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I Tried to Commit Suicede

Share your suicide attempt(s) with others. You are not alone. 4,054 People

    its like every time you start planning

    and have no one, someone pops up out of nowhere and you just can't leave them. it happens over and over again tbh. sometimes I wish no one would pop up just one time so maybe I could leave without hurting someone.
    XxBonesExposedxX XxBonesExposedxX 13-15, F 3 Responses May 15

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    What else can I do with my life.

    ... I Lost everyone I could count on. My parents and my sister in a car accident..... WHY?????? Now I'm thinking about ending my life to be up there with them.
    RestInPeaceSister RestInPeaceSister 13-15, F 2 Responses May 20

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    Probably the hardest thing to admit I'm a world

    full of judge mental people. I did attempt it. I remember the feeling, how hard my heart beated and how much I wanted to be gone.
    JustMe0923 JustMe0923 16-17, M 1 Response May 16

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    Tried and thought about 2 weeks ago.

    . Me being foolish I told my counsellor and now I have to go for mental health assessment on Wednesday. Not only didn't I want anyone to know she told my mum and a safe guarding officer rang my granny! So now I can't eat without feeling sick I've thrown up from pure nerves and...
    Ridingtonewyork Ridingtonewyork 16-17, F 25 Responses Apr 12

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    So in my last post, I said I was going to

    commit suicide. I'm still here obviously, so this is just an update on what happened. On Friday, school was terrible. Everything and everyone were pushing my limit. When I got home my family pushed me too. They pushed me over my limit by a mile. It was a lot of emotions bottled...
    Ashleyyyb Ashleyyyb 18-21, F 7 Responses Mar 3

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    Failed Attempt...

    Today, I skipped school, I was trying to get away from all the bullying, at least for the day. Well, one guy who bullies me, lives near me... HE stayed home too... I guess he wanted to break into my house or something, because he went into my house through MY window at about 9...
    ADemonsFate ADemonsFate 18-21, M 19 Responses Jun 3, 2013

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    I'm not suicidal, and I haven't ever been.

    But I know what depression is like and I don't want anyone to go through it alone. I know I'm pretty much a randomer, but I'm a good listener and here If anyone wants to talk, male or female. I won't judge anyone for anything, Because I've done some pretty unforgivable stuff...
    skittlequeen skittlequeen 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I almost tried just 10 minutes ago.

    I don't even know what I'm doing anymore, I don't know why I got up on that chair and tied the rope, or why I didn't go through with kicking the chair away and letting myself die. I just don't know anymore
    BeYou321 BeYou321 13-15, F 4 Responses May 9

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    I killed myself on my sixteenth birthday.

    I am 17 now. I am still dead, but how can I be typing this right now? Simply because I am the hollow shell that exists afterwards. I am the body without soul, nor spirit. I am dead, yet I am alive. Welcome to the world of suicide.
    TheSmartestManOnEarth TheSmartestManOnEarth 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 22, 2014

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    baileebae baileebae 16-17, F 72 Responses Dec 10, 2014

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    Long Story Short...

    When people look at me, they think " Oh, she's a model, she must have such a great life. " Wrong. My life hasn't been complete sunshine and rainbows, though it hasn't been complete **** either. I've had a bit of bad luck in life with different things happening that I don't need...
    Sassberry Sassberry 26-30 3 Responses Jun 18, 2013

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    Foiled in my attempt: Weak,

    severely depressed, in agony and unable to get out of bed I googled how many pills it would take to end my life. (Having a large supply of narcotic painkillers made this a real possibility and an "easy" way out ) As I lined the pills up, overwhelmed by the sheer pain I felt...
    SteelButterfly SteelButterfly 41-45, F 8 Responses Feb 17, 2014

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    Im not ******* successful Man NOT *******

    SUCCESSFUL AT KILLING MYSELF I TOOK 10 pills or more of adhd meds they arnt working wtf im mad
    teal00 teal00 13-15, F May 13

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    I was in a deep depression phase in my life,

    it still goes on till this day, but I just had to realize that the more I dread life the less I'll live it. I try to make the positives count. I feel my antisocial-ness gives me time to think to myself . I keep striving to out branch depression each day.
    lonelygypsy lonelygypsy 13-15, F 8 Responses Jul 24, 2014

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    I wanted to kill myself a couple of hours ago

    but something happened that made me not do it I told my sister she won't see my tomorrow because I was going to do it She stood there and stayed still with tears in her eyes she ran to me and hugged me and said "don't go who would sleep in the bottom bunk I'll miss you" I couldn...
    RainbowWolf13 RainbowWolf13 13-15, F 11 Responses Apr 25

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    So I tried to commit suicide two days ago.

