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I Tried to Commit Suicede

Share your suicide attempt(s) with others. You are not alone. 3,443 People

    Take Me Seriously

    Depression isn't a joke. Cutting isn't a joke. Anorexia isn't a joke. Suicide definitely isn't a joke... But why is it that when i scream "I wish i was dead" you tell me im attention seeking or yell at me? Why dont you take my words and actions seriously? What will it take? Maybe...
    15ShadesOfBlue 15ShadesOfBlue 13-15, F 6 Responses May 20, 2013

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    I'm planning to, with a friend in another

    country. I'm tired of cutting myself, it gets really boring. I love the pain but not the scars... I tried once when I was 12, but I failed. I wish I succeeded then...
    Verasayshi Verasayshi 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Long Story Short...

    When people look at me, they think " Oh, she's a model, she must have such a great life. " Wrong. My life hasn't been complete sunshine and rainbows, though it hasn't been complete **** either. I've had a bit of bad luck in life with different things happening that I don't need...
    Sassberry Sassberry 26-30 3 Responses Jun 18, 2013

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    Quertal Quertal 13-15, M 3 Responses Jun 25

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    I Tried. And I Still Consider.

    Exactly one year ago yesterday, which happened to be my 16th Birthday, I tried to kill myself. I was going through a **** time in life, and, after one year, still am. I still have suicidal thoughts to this day, but I realize I now have a couple of things to live for. I remeber...
    dearveronica dearveronica 18-21, F 8 Responses Apr 5, 2012

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    I was watching: wristcutters: a love story.

    And i couldn't make it past the 46 minute mark, i was breaking down, i still am. I hope that type of place really exists. Although that world doesn't allow happiness, it's not like i have any anyway. I still lay here, on this uncomfortable couch (my "bed") crying and shaking, my...
    futurediary futurediary 13-15, M 3 Responses Aug 28

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    When I was 14 I was raped.

    I had hardly any friends. I did well in school but often felt unchallenged because the work was so easy a caveman could do it. My parents were both unloving and abusive. They hit me and verbally attacked me on a daily basis. They told me how ugly I was and how children should be...
    Thatonegirl53 Thatonegirl53 18-21, F 6 Responses Sep 7

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    I did about 3 days ago.

    I was in the hospital for awhile. I got 50 stiches but im ok. I am having doctors talk to me every week now
    ginny1q1q ginny1q1q 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 25

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    I've attempted several times,

    thought about it and wished for death constantly. The worst time was this January, it was so cold and people were talking about accidental carbon monoxide deaths and that was the idea I ran with. I sat in my car in the closed garage with the engine running for over thirty...
    Tigerlily53 Tigerlily53 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 28

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    Did you know that sometimes

    when people change their looks dramatically it means they might have thoughts on suicide? Oh really? *looks at how much I've changed the past 2 years* Oh that makes more sense *thinks about how many times I tried to commit suicide* Yes that makes way more sense Do you also...
    Angelfromhell17 Angelfromhell17 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 18

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    I took a lot of pills

    but they obviously weren't enough....
    MADSOUNDS MADSOUNDS 13-15, F 3 Responses Sep 5

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    Here i am, back in this train of thought.

    I have a reason to live, a person, however, knowing the way i am, i'll end up doing something stupid and completely ruin everything i cherish. Once i lose that person, i lose all reason to live, i'll end up with a rope in my hands, or a gun in my hand, or even a knife to my...
    futurediary futurediary 13-15, M a week ago

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    Yup. I Was Stupid. *graphic*

    I was a month away from being married one year.  My marriage wasn't going well.  Despite all my attempts to get my husband's attention, it wasn't working.  We worked different hours and...well...hell if I know. My boss was hitting on me.  Kissing me.  I...
    ChristineJones ChristineJones 31-35, F 13 Responses Jun 18, 2010

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    Once Upon A Time

    Once upon a time there was a girl that was very sad. She lived in a dark, cold, ugly place. She wanted to sleep and never wake She didn't want to feel anything anymore... Everything was too much to deal with. She wanted to end it all No one knew She just smiled... everyone...
    surrealreality surrealreality 31-35, F 15 Responses Jan 31, 2012

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    They Told Me Its A Miracle Im Still Alive

    I'd rather not get into the details.... I don't know for sure if i was really trying to kill myself or not to be honest. I just wanted to be done with everything... I snorted half a pill of oxycodone, i popped 2 ambien, and took 25 benadril. It was such a rush for me, that i dont...
    coltonconley coltonconley 13-15, M 26 Responses Feb 18, 2012

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    I put a gun to my throat,

    head tilted up, and i pulled the trigger, once, nothing, twice, nothing, three times, nothing. I open the magazine (part that holds bullets) and i found that there wasn't anything in it. I can't even die right.
    futurediary futurediary 13-15, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    Failed Attempt...

