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    I thought about suicide

    for a few months, due to hypophrenia, and so I wrote all of my suicide note. I was going to wait until the end of the week while my family was out of town, and I was going to take pills. My cousin came over, and looked in my journal and saw that note. He convinced me out of...
    RejectedNacho RejectedNacho 13-15, M 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I Just Kept Failing

    Their has been many times in my life where I have attempted killing myself, whether it's by trying to hang myself, starving myself, overdosing on many drugs and pills, slicing my veins up, and ect. but each time I fail, I'll either faint and wake up as if nothing had happen, or...
    Fezzii Fezzii 18-21, F 24 Responses Jan 5, 2013

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    I still want because I overthink

    and my feelings are killing me I am having panic attacks and I can't breath what's the point of living if you have this curse following you :(
    IjUstDoNtCare12 IjUstDoNtCare12 13-15, F 40 Responses Jan 5

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    This one is a hard one

    for me. I was sitting there beside a grave of the one person I could always count on no matter what. I had my gun and I was ready to end my life. The biggest gust of wind I have ever felt hit me so hard I almost fell over. I know it was her. She was trying to tell me to stop...
    GoodGuy40 GoodGuy40 41-45, M Jan 29

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    I have attempted suicide 3 times.

    All of the times I attempted drowning. I never was hospitalized and no one knows. I have been bullied for a long time and I just chose that I wanted to die. I went underwater for so long that when I finally realized that I was about to die I honestly thought I might be dead. It...
    IamSCARED123 IamSCARED123 13-15, F 23 Responses Jul 30

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    I tried to attempt a suicide last week

    and the another one when I was in 8th grade. Cuz I was bullied as gay. I am sooo lonely. I cried each and every night. My behaviour changed. My friends told me that u should die cuz u don't have a place in this society. But due to God Grace I'm still alive.
    shreyas12345 shreyas12345 16-17, M 1 Response Sep 17

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    Darktooth41 Darktooth41 18-21, M 6 Responses Sep 8

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    I've had 5 attempts before 15?

    And they say there's nothing wrong with society,
    smellingtheroses smellingtheroses 13-15, F 14 Responses Jun 25

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    futurediary futurediary 13-15, M 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I have never felt so low in my life ever before.

    .. January 22nd, 2014 I tried to take my own life.. I slit my wrists 18+ times and almost bled out on my bedroom floor. Is it sad that I wish I hadn't have woke up? People found out that night because of a comment I made on Twitter and my cheer coach found out and asked me to...
    swtchks97 swtchks97 16-17, F 5 Responses Jun 5

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    Suicide Prevention Week is this week.

    It might bring up some painful memories, but remember, you're still here for a reason. And be someone else's reason to why they're still here. Promote this week like you never have before. You could save a life!
    drummerchic4Christ drummerchic4Christ 18-21, F Sep 7

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    LilHitler LilHitler 70+, M Sep 3

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    I've tried it before.

    And I think I'm going to try it again.. I can't take this life anymore. Everyone believes I'm so strong, but I'm not. I just can't do this anymore...
    brandijade92 brandijade92 18-21, F 4 Responses Sep 3

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    I was at my darkest moment I was only 12 & in

    8th grade, I couldn't take it anymore my whole life all I've ever heard were names about my weight, looks & arms. I felt like a bomb I wanted to go off but I kept resting the time. All I wanted was to end my life. If it meant shooting myself, over dose or being choked by a rope...
    DestroyToCreate DestroyToCreate 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 9

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    Death Is No Longer A Thing To Be Feared.

    I guess this is a follow up to my other story 'These are my confessions.' Within it, I say how I have tried to commit suicide... and I guess I'm writing this to enable people to understand what drives people to try and take their own life. Within my life, there is a lot of...
    Dinnis04 Dinnis04 18-21, F 6 Responses Dec 30, 2012

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    When I was 14 I was raped.

    I had hardly any friends. I did well in school but often felt unchallenged because the work was so easy a caveman could do it. My parents were both unloving and abusive. They hit me and verbally attacked me on a daily basis. They told me how ugly I was and how children should be...
    Thatonegirl53 Thatonegirl53 18-21, F 7 Responses Sep 7

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    When I was 9.........

    ....I tried to jump off the balcony, it seemed like a good idea since I was on the 8th floor and there's no way anyone could have survived if they jumped off.
    AriaDream AriaDream 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 5

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    i tried about 5 times already.

    the first two times were because of bullies. the next two were because i just gave up on life. the last one was for two reasons first reason i fought with my parents on that night and the second reason was because i was just hurting in more ways than one so i just wanted to...
    shawny97 shawny97 16-17, M 23 Responses Jan 2

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    3,400 members Wow Why do u want to kill

    yourself ?! Or cause yourself pain Turn to god
    RainbowWolf13 RainbowWolf13 13-15, F 4 Responses Sep 5

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    I tried to choke myself with my dog's leash it

    was laying on my nightstand. And I figured since I lost all trust in my mother, she was the only thing that was helping me along hard times. But often when I cry she doesn't seem to care. But my older sister is 21 with no job and been out of school for technically 3 years when...
    cittykatluv cittykatluv 18-21, F Sep 21

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    I need a co-writer for a realistic drama novel

    about a woman in prison SO BADLY. PLEASE HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM BEGGING YOU
    marcuscash marcuscash 18-21, T Sep 21

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    I just.....don't care anymore.

