Post
This experience may contain mature content, as flagged by the community. Please click away if you do not want to see this content, or if you are not of age. To report inappropriate content, please email us.
If you are in a crisis, please call for help: 1-800-273-8255, or 1-800-784-2433 (available 24/7). More resources available here.

I Thought About Suicide

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 31 People

    I Thought About Suicide

    It was about a month ago. I was in my room just browsing on the internet, when I had the idea of Googling the name of this woman I dated years ago. (I fell hard for her at that time, and acted childishly which is what ultimately lead to us not being together anymore; but that's...
    ipanemaguy ipanemaguy 31-35, M 1 Response Apr 19, 2012

    Your Response

    Cancel

    If I Don't Come Here More Than 6 Months!

    More than 6 months of my absence will tell you that I've committed suicide..I've been thinking of suicide a lot lately. Either I'm going to jump off my terrace or I'll take all the medicines at once. I'm telling it here so that my EP friends know if I die.
    LisbethTylerMorgan LisbethTylerMorgan 22-25, F 4 Responses Sep 15, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    My Thought On Suicide

    When I was 4-5 years old I though about suicide the first time. Perhaps it was the near death experience when I swallowed that coin? My mind had become so differently, and I somehow decided that I would die once I had become 20 years as soon as I fullfilled my only goal in life...
    Barlong Barlong 22-25, F Dec 26, 2011

    Your Response

    Cancel

    The Desert Of The Painfully Real

    This has happened a while back, while I was in the Military Service and deployed. I may have touched upon this before, but because of a friend on this site, I need to be able to post my story on here. Reveal a bit of my soul. Maybe it'll cause healing for her. Maybe, even for...
    LysanderFremont LysanderFremont 26-30, M 6 Responses Apr 7, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Frightening Thoughts

    I used to get so depressed I would think about suicide but every time I did my children's faces would flash in my mind and I would stop. I couldn't do that to my kids. Leaving them without a mother would be so cruel . I knew they needed me so I sought help so I could get better...
    howsab howsab 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 6, 2011

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Related Experiences

    Once upon a time I was on whisper ( an app that let's you tell secrets with out people knowing who you are)and I was looking up posts about suicide .One was of a girl/boy who was...
    rachelmu22 rachelmu22 13-15, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Last week. I overdosed, and slit my wrists....you know, when I did it, I didn't even feel the pain...maybe that's because I had felt so much pain already, I don't know. Maybe...
    Betruetoyourselfxx Betruetoyourselfxx 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 23

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Okay i have been thinking about suicide again for about a week or so now. I dont have the guts to acctually kill myself. I feel so selfish i dont even know ehy i want to. I know...
    kyleee099 kyleee099 13-15, F 5 Responses Jul 13

    Your Response

    Cancel
    i think about suicide a lot ..... i feel so alone..im so worthless....
    1stayingstrong 1stayingstrong 16-17, F 1 Response a week ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I lost my closest and best friend. He was the best thing in my life. He had come out to his father( a homophobic *****) who had chucked him out of home. He then went to live in...
    Anniebee13 Anniebee13 13-15, F 3 Responses 4 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    1) My name is Chris. 2) I have Schizoaffective Disorder. 3) I am left handed and do everything left handed except playing guitar. 4) I play bass guitar. 5) I love being...
    AnAutumnWind AnAutumnWind 36-40, M 1 hr ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I have been suicidal in my life and also attempted it in my past. It was no cry for help or any desperate act to receive attention. I am grateful I did not succeed at the attempt...
    Auntieloco Auntieloco 31-35, F 1 Response 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Questions About God These are my thoughts.... when you pray for your sins... god will throw your sins into the sea as if it never happened... but memory is the consequence... as...
    ChessHottie ChessHottie 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    When I was little, my mom and dad were separated. I'd go to his house every other weekend. Then he stopped coming to pick me up for a couple months and nobody knew why. Then my...
    ImJustMeAlex ImJustMeAlex 18-21, F 14 Responses Jul 11

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I know there is a lot of pain in this world which causes people to do some horrific things... Some hurt themselves, some hurt others, while some do a combination of both and kill...
    SirCabbage SirCabbage 22-25, M 2 Responses Jul 11

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I used to have all this sympathy for people who commit suicide, but after yesterday, that's greatly lessened; I know now, without a doubt, that is the most selfish act a human can...
    GoldButterfly GoldButterfly 18-21, F Jul 4

    Your Response

    Cancel
    June 2002 - my cousin, who I grew up with and was close to, was suddenly shot one time in the chest at 4 AM... He was 26 and it was labeled suicide... He had spoke to his aunt that...
    DarkwingGoslyn DarkwingGoslyn 31-35 1 Response a week ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    1. I am 16 will be 17 in 11 days 2. I am five foot three 3. I am the oldest in my family 4. I have two younger siblings 5. I have one brother and one sister 6. My parents are...
    blahlahblah599 blahlahblah599 16-17, F Jun 30

    Your Response

    Cancel
    When I was 13 years old my friend John was about to commit suicide because another friend of his committed suicide. I was on the phone with him and another mutual friend and we...
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F Jun 30

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Starting at the 7th grade and lasting until the late 9th grade yearly 10th grade I suffered with depression and several suicide attempts. I thought I was alone..because you know...
    MacKenzie31113 MacKenzie31113 16-17, F 1 Response a week ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Suicide has killed many people even someone I knew, it's not a thing to mess around with. I understand why people want to do it because they're at their lowest point in life. But...
    faithmonyai faithmonyai 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I think I'm stuck in the past sort of.. Like my brother committed suicide 3 ish years ago on June 11. And a lot of stuff happened before it but it doesn't really matter anymore...
    ChloeFT ChloeFT 13-15, F Jun 23