    Today, I skipped school, I was trying to get away from all the bullying, at least for the day. Well, one guy who bullies me, lives near me... HE stayed home too... I guess he wanted to break into my house or something, because he went into my house through MY window at about 9...
    ADemonsFate ADemonsFate 16-17, M 18 Responses Jun 3, 2013

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    When i was 13 i tried suffocating myself with a

    pillow, with no luck When i was 15 i tried hanging myself but i was too scared to let go When i was 16 i tried cutting my wrists but was too afraid of the pain When i was 17 i tried overdosing on sleeping pills to no results At 18, i had given up, perhaps there's a reason i...
    yourpetmuzzie yourpetmuzzie 18-21, M 4 Responses Feb 23

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    This one is a hard one

    for me. I was sitting there beside a grave of the one person I could always count on no matter what. I had my gun and I was ready to end my life. The biggest gust of wind I have ever felt hit me so hard I almost fell over. I know it was her. She was trying to tell me to stop...
    GoodGuy40 GoodGuy40 41-45, M Jan 29

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    Death Is No Longer A Thing To Be Feared.

    I guess this is a follow up to my other story 'These are my confessions.' Within it, I say how I have tried to commit suicide... and I guess I'm writing this to enable people to understand what drives people to try and take their own life. Within my life, there is a lot of...
    Dinnis04 Dinnis04 18-21, F 6 Responses Dec 30, 2012

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    Pierce7891 Pierce7891 16-17, F Aug 30

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    Foiled in my attempt: Weak,

    severely depressed, in agony and unable to get out of bed I googled how many pills it would take to end my life. (Having a large supply of narcotic painkillers made this a real possibility and an "easy" way out ) As I lined the pills up, overwhelmed by the sheer pain I felt...
    SteelButterfly SteelButterfly 41-45, F 7 Responses Feb 17

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    I tried to hang myself from the front door of

    my house but someone called the police and ambulance and they cut me down. I was arrested and detained under the mental health act. the following day the police charged me with harassment for trying to kill myself!!
    skiwi78 skiwi78 36-40, M 3 Responses Aug 25

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    I still want because I overthink

    and my feelings are killing me I am having panic attacks and I can't breath what's the point of living if you have this curse following you :(
    IjUstDoNtCare12 IjUstDoNtCare12 13-15, F 40 Responses Jan 5

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    Currently in hospital

    because I attempted suicide last night through overdose , struggling to eat & drink fluids , I'll keep you all posted but would appreciate not being messaged till I'm home , hugs amee X
    princess2121 princess2121 16-17, F 5 Responses May 22

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    The lord is close to the brokenhearted.

    He saves those whose spirits have been crushed. Psalm 34:18
    Pierce7891 Pierce7891 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 30

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    It's coming up to a year.

    On September 23rd 2013 I hanged myself in my back garden. I fell out of the noose and lost consciousness and from that I was admitted to a psychiatric ward. I don't feel any better. I still just wanna die but I can't do it to my family again. It's not fair but neither is living...
    romanalanski romanalanski 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 25

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    3,400 members Wow Why do u want to kill

    yourself ?! Or cause yourself pain Turn to god
    RainbowWolf13 RainbowWolf13 13-15, F 4 Responses Sep 5

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    First off *suicide. Anyway it was a couple

    months ago. I'm not going into why, I don't like putting my problems on others. But what really helped me was calling the suicide hotline. You should call them if you ever just need to talk. National Suicide Prevention phone 1-800-273-8255
    Wynnieskye Wynnieskye 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 27

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    I am not putting this experience on here to put

    anyone in a depressive mood, I'm putting this on here to advise you NOT to commit suicide, I was planning to, and then I stopped. I was 17 years old, (3 years ago) and I considered my life to be a complete mess. It was at the time, and there was only 2 ways to go, I could end my...
    Ryanholmes20375 Ryanholmes20375 18-21, M 3 Responses Apr 4

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    I want to die more than anything in the world

    No one seems to care about me anymore My boyfriend helps his hardest but it's harder than he thinks Everyone says oh I understand what your going through And then they just act like it's no BIG DEAL IT IS TO ME BECAUSE I EANT TO END MY LIFE SO NO ONE ENDS UP WITH ME Because I...
    ameliapond999 ameliapond999 13-15, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    I've tried it before.

    And I think I'm going to try it again.. I can't take this life anymore. Everyone believes I'm so strong, but I'm not. I just can't do this anymore...
    brandijade92 brandijade92 18-21, F 4 Responses Sep 3

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    I killed myself on my sixteenth birthday.

