I Thought Of You Today

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    Jake, 4 years ago today you took your own life.

    There are different levels of sadness when I think of why and how you're not here. But the level where I go back to the day you left- what you felt- is a very dark place for me to go. In order to cope, though, i must. I try to imagine it. I try to imagine what you were...
    YouBeTheAnchor YouBeTheAnchor
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Apr 29, 2014

    Always On My Mind!

    Thoughts of you consume me in such a wonderful way. You bring a smile to my face, and keep me smiling throughout the day. I find myself singing to myself. You provide me with extra energy, because you are so sweet. I miss hearing your voice, it is so calming, and exudes kindness...
    NorthernMan1966 NorthernMan1966
    46-50, M
    6 Responses Oct 9, 2012

    I enjoy the way your smile lights up a room.

    It is so rare to see. I can see you hiding the pain in your eyes. You don't hide it well. I wish you could know what is going on inside me. Might be the same as you. Ever feel alone in a crowded room? Perhaps standing among your friends and realize that you don't belong there...
    adamw adamw
    36-40, M
    Jun 27, 2015

    20/03/2016 - Today I did yes

    but not in the same way as i have done previously... Not sure if that's a good or bad thing.
    shecanonlydream shecanonlydream
    26-30, F
    Mar 20

    to the kind canadian guy from Quebec:) your a

    sweet heart for being a good friend thanks for the encouragement
    Haze94 Haze94
    22-25, F
    Apr 3

    But then, that's every day.

    I can't help but wonder why you went away. I know you're feeling better, You're not suffering anymore, But now that I'm without you, I feel cold to my very core. I know that you want me happy, because you're finally free, But since you've gone, I've lost a part of me. I...
    ZenLioNESS719 ZenLioNESS719
    51-55, F
    6 Responses Apr 18

    Lost Without You

    The love you gave is nothing but a stain that remains upon my heart. You're someone I'll never replace now that we're far apart. Life without you has left me scarred, I don't know what to do. I'll never be able to face the fact there's no getting over you.
    adamw adamw
    36-40, M
    3 Responses Jul 17, 2013

    I wish to hear you say something,

    anything from your heart which will make me feel your warmth making my heart melt. i wish to see you smiling thinking about me it will make me forget all my struggle and will uplift my soul. I wish you to know I am losing my strength ,my heart is yelling inside i am missing you...
    winterfall winterfall
    41-45
    Mar 8

    I thought of that pretty girl jeah thats out

    there somewhere looking pretty, stay positive x
    Haze94 Haze94
    22-25, F
    1 Response Mar 20

    Some of the best moments are ones you can not

    tell anyone about... But the memories replay very often in my brain!
    MyCrazyLife63 MyCrazyLife63
    36-40, F
    Mar 3

    I wanted to walk over to you,

    and give you a beautiful flower at that moment, I so much wanted to tell you how amazing you are.. "Your smile is so beautiful".. Sometimes it's hard to take my eyes off you..
    shelikesher shelikesher
    70+
    Mar 14
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Mar 2

    Resolve

    I let your ashes slip through my fingers today They rest at the feet of uncumbered wild flowers Nothing left now but memories Bad, sad memories That horrible house, full of rubbish It seems you couldn't cope After your own father died I got to thinking about your legacy...
    Orangetas Orangetas
    51-55, F
    8 Responses Jun 28, 2013

    I thought and thought.

    ..then, I took action. the thought of u actually having to face the music...I always knew I loved music.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Mar 10

    I thought of you today.

    I thought about how lonely you must be, how sad you are inside. We all make choices and we all must live with the consequences of our actions. I loved you with all of my heart, and who are we kidding.... I still do. At some point the pain starts to override the love. The...
    Chelsea84 Chelsea84
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Feb 4, 2014

    You Apparently Have More Than My Heart.......

    Your absence troubles me, I need you near. Miles are the least of my concerns I wonder where you are, What your doing,if your safe. I wonder if you have the sames thoughts as me. the same fears and doubts. All I know is my mind never wanders far from you, and my heart stays even...
    hunnydipz hunnydipz
    51-55, M
    9 Responses Mar 24, 2012

    I love walking through your eyes

    and finding myself lost in a world of unending beauty, tranquility, and warmth. I feel like I'm floating on a cloud every time you whisper my name. My heart starts to palpitate as your digits glide upon my skin. You take my breath away with every kiss you give to me and the...
    adamw adamw
    36-40, M
    3 Responses Feb 9, 2014

    I thought of you today,

    but that is nothing new. You are always in my thoughts and in my heart. It's where you have always been and where you will stay. I thought of you today and wished you were here with us, sharing the joy of Christmas. I thought of you today and felt the love you filled our...
    Diablessse Diablessse
    51-55, F
    4 Responses Dec 25, 2015

    I thought of you today

    and burst into tears in my car while watching my son on the playground. Sometimes, I don't know if I cry for missing you or if I cry for the life that I could have had instead. I didn't hear much from the person I wanted to talk to today... It made me miss you even more...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Mar 20

