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I Tried to Commit Suicede

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    I Tried. And I Still Consider.

    Exactly one year ago yesterday, which happened to be my 16th Birthday, I tried to kill myself. I was going through a **** time in life, and, after one year, still am. I still have suicidal thoughts to this day, but I realize I now have a couple of things to live for. I remeber...
    dearveronica dearveronica 18-21, F 8 Responses Apr 5, 2012

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    I have never felt so low in my life ever before.

    .. January 22nd, 2014 I tried to take my own life.. I slit my wrists 18+ times and almost bled out on my bedroom floor. Is it sad that I wish I hadn't have woke up? People found out that night because of a comment I made on Twitter and my cheer coach found out and asked me to...
    swtchks97 swtchks97 16-17, F 5 Responses Jun 5

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    I killed myself on my sixteenth birthday.

    I am 17 now. I am still dead, but how can I be typing this right now? Simply because I am the hollow shell that exists afterwards. I am the body without soul, nor spirit. I am dead, yet I am alive. Welcome to the world of suicide.
    TheSmartestManOnEarth TheSmartestManOnEarth 16-17, M 1 Response Jun 22

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    PLEASE BE MY CO-WRITER FOR A REALISTIC DRAMA

    NOVEL ABOUT A WOMAN IN PRISON!!!!!!!!!!! PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    Blipsycat Blipsycat 16-17, M 1 Response Aug 6

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    I tried to hang myself from the front door of

    my house but someone called the police and ambulance and they cut me down. I was arrested and detained under the mental health act. the following day the police charged me with harassment for trying to kill myself!!
    skiwi78 skiwi78 36-40, M 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    Bloody Wrists✂️ I'm sitting here on the

    floor Making sure I lock the door Tears flowing down my face As I try to erase the pain I'm taking a risk I'm clenching my fists Biting down on a rag Wondering why I feel so sad I have a blade against my skin I slide it as I bite my lip Red blood dripping down Now I can't hear...
    Suicidekisses Suicidekisses 16-17, F 3 Responses May 14

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    PLEASE BE MY CO-WRITER FOR A REALISTIC DRAMA

    NOVEL ABOUT A WOMAN IN PRISON!!!!!!!!!!! PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    Blipsycat Blipsycat 16-17, M 1 Response Aug 9

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    October 7th 2013

    I tried to kill myself on October 7th 2013. I was sitting in my room with my gun to my head when my bro walked in. He didn't say a word he just took then gun and embraced me. That's why I'm still here today he saved me.
    musiclover1997 musiclover1997 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 10, 2013

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    I am guilty of having suicidal thoughts in my

    head. My upbringing was not always good and dad was and still can be abusive. It's been a tough life that I lived and still living, but God, my mom, and 2 puppies and my brother and being a first time Aunt on January is what prevents me from going though with it all.
    roselani2005 roselani2005 26-30, F Aug 15

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    i was deeply deppresed

    and was. done with my self and life i didnt want live i wanted i life in heven i wanted to die i trided with pills i woke up in the hosbitle
    tgrakes tgrakes 26-30, F 3 Responses Aug 13

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    I tried to last night

    but i failed.. I thought it would work and clearly it didn't... I just wish it had of worked :(
    Shxnnon Shxnnon 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 4

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    I'm officially committing suicide.

    To the ones who will miss me, i am so sorry. To the one i love, remember i love you, until death. And to all those who know me, it's not your fault. To the one's i love, all of you, i wasn't supposed to still be here anyway. And to the ones who know me, even a little bit, it's...
    futurediary futurediary 13-15, M 5 Responses Aug 9

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    I tried to commit suicide a few months ago.

    When I did I remember having all the different pills and all the different colors in my hands I remember putting a rope around my neck incase it didn't work or took to long my parents were only out of the house for a few minutes. I opened a bunch of random bottles and grabbed a...
    Kelnea Kelnea 13-15, F 4 Responses Aug 3

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    I have attempted suicide 3 times.

    All of the times I attempted drowning. I never was hospitalized and no one knows. I have been bullied for a long time and I just chose that I wanted to die. I went underwater for so long that when I finally realized that I was about to die I honestly thought I might be dead. It...
    IamSCARED123 IamSCARED123 13-15, F 23 Responses Jul 30

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    Futurediary if you read this please tell me

    you're ok. I'm really worried.
    ParanoidGirl ParanoidGirl 26-30 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    i was raped...my mom hates me.

