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I Tried to Commit Suicede

Share your suicide attempt(s) with others. You are not alone. 3,912 People

    If you’re feeling suicidal,

    please read this first. Wanna kill yourself? Imagine this. You come home from school one day. You’ve had yet another horrible day. You’re just ready to give up. So you go to your room, close the door, and take out that suicide note you’ve written and rewritten over and...
    akaShaun akaShaun 16-17, M 2 Responses May 8, 2014

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    I killed myself on my sixteenth birthday.

    I am 17 now. I am still dead, but how can I be typing this right now? Simply because I am the hollow shell that exists afterwards. I am the body without soul, nor spirit. I am dead, yet I am alive. Welcome to the world of suicide.
    TheSmartestManOnEarth TheSmartestManOnEarth 16-17, M 1 Response Jun 22, 2014

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    I still want because I overthink

    and my feelings are killing me I am having panic attacks and I can't breath what's the point of living if you have this curse following you :(
    IjUstDoNtCare12 IjUstDoNtCare12 13-15, F 37 Responses Jan 5, 2014

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    I tried to post this last year

    but it was removed. When I was living alone for the second time I was very unhappy. I felt so abandoned and my mother didn't care or want to do anything. I was crying and just so upset. Something happened one day and she left me. I was stuck, trapped living with these evil vibe...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 1 Response Mar 7

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    Step1 Slowly convince yourself

    that nothing is real so that the pain recedes with time but never healed, because after all isn't that what all the intellects buy these days. Next, compleat lose of reality. Cut off all exterior human interactions, and plunge head first into insanity. Final, shut down all...
    yamang yamang 22-25, M Feb 22

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    I feel like I'm close to trying to again,

    even though I know it won't help things. but maybe I'd at least be a rest. although... what about the few people in my life that I would be leaving although I think they'll be better off at this point.
    EFairy EFairy 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 1

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    I am in the hospital right now

    because I just recently tried to kill myself because I hate my life
    Hottim101 Hottim101 18-21, M 21 Responses Dec 25, 2014

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    Bloody Wrists✂️ I'm sitting here on the

    floor Making sure I lock the door Tears flowing down my face As I try to erase the pain I'm taking a risk I'm clenching my fists Biting down on a rag Wondering why I feel so sad I have a blade against my skin I slide it as I bite my lip Red blood dripping down Now I can't hear...
    Suicidekisses Suicidekisses 18-21, F 3 Responses May 14, 2014

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    Just tried drowning in a pool.

    ..i feel like an idiot cuz i gave up in the last moment...i'm so damn weak...
    anderlr anderlr 13-15, M 2 Responses Feb 22

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    I tried to commit suicide last summer.

    This was a second attempt for the year after a less serious attempt during the spring. It was really bad. I ended up in a coma for 2 weeks and in the hospital for a month. I had a trach for 7 months after that. I'm going through a really bad spell of depression again right now...
    suisquirrel suisquirrel 41-45, F Mar 6

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    I can't listen to the OneRepublic song

    'secrets'. My mom committed suicide four years ago, and at night up until about a year ago I would listen to that song over and over again at night because I couldn't sleep. I went days without sleeping, and I started listening to it during the day. Days, and I'm talking maybe...
    justadude00 justadude00 13-15, M 4 Responses Feb 25

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    I Tried. And I Still Consider.

    Exactly one year ago yesterday, which happened to be my 16th Birthday, I tried to kill myself. I was going through a **** time in life, and, after one year, still am. I still have suicidal thoughts to this day, but I realize I now have a couple of things to live for. I remeber...
    dearveronica dearveronica 18-21, F 8 Responses Apr 5, 2012

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    I started a YouTube channel hoping to share my

    story of depression and my suicide attempt story.I want people to know death isn't the answer. That your worth it. Life is a struggle the road gets hard sometimes, but I believe god has a plan for all of us. Please be strong.Here's the link if you would like to check out the...
    hopeliz hopeliz 16-17, F a week ago

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    I have attempted suicide 3 times.

    All of the times I attempted drowning. I never was hospitalized and no one knows. I have been bullied for a long time and I just chose that I wanted to die. I went underwater for so long that when I finally realized that I was about to die I honestly thought I might be dead. It...
    IamSCARED123 IamSCARED123 13-15, F 20 Responses Jul 30, 2014

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    I tried to kill myself yesterday.

