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I Tried to Commit Suicede

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    I still want because I overthink

    and my feelings are killing me I am having panic attacks and I can't breath what's the point of living if you have this curse following you :(
    IjUstDoNtCare12 IjUstDoNtCare12 13-15, F 46 Responses Jan 5

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    Has anybody here tried hanging themselves,

    or do you know anyone that has, and if so could you tell me how it all went down? What you/they did, and what happened afterwards? For those who've tried it, how did it feel?
    Lunarlight Lunarlight 18-21, F 3 Responses 16 hrs ago

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    Death Is No Longer A Thing To Be Feared.

    I guess this is a follow up to my other story 'These are my confessions.' Within it, I say how I have tried to commit suicide... and I guess I'm writing this to enable people to understand what drives people to try and take their own life. Within my life, there is a lot of...
    Dinnis04 Dinnis04 16-17, F 6 Responses Dec 30, 2012

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    I tried to kill myself last night.

    It obv didn't work out since I'm still here. I want to disapear and never come back.
    amandapanda2498 amandapanda2498 16-17, F 9 Responses Apr 9

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    I Tried. And I Still Consider.

    Exactly one year ago yesterday, which happened to be my 16th Birthday, I tried to kill myself. I was going through a **** time in life, and, after one year, still am. I still have suicidal thoughts to this day, but I realize I now have a couple of things to live for. I remeber...
    dearveronica dearveronica 18-21, F 8 Responses Apr 5, 2012

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    Worst Time Of My Life !!

    2009 my famiy where evicted from our home we had to move in with are friends,they had 2kids 18+10 both boys ,at the time i was 11 the 18year old started to hae a sexual relationship with me for a few months :( my relationship with my mum had broken down bad .my mum then got...
    princess2121 princess2121 13-15, F 9 Responses Oct 30, 2012

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    Take Me Seriously

    Depression isn't a joke. Cutting isn't a joke. Anorexia isn't a joke. Suicide definitely isn't a joke... But why is it that when i scream "I wish i was dead" you tell me im attention seeking or yell at me? Why dont you take my words and actions seriously? What will it take? Maybe...
    15ShadesOfBlue 15ShadesOfBlue 13-15, F 6 Responses May 20, 2013

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    Can I please die already?

    I don't want to be here anymore in this concave of loneliness doing the same thing over and over again. I feel like I'm on repeat and cannot get free from it. I would much rather be nothing than do nothing. It's the same thing everyday. Wake up, go to school, do school stuff...
    jasonpw jasonpw 16-17, M 6 Responses 1 day ago

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    October 7th 2013

    I tried to kill myself on October 7th 2013. I was sitting in my room with my gun to my head when my bro walked in. He didn't say a word he just took then gun and embraced me. That's why I'm still here today he saved me.
    musiclover1997 musiclover1997 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 10, 2013

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    One time I was sending my best buddy some great

    new that happened to me. this is 7 yrs ago, i was 14, then after a week, I had very hard problems almost to much to bear, I got a low mark on my Spanish test (for the first and only time ever) and i got grounded, I had broke up with my girl friend and was bullied hard just...
    larson101 larson101 18-21, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Naty13 Naty13 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    I'm just so done with life.

    All of my life has been one big nothing. I just want it to be over
    PazzaMillie PazzaMillie 13-15, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I am not putting this experience on here to put

    anyone in a depressive mood, I'm putting this on here to advise you NOT to commit suicide, I was planning to, and then I stopped. I was 17 years old, (3 years ago) and I considered my life to be a complete mess. It was at the time, and there was only 2 ways to go, I could end my...
    Ryanholmes20375 Ryanholmes20375 18-21, M 3 Responses Apr 4

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    A Week Ago...