    ..my love left me when he found out i was rapped...i cant find reseon to live...i feel empty inside...i hate this feeling...i hate the boy who raped me...
    agirlwhoneedhelp agirlwhoneedhelp 18-21, F 6 Responses 4 days ago

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    Feeling Guilty

    Hello everyone. I decided to finally talk about it. One of my closest friends just lost his dad and well it came as a shock to all of us because he never told us something was wrong. Anyway this was a catalyst to what follows: I cried a lot for my friend's sorrow,he tries to hide...
    IcedPhoenix IcedPhoenix 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 27, 2013

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    Currently in hospital

    because I attempted suicide last night through overdose , struggling to eat & drink fluids , I'll keep you all posted but would appreciate not being messaged till I'm home , hugs amee X
    princess2121 princess2121 16-17, F 5 Responses May 22

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    I Just Kept Failing

    Their has been many times in my life where I have attempted killing myself, whether it's by trying to hang myself, starving myself, overdosing on many drugs and pills, slicing my veins up, and ect. but each time I fail, I'll either faint and wake up as if nothing had happen, or...
    Fezzii Fezzii 18-21, F 24 Responses Jan 5, 2013

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    Yup. I Was Stupid. *graphic*

    I was a month away from being married one year.  My marriage wasn't going well.  Despite all my attempts to get my husband's attention, it wasn't working.  We worked different hours and...well...hell if I know. My boss was hitting on me.  Kissing me.  I...
    ChristineJones ChristineJones 31-35, F 13 Responses Jun 18, 2010

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    It's coming up to a year.

    On September 23rd 2013 I hanged myself in my back garden. I fell out of the noose and lost consciousness and from that I was admitted to a psychiatric ward. I don't feel any better. I still just wanna die but I can't do it to my family again. It's not fair but neither is living...
    romanalanski romanalanski 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I almost got really close to doing it.

    I had a belt looped around exercise equipment from the ceiling. I wasn't emotionally extremed, I just rationalized it. It took a moment of reflection to back away.
    ECarimbadass ECarimbadass 18-21, M Aug 16

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    Failed Attempt...

    Today, I skipped school, I was trying to get away from all the bullying, at least for the day. Well, one guy who bullies me, lives near me... HE stayed home too... I guess he wanted to break into my house or something, because he went into my house through MY window at about 9...
    ADemonsFate ADemonsFate 16-17, M 18 Responses Jun 3, 2013

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    I was in a deep depression phase in my life,

    it still goes on till this day, but I just had to realize that the more I dread life the less I'll live it. I try to make the positives count. I feel my antisocial-ness gives me time to think to myself . I keep striving to out branch depression each day.
    lonelygypsy lonelygypsy 13-15, F 8 Responses Jul 24

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    I had couple of attempts from the day i was born

    until this day. But still didn't happen as just know that i still have much of time to stay on this world and just existing where have nothing to do is what makes you feel like trapped. Memories from your past and the way your life flash back and have a lot of heart breaking as...
    Egyptianguy34 Egyptianguy34 31-35, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    i don't see why people say "don't commit

    suicide you will hurt the people around you" if people are talking to you about themselves and their feelings don't ever say its gonna effect the people around them, i mean yes it may but they're talking to you because they want help about their situation and not what other...
    Randomchick3 Randomchick3 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 13

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    If you’re feeling suicidal,

    please read this first. Wanna kill yourself? Imagine this. You come home from school one day. You’ve had yet another horrible day. You’re just ready to give up. So you go to your room, close the door, and take out that suicide note you’ve written and rewritten over and...
    akaShaun akaShaun 16-17, M 2 Responses May 8

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    I did about 3 days ago.

    I was in the hospital for awhile. I got 50 stiches but im ok. I am having doctors talk to me every week now
    ginny1q1q ginny1q1q 13-15, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Once Upon A Time

    Once upon a time there was a girl that was very sad. She lived in a dark, cold, ugly place. She wanted to sleep and never wake She didn't want to feel anything anymore... Everything was too much to deal with. She wanted to end it all No one knew She just smiled... everyone...
    surrealreality surrealreality 31-35, F 15 Responses Jan 31, 2012

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    I need a co-writer for a realistic drama novel

    about a woman in prison. Please help me.
    Blipsycat Blipsycat 16-17, M Aug 6

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    I've had 5 attempts before 15?

    And they say there's nothing wrong with society,
    smellingtheroses smellingtheroses 13-15, F 14 Responses Jun 25

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    First off *suicide. Anyway it was a couple

    months ago. I'm not going into why, I don't like putting my problems on others. But what really helped me was calling the suicide hotline. You should call them if you ever just need to talk. National Suicide Prevention phone 1-800-273-8255
    Wynnieskye Wynnieskye 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Long Story Short...

    When people look at me, they think " Oh, she's a model, she must have such a great life. " Wrong. My life hasn't been complete sunshine and rainbows, though it hasn't been complete **** either. I've had a bit of bad luck in life with different things happening that I don't need...
    Sassberry Sassberry 26-30 3 Responses Jun 18, 2013

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    I've always been a cutter

    and have made at least two fairly serious attempts on my life. I have been able to control myself for quite some time. In the past 3 months I've had a lot more trouble handling those. I realized the other day while in the bath I was thinking of sliding in and giving up. Freedom...
    lambchop1990 lambchop1990 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 16

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    Foiled in my attempt: Weak,

    severely depressed, in agony and unable to get out of bed I googled how many pills it would take to end my life. (Having a large supply of narcotic painkillers made this a real possibility and an "easy" way out ) As I lined the pills up, overwhelmed by the sheer pain I felt...
    SteelButterfly SteelButterfly 41-45, F 7 Responses Feb 17

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    This one is a hard one

    for me. I was sitting there beside a grave of the one person I could always count on no matter what. I had my gun and I was ready to end my life. The biggest gust of wind I have ever felt hit me so hard I almost fell over. I know it was her. She was trying to tell me to stop...
    GoodGuy40 GoodGuy40 41-45, M Jan 29

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    I took a handful of pills

    and put them in my mouth. For some reason I spit them out then I started crying. The few true friends I have are keeping me alive
    CatWithScars CatWithScars 13-15, F 7 Responses 3 days ago

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    Death Is No Longer A Thing To Be Feared.

