Post

I Tried to Commit Suicede

Share your suicide attempt(s) with others. You are not alone. 3,322 People

    The day I chose to end the life I was living.

    Was the best but day of my life the only thing I regret. was that I did not quite make it to the other side. Now it's hard to recall wat had got that bad that I had no way out but to die. Even had my sister crying as dr saying we will try to save her life but not looking hopeful...
    10hayleigh85 10hayleigh85 26-30, F 4 Responses Aug 1

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Take Me Seriously

    Depression isn't a joke. Cutting isn't a joke. Anorexia isn't a joke. Suicide definitely isn't a joke... But why is it that when i scream "I wish i was dead" you tell me im attention seeking or yell at me? Why dont you take my words and actions seriously? What will it take? Maybe...
    15ShadesOfBlue 15ShadesOfBlue 13-15, F 6 Responses May 20, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    October 7th 2013

    I tried to kill myself on October 7th 2013. I was sitting in my room with my gun to my head when my bro walked in. He didn't say a word he just took then gun and embraced me. That's why I'm still here today he saved me.
    musiclover1997 musiclover1997 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 10, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I was in a deep depression phase in my life,

    it still goes on till this day, but I just had to realize that the more I dread life the less I'll live it. I try to make the positives count. I feel my antisocial-ness gives me time to think to myself . I keep striving to out branch depression each day.
    lonelygypsy lonelygypsy 13-15, F 8 Responses Jul 24

    Your Response

    Cancel

    If you’re feeling suicidal,

    please read this first. Wanna kill yourself? Imagine this. You come home from school one day. You’ve had yet another horrible day. You’re just ready to give up. So you go to your room, close the door, and take out that suicide note you’ve written and rewritten over and...
    akaShaun akaShaun 16-17, M 2 Responses May 8

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I've always been a cutter

    and have made at least two fairly serious attempts on my life. I have been able to control myself for quite some time. In the past 3 months I've had a lot more trouble handling those. I realized the other day while in the bath I was thinking of sliding in and giving up. Freedom...
    lambchop1990 lambchop1990 22-25, F 1 Response 6 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I killed myself on my sixteenth birthday.

    I am 17 now. I am still dead, but how can I be typing this right now? Simply because I am the hollow shell that exists afterwards. I am the body without soul, nor spirit. I am dead, yet I am alive. Welcome to the world of suicide.
    TheSmartestManOnEarth TheSmartestManOnEarth 16-17, M 1 Response Jun 22

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I'm officially committing suicide.

    To the ones who will miss me, i am so sorry. To the one i love, remember i love you, until death. And to all those who know me, it's not your fault. To the one's i love, all of you, i wasn't supposed to still be here anyway. And to the ones who know me, even a little bit, it's...
    futurediary futurediary 13-15, M 5 Responses Aug 9

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I've had 5 attempts before 15?

    And they say there's nothing wrong with society,
    smellingtheroses smellingtheroses 13-15, F 14 Responses Jun 25

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I am not putting this experience on here to put

    anyone in a depressive mood, I'm putting this on here to advise you NOT to commit suicide, I was planning to, and then I stopped. I was 17 years old, (3 years ago) and I considered my life to be a complete mess. It was at the time, and there was only 2 ways to go, I could end my...
    Ryanholmes20375 Ryanholmes20375 18-21, M 3 Responses Apr 4

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Currently in hospital

    because I attempted suicide last night through overdose , struggling to eat & drink fluids , I'll keep you all posted but would appreciate not being messaged till I'm home , hugs amee X
    princess2121 princess2121 16-17, F 5 Responses May 22

    Your Response

    Cancel

    And i think i might try again.

    Wouldn't be the first, and if i survive, it won't be the last. Almost everyone around me, and everyone at school has told me to kill myself, seriously, several times. i have been called ugly so many times i seriously lost count. I have been called the dumbest/stupidest/most...
    futurediary futurediary 13-15, M 6 Responses Aug 3

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I have never felt so low in my life ever before.