    About a week ago.. I kind of lost my will to try... I didn't have to strength to keep going.. I cut myself until I blacked out. I was found in my bathroom in a tub. My brother found me(they got out of school early), they brought me to the hospital... the doctors said that I was...
    ADemonsFate ADemonsFate 16-17, M 15 Responses Mar 4, 2013

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    Ah, this quote has saved my life on multiple

    occasions, one day I will post my experience on my suicide attempts but I feel that I should share this with all of you. "Before you kill yourself, just remember that there are places you have not been and things you have not seen. Poems to awe, art to draw, fields to walk...
    ThatDarnKatz ThatDarnKatz 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 15

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    When i was 13 i tried suffocating myself with a

    pillow, with no luck When i was 15 i tried hanging myself but i was too scared to let go When i was 16 i tried cutting my wrists but was too afraid of the pain When i was 17 i tried overdosing on sleeping pills to no results At 18, i had given up, perhaps there's a reason i...
    bassamelali bassamelali 18-21, M 5 Responses Feb 23

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    I tried to kill myself three times over the

    course of months. The first time, i hung myself by my closet but the bar broke. The second time i tried to jump off of a roof. My friend lives two doors down and stoped me. The third time i tried to drown myself. But someone toulk me out after i passed out in the tub, from lack...
    matti1342 matti1342 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 3

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    Yep and still kinda want to.

    I feel like no one cares about me. I feel really lonely right now and no one wants to message me I can't blame them
    angelica4e angelica4e 16-17, F 4 Responses Dec 22, 2013

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    Charcoal Is Nasty Af.

    So I've realized that suicide by overdose is just a bad idea. I tried it a few months ago, and hear I am again. If any of you know what it's like, you have to drink charcoal, and if you can't imagine that, imagine melting a tire, and adding sand, and then having to drink it. If...
    Ofwgkta13 Ofwgkta13 13-15, F 5 Responses Aug 12, 2013

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    To all those youngsters considering suicide --

    life gets better! I'm living proof. I attempted suicide when I was 17. I felt I had nothing to live for. I hated school, felt like I had no friends, never even kissed a girl, wasn't connecting with my parents (though I did love them), etc. Thank God I wasn't successful with my...
    bicentennialbaby bicentennialbaby 36-40, M 1 Response Feb 15

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    I Just Kept Failing

    Their has been many times in my life where I have attempted killing myself, whether it's by trying to hang myself, starving myself, overdosing on many drugs and pills, slicing my veins up, and ect. but each time I fail, I'll either faint and wake up as if nothing had happen, or...
    Fezzii Fezzii 18-21, F 24 Responses Jan 5, 2013

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    When I was in high school,

    I had an exam which was an accounting exam. I did not have the time to finish the whole paper and calculate the total. After the exam finished, I went home and cried in my room, nearly killed myself because I was praying to God to end this world and kill us all because I thought...
    LoverBoyMike LoverBoyMike 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 5

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    They Told Me Its A Miracle Im Still Alive

    I'd rather not get into the details.... I don't know for sure if i was really trying to kill myself or not to be honest. I just wanted to be done with everything... I snorted half a pill of oxycodone, i popped 2 ambien, and took 25 benadril. It was such a rush for me, that i dont...
    coltonconley coltonconley 13-15, M 24 Responses Feb 18, 2012

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    Feeling Guilty

    Hello everyone. I decided to finally talk about it. One of my closest friends just lost his dad and well it came as a shock to all of us because he never told us something was wrong. Anyway this was a catalyst to what follows: I cried a lot for my friend's sorrow,he tries to hide...
    IcedPhoenix IcedPhoenix 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 27, 2013

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    I will be possibly killing myself tonight

    or tomorrow!!😊 please don't try and stop me because I wouldn't even bother and listen!!
    bigtrucksss bigtrucksss 18-21, M 3 Responses Apr 11

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    Yup. I Was Stupid. *graphic*

    I was a month away from being married one year.  My marriage wasn't going well.  Despite all my attempts to get my husband's attention, it wasn't working.  We worked different hours and...well...hell if I know. My boss was hitting on me.  Kissing me.  I...
    ChristineJones ChristineJones 31-35, F 13 Responses Jun 18, 2010

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    Nothing I should be saying,

    since I don't tell anyone. I did try to kill myself. As I got older the attempts were more effective. Being a little kid thinking you can suffocate yourself with a pillow, starve yourself or dehydrate yourself, with people living there, was not (obviously) effective. Even though...
    IAimForHonor IAimForHonor 18-21, M 5 Responses Jan 29

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    I don't even know why I tried.

