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I Thought About Suicide Before I Was Ten

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 17 People

    I want to die......feel every kind of negative

    thing.... Feel completely alone... Feel lost feel depressed n have anxiety n panic attack all at same time....
    efox7 efox7
    26-30, F
    5 Responses Dec 19, 2013

    They say knowing or being aware of what's

    happening is half the battle but when you forgot what it was ever like to be genuinely happy and every morning reality becomes so suffocating how can knowing it make you feel any better.... I don't want to spend the years of my life struggling to be normal or wasting my time...
    livinproof91 livinproof91
    26-30, M
    Apr 22, 2014

    I can't believe I trusted

    so much of myself to you, I would have done anything to make up for the things you did for me and you would never have had a reason not to trust me or ever doubt that I didn't love you and that it was true that I felt I couldn't live without your love in my life, you made me no...
    livinproof91 livinproof91
    26-30, M
    Apr 22, 2014

    Yes..I Thought About It Before I Was 10

    and I made an attempt when I was 9... I failed..but I came close enough to have a near death experience... It took 3 days to regain consciousness... Yes...It had something to do with an abusive childhood... Most of the time I am happy that I failed in my attempt...
    deleted66 deleted66
    41-45, F
    Jun 4, 2010
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