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I Thought It Would Be Better

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    They Say the Woman Is Always the Hold Out...

    It started right after the wedding 5 years ago.....the man who couldn't get enough, began ignoring and rejecting me. First, it was just now and then he would put me off.....now, I can't remember when he last initiated love making...all I can remember is practically begging for...
    lillymay2003 lillymay2003 51-55, F Apr 17, 2008

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