    Life will be better when i'm gone. I'm sorry i'm so useless mom, i'm sorry i'm not the son you wanted, i'm sorry i was born in the first place.
    futurediary futurediary 13-15, M 4 Responses Sep 22

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    I attempted suicide 2 weeks ago.

    For some reason, God saved me. It's not the right way. God has greater plans then any eye can see.
    drummerchic4Christ drummerchic4Christ 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 17

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    I was in a deep depression phase in my life,

    it still goes on till this day, but I just had to realize that the more I dread life the less I'll live it. I try to make the positives count. I feel my antisocial-ness gives me time to think to myself . I keep striving to out branch depression each day.
    lonelygypsy lonelygypsy 13-15, F 8 Responses Jul 24

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    Foiled in my attempt: Weak,

    severely depressed, in agony and unable to get out of bed I googled how many pills it would take to end my life. (Having a large supply of narcotic painkillers made this a real possibility and an "easy" way out ) As I lined the pills up, overwhelmed by the sheer pain I felt...
    SteelButterfly SteelButterfly 41-45, F 7 Responses Feb 17

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    I'm planning to, with a friend in another

    country. I'm tired of cutting myself, it gets really boring. I love the pain but not the scars... I tried once when I was 12, but I failed. I wish I succeeded then...
    Verasayshi Verasayshi 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 12

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    Each time someone do suicide~ They let him win.

    Who? The devil U give up don't! You may ask "why?" Because god is helping u in life everyone get a moment in there life they want to give up But when ur down god helps u back up U wonder "is there anyone down to earth to help me that's sent from god?" Yes... Ur guardian angel...
    RainbowWolf13 RainbowWolf13 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 5

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    Feeling Guilty

    Hello everyone. I decided to finally talk about it. One of my closest friends just lost his dad and well it came as a shock to all of us because he never told us something was wrong. Anyway this was a catalyst to what follows: I cried a lot for my friend's sorrow,he tries to hide...
    IcedPhoenix IcedPhoenix 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 27, 2013

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    October 7th 2013

    I tried to kill myself on October 7th 2013. I was sitting in my room with my gun to my head when my bro walked in. He didn't say a word he just took then gun and embraced me. That's why I'm still here today he saved me.
    musiclover1997 musiclover1997 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 10, 2013

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    I put a gun to my throat,

    head tilted up, and i pulled the trigger, once, nothing, twice, nothing, three times, nothing. I open the magazine (part that holds bullets) and i found that there wasn't anything in it. I can't even die right.
    futurediary futurediary 13-15, M 2 Responses Sep 9

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    Bloody Wrists✂️ I'm sitting here on the

    floor Making sure I lock the door Tears flowing down my face As I try to erase the pain I'm taking a risk I'm clenching my fists Biting down on a rag Wondering why I feel so sad I have a blade against my skin I slide it as I bite my lip Red blood dripping down Now I can't hear...
    Suicidekisses Suicidekisses 18-21, F 3 Responses May 14

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    Quertal Quertal 13-15, M 3 Responses Jun 25

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    If you’re feeling suicidal,

    please read this first. Wanna kill yourself? Imagine this. You come home from school one day. You’ve had yet another horrible day. You’re just ready to give up. So you go to your room, close the door, and take out that suicide note you’ve written and rewritten over and...
    akaShaun akaShaun 16-17, M 2 Responses May 8

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    yesterday I tried to commit suicide

    for the 4th time. Idk what's gonna happen. All of my other attempts failed in the past but this time I tried harder. I mixed alcohol with tylenol and other meds. I just hope I die within the next days even if its painful. I'm done with this life. I'm not happy, I don't feel like...
    liaret92 liaret92 22-25, F 4 Responses Sep 20

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    Long Story Short...

    When people look at me, they think " Oh, she's a model, she must have such a great life. " Wrong. My life hasn't been complete sunshine and rainbows, though it hasn't been complete **** either. I've had a bit of bad luck in life with different things happening that I don't need...
    Sassberry Sassberry 26-30 3 Responses Jun 18, 2013

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    Response To A Question

    I am actually quite proud of this. There was a question that asked, " Is it possible to kill someone through the internet?.. I decided to respond to this because I felt that it was finally time to do something about all this bullying against those pleading for help or saying they...
    Sassberry Sassberry 26-30 2 Responses Sep 12, 2013

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    Failed Attempt...

