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I Tried to Commit Suicede

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    I plane on just ending everything Tm :( I just

    can't take this **** anymore no one cares about me iv got no future might as we'll just leave no one will miss me
    vicky170 vicky170 16-17, F 5 Responses Dec 8

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    I was probably five or six the first time I

    tried to kill myself through hanging myself. I was too young to understand how to do it properly. after that I was 15 the next time I tried to slice my wrists before my boyfriend at the time restrained me. I was 16 the next time I planned to do it and you wouldn't imagine how...
    pikapup17 pikapup17 18-21 1 Response Nov 20

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    Foiled in my attempt: Weak,

    severely depressed, in agony and unable to get out of bed I googled how many pills it would take to end my life. (Having a large supply of narcotic painkillers made this a real possibility and an "easy" way out ) As I lined the pills up, overwhelmed by the sheer pain I felt...
    SteelButterfly SteelButterfly 41-45, F 8 Responses Feb 17

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    I tried several times,

    but got stoppes. And makes to go to a hell of psychoøoghist
    Pot1023 Pot1023 13-15, M Dec 3

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    Yup. I Was Stupid. *graphic*

    I was a month away from being married one year.  My marriage wasn't going well.  Despite all my attempts to get my husband's attention, it wasn't working.  We worked different hours and...well...hell if I know. My boss was hitting on me.  Kissing me.  I...
    ChristineJones ChristineJones 31-35, F 13 Responses Jun 18, 2010

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    Response To A Question

    I am actually quite proud of this. There was a question that asked, " Is it possible to kill someone through the internet?.. I decided to respond to this because I felt that it was finally time to do something about all this bullying against those pleading for help or saying they...
    Sassberry Sassberry 26-30 2 Responses Sep 12, 2013

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    staystrongandlive staystrongandlive 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 20

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    I tried to kill myself last night.

    It obv didn't work out since I'm still here. I want to disapear and never come back.
    amandapanda2498 amandapanda2498 16-17, F 9 Responses Apr 9

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    When i was 13 i tried suffocating myself with a

    pillow, with no luck When i was 15 i tried hanging myself but i was too scared to let go When i was 16 i tried cutting my wrists but was too afraid of the pain When i was 17 i tried overdosing on sleeping pills to no results At 18, i had given up, perhaps there's a reason i...
    yourpetmuzzie yourpetmuzzie 18-21, M 4 Responses Feb 23

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    My therapist made me promise

    that I wouldn't again tonight. Good thing I'm not obligated to any promises anymore đź‘Ť
    thegrasswillgetgreener thegrasswillgetgreener 16-17, F Dec 10

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    I tried more than once.

    . first time the rope broke, second time the bullet didn't kill me. I have a lot of these moments... I tried and I tried again... Nothing every time something keeps me alive... I am not sure or what to belive in anymore.. Razors don't work, to many pills dont work, jumping of...
    Lind4421 Lind4421 18-21 1 Response Dec 4

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    I tried killing myself.

    . I'm broken inside
    hayhaytaytay hayhaytaytay 13-15, F 6 Responses Nov 22

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    Hey iv never posted but thought I would my

    names vicky I'm 17 iv been to the mental hospital 2 times for trying to end my life I self harm in fact I just did and iv got pretty bad anxiety depression iv got lots going on right now iv got my first funeral to go to on Wednesday vary nervous never seen a dead body life's...
    vicky170 vicky170 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 1

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    I tried to commit suicide twice this year,

    4 times in my entire life. I joined this group to get a perspective on why we try this. I normally don't talk about it because talking is useless to better things, either making situations worse or not fixing the problem the way I want to. I am so over this experience called...
    IzBroken IzBroken 22-25, M 1 Response Dec 11

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    Quertal Quertal 13-15, M 3 Responses Jun 25

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    October 7th 2013

    I tried to kill myself on October 7th 2013. I was sitting in my room with my gun to my head when my bro walked in. He didn't say a word he just took then gun and embraced me. That's why I'm still here today he saved me.
    musiclover1997 musiclover1997 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 10, 2013

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    baileebae baileebae 13-15, F 80 Responses Dec 10

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    Bloody Wrists✂️ I'm sitting here on the

    floor Making sure I lock the door Tears flowing down my face As I try to erase the pain I'm taking a risk I'm clenching my fists Biting down on a rag Wondering why I feel so sad I have a blade against my skin I slide it as I bite my lip Red blood dripping down Now I can't hear...
    Suicidekisses Suicidekisses 18-21, F 3 Responses May 14

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    Death Is No Longer A Thing To Be Feared.