    .. January 22nd, 2014 I tried to take my own life.. I slit my wrists 18+ times and almost bled out on my bedroom floor. Is it sad that I wish I hadn't have woke up? People found out that night because of a comment I made on Twitter and my cheer coach found out and asked me to...
    swtchks97 swtchks97 16-17, F 5 Responses Jun 5

    Your Response

    Cancel

    This is my final goodbye.

    And this time it will all be over. Finally. I'm going to die today, whatever it takes. And by the time you read this i will hopefully be dead. And since i'm gonna leave my computer screen on: mom, no it was not your fault, i'm sorry i was such a worthless piece of garbage, i'm...
    futurediary futurediary 13-15, M 14 Responses 8 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Adleast a year ago now.

    Probably the darkest times in my life. The memories of the day i tried to do it are hazy, but i remember the worst parts. I messed myself up physically attempting to do it. I can say though that im happy i failed, back then i saw absolutely no future, and i was wrong. I still...
    lamaninja lamaninja 16-17, M 5 Responses Jul 10

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Quertal Quertal 13-15, M 3 Responses Jun 25

    Your Response

    Cancel

    It was a hot day in June,

    I had just got grounded because I forgot to do the dishes 1 night out of the 5 days u do them. My mom sent me to my room,took my phone, took the plug for the ac and closed the vents. About 5 minutes after she left I started crying I was grounded for a week and one of my favorite...
    loveonmyarms1999 loveonmyarms1999 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 3

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I hope that this postes

    so  you guys can see and here this song.  It is something that I listen to all the time, because it hits on so many things.  Let me know what you guys think about it okay.  Please
    mlcockrell mlcockrell 36-40, M Aug 2

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I was never meant to be born,

    i'm just absolutely worthless, if i commit suicide most wouldn't care, and the people who care would probably say or think "i'm so glad he's gone now" or "hey, our punching bag is gone, pah! He was worthless anyway!" If i ended my life right here, right now, i would finally be...
    futurediary futurediary 13-15, M 4 Responses a week ago

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Long Story Short...

    When people look at me, they think " Oh, she's a model, she must have such a great life. " Wrong. My life hasn't been complete sunshine and rainbows, though it hasn't been complete **** either. I've had a bit of bad luck in life with different things happening that I don't need...
    Sassberry Sassberry 26-30 3 Responses Jun 18, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I almost got really close to doing it.

    I had a belt looped around exercise equipment from the ceiling. I wasn't emotionally extremed, I just rationalized it. It took a moment of reflection to back away.
    ECarimbadass ECarimbadass 18-21, M 6 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I tried killing myself just last week

    because me an my boyfriend got in our first fight. I picked the most horrible reason to try to kill myself. I mean it was out first fight... I'm already on medication for anxiety and depression. I'm even anorexic. I tried cutting my wrists deep enough so I could have a quick...
    BVBlover18 BVBlover18 13-15, F 4 Responses Aug 3

    Your Response

    Cancel

    They Told Me Its A Miracle Im Still Alive

    I'd rather not get into the details.... I don't know for sure if i was really trying to kill myself or not to be honest. I just wanted to be done with everything... I snorted half a pill of oxycodone, i popped 2 ambien, and took 25 benadril. It was such a rush for me, that i dont...
    coltonconley coltonconley 13-15, M 24 Responses Feb 18, 2012

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I want to kill myself sometimes.

    Like it just a thought that comes by again and again.
    Lala311 Lala311 18-21, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Death Is No Longer A Thing To Be Feared.

    I guess this is a follow up to my other story 'These are my confessions.' Within it, I say how I have tried to commit suicide... and I guess I'm writing this to enable people to understand what drives people to try and take their own life. Within my life, there is a lot of...
    Dinnis04 Dinnis04 18-21, F 6 Responses Dec 30, 2012

    Your Response

    Cancel

    When i was 13 i tried suffocating myself with a

    pillow, with no luck When i was 15 i tried hanging myself but i was too scared to let go When i was 16 i tried cutting my wrists but was too afraid of the pain When i was 17 i tried overdosing on sleeping pills to no results At 18, i had given up, perhaps there's a reason i...
    yourpetmuzzie yourpetmuzzie 18-21, M 4 Responses Feb 23

    Your Response

    Cancel

    i was deeply deppresed

    and was. done with my self and life i didnt want live i wanted i life in heven i wanted to die i trided with pills i woke up in the hosbitle
    tgrakes tgrakes 26-30, F 3 Responses Aug 13

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I tried to kill myself last night.

