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I Tried to Commit Suicide Today and Woke Up

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    Suicide

    August 4 2012 I shot myself with a Remington Springfield. I dont know why I did it. I can't remember anything until the point where the bullet went threw me. And don't get me wrong my life was going great. but in the end I'm Alive and that's all that matters to me cause knowing...
    Thejsl Thejsl
    18-21, M
    Aug 30, 2012

    Ah

    not today, i only just saw it said today..... i read it as 'i tried to commit suicide and woke up....'         but yeah, my major attempt was when I was 14. over 100 pills. diabetes medication. anti psychotics, anti depressants, sleeping pills, lithium...
    Tesse Tesse
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Dec 22, 2008

    Suicide

    When I was 17, I tried to commit suicide and now here I  am almost 2 years later stuck in my self pity yet again. I remember that day  like it was just yesterday, that day I woke up thinking why can't i just stay in bed why do I have to go to school and face another day of...
    kiyoushi4 kiyoushi4
    18-21, F
    Mar 30, 2011

    I've been depressed for years.

    I have been sexually and physically abused by my dad and his friends. I finally got out, but I am still depressed. After 15 years, I have had enough. I'm a cutter. I have never tried to kill myself until this morning. I woke up and got a phone call from my dad. He started...
    hazel1515 hazel1515
    26-30, F
    Feb 6, 2014

    Suicide

    i tried to commit suicide 3 weeks ago, i took pills and drank alchol, i was so unhappy just needed to get out. My partner had been sleeping with his best friends wife and i threw him out just after Christmas, her husband had nowhere to live so i put him up at mine, too cut...
    marmite1234 marmite1234
    36-40
    1 Response Jul 18, 2010

    2 Years Ago Tonight

    Two years ago tonight, I chose to end my life.  Through some kind of divine and human intervention, I survived.  I have a little boy who I love very, very much, who was home at the time.  Needless to say, he has not resided with me since. I have been called...
    yellowpaint77 yellowpaint77
    31-35, F
    1 Response Sep 17, 2009

    Yesteryears

    I was 12 years old and tired of life. I got bullied and teased all throughout school. I felt ( and still feel) like nothing. So I decided to take a bunch of pills one night. I took them went to sleep and woke up the next morning with a headache. I still had to drag my *** up and...
    shamelessflirt shamelessflirt
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jun 26, 2011

    I Tried To Od On My Blood Thinners And Alcohol And Ended Up With A Dui...

    I've had visions in the past of killing myself and wanted to die plenty of times but this time I thought I had it planned out and was actually going to do it. I was scared to take all of the pills at once so I took like 10 extra and then paced for about an hour trying to take...
    jeremichi96 jeremichi96
    31-35, M
    Mar 28, 2012

    Confused

    hi !  i am a very attractive  women great  sence of humor , a   beautiful  1 year old   son married  ,moved to another country ,to be with this man  ,away from all of my   family ,didnt know one word of spanish ,  ive been here...
    rubios rubios
    36-40
    1 Response May 7, 2010

    I Didn't Want To Do It Wrong

    I woke up at 4am in my moms house. Somewhere i didn't expect to be. I didn't remember the night all I knew is I wanted to be with him. I gave him a call... Oh good! He was awake! I asked him to come get me, he said no sleep it off. I was so confused until he told me I got so...
    JDerb JDerb
    22-25
    Sep 3, 2012

    Last night I tried to commit suicide.

    I told my boyfriend I was going to do it. I tried pushing him away on the phone and drank a lot last night. I am with someone who is 18 years older than me. My parents deny their abuse to me, I was bullied as a kid. My husband physically and emotionally abused me I was molested...
    Nightstar87 Nightstar87
    26-30, F
    Dec 13, 2013

    I tried before and failed.

    I think I am close but scared that it wont take again but I can't keep living this horrible life. I am really unhappy and I know it's my own fault. How did I get here? How I failed so bad at my life is unclear, continuing is impossible to think about, my will to push forward is...
    Dawnchelle Dawnchelle
    36-40, F
    Jun 30, 2015

    It Just Felt So Ancient...

    I loved him.. Still do.. But he said he wasn't "in love" with me.  Still he said we were a family but made no promises.  Ahh, yet another one.  But it didn't start there.  No, it started long ago.   When I was 7 I was molested my my dad's...
    jadetemple jadetemple
    31-35, F
    Feb 26, 2010

    The Happy Ones Have Something to Hide

    I'm alway the happy one. You know the girl - lots of friends of both genders. Flirty. Fun. Funny. Sarcastic. Outgoing. Smart. with a career. Pretty. the girl you love to hate. The happy ones have something to hide. I first tried to kill myself when I was 12. the kids at school...
    lonelyhealer lonelyhealer
    26-30
    1 Response May 18, 2008

    Lying And Suicide

    I was the happiest the girl that day, walking down the aisle and going to marry the love of my life. I was 19 years old when I got married to my husband. We were so much in love, couldn't be away from each for a minute. Life was going to plan, the first six months of marriage...
    TinkerJuice88 TinkerJuice88
    22-25
    Mar 28, 2012