    I guess this is a follow up to my other story 'These are my confessions.' Within it, I say how I have tried to commit suicide... and I guess I'm writing this to enable people to understand what drives people to try and take their own life. Within my life, there is a lot of...
    Dinnis04 Dinnis04 18-21, F 6 Responses Dec 30, 2012

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    Why? I don't see why death should be a solution.

    Can someone please explain it? **** off to whatever person that has left you. Is life boring or just sad? Take medicines or drugs. Feeling alone? Meet someone. Afraid of socializing? Drugs/alcohol. Made something that you regret? Fix it, change life, be kind. Can't accept...
    AcidBrain AcidBrain 22-25, M 1 Response Dec 4

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    On my 17th birthday (August) I tried to

    either drink my self to death or get drunk and jump, which ever would come First. I had super cheap beer and it didn't work cause I couldn't finish a single damn can. Instead I dragged glass across my arm and crashed at a friends house.
    Ebbal Ebbal 16-17, T 1 Response Dec 1

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    Not me, but my best friend have tried

    committing suicide more than once but i know he won't do it because he is the only friend i have and i am the only the friend he has and we understand each other well because we have same problems and same thoughts !
    iamjustbeingme iamjustbeingme 16-17, M 1 Response Dec 10

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    If you’re feeling suicidal,

    please read this first. Wanna kill yourself? Imagine this. You come home from school one day. You’ve had yet another horrible day. You’re just ready to give up. So you go to your room, close the door, and take out that suicide note you’ve written and rewritten over and...
    akaShaun akaShaun 16-17, M 2 Responses May 8

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    They Told Me Its A Miracle Im Still Alive

    I'd rather not get into the details.... I don't know for sure if i was really trying to kill myself or not to be honest. I just wanted to be done with everything... I snorted half a pill of oxycodone, i popped 2 ambien, and took 25 benadril. It was such a rush for me, that i dont...
    coltonconley coltonconley 13-15, M 26 Responses Feb 18, 2012

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    i tried about 5 times already.

    the first two times were because of bullies. the next two were because i just gave up on life. the last one was for two reasons first reason i fought with my parents on that night and the second reason was because i was just hurting in more ways than one so i just wanted to...
    shawny97 shawny97 16-17, M 22 Responses Jan 2

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    I never understood what pushed people into

    committing suicede till i tried to take my own life away. I was 14 and it was the around the end of march. I had been verbally abused constantly day after day by my own mother the one person thats suppose to love me unconditionally. The person that brought me into the world was...
    Jewels2145 Jewels2145 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 1

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    My mentor the only person

    who ever cared for me joined the marines and got killed by an ied I felt like I had no one who cared about him or me I couldn't bring myself to do it
    awesomeboy98 awesomeboy98 16-17, M 2 Responses Nov 25

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    We kill flowers because we think they are

    beautiful.. yet I tried killing myself because I thought I was not.
    ashthenerd ashthenerd 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 26

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    Currently in hospital

    because I attempted suicide last night through overdose , struggling to eat & drink fluids , I'll keep you all posted but would appreciate not being messaged till I'm home , hugs amee X
    princess2121 princess2121 16-17, F 5 Responses May 22

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    I am conducting an experiment,

    a social experiment of sorts. I am going to fake my suicide death. I will run away, but will come back later, maybe a day or two. Just long enough to see how my classmates and family would react. Specifically. I will write a suicide note, make some ultra realistic fake blood...
    futurediary futurediary 13-15, M 8 Responses Nov 22

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    I tried 3 times earlier this year

    and failed all 3 times. It's taking all my strength not to try again, but this time, I would succeed.
    BeYou321 BeYou321 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 10

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    Hi I'm 16 and one day I my depression really

    was bad that day that day I just felt like giving up. I was on the river an there's these cliffs and some are safe to jump off others rnt. I wanted to jump off the ones that weren't safe. When I jumped I felt like I was flying. When I hit the water it felt hard. Unfortunately I...
    Hiimamyimdead Hiimamyimdead 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 1

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    I was in a deep depression phase in my life,

    it still goes on till this day, but I just had to realize that the more I dread life the less I'll live it. I try to make the positives count. I feel my antisocial-ness gives me time to think to myself . I keep striving to out branch depression each day.
    lonelygypsy lonelygypsy 13-15, F 8 Responses Jul 24

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    I have tried to kill myself 2 times this month.

    2 weeks ago i picked up a hand gun and i was going to shoot myself in the head, but when i pulled the trigger the ******* gun wouldn't fire a single round. So then last week i tried to hang myself. When i put my head in the loop and kicked out the chair from under my feet the...
    Thatrandompersonme1 Thatrandompersonme1 16-17, M 6 Responses Dec 13

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    I've had 5 attempts before 15?

    And they say there's nothing wrong with society,
    smellingtheroses smellingtheroses 13-15, F 14 Responses Jun 25

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    I CANT take it anymore.