    I guess this is a follow up to my other story 'These are my confessions.' Within it, I say how I have tried to commit suicide... and I guess I'm writing this to enable people to understand what drives people to try and take their own life. Within my life, there is a lot of...
    Dinnis04 Dinnis04 18-21, F 6 Responses Dec 30, 2012

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    They Told Me Its A Miracle Im Still Alive

    I'd rather not get into the details.... I don't know for sure if i was really trying to kill myself or not to be honest. I just wanted to be done with everything... I snorted half a pill of oxycodone, i popped 2 ambien, and took 25 benadril. It was such a rush for me, that i dont...
    coltonconley coltonconley 13-15, M 26 Responses Feb 18, 2012

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    This pain is a new, more powerful pain.

    I think and contemplate, and try suicide, but, now i know there is nothing i truly have to live for. If death means no more pain, then so be it. I will be easily forgotten. I'm a mistake, i'm not supposed to be alive anyway. I'm not putting my real suicide note here because it's...
    futurediary futurediary 13-15, M 1 Response Aug 12

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    When i was 13 i tried suffocating myself with a

    pillow, with no luck When i was 15 i tried hanging myself but i was too scared to let go When i was 16 i tried cutting my wrists but was too afraid of the pain When i was 17 i tried overdosing on sleeping pills to no results At 18, i had given up, perhaps there's a reason i...
    yourpetmuzzie yourpetmuzzie 18-21, M 4 Responses Feb 23

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    I never understood what pushed people into

    committing suicede till i tried to take my own life away. I was 14 and it was the around the end of march. I had been verbally abused constantly day after day by my own mother the one person thats suppose to love me unconditionally. The person that brought me into the world was...
    Jewels2145 Jewels2145 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 1

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    Did you know that sometimes

    when people change their looks dramatically it means they might have thoughts on suicide? Oh really? *looks at how much I've changed the past 2 years* Oh that makes more sense *thinks about how many times I tried to commit suicide* Yes that makes way more sense Do you also...
    Angelfromhell17 Angelfromhell17 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 18

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    When I was 13 I had been struggling with severe

    dissociation and depression for almost two years (read my PTSD experience) and so I went to my school with my razor and sat outside for like an hour while I was pretending to be cutting weight for wrestling. Anyway, I didn't cut the right way and I'm still here. The next day, I...
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    Quertal Quertal 13-15, M 3 Responses Jun 25

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    I was watching: wristcutters: a love story.

    And i couldn't make it past the 46 minute mark, i was breaking down, i still am. I hope that type of place really exists. Although that world doesn't allow happiness, it's not like i have any anyway. I still lay here, on this uncomfortable couch (my "bed") crying and shaking, my...
    futurediary futurediary 13-15, M 2 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    xxxalyssabrownxxx xxxalyssabrownxxx 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 12

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    I still want because I overthink

    and my feelings are killing me I am having panic attacks and I can't breath what's the point of living if you have this curse following you :(
    IjUstDoNtCare12 IjUstDoNtCare12 13-15, F 41 Responses Jan 5

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    Response To A Question

    I am actually quite proud of this. There was a question that asked, " Is it possible to kill someone through the internet?.. I decided to respond to this because I felt that it was finally time to do something about all this bullying against those pleading for help or saying they...
    Sassberry Sassberry 26-30 2 Responses Sep 12, 2013

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    I tried to kill myself last night.

    It obv didn't work out since I'm still here. I want to disapear and never come back.
    amandapanda2498 amandapanda2498 16-17, F 9 Responses Apr 9

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    I tried killing myself just last week

    because me an my boyfriend got in our first fight. I picked the most horrible reason to try to kill myself. I mean it was out first fight... I'm already on medication for anxiety and depression. I'm even anorexic. I tried cutting my wrists deep enough so I could have a quick...
    BVBlover18 BVBlover18 13-15, F 4 Responses Aug 3

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    I'm tired I'm really I'm hurt

    so very hurt from everything, I hate myself, I hate my family, I hate my life, I'm stuck in a life I don't want!! Afraid of everything!! I'm just a mess I'm an emotional mess I don't know what to feel anymore I'm beyond broken I don't feel like carrying on with everything I...
    catxfreak catxfreak 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 11

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    I was never meant to be born,

    i'm just absolutely worthless, if i commit suicide most wouldn't care, and the people who care would probably say or think "i'm so glad he's gone now" or "hey, our punching bag is gone, pah! He was worthless anyway!" If i ended my life right here, right now, i would finally be...
    futurediary futurediary 13-15, M 4 Responses Aug 15

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