I Thought Forever Meant Forever

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    Thinking and realizing there truly is no

    such thing as "forever"... People use word all the time ...
    MsAnonymous1 MsAnonymous1
    22-25, F
    1 Response Dec 10, 2014

    ... and Then He Left.

    We had been together 5 years. I thought we would be together forever. I gave him everything, all my love. Then he left me while I was struggling with depression. And yet, I still believe in love. I am a desperate optimist and a hopeless romantic.
    DancingFox DancingFox
    31-35, F
    7 Responses Sep 27, 2009

    It Is Forever

    but the sad thing is death over rides all proimise we make to each other and the only true forever
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2
    61-65, M
    1 Response Mar 5, 2012

    Poison

    You left me in May this year. You were adamant that you'd never come back to me, you collected your things from my flat. You said over and over again how I wasn't the woman you had fallen in love with any longer, with comments that made me feel crap about myself. Was it my fault...
    DancingFox DancingFox
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Nov 20, 2009

    Rubble

    I hate you for doing this to me. I wasn't this desperate wreck before you left me. You pulled the floor from underneath my feet. Everything collapsed and I am trying to rebuild a house out of rubble. I stick on bit of crumbling plaster unto another, and then another, hoping to...
    DancingFox DancingFox
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Jul 7, 2010

    I Really Thought....

    I really thought that when you said forever, you meant forever, not till something better came along....
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Jul 31, 2009

    The Impossible Dream

    I remember growing up in an age where we were indoctrinated that commitment meant forever.  That was the dream that a lot of people felt would be their destiny.  To find someone and be with them for all time.  But many of us have seen that dream turned into a...
    Michellewhois Michellewhois
    56-60
    5 Responses Aug 17, 2009

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