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I Throw Up Sometimes

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    I Don't Know Whats Wrong With Me

    I just made myself throw up. I was alone in the house and I started eating.I didnt have that much just a few bites here and there. But I felt digusted and I don't know what came over me I went and threw up. It wasn't fun.It was digusting and I was crying and shaking and I looked...
    lolaveux lolaveux 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 13, 2012

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    I haven't done it in a few weeks

    but everytime I get emotionally upset or feel bad about something I make myself sick until I puke. after I feel a since of high but then the guilt and shame comes swooping in... I go to a psychiatrist but it hasn't gotten better completely. I guess it's my way of self harming...
    Lindsc26 Lindsc26 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 10

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    I Used To Be Strong. And Now I'm Just Insecure...

    So I used to be reall confident and happy and fun...I mean, I was always pretty chubby. Since I was little I've been overweight and there seemed to be nothing I could do about it and then I just started putting on more weight and all of a sudden, I was like, a UK size 14 and...
    BlackThunder BlackThunder 18-21, F 4 Responses Oct 30, 2009

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    Not Quite Bulimic

    I know someone that is bulimic, and it tears me apart. She gets mad every time I bring it up. She's been this way for four years, and now her voice sounds hoarse occasionally. It makes me want to cry. But she's stubborn and won't listen to anyone, says she's "okay". But the...
    BieberMammoth BieberMammoth 16-17, F Jan 31, 2012

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    Yeah

    I throw up when I lose control. It's my way of getting back in control. I don't do it all the time. Just when I lose control...
    RandomJan RandomJan 22-25, F Mar 14, 2011

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    More Lately

    Lately I have been getting sick more and more. Especailly when I was away. I think It was stress. And being away from Brian. I hated it. I hope now I can stop throwing up. I have only thrown up twice since being home, and both being late last night, and than this morning.....
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 27, 2009

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    How I Forgotten

    Usually if i throw up its cause i have had waaaay to much to drink and throw up everywhere than pass out and realize what has happened when i wake up. That has happened many times before and its not too bad cause i remember nothing and didnt feel that throw up feeling. However it...
    boby6 boby6 22-25, M Nov 12, 2010

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    It Happens

    I went 5-6 years with out throwing up once, but i have thrown up 2 times this year. Very odd for me to do so, but i guess it happens to us all.
    Arorin Arorin 22-25, M 6 Responses Mar 2, 2010

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    Hadn't done it in a long time,

    and I just did. Its hard to explain the feelings, guilt, sadness, hate, disgusted yet at the same time happy, and relieved, to know that what I just ate won't matter because its gone. But then I can't help but think what's wrong with me? Why am I doing this to myself, aren't I...
    TiredOfBeingHurt TiredOfBeingHurt 18-21, F Mar 17

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    Not Because I Want To...

    I throw up everyday... why? because of stress and worry... because I've let people destroy my inner being so bad that I can't keep food down. I worry so much about people and things that other people probably don't even think about. The current situation revolves around a woman I...
    ImminentDisaster ImminentDisaster 26-30, M 6 Responses Jul 14, 2009

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    I Make Myself

    It is gross, it is shameful, and I hate it.  But if I eat more than I think I need to, which is often, then I have to throw it up.  My knuckles on both hands are bruised, scarred, and scraped.  My teeth and throat hurt.  And worst of all, I...
    blueglass blueglass 18-21, F 6 Responses Jul 3, 2009

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    I'm Not Bulimic

    I haven't thrown up for ages now but when I used to drink more I would often make myself sick, only to stop the room spinning so much when I was trying to sleep! Sometimes if I feel sick, or like I'm going to be sick - then I'll just go ahead and make myself sick...
    MementoMori1983 MementoMori1983 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 24, 2009

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    Not On Purpose

    I guess I eat to fast or over eat or something, but everytime I eat a meal I throw up a bit and get those gross weird vomit burps. But oddly enough I've never vomited in any other context, like drunk or sick. Its kinda really embarassing so I avoid eating out with friends...
    tuesdayshero tuesdayshero 18-21, F 5 Responses Sep 5, 2009

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    Frequently

    It is just part of the pancreatitus and I have become accustomed to it.  It means that I have to see the dentist more often and another specialist periodically because all the acid from your stomach literally eats the lining of your throat, your gums, and the enamel off your...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 13 Responses Jun 30, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    As a black woman, admitting this to myself, realizing that this is something I truly feel and taking steps to attend to this matter is a hardship. I hate to admit to such a thing...
    Nevermorn8 Nevermorn8 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    You and I go hard at each other like we're going to war. You and I go rough, we keep throwing things and slamming the door. You and I get so damn dysfunctional, we stopped keeping...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 days ago

