain unresolved when the other person has decided it has been resolved and the talking is done. There is no longer a way to get past it except for getting it out of my own head. Sometimes that is hard to do. I have got to learn how to stop dwelling on things. Replaying...
    JennaR JennaR 46-50, F 9 Responses Nov 26, 2013

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    Hotel-room 710

    People are close here.Maybe closer than anywhere else..They sleep in the same beds others slept in the day before.They make love in the same beds..others have cried in the day before..   ..I think that is very beautiful.We have to love each other...?People come and people go...
    MadamElle MadamElle 26-30, F 4 Responses Jan 3, 2013

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    Searching... It's funny how we searching the

    night even when eyes are closed were searching. Going through the darkness never knowing if the ground we stand on this there are not. Wondering could this be the one and then realizing that is not the one. Searching for the touch the smile the Twinkle in the eyes. And all the...
    RChin RChin 56-60, F Apr 10

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    I think SO much, it's ridiculous.

    I get so deep into my thoughts that most of the time I create non-existent problems. I'm always so insecure of myself even though I don't always show it. People think I'm just a normal, quiet and shy girl, but no one knows all of the things that go through my mind daily, all of...
    Realitea Realitea 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 7

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    The moment you feel you have to start proving

    your worth is the moment you should walk away and never look back. I won't be someone's second best.
    BeatTheBest BeatTheBest 16-17, M 11 Responses Apr 10

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    Life Would Be Easier If I Didn'T Think So Much

    I wish I could just turn my brain off, just for a moment so I could sit in silence and not have a million things running through my head all at once. I cannot even focus anymore, my eyes dart from left to right, I could be staring right at you and not even see or hear you because...
    tryingtogaincontrol tryingtogaincontrol 18-21, F 5 Responses Nov 10, 2013

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    My mind works overtime.

    .. I've tried resting, meditating, working out and even long hot baths but I just can't seem to zone out. I'm in a new relationship but find it hard to trust him, mainly because of my previous relationship. He's a good guy but I find him secretive. He has done a few things to...
    cancerian19 cancerian19 26-30, F 5 Responses Apr 9

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    Right now someone has just been shot.

    Right now someone has just got married. Right now someone has just abandoned their child. Right now someone has just had their first child. Right now someone is thankful for having their family around them. Right now someone just found out they have lost a family member. Right...
    ProfessorPsycho ProfessorPsycho 13-15, F 4 Responses Feb 8

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    "He's not gonna come

    after you. He's going to find a girl that "appreciates" him. If you act all damaged, he's going to find a "normal" girl. If you move away from him, he isn't going to grab you, hug you tight and make you kiss him. This isn't a movie. That stuff doesn't happen in real life. Learn...
    bexk bexk 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    What Is It Like To Be Human?

    To be honest I don't know... Life is confusing. I often find myself to ponder on such question.. I wonder why am I human.. Why am I not the grass we walk or the air we breath? Why am I not the trees who have been longer than we? Why am I not the sunlight beams that kiss my...
    Ally10399 Ally10399 13-15, F 11 Responses Nov 9, 2013

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    Lights out, head hits the pillow eyelids close

    body looking for that comfortable spot. Eyeballs twirling inside waiting and watching will the closed captioning begin scrolling through your brain, will the stocket market ticker flash with quotes, prices, ideas, fractions of thoughts. What about tomorrow, what did they say...
    Mrperfectstranger Mrperfectstranger 51-55, M 6 Responses Dec 27, 2013

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    BeatTheBest BeatTheBest 16-17, M 2 Responses Apr 2

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    This is my experience with love

    and doubt (read on- it's not all rainbows and butterfly's, there's a twist). I welcome all of your feedback (and ridicule) and would love to know if anyone has been in a similar dilemma that I am facing. I am in love with a wonderful man- he is thoughtful, gentle, and kind; we...
    HopefulLovelyLioness HopefulLovelyLioness 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 9

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    The truth is everyone is going to hurt you,

    you just have to find someone worth the suffer.....
    briyonnamobley briyonnamobley 16-17, F 5 Responses Apr 6

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    Today's a new day, The sun rose,

    And the sun will set, But it's not the same as yesterday, And it won't be the same as tomorrow. That's what keeps me hanging on, Hope, Like the first day of spring, I know that things will move In life's never ending cycle And no matter how bad today is Tomorrow can be...
    girl3255 girl3255 16-17, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    The smallest things can seem

    so large to me. It's not even because they are it's because I over think the situation too much. I'll be surrounded with my own pessimistic thoughts and they'll consume me until I've thought of the worst possible thing that could happen. And it's only because of one thing...
    spawling spawling 16-17, F 7 Responses Dec 22, 2013

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    I'll admit, I am a hard person to love

    when I love, I love really hard
    BeatTheBest BeatTheBest 16-17, M 6 Responses Apr 9

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    It bothers me that I tend to think too much.