    I am 17 now. I am still dead, but how can I be typing this right now? Simply because I am the hollow shell that exists afterwards. I am the body without soul, nor spirit. I am dead, yet I am alive. Welcome to the world of suicide.
    TheSmartestManOnEarth TheSmartestManOnEarth 16-17, M 1 Response Jun 22

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    i tried about 5 times already.

    the first two times were because of bullies. the next two were because i just gave up on life. the last one was for two reasons first reason i fought with my parents on that night and the second reason was because i was just hurting in more ways than one so i just wanted to...
    shawny97 shawny97 16-17, M 23 Responses Jan 2

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    I was in a deep depression phase in my life,

    it still goes on till this day, but I just had to realize that the more I dread life the less I'll live it. I try to make the positives count. I feel my antisocial-ness gives me time to think to myself . I keep striving to out branch depression each day.
    lonelygypsy lonelygypsy 13-15, F 8 Responses Jul 24

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    I admit I gave in and wanted the pain to end

    but I had a friend to support me.
    ElectricDream ElectricDream 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 8

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    Bloody Wrists✂️ I'm sitting here on the

    floor Making sure I lock the door Tears flowing down my face As I try to erase the pain I'm taking a risk I'm clenching my fists Biting down on a rag Wondering why I feel so sad I have a blade against my skin I slide it as I bite my lip Red blood dripping down Now I can't hear...
    Suicidekisses Suicidekisses 16-17, F 3 Responses May 14

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    Suicide Prevention Week is this week.

    It might bring up some painful memories, but remember, you're still here for a reason. And be someone else's reason to why they're still here. Promote this week like you never have before. You could save a life!
    MariskaLover MariskaLover 18-21, F Sep 7

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    xxxalyssabrownxxx xxxalyssabrownxxx 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 31

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    I have overdosed over 8 times failing every

    time. It was a painful day then. I had to go to school and put my fake smile on yet again. Suicide is not the answer! Life does get better and you learn to cope. Please don't go through this alone! I am always here for you :) stay strong
    Muppo23 Muppo23 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 1

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    Feeling Guilty

    Hello everyone. I decided to finally talk about it. One of my closest friends just lost his dad and well it came as a shock to all of us because he never told us something was wrong. Anyway this was a catalyst to what follows: I cried a lot for my friend's sorrow,he tries to hide...
    IcedPhoenix IcedPhoenix 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 27, 2013

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    I was heavily bullied

    for being 20 lbs underweight in 8th grade. My parents didn't seem to give a ****. I told on the bullies numerous times but the school faculty did well... Nothing. I couldn't fight back because I was too skinny and weak. Whenever I told my parents, brother or sister, they acted...
    AmJordi AmJordi 16-17, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Well my experience. My first time ever going in

    public. Well here it goes. By the 5th grade I started cutting. I was going through something horrible By 6th grade my scars got deeper and longer. The problem got worst. 7th i enjoyed the feeling. I like the numbness. The warm guilty but good feeling. The razor would leave in...
    Dreamer10094 Dreamer10094 16-17, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    October 7th 2013

    I tried to kill myself on October 7th 2013. I was sitting in my room with my gun to my head when my bro walked in. He didn't say a word he just took then gun and embraced me. That's why I'm still here today he saved me.
    musiclover1997 musiclover1997 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 10, 2013

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    If you’re feeling suicidal,

    please read this first. Wanna kill yourself? Imagine this. You come home from school one day. You’ve had yet another horrible day. You’re just ready to give up. So you go to your room, close the door, and take out that suicide note you’ve written and rewritten over and...
    akaShaun akaShaun 16-17, M 2 Responses May 8

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    When I was 9.........

    ....I tried to jump off the balcony, it seemed like a good idea since I was on the 8th floor and there's no way anyone could have survived if they jumped off.
    AriaDream AriaDream 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 5

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    I've had 5 attempts before 15?

    And they say there's nothing wrong with society,
    smellingtheroses smellingtheroses 13-15, F 14 Responses Jun 25

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    I Just Kept Failing

    Their has been many times in my life where I have attempted killing myself, whether it's by trying to hang myself, starving myself, overdosing on many drugs and pills, slicing my veins up, and ect. but each time I fail, I'll either faint and wake up as if nothing had happen, or...
    Fezzii Fezzii 18-21, F 24 Responses Jan 5, 2013

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    I was at my darkest moment I was only 12 & in

    8th grade, I couldn't take it anymore my whole life all I've ever heard were names about my weight, looks & arms. I felt like a bomb I wanted to go off but I kept resting the time. All I wanted was to end my life. If it meant shooting myself, over dose or being choked by a rope...
    DestroyToCreate DestroyToCreate 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    yeah.. there back. again.

    someone help me..
    shannacobb2000 shannacobb2000 13-15, F 3 Responses Sep 3

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    Darktooth41 Darktooth41 18-21, M 6 Responses Sep 8

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    I have never felt so low in my life ever before.

    .. January 22nd, 2014 I tried to take my own life.. I slit my wrists 18+ times and almost bled out on my bedroom floor. Is it sad that I wish I hadn't have woke up? People found out that night because of a comment I made on Twitter and my cheer coach found out and asked me to...
    swtchks97 swtchks97 16-17, F 5 Responses Jun 5

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    By all accounts I should be dead.

    I took a massive overdose and drove to a secluded place to die. I made the mistake of leaving a note and saying goodbye to a few people. I was found and survived. I have a very bleak outlook on life because I see the way that people treat each other (war, famine, murder...
    SomethingsWrong82 SomethingsWrong82 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 2

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