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    My grandma is really strong for her age. Every time someone throws a walrus at my grandma, she manages to dodge the attack, picks it up with one hand, takes it home, and makes it...
    PinksTheNewBlack PinksTheNewBlack 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    Sometimes I feel like I want to kill myself, that feeling just randomly hits me at full force and i feel like my life is out of control so i cut myself or burn or sometimes I...
    IHateYourSmile IHateYourSmile 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    It is a difficult challenge that I face. Sometimes I just be lonely. The feeling always pass. I love to study and write poems when I am alone. Sometimes I have the greatest...
    Babeondwy Babeondwy 41-45, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I have epilepsy and I have had several epileptic seizures in the past. Occasionally I will have a seizure at school and sometimes it kind of freaks the other kids out when I have...
    laurenholliday laurenholliday 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 21

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    Sometimes I am up to my elbows in paint and not gonna grab the phone. Sometimes the power tools are just too damn loud for me to hear it. And sometimes I just don't want to talk to...
    painterchick painterchick 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 20

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    I feel like now its hard for anybody to understand hoe how I feel. I am sensative in general but also being pregnant more sensative.I feel like no one who isnt pregnant understands...
    muffin30 muffin30 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 18

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    Seriously! This epidemic of walrus throwing at little old ladies needs to end! Join me in saying no! No to the walrus! And no to the ******** who throw them! Grandmas' everywhere...
    Honiebun Honiebun 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 16

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    Wow. The person who picked up a walrus to throw at grandma must be a super human. Lol
    Cutiepeachpie Cutiepeachpie 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 15

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    sometimes i dont see a bright future but then i have hope again for a brighter one.
    justDlight justDlight 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 14

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    yes I do. He is selfish whenever I needed help. He thinks his so at everything. He doesnt take my advice or such. arghh im so pissed off. We are never so close though we share some...
    faye08 faye08 18-21, F Jul 14

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    i wish my family members would make up their ******* mind as to whether they see me as a child or a grown teenager. everytime im scolded at by my cousin for something my siblings...
    Adaeze123 Adaeze123 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 13

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    i feel the same. i feel totally different. i act different and dont think the same as a lot of people sometimes. i just dont feel like im normal. i talk to guys and they are always...
    screechowl83 screechowl83 31-35, M 2 Responses Jul 13

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    Sometimes I wonder if I'm actually attractive. When I was a kid I thought I was pretty ugly but I told myself that when I turned 18 I would become beautiful over night lol. That...
    AwkwardBlackGir1 AwkwardBlackGir1 22-25, F Jul 12

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    Everyone needs a good hug sometimes.
    princessalicia princessalicia 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 12

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    I was just thinking about the Meyer-Briggs versus the enneagram. I learned about the enneagram at a young age, and now I'm kinda an amateur expert. I just recently have dabbled...
    OqSydSchizo16Troll OqSydSchizo16Troll 36-40, M Jul 12

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    This makes me feel awkward and kind of like it's intrusive upon my personal space (I told my mother of this and she agreed that it was odd for this guy to do this) I live in a...
    Orangerocket Orangerocket 36-40, F 7 Responses Jul 12

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    when I feel lonely sometimes, I would try to bring some soft memories about my dear ones..! It's a splendid experience then..!
    km1969 km1969 41-45, M Jul 12

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    I have difficulty making friends, i feel at first as if he is of the lowest class of person on the earth. I dont like anything untill we talk for 15 days or so and after that...
    evilpe evilpe 26-30, M Jul 11

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    Despite that I am married and have three children, sometimes I feel lonely. I think it's because it can be lonely living with a disability and difficult making friends.
    Marilunde Marilunde 41-45, F 2 Responses Jul 11

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    i think everyone needs to be silly sometimes being silly is just part of life im silly most of the time
    Rebecca1402 Rebecca1402 13-15, F Jul 11

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    as someone who suffers from clinical depression, pstd, and anixety... ****, being silly is a necessity. life gets way too dark sometimes. I need to sing my lungs out in the car...
    painisclarity painisclarity 26-30, F 5 Responses Jul 11

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    I do feel invisible sometimes but I prefer hiding in the shadows as everyone always appear to judge me
    IAdoreYourFeet IAdoreYourFeet 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 10

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    Part 1: Before I could care less... a boyfriend could flirt, text, or kiss another girl as long as he wasn't having sex with her I didn't even raise an eyebrow and even if he did...
    LUzunov LUzunov 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 10

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    Seriously, I have no desire to make love like a man normally does. I am so in love with a woman, but have no desire for sex, though I WOULD love to see her naked, and I would love...
    mslade mslade 61-65, M Jul 10

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    ...thinking about what I could do if only life was different. If people were open-minded about more things... if people didn't shun people who weren't cisgender or straight...
    raisetherainbowflag raisetherainbowflag 13-15, T Jul 9

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    Sometimes I act childish. Maybe it is because i missed out on things in life during my teen years. So now I am living the teen years and it is a lot of fun.
    chrisscott515 chrisscott515 22-25, F 5 Responses Jul 9

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    i'm mostly introverted but boy do i hate socializing sometimes, too.
    lerlyblandor lerlyblandor 16-17, F Jul 9