    That was wrong of me but life without nate feels almost impossible it felt like my only option...But I'm going to get better.
    ChildOfHarmony ChildOfHarmony 16-17, F 4 Responses Mar 15

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    This might sound really bad but.

    .......... When I went through this I was apart of a pro-suicide group and i'm wondering if anyone else was in that type of group..?
    NoahVolley NoahVolley 18-21, M Feb 9

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    Failed Attempt...

    Today, I skipped school, I was trying to get away from all the bullying, at least for the day. Well, one guy who bullies me, lives near me... HE stayed home too... I guess he wanted to break into my house or something, because he went into my house through MY window at about 9...
    ADemonsFate ADemonsFate 18-21, M 19 Responses Jun 3, 2013

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    I never understood what pushed people into

    committing suicede till i tried to take my own life away. I was 14 and it was the around the end of march. I had been verbally abused constantly day after day by my own mother the one person thats suppose to love me unconditionally. The person that brought me into the world was...
    Jewels2145 Jewels2145 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 1, 2014

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    Response To A Question

    I am actually quite proud of this. There was a question that asked, " Is it possible to kill someone through the internet?.. I decided to respond to this because I felt that it was finally time to do something about all this bullying against those pleading for help or saying they...
    Sassberry Sassberry 26-30 2 Responses Sep 12, 2013

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    Am in the middle of an over dose attempt right

    now... These are strong pills i took 4 at once
    tig1991 tig1991 22-25, F 8 Responses Feb 25

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    I've had 5 attempts before 15?

    And they say there's nothing wrong with society,
    smellingtheroses smellingtheroses 13-15, F 14 Responses Jun 25, 2014

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    Feeling Guilty

    Hello everyone. I decided to finally talk about it. One of my closest friends just lost his dad and well it came as a shock to all of us because he never told us something was wrong. Anyway this was a catalyst to what follows: I cried a lot for my friend's sorrow,he tries to hide...
    IcedPhoenix IcedPhoenix 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 27, 2013

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    i tried about 5 times already.

    the first two times were because of bullies. the next two were because i just gave up on life. the last one was for two reasons first reason i fought with my parents on that night and the second reason was because i was just hurting in more ways than one so i just wanted to...
    shawny97 shawny97 16-17, M 22 Responses Jan 2, 2014

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    My story started on 7/1/14.

    After school I invited one of my best guy friends. We were on my bed my bed when we started making out and we were getting kinda hot and heavy. He all of the sudden got up and left. The next day he posted a video on facebook of us and everything went downhill from there. I was...
    HiImCody HiImCody 13-15, M 4 Responses Mar 6

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    Just out of hospital

    after an acetaminophen overdose on Monday last week, so 8 days ago exactly. Took 12 grams of Paracetamol on Monday night, washed down with a delicious Australian Shiraz. 12 grams is 24 tablets, 720mg of codeine also (30/500 Co-Codamol). I went to sleep and woke up, in agony...
    rzzamb rzzamb 26-30, M Feb 16

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    I tried to kill myself.

    I failed. I fail everything. She shouldn't have saved me. She always said I was a good person, just "misunderstood" but my psychosis and mental problems just makes me lose myself, and everyone around me. I am certain I will try again because.. why would I stay here? People just...
    wouldyoumissme wouldyoumissme 16-17, M 1 Response Mar 2

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    I tried to hang myself.

    I remember the tingle in my head and I felt I was about to explode then I saw my life flash before me and I could not do it no matter how much I wanted.
    ytryYOLO ytryYOLO 13-15, F Mar 12

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    I really feel like trying again.

    I have several extremely good reasons not to, but i feel like i'm supposed to. Like i need to. I think i'm starting to spiral again.
    Futuresdiary Futuresdiary 13-15, M 3 Responses Mar 18

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    Every time I feel weak

    because of a bunch of problems. All I think about as a solution is suicide. I have tried to commit suicide a looot of times but every time I stop and I feel even weaker for not having the strength to accomplish what I've decided (stop before drowning or stop befor cutting too...
    theburgundy theburgundy 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 22

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    I Just Kept Failing

    Their has been many times in my life where I have attempted killing myself, whether it's by trying to hang myself, starving myself, overdosing on many drugs and pills, slicing my veins up, and ect. but each time I fail, I'll either faint and wake up as if nothing had happen, or...
    Fezzii Fezzii 18-21, F 22 Responses Jan 5, 2013

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    So in my last post, I said I was going to

    commit suicide. I'm still here obviously, so this is just an update on what happened. On Friday, school was terrible. Everything and everyone were pushing my limit. When I got home my family pushed me too. They pushed me over my limit by a mile. It was a lot of emotions bottled...
    Ashleyyyb Ashleyyyb 18-21, F 5 Responses Mar 3

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    Death Is No Longer A Thing To Be Feared.

