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I Tried to Commit Suicede

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    Quertal Quertal 13-15, M 3 Responses Jun 25

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    I took 48 tramadol on April 10th.

    I was found during my seizure and I was rushed to the emergency room. While I wasn't feeling too much about the whole experience, I felt bad for what I was making others experience. Now after 3 months of outpatient therapy I'm doing better and I want everyone to know that it...
    Xander8905 Xander8905 18-21, M 2 Responses Jul 13

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    Suicede xD I guess there wasn't a warning

    saying you spelled it so wrong...
    Mechawaffle Mechawaffle 13-15, M 2 Responses 22 hrs ago

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    I Just Kept Failing

    Their has been many times in my life where I have attempted killing myself, whether it's by trying to hang myself, starving myself, overdosing on many drugs and pills, slicing my veins up, and ect. but each time I fail, I'll either faint and wake up as if nothing had happen, or...
    Fezzii Fezzii 18-21, F 24 Responses Jan 5, 2013

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    I am not putting this experience on here to put

    anyone in a depressive mood, I'm putting this on here to advise you NOT to commit suicide, I was planning to, and then I stopped. I was 17 years old, (3 years ago) and I considered my life to be a complete mess. It was at the time, and there was only 2 ways to go, I could end my...
    Ryanholmes20375 Ryanholmes20375 18-21, M 3 Responses Apr 4

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    A couple months ago ,

    i tryed to commit Suicede . I had trouble with my parents and me & my boyfriend were in a fight . I wanted to end my life . So i over dose & cutted myself 6 times...i ended up in the hospital . And i feel like trying to end my life again...but i dont want to because i wanna...
    carolinathebasic carolinathebasic 13-15, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    About a year and a half ago I tried to end my

    life. I was in a tough spot dealing with abuse, and I didn't see a way out. I failed, and I'm thankful I did. My life has gotten much better. But recently my mom died and I've found myself reverting back into that dark area of my mind. I won't do it, but its hard knowing that...
    Ashleyy2 Ashleyy2 13-15, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Response To A Question

    I am actually quite proud of this. There was a question that asked, " Is it possible to kill someone through the internet?.. I decided to respond to this because I felt that it was finally time to do something about all this bullying against those pleading for help or saying they...
    Sassberry Sassberry 26-30 2 Responses Sep 12, 2013

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    I haven't been on this

    for a while and that's because I recently tried to kill myself and I am now just I a hole of why am I not dead and wanting to do it again I really need some advice on what to do because at the moment I can't think straight. I just really have give up on my life :(
    JustJess97 JustJess97 16-17, F 4 Responses Jul 20

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    Maybe I was a mistake.

    I think god knew he made a mistake making me. I guess I don't deserve this life because I screw everything up for people. I think I should just go away.
    favi4et favi4et 18-21, M 2 Responses Jul 15

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    I jumped into the freeway.

    I was struck by two vehicles, one which drove over me. I was so lucky to not die. I sustained two broken legs, fractured hip, eight broken ribs, shattered knee cap, fractured skull, bruising to my brain, broken nose, internal bleeding. I am so grateful to the medical staff...
    BrookeSandhurst BrookeSandhurst 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 12

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    October 7th 2013

    I tried to kill myself on October 7th 2013. I was sitting in my room with my gun to my head when my bro walked in. He didn't say a word he just took then gun and embraced me. That's why I'm still here today he saved me.
    musiclover1997 musiclover1997 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 10, 2013

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    Well I'm not sure you can call this much of an

    attempt since all I did was hold a knife to my neck and when I was about to slit my throat I wimped out... Ah such a coward.
    Nightfang109 Nightfang109 13-15, M 5 Responses 4 days ago

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    I've tried several times

    and I just don't know what to do at this point...
    Raelyn13 Raelyn13 13-15, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    let me share what happened one day a few weeks

    ago.. i woke up from a very good dream of me holding my baby as she slept on my chest at around 4 am. then reality faced me. mind you i havent been on my medications for my mental problems... i got up and just started crying so hard and pacing around my house. i had decided...
    jcastor35 jcastor35 26-30, F 2 Responses 22 hrs ago

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    When i was 13 i tried suffocating myself with a

    pillow, with no luck When i was 15 i tried hanging myself but i was too scared to let go When i was 16 i tried cutting my wrists but was too afraid of the pain When i was 17 i tried overdosing on sleeping pills to no results At 18, i had given up, perhaps there's a reason i...
    yourpetmuzzie yourpetmuzzie 18-21, M 4 Responses Feb 23

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    Yup. I Was Stupid. *graphic*

    I was a month away from being married one year.  My marriage wasn't going well.  Despite all my attempts to get my husband's attention, it wasn't working.  We worked different hours and...well...hell if I know. My boss was hitting on me.  Kissing me.  I...
    ChristineJones ChristineJones 31-35, F 13 Responses Jun 18, 2010

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    One night, I was just feeling low.

