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I Tried to Commit Suicede

Share your suicide attempt(s) with others. You are not alone. 3,513 People

    tay1244 tay1244 16-17, F 4 Responses Oct 11

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    I just.....don't care anymore.

    Life will be better when i'm gone. I'm sorry i'm so useless mom, i'm sorry i'm not the son you wanted, i'm sorry i was born in the first place.
    futurediary futurediary 13-15, M 4 Responses Sep 22

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    I have never felt so low in my life ever before.

    .. January 22nd, 2014 I tried to take my own life.. I slit my wrists 18+ times and almost bled out on my bedroom floor. Is it sad that I wish I hadn't have woke up? People found out that night because of a comment I made on Twitter and my cheer coach found out and asked me to...
    swtchks97 swtchks97 16-17, F 5 Responses Jun 5

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    I attempted suicide 2 weeks ago.

    For some reason, God saved me. It's not the right way. God has greater plans then any eye can see.
    drummerchic4Christ drummerchic4Christ 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 17

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    i'm going to live a life of loneliness,

    and i'll end up alone. so whats the point? i'm off to go kill myself now. sorry.
    futurediary futurediary 13-15, M 2 Responses Sep 19

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    If you’re feeling suicidal,

    please read this first. Wanna kill yourself? Imagine this. You come home from school one day. You’ve had yet another horrible day. You’re just ready to give up. So you go to your room, close the door, and take out that suicide note you’ve written and rewritten over and...
    akaShaun akaShaun 16-17, M 2 Responses May 8

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    i tried to commit suicide 10 times

    now it it has not worked i am starting to think i can never die
    footballwatcher footballwatcher 13-15, M 2 Responses Oct 14

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    I never did, but think about it almost every

    day. My greatest fear of all is failing the suicide and having to wake up and face life with this new label attached to me. I shudder at the thought. I don't talk about it with ANYONE as it's not a cry for help - I know there is no help. It's an exit strategy.
    squirrelbounce squirrelbounce 36-40, F 2 Responses Oct 16

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    I Just Kept Failing

    Their has been many times in my life where I have attempted killing myself, whether it's by trying to hang myself, starving myself, overdosing on many drugs and pills, slicing my veins up, and ect. but each time I fail, I'll either faint and wake up as if nothing had happen, or...
    Fezzii Fezzii 18-21, F 24 Responses Jan 5, 2013

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    Jovanite Jovanite 13-15, M 5 Responses 6 days ago

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    show your support @dyingsweetheart
    elizabethjay elizabethjay 16-17, F 5 days ago

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    Did you know that sometimes

    when people change their looks dramatically it means they might have thoughts on suicide? Oh really? *looks at how much I've changed the past 2 years* Oh that makes more sense *thinks about how many times I tried to commit suicide* Yes that makes way more sense Do you also...
    Angelfromhell17 Angelfromhell17 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 18

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    Suicide~ People think its a way to make all the

    pain go away that's not true that's what I thought but I was wrong Suicide dont make your pain go away it gives pain to others
    RainbowWolf13 RainbowWolf13 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I'm so sick of wanting to be dead,

    wishing so damn often that i wasn't born! I'm so sick of being in that position, with my tool of total self destruction. I'm so sick of losing friends over this bullshit! Maybe i should just stop trying, and just let this take me over, it might be better that way. Maybe i should...
    futurediary futurediary 13-15, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I never understood what pushed people into

    committing suicede till i tried to take my own life away. I was 14 and it was the around the end of march. I had been verbally abused constantly day after day by my own mother the one person thats suppose to love me unconditionally. The person that brought me into the world was...
    Jewels2145 Jewels2145 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 1

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    I still want because I overthink

    and my feelings are killing me I am having panic attacks and I can't breath what's the point of living if you have this curse following you :(
    IjUstDoNtCare12 IjUstDoNtCare12 13-15, F 40 Responses Jan 5

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    Take Me Seriously

    Depression isn't a joke. Cutting isn't a joke. Anorexia isn't a joke. Suicide definitely isn't a joke... But why is it that when i scream "I wish i was dead" you tell me im attention seeking or yell at me? Why dont you take my words and actions seriously? What will it take? Maybe...
    15ShadesOfBlue 15ShadesOfBlue 13-15, F 6 Responses May 20, 2013

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    I have just came out of hospital

    for suicide 😭😭
    elizabethjay elizabethjay 16-17, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    I killed myself on my sixteenth birthday.

    I am 17 now. I am still dead, but how can I be typing this right now? Simply because I am the hollow shell that exists afterwards. I am the body without soul, nor spirit. I am dead, yet I am alive. Welcome to the world of suicide.
    TheSmartestManOnEarth TheSmartestManOnEarth 16-17, M 1 Response Jun 22

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    I tried to kill myself last night.