    Hurt

    Over two years ago i tried to commit suicide. I was with a guy that was I thought a friend but in the end he really wasn't. Just a guy that needed to get over his own problems and I was a rebound. He told me that he didn't want me and that he never really did. I was more like a...
    Justme36 Justme36
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Nov 1, 2009

    Tired Sick Hated.

    i was 12 years old at the time i was sick and tired of my ex boyfriend arguing with me although i still loved him then i started having some hard times i was hated where my mum lived i got bullied i soon become depressed and decided to end my life i tried slitting my wrist but...
    xmeggymoo08x xmeggymoo08x
    13-15
    Jul 28, 2011

    I Tried

    who would care? thats what I kept telling myself every day for a long long time. I took a blade to my neck so many times too, I would just sit there looking at it for hours on end and thought "yes"  this is finaly it and I was so happy like you couldn't imagine. I didn't...
    capone1 capone1
    18-21
    1 Response Jan 18, 2010

    It Never Gets Better

    im 24 years old now and ive been depressed for a long time now im a cutter ive cut my wrist and arms so many times i now have scars some days im okay some days im not but every day i think about commiting suicide im not sure why im still alive today ...one night not so long ago i...
    nyte05 nyte05
    22-25, M
    Jun 27, 2012

    Suicide

    When I was 17, I tried to commit suicide and now here I  am almost 2 years later stuck in my self pity yet again. I remember that day  like it was just yesterday, that day I woke up thinking why can't i just stay in bed why do I have to go to school and face another day of...
    kiyoushi4 kiyoushi4
    18-21, F
    Mar 30, 2011

    Alive Again

    First of all, I am safe.  I am not in a crisis and have my support around me.  So, not to worry. Well.  Today was just like any other day.  I woke up and then went back to sleep.  Then, abruptly sitting up, I remembered an 8am first visit to a new doctor...
    Contessah Contessah
    51-55, F
    6 Responses Mar 12, 2008

    Life May Seem Worthless But You Mean Something To At Least 1 Person.

    Lets see where to start... To start my parents tell me everyday how much they hate me, wish I was dead somewhere in a ditch, or tell me that I'm worthless all the time. At school I'm picked on called Gay and other things, having people tell me to go home cry and cut myself, do...
    islappyy islappyy
    16-17, M
    May 5, 2012

    Everything Changes For A Reason

    I dont know where to start really. I'm a 15 year old male, going to 16 in August. Well, I was always happy and always the one telling the jokes. My childhood was okay, My parents did love me. When I was 9, my parents got Seperated/ Divorced. They would always argue and I hated...
    GabeTheCreator GabeTheCreator
    16-17, M
    1 Response Apr 22, 2012

    Wtf

    last night i was shwasted (halloween) and I had a really good time. After that when I was walking home I tried to get hit by a car and effing end it all, but it didnt happen and I realized that if I love my life and still try to end it all that i'm effed in the head. I'm going...
    spockspock spockspock
    18-21
    Oct 28, 2012

    I Was Blacking Out.

    How do my friend, family, emeines or anyone see me? Happy, like I don't care what people say or think. But, they are wrong. I'm only happy in front of them. I've tried killing myself...more than once. Why? I was sick of living. So much pain, hurt, crying blah blah comes with...
    wowkatlin wowkatlin
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jul 20, 2010

    .

    I remember reading how my best friend was planning on having me beat up and left in a place I'd never heard of.All the people who knew me, everything about me, had turned on me.I couldn't breathe.It was so hard and my mother just kept telling me to 'get thicker skin'. I hurt so...
    krazydingle krazydingle
    18-21
    1 Response Jan 27, 2012

    I Shouldnt Be Here But I Am

    a week ago now i took around 100 of my epileptic tablets.. i wasn't drunk or on drugs i had just had enough of all my pain!!! i felt lost and lonely and felt there was no way out for me. i had no one to turn too i thought at that time and just wanted to leave this planet.. my...
    kinder1975 kinder1975
    31-35
    1 Response Sep 19, 2011

    Pills

    I couldn't succeed at anything in life; school, singing, relationships and family were all failing. After a night of drinking, I decided to take A LOT of pills. Sleeping pills, pain pills, over the counter pulls, etc. to make the pain go away. I texted two people and one came to...
    pills1362 pills1362
    26-30
    Feb 2, 2013

    Why? I don't see why death should be a solution.

    Can someone please explain it? **** off to whatever person that has left you. Is life boring or just sad? Take medicines or drugs. Feeling alone? Meet someone. Afraid of socializing? Drugs/alcohol. Made something that you regret? Fix it, change life, be kind. Can't accept...
    AcidBrain AcidBrain
    22-25, M
    4 Responses Dec 4, 2014

    I Went To Sleep Hoping I Wouldn't Wake Up

    3 days ago I tried to commit suicide. I took over 40 different tablets in an attemt to end all the pain and hurt I was feeling. It was a year to the day that one of my best friends lost her 2 year battle to leukaemia and all day I was reflecting on all my memories with her...
    XBehindTheseBrownEyesX XBehindTheseBrownEyesX
    18-21, F
    Apr 27, 2010
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