I Told You I Was Ok

I lied because I didn't want to bug you with my stupid problems

Yes, i told you i was ok, i told you not to worry, that i am fine, and that i will be ok. i told you, that you had nothing to worry about that i was just having a bad day. I told you that everything was going to be okay, but i lied, i...

Yes. I did. And while sometimes I AM okay, a good majority of the time I'm not. Saying that I am okay just happens to be the right answer to the question: "How are you?" Regardless of whether if it's true or not. It's just best to...

But the confidence on the outside sheds tears everynight in bed...
tears and blood on my arms are my only signs... plus the scars, which are easily hidden, but i wish someone would understand this depression :(

I guess I just...

I told you I was ok
Because I was protecting you
from me

yes, i told you i was ok, i told you not to worry, that i am fine, and that i will be ok. i told you, that you had nothing to worry about that i was just having a bad day. I told you that everything was going to be okay, but i lied, i...

yeah, I lied. I've lied again and again. I told you that I'm ok. when i'm not. But theres no reason for you to know how down I really feel. I would just bring you down with me.
I don't want that.
I want you smiling...

The other day, a friend and I were emailing back and forth as I was at work. He had read my latest poem and he knew I was feeling a bit low. We were about half way through the day and he could tell by the tone of my replies how I was...

i always tell people how i am ok and act like it is. i dont think it was a good idea. not a lot people really dont know why i am this way and why i hide me feelings. theres a reason behind it. but lts not worry about it anymore.