    It obv didn't work out since I'm still here. I want to disapear and never come back.
    amandapanda2498 amandapanda2498 16-17, F 9 Responses Apr 9

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    I've had 5 attempts before 15?

    And they say there's nothing wrong with society,
    smellingtheroses smellingtheroses 13-15, F 14 Responses Jun 25

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    Failed Attempt...

    Today, I skipped school, I was trying to get away from all the bullying, at least for the day. Well, one guy who bullies me, lives near me... HE stayed home too... I guess he wanted to break into my house or something, because he went into my house through MY window at about 9...
    ADemonsFate ADemonsFate 16-17, M 18 Responses Jun 3, 2013

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    This failure is going to be successful

    for once, i'll succeed at dying, i hope that one finds out. Its just me, some alcohol, and my knife.
    futurediary futurediary 13-15, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Long Story Short...

    When people look at me, they think " Oh, she's a model, she must have such a great life. " Wrong. My life hasn't been complete sunshine and rainbows, though it hasn't been complete **** either. I've had a bit of bad luck in life with different things happening that I don't need...
    Sassberry Sassberry 26-30 3 Responses Jun 18, 2013

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    I hung an extension cord on some coat hangars.

    I stopped once I felt light headed. I called the counselor, but I have to wait until Tuesday. My life isn't even that bad. Just lonely. And numbing. I have to reason to be ******.
    MichaelBayArea MichaelBayArea 22-25, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I did yesterday, but I had to trow up

    after the 3rd pill and then I thought: 'What the hell am I doing!' Now I'm gonna try improve my life, but its gonna be a long and hard way, but I think it will lead to a beautiful place and good times...
    gomega98 gomega98 16-17, M 4 Responses Sep 30

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    tarjawhore tarjawhore 22-25, M 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    It seems almost every day

    now i try, i try so hard, but ultimately fail every time. I hope that next time i cross the street that a semi hits me straight on. Or that i accidentally walk by a shooting and get shot and killed. Or that i sleepwalk and die somehow. All i want is death, why can't i have it...
    futurediary futurediary 13-15, M 5 Responses Oct 12

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    When i was 13 i tried suffocating myself with a

    pillow, with no luck When i was 15 i tried hanging myself but i was too scared to let go When i was 16 i tried cutting my wrists but was too afraid of the pain When i was 17 i tried overdosing on sleeping pills to no results At 18, i had given up, perhaps there's a reason i...
    yourpetmuzzie yourpetmuzzie 18-21, M 4 Responses Feb 23

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    I thought about suicide

    for a few months, due to hypophrenia, and so I wrote all of my suicide note. I was going to wait until the end of the week while my family was out of town, and I was going to take pills. My cousin came over, and looked in my journal and saw that note. He convinced me out of...
    RejectedNacho RejectedNacho 13-15, M 3 Responses Sep 29

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    I tried to choke myself with my dog's leash it

    was laying on my nightstand. And I figured since I lost all trust in my mother, she was the only thing that was helping me along hard times. But often when I cry she doesn't seem to care. But my older sister is 21 with no job and been out of school for technically 3 years when...
    cittykatluv cittykatluv 18-21, F Sep 21

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    futurediary futurediary 13-15, M 4 Responses Sep 26

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    I have attempted suicide 3 times.

    All of the times I attempted drowning. I never was hospitalized and no one knows. I have been bullied for a long time and I just chose that I wanted to die. I went underwater for so long that when I finally realized that I was about to die I honestly thought I might be dead. It...
    IamSCARED123 IamSCARED123 13-15, F 22 Responses Jul 30

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    This one is a hard one

    for me. I was sitting there beside a grave of the one person I could always count on no matter what. I had my gun and I was ready to end my life. The biggest gust of wind I have ever felt hit me so hard I almost fell over. I know it was her. She was trying to tell me to stop...
    GoodGuy40 GoodGuy40 41-45, M Jan 29

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    I've tried to kill myself 4

    before on 1 I almost did kill myself but my key worker pushed the wardrobe away from the door just a little so he could get in and untie the rope from my neck I was about to past out but that's then but now I'm really thinking of Killing myself, I've got strong heavy duty rope...
    Nathangogin16 Nathangogin16 16-17, M 1 Response Oct 15

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    I Tried. And I Still Consider.

    Exactly one year ago yesterday, which happened to be my 16th Birthday, I tried to kill myself. I was going through a **** time in life, and, after one year, still am. I still have suicidal thoughts to this day, but I realize I now have a couple of things to live for. I remeber...
    dearveronica dearveronica 18-21, F 8 Responses Apr 5, 2012

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    Halloween is almost here.