    It all went badly wrong. Hopefully it will work next time soon.
    musicmatters1111 musicmatters1111 36-40, M 32 Responses 2 days ago

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    Everyday after school I get the bus home

    when I do it drops me off next to a main road to get to my house I have to cross this and it's so tempting to wait for a lorry then run out of the bush on to the road and commit suicide and everyday I try this and everyday my feet stop at the edge of the curb and I just walk...
    polarbearlove polarbearlove 16-17, F May 17

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    Paracetamol doesn't work i took 24

    and 3 days later im okay even the hospital said so lol
    jackalfredthegr8 jackalfredthegr8 13-15, M 2 Responses May 19

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    Quertal Quertal 13-15, M 3 Responses Jun 25, 2014

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    Nobody expected it from me.

    About two years ago I overdosed on anti depressants and was rushed to hospital and then I had to get my stomach pumped. I feel like I've changed so much since then. I'm a much happier person now. I'm proud of myself that I made it this far. :D
    GoddessKaiya GoddessKaiya 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    Bloody Wrists✂️ I'm sitting here on the

    floor Making sure I lock the door Tears flowing down my face As I try to erase the pain I'm taking a risk I'm clenching my fists Biting down on a rag Wondering why I feel so sad I have a blade against my skin I slide it as I bite my lip Red blood dripping down Now I can't hear...
    Suicidekisses Suicidekisses 18-21, F 3 Responses May 14, 2014

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    If you’re feeling suicidal,

    please read this first. Wanna kill yourself? Imagine this. You come home from school one day. You’ve had yet another horrible day. You’re just ready to give up. So you go to your room, close the door, and take out that suicide note you’ve written and rewritten over and...
    akaShaun akaShaun 16-17, M 2 Responses May 8, 2014

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    What's the point in living.

    Some people treated me unfairly because of my Autism. Well I have Aspergers Syndrome and I get treated like **** because of it. I always get blamed for problems. Like when I stand up for myself that person gets mad and yells at me back. I might as well kill myself. **** life.
    maialove maialove 22-25, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I've attempted an overdose 3 times,

    all failed and thank **** they did! honestly anyone out there who is trying to take their life, don't do it. think of the people around you. it hurts them just as much. I was unwell for weeks, one of the worste feelings ever and not worth it at all. At that moment I thought it...
    aimsdisneyox aimsdisneyox 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    They Told Me Its A Miracle Im Still Alive

    I'd rather not get into the details.... I don't know for sure if i was really trying to kill myself or not to be honest. I just wanted to be done with everything... I snorted half a pill of oxycodone, i popped 2 ambien, and took 25 benadril. It was such a rush for me, that i dont...
    coltonconley coltonconley 13-15, M 25 Responses Feb 18, 2012

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    I often hear stories of people losing others to

    suicide, what they go through. It's almost an unintentional pain. Nobody wants it to happen, not even the person doing the deed. I don't think people would mean to hurt the people they love, but at the same time they don't understand how much other people love them. I can...
    MeadowLark4 MeadowLark4 16-17 1 Response May 17

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    Yesterday I was in school

    and I had a razor blade. I went into the bathroom and cut my throat. It bled. But I didn't die, which Is why I'm trying again to kill myself.
    Montana2002 Montana2002 13-15, F 30 Responses 5 days ago

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    Sunday will be 2 weeks

    that I tried to commit suicide... today I'm take a **** load of pills that make me feel so sick . effexor is my new pill that make my thoughts worse ... made me loose q pounds feel bloated I don't eat if I do I vomit it all up ... my life went from bad to worse.. but now I no I...
    sanchez13 sanchez13 13-15, F 2 Responses May 16

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    Feeling Guilty

    Hello everyone. I decided to finally talk about it. One of my closest friends just lost his dad and well it came as a shock to all of us because he never told us something was wrong. Anyway this was a catalyst to what follows: I cried a lot for my friend's sorrow,he tries to hide...
    IcedPhoenix IcedPhoenix 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 27, 2013