    .. My stresses and feelings of worthlessness, guilt, an abandonment caught up to me... I had a .22.... Put that in my mouth when everyone was asleep... I felt so numb when my finger was wrapped around the trigger... My mind blank... And then, I pulled the trigger... And heard a...
    Arr762 Arr762 18-21, M 3 Responses Jul 6

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    I'm 17 male and in August of 2013 I was attacked

    and raped by 3 men in the street. It was 1 in the morning and I was walking to a friends house. I have no idea who they were. I've tried killing myself four times. 2 by overdosing 1 by cutting and the last by drowning. I've been in and out of the hospital so much my psychotic...
    sluggo111 sluggo111 16-17, M 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I feel worthless, i'm nothing

    but a burden. If i died no one would ever have to look at me, holding in vomit. If i died my family would no longer have to worry about me. If i died I would never have to feel pain again, and no one else would be bothered by me. No one would need to act around me, everybody...
    futurediary futurediary 13-15, M 3 Responses Jul 17

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    Hello, my name is David,

    and I will be telling you about my SUICIDE EXPERIANCE. It started when I was 11, my friend Cat was moving, we through h goodbye party, and we would all miss her. Then after she moved her mom died :(... Then I turned 12 it was good until I found out I had Tourette's Syndrome...
    DjN1234 DjN1234 13-15, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Adleast a year ago now.

    Probably the darkest times in my life. The memories of the day i tried to do it are hazy, but i remember the worst parts. I messed myself up physically attempting to do it. I can say though that im happy i failed, back then i saw absolutely no future, and i was wrong. I still...
    lamaninja lamaninja 16-17, M 4 Responses Jul 10

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    They Told Me Its A Miracle Im Still Alive

    I'd rather not get into the details.... I don't know for sure if i was really trying to kill myself or not to be honest. I just wanted to be done with everything... I snorted half a pill of oxycodone, i popped 2 ambien, and took 25 benadril. It was such a rush for me, that i dont...
    coltonconley coltonconley 13-15, M 24 Responses Feb 18, 2012

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    I have never felt so low in my life ever before.

    .. January 22nd, 2014 I tried to take my own life.. I slit my wrists 18+ times and almost bled out on my bedroom floor. Is it sad that I wish I hadn't have woke up? People found out that night because of a comment I made on Twitter and my cheer coach found out and asked me to...
    swtchks97 swtchks97 16-17, F 5 Responses Jun 5

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    When I was 15 I was sent to a treatment center

    for teens. I was there for many reasons. First I had been raped and struggled with PTSD. I was drinking and doing pills to forget. I was anorexic and suicidal. My parents didn't know how to help me so they sent me there. And the program was great. I felt safe there, and cared...
    jujubee16 jujubee16 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 11

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    I still want because I overthink

    and my feelings are killing me I am having panic attacks and I can't breath what's the point of living if you have this curse following you :(
    IjUstDoNtCare12 IjUstDoNtCare12 13-15, F 42 Responses Jan 5

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    About a year and a half ago I tried to end my

    life. I was in a tough spot dealing with abuse, and I didn't see a way out. I failed, and I'm thankful I did. My life has gotten much better. But recently my mom died and I've found myself reverting back into that dark area of my mind. I won't do it, but its hard knowing that...
    Ashleyy2 Ashleyy2 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    0bseo 0bseo 13-15, F 10 Responses Jul 6

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    Did you know that sometimes

    when people change their looks dramatically it means they might have thoughts on suicide? Oh really? *looks at how much I've changed the past 2 years* Oh that makes more sense *thinks about how many times I tried to commit suicide* Yes that makes way more sense Do you also...
    Angelfromhell17 Angelfromhell17 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 18

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    dominick5 dominick5 13-15, M 5 Responses Jul 16

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    Don't Commit suicide nd don't be sad http://m.

    youtube.com/watch?v=H3o2v7qsMgs
    MyLoveIs4U MyLoveIs4U 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 11

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    I want die I want it to be fast

    and painless then I gonna be happy
    cherry1232 cherry1232 16-17, F 10 Responses Jul 17

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    I was in a deep depression phase in my life,

    it still goes on till this day, but I just had to realize that the more I dread life the less I'll live it. I try to make the positives count. I feel my antisocial-ness gives me time to think to myself . I keep striving to out branch depression each day.
    lonelygypsy lonelygypsy 13-15, F 9 Responses 4 days ago

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    Currently in hospital

    because I attempted suicide last night through overdose , struggling to eat & drink fluids , I'll keep you all posted but would appreciate not being messaged till I'm home , hugs amee X
    princess2121 princess2121 13-15, F 5 Responses May 22

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    I wonder if I attempt suicide tonight

    that someone will notice. Sad isn't it. I live alone that my roommates never talk to me and my parents are in another country and I have zero friends to rush at any minute or even in a week into my room to help or at least take my body. I hate the fact that I would literally rot...
    cihrroonniicc cihrroonniicc 18-21, M 5 Responses Jul 16

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    I never understood what pushed people into

    committing suicede till i tried to take my own life away. I was 14 and it was the around the end of march. I had been verbally abused constantly day after day by my own mother the one person thats suppose to love me unconditionally. The person that brought me into the world was...
    Jewels2145 Jewels2145 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 1