    It obv didn't work out since I'm still here. I want to disapear and never come back.
    amandapanda2498 amandapanda2498 16-17, F 9 Responses Apr 9

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Bloody Wrists✂️ I'm sitting here on the

    floor Making sure I lock the door Tears flowing down my face As I try to erase the pain I'm taking a risk I'm clenching my fists Biting down on a rag Wondering why I feel so sad I have a blade against my skin I slide it as I bite my lip Red blood dripping down Now I can't hear...
    Suicidekisses Suicidekisses 16-17, F 3 Responses May 14

    Your Response

    Cancel

    This one is a hard one

    for me. I was sitting there beside a grave of the one person I could always count on no matter what. I had my gun and I was ready to end my life. The biggest gust of wind I have ever felt hit me so hard I almost fell over. I know it was her. She was trying to tell me to stop...
    GoodGuy40 GoodGuy40 41-45, M Jan 29

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Failed Attempt...

    Today, I skipped school, I was trying to get away from all the bullying, at least for the day. Well, one guy who bullies me, lives near me... HE stayed home too... I guess he wanted to break into my house or something, because he went into my house through MY window at about 9...
    ADemonsFate ADemonsFate 16-17, M 18 Responses Jun 3, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I am guilty of having suicidal thoughts in my

    head. My upbringing was not always good and dad was and still can be abusive. It's been a tough life that I lived and still living, but God, my mom, and 2 puppies and my brother and being a first time Aunt on January is what prevents me from going though with it all.
    roselani2005 roselani2005 26-30, F a week ago

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I need a co-writer for a realistic drama novel

    about a woman in prison. Please help me.
    Blipsycat Blipsycat 16-17, M Aug 6

    Your Response

    Cancel

    i don't see why people say "don't commit

    suicide you will hurt the people around you" if people are talking to you about themselves and their feelings don't ever say its gonna effect the people around them, i mean yes it may but they're talking to you because they want help about their situation and not what other...
    Randomchick3 Randomchick3 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 13

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I had lost my girlfriend to another guy,

    my brother hates me, my best friend also hates me and the overall respect from my family had faded. Popped a few pills, then some more, and some more, and more and then I went to bed. I would hope that I was going to die in my sleep. I just woke up and threw them all up. I was...
    xSundip xSundip 18-21, M 6 Responses Aug 3

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I'm tired I'm really I'm hurt

    so very hurt from everything, I hate myself, I hate my family, I hate my life, I'm stuck in a life I don't want!! Afraid of everything!! I'm just a mess I'm an emotional mess I don't know what to feel anymore I'm beyond broken I don't feel like carrying on with everything I...
    catxfreak catxfreak 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 11

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I tried to last night

    but i failed.. I thought it would work and clearly it didn't... I just wish it had of worked :(
    Shxnnon Shxnnon 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 4

    Your Response

    Cancel

    This pain is a new, more powerful pain.

    I think and contemplate, and try suicide, but, now i know there is nothing i truly have to live for. If death means no more pain, then so be it. I will be easily forgotten. I'm a mistake, i'm not supposed to be alive anyway. I'm not putting my real suicide note here because it's...
    futurediary futurediary 13-15, M 1 Response Aug 12

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I have attempted suicide 3 times.

    All of the times I attempted drowning. I never was hospitalized and no one knows. I have been bullied for a long time and I just chose that I wanted to die. I went underwater for so long that when I finally realized that I was about to die I honestly thought I might be dead. It...
    IamSCARED123 IamSCARED123 13-15, F 23 Responses Jul 30

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I still want because I overthink

    and my feelings are killing me I am having panic attacks and I can't breath what's the point of living if you have this curse following you :(
    IjUstDoNtCare12 IjUstDoNtCare12 13-15, F 41 Responses Jan 5

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I cant stop thinking of the night.