    I thought of you today

    and it made me smile. I thought of you today and it made me ache. I thought of you today and it made me lonely. I thought of you today and it made me glad that I knew you. I thought of you today...
    jrf9782 jrf9782
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Apr 25, 2015

    There are numerous older men in the world

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    carinaccaa carinaccaa
    26-30, F
    Mar 1

    I'll Never Be The Same Without You Here

    I'm not the same without you here. Everything I see brings back memories. Every object I touch smells of your perfume. When I look in the mirror, I see your hazel eyes looking deep into mine. Tears fall hard like thundering raindrops, hitting the tiles below me. My heart shatters...
    adamw adamw
    36-40, M
    2 Responses Oct 5, 2013

    I miss you so much since you've passed nearly 2

    years ago. Not a day goes by that I don't think about you or ask for your guidance. I miss talking to you and the comfort of knowing in a small way, I was helping you get through your pain of cancer. More often than not, I wish it had been me instead of you that succumbed to...
    LionInWait LionInWait
    46-50, M
    5 Responses Feb 1, 2015

    I think of you everyday!

    It's so weird how someone that I'm not with is ingrained into my brain. I constantly think of conversations I'd love to have with you. When you're near me, I can't help but think of how good we look together. I need to gather the balls to talk to about it once again because I'm...
    TheWaysOfShelly TheWaysOfShelly
    22-25, F
    Mar 8

    many of you actually.

    mostly negative experiences with each. people are probably my least favorite of all living and nonliving things on earth.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Mar 8

    Something arrived in the mail today,

    and I just keep staring at it and missing you dearly Jaelynn, some days the tears don't stop. Yet I feel you on my shoulder trying to comfort me. Feeling nauseas from the emotions building up inside. I feel your presence and energy but wish I had more time with you.
    Kman4You Kman4You
    36-40, M
    2 Responses May 19, 2015

    The sunlight falls slowly into the horizon

    as another day fades into history with a sight to remember. Clouds of white tint slowly as they roll across the stars. Pastel dreams catching fire as the sun kisses them goodnight. My thoughts turn to you, for you share this beauty unmatched by anything else.
    adamw adamw
    36-40, M
    Dec 16, 2013

    I hope that you are well

    and that you are finding your way. Stay strong.
    VioletVivid VioletVivid
    26-30
    1 Response Mar 1

    The sun has set on another day - nothing out of

    the ordinary and for the first time in weeks I can hear the waves crashing. It has brought me back to the times we spent skipping rocks in the water, walking hand in hand. I remember your laugh and yearn to hear it again, but what I miss the most is the way your face lights up...
    adamw adamw
    36-40, M
    2 Responses Jan 12, 2015

    It makes me blush sometimes how quick

    everything happened once we got down to business lol. I was nervous but nice that we could spend time together and enjoy. You make me smile.
    shecanonlydream shecanonlydream
    26-30, F
    Mar 8

    There is not a second

    when I am still and undisturbed, that my mind does not wander over to you. For you, my friend, who have brought magic and dragons into my life... "Don't let the muggles get you down." ;)
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Feb 14

    I stumbled across a post I had written on my

    earlier account. It was from when we had first started talking. Did you know, even back then, that I was talking about you? Did you know how much of you coloured the things that I had written from then on? I left the stories up there because everything I write, I'd woven my...
    VioletVivid VioletVivid
    26-30
    2 Responses Apr 12

    The light gives way to the earth's pull,

    breaks free from the clouds that once imprisoned it. Raindrops cling to the tree leaf, in fear of the same fate as the light. A distant breeze releases the raindrop from its grip. It belongs to the earth now. A secluded memory of the love we shared, now fading to a faint echo of...
    adamw adamw
    36-40, M
    2 Responses Jun 7, 2015

    I want to take you there to run through the

    wildflowers and feed the goats grazing, teach them a new trick. I want to to take you hiking, tell stories around the campfire, sing songs and play the guitar, pig out on s'mores. I want to be there to see fall come, a light jacket in the day, the foods at the harvest festival...
    adamw adamw
    36-40, M
    Aug 9, 2015
    Diablessse Diablessse
    51-55, F
    7 Responses Feb 17

    The Sun is sinking low.