    Really excited. My plan is going to shock a bunch of people. Hope ur happy mom I will finally be the perfect daughter who doesn't argue or treat her crappy boyfriend like ****. Or even give attitude u can finally be happy with my Brothers.
    Kelnea Kelnea 13-15, F 4 Responses Oct 6

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    I need a co-writer for a realistic drama novel

    about a woman in prison. PLEASE HELP ME!!!!
    marcuscash marcuscash 18-21, T 1 Response Sep 27

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    I tried to attempt a suicide last week

    and the another one when I was in 8th grade. Cuz I was bullied as gay. I am sooo lonely. I cried each and every night. My behaviour changed. My friends told me that u should die cuz u don't have a place in this society. But due to God Grace I'm still alive.
    shreyas12345 shreyas12345 16-17, M 1 Response Sep 17

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    Response To A Question

    I am actually quite proud of this. There was a question that asked, " Is it possible to kill someone through the internet?.. I decided to respond to this because I felt that it was finally time to do something about all this bullying against those pleading for help or saying they...
    Sassberry Sassberry 26-30 2 Responses Sep 12, 2013

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    Currently in hospital

    because I attempted suicide last night through overdose , struggling to eat & drink fluids , I'll keep you all posted but would appreciate not being messaged till I'm home , hugs amee X
    princess2121 princess2121 16-17, F 5 Responses May 22

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    I want to share my story,

    but EP rejected it instantly and I don't know why
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45, T 1 Response Oct 6

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    yesterday I tried to commit suicide

    for the 4th time. Idk what's gonna happen. All of my other attempts failed in the past but this time I tried harder. I mixed alcohol with tylenol and other meds. I just hope I die within the next days even if its painful. I'm done with this life. I'm not happy, I don't feel like...
    liaret92 liaret92 22-25, F 4 Responses Sep 20

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    October 7th 2013

    I tried to kill myself on October 7th 2013. I was sitting in my room with my gun to my head when my bro walked in. He didn't say a word he just took then gun and embraced me. That's why I'm still here today he saved me.
    musiclover1997 musiclover1997 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 10, 2013

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    Quertal Quertal 13-15, M 3 Responses Jun 25

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    Yeah I was totally done,

    I jumped from my roof.. but my friends were in my home.. so they rushed me to the hospital..I have my left leg fractured so badly.. I'm in the Hospital feeling bored right now:(
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Oct 8

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    They Told Me Its A Miracle Im Still Alive

    I'd rather not get into the details.... I don't know for sure if i was really trying to kill myself or not to be honest. I just wanted to be done with everything... I snorted half a pill of oxycodone, i popped 2 ambien, and took 25 benadril. It was such a rush for me, that i dont...
    coltonconley coltonconley 13-15, M 26 Responses Feb 18, 2012

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    You never actually remember what suicidal feels

    like. What ready to run, not walk into the kitchen and stick a knife into your arm in primal hysteria is. When the desire to end yourself is as frantic as fight or flight. Never. Until you’re the one writhing on the dining room floor surrounded by scattered luggage screaming...
    WithoutChemicals WithoutChemicals 18-21, F Oct 13

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    i tried about 5 times already.

    the first two times were because of bullies. the next two were because i just gave up on life. the last one was for two reasons first reason i fought with my parents on that night and the second reason was because i was just hurting in more ways than one so i just wanted to...
    shawny97 shawny97 16-17, M 23 Responses Jan 2

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    Death Is No Longer A Thing To Be Feared.

    I guess this is a follow up to my other story 'These are my confessions.' Within it, I say how I have tried to commit suicide... and I guess I'm writing this to enable people to understand what drives people to try and take their own life. Within my life, there is a lot of...
    Dinnis04 Dinnis04 18-21, F 6 Responses Dec 30, 2012

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    Bloody Wrists✂️ I'm sitting here on the

    floor Making sure I lock the door Tears flowing down my face As I try to erase the pain I'm taking a risk I'm clenching my fists Biting down on a rag Wondering why I feel so sad I have a blade against my skin I slide it as I bite my lip Red blood dripping down Now I can't hear...
    Suicidekisses Suicidekisses 18-21, F 3 Responses May 14

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    Feeling Guilty

    Hello everyone. I decided to finally talk about it. One of my closest friends just lost his dad and well it came as a shock to all of us because he never told us something was wrong. Anyway this was a catalyst to what follows: I cried a lot for my friend's sorrow,he tries to hide...
    IcedPhoenix IcedPhoenix 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 27, 2013

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    I was in a deep depression phase in my life,

    it still goes on till this day, but I just had to realize that the more I dread life the less I'll live it. I try to make the positives count. I feel my antisocial-ness gives me time to think to myself . I keep striving to out branch depression each day.
    lonelygypsy lonelygypsy 13-15, F 8 Responses Jul 24

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