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I used to have a crush on a guy that was 20 when I was in middle school ( I was about 13 )...I knew he was a chain smoker and heard that he was a druggie, but till thought he was...
    Sallysellsseashels Sallysellsseashels 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 22

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I get really ******* **** off when people make fun of suicide. Because I was like that. People say it's a joke unlit the person commits suicide.
    dominick5 dominick5 13-15, M 3 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Suicide doesnt just mean killing yourself, it also means ending the chances of life ever getting better for yourself. People out there care about you, whether theyre right next to...
    MeeKazz MeeKazz 16-17, F 3 Responses 16 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    My mum didn't die but was in hospital after attempt suicide. She was found in a ditch and with a few details actually tried to end her life in a multiple of ways: She was found in...
    greaves98 greaves98 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 26

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I lost my uncle(my father's brother) about 3 years ago. He was a fun and up beat kind of guy. A hard worker and motorcycle rider in spare time. He used to hold me and tell my...
    Ter4Doll Ter4Doll 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 28

    Your Response

    Cancel
    i think the worst part about losing friends to suicide- there anniversary days. im scared for my friends 1 month in a week. i miss him so much, its going to suck. ugh i hate guilt...
    Teenyphilly Teenyphilly 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 29

    Your Response

    Cancel
    It's been almost 3 years since my step dad/best friend committed suicide in our garage. I love him and I miss him so much. I wish he knew the pain my mom and I go through just by...
    Algophobia Algophobia 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 30

    Your Response

    Cancel
    This suicide is of my own. Sometimes i just want to just get everything over with, take the quick exit. Life's problem can be so overwhelming. The pressure, the stress and the...
    s3gur0 s3gur0 22-25, M Jul 8

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Pretty sure I'm about to lose someone to suicide and no matter what I say or do its not changin their mind. :/
    SpilledTea SpilledTea 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 12

    Your Response

    Cancel
    4 years ago my older brother and only other sibling stepped in front of a freight train and thus ended his life. I never thought that would happen and my family and I are still...
    QuantumBitch1983 QuantumBitch1983 26-30, F 2 Responses Jun 25

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I just lost my bestfriend to suicide. Her mom just called me and told me😓
    ccluhyahhoe ccluhyahhoe 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 28

    Your Response

    Cancel
    i lost my ex bf to suicide. he was 16, & we had been best friends, even after breaking up. he had been going through a rough time with friends, getting bullied and harassed. one...
    Teenyphilly Teenyphilly 18-21, F 6 Responses Jun 28

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I was ready to get married when my fiancé attempted suicide due to financial stress. I went from an extreme high to rock bottom in a matter of an hour. I have only been finding...
    lanns lanns 26-30, F Jun 28

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I lost my best friend to suicide . He was literally the one I could tell everything to . I poured to him all my secrets and he would do the same . He never judged either , he would...
    r3alfri3nds r3alfri3nds 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 28

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I lost my friend in 2005 to suicide We were supposed to go on what would have been our first cruise He took his life on the train tracks He was only 23 Iwas devastated and...
    Stanray Stanray 61-65, M 4 Responses Jul 7

    Your Response

    Cancel
    My own brother committed suicide. it really sucks that he felt that was his only way out. He didn't realize the kind of damage it would leave on the people who loved him. It really...
    eeeosborne eeeosborne 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 11

    Your Response

    Cancel
    It's honestly not funny. If I ever see or hear someone make a joke out of suicide, depression, self harm I automatically have no respect for them.
    alyssabay alyssabay 13-15, F 4 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    My older sister Nancy committed suicide last year she was struggling a lot with her studies she wanted to be a doctor sometime I feel really sad I miss her a lot I can't accept...
    IjUstDoNtCare12 IjUstDoNtCare12 13-15, F 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I am a 17 year old girl whom within this past year has been diagnosed with depression. I knew I had it for a long time too, but I knew it was finally time to see a doctor about it...
    derangedpetunia derangedpetunia 18-21, F Jun 23

    Your Response

    Cancel
    This is a weird piece in my history.... I vaguely recall my late father going on about a cousin of his who killed himself by sticking a pillow case/ slip or whatever, over his...
    cpthaddock cpthaddock 51-55, M 1 Response Jul 13

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I lost a dear friend. It started quite innocently. I got his e-mail and he got mine. We started as pen-pals as we lived too far apart. I would return from school happy and...
    Lurikan Lurikan 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 7

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I was fourteen. He was fifteen. I was a freshman. He was a sophomore. I was awkward and swooning. He was lost in thought and pain. That first day when our relationship started, and...
    TeddyBearTweaker TeddyBearTweaker 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 2

    Your Response

    Cancel
    My uncle Greg killed himself yesterday. He had been in a car accident two years ago and was in constant pain. He was the youngest of my father's brothers. I lost my dad when I was...
    random619 random619 41-45, M 3 Responses Jul 3

    Your Response

    Cancel
    1. What's your favourite candle smell? ...clean linen 2. What female celebrity do you wish was your sister? ... Chelsea Handler 3. What male celebrity do you wish was your brother...
    xoHrabina xoHrabina 26-30, F Jul 4

    Your Response

    Cancel