about the wrongs and sins I've committed, and about my own inhuman nature that seems to be a constant reminder of how I don't really belong in this 'civilization'. but instead of feeling sorrow I feel a sense of minor relief especially now that I know that my pain and suffering...
Raise a glass of wine for the last time
Calling out father oh
Prepare as we will
Watch the flames burn auburn on
The mountain side
Desolation comes upon the sky
Now I see fire
Inside the mountain
I see fire
Burning the trees
And I see fire
I see fire...
become my theme song. It's beat is so catchy and happy, but the lyrics hit me in the gut every time. It's so cheery I always sing it, and then I realize I'm singing about dying, and I notice that's how I feel, happy to everyone, always smiling, but constantly letting people know...
The collage of songs that I torture myself with I'm feeling down. Not in any particular order.
*Sad ~ Maroon 5
*Big Girls Don't Cry ~ Fergie
*Come Back to Me ~ Akon
*Already Gone ~ Kelly Clarkson
*Breaking Your Own Heart ~ Kelly Clarkson
*Kashmir ~ Led Zeppelin
*Stay ~ Miley...
for a very special reason...A very special person...He'll always be my Sonnenschein :)
"Du bist mein Sonnenschein
Mein nur Sonnenschein
Du machst mich glücklich
Wenn Himmel grau
Du wirst nie wissen lieben
Wie viel Ich liebe dich
Bitte mein Sonnenschein nehmen Sie nicht weg...
I believe in torturing myself with sad songs. I feed the sadness as much as I can and feel it to the highest extent I can, I savor it and experience it fully... then I move on. I believe that all emotions should be experienced to the fullest. One of my favorite sad songs to...
Ku dengar kau cinta sangat padanya
Ku dengar hatimu kini miliknya
Dia kan menjadi teman sehidup dan semati
Aku menjadi sahabatmu
Siksanya mengakui kau teman biasa
Terpaksa ku terima itu hakikatnya
Yang pasti aku tak mahu lupakan cinta
Kau percik api membakar kenangan lama
This song is torture for me. I yearn so badly to feel the passion and exhilaration of being with someone you cherish dearly during the most intimate and vulnerable of times. I don't get to feel that way anymore, and I just feel hollow and broken as a result. Each time I...
one, if you want me to
Anywhere, I would've followed you
Say something, I'm giving up on you
And I am feeling so small
It was over my head
I know nothing at all
And I will stumble and fall
I'm still learning to love
Just starting to crawl
Say something, I'm giving up on you
Hello from the other side
I must've called a thousand times
To tell you I'm sorry, for everything that I've done
But when I call you never seem to be home
Hello from the outside
At least I can say that I've tried
To tell you I'm sorry, for...
Fix you by Coldplay
Ronan by Taylor Swift
21 guns by green day
The last night by skillet
Louder than thunder-devil wears prada
My heroine- Silverstein
This are all good songs. The chorus in my heroine is kind of dramatic however. Another song that kinda makes me sad is , this is...
the character I'm dating in an on-going roleplay with my best friend. It's sad because I keep thinking about how I'm cheating and lying to him. He doesn't deserve any of that.
It's "Waste My Time" by Saint Asonia.
Maybe it is not a really sad song, but for me it is. It reminds me of a person that I lost. A person that I lied to, but she still loved me. If I wouldn't have met this person, I wouldn't be here today. But now I know that we can't do anything about it. We both changed in bad...
I think most of the music I listen to is pretty sad. My favourite songs are normally messed up love songs and the like. I have never really been a happy person, and I think listenening to sad songs has been a way of relating and expressing. It doesn't really bother me, sad songs...
There is music for every occasion and mood, but the most indispensable of all is the breakup song. For all those times when the inexpressible pain of loss, regret and brokenness needs to be let out. Like talking to a friend who understands, the breakup song is there for you, with...
"What Hurts The Most"
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets...
tears me up. I close my eyes and remember the day Avery left me. Is it too much to want her to come back to me? To anybody that wants to tell me they are so sorry and how much they care do me one thing first. Listen to this song and put yourself in my shoes for 4 mins and 54...
Cloud Cult makes me miserable and Cursive makes me feel hysterically sad. But they are two of my favorite artists, whose music I play often. There's something about pain in music that really affects me.
I wish I could whisper but here's my pain
Know I'm happy for you
Know that I am redefined
And I understand
If happy is her, I'm happy for you
Demi Lovato - Stone Cold
I made a cd with my favorite sad songs .... this enables me to just sit back and listen, sing along, and let the tears out when it want's to flow.... Yes to some of you this may sound extremely depressing, for me it is a release ... I feel clean and fresh, perhaps even...
for sad songs, kept looking and looking, nothing satisfactory, none of them was able to torture me, felt disappointed ! Until I found this, I used to listen to this song few years ago and then I forgot about it, I came across it accidentally now and loved the coincidence! ...
I just can't stop listening to depressive songs.
For example, Anathema's songs, of course after the doom metal phase are extremely depressive and sad. I went to their concert once and all I could do was cry because they all touch our feelings very deeply.
Another one, Radiohead...
but did it from literally ages 4 to age 30. Here are some of the songs I literally tortured myself with:
At age 4 I would listen to Elton John's 'Daniel', 'Funeral for a Friend' and 'Rocket man' for hours on end with tears rolling down my cheeks and sucking my thumb. For...