    Even if it's not really significant or anything, but i still keep on thinking about it until i get really bothered. -.-
    erikp08 erikp08 18-21, M 16 hrs ago

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    I am asked often why I prefer women.

    "Do you dislike men? Do you distrust them? Did you have a bad experience?" they say. As if these are the only valid reasons! My sexual preferences are a multifaceted, rather complex thing. To put it plainly, I don't prefer women, per se. For me, it has nothing to do with men or...
    Cdm210 Cdm210 18-21, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    I like this guy a lot to the point

    that I almost said "I love you" to him, but I'm scared of being rejected. I know I am learning to love him. Just trying to protect myself. Would it matter if I tell those three words first?
    trishhh04 trishhh04 22-25, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    Lily's Lacuna

    la·cu·na noun lə-ˈkü-nə, -ˈkyü- plural la·cu·nae also la·cu·nas Definition of LACUNA 1: a blank space or a missing part : gap ; also : deficiency 1 (Merriam-Webster) We are all familiar (or should be) with the concept of 'gaps and silences' as a means of...
    LilysLacuna LilysLacuna 36-40, F 1 Response Jan 5, 2013

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    Away with white dragon,

    welcome majick dragon.
    bipolar1958 bipolar1958 51-55, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Sometimes I feel very positive

    and optimistic; I am spurred forward to focus on the dreams I still believe can come true. I view myself with a different set of eyes, and see as intelligent man, a kind man, a loving man etc. But then there other times I wonder if the reflection in the mirror is a lie? If I...
    ProgressNotPerfection ProgressNotPerfection 41-45, M 5 Responses Apr 7

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    Lol...someone sent me a message on here

    demanding I sent pics of me in my bra, underwear etc....I sent him a lovely pic of someone else. :-)
    EmilyTheWise EmilyTheWise 18-21, F 44 Responses Mar 2

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    Daydreaming And Overthinking

    I have a bit of a love hate relationship with my imagination, i love that i can loose myself in thought and spend what would otherwise be boring hours daydreaming and amusing myself, i honestly look forward to daydreaming. I love being on my own and just imagining scenarios in...
    fartogo fartogo 22-25, F 10 Responses Apr 10, 2010

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    My prom is coming up my friend was planning on

    getting a limo and having everyone pitch in about $150 to help pay for it. The original plan was to go to prom, leave early go bowling, and then out to eat. That was only because there was no after party. Now there is and I'm going. I found another friend to ride with and it's...
    DarkGoddesss DarkGoddesss 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 7

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    Their Secrets

    I think one of the saddest things is when two people really get to know each other: their secrets, their fears, their favourite things, what they love, what they hate, literally everything, and then they go back to being strangers. It’s like you have to walk past them and...
    pashey pashey 22-25, F 7 Responses Nov 14, 2013

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    Everyone's family member is dying around me .

    .. And know one has died in mine for the last 30 years..its weird.. Like you don't know what will happen..like i'm always panicking in advance ... Cuz im afraid to lose them... But grateful anyway :)
    solitudecloud solitudecloud 16-17, F Apr 9

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    Writers block is one thing to deal with.

    Writer's block unraveling, when your laptop is broken and you have no real writing tools to work with, is ******* maddening.
    MyShaddow MyShaddow 31-35, M 3 days ago

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    .....I have been chasing you.

    And I have a tendency to overthink things, always. Occupational hazard. But last night...you said it differently than the other nights. "Good night, my lover." Usually. That is what you usually say. Last night, it was, "Good night, my love." .....and I can't help but...
    BlackRosesTurnBlue BlackRosesTurnBlue 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 11

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    VioletThorns VioletThorns 26-30, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    You cannot trust anyone anymore.

    Not in this day and age of greediness, self indulgence, and self centeredness
    angiede angiede 26-30, F 15 Responses Apr 2

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    And I think my profile

    and stories are starting to get the bipolar look. Well I just write what I think and feel at the moment. Like right now, the Q&A section has been talking about past loves and sex and past loves and sex and blonde nerds and sex for an hour or so and I couldn't keep myself from...
    kixisback kixisback 22-25 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I'm always thinking people don't really like me

    or they're thinking negatively of me, or analysing me negatively, n I get so embarrassed and self conscious of what I say, how I look & come across..that I don't actually let myself come across at all..but then I still think people think negatively of me. It doesn't make any...
    ems177 ems177 18-21, F 21 Responses Dec 18, 2013

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    Watch your thoughts,

    for they become words. Watch your words, for they become actions. Watch your actions, for they become habits. Watch your habits, for they become character. Watch your character, for it becomes your destiny...
    summerbloom summerbloom 31-35, F 4 Responses Dec 16, 2013

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    i think so much, it makes me stupid...

    i've always seen things other people didn't, felt things, questioned things - and while that set me apart and made me horribly lonely, sometimes, i valued it because i didn't want to be another mindless individual and because it made me who i am. but there is a point where it...
    Fahrenheit Fahrenheit 22-25, F 30 Responses Jul 30, 2007

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    ....so, I read your message.