    It replays in my head over and over. I watch it happening in my mind from a third person point of view, because that was not me trying to kill myself. Six months ago one of my best friends did not call 911 for me and saved my life by some miracle, that had to have been a...
    anburton00 anburton00 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 28

    Your Response

    Cancel

    When I was 13 I had been struggling with severe

    dissociation and depression for almost two years (read my PTSD experience) and so I went to my school with my razor and sat outside for like an hour while I was pretending to be cutting weight for wrestling. Anyway, I didn't cut the right way and I'm still here. The next day, I...
    hiself hiself 13-15, M Aug 5

    Your Response

    Cancel

    PLEASE BE MY CO-WRITER FOR A REALISTIC DRAMA

    NOVEL ABOUT A WOMAN IN PRISON!!!!!!!!!!! PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    Blipsycat Blipsycat 16-17, M 1 Response Aug 6

    Your Response

    Cancel

    i tried about 5 times already.

    the first two times were because of bullies. the next two were because i just gave up on life. the last one was for two reasons first reason i fought with my parents on that night and the second reason was because i was just hurting in more ways than one so i just wanted to...
    shawny97 shawny97 16-17, M 23 Responses Jan 2

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I Just Kept Failing

    Their has been many times in my life where I have attempted killing myself, whether it's by trying to hang myself, starving myself, overdosing on many drugs and pills, slicing my veins up, and ect. but each time I fail, I'll either faint and wake up as if nothing had happen, or...
    Fezzii Fezzii 18-21, F 24 Responses Jan 5, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    PLEASE BE MY CO-WRITER FOR A REALISTIC DRAMA

    NOVEL ABOUT A WOMAN IN PRISON!!!!!!!!!!! PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    Blipsycat Blipsycat 16-17, M 1 Response Aug 9

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Once Upon A Time

    Once upon a time there was a girl that was very sad. She lived in a dark, cold, ugly place. She wanted to sleep and never wake She didn't want to feel anything anymore... Everything was too much to deal with. She wanted to end it all No one knew She just smiled... everyone...
    surrealreality surrealreality 31-35, F 15 Responses Jan 31, 2012

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Foiled in my attempt: Weak,

    severely depressed, in agony and unable to get out of bed I googled how many pills it would take to end my life. (Having a large supply of narcotic painkillers made this a real possibility and an "easy" way out ) As I lined the pills up, overwhelmed by the sheer pain I felt...
    SteelButterfly SteelButterfly 41-45, F 7 Responses Feb 17

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I tried to commit suicide a few months ago.

    When I did I remember having all the different pills and all the different colors in my hands I remember putting a rope around my neck incase it didn't work or took to long my parents were only out of the house for a few minutes. I opened a bunch of random bottles and grabbed a...
    Kelnea Kelnea 13-15, F 4 Responses Aug 3

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I've thought about it a lot

    but I've only ever really tried to commit suicide once in my life. I was nine years old. I had done something terrible and I was afraid my parents would find out so I went into my mother's closet,grabbed a bunch of pills and swallowed. To this day I don't know what it is I drank...
    TheGirlFromJupiter TheGirlFromJupiter 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 3

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Yup. I Was Stupid. *graphic*

    I was a month away from being married one year.  My marriage wasn't going well.  Despite all my attempts to get my husband's attention, it wasn't working.  We worked different hours and...well...hell if I know. My boss was hitting on me.  Kissing me.  I...
    ChristineJones ChristineJones 31-35, F 13 Responses Jun 18, 2010

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I never understood what pushed people into

    committing suicede till i tried to take my own life away. I was 14 and it was the around the end of march. I had been verbally abused constantly day after day by my own mother the one person thats suppose to love me unconditionally. The person that brought me into the world was...
    Jewels2145 Jewels2145 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 1

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I was sitting on my couch one day.

    .& I just started crying thinking about how worthless I was and how messed up my life was...I layed there crying and thinking for a good hour. I then realized that the only way I'd be happy is if I were gone..away from this cruel world. so I stood up still teary eyed and dizzy. I...
    johnsonn1 johnsonn1 13-15, F 2 Responses a week ago

    Your Response

    Cancel