    .. the psychedelic twilight is beginning to glow. This will be a glorious night as we sit here during our little trip together. I am thinking this moment will be with us forever. Both of us will remember this evening and it will always be a beautiful memory for you and for me.
    adamw adamw
    36-40, M
    Feb 27

    Constantly on mind, all hours of the day

    and just so hard to shake. Definitely gives me a reason to smile everyday. And anytime I am talking to her, I can't stop smiling. She is amazing in so many ways.
    Kman4You Kman4You
    36-40, M
    4 Responses Mar 24, 2015

    After all these years,

    if there's one thing I've learned, it's that my love for you is unending. For how can I possibly look away from the beauty of your inexhaustible soul? To part from the haven of your company, where I always feel like I've returned from a tiresome journey to my cozy home? You may...
    robertloony robertloony
    31-35, M
    May 21, 2015

    I love to hear when you say from your heart

    something.I can see the suppressed frustrations n helpless anger in your eyes.I just smile to see how you try to make me understand your love..you know I love pampering I enjoy every bit of your inadequacies:)
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Feb 27

    Today I thought of my boyfriend I had

    when I was 15. I don't know why I thought about him. I just did. I'm over him but today I realized that he was the best boyfriend that I've ever had. He threw me a surprise birthday party when I turned 15 and he put a blindfold on me and walked to the room where my party was at...
    estefany1994 estefany1994
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 19, 2013

    I'd give anything just to feel your touch.

    .. and kiss those big beautiful lips of yours. I want to run my hands through your dark hair and push my body into yours as close as they can be. I want to lock my small hands into your big hands.. I wonder if they would fit together just right? I think so. I just want to lay...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Jun 4, 2014

    Touching You. I come here each day.

    I come here each night. Just to be near you. I peruse your photos. I touch your form. Just to be near you. I follow your activity. I taste your words. Just to be near you. I have such fantasies. I want to be with you. You know this. I wonder on our future. I dream....And I will...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Feb 12, 2014

    How I wish, how I wish you were here.

    We're just two lost souls roaming around cyber space year after year running over the same old ground. What have we found? The same old fears...
    adamw adamw
    36-40, M
    2 Responses Apr 5

    I thought of you early today,

    and of course at this moment... I just want to say have a beautiful day, and an awesome weekend..."If you happen to be on here"I'm sure you know who you are."
    shelikesher shelikesher
    70+
    Mar 18

    It's raining :)- ...

    ..............
    Wantsfortomorrow Wantsfortomorrow
    41-45, F
    Mar 1

    I don't know if you're reading this

    before you go to bed, when you wake up, or during the day. But chances are when you do, I'm thinking about you. And why wouldn't I? You are so amazing. And whatever time you ever want me there I will be, because it's you I love being close to.
    adamw adamw
    36-40, M
    2 Responses Jan 31

    05/04/2016 - Think of you too much.

    Gahhh. It's probably why I stress and it's why I need to step back some. Useless. Lol.
    shecanonlydream shecanonlydream
    26-30, F
    1 Response Apr 5

    Sometimes, I sit at the cliff's edge

    and think about you, about us. Many a time, I'll walk down to the beach and skip pebbles for you. Often, I sit on the rocks, lean back and watch the sunset with you. Time and time again, I find myself motionless and realize, I was thinking of you. More often than not, I lie in...
    adamw adamw
    36-40, M
    Mar 10

    The distance between us shortens come the dark

    of night. We see the same stars in the sky and bathe in the same moon light. It is a wonderful feeling to feel you close to me - those twinkling diamonds in the sky that we both can see - it gives me a warm glowing comfort as I gaze up at the moon to know you see the same moon...
    adamw adamw
    36-40, M
    Jul 8, 2015

    Each and every day I am grateful

    for another moment to spend getting to know who you really are. Spending time with you and sharing dreams and secrets and stories of our lives. With every moment my heart grows closer to you. The tenderness of your heart and the sweetness of your smile captivate me and leave me...
    adamw adamw
    36-40, M
    2 Responses Feb 14

    I do every day. I can't help

    but to do just that. The way I feel for you is a double edged sword, and I can't help but wonder if you knew. Because of you, I know exactly where I'm supposed to be. I can face things, because I know you're watching out for me, every day. I dream of you, if you would be proud...
    ZenLioNESS719 ZenLioNESS719
    51-55, F
    1 Response Apr 5

    I really did think of you.

    Your kisses. Your touch. Your hugs. Mmmm. Couldn't help it. Hehe :P
    shecanonlydream shecanonlydream
    26-30, F
    1 Response Mar 8
    GreenManley GreenManley
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Mar 20

    Carissimi, I just wanted to let you know

    that you are a Great women. Plus I would like to tell you , that I am so sorry that you are alone. I have been reading your stories and can feel the pain that you are feeling. Well I know that you are a Beautiful women that helped me so much. I feel that one day you will let...
    Kieth50 Kieth50
    61-65, M
    Mar 20

    My Thoughts.....

    I thought of you with love today, but that is nothing new. .. I thought about you yesterday and the day before that too. I think of you all the time - I often say your name. But all I have are your kind words, and your picture in a frame.
    expressomarkie expressomarkie
    46-50
    3 Responses Nov 14, 2013

    I stammer to form a thought,

    strength eludes me to shout, HELP! My hands are quaking and my heart is aching. Why do I feel this way around you? It’s even worse when you’re gone. I’m dizzy. I walk around in a daze ever since you came around. The butterflies I thought were dead, are now waging a full...
    adamw adamw
    36-40, M
    Jul 13, 2015
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