    And I guess I was right a few minutes ago. People do automatically assume I'm flirting with them. Thanks, world, for not being judgmental.... ....how the hell did things get this way, anyway?....
    BlackRosesTurnBlue BlackRosesTurnBlue 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 11

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    Dear brain, You have too understand

    that during a conversation, I'm supposed to be focused on the person who is talking to me. Not you. And at night, I want to SLEEP. So please, stop bothering me. Cordially, ironicMind
    IronicMind IronicMind 70+ 10 Responses Dec 13, 2013

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    :)

    I wanted a perfect ending. Now I've learned the hard way, that some poems don't rhyme and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what's going to happen...
    Gilse59 Gilse59 18-21, F 10 Responses Jan 20, 2013

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    I'm thinking too much of "finding new

    boyfriend" I want to have a boyfriend. I had broke up with my ex and we had 1 daughter. My daughter staying with me and my parent. I thinking too much of finding someone...new. If I have a new boyfriend and tell him that I have one daughter with my ex. -Will he accept to love...
    patamavadee patamavadee 22-25, F 10 Responses Nov 28, 2013

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    I hated him cause of his ways of treating

    others. He acts so cool but inside, he's trying to catch your heart & TEAR it down. Then all of a sudden, I wanted to teach him a lesson of hearts but too many people got in the way! I feel like I haven't finished my mission so I feel like a failure. ); I want him to learn that...
    Beautybomb Beautybomb 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    In life you’ll realize

    that there is a purpose for everyone you meet. Some will test you, some will use you and some will teach you. But most importantly, some will bring out the best in you.
    BeatTheBest BeatTheBest 16-17, M 3 Responses Mar 30

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    I think it's funny how

    when you're in a pointless relationship all you want to do is be single again but when you are single again all you want is to be in an amazing relationship. I keep trying to tell myself that now is not the time, the guy will come when you're ready but it doesn't stop me from...
    nottheaveragegirl nottheaveragegirl 16-17, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I honestly think that making love in the

    morning is a good start of the day. I just want to share this experience. Whenever my ex boyfriend and I get a chance to make love in the morning we do it. We slept in the room where I share with my sisters. I think we've done it for a couple of times. What makes it more...
    chocofrappe249 chocofrappe249 22-25 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    My thoughts are always depressing.

    All I do is think about my flaws, my mistakes...
    ConfusedxAwkward ConfusedxAwkward 13-15, F 5 Responses Feb 5

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    Can never stop thinking

    and thinking. Forever obsessing over little rubbish for no reason ? :/
    thatslagsarah thatslagsarah 13-15, F 6 Responses 6 days ago

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    This Is For Everyone -

    I hate being 25 in the world we live in. I hate Facebook, Twitter and Instagram. I hate that people think it's cool to post their dinner every night. I hate that everyone has to share every thought in their minds. No wonder every one in this generation is so ******* depressed...
    taylorhemphill taylorhemphill 22-25, M 6 Responses Nov 26, 2013

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    I'm an over thinker..

    I worry about everything. I focus on what other people think of me. It's like I'm trying to be perfect in a world that is not meant for perfection. I hope to grow out of this feeling.. It's been taking over who I am for quiet some time.
    Hopelovepassion Hopelovepassion 18-21, F 11 Responses Jan 8

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    It kinda sickens me to see people ****

    and moan about **** that can be changed if they have some determination and put in the effort. Life is no fairy tale. If you want something you go and get it, it's your life, it's your ***, you move it.
    BeatTheBest BeatTheBest 16-17, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    Apps (written While Drunk)

     Our brains are like computers. They are computers. They have memory. They can be programmed.Hell, I can remember when my older sister held me in the garage and I was two. My father was driving the sky blue Pontiac into the garage of our new house...I was two. Yet I have a...
    Quintesse Quintesse 46-50, F 21 Responses Sep 3, 2011

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    Getting too caught up in something can

    inevitably lead to one's downfall, I've learned.
    gmguisadio gmguisadio 16-17, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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