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I Tried to Commit Suicede

Share your suicide attempt(s) with others. You are not alone. 3,745 People

    RebLynn RebLynn 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 15

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    Just want to rip my veins open

    and watch myself bleed out. I deserve it. For all the pain I caused. I'm a ******* monster.
    yamang yamang 22-25, M 2 Responses Dec 21, 2014

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    Currently in hospital

    because I attempted suicide last night through overdose , struggling to eat & drink fluids , I'll keep you all posted but would appreciate not being messaged till I'm home , hugs amee X
    princess2121 princess2121 16-17, F 5 Responses May 22, 2014

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    I tried to kill myself last night.

    It obv didn't work out since I'm still here. I want to disapear and never come back.
    amandapanda2498 amandapanda2498 16-17, F 9 Responses Apr 9, 2014

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    gramafey gramafey 13-15, F 6 Responses Dec 27, 2014

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    here i am....again. it's roughly 1pm here,

    i have school in 7 or so hours and sleep is not going to happen tonight, if it does happen it'll be at 5 or so. Never mind that though. i am deciding to document things about my days i have left in school. i won't be documenting everything, only the things that either left me...
    futurediary futurediary 13-15, M 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I was in a deep depression phase in my life,

    it still goes on till this day, but I just had to realize that the more I dread life the less I'll live it. I try to make the positives count. I feel my antisocial-ness gives me time to think to myself . I keep striving to out branch depression each day.
    lonelygypsy lonelygypsy 13-15, F 8 Responses Jul 24, 2014

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    My life is written on my arms,

    the blade being the pencil and my arms the paper, everyday I wake up and add a new word, a new memory, a new pain. I try to stay here for my mother and father were not strong enough. The thoughts are there and I keep going deeper I can't wear a t-shirt unless I want the whole...
    SleepwalkingToDeath SleepwalkingToDeath 16-17, M 2 Responses Jan 15

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    InsaneTeddy InsaneTeddy 13-15, M 3 Responses Dec 22, 2014

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    They Told Me Its A Miracle Im Still Alive

    I'd rather not get into the details.... I don't know for sure if i was really trying to kill myself or not to be honest. I just wanted to be done with everything... I snorted half a pill of oxycodone, i popped 2 ambien, and took 25 benadril. It was such a rush for me, that i dont...
    coltonconley coltonconley 13-15, M 26 Responses Feb 18, 2012

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    Feeling Guilty

    Hello everyone. I decided to finally talk about it. One of my closest friends just lost his dad and well it came as a shock to all of us because he never told us something was wrong. Anyway this was a catalyst to what follows: I cried a lot for my friend's sorrow,he tries to hide...
    IcedPhoenix IcedPhoenix 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 27, 2013

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    I won't try anymore. I promise.

    I have a "rock". if you read this, you know who you are. I don't have a purpose, and that's ok.
    futurediary futurediary 13-15, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    Failed Attempt...

    Today, I skipped school, I was trying to get away from all the bullying, at least for the day. Well, one guy who bullies me, lives near me... HE stayed home too... I guess he wanted to break into my house or something, because he went into my house through MY window at about 9...
    ADemonsFate ADemonsFate 16-17, M 19 Responses Jun 3, 2013

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    Long Story Short...

    When people look at me, they think " Oh, she's a model, she must have such a great life. " Wrong. My life hasn't been complete sunshine and rainbows, though it hasn't been complete **** either. I've had a bit of bad luck in life with different things happening that I don't need...
    Sassberry Sassberry 26-30 3 Responses Jun 18, 2013

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    Quertal Quertal 13-15, M 3 Responses Jun 25, 2014

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    How did you guys do it?

    Please don't give me the motivational bullshit, life isn't good for everyone, which probably includes me, though I appear to have a good life. I don't want to bother to wait until "It gets better", no. I was brought here against my will, so I will fight to get out. Thanks...
    NatashaRose NatashaRose 18-21, F 13 Responses 4 days ago

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    It was. . . . almost unexpected.

    I had always been someone who said that I'd never commit suicide; I loved living and was terrified of the idea of not existing. All of the signs were there, I suppose. My world was in chaos. I had no one I felt I could rely on. I was fascinated with death. I was exhausted...
    AzuraSkies AzuraSkies 16-17 3 Responses Jan 4

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    This one is a hard one

    for me. I was sitting there beside a grave of the one person I could always count on no matter what. I had my gun and I was ready to end my life. The biggest gust of wind I have ever felt hit me so hard I almost fell over. I know it was her. She was trying to tell me to stop...
    GoodGuy40 GoodGuy40 41-45, M Jan 29, 2014

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    Once Upon A Time

    Once upon a time there was a girl that was very sad. She lived in a dark, cold, ugly place. She wanted to sleep and never wake She didn't want to feel anything anymore... Everything was too much to deal with. She wanted to end it all No one knew She just smiled... everyone...
    surrealreality surrealreality 31-35, F 15 Responses Jan 31, 2012

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    baileebae baileebae 13-15, F 80 Responses Dec 10, 2014

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    It was about six months ago.

