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I Thought They Cared But Now I Feel Back Stabbed

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    Just Venting...

    i feel like im sitting alone with empty hands. i look around and see who i thought where friends.... i feel my heart almost gone,  is it wrong..?  i just wanting to be strong..... i need friends that are honest,  dont keep things from me, i cant handle...
    Sitchiba Sitchiba 16-17 Feb 23, 2010

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    What Did I Do?

    There must be some reason why you are doing this. I want to know what I have missed. I want to know if there was something that I did or didn't do to make you turn against me so fast. Or maybe-just maybe, you were against me the whole time and our time together was nothing but a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 14, 2013

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    Why Is That?

    I got blocked without telling me Why Got removed from their friend's list without telling me at least 1 reason Left me without any words Now they talk to me like nothing happened. Oh hell! i'm not that stupid I may be in silent and didn't bother to ask but don't expect things...
    DarkSoul07 DarkSoul07 22-25, F Sep 11, 2013

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    Sigh

    As much as it hurts, there's no point in dwelling in the past. It's time for me to move on.
    Ichilicious Ichilicious 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 26, 2012

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    Ruined Me..

    I had two friends.. Jess and Crystal... Always around me... Till when a bully came up, they helped the bully and I ended up beaten up... :/ pains me to be bullied everyday by them, for friends who never cared. I always called them snitches, and never proved it.. :c
    DestreyTheUndead DestreyTheUndead 16-17, F 3 Responses Sep 27, 2013

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    When The Chips Are Down...

    They say they care and love you, but when it really comes down to it they won't be there. No one is. They are completely blind and think they are amazing people when in reality they are horrible individuals.
    L96Arctic L96Arctic 22-25, M Feb 1, 2012

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    Four Years

    They were my friends for 4 years. We used to hang out together all the time. Sure, at times I felt like I didn't belong with them, I felt like I was just a wallflower, but they were my "friends". They were people I thought I would go to university with and the kind of friends...
    DarkAngel123 DarkAngel123 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 25, 2010

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    .....................

     i look at this place and it makes me sad, how has everything turned out so bad...? i use to see this place and know i have a home here,  friends that wont disappear,  well im the one disappearing now... no one noticed....  i see people...
    Sitchiba Sitchiba 16-17 Feb 23, 2010

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    I Thought We Were Friends

    I thought you cared about me. I thought since we're "friends" that you would want to include me and go places with me. But I guess not. It always seems like I'm just there and you just want me to go away. It's like you don't want  me around anymore. You don't want to be...
    WhiteSparrow WhiteSparrow 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 21, 2010

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    3 Months Later.

    Nobody talks to me anymore, now they've all had a go at me, they don't talk to me. They're finished. I don't exist to them anymore. My family don't want to know me either. 2 people speak to me in the whole wide world and that's it. They're not online very often anymore and I don...
    elpatitofeo elpatitofeo 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 26, 2011

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    My Ex Wife !

    Yes I  thought she cared more than she did, But right after my accident of losing my hands I found out otherwise and yes it was a terrible back stabbing !!
    cjpsf5 cjpsf5 41-45, M 7 Responses Sep 1, 2011

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