    ... Practically I suck at everything...and I hate myself
    FriendlyDragon FriendlyDragon 13-15, F 4 Responses Dec 11

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    I tried to commit suicide once.

    Earlier on this year in January 2014. My depression just became that bad that I didn't feel that I could cope anymore:( I wanted the people who hurt me deep down to see what they had done to me, though not all of them know who they are. I don't really think the same way...
    ExPButterfly ExPButterfly 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 11

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    This one is a hard one

    for me. I was sitting there beside a grave of the one person I could always count on no matter what. I had my gun and I was ready to end my life. The biggest gust of wind I have ever felt hit me so hard I almost fell over. I know it was her. She was trying to tell me to stop...
    GoodGuy40 GoodGuy40 41-45, M Jan 29

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    I was about to stab myself.

    ... Then I chickened out. Then my mom and brother came home and I instantly regret not doing it.
    Matthews14 Matthews14 70+, M 5 Responses Nov 22

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    Long Story Short...

    When people look at me, they think " Oh, she's a model, she must have such a great life. " Wrong. My life hasn't been complete sunshine and rainbows, though it hasn't been complete **** either. I've had a bit of bad luck in life with different things happening that I don't need...
    Sassberry Sassberry 26-30 3 Responses Jun 18, 2013

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    Last year, I tried to kill myself by overdosing

    on pills. I had to be rushed to the hospital. I stayed there for about 10 day.
    CureDonut CureDonut 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 21

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    I've only tried twice.

    But hey. Third time's the charm, right?
    AshleyWCSloth AshleyWCSloth 16-17, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    Feeling Guilty

    Hello everyone. I decided to finally talk about it. One of my closest friends just lost his dad and well it came as a shock to all of us because he never told us something was wrong. Anyway this was a catalyst to what follows: I cried a lot for my friend's sorrow,he tries to hide...
    IcedPhoenix IcedPhoenix 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 27, 2013

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    I Tried. And I Still Consider.

    Exactly one year ago yesterday, which happened to be my 16th Birthday, I tried to kill myself. I was going through a **** time in life, and, after one year, still am. I still have suicidal thoughts to this day, but I realize I now have a couple of things to live for. I remeber...
    dearveronica dearveronica 18-21, F 8 Responses Apr 5, 2012

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    Take Me Seriously

    Depression isn't a joke. Cutting isn't a joke. Anorexia isn't a joke. Suicide definitely isn't a joke... But why is it that when i scream "I wish i was dead" you tell me im attention seeking or yell at me? Why dont you take my words and actions seriously? What will it take? Maybe...
    15ShadesOfBlue 15ShadesOfBlue 13-15, F 7 Responses May 20, 2013

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    Once Upon A Time

    Once upon a time there was a girl that was very sad. She lived in a dark, cold, ugly place. She wanted to sleep and never wake She didn't want to feel anything anymore... Everything was too much to deal with. She wanted to end it all No one knew She just smiled... everyone...
    surrealreality surrealreality 31-35, F 15 Responses Jan 31, 2012

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    I have attempted suicide 3 times.

    All of the times I attempted drowning. I never was hospitalized and no one knows. I have been bullied for a long time and I just chose that I wanted to die. I went underwater for so long that when I finally realized that I was about to die I honestly thought I might be dead. It...
    IamSCARED123 IamSCARED123 13-15, F 20 Responses Jul 30

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    I have never felt so low in my life ever before.

    .. January 22nd, 2014 I tried to take my own life.. I slit my wrists 18+ times and almost bled out on my bedroom floor. Is it sad that I wish I hadn't have woke up? People found out that night because of a comment I made on Twitter and my cheer coach found out and asked me to...
    swtchks97 swtchks97 16-17, F 5 Responses Jun 5

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    I Just Kept Failing

    Their has been many times in my life where I have attempted killing myself, whether it's by trying to hang myself, starving myself, overdosing on many drugs and pills, slicing my veins up, and ect. but each time I fail, I'll either faint and wake up as if nothing had happen, or...
    Fezzii Fezzii 18-21, F 22 Responses Jan 5, 2013

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    I still want because I overthink

    and my feelings are killing me I am having panic attacks and I can't breath what's the point of living if you have this curse following you :(
    IjUstDoNtCare12 IjUstDoNtCare12 13-15, F 38 Responses Jan 5

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    Failed Attempt...

    Today, I skipped school, I was trying to get away from all the bullying, at least for the day. Well, one guy who bullies me, lives near me... HE stayed home too... I guess he wanted to break into my house or something, because he went into my house through MY window at about 9...
    ADemonsFate ADemonsFate 16-17, M 18 Responses Jun 3, 2013

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