    It was really a difficult time for me. Kind of like a dark spot. I just quit gymnastics and my mother kept bugging me to get back into gymnastics. I also was failing my classes so I had a lot of pressure because my parents were constantly yelling at me. And please no one think...
    maddie91101 maddie91101 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I'm at a point where I'm greeting death.

    It hurts to feel so hollow and numb. The last time I tried was yesterday. But i am a failure because as you can see I'm alive. i get angry and upset that I'm alive. its honestly torture for me.
    puplenurple206 puplenurple206 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 3

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    losinghope100 losinghope100 22-25, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I just need to buck up

    and do it. I mean, I chickened out and only took a few more ibuprofins than necissary, but I planned to take a handfull
    Ashthewolf7601 Ashthewolf7601 13-15, F 7 Responses Jan 11

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    I have tried to kill myself 2 times this month.

    2 weeks ago i picked up a hand gun and i was going to shoot myself in the head, but when i pulled the trigger the ******* gun wouldn't fire a single round. So then last week i tried to hang myself. When i put my head in the loop and kicked out the chair from under my feet the...
    Thatrandompersonme1 Thatrandompersonme1 16-17, M 7 Responses Dec 13, 2014

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    When i was 13 i tried suffocating myself with a

    pillow, with no luck When i was 15 i tried hanging myself but i was too scared to let go When i was 16 i tried cutting my wrists but was too afraid of the pain When i was 17 i tried overdosing on sleeping pills to no results At 18, i had given up, perhaps there's a reason i...
    yourpetmuzzie yourpetmuzzie 18-21, M 4 Responses Feb 23, 2014

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    I tried to commit suicide once.

    Earlier on this year in January 2014. My depression just became that bad that I didn't feel that I could cope anymore:( I wanted the people who hurt me deep down to see what they had done to me, though not all of them know who they are. I don't really think the same way...
    ExPButterfly ExPButterfly 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 11, 2014

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    I CANT take it anymore.

    ... Practically I suck at everything...and I hate myself
    FriendlyDragon FriendlyDragon 13-15, F 3 Responses Dec 11, 2014

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    I never understood what pushed people into

    committing suicede till i tried to take my own life away. I was 14 and it was the around the end of march. I had been verbally abused constantly day after day by my own mother the one person thats suppose to love me unconditionally. The person that brought me into the world was...
    Jewels2145 Jewels2145 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 1, 2014

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    i tried about 5 times already.

    the first two times were because of bullies. the next two were because i just gave up on life. the last one was for two reasons first reason i fought with my parents on that night and the second reason was because i was just hurting in more ways than one so i just wanted to...
    shawny97 shawny97 16-17, M 22 Responses Jan 2, 2014

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    I don't want to live I give up there's no

    reason to live I'm a failure I'm all alone I can't take this anymore I also miss my ex never gunna get her back way to late she cheated now preg with tht guy. hell I can't even runaway to atempt a chance to live. I can't run alone. also bullied in real life and on here
    matrixwolf matrixwolf 16-17, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    If you’re feeling suicidal,

    please read this first. Wanna kill yourself? Imagine this. You come home from school one day. You’ve had yet another horrible day. You’re just ready to give up. So you go to your room, close the door, and take out that suicide note you’ve written and rewritten over and...
    akaShaun akaShaun 16-17, M 2 Responses May 8, 2014

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    Yup. I Was Stupid. *graphic*

    I was a month away from being married one year.  My marriage wasn't going well.  Despite all my attempts to get my husband's attention, it wasn't working.  We worked different hours and...well...hell if I know. My boss was hitting on me.  Kissing me.  I...
    ChristineJones ChristineJones 31-35, F 13 Responses Jun 18, 2010

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    I Just Kept Failing

    Their has been many times in my life where I have attempted killing myself, whether it's by trying to hang myself, starving myself, overdosing on many drugs and pills, slicing my veins up, and ect. but each time I fail, I'll either faint and wake up as if nothing had happen, or...
    Fezzii Fezzii 18-21, F 22 Responses Jan 5, 2013

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    Response To A Question

    I am actually quite proud of this. There was a question that asked, " Is it possible to kill someone through the internet?.. I decided to respond to this because I felt that it was finally time to do something about all this bullying against those pleading for help or saying they...
    Sassberry Sassberry 26-30 2 Responses Sep 12, 2013

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    Take Me Seriously

    Depression isn't a joke. Cutting isn't a joke. Anorexia isn't a joke. Suicide definitely isn't a joke... But why is it that when i scream "I wish i was dead" you tell me im attention seeking or yell at me? Why dont you take my words and actions seriously? What will it take? Maybe...
    15ShadesOfBlue 15ShadesOfBlue 16-17, F 8 Responses May 20, 2013

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    I have attempted suicide 3 times.

