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I Throw Up Sometimes

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    Not Because I Want To...

    I throw up everyday... why? because of stress and worry... because I've let people destroy my inner being so bad that I can't keep food down. I worry so much about people and things that other people probably don't even think about. The current situation revolves around a woman I...
    ImminentDisaster ImminentDisaster 26-30, M 6 Responses Jul 14, 2009

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    I Make Myself

    It is gross, it is shameful, and I hate it.  But if I eat more than I think I need to, which is often, then I have to throw it up.  My knuckles on both hands are bruised, scarred, and scraped.  My teeth and throat hurt.  And worst of all, I...
    blueglass blueglass 18-21, F 6 Responses Jul 3, 2009

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    More Lately

    Lately I have been getting sick more and more. Especailly when I was away. I think It was stress. And being away from Brian. I hated it. I hope now I can stop throwing up. I have only thrown up twice since being home, and both being late last night, and than this morning.....
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 27, 2009

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    I Used To Be Strong. And Now I'm Just Insecure...

    So I used to be reall confident and happy and fun...I mean, I was always pretty chubby. Since I was little I've been overweight and there seemed to be nothing I could do about it and then I just started putting on more weight and all of a sudden, I was like, a UK size 14 and...
    BlackThunder BlackThunder 18-21, F 4 Responses Oct 30, 2009

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    Frequently

    It is just part of the pancreatitus and I have become accustomed to it.  It means that I have to see the dentist more often and another specialist periodically because all the acid from your stomach literally eats the lining of your throat, your gums, and the enamel off your...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 13 Responses Jun 30, 2009

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    Yeah

    I throw up when I lose control. It's my way of getting back in control. I don't do it all the time. Just when I lose control...
    RandomJan RandomJan 22-25, F Mar 14, 2011

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    Not Quite Bulimic

    I know someone that is bulimic, and it tears me apart. She gets mad every time I bring it up. She's been this way for four years, and now her voice sounds hoarse occasionally. It makes me want to cry. But she's stubborn and won't listen to anyone, says she's "okay". But the...
    BieberMammoth BieberMammoth 16-17, F Jan 31, 2012

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    Not On Purpose

    I guess I eat to fast or over eat or something, but everytime I eat a meal I throw up a bit and get those gross weird vomit burps. But oddly enough I've never vomited in any other context, like drunk or sick. Its kinda really embarassing so I avoid eating out with friends...
    tuesdayshero tuesdayshero 18-21, F 5 Responses Sep 5, 2009

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    How I Forgotten

    Usually if i throw up its cause i have had waaaay to much to drink and throw up everywhere than pass out and realize what has happened when i wake up. That has happened many times before and its not too bad cause i remember nothing and didnt feel that throw up feeling. However it...
    boby6 boby6 22-25, M Nov 12, 2010

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    I'm Not Bulimic

    I haven't thrown up for ages now but when I used to drink more I would often make myself sick, only to stop the room spinning so much when I was trying to sleep! Sometimes if I feel sick, or like I'm going to be sick - then I'll just go ahead and make myself sick...
    MementoMori1983 MementoMori1983 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 24, 2009

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    I haven't done it in a few weeks

    but everytime I get emotionally upset or feel bad about something I make myself sick until I puke. after I feel a since of high but then the guilt and shame comes swooping in... I go to a psychiatrist but it hasn't gotten better completely. I guess it's my way of self harming...
    Lindsc26 Lindsc26 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 10

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    I Don't Know Whats Wrong With Me

    I just made myself throw up. I was alone in the house and I started eating.I didnt have that much just a few bites here and there. But I felt digusted and I don't know what came over me I went and threw up. It wasn't fun.It was digusting and I was crying and shaking and I looked...
    lolaveux lolaveux 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 13, 2012

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    It Happens

    I went 5-6 years with out throwing up once, but i have thrown up 2 times this year. Very odd for me to do so, but i guess it happens to us all.
    Arorin Arorin 22-25, M 6 Responses Mar 2, 2010

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    Hadn't done it in a long time,

    and I just did. Its hard to explain the feelings, guilt, sadness, hate, disgusted yet at the same time happy, and relieved, to know that what I just ate won't matter because its gone. But then I can't help but think what's wrong with me? Why am I doing this to myself, aren't I...
    TiredOfBeingHurt TiredOfBeingHurt 18-21, F Mar 17

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    I feel like a manipulative ****, something I treat women like their nothing but I candy and when u get home and look in the mirror I want to throw up. I try to make people do...
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    Sometimes the curveballs hit quite hard.It makes things worse when there is no one to tell abiut it.People usually take advantage of you when you are down anyway.So better to fight...
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