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    Take Me Seriously

    Depression isn't a joke. Cutting isn't a joke. Anorexia isn't a joke. Suicide definitely isn't a joke... But why is it that when i scream "I wish i was dead" you tell me im attention seeking or yell at me? Why dont you take my words and actions seriously? What will it take? Maybe...
    15ShadesOfBlue 15ShadesOfBlue 16-17, F 9 Responses May 20, 2013

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    I still want because I overthink

    and my feelings are killing me I am having panic attacks and I can't breath what's the point of living if you have this curse following you :(
    IjUstDoNtCare12 IjUstDoNtCare12 13-15, F 37 Responses Jan 5, 2014

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    GUYS I JUST REALIZED THAT SUICIDE IS SPELLED

    WRONG IN THE EXPERIENCE title. I'm so sorry. I had to say something. It was bothering me.
    SavingLucy17 SavingLucy17 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 14

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    The pain feels goo when you want to die

    but still it never works like it's not suppose to happen. I don't know why I always get the hardest life. In everything. I can give you 100 examples, even 1000 if I had the time. My life feels so useless. Every heartbeat is another tick on the clock of my life wasted. Don't try...
    Xyis Xyis 13-15, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    PikachuIsPikachu PikachuIsPikachu 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    Sometimes I wish I didn't have a girlfriend,

    so i had no one to hurt. So I could end my life. I've already written my will.... It's not very long, i don't own much. I've always wondered why people hate me so much; I know 100% why now. The only people who I believe actually love me are my girlfriend (I still don't know why...
    Futuresdiary Futuresdiary 13-15, M 1 Response May 10

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    When i was 13 i tried suffocating myself with a

    pillow, with no luck When i was 15 i tried hanging myself but i was too scared to let go When i was 16 i tried cutting my wrists but was too afraid of the pain When i was 17 i tried overdosing on sleeping pills to no results At 18, i had given up, perhaps there's a reason i...
    yourpetmuzzie yourpetmuzzie 18-21, M 6 Responses Feb 23, 2014

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    I'm going to kill myself.

    I have nothing to live for. Im sorry to everyone I let down
    gottapeepee1232 gottapeepee1232 22-25, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    6 times. And when I woke up again,

    I realized that no one, not even death, wanted me.
    24wildroses 24wildroses 13-15, F 9 Responses Mar 8

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    Death Is No Longer A Thing To Be Feared.

    I guess this is a follow up to my other story 'These are my confessions.' Within it, I say how I have tried to commit suicide... and I guess I'm writing this to enable people to understand what drives people to try and take their own life. Within my life, there is a lot of...
    Dinnis04 Dinnis04 18-21, F 6 Responses Dec 30, 2012

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    XxAngelInTheDarkxX XxAngelInTheDarkxX 13-15, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I can't believe I'm telling this to strangers

    but back when I was 14 I was diagnosed with Bipolar and I've been on strong antipsychotics for about 4 years well back in September I tried to commit. I overdosed on Ibuprofen (it was the only I had) I took about 30 pills which was about 2,000 milligrams over the recommended...
    AvaDay AvaDay 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 26

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    I am in the hospital right now

    because I just recently tried to kill myself because I hate my life
    Hottim101 Hottim101 18-21, M 21 Responses Dec 25, 2014

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    Sometimes I wish I wasn't in a relationship

    because it would be easier to just end it all without worrying about someone else...
    SuicidalGirl2015 SuicidalGirl2015 16-17, F 4 Responses May 18

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    https://m.soundcloud.

    com/eriikaa/sucide Nah, don't suicide. It wasn't worth the try. I'm glad I didn't die. You wouldn't find it worthful either. Listen to the song, you'll know...
    RaZorr RaZorr 22-25, M 1 Response May 13

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    I've tried to kill myself,

    not just once, but so many times that it's becoming difficult to believe that I'm still alive. I'd rather not reveal detail or numbers, but I'm telling the truth, 100%, and I'm tired of trying and I want to stop these thoughts and actions of suicide:
    havingfun89 havingfun89 16-17, M 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I have a question for everyone who's lives have

    improved since your attempt. Does anyone still worry you'll try again? If yes, does it bother you when they almost obsessively make sure you're okay?
    justfloatingby2day justfloatingby2day 18-21, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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