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    Feeling Guilty

    Hello everyone. I decided to finally talk about it. One of my closest friends just lost his dad and well it came as a shock to all of us because he never told us something was wrong. Anyway this was a catalyst to what follows: I cried a lot for my friend's sorrow,he tries to hide...
    IcedPhoenix IcedPhoenix 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 27, 2013

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    Cadillac49 Cadillac49 51-55, F 3 Responses Jul 16

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    Bloody Wrists✂️ I'm sitting here on the

    floor Making sure I lock the door Tears flowing down my face As I try to erase the pain I'm taking a risk I'm clenching my fists Biting down on a rag Wondering why I feel so sad I have a blade against my skin I slide it as I bite my lip Red blood dripping down Now I can't hear...
    Suicidekisses Suicidekisses 16-17, F 3 Responses May 14

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    I killed myself on my sixteenth birthday.

    I am 17 now. I am still dead, but how can I be typing this right now? Simply because I am the hollow shell that exists afterwards. I am the body without soul, nor spirit. I am dead, yet I am alive. Welcome to the world of suicide.
    TheSmartestManOnEarth TheSmartestManOnEarth 16-17, M 1 Response Jun 22

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    Once Upon A Time

    Once upon a time there was a girl that was very sad. She lived in a dark, cold, ugly place. She wanted to sleep and never wake She didn't want to feel anything anymore... Everything was too much to deal with. She wanted to end it all No one knew She just smiled... everyone...
    surrealreality surrealreality 31-35, F 16 Responses Jan 31, 2012

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    Failed Attempt...

    Today, I skipped school, I was trying to get away from all the bullying, at least for the day. Well, one guy who bullies me, lives near me... HE stayed home too... I guess he wanted to break into my house or something, because he went into my house through MY window at about 9...
    ADemonsFate ADemonsFate 16-17, M 18 Responses Jun 3, 2013

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    If you’re feeling suicidal,

    please read this first. Wanna kill yourself? Imagine this. You come home from school one day. You’ve had yet another horrible day. You’re just ready to give up. So you go to your room, close the door, and take out that suicide note you’ve written and rewritten over and...
    akaShaun akaShaun 16-17, M 2 Responses May 8

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    I think about killing myself everyday,

    i attempt it at least 2-4 times a week. Btw "suicede" really?
    futurediary futurediary 13-15, M 1 Response Jul 6

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    i tried about 5 times already.

    the first two times were because of bullies. the next two were because i just gave up on life. the last one was for two reasons first reason i fought with my parents on that night and the second reason was because i was just hurting in more ways than one so i just wanted to...
    shawny97 shawny97 16-17, M 23 Responses Jan 2

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    Death Is No Longer A Thing To Be Feared.

    I guess this is a follow up to my other story 'These are my confessions.' Within it, I say how I have tried to commit suicide... and I guess I'm writing this to enable people to understand what drives people to try and take their own life. Within my life, there is a lot of...
    Dinnis04 Dinnis04 18-21, F 6 Responses Dec 30, 2012

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    Its mostly girls on here.

    Like wtf you want a better life? Okay do something about it. Notice how they are mostly 13-15. Too young to be thinking about that
    ihatesuicidals ihatesuicidals 18-21, M 7 Responses Jul 15

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    Foiled in my attempt: Weak,

    severely depressed, in agony and unable to get out of bed I googled how many pills it would take to end my life. (Having a large supply of narcotic painkillers made this a real possibility and an "easy" way out ) As I lined the pills up, overwhelmed by the sheer pain I felt...
    SteelButterfly SteelButterfly 41-45, F 8 Responses Feb 17

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    Take Me Seriously

    Depression isn't a joke. Cutting isn't a joke. Anorexia isn't a joke. Suicide definitely isn't a joke... But why is it that when i scream "I wish i was dead" you tell me im attention seeking or yell at me? Why dont you take my words and actions seriously? What will it take? Maybe...
    15ShadesOfBlue 15ShadesOfBlue 13-15, F 6 Responses May 20, 2013

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    My mom killed herself near the end of 2008

    which hurled me into a depression for quite some time. During that time I started shutting everyone out and spiraled deeper into drugs. In 2009 when I was scamming people for money to feed a drug habit I had started losing friends left and right and I just had a bunch of angry...
    SuicideLullaby SuicideLullaby 31-35, M 3 Responses Jul 7

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    I've had 5 attempts before 15?

    And they say there's nothing wrong with society,
    smellingtheroses smellingtheroses 13-15, F 15 Responses Jun 25

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    This one is a hard one

    for me. I was sitting there beside a grave of the one person I could always count on no matter what. I had my gun and I was ready to end my life. The biggest gust of wind I have ever felt hit me so hard I almost fell over. I know it was her. She was trying to tell me to stop...
    GoodGuy40 GoodGuy40 41-45, M Jan 29

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    I cant stop thinking of the night.

    It replays in my head over and over. I watch it happening in my mind from a third person point of view, because that was not me trying to kill myself. Six months ago one of my best friends did not call 911 for me and saved my life by some miracle, that had to have been a...
    anburton00 anburton00 18-21, F 2 Responses 22 hrs ago

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