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I Throw Up Sometimes

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    Not Quite Bulimic - I know someone that is bulimic, and it tears me apart. She gets mad every time I bring it up. She's been this way for four years, and now her voice sounds...
    BieberMammoth BieberMammoth 16-17, F Jan 31, 2012

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    Not Because I Want To... - I throw up everyday... why? because of stress and worry... because I've let people destroy my inner being so bad that I can't keep food down. I worry so...
    ImminentDisaster ImminentDisaster 26-30, M 6 Responses Jul 14, 2009

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    I Make Myself - It is gross, it is shameful, and I hate it.  But if I eat more than I think I need to, which is often, then I have to throw it up.  My...
    blueglass blueglass 18-21, F 6 Responses Jul 3, 2009

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    I'm Not Bulimic - I haven't thrown up for ages now but when I used to drink more I would often make myself sick, only to stop the room spinning so much when I was...
    MementoMori1983 MementoMori1983 22-25, F Nov 24, 2009

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    Yeah - I throw up when I lose control. It's my way of getting back in control. I don't do it all the time. Just when I lose control...
    RandomJan RandomJan 22-25, F Mar 14, 2011

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    It Happens - I went 5-6 years with out throwing up once, but i have thrown up 2 times this year. Very odd for me to do so, but i guess it happens to us all.
    Arorin Arorin 22-25, M 6 Responses Mar 2, 2010

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    How I Forgotten - Usually if i throw up its cause i have had waaaay to much to drink and throw up everywhere than pass out and realize what has happened when i wake up. That has...
    boby6 boby6 22-25, M Nov 12, 2010

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    Not On Purpose - I guess I eat to fast or over eat or something, but everytime I eat a meal I throw up a bit and get those gross weird vomit burps. But oddly enough I've never...
    tuesdayshero tuesdayshero 18-21, F 5 Responses Sep 5, 2009

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    I Don't Know Whats Wrong With Me - I just made myself throw up. I was alone in the house and I started eating.I didnt have that much just a few bites here and there. But I felt...
    lolaveux lolaveux 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 13, 2012

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    I Used To Be Strong. And Now I'm Just Insecure... - So I used to be reall confident and happy and fun...I mean, I was always pretty chubby. Since I was little I've been overweight...
    BlackThunder BlackThunder 18-21, F 4 Responses Oct 30, 2009

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    Frequently - It is just part of the pancreatitus and I have become accustomed to it.  It means that I have to see the dentist more often and another specialist periodically...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 13 Responses Jun 30, 2009

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    More Lately - Lately I have been getting sick more and more. Especailly when I was away. I think It was stress. And being away from Brian. I hated it. I hope now I can stop...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 27, 2009

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    I'm not gonna lie. I have thrown up. Multiple times. I'm not proud of it. But. I do. It's been 2 days since I last tried. I think about it often. Yesterday I was in the bathroom. I...
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    I don't binge but I eat a ton of food. Way more then I should. I try to throw it up but I can't. All get is gross saliva. I use three fingers and drink a lot of water but I can't...
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    Life is cruel sometimes but you have to push through- you'll be all right :) People have bullied me and hurt me before- and it still greatly impacts my self-esteem today. But you...
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    Sometimes I wish I wasn't me. That I didn't feel things so deeply. That I wasn't hurt so easily. That I didn't question things so much. That I didn't long for things I can' t have...
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    Ah, there's nothing quite like waking up to the muffled sounds of your own sobbing... I sometimes wake up crying, though it happens less frequently of late. It is not every night...
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    i'm physically tired of being alive. so my body sometimes forgets to breath.
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    Aren't I just. I hope you don't mind too much, it isn't intentional, and sometimes wears off before it wears thin. I hope I'm forgiven; I can hardly help it, although I do try...
    Brangwen Brangwen 36-40, F 3 Responses Mar 17

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    I am a failure. My life will amount to nothing. I don't help anyone. I just hurt people. That's what I do. The world would be better without me. Everyone already knows that this...
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    I really hate my brother sometimes, but at times I wouldn't replace him for anything. I miss when I was like 9 cause we got on so well, but now just URGH!
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    sometimes i try to controll how i act but then there are times where i fell like i have no control and the only thing that can bring me back is a good spanking I know your thinking...
    spankedboy11 spankedboy11 13-15, M 2 Responses Mar 18

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    I hate myself sometimes because I am very known for messing things up. Being a klutz. I don't care, because It's true, I am. I know Krys knows I didn't mean for this to happen, I...
    sexychicz sexychicz 26-30, F Mar 18

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