    I guess this is a follow up to my other story 'These are my confessions.' Within it, I say how I have tried to commit suicide... and I guess I'm writing this to enable people to understand what drives people to try and take their own life. Within my life, there is a lot of...
    Dinnis04 Dinnis04 18-21, F 6 Responses Dec 30, 2012

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    How many suicides will it take to make people

    realize what you say ******* matters
    hippiesnow hippiesnow 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 11

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    Quertal Quertal 13-15, M 3 Responses Jun 25, 2014

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    I was very lonely. I've suffered from depression

    for a long time and could never get over the feeling that I was never meant to live in this world in the first place. I felt like I was worthless, which I really am to the only people who matter to me. I felt just so tired and beaten down by this world. I felt that no matter...
    LaSouris LaSouris 16-17, T 1 Response Feb 5

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    Yesterday I fought with

    so many people and everyone was telling me to die so I grabbed 5 pills and swallowed them, then i felt really bad and had stomach aches, and I vomited 5 times and then had to go to the hospital. Never tell a person to die because you never know their problems
    valerybmv valerybmv 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 4

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    Foiled in my attempt: Weak,

    severely depressed, in agony and unable to get out of bed I googled how many pills it would take to end my life. (Having a large supply of narcotic painkillers made this a real possibility and an "easy" way out ) As I lined the pills up, overwhelmed by the sheer pain I felt...
    SteelButterfly SteelButterfly 41-45, F 8 Responses Feb 17, 2014

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    Once Upon A Time

    Once upon a time there was a girl that was very sad. She lived in a dark, cold, ugly place. She wanted to sleep and never wake She didn't want to feel anything anymore... Everything was too much to deal with. She wanted to end it all No one knew She just smiled... everyone...
    surrealreality surrealreality 31-35, F 15 Responses Jan 31, 2012

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    i tried to commit suicide

    after my dad did, because i was raped by one of his close friends growing up, he made me do meth
    madicakes123 madicakes123 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 16

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    When i was 13 i tried suffocating myself with a

    pillow, with no luck When i was 15 i tried hanging myself but i was too scared to let go When i was 16 i tried cutting my wrists but was too afraid of the pain When i was 17 i tried overdosing on sleeping pills to no results At 18, i had given up, perhaps there's a reason i...
    yourpetmuzzie yourpetmuzzie 18-21, M 6 Responses Feb 23, 2014

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    4th time, maybe 5th: It's been almost 3 weeks

    since my last attempt. Obviously, I failed yet again. I was unconscious at home for a couple days, but then I just woke up and went to work like nothing happened. I'm keep thinking about it. Will I ever get it right? Will I ever be free?
    Shonnie Shonnie 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 10

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    Alexz72 Alexz72 22-25, F 5 Responses 6 days ago

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    I have been in the hospial.

    . trying to take my own life.. Well it wasn't the first and not the last in gonna do it.. In such a mess..
    ThatGirlR ThatGirlR 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 26

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    Twice actually both cuz of ODing

    if only it actually worked
    silverstrike silverstrike 13-15, M 4 Responses Mar 1

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    They Told Me Its A Miracle Im Still Alive

    I'd rather not get into the details.... I don't know for sure if i was really trying to kill myself or not to be honest. I just wanted to be done with everything... I snorted half a pill of oxycodone, i popped 2 ambien, and took 25 benadril. It was such a rush for me, that i dont...
    coltonconley coltonconley 13-15, M 26 Responses Feb 18, 2012

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    I tried to kill myself last night.

    It obv didn't work out since I'm still here. I want to disapear and never come back.
    amandapanda2498 amandapanda2498 16-17, F 9 Responses Apr 9, 2014

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    In 6th grade it all began.

    I was a chubby, not fat though, kid with a lisp, I imagine you can see where this is going. I made friends with my new neighbor, you see we had just moved, and we were best friends. I looked up to him because he was everything I wanted to be. One side note before I get into it...
    heapograss heapograss 22-25, M 1 Response