    Had to be something to do with my friends, then my family treating me like ****. Anyway. I planned to take a whole unopened bottle of aspirin. Simple overdose, nice and easy. But not too easy when I thought I could die in my sleep, so I went to lay down in my bed, and my sister...
    PanicAtTheDiscount PanicAtTheDiscount 13-15, F a week ago

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    I've tried to commit suicide.

    I used to try to drown myself every night. I also cut up and down my wrist a lot. I thought if I did it enough I could go deeper. Thankfully I couldn't. I still think about cutting every day but I don't for the sake of my love. He's helped me a lot and I'm luck to have him. I'm...
    Darkflowers Darkflowers 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    I once tried to kill myself I remember it

    so well. People were crying And telling me it was gonna get better. I was far from rock bottom Rock bottom was months ago I was happy. I was smiling. I was the best I had been in years. What scares me the most Is the smile i wore I was not sad, I was happy. And I fear...
    Amidala97 Amidala97 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 7

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    I just took a pill for the first time

    since I tried to overdose. I feel horrible, its just made me think back to that day and how bad I was and how I never want to go back to that position but at the same time I just want to take more. I am shaking right now.
    anon1995 anon1995 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 6

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    I've tried several times,

    earlier this night. But I just wrote a poem, hopefully it helps. ~~~ It's easy, Making that decision to end it all. To walk right into your death. It's easy, Not saying goodbye. Not holding onto anything anymore. It's easy, Accepting the fact that you'll be gone. That...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Dec 26, 2013

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    I still have never told anyone I know about

    this. I try and try to make sense of why I tried. I was taking a bath after hours of crying, and cutting and decided take my meds all of them. I went to bed . Thinking they will find me tomorrow. I woke up and went on like I never did it.
    Mybiscuits Mybiscuits 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 1

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    Eating a medicine cabinet full of pills

    and writing a will. waking up in an ambulance with two IVs in my arms. vomiting from charcoal being poured down my throat. These things are what happened. i cope now but not as well as i should i guess...
    ozzytrain ozzytrain 18-21, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I know the horrible, endless walks through the

    hallways that you endure every morning, near vomiting. I know the afternoon bus rides to Hell, where you sit frozen with fear, praying to just become invisible. I know the locker room beat-downs, and the lunch room stares, and the wounding words behind your back, and the hateful...
    CuntySwag CuntySwag 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 9

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    I only tried once. I was one of those people

    who knew how to successfully kill yourself. I can say its a miracle I'm still alive, not that I even believe in miracles. I was just sitting on the bathroom floor with a razor. Most of you know how this plays out. I learned on the internet how to properly do it: Down the lane...
    LaurenJFisher LaurenJFisher 22-25 1 Response Dec 4, 2013

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    I remember laying on the bathroom floor,

    16 pills in one hand and a mug of water in the other. I was just having a massive break down, couldn't stop crying or shaking, I had all these thoughts go through my head saying it can all be over, just do it, my whole body felt like it just wanted to give up, I couldn't move or...
    georgiecrouch georgiecrouch 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 8

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    6 months ago when I was home alone by myself I

    was fed up with the world and I wanted to die. I took a knife from the kitchen and was going to slit my wrists. For some reason I couldn't bring myself to do it. I was kinda happy but also sad I didn't die that day.
    EmoGirl1237 EmoGirl1237 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    June 23, 2013 was the worst day of my life.

    Well, at the time it felt like it was. It was a beautiful Sunday afternoon, sunny and roughly 90 degrees, and I was out on a "date" with my boyfriend. I put date in quotes because all we were doing was driving around to find an empty parking lot where we could fool around in the...
    acidxxxfire acidxxxfire 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 4

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    I took pills because I just got mad

    and lost it, went 2 hospital they said I was fine, I also took a knife to my wrist.
    mauricefleury1984 mauricefleury1984 46-50, M 1 Response Mar 31

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    So Many Pills So Little Time

    So I am now 29 and have a good life but go back a few years and I was ******. When I was 12 I took a bottle af pills and ended up in a Mental hospital. Stayed 30 day and they sent me home. When I was 14 years old life was ****! I took around 300 dog pills "for real"...
    NOTSOSICK NOTSOSICK 26-30 2 Responses May 21, 2008

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    Was at a very low point in my life ,

    nothing seemed to go right but luckily I only TRIED and it wasn't successful . There is so much beauty to life and living you just have to find 😍👏👌😁
    ChrisMackin ChrisMackin 16-17, M Apr 6

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    I tried to commit suicide countless times.