    All of the times I attempted drowning. I never was hospitalized and no one knows. I have been bullied for a long time and I just chose that I wanted to die. I went underwater for so long that when I finally realized that I was about to die I honestly thought I might be dead. It...
    IamSCARED123 IamSCARED123 13-15, F 20 Responses Jul 30, 2014

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    I killed myself on my sixteenth birthday.

    I am 17 now. I am still dead, but how can I be typing this right now? Simply because I am the hollow shell that exists afterwards. I am the body without soul, nor spirit. I am dead, yet I am alive. Welcome to the world of suicide.
    TheSmartestManOnEarth TheSmartestManOnEarth 16-17, M 1 Response Jun 22, 2014

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    i want to cry. i want today to be my last day,

    but i know it won't be. i want the days where i could be happy back. i want the days back where i felt like someone instead of no one. i want my feelings back. i want the ability to feel something other than pain, other than all of the debris that never stops coming. i want my...
    futurediary futurediary 13-15, M 3 Responses Jan 12

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    Death Is No Longer A Thing To Be Feared.

    I guess this is a follow up to my other story 'These are my confessions.' Within it, I say how I have tried to commit suicide... and I guess I'm writing this to enable people to understand what drives people to try and take their own life. Within my life, there is a lot of...
    Dinnis04 Dinnis04 18-21, F 6 Responses Dec 30, 2012

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    I can't believe I'm telling this to strangers

    but back when I was 14 I was diagnosed with Bipolar and I've been on strong antipsychotics for about 4 years well back in September I tried to commit. I overdosed on Ibuprofen (it was the only I had) I took about 30 pills which was about 2,000 milligrams over the recommended...
    AvaDay AvaDay 18-21, F 4 Responses 1 hr ago

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    I've only tried twice.

    But hey. Third time's the charm, right?
    AshleyWCSloth AshleyWCSloth 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 15, 2014

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    I am in the hospital right now

    because I just recently tried to kill myself because I hate my life
    Hottim101 Hottim101 18-21, M 21 Responses Dec 25, 2014

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    Everything is to hard!

    !! I..I am scared and hurting!!
    suicidalwreck suicidalwreck 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 11

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    Bloody Wrists✂️ I'm sitting here on the

    floor Making sure I lock the door Tears flowing down my face As I try to erase the pain I'm taking a risk I'm clenching my fists Biting down on a rag Wondering why I feel so sad I have a blade against my skin I slide it as I bite my lip Red blood dripping down Now I can't hear...
    Suicidekisses Suicidekisses 18-21, F 3 Responses May 14, 2014

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    I tried 6 damn times I almost got blinded

    but never died (obviously) This one will be the last time, if it doesn't work, I'm done
    Ner0 Ner0 16-17, M 13 Responses 3 days ago

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    The first time I was 14.

    I was being molested by my step-dad and I didn't want to ruin my family by coming out about it. I didn't want to deal with the shame of it. I tried to strangle myself with a belt, unsuccessfully. The second time I was 15. I made a remark about it in anger to my mom. She didn't...
    genericidiot genericidiot 16-17, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I tried cutting open my veins on my arm a

    couple months ago, but my blade decided to get dull on that day. It was a **** attempt. I didn't expect to reach such a low point though.
    someconfusedbloke someconfusedbloke 13-15, M 5 Responses Jan 11

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    I Tried. And I Still Consider.

    Exactly one year ago yesterday, which happened to be my 16th Birthday, I tried to kill myself. I was going through a **** time in life, and, after one year, still am. I still have suicidal thoughts to this day, but I realize I now have a couple of things to live for. I remeber...
    dearveronica dearveronica 18-21, F 8 Responses Apr 5, 2012

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    TxSS TxSS 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 27, 2014

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    My therapist made me promise

    that I wouldn't again tonight. Good thing I'm not obligated to any promises anymore 👍
    JanetHime JanetHime 16-17, F Dec 10, 2014

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    I still want because I overthink

    and my feelings are killing me I am having panic atta