    Today, I skipped school, I was trying to get away from all the bullying, at least for the day. Well, one guy who bullies me, lives near me... HE stayed home too... I guess he wanted to break into my house or something, because he went into my house through MY window at about 9...
    ADemonsFate ADemonsFate 16-17, M 18 Responses Jun 3, 2013

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    I need a co-writer for a realistic drama novel

    about a woman in prison. PLEASE HELP ME!!!!
    marcuscash marcuscash 18-21, T 4 days ago

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    When i was 13 i tried suffocating myself with a

    pillow, with no luck When i was 15 i tried hanging myself but i was too scared to let go When i was 16 i tried cutting my wrists but was too afraid of the pain When i was 17 i tried overdosing on sleeping pills to no results At 18, i had given up, perhaps there's a reason i...
    yourpetmuzzie yourpetmuzzie 18-21, M 4 Responses Feb 23

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    I admit I gave in and wanted the pain to end

    but I had a friend to support me.
    ElectricDream ElectricDream 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 8

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    I am not putting this experience on here to put

    anyone in a depressive mood, I'm putting this on here to advise you NOT to commit suicide, I was planning to, and then I stopped. I was 17 years old, (3 years ago) and I considered my life to be a complete mess. It was at the time, and there was only 2 ways to go, I could end my...
    Ryanholmes20375 Ryanholmes20375 18-21, M 3 Responses Apr 4

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    yeah.. there back. again.

    someone help me..
    shannacobb2000 shannacobb2000 13-15, F 3 Responses Sep 3

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    I did yesterday, but I had to trow up

    after the 3rd pill and then I thought: 'What the hell am I doing!' Now I'm gonna try improve my life, but its gonna be a long and hard way, but I think it will lead to a beautiful place and good times...
    gomega98 gomega98 16-17, M 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    Did you know that sometimes

    when people change their looks dramatically it means they might have thoughts on suicide? Oh really? *looks at how much I've changed the past 2 years* Oh that makes more sense *thinks about how many times I tried to commit suicide* Yes that makes way more sense Do you also...
    Angelfromhell17 Angelfromhell17 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 18

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    They Told Me Its A Miracle Im Still Alive

    I'd rather not get into the details.... I don't know for sure if i was really trying to kill myself or not to be honest. I just wanted to be done with everything... I snorted half a pill of oxycodone, i popped 2 ambien, and took 25 benadril. It was such a rush for me, that i dont...
    coltonconley coltonconley 13-15, M 26 Responses Feb 18, 2012

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    I tried to kill myself last night.

    It obv didn't work out since I'm still here. I want to disapear and never come back.
    amandapanda2498 amandapanda2498 16-17, F 9 Responses Apr 9

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    I was heavily bullied

    for being 20 lbs underweight in 8th grade. My parents didn't seem to give a ****. I told on the bullies numerous times but the school faculty did well... Nothing. I couldn't fight back because I was too skinny and weak. Whenever I told my parents, brother or sister, they acted...
    AmJordi AmJordi 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 10

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    Currently in hospital

    because I attempted suicide last night through overdose , struggling to eat & drink fluids , I'll keep you all posted but would appreciate not being messaged till I'm home , hugs amee X
    princess2121 princess2121 16-17, F 5 Responses May 22

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    Once Upon A Time

    Once upon a time there was a girl that was very sad. She lived in a dark, cold, ugly place. She wanted to sleep and never wake She didn't want to feel anything anymore... Everything was too much to deal with. She wanted to end it all No one knew She just smiled... everyone...
    surrealreality surrealreality 31-35, F 15 Responses Jan 31, 2012

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    Yup. I Was Stupid. *graphic*

    I was a month away from being married one year.  My marriage wasn't going well.  Despite all my attempts to get my husband's attention, it wasn't working.  We worked different hours and...well...hell if I know. My boss was hitting on me.  Kissing me.  I...
    ChristineJones ChristineJones 31-35, F 13 Responses Jun 18, 2010

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    I Tried. And I Still Consider.

    Exactly one year ago yesterday, which happened to be my 16th Birthday, I tried to kill myself. I was going through a **** time in life, and, after one year, still am. I still have suicidal thoughts to this day, but I realize I now have a couple of things to live for. I remeber...
    dearveronica dearveronica 18-21, F 8 Responses Apr 5, 2012

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    Over the past few weeks (or months) I haven't

    posted because I have something to admit to you guys. It's really hard for me to say so I'm just going to get on with this. I tried to commit suicide. I tried to cut too deep and take pills but I guess that I'm such a failure and couldn't even do that right. I currently weigh...
    ZoeAmilia ZoeAmilia 16-17, F 5 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    i'm going to live a life of loneliness,

    and i'll end up alone. so whats the point? i'm off to go kill myself now. sorry.
    futurediary futurediary 13-15, M 2 Responses Sep 19

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