    There was always someone who told me to stop, but I never listened to them. And now, I'm really glad I listened because attempting suicide has really changed me in some ways. I can't eat pills properly anymore. Looking at knives is scary. Blades, razors as well. There's always a...
    dearlovecc dearlovecc 13-15, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Today I had a suicide encounter again.

    I overcame it, but still to this very moment it haunts me.
    shorthairgurl shorthairgurl 18-21, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    My mind feels blank most of the time

    since then. It seems as if I killed my soul but my body remained alive. Am I the only one who finds herself staring at a point for minutes, without ever knowing where am I wandering? I thought that people could get used to depressing thoughts, but I realize now that we are not...
    Andreawantstodie Andreawantstodie 18-21, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    I tried to kill myself a few years ago

    and am thinking it is the only way out of my **** life now. I'm writing this here because I have no one I can talk to about it really. I would just get locked up somewhere put on some crap medication that would just cause side effects. I think I can hear peoples thoughts and...
    hk122 hk122 31-35, M 6 Responses Mar 31

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    it is really tempting to commit suicide.

    ..again. I just want everything to be calm and alright... I hope I get through all these temptations... I am trying to overcome all these emotions and just focus on my work and my life..
    wherethehealingbegins wherethehealingbegins 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    This one is a hard one

    for me. I was sitting there beside a grave of the one person I could always count on no matter what. I had my gun and I was ready to end my life. The biggest gust of wind I have ever felt hit me so hard I almost fell over. I know it was her. She was trying to tell me to stop...
    GoodGuy40 GoodGuy40 36-40, M Jan 29

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    Ever since I was about 13 its been nagging me

    at the back of my conscience. Every car ride I would get the thought stuck in my head that i should open just open the door. Fall out, roll, and get runover. At school i used to think of falling down the stairwell in order to snap my neck. If a mugger came at night I would...
    baaron4 baaron4 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    I never understood what pushed people into

    committing suicede till i tried to take my own life away. I was 14 and it was the around the end of march. I had been verbally abused constantly day after day by my own mother the one person thats suppose to love me unconditionally. The person that brought me into the world was...
    Jewels2145 Jewels2145 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 1

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    Failed Attempt...

    Today, I skipped school, I was trying to get away from all the bullying, at least for the day. Well, one guy who bullies me, lives near me... HE stayed home too... I guess he wanted to break into my house or something, because he went into my house through MY window at about 9...
    ADemonsFate ADemonsFate 16-17, M 17 Responses Jun 3, 2013

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    Foiled in my attempt: Weak,

    severely depressed, in agony and unable to get out of bed I googled how many pills it would take to end my life. (Having a large supply of narcotic painkillers made this a real possibility and an "easy" way out ) As I lined the pills up, overwhelmed by the sheer pain I felt...
    SteelButterfly SteelButterfly 41-45, F 8 Responses Feb 17

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    Once Upon A Time

    Once upon a time there was a girl that was very sad. She lived in a dark, cold, ugly place. She wanted to sleep and never wake She didn't want to feel anything anymore... Everything was too much to deal with. She wanted to end it all No one knew She just smiled... everyone...
    surrealreality surrealreality 31-35, F 16 Responses Jan 31, 2012

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    GaleJake GaleJake 13-15, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    i tried about 5 times already.

    the first two times were because of bullies. the next two were because i just gave up on life. the last one was for two reasons first reason i fought with my parents on that night and the second reason was because i was just hurting in more ways than one so i just wanted to...
    shawny97 shawny97 16-17, M 23 Responses Jan 2

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    About 15 minutes ago I cut my wrist

    and sat in the bath tub, but it didn't work.
    karahmae karahmae 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I tried to hang myself once.

    my friend called the cops and i went to the hospital but got sent home. Then i told my mom I was going to kill myself and she brought me to the hospital where I was admitted. best week of my life. My family treats this all like it is a joke. but i think about killing myself...
    raintaylors248 raintaylors248 16-